#jkjk i’m just being silly

[astertiae]

Asian American Edo Phoenix you are everything to me

#guy who makes being asam her whole personality #I’m jkjk I saw smth that made me think of like. what it means to be asam in the eyes of the usa and I’m going to not talk about that here #bc this is a silly fandom blog #however. just know I’m always two steps away from Talking about it and I’m holding myself back

[the-s1lly-corner]

Hey hey, I’m not entirely sure if Yandere type stuff is against the rules or not since it’s not specifically stated but I’m feelin a little possessive >:)

Can I request an LJ x a possessive!Reader who is willing to do anything to keep him in their possession? Even going so far as to shove him into that little box for a way longer period of time than he’d probably like

If you’re not willing to do this ask feel free to delete! Your content is awesome and I like the way you headcanon clown boy :)

Laughing Jack x possessive!reader !

usually i would turn down requests like this but this did spark some unique ideas that i dont think i would otherwise explore or talk about so uhuh! going to try to end this on a good/happier note simply because i dont.. like the idea of this being a cycle of things, you know? or at least there will be an attempt naturally this isnt going to be my standard cute and sweet writing stuff </3 actually the first chunk of it is lightly touching on jacks personal trauma

okokokok so the main idea that got me thinking was like. i think jack actually hates being stuck in his box, at least for extended periods of time or being forced to stay inside. i think a lot of this stems from the fact he was abandoned, and thus in the box for... how long was it? at least some decades... that messes with someone; including someone as silly and joyous as the clown

so i think, even after he kind of gets all warm and fuzzy feeling'ed about being so wanted and desire by his partner (remember, abandonment issues, you being absolutely all over him helps reassure him that youre not going to be going anywhere.. hopefully), those other issues start to peak in

at first he might think its a game when you try to keep him in his box for longer, be it because youre out and about with it or youre physically pushing him in the box because that way you yourself are reassured that hes still here... or some other scenario...

treats it lightly the first few times but as you try to keep him inside more and more hes going to start pushing back; whether that be physically or emotionally

knowing jack its going to be more physical. not to make it sound like he hits you, but i do think he would forcefully eject himself from the box which in turn might send you back a bit

obviously, like most other problems he might try to laugh it off, but thats not a solution... so its just going to keep going and possibly get worse

eventually its going to come to a head and hes probably going to start hiding his box so you cant try to shove him in it... or he might just outright try to stop using it... i mean its not like he would die without (winks)

(jkjk he can live outside of it but new hc, jack will die if his box is destroyed.. though its more durable than your standard box)

(which... makes me wonder how jack feels about his own mortality. maybe he doesnt know that if it breaks hes done for? might tackle that in another post tbh)

if either of you want any hope of the relationship carrying on, or for lack of a better wording... for the human party to keep existing (because jack is not above offing those he deems himself close to) (cough cough isaac) then you are both going to have to set very firm boundaries and try to find the root to why youre so possessive of him and find ways to cope and find healthier alternatives to... trying to confine him

#creepypasta x reader #creepypasta x you #creepypasta imagine #laughing jack x reader #laughing jack x you #laughing jack imagine

[girlwithfish]

do you have any advice on how to flirt with people on dating apps,, I feel like i keep giving platonic vibes even when i’m into someone bc i just don’t know how to flirt without sounding too forward

call them cutie and compliment them tbh . and use :3 (jkjk unless). can b str8 forward w the compliments ppl love being complimented 👍 and be direct abt stuff u wanna do w them like if u wanna go out wtc and idk just taking action showing effort keeping it light and cute! be a little silly

#but yeah i say just compliment them a lot lol. and show interest in what they r talking abt

[delilah705]

Fr!! You know how many times I still struggle with starting fics? 90% of the time the beginning of my fics is one of the last scenes to be written or even thought of. Every author, no matter the experience, struggles with not knowing how to start things off! You're not going to know the full story right away. Scenes change, ideas are scrapped, new characters might appear, that’s part of the process. You just have to power through that initial struggle of starting the story. Can’t start the beginning then go to another scene. It doesn’t matter what order you write your scenes. Don’t let not knowing stop you. Writing is just like any other skill; time, effort, energy, love all of that is poured into it 

Ah, yes the ads. I feel like all the sites have ads these days….that’s why I love ao3 so much (all these free fics and no ads, truly a reader’s paradise). Always a smart idea to back up fics no matter where they live. I once saw someone lose everything because google locked them out of their account and wouldn't let them back in (I wouldn’t wish that on anyone, can’t imagine the pain of losing everything). I don't think anyone is brave enough to read a spicy fic out loud to another 💀 and if someone has then they truly have earned the title ‘god’s bravest soldier’

Oooooh, I’m always down for fic recs! Dish them out lol. Slay queen 💅🏼, be their worst nightmare and keep that ad blocker. Had a quick look around FF.net and wasn't expecting the layout (it looks so retro to me, no hate to the site or anyone who uses it I'm just shocked by the layout). You're gonna make me cry. From the sounds of it you guys had something really special and while I’m some rando online I’m glad you could share your passions with someone you cared deeply for. That’s always something to cherish in life 💝

😠😡😤 Going to the past rn to have some words with them jkjk. No, but seriously sorry you had to go through that. That sucks. No one should have to experience feeling insecure or like their interests don’t matter. It’s so disheartening to share something you love and have the other party disinterested. You can always read to me!!!! It’ll be like a little bedtime story; tuck me in, read to me until I fall asleep, the whole shebang lol. And that goes for anyone, really. I’m always down to listen to a fic. Whether it be your own or one you just enjoy. I’m happy to lend an ear and if for some reason that specific fic doesn’t work out (like not being in the same fandom) I’ll let you know. Gotta have that healthy communication ✨

I honestly didn't think of that….Now I have to think about it. All those people without accounts should have the chance to read without making an account. Oh, that's what that meant. I’m so dumb sometimes. I saw it and thought nothing of it. Silly me! Well, now I know. Thx!! Now I want to go back and check that box. The heart is honestly the cutest thing I’ve seen 🥺. Don’t worry, I’m the queen of not acknowledging what I don’t like lol. There has been so much in fandoms that are canon that I’m like, ‘nope didn’t happen’ (currently living in delulu but wdyd). Def gonna check that one out now

Noooooo, the agony!!!! Pray that you recover it 🙏🏼. Technical difficulties are truly a writer’s worst nightmare. 👀 another rec??? Your feeding me well today haha. The perils of sexual tension….does one let it snap or make it tauter…

Really?! That’s so bizarre. I mean, I did call myself out but the fact that you're rereading the series is 🤯. Great minds think alike 😉. Yeah,,,,, when they show the villains in the current timeline I’m always like ‘yeah, mc. The hate for them be real’ but when they show younger versions of them I do a complete 180°. Honestly a personal attack against me. If you wanted me to hate them, why did you make them so hot in their youth???? Please, I’m just a girl. Funny that you say that. I never was a Peeta fan. From the basic knowledge I have of hg, younger me liked/had a crush on Gale and I never understood why Katniss chose Peeta. Don’t know how I feel about him now but 🤷🏻‍♀️. Oooo, I’ll look forward to those references then 

