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You Snooze, You Lose
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John Stones x Reader
Warnings: childhood friends, losing touch, all the boys are so annoying, John is lowkey butthurt, a lot of assuming is happening, mentions of kidnapping, so many emotions, unspoken feelings and regrets, kyle is chief meddler, a little sexual humour, some friendly teasing, jack's love of gucci, divorce, alcohol and the consumption of.
Word Count: 3.9k
Author's Note: this is sooo self indulgent, shout out to pookie who helped me plot this <3 @themandaloriansdiaries
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Childhood friends; a story as old as time..
Everyone knows how it ends, it either works out or it doesn't. You stay friends forever and live happily ever after or you love and you lose, you move on and they stay a chapter in the story of your life.
That's what John Stones was for you.
Your best friend from the age of 9 until you turned 19. The boy across the street, the one that walked you to school, the one you joined at practice, cheering him on from the stands at games.
While you had been focused on making it through school, John's interests were elsewhere. Football was all he thought of, a ball by his feet 24/7. He joined his boyhood club, Barnsley, and worked his way up until he signed for them in 2011. You still remember his debut, the sense of pride and joy you felt was incomparable to anything else in your life.
After a year of playing for the first team at Barnsley, he was off to Everton. John moved, of course, making it easier for him to be with the team. He still returned home but you saw less and less of each other.
By the time he was 22, he was signed to Manchester City and that was the end of the two of you, or rather whatever was left of your friendship.
Granted you were very proud of him and all he achieved, but it still hurt you to lose your best friend. It wasn't 22 year old y/n that was losing her best friend but 9 year old y/n who used to sit in the stands and watch him practice for hours on end.
There wasn't much you saw of John after that. Maybe a hello in passing if you saw him when he returned home to see his family but it became less and less frequent, until all you had left was seeing his face on tv.
8 years, that's how long it's been since you've seen John. Time flies when you've both moved on with your lives.
You find yourself in Manchester, rainy and grey as always but a familiar feeling of coldness reminds you of home.
The jewellers assured you that your ring would be ready in a week and you'd be back then to pick it up. Half past 3 and you've got time until you need to head to the station to get your train home so what better way to spend the time then to shop?
You find your way through the busy streets and into the shops, picking out a few odds and ends for the house, shopping basket on your arm as you make your way through the store.
A text had your focus, trying to keep in your corner as you walked and texted at the same time. You hadn't even noticed as you were walking straight into someone until you hit them. It felt as if you walked into a brick wall, the person was solid to say the least.
"Oh my god, I'm so sorry," you say to the person, bending down to pick up your phone before they turn to see who's walked into them.
"Watch where you're going- y/n?" The voice sounds familiar, you think to yourself. How did they know your name?
You look up as you stand up, it takes you only a second to realize who's in front of you. "Johnny," you smiled, the nickname rolling off your tongue as it did many years ago.
"How are you?" The man asks, pulling you into a hug. You felt yourself relax, the feeling of his arms around you reminded you of home in the best way possible.
You take a step back, "I'm good, how are you?"
"Can't complain," he smiled, blue eyes twinkling under the horrendous fluorescent lights. "What brings you all the way to Manchester?"
"You say that as if Manchester is in a whole other part of the planet," you laughed. "But I came to the jewellers to get my ring fixed and I had some time before my train so I decided to do some shopping."
John nods, glancing at his watch. "It's half 5 now, most of the trains are gone by now, no?"
Your eyes widened a bit, "you're joking." Checking your own phone to see he was in fact right, it was half 5 and the last train to Barnsley just left. "Oh shit."
"How are you gonna get home then?" He asks and you shrug. "I'll probably take an Uber."
"No," he shakes his head. "I can't let you do that. I'll take you home."
It's your turn to shake your head. "Well I can't let you do that."
"Why not?" His brows furrowed, making you smile. "You've probably got things to do, big footballer like yourself." You joked.
