#jk I don’t think I could

[muckyschmuck]

i REALLY LOVE the way T makes me feel but i might have to hop off for a bit as a social experiment

#jk not social experiment #just keep forgetting to make a new pp appointment for prescription #i always wake up too late and they’re closed #and the online appointment thing is fucking dumv #and i’m literally going broke #i mean i could take comms for hrt #but like ugh #ok maybe i’ll do it for a bit to see if it makes me wanna wrap my car around a telephone pole #i don’t have a car i don’t even know how to drive i’m gay #ugh #i’ll just call tomorrow or somethinf #LIKE I DONT WANNA GO OFF T BUT IM LAZY AND DUMV #DUMB #h #idk like i could live without it i think #imagine i stopped taking t whenever i needed to write chris pygora dialogue #iykyk please #the only thing keeping me from taking a t break is my parents like i feel like #OK I FEEL LIKE IF I STOP TAKING T THEYD BE LIKE finally …. #AND GET WEIRD #OK FUCK OFF #WHY AM I TAG RANTING

[ibyul]

Lol my brother is networking too much with my childhood crush and it’s too weird fhfjdjd like obviously I don’t like him but also I haven’t talked to him in like 15 years probably

#and by 15 years I mean 20 years #when I was literally like 8 or 9 #I prob spoke to him a total of 5 times in my life now that I really think abt it even tho I saw him countless times #💀💀💀 #actually no wait jk I def spoke to him when I was 6 or 7 when I first developed this crush #lol #but yeah now my brother went to dinner with him plus some other ppl from our organization #it’s so weird fhfhfhfhf #(for me. and for no one else. everyone else is just living normally) #it’s a networking dinner and he’s the guy they are networking with because of his job #it’s only weird cuz my brother knows lol otherwise I could have continued feeling unbothered #I don’t like him. but it’s like ptsd u know from my childhood #of not wanting to interact with him and avoiding him and running away #literally it’s not even a big deal #I’m just dumb and feel like it’s written on my forehead that I used to like him as a kid and now he’s married with a cool job #and I don’t have a spouse or a job I’m just a loser #so great is my fear of feeling less than. 😔 #I am indeed such a loser. if anything. just for that #😔😔😔😔😔😔 #💭.txt #is this ingratitude am I being ungrateful

[paimonial-rage]

sasuke and kazuha being the same mbti was not something i would expect to read in my life.

Yeah well, they both have very different enneagrams and instinctual variants. Kazuha is an 9w1 sp/so ISFP. Sasuke is a 4w5 sp/sx ISFP.

I’m gonna try not to go several layers deep into typology, but basically Kazuha’s typology makes him as smooth and flowing as water. 9w1s are the most peaceful of the enneagram and sp/sos are synflow, and thus flow with people. Sasuke, on the other hand, is a 4w5 which are of the most volatile when unhealthy. This is because 4s are part of the heart triad, so they’re mainly focused with shame and finding their identity. Added to that, he’s sp/sx which is contraflow, so he flows against people.

That being said, where they differ is that 9w1 sp/sos are the types that you will never truly know. Talking to them is like trying to play catch with a plush comforter. You can offer all of yourself, but they will never offer anything substantial of themselves. On the opposite hand, 4w5 sp/sxs are unapologetically themselves. There are no frills or bullshit. They are who they are and you’ll just have to deal with that.

Pick your poison.

#interactions #personally i prefer sasuke #i have so much beef with kazuha #THIS BOY HAS NO SENSE OF COMMITMENT #he doesn’t even want to stay in your teapot for too long #people think he’d be the best bf like uh #he’d run off the moment you try confessing to him #jk ofc but he’d turn you down #i could go into a whole rant abt him #that being said i don’t dislike him #he’s fun to analyze #but I’d think he’s the most boring g person irl

[kingofmyborrowedheart]

I swear to god if at Taylor’s next tour I see people intentionally sitting during the acoustic and slower songs, I’m going to be hurling tomatoes at them.