No worries!! Life gets in the way sometimes and reading/responding takes time so I totally get it! Focus on yourself first and when you have free time respond second, I don’t mind being on the back burner 😝. I promise I’ll be here!!!  Have a great day, night, or whatever time it may be for you 🌄🌌🌅. Wish you the best 😊

Omg noooo. XD Starting fics! Aaaa- I feel that so much. There are times where that is what keeps me from actually writing them: coming up with a beginning. Mostly it's a jumbled mess of ideas and a couple of later scenes and no beginnings. It's just so hard sometimes! It's like,... Where to start? How far back do we take this? Where do we begin? And how? It's true! I can have an idea about where my story is going to go, but you never really know until it's written. Like, I'm certain the major plot points will stay, but the things that are addressed and happen along the way are almost always up in the air. Yes! I totally agree with that! People, it does not matter what order you write your story in, just write it!! Write that scene you really wanna write! You can write everything else out around it! But if you don't write that scene at all, you might not ever write your story because you're letting coming up with everything else get in the way of that and make the process not fun. XD I have so much stuff on my FTPOF and WWRG documents especially where it's like, so many scenes and dialogue that has not appeared in the actual thing just yet, but I am Frankensteining them into my story as I go, basically being like, 'Hmm... What can we add here today from my pre-written stuff? What topics can we address that we haven't already? Maybe sneak in some plot?' XD It's so nice to already have portions written, I cannot tell you the relief of having some of the work already done. And yeah, you'll have moments where you have to spruce up the scene, change it up a little so it fits better, but that's par for the course and it's just always nice sometimes to have those scenes already written and ready to go when you need them, even if some don't quite make the cut.

DX If they weren't so annoying, I wouldn't really care. Like, the least you could do is put them to the side or the bottom, not in the middle of the daggone story!! Especially on mobile where to scroll you have to touch the screen and I don't wanna click on the stupid ad (but that's probably what they want 🙄). Yes! One hundred percent! Make sure to constantly save on your computer/laptop while writing and have those files stored somewhere else safe too! (perferrably a disk or a flashdrive) DX Oh no! T^T Augh. I'd be devastated! Just losing my progress those one times brought me a lot of grief, I can't imagine losing every last bit! D': Do they still write? Oh, for real! >///< I could never.

XD Omg! Don't say that! I have so many! Maybe I should just post my fic recs as an entirely separate thing… 🤔 Though I'm afraid some of them will never see the light of day again due to what happened with Lunaescence. :') I'm so glad I saved a copy of one of my all time favorites: Initial Impact, but I could not tell you what the writer's username or what all the other works I enjoyed are and their authors without being able to look on the site.

Me too! Like, not only is it ad free, but the search system there… My goodness. So much better than anything I've ever come across. XD What other website lets you tag kinks and then find more works with that tag? While sometimes I do complain about layout changes from other websites, I think FF.net has not change anything since I first joined. It has looked that way for as long as I can remember. XD ASgh- I'm sorry! :'O Thank you! TvT It truly is! And I really hope everyone else can find that at least in one person in their lives! Because it's just something that I feel we should all be able to have at least once!

saofj0s- XD No, no, it's fine, I promise! Me now is so much more confident and more careful about baring my soul to just anyone. Thank you, though! :') Really, though, it is! I don't wish it upon anyone! It's… Really tough seeing other people give up the things they love for reasons like that, or from even being met with things like anger and disgust for their hobbies and interests! Even when it's something I see as harmless! XD Omg!! I'd probably end up reading you something really funny and then instead of sleeping, we'd be laughing! But it's so funny that you say that because I do have a short list of characters that I'd love to have read me to sleep. Same tho! :D If there's ever anything you wanna share and talk about, let me know!! I will talk to you all day if given the chance! And if there are any fics you want to recommend in return, send them right in!

But if you have specific fears that are the reason you have them locked, don't let me make you feel bad and unlock them if you have any doubts about the decision! That is entirely up to you! Your comfort as the author should be important too! You're not dumb or silly! It was my fault that I didn't share the full tag in that response! You're welcome! :D Oh boy. XD I have so many fics to go through and do that with if I wanna change all of my bookmarks to hearts… Pfff- XD I feel that! That's me with the apple tree ending! Like, huh? What're you talking about? Man's fine! He's out there living his life with his bro. I don't know what you mean. What apple tree? And other fandoms' canon!! Omg… We just living in denial rn. I stopped Death Note for the longest because of this!! XD I hope you enjoy it when you do! The "HE HAS EYES." kills me as does “We’ll carry each other and float our way there!” If you have any fics you recommend that are hilarious or just absolutely destroyed your soul and changed you as a person, please share them! I've said it once and I'll say it again, there are so many good fics out there! And I love that all these lovely authors have decided to share their works with the world! Goodness, if it hadn't been for them, I'd be a very different person, no doubt. Some of these writers out here really inspired me.

I have been!! I just gotta be patient! The person that was going to do it for me just had a baby, so I gotta let her have time to recover and take care of them first. I would have had it sooner perhaps, but… There's a lot of story behind this delay (like, over a year) and it's wild to me that it has taken this long. Part of me is like, 'Is there a reason I cannot finish and post this yet?? Am I not meant to, like what is going on? Is the world not ready for reader-insert Super Buu smut in the world?' DX They really are! But I've also lost stuff on paper too due to spills and my own and others' carelessness, so… You take a risk no matter what medium you go for. :/ XD Yep! Another! I have so many favorites… I can't hope to list them all in one session. Oh, for real! XD And I will admit, I am guilty of being a little mean. That little, "hehe. >:3" moment, but I just… XD It's frustrating for me too sometimes!

XD So oddly timed! Pff- Oh, yes! XD It just-- Why villain so attractive if not meant to be loved?? I have to wonder how many villains I harbor hatred for would I change my mind about if they just made them younger and gave them a tragic backstory. I'm such a fucking sucker for that! XD Though I do have a few villains that it's like, 'I hate you, but damn you're hot. 10/10 would fuck, but like, in a hate filled way. Give me the smut.' Asdfj- Same hat!! XD That's why I overlooked him so much and kinda- I don't wanna say hated him, but- I also kinda felt this wasn't the time and place for romance? And that he kinda forced Katniss' hand? And now that the Capitol believed it they just had to keep going with it? But coming into it as an adult,… I gotta respect the guy. He took a beating just to give her family bread when she was starving and broke through control enough to warn about the bombs when they had him drugged. And Katniss says so herself in the first book that she's not romantically interested in Gale, just jealous because she feels the other girls are trying to steal her hunting partner. Straight from the book: "You can tell by the way the girls whisper about him when he walks by in school that they want him. It makes me jealous but not for the reason people would think. Good hunting partners are hard to find."