John rolled his eyes playfully. "Shut up. It's fine. I'll take you home, I can't let you take an Uber, you're too pretty. What if the Uber driver decides to kidnap you? I won't forgive myself, you know."
You can't help but laugh, obnoxiously loud as well. Your hand covers your mouth, giggling behind it as you often did as a child. The action brings back fond memories for John. He smiles at you, his heart warm and fuzzy in his chest.
"What if you tried to kidnap me? I haven't seen you in years, I don't know what you do in your spare time now."
He chuckles, crossing over his heart with his finger. "I promise I'm not a kidnapper, you can call my mum and confirm."
"Fine," you tell him. "You're certain I'm not putting you out by accepting?"
"100 percent," he takes your basket from you, putting it into his shopping cart, pushing it down the aisle as you follow him. "I didn't even ask, where do you live?"
"Barnsley."
John stops and turns around to look at you. "Seriously? You never moved?"
"I mean I don't live in my parents' house anymore but yes, seriously." You laughed, nudging his jaw back around so he can watch where he's going.
The two of you cash out, John insists on paying for your stuff even though you tell him it's fine. He says okay but then removes the little separator between your stuff and his, putting it together without you noticing. You roll your eyes at his childishness, thanking him regardless. Ever the gentleman, leading you back to the car and carrying the bags before opening the door for you.
Certainly his car is worth more than your house but you got in, sitting quietly as he drove towards Barnsley.
The music plays in the background as he drives. "How come you never moved? From Barnsley?"
"It's home," you tell him, "plus not all of us become big footballers that can afford mega mansions."
John laughs, glancing over at you to see the smile on your face. "Speaking of footballers, I saw your last game. You were good."
"Just good?" he teased and you nod. "Mhm hm. You know me, I've always been more of a Liverpool girl."
"Ew," he makes a face, you can't help but laugh; something you did often in his presence. The short time you two had been back together made you feel like a child again.
Sometimes you still couldn't wrap your head around it. John, your John, the little blond boy from across the street was a professional footballer, and a damn good one at that. Playing for a treble winning team and for England, John was living his childhood dream and you couldn't be more proud of your best friend.
If you could even call him that anymore.
It was a short drive once he got off the exit, you directed him to your place. You lived 10 minutes away from your parents, you two used to walk these streets as kids, it was home after all.
John pulled into the driveway, his car looking out of place compared to the neighbourhood but he got out, taking your bags out of the trunk for you.
There's a man coming out of the house, putting his coat on and fishing his car keys out of his pocket as you get out of John's car. "Thank you for preventing my maybe kidnapping," you tell John, taking the bags from him.
He glances at the man and then back to you. "Yeah," he smiles, "anytime." He reaches for his phone, handing it to you. "Give me your number, so we can stay in touch."
You put your number in, telling him to text you so you could save his number. "Don't be a stranger," you say as he pulls you into a hug. "Even footballers have friends."
John laughs, a big smile on his face. "I know, I promise to text."
"Thank you again, for everything."
"Anything for an old friend."
You smile, "bye Johnny."
"Bye y/n."
John gets back into his car, watching as you walk up the driveway to the man who was by the front door. He doesn't pull off, but instead watches the interaction between the two of you. The man on the porch kisses your cheek before walking down to the driveway.
It takes John a moment to connect the dots; the ring at the jewellers, the house that looked like it was a happy home, the man on the porch, the kiss on the cheek.
You were married.
John's heart feels like it's been broken again, in a whirlwind of emotions; disbelief, regret, and a sense of longing. The realization stings of missed opportunities and unspoken words. Every laugh shared, every whisper, every stolen glance filled with love, every memory cherished now carried a bittersweet feeling.
The knowledge that he never confessed his love. It was unknown to you but John had always thought of you as his.
You were his y/n, his best friend, his girl.
No matter how much he tried to move on, despite the two of you never being more than friends, there was no woman compared to you. That's a horrible way to live, he can hear Kyle's words in his head, his teammate telling him he's got to get on with his life.
