It was Emery’s “sense of being super self-destructive”, though, that struck a particular chord, because it’s a trait he’s seen in himself. “I was compassionate towards him as someone who can’t stop making the same mistakes,” Turner says.
He stops, weighing up whether he should elaborate further. “I was a big stoner,” he says, eventually. “I used to smoke so much weed. I was dealing with a depression or a frustration, and not having the understanding or the tools to deal with how I felt, so I self-medicated for too long.”
Callum Turner for Independent.co.uk (2020)
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john getting sherlock ear defenders that are personalized, both with sherlock’s initials and john being quick to point out the pun it makes is something that can be so so important to me, actually. john is so unbelievably sweet, understanding, and accommodating it’s absolutely wonderful to see. i love this podcast ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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Gaz being cuddled by his 141 boyfriends for comfort?
The sergeant felt like his heart was breaking. Never in a million years did he think he'd be in this situation before. Where a small mistake nearly cost the entire mission.
He had gone dark on comms upon infiltrating a facility to gain some important intel. Something the captain had clearly told him not to, but being the stubborn person he is, didn't listen. His desperation to get this done and get out safely played a huge reason.
His mind was too preoccupied to notice an enemy closing in on him. If it wasn't for Ghost, who had been on overwatch, he'd be dead. He resumed with the objective, and everything went smoothly after that.
Usually, he'd be one to let it go, but the fact that he disobeyed and got a mild scolding from his captain made him feel extremely shitty. So much so that he walked around with shoulders sagged and began ignoring everyone for the remainder of the week.
That is, until Soap had enough of seeing his precious boy like that and set out a plan. He asked Gaz to meet him in the rec room so they could talk about something concerning him - Gaz has always been a landing ear and shoulder no matter what. And today wasn't any different.
Gaz went and met up with Soap. Ever the sweetheart on putting others before himself. Not knowing that Ghost and Price would be there too.
"What is this?" He had questioned, looking around at his three boyfriends with a confused yet distressed expression.
"I'm sorry, love. But we just wanted to talk to you." The deep and gruff voice of Ghost.
"We know you've been avoidin' us. Couldn't take it." Price added afterward.
"Please talk to us." Soap pleaded next.
Gaz stared at them for a couple of moments in silence before speaking. He told them how he felt. How disappointed he was at himself. That he should've done better. Maybe he's not worthy to be on the team.
That did it. They didn't let him talk any longer. They instead rushed him towards the bed and cuddled him tightly. Soft kisses and words of reassurance were given. No matter what happens, Gaz will always be on the team. He'll always be their precious boy.
It made Gaz cry. And even then, they wiped his tears away and continued to love him.
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oh my god, all your ominous john baker-posting from back during book one has finally paid off... that was one hell of a final chapter
I love him Your Honor
-Actual Legal Defense of John Baker
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i just know in my heart that soap is a thief when it comes to ghosts clothes. he actually has to go out and buy more bc hes missing?? so many?? and soaps living his best comfortable life
he even stole one of his masks, he doodled on it so ghost could never actually use it, but he likes to wear it when him and ghost are apart bc it helps him feel close to him despite missing him
ghost comes back to him in the middle of the night after being away for a bit and soaps conked out wearing one of ghosts hoodies and the mask :(( and ghost just. MELTS
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