And they clash a lot and, well, <.< considering with how Mockingjay ends with her hating and blaming him for, you know,... Losing the very thing all of this was all to save and protect. Can't speak for later books and her feelings there for them both that the movies don't cover, but I did sneak a peek at the ending of Mockingjay back when I was younger to see how it ended and looking back now, straight from the book itself, Katniss' thoughts: "That what I need to survive is not Gale's fire, kindled with rage and hatred. I have plenty of fire myself. What I need is the dandelion in the spring. The bright yellow that means rebirth instead of destruction. The promise that life can go on, no matter how bad our losses. That it can be good again. And only Peeta can give me that." And I just- The "real or not real?" questions just-- It does something for that hurt/comfort bug within me! 😭 The angst! Deep in the Meadow is definitely going to make an appearance in The Stars Aligned, and I Met You, just as For Fruits Basket will appear in FTPOF sometime in the future. Their respective lullabies... Good Lord, there's so much left to cover in those.

Aww, thank you! :') You have a great day/evening/night too! And I wish you the best as well! <3 Take care!

#Sfw #Ask #Anonymous

[triciaofsteel]

South Park romance hcs, except I’m Aroace and don’t know the first thing about romance

(this whole thing is a slash jay, also aged up cuz like???? Duh???) edit: bro I started working on this at around 2 am and then I blinked and now it’s 3 am what the scallop

Edit 2: ok cool I just figured out how to put the read more thing that’s pretty nifty

Also sorry if any of these feel ooc it is WAYYY too late for my mind to process anything rn it’s mush these are just the bits and pieces that I’ve picked up from the slop

I only have Kyle, Leslie, Stan, Clyde, Kenny, and Bebe for now but I’ll like.. edit it later I guess, later when I get more brainworms (also totally not self projecting onto them. Yes I know I’m a total loser)

Kyle: ASEXUAL KYLE CANON ASEXUAL KYLE CANON!!! /srs HES LITERALLY ME 

-Has realllyyy big problems with expressing emotions aka feelings in general it’s an autism thing (like Craig) 

-Which also makes him all weird with like physical contact n stuff?? “Get ur dirty paws offa me” typa shit

-ESPECIALLY WHEN IT COMES TO STUFF LIKE POKING/PRODDING!! He will probably sucker punch just about anyone who gets close and honestly, not feel sorry about it (I wouldn’t either)

-love language is…. Nothing. Lmao

-jkjk it’s probably some shit like gift giving??? But like, in a different way than you think. Just think about that one “can I just do your laundry someday” scene, but instead of laundry it’s homework. what is that love language called someone please tell me I actually have no idea what I’m talking about.

-he thinks about stuff logically a lot of the time, which is why he’ll like NEVER pick up on any hints whatsoever. 

-the more I write the more I realize I’m making him sound too much like Craig. Uh

-what is love (baby don’t hurt me..)

-if he EVER does confess, (he won’t.) he’ll probably do it in your like, insta/facebook dms, there is NO way this mf is actually gonna ask someone out face to face

-absolutely despises the idea of uhhh. Yknow. Jacking it in San Diego. WHY???? BECAUSE TRANSMASC KYLE!!!!!!! This is actually canon I’m Matt and Trey.

-he will not make exceptions because he’s in love or whatever (he’s not) you still gotta keep up ur side bc he’s not entirely head over heels!!! He’s not!!!(I think he’s learned his lesson from Leslie)

-single kyle: “bro I hate relationships so bad bro couples need to shut up fr”

-double Kyle: “bro I hate relationships so bad bro I need to shut up fr”

-I feel like he’d be the type to not be able to distinguish platonic feelings from romantic feelings. Why? Because me

-you HAVE to be direct with him because he’ll never be able to figure out anything otherwise. Ur sad? Tell him ur sad. Wait actually don’t he has no idea how to comfort ppl

-best he can do is an awkward pat on the back and a mumble “it gets better…?” 💀 or, if he’s pissed, “wtf am I supposed to do abt that”

-if someone confessed to him first, it would probably go something like this

“I love you”

“???? Are you being /srs or /j???”

or

“I love you”

“Wow haha that’s so silly never say that again”

or maybe even just a straight up “ew” 💀

-Cupid (Twin Ver)

Leslie!!!

-Leslie is actually Lesbian + aroace oriented . I don’t make the rules sorry, tho the aroace part is more dominant, it’s more like aroace + lesbian oriented

-similar thing with Kyle, but instead of being rude/straightforward about it, she’ll either gaslight you or do this:

“oh, you love me? That’s so funny!! I do too :3”

“Really?”

“yeah!!!”

“Does that mean we can date???”

“What? No!!! I meant that I also love me.”

“…”

“stupid bitch”

-I love her

-was torn between making her lesbian and making her aroace so fuck it we both

-I think she hates men (I do too /j)

-typa girl to run around breaking people’s hearts for the pure fun of it (Michael Jackson reference???)

-she thinks love is a joke. Like genuinely.

Stan:

-…

-I genuinely don’t know how I’m supposed to characterize this guy

-he canonically jacks it in San Diego so that’s something I guess

-his dog was gay you guys

-bi

-rly hope ur ok with being vomited on (I am not)

-just think of the PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE thing

-gets rly defensive whenever anyone asks him about Wendy

-responds with 👍 or “k” to confessions

-would probably be a discord kitten for nitro /j

-Cupid (jack stauber)

Clyde:

-This man is ALSO bi

-hey 😏 what’s going on 😏

-love language is giving discord nitro /j

“I love you”

“I’m so sorry bro”

-I saw someone say that being bi and single is like playing on both sides of a sports team and still losing. Yeah that’s him, L rizz 😂😂🤣🤣🤣

-this bitch has both Tinder AND Grinder and still remains lonely

-probably because he starts off EVERY conversation with a terrible ass pick up line

“hey bbg sorry I gave you lice but relationships are all about sharing everything with each other😍😍😍”

-PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE thing, but it’s with EVERYONE

Kenny

-there are two types of people, people who say that Kenny is “the straightest kid in South Park” and people who know the TRUTH

-this man is the biggest slut ever

-wasn’t he a prostitute once

-Relationship red flag: he once ate an entire banana with the peel on during a date. Partner horrified, broke up like a day later

-honestly, there’s not much to say, it’s literally kenny

“what’s your love language”

“money”

“MONEY???? BRO AINT NOBODY SPEAK 💴💴💸💶💶💸💎💎💸💵💷💎💰🪪💰💰💶💳🪪”

(it’s actually physical contact but we don’t talk about that)

Bebe

-I love lesbians!

-omni maybe? (Girl leaning)

-Unfortunately scared of relationship commitment

-I’m pretty sure she’s been hit up on multiple times, every time she ghosts/friend zones them

-Has a long distance relationship with Clyde despite living in the same town??