But how could he move on knowing you were still out there? All but a phone call away and yet he never reached out. He moved on with his life, achieving all he hoped, all but one thing.
He moved on and so did you. No one's to blame but himself.
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Kyle finds his teammate picking at his lunch, pushing the pieces of chicken around his plate with the fork. "Didn't your mum teach you it's rude to play with your food?" He says, glancing at the younger player.
John rolls his eyes in response. "Oh, we're moody today." Kyle takes a sip of his juice. "What's going on?"
"I saw y/n last week." John mumbles, staring at his half eaten lunch.
Kyle nearly spits out his juice and hits John in the face. "Y/n? As in.. your y/n?"
"Bumped into her at the store and took her home."
"What's the issue, mate? You took her home and what? The sex was that bad? I guess years of pining will do that to a guy."
"Shut up," John groans at his friend's crudeness. "We didn't have sex, you jackass. She's married."
"Oh," Kyle makes a face, and it's as if John can see the gears turning in his friend's head. He knows whatever is to come out of Kyle's mouth next is going to be ridiculous.
"Well, do you want me to beat up her husband? You can run in and save him, you'll look like the hero and she'll fall in love with you and leave her husband."
"That's the stupidest thing I've ever heard in my life," John chuckles, "but no."
Kyle shrugs, taking a piece of chicken off of John's plate and eats it. "I offered a solution and you don't want it. You can't beat yourself up over her being married. You snooze, you lose, Johnny boy."
"Have I ever told you how unhelpful you are?"
"All the time," Kyle smiles. John's phone buzzes on the table, the man glances over to see who it is. "Who is it? Is it her?" Kyle asks, sticking his head over to see who texted John.
He pushes Kyle's head away and reads the message.
To John: Hi Johnny, you're invited to dinner on Sunday.
To John: Well I'm inviting you now. Sunday at mine at 6pm, or anytime after that? Does that work for you?
"Say yes," Kyle tells him before he can even think what to reply. John shakes his head, "I don't want to have dinner with her and her husband."
"What if I beat him-" "Shut up, that's not an option."
Kyle rolls his eyes, taking the phone from John and replying before he could stop him.
From John: Hi y/n, thank you for the invite, 6 works great for me. Can I bring anything?
"What did you do?" John tries to get his phone back from Kyle but he runs over to the other table where Jack and Erling were sitting.
To John: Just your pretty face ;)
"Why would you do that, you idiot?" John smacks Kyle's arm, taking his phone back. "This is going to be the most awkward dinner of my life."
Jack turns to see John and Kyle fighting. "What's going on?"
"Johnny boy's got dinner with a married woman." Kyle says, telling everyone John's business. Erling makes a face. "A married woman? Is that like.. a kink for you?"
"No!" John groans, putting his phone into his pocket. "She's a friend that happens to be married. It's not what Kyle made it seem like." He glares at his friend, Kyle shrugs.
Jack asks the important question. "What are you going to wear? Do you want to borrow one of my Gucci shirts?"
"I'd rather not look ugly," John says, making Jack roll his eyes. "Opposed to.. you looking like yourself? So just double ugly?"
He huffs, "I'll wear something I have. It's only dinner."
"If you say so," Jack makes a face, clearly disapproving of John's fashion choices.
John grumbles as he walks off, "I hate all of you."
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The days pass and John finds himself at your front door, heart beating out of his chest with nerves. He didn't want to have dinner with you and your husband. He wanted to turn back, to get into his car and leave.
He can't.
John's done scarier things, he's played matches that sent him into a spiral and yet, he's alive and well. One evening won't kill him.
It'll be in and out; dinner, small talk and then he'll leave with the excuse of an early training session.
He knocks, his palms sweaty. They take turns holding the bottle of wine as he wipes his palms on his jeans. The door opens, you're standing there with your hair over your shoulders and a big smile on your face.
"You made it," you stepped aside, "come in."