#taylor swift #midnights #talked to a friend who saw the chicks and went to another concert and she said the same thing happened #like people sitting not because they’re tired or whatever but because the song is slower and not upbeat #I could get away with bringing in tomatoes since I’m mutuals with Gillette on here (jk I don’t think I could) #that’s not concert etiquette what the hell is that it’s so weird

[hudbannonarchive]

also something really funny about tvl is that lestat is just a straight up misogynist in a way louis was not. no real thoughts on that, just an observation.

#jk i do have some thoughts #i could say something insane and self indulgent but i think it’s probably just because #louis was having a conversation with another person technically throughout all of iwtv #and he’s really more concerned with being polite than lestat is #i don’t think he’s a feminist king or anything #*

[abnormalpsychology]

One of my funniest internet experiences was when I took a Uquiz made by this one quizmaker determined to singlehandedly shit on every fandom-possessing media you can think of— question after question being choose a thing I think is dumb as hell and you’re an idiot if you love it and it’s everything a human being could possibly enjoy— then very deliberately wrote in the response box at the end recommending Succession. Reader, upon going to their tumblr in real time, I got to watch my own vaguepost appear. Thirty seconds and… “I think everyone needs to start killing Succession stans.” LMAOOOO I lost my mind. that’s the most power I’ve ever felt in my life!! so anyways they shipped Larry

#like I don’t normally do that but goddamn. the call is coming from inside your glass house my friend #man #cringe has become like a weapon to me #i just think it’s fun to recommend media abt horrible people to people who seem horrible #/hj #‘you seem like you could relate to Roman bestie 💖’ is the most devastating insult ever #you either die a Larry or live long enough to become a Tomgreg #the hater… has become the hatee #so like #poking bears is fun actually #bbge.text #larry- no jk

[goldenhypen]

hii so !! i forgot i wanted to post a drabble today but anyways so i was just opening my docs to try and maybe write smth up for you guys ,, but guess what !! i think i’m getting writer’s block 😃 idk what to dooo ,, anyone have ideas or suggestions 😭

#i knew this was coming 😭 #it’s reqs for my 2k followers event #but i’m probs gonna be only half way through all my reqs when i make it to 3k 😭 #which is pretty soon btw 😭 #crazy #ngl i think my writer’s block is partially due to my overwhelming number of reqs #and also partially due to how busy i’ve been #but also bc all that’s been on my mind lately is svt 🤩🥰 #don’t mind me while i go start up a svt side blog 🤩👀 #jk #i can barely keep up with this blog are you kidding me 😭 #yeah anyways i forgot what i was even saying 😃 #um yeah also keep your eyes out for a mini hiatus post coming soon cuz im going on vaca for a week :D #and i might not be able to write any drabbles to have queued for when im gone cuz of my writer’s block 😭 #eh we’ll see ig 😭 #but if y’all have any suggestions for what i could do bc of my writer’s block pls share 😭🤲🏻 im begging 😭 #em speaks

[deus-ex-mona]

✨baller✨ results tbh~

#thanks to those who voted!!!!! this was very enlightening lol #petition to free the one sole person who was trapped here via the app lmaooo. is ok dude you can feel free to leave if you want~ <3 #the tls part was unsurprising lmaooo. but it’s interesting to know that there’s a few of y’all who are here for eff tee four specificially… #to those of y’all who are here for the fruits… i’ll be seeing y’all around when they finally get more content~~~!!!! i miss them already ngl #to the one dude who’s here for my cringe… 👀👀hey👀👀 wanna be besties?👀👀👀👀 #but help what secret reasons could there be to follow me aside from my tls and cringe? cringeposts and tls are the life of this blog yk— #don’t tell me… you’re here for my ‘winning’ personality~?👀👀👀 jk my personality sucks and i’m horrible at replying to messages #i think i’ve left some guy on read for over 2 years when i turned away to write an essay… hmm… sorry dude #it is suiyoubi my dudes

[sashimiyas]

🕯samu will fall in love with me 🕯 he will chase down the bus 🕯atsumu will find his soulmate and everyone will be happy 🕯

or will the bus chase him aksjaibdkso

#reina.receives #truck kun makes an appearance once again!!! #jk i could never. i mean i COULD but i would never #not to osamu our baby our love our light our life #it really was an fwb thing for osamu though. like he knows he did atsumu dirty in that sense but the guilt is less intense #bc he knows he doesn’t love her like atsumu does. which the logic isn’t quite sound bc i feel like that’s even worse #atsumu will meet his soulmate :) atsumu always gets a happy ending for me #he’s the type of person i don’t think thrives without partnership #so i know he finds someone. he always does.