-would probably leave a guy in a restaurant and make him pay the bill

“damn, look at that ass!! 😍😍”

-I feel like she listens to pinkpantheress and maybe coco and Clair Clair

-love language is shoes

#south park hcs #kyle broflovski #sp kyle #leslie meyers #sp leslie #stan marsh #sp stan #clyde donovan #sp clyde #kenny mccormick #sp kenny #bebe stevens #sp bebe

[seongwin]

ateez as my fav tropes

Please ignore my crappy spelling and what not i am def not a writer-- simply writing my thoughts as they come baby /// i am literally so terrified of posting this but whatever (゜∀。)

Friends to lovers: a personal fav; like so good and classic how could you go wrong?? I 100% believe any of the members would fit in this trope but specifically-- Yunho, Wooyung, Jongho and Yeosang 

Arranged Marriage au: will literally scream and cry for this au likee?? Especially if it includes enemies to lovers KEKEKE this no doubt for me is Seonghwa and Mingi-- i just think this is such a silly little idea (>///<)

Pirate au: obvi this is a little too fitting for ot8 but i genuinely love this au; like you can't go wrong with it; the sea, stealing, being pirates, ships, being pirates, swords, literally everything; so silly and i love it- just all of that good good fills up my brain juices like no other ( ˘▾˘)~

Brothers best friend: now this one… lord let me tell you; i wholeheartedly believe this is ment for Jongho like someone tell me you agree (T^T) ; he is just so perfect for it like… the sorta  unobtainable man of your dreams AHUVDGBDJKIDVH i could pass away rn.  He's good at everything and you’ve had a crush on him for forever but HE CANNOT BE ATTAINED LIKEEE??? Oh my god this idea is going to make me spiral- Jongho plus was like a new boom of love for me so I’m eating this shit up rn ;^; OH MY GOD THE PINING!?!?!!!? Like it would be mutual BUT YOU DONT KNOW THAT //// slowburn af is all im saying-- so kind and so soft with that good good yummy sprinkle of angst- I’m sorry i’m invested now… 

Anyways, San also is so perfect for this but his would be more of a friends to lovers scenario ya feel

YEOSANG KEKEKE also pretty self explanatory me thinks 

Oh no! there's only one bed ¬‿¬ : i will eat this for  breakfast, lunch, and dinner. Thank you very much. 

Dont even get me started on if literally nothing but unbearable tension happens because- like for real, as much as i can't stand tension I  also can’t say no// sigh.. such is life… // got sidetracked but literally ot8 like-- jkjk it's Seonghwa 2000%; maybe its my bias talking but he just screams this shit like- my respectful king but the fucking tension could be cut with a knife ( i love saying that its so silly and classic anyways..) but would anything happen???  yea who knows but it would for sure be juicy-- glances, faint touches, so super nervous but still so sweet BDUKVEFUWKBDUF i could go crazy. 

kim hongjoong. like friends to lovers oh no he crawls into the wrong bed moment. ya feel...

I CAN NOT ESCAPE THIS THOUGHT NOW!>!? oh my god tried af Hongjoong + literally was asleep u?? yea goodbye. purely fluff and kind and love-- like the "oh my god he looks so cute sleeping. ...AM I IN LOVE WITH MY BEST FRIEND!?!??" ya feel the vibe?? sigh i love this thought. XDDD ( i think XD is so silly and fun i don't even care)

Fake dating: I literally can not let myself talk about this. It's truly  just so yum. 

BABY YOU KNOW IT’S YUNHO. Like he’s ultimate boyfriend material so I feel like it’s a natural choice. OH MY GOD the “i know this is fake but it feels so real” VHDUEVFUDKQ. We all know Yunho is our acting king so HOW COULD YOU TELL?? IS IT REAL OR NOT??!??  But then even in private  he’d be so sweet-  IS IT CUZ HE LIKES U BACK?? You’ll never know T_T (spoiler alert the feels are mutual KEKKE) 

 I don't really have a preference over if they know each other beforehand or not-- so silly and fun either way 

Honorable mentions aka i don't feel like screaming and trying to write that down:

Mutual Pining 

Slow Burn ///

Coffee Shop AU (hongjoong yea i see ur ass; YOU TOO WOOYOUNG) 

Please do not mention how many times i say like or use ellipses….

#ateez fic #writing #fics scare me #ateez #yeosang #seonghwa #yunho #jongho #hongjoong #san #wooyoung #mingi #idk how to use tags #drabbles #writing tropes #literally what am i doing #writting prompt #x reader #park seonghwa #jeong yunho #kim hongjoong #choi san #choi jongho #jung wooyoung #kang yeosang #song mingi #fic ideas

[taeghi]

okay first of all AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

man I KNEW Isa lowkey crushing on our boy heeseung. that cleaning the classroom scene got my cheeks red af! lololol

AND THEN JAKE POPPING UP being all jealous with the whole "YoU DiTCHing mE fOR YeoNJUn ANd HeESEunG?" BOY! dont make me slap you silly lolol AND HE ASKS TO PINKY PROMISE? someone hold me rn

okay tbh nooooooooo GIRL WHY YOU THINK YOU GOING BEHIND HEESEUNG'S BACK? He was making googly eyes with Isa in da morning omfg brb crying and then there's jake T_T DUDE WHAT IS GOING ON? Why are you playing with my heart <//////3

heeseung here for the "imma kill someone" tea but BOY you bout to be the dead one!

OMG THE WAY I GASP AT "i want to fuck" just shoot me! not my internal organs crying because heeseung is seeing something special fagsdhjasdhaksdjka why is he so fucking nice and comforting??? he's the last guy i ever want to punch on the face, T_T

punch me now HEESEUNG COUNTS THE AMOUNT OF HIS NICKNAME BEING USED? lord have mercy if no one marries this man in this fic i will volunteer as tribute lol jkjk BUT HONESTLY the way he pushed isa away so fast and i was playing the weeknd save you tears in the back in case i was gonna get emo hfasjdhajsdk im ready for pt4. shoot me

LMAO “heeseung ur about to be the dead one” HAHAHA fr omg i love all ur comments sm ur so funny i love it. i’m sososososo glad u liked it and i hope u like pt4 as well 🥹💗

[thehappiestgolucky]

Obligatory Tisoquirrel dump, but this time it’s fighting pose practice! And patching up doodles. And-

I’m not kidding anyone it’s just gay bugs again you know me by now.

#hollow knight #doodles #hk tiso #hk quirrel #tisoquirrel #quiso #sometimes i think about how it’s a sword and a shield combo and hhhhhh #he was a sword. he was a shield. can i make it anymore obvious- #jkjk i’m just being silly #neither are immune to getting injured and neither are immune to the intimacy of patching up wounds #fellas is it gay to gently take care of the dude you kinda have feelings for because you want him to be ok? #i like thinking both are skilled #tiso’s just reckless #quirrel analyses. he waits to learn the patterns before making a move #that’s why he gets less injured than tiso despite tiso having a shield #it’s the mentality of ‘a good defence is a good offense’ #vs #’patience and planning will get the best results’ #both cases have their merits! #it’s just quirrel’s leads to less risks #they genuinely constantly live rent free in my head guys you could at least start paying if you’re gonna be long term like this- #also i might’ve figured out wedding things #maybe i’ll doodle it #but i think i finally figured them out #the problem wasn’t them getting married or anything #it was what was quirrel generally still attached to #tiso has his shield. i’m keeping the companion story. but quirrel? #his nails more a means to an end. his mask returned to monomon. BUT #HIS HEADSCARF #i’ve run out of tags but enjoy djksdjkxdhxkhdksjdsk

[astertiae]

for the character thing - judai, jarchivist, jack atlas

I am kissing you on the cheek MWAH very many J’s 👀

Judai

Favorite: he’s a really good subversion of a rousing speeches hero type protagonist! I love that he’s a little bit monstrous, that he comes back from the horrors changed, with the knowledge that that part of him was there all along

Least favorite: the way he treats other people, especially Syo, Kenzan, and Misawa

Favorite line: “we’re from the future. No big whoop.”

BroTP: with Pharaoh (the cat)! I can’t in good conscience brotp judai with any of the students tbh

OTP: heroshipping (Judai x Edo)

NoTP: fianceshipping (Judai x Asuka)

Random headcanon: his parents put a lot of pressure on him as an only son and instead of going the manjoume snapping route, he went the “I’ll do whatever I want” route

Unpopular opinion: he’s not actually that good of a duel strategist, but he has incredibly lucky draws

Song I associate with them: Girl Anachronism by The Dresden Dolls, Perfect by Simple Plan, I Am Not A Robot by MARINA (I swear I had other songs but I forgot them entirely oops)

Favorite picture of them: PLEASE view this art below

Jarchivist:

Favorite: He really does care for others and wants to honor them and do right by them, in his own way

Least favorite: His recklessness, like there was no way in hell the table wasn’t ACTIVELY HOLDING SOMETHING BACK sorry you’re not genre savvy 🙄

Favorite line: “Supplemental: I’m in the tunnels”

BroTP: I would’ve liked more Jon and Sasha and Jon and Basira moments tbh, they had good snarky friend vibes

OTP: JonMartin, naturally

NoTP: JonElias, I really don’t get it

Random headcanon: he looks like his mom, which upset his grandmother when he was little and she was raising him

Unpopular opinion: Sasha would have become The Archivist faster than Jon did

Song I associate with them: Annabel’s Lament from Paul Shapera’s The Dolls of New Albion: A Steampunk Opera, Amen from Frankenstein: A New Musical (2008)

Favorite picture of them: I haven’t looked up magnus art in SO long, + podcast char = no canon appearance, so just. Imagine a guy, I guess :/ No jkjk lol I like how spooksier draws him! (See link below!)

Jack Atlas:

Favorite: His integrity as a duelist! Jack may be a shit person who -checks notes- threw his friends to the dogs, betrayed his loved ones, and stole Yusei’s ace card and D-wheel, BUT he did also refuse to continue being the King knowing Yusei would have fairly beaten him if the red dragon hadn’t appeared. I think he’s just a funky little guy tbh, he’s a compelling and interesting character

Least favorite: see above the whole point about “abandoning his loved ones for profit”

Favorite line: uhhh I haven’t gotten very far in the anime yet, but maybe “Yes, but it (30$ coffee) makes you feel like a million” this line lives rent free (unlike Crow who has to pay rent)

BroTP: team satisfaction, I guess?

OTP: I’m not far enough to see him have meaningful relationships with anyone except Yusei yet 😭 tentatively I’m gonna say Jack/Carly because I know Of Carly as a Concept

NoTP: don’t really have one, but Jack with anyone not age appropriate for him is a no go

Random Headcanon: he has a super strong satellite accent that makes it near impossible for him to talk in public (for fear of exposing his past) without rehearsing a TON to perfect his accent first

Unpopular opinion: he’s so ugly 😭 also his name is actually Jack Atlus and we’re all spelling it wrong (this is canon actually)

Song I associate with them: King by Lauren Aquilina, The Crooked, The Cradle by The Crane Wives, Ancient History also by The Crane Wives

Favorite picture of them: this one, it’s so silly lol

Thank you for the ask, I appreciate you sm!!! 😭

#ask the whispering gardens #judai yuki #jonathan sims #jack atlas

[oreomonsterhunter]

Best Friends to Lovers —Jaehyun

Ok so hear me out

Jaehyun is such a classically romantic guy, but falling in love with someone is a different matter for him entirely

He can’t wait to be a sap and sweep someone off their feet, but it’s kinda hard for him to develop feels if he doesn’t really like the other person

Plus he takes forever to open up to friends, forget about opening up to a potential partner

So basically he’s 100000000% the type to fall for his best friend

I mean, he loves you but one day he figures out he Loves you

It probably hits him like a truck, too

One night you’re both sitting on the floor of your apartment—you ordered takeout but your table is Too Small for him, as he’s complained on multiple occasions

And he’s just said something funny to make you laugh, but you were unfortunate enough to be taking a sip of your drink at the same time

So you end up snorting some up your nose, and now you’re coughing and cursing at him, and he’s just sitting there smiling like a dimpled idiot

And suddenly it hits him

He’s always thought you were beautiful, but he was surrounded by beautiful people every day, so that wasn’t the important thing, you know?

But there you are, sitting cross legged on the floor in an old pair of sweats with holes you’ve sewn up like ten times. Your hair slung back in one of his favorite hair bands that you either stole or he forgot at your place (he can’t even be mad, since you got him a pack of ten for his birthday). And your cheeks are fire truck red now, after hacking up a lung and yelling at him

And he loves every single part of you

And he’s been falling for you since the very beginning, one step at a time

Just like you tbh

Only you weren’t quite as clueless about your own feelings. You’d known you had a big old crush on him for a while now, you’d just refused to acknowledge it

You were still in shock that you’d somehow befriended the sweetest, most talented guy (and he happened to be drop dead gorgeous) so forget about some silly crush

You couldn’t even comprehend the embarrassment if he ever found out and didn’t feel the same way

What neither of you realized was that you both had the same reason for not confessing: you wanted to save the friendship

Because you both fell for your best friend, how could you risk messing it up? (Or maybe you became best friends with your crush, hard to tell the order tbh)

So how on earth were you going to realize your mutual feelings?