[serendipity577]

have you ever thought that maybe we are all like babies and just dreaming this and when we wake up we are gonna have to relive this shitty life i feel so bloody sorry for us all if that is the case.

#deep thinking #babies #dreams #are you okay #maybe this was just my emo mood #Jk #but seriously #could this be the case #I don’t wanna die #Sometimes I wish I’d never been born at all #Was that a queen reference? #Why yes it was #Queen

[falled-over]

your politics must ALWAYS come from loving people first. dunking on people you hate should be the furthest thing from what drives your opinions. because if you don’t love the people you’re allied with, someone else will, and i can’t promise their politics will be as kind as your own are touted to be

#i once got a good way into writing an essay on why we asleftists failed jk rowling #because she was a fairly progressive person #as long as everything could still be about her a bit #but when someone in a progressive space gives a dangerous opinion there is a vocal minority that is so quick to other them #i don’t think it was my essay to write though #we can get so much further speaking to the enemy than fighting them. a movement always needs more allies #please don’t read these notes as excusing anything she has done by the way #i’m not saying she should have said it and gotten away with it #im saying i disagree with folk that use any opportunity they can to dunk on the fascists #when they should be looking for any opportunity to care for one another #which isn’t as fun! #or funny #so they don’t. #whatever. we have to be careful what we reward #‘you don’t know if her mind could have been changed’ i do actually #i talked to someone who was gender critical and actively moving toward becoming a terf #and spent a good week of my time listening to their points and explaining my own #in the end i just had to humanise trans women #and point out a handful of statistics #it worked #put in the hard work #my point is terfs accepted her with open arms. that will always be what drives political opinion

[andyundan]

I love reading dissertations where it’s dedicated to the candidates significant other or parents or friends because I’m like yes that’s the whole point. Love is the whole point

#if you don’t feel tsunami levels of lust when you look at polyploidic soy plants then fuck outta here #jk could you imagine #but seriously what is science without love like…… #I cannot think of anything more romantic than being like my dear I wrote and sweated and cried over this 50 page love letter to my disciplin #and in the process I realized that the effort and passion I put into it is also how I feel about you #like… guys come on #and I’m feeling romantic in this pdf tonight

[parelmoer]

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#slowly coming to terms w the fact that maybe the men that i would be attracted to just don’t exist #like sure a lot of men are beautiful gorgeous even #but then im like…… realistically i just don’t see myself in a relationship w them???? is this my deep rooted insecurity speaking or #is it something else??? #like realistically speaking i just don’t see myself walking down the street w them like we just wouldn’t look right together you know??? #is that insane of me to even think about? #and then when i find a man that im attracted to and i could perchance see myself in a relationship w i get stuck on thinking thoughts like #what if our world views aren’t compatible what if his personal hygiene sucks etc #i have not had a crush on anyone in literal years at this point i just need to make peace w being destined for solitude #also….. #never beating those lesbian allegations btw #no jk i am like 80% sure that im actually attracted to men my venus is just in virgo #(so are my sun and mercury btw but those aren’t super relevant to this situation i think)

[angelheadedelsewhere]

when my next check comes i will buy a replacement pedal for this old sewing machine and then…

#i have been saying im going to start sewing again for so long but i’ve been in sack mode #i have so many clothes that would EAT with some alteration and i could start making my dream wardrobe #instead of dressing like an emo bum or edgy librarian #jk the emo bum fits will never die but i’ve GOT to up my dressing game dog #plus i think this is a must if i’m going to keep wearing men’s clothes because the shits are always too long #and i am going to keep doing it because it’s dope and i enjoy it but i don’t want to give off toddler vibes so we are learning to tailor