It would take a miracle, or divine intervention. Or maybe Johnny getting the two of you hella drunk and locking you in a closet

Jkjk he wouldn’t

…..or would he 👀

Yeah he totally would

Johnny can absolutely see through jaehyun, he’s known something was up since basically the beginning

And now that he’s hung out with you a few times he can read the room—the feeling is very obviously mutual. To everyone but the two of you 🙄 so he takes matters into his own hands

You’re busy grabbing extra snacks from the pantry when you hear the door slam. When you turn around you find jaehyun staring at you wide eyed

And then he starts banging on the door and yelling at Johnny, so you can put two and two together

“I’m not letting you two out until the repressed feelings stop being so repressed. Call me when you’ve made out or something”

Silence. Absolute silence in the pantry. Your heart is racing fast enough you’re kinda concerned about a heart attack

And jaehyun can’t even look at you, he’s blushing so hard his ears look like they’d burn you

So you just sit there in awkward silence until you can’t take it anymore

“I’m afraid of butterflies”

Now he’s looking at you, and the expression on his face is a little less “I want to die”

So you follow it up with another confession; you’re on a roll now

“I ate way too many of those snack cakes when you bought them, so I pretended I hated chocolate so you’d stop getting them so often”

And now he’s smiling at you, and the dimples loosen your tongue more than is probably safe

“You’re literally the most attractive person I know, inside and out”

Scratch that, definitely more than is safe

“You like me?”

And suddenly he’s staring at you and you realize what came out of your mouth and the world is spinning a little so you backtrack 😅

“Uh what no I didn’t say that I totally said ‘I’ll fight you’ not ‘I like you’. Damn jae, get your ears checked”

And the dimples are back. Frick frack you’re weak for the dimples. He’s leaning against the door and smiling at you, just a little hint of a smile. That only makes you babble more

“Stop looking at me like that, gosh I hate when you do that face I have butterflies all the freaking time, dammit” and oh no did you seriously just say that

“Uhh please stop approaching me with the dimples and the flirty face. I know that face. I don’t want it near me. Nope totally not”

Unfortunately for you, you’re a terrible liar and he knows all your tells

Now he’s got a cocky smile, something you’ve only ever seen when he’s on set or sending a selfie with the boys in the back. And your tummy is tumbling faster than an Olympic gymnast by the time he cages you in between his arms

He props both hands on either side of your shoulders, leaning in with that intimidating (and oh so gorgeous) eye contact

“I wish you’d told me sooner,” he says softly

And then he’s KISSING YOU

And you have NO IDEA what you’re doing or what’s going on and you wish your brain would turn off so you could enjoy this perfect moment while it lasts but it Won’t

So when jaehyun finally pulls away, looking like sex on a stick with those lips and his eyes all dark and smoldering, you just make a fool of yourself

“Haha what’s happening? Is this a dare? April fools?”

But jaehyun just smiles, knowing you too well. The humor is just a deflection anyway

So he brushes a strand of hair behind your ear, watching you with the softest expression

“It’s just me thinking you’re the most beautiful person, inside and out,” he tells you, completely serious as he echoes your earlier words

And those butterflies are back. Or perhaps they never left. Because you’re reminded that this is jaehyun, your best friend, the one you can always count on. The one who listens to all the stupid shit you say and takes it to heart. The one who will always come when you call, always help when you ask, always smile when you laugh

And he likes you too *wiggle* imagine that

He doesn’t kiss you again. No, instead he stays there, just a few inches away, looking into your eyes the way he couldn’t before

And he’d be happy to stay there like that forever, but you get impatient and get on your tiptoes to steal a second kiss. And then a third because the second was too quick and you needed to remember what it felt like

And jaehyun just grins against you, since that was his plan all along

The man is a master of letting you come to him

Those teasing stares? Intentional af

He figured you’d get the hint that he was flirting eventually

Apparently the flowers and chocolates weren’t enough for your dense self

So after this he only gets more obnoxious with his flirting, since apparently you never got the message lol

But when it comes to turning your friendship into something more intimate, he’s happy to take it as slow as you need

Which basically means teasing you until you jump his bones

He’s a big fan of that saying “you catch more flies with honey” and has every intention of catching you, and keeping you for good

But for right now......you need out of the pantry

Masterlist

#jaehyun fluff #jaehyun x reader #jaehyun imagines #jaehyun headcanons #jaehyun scenarios #jaehyun drabbles #nct imagines #nct headcanons #nct fluff #nct 127 fluff #nct 127 headcanons #nct 127 imagines #jaehyun fic #jaehyun fanfic #nct 127 fanfic

[elganac]

Aito!!

( lemme ramble about a muse; not accepting! )

          whenever i write aito, i s2g my brain shuts off, and whatever bullshit forms as a result is what i write for him alskdjALSKDJALK he makes ZERO sense and yet i have somehow managed to flesh him out as a full fledged character with an actual backstory. 

          some of yall know that aito started off as an oc that was heavily inspired by my high school life since i studied a lot of science subjects back then, so i was really in the loop with this nerd ya feel? after a while though, i became less of a nerd ( /jkjk ) and as such, aito’s muse needed to develop to match my development in a way. because in all honestly i forgot how to do basic math in college so how can you expect me to write about chemistry and physics now that i’m 6 years out of high school 😔

          i also took a lot of asian american studies classes in college and i think that helped me shape more of aito’s backstory and his evolution into a more fleshed out character with their own personal experiences and the like. it’s kind of touchy since it involves some not so fun real life subjects ( re: rac///ism ) , but im honestly really proud of what development i added to aito’s backstory and character because it just adds more dimension to him

          im actually really happy that i’ve managed to bring back aito as a muse despite not being a big sciencey person anymore because he genuinely brings me so much joy, and i get to shitpost because of him. like, i could shitpost even without him but now my shitposts get to be character content and inspiration and that’s pretty rad. ALSO IM SO TOUCHED YALL LOVE HIM i’ve made so many friends through aito and it makes me so happy that yall like him like he’s such a goober but i really hope i brighten people’s day whenever i write him tbh bc he’s just so silly how can u hate him

          im also really loving the fact that i’m starting to let aito interact with the other muses like aito/leah is a platonic pairing im really feeling and tbh i feel like alison/aito or emile/aito could be possibilities too bUT YOU KNOW WHAT AITO/GRACE HAS UNTAPPED POTENTIAL BC AITO WOULD BE A GREAT TEACHER FOR GRACE all in all i mostly associate aito with platonic ships when it comes to my own muses and even with other people’s muses, it’s so hard to romantically ship bc gestures look at him, what part of his body is capable of sexual and romantic desire

          real talk tho, romance with aito is very interesting and it definitely takes an incredibly slow burn and patience. he has one romantic ship right now that feels genuine and fitting but that took a long long time to develop tbh and most of that development was off tumblr. but still, i enjoy playing aito with platonic ships more tbh like idk sex and aito is a weird combination lmao  

#cuteteacakes #answered; #ooc; #thank u for letting me talk about my boi mwah

[jcisthebestfightme]

Day 2 BTS

Disclaimer: Actually fiction cuz I will be writing about what’s in dd’s head which I’m no mind reader....

So this was their second day of filming (4/17) and what gg is rambling about is his scene in Burial Mounds Cave the day before (4/16). I won’t translate it directly because honestly I have a hard time hearing it (maybe someone else will have a better translation, I apologize). What he is saying is that the actor of A-Yuan had to laugh and then cry but then A Yuan was so well behaved he wouldn’t cry (🤣) so gg was yelling “CRY CRY CRY” probably imitating the directors and making crying gestures lol And then he said the director told the kid they would slap his mom (what?) to try to make him cry and he still didnt’ cry. And then he said something about A-Yuan being well behaved and didn’t make a disturbance. Then LHK asked him something, and gg said “a lot” (sounds like he’s saying they filmed a lot of disconnected scene all in that cave that they have to piece together.) He then described a scene of him pushing Wen Ning (after WN murdered JZX is my guess) and he yelled at WN “Who did you kill?!?” He talked about connecting different scenes and then I lost what they were saying. 

So now the body language analysis.

They’re sitting next to each other but not completely attached like they would be in later bts since this is only day 2. (If you could DDU meeting in 2017, screen reading, opening ceremony, and day 1 of filming, this is their 5th time together only.) Gg’s body language is more closed off on both sides, he’s hugging his knees with both arms. Dd seems more relax (he also tend ot manspread in general....but both his arms are also caging him so also more closed off of a body language than if you compare them to later on.

The first part it seems like dd asked gg questions so gg started telling the story about A-Yuan. It’s likely dd wasn’t there for that particular instance because he was looking at gg telling the story attentively. 

Gg then did an exaggerated gesture imitating people trying to get A-Yuan to cry. Dd was looking at him and then looked away. I think dd in his head found gg very cute and silly at that moment. Why? Cuz in later interviews whenever gg does something silly, dd always look at him fondly and jokes about how silly he think he is. Which means he always finds this side of gg cute. But since this is day 2, he didn’t know how to react to this “OMG he’s being adorable” feeling so instead he looked away briefly. At this instance, he also touched his nose. People touch their face when they’re nervous for security (apparently it activates your parasympathetic NS). 

Then gg acted cute again and dd tried to look forward again ‘I can’t handle this emotionally’ LOL but this time, you can see the edges of his lips move up like he’s trying to contain a laugh or smile.

Then someone talked to gg (idk if it’s LHK) and dd just glared at them LOL ‘Don’t talk to my gg’ (jkjk) And he looked over at gg to see if gg paid attention to the person talking but gg just went on with his story. Then dd looked forward and kept biting his lips. Here, idk he looks bored to me. It doesn’t seem like his typical “This doesn’t interest me face.” It seems more like nervousness, basically hyperaware of yourself and surrounding whenever your crush is there. ‘OMG what do I do or say...I can’t keep staring, it will be too embarrassing...act natural....don’t look too interested.’ You can tell he’s still listening to gg even when looking forward cuz he nodded.

Then he either asked gg or responded to someone off screen with “Nan hai (boy)?” (I’m assuming about A-Yuan) and gg repeated “Nan hai as confirmation. So even though gg wasn’t looking at dd either, he was still aware of dd and responded to him immediately. He didn’t ignore him to talk to someone else (which sometimes is easy to do, not on purpose, but if you’re focus on talking about something, you can zone out someone next to you saying something, especially if you’re not looking at them.)

Gg moves his hands and dd’s eyes immediately glanced over. ‘What is he doing? I want to know.’ Then it looks like gg grabbed LHK’s hands/arms and afterwards (although not immediately), dd looked at LHK’s hands and then looked at gg. ‘Why did he grab his arm? Are they close?’ Then he looked a second time when gg reached for LHK’s arm the second time and also looked up at gg’s face right after, again (So it’s not just a random coincidence that his eyes are looking at that spot.) ‘Does gg like lhk? Omg, I need to see his face to tell.....I can’t tell anything 🥺.” And then IT HAPPENED A THIRD TIME. Gg’s hand reached for LHK again and dd did the exact same thing! He looked at that spot on LHK’s arm, AGAIN. Except this time, instead of looking at gg’s face after, he glare up at LHK (poor guy, he doesn’t even know what’s coming for him.) 

Then gg gestured to him by bumping him and he nodded in response but his whole focus now seem to be staring at LHK (LOL) ‘Okay, now I’m actually mad and jealous of this person, but I can’t show it....ugh.....don’t look too annoyed...oops too late.’

As for gg, idk. It seems to me that he’s trying his best to accelerate the process of forming friendship with cast members by talking and sharing what happened. He seemed pretty opened and relax, because he’s pretty animated in his story telling. I think he’s also acting in a way that he’s trying to impress dd and LHK, because he doesn’t know them well at that point and it’s human nature to try to display yourself initially to impress those around you. Whether he has other intentions towards dd at this point, idk (I’m leaning on the side of not yet.)

This is of course all my imagination and all fanfiction. 

#this is probably one of the only times we will see gg talking and dd not staring at him the whole timee #bjyx #yizhan

[kim-chann]

how do you think they’d deal with their s/o going missing just to come back with no memory of them?

Sorry for not updating, I’m working on “Songs of Grace.” :)

Osomatsu: At first, he would think that you’re joking and laugh it off. But when your tone gets serious, asking who he was. He would go quiet.

“You...You don’t remember me?” He asks, wanting to confirm. When you say yes, he’ll start to get a bit irritated. “Come on, babe! I’m obviously your boyfriend~” He’ll roll his eyes and wink at you, still think you’re joking. “Who are you, seriously...” You would say. Every time you would repeat those words, he would realize that you actually don’t remember him. He would freeze on sight when the truth hits him as he excuses himself from your room to sit outside and think. The doctors would apologize, and give me advice on how to restore your memories. But he wasn’t listening at all. 

‘They don’t remember me...’

Is that his mind is screaming at him. His face would be blank, everything around him was not in his senses as he traps himself in his mind. He would not cry in the hospital and ask the doctor to write down what they said or something cause he can’t think straight. But once he gets home, and reads the instructions the doctor gave him. He would break down, all the heavy weigh in his chest would shatter in him. Osomatsu would start sobbing, crumbling the paper in his hands, as he stares at all the photo’s he has framed up with the two of you. He would do anything the doctor says to earn you back. 

Karamatsu: Just like Osomatsu, he would think his S/O is joking, “Heh, you’re quite the comedian, my dear.” He winks at them, “Do you want anything--” “Who are you?” You would repeat, venom lacing on your words from a stranger being in your room. Karamatsu could see how tense you were; your body hunched in the blankets secured around you, and nervous and scrunched face. He would still not understand what you’re trying to get from him and just excuse himself from the room, thinking that you need some space. 

When the doctor asks him if he knows. He would be confused, asking what they were talking about. Before the doctor could answer, Karamatsu would interrupt, “Why don’t they remember me? Are they just joking, or am I overreacting?” The doctor would take a deep breath, and tell him that his S/O lost their memory. Karamatsu would freeze up at the news, his eyes wide and his body upright. 

He felt like he had lost all hope until the doctor told him that he can help restore his S/O’s memory. Karamatsu would beg the doctor to tell him what to do, immediately breaking down. His emotions would be going through a rollercoaster, losing hope, gaining hope, losing hope, gaining hope, and so on. If Karamatsu were honest, he would trade his fucking penis for you to remember him. (Like he has anything there--fsfhsieojfos jkjk)

Choromatsu: He’d be joining the ‘oh you must be joking’ squad. Choromatsu would click his tongue, “Seriously, S/O-chan/kun...” He sighs and slouches in the guest chair, “There’s no time to be joking right now. Now answer me, are you okay?” When he reaches to pet his S/O’s head as a show for comfort, he would be greeted with a slap from the S/O’s hand, pushing him away. He would be startled because you’ve never done that to him before. 

“Oi, what’s wrong?”

“Don’t touch me! Seriously, who are you?” 

Choromatsu would be oblivious to the situation, “What do you mean, ‘who am I?’” Choromatsu would repeat, “Matsuno Choromatsu? Your boyfriend?” When you tell him that you don’t have one, he would get pissed off. “Tsk, whatever-- I can’t deal with this right now.” He would leave the room, only to be greeted with a doctor who was coming through the hallway. 

“S/O’s pretending that they don’t know me, it’s getting annoying.” He would rant, clicking his tongue. The doctor would take a second before they confess that his S/O has amnesia. Choromatsu would reflect on what his S/O was acting and everything would make more sense to him. 

Choromatsu would feel weak at the knees, regretting how he treated you when you woke up. He would have treated you more gently. Choromatsu feels ashamed of himself before he begins to silently cry to himself. The doctor would ask him in a gentle voice if he wanted to talk to S/O with the doctor and fix things. Choromatsu would sit up and wipe his tears, “I-I’d like that...”

Ichimatsu: “...Eh? What do you mean, ‘who am I?’” He would tilt his head, slouching back into the guest chair. “I’m a piece of shit who happens to be your boyfriend, ‘emo-hello-kitty-wanna-be-bad-boy.’” He would joke, chuckling to himself. 

When he doesn’t hear you laugh, his head would snap up and apologize, “S-Sorry, I guess that wasn’t funny...” That was weird, you usually laugh at his strange jokes. He would remain quiet, his heart thumping in his chest. He would be confused, thinking if he should leave to give you some space. Ichimatsu was conflicted and ask if you want something from the cafeteria. “I don’t want to accept things from... people I don’t know, sorry...” You would say. Ichimatsu would knit his brows at you before he excuses himself out of the room. He would be so confused, he doesn’t know what the fuck is going on. When the doctor comes around and asks him if he got time with his S/O, he would just hum quietly.

“They acted strange, didn’t they? They don’t remember you, do they?”

“H-How do you know?”

“I’m sorry, Matsuno-san...They have amnesia...”

Ichimatsu would freeze up, his slouched body would turn upright as his half-lidded eyes grow wide. He would be conflicted, his feet frozen. He wanted to do what he did best: flee. But his S/O needed his help. He wanted to, he has to. When the doctor gently pushes Ichimatsu down to a chair, sensing his distraught, he would tell him that there was a way to restore his S/O’s memory. He would immediately pay attention and remember word for word of what the doctor told him to do. 

Ichimatsu would just nod and excuse himself to the bathroom. When he sees the sign, he would speed-walk into the bathroom, throwing the door back as he leans against the sink and starts to sob. He would cry, his sobs echoing the bathroom as he falls down to the floor, bringing his legs to his chest, as he break slowly, emptying his feelings. 

Jyushimatsu: “Eh?? I’m Matsuno Jyushimatsu!” He would immediately answer your question, not thinking much of it. But when you ask him what’s your relation to him, he would start to get confused. “Hmm? Your boyfriend?” It sounded more of a question than a statement. 

“I don’t have a boyfriend.” You said.

Jyushimatsu would be confused, scratching his head, “What’s the joke here? Should I play along?” He would perk up, thinking that you were playing around with him. Silly S/O! Of course, they were!

Jyushimatsu would ‘play along’ with his S/O, not realizing that they don’t remember him at all. When the doctor enters the room, he would ask to speak with Jyushimatsu outside. Jyushimatsu would give your forehead a quick kiss before he excuses himself. The doctor would explain slowly that his S/O has amnesia and that they don’t remember him. “Eh? But they were just playing around! I was playing too!” But the doctor sighs and explains thoroughly that they don’t remember him. 

Jyushimatsu would be conflicted and remain quiet when it got through his head. His wide smile on his face would fall into a flat line, his happy eyes would narrow into confinement and pain. He would sit down at a chair, steadying himself before he takes a moment to himself, trapping himself in his own mind. Soon enough, he would start sobbing (just like he did in “Jyushimatsu Fall’s in Love” episode). 

Todomatsu: “Huh? I’m your cute boyfriend, eheh!~” He would say, thinking that you’re joking just like the rest of his brothers. But when you ask him again, he would start to catch on. “Wait... you don’t remember me?” When you nod, he would start to get that you have amnesia. 

Todomatsu would still deny that fact, pulling up his Instagram and show you pictures of you and him on vacation. “I don’t remember that.” You exclaim, confinement toning your voice. “You really don’t...?” His voice would go quiet. 

He felt his eyes start to water before he excuses and rushes out of the room. Once he makes his way out of the room, his legs would give out, sliding down the door as he stares at his phone with a picture of you and him looking happy. Todomatsu wants to see your smile again. He would sob to himself while he scrolls through his photo album, pain carving through his heart. He wants you back. Now. He would literally kill someone who did this to you or sue God. 

#Osomatsu-san #osomatsu san #osomatsu #karamatsu #choromatsu #ichimatsu #jyushimatsu #todomatsu #osomatsu san hc #osomatsu san headcanon

[system-of-a-feather]

Okay though I was thinking back on this but does anyone have any moments in therapy that would be “Moments when you said something to your therapist 100% seriously but the way you said it / your wording in hindsight definitely made them go ‘uh huh sure’ and write it down as something to keep an eye out for later”?

Cause I still clearly remember being like “Oh well there are some issues with sexuality but don’t worry about that thats just normal figuring stuff out and I don’t have ANY sexual trauma, anyways” him seeming to not fully buy it and I remembering like “No really I swear”

Then like a year later me bein like “hahaha I’m having panic attacks in my human sexuality class regularly cause I have trauma apparently hahahaha remember that time I swore I didn’t have any jkjk it was just a joke I guess”

And I’m still not over how silly I must have looked saying that the first time because in hindsight I reeked of “I don’t want to talk about it and do not want to acknowledge this as an issue cause its fine I swear” tone

-Riku (Host)

#alter: riku #trauma

[bittybattybunny]

Why are smiling >:'/

Cuz I’m a possessed plush toy filled with eldritch goo who revels in angst somedays

jkjk

I’m just being silly :’>

What I haven’t mentioned is there are 4 law children in that au

#The Chimera in the basement AU #ask #anon #not art