"I'm so sorry I'm late," he says as he walks in, noticing your bare feet he takes his shoes off. "I had a match and then we had the debrief and then I went home to shower, lost track of time and got stuck in traffic."
"Don't even worry about it," you tell him, shutting the door. John passes the bottle of wine over to you, "for you."
"I told you, you didn't need to fuss and bring anything." You accept the bottle with a smile regardless.
"It's no trouble, plus it's rude to show up empty handed." He says, watching as you walk to the kitchen. "Make yourself at home," you called out to him and John took that as his sign to poke around a bit.
He sticks his head into the living room, no sign of the husband. It's warm, homely. A couch against the back wall, tv by the window, fireplace along another wall. You've got photo frames hanging, some as decorations, some with actual photos.
There are three photos hung on the wall in the hallway, he stops to admire them. The middle frame had a little boy holding a baby wrapped up in a lavender blanket and the other two were what seemed to be school photos. The boy on the left and the girl on the right.
You peek out of the kitchen to see John looking at the photos. "Cute kids," he says. "Yours?"
Shrugging, you walk over to him. "Bought the house and they were on the wall, it seemed wrong to take them down."
"Oh," he makes a face, unsure what to say and you laugh, resting your hand on his bicep. "I'm kidding, they're mine. This is Sebastian," you point to your son and then your daughter. "This is Sophia."
"They're cute, they look like you."
"Genes are strong, Stonesy. Just like yours." You say, making him laugh. He nods as he knows what you meant. He and his sister were the same person, different genders.
"How old are they?" John asks while he follows you into the kitchen.
"Seb is 7 and Soph is 4."
"It's quiet, you'd think it'd be loud with little ones. Are they not home?"
"No," you handed him a glass of wine. "They're at their dad's for the weekend."
"Oh," John says, taking a sip of his wine. "You're not married?"
You make a face, one of disgust rather as you turned to your friend. "God no, ew. Why would you think that?"
John laughs at your face. "I just thought.. you said you had to get your ring fixed so I assumed your wedding ring."
"It's my blue one, the one you gave me for my birthday before you left for Everton." You tell him, checking on the roast in the oven.
John thinks back, he did gift you a ring for your 18th birthday, it was a few months before he signed for Everton. He thought it'd be a nice thing to give you, 18 was a big birthday plus he was officially making big boy money, not as much as he made now, but more than enough that he could afford to buy his best friend a nice gift for her birthday.
"I can't believe you still have that."
"Well I thought about pawning it off but the guy said he'd only give two pounds, so I figured I'd keep it. Sentimental value or something like that." You joked, John rolled his eyes at your words playfully.
"Yeah, yeah. Is there anything I can help with? I feel bad sitting around."
"Take the roast out of the oven? The pan is unnecessarily heavy." You set the plates on the table and John looks at you while walking to the oven. "You made a roast?"
"Well it's Sunday, isn't it?"
John nods, "it is. I haven't had a proper one in years, like actually sitting at the table and eating it. It's always left overs from mum because I had other stuff to do."
"It's so depressing," you chuckled. "Wait, I didn't even ask, can you eat this? Aren't you on some super footballer diet or something?"
"It's fine," he tells you, carrying the pan to the table. "One night won't kill me."
Dinner was quiet, the two of you chatted and caught up on as much as you can about the last 8 years. You talked about family, yours and his, he told you stories of his teammates and shared little memories he cherished from your childhood, you told him about your kids and how they drive you mad everyday.
It was nice, it was the grown up version of eating Chinese take out at 3am in the kitchen as teens.
You find yourself on the couch, each of you with a glass of wine and the almost empty bottle on the coffee table.
"I wonder, since you thought I was married, are you hiding a relationship?" You asked, finishing off your glass before setting it on the table. "Am I going to see myself in a headline somewhere? John Stones spotted cheating on wife with mystery woman." You both laughed at the made up headline.
"No," he shook his head. "I'm single, no need to worry." He mirrored your action and set the empty glass on the table before leaning back into the couch. "But if I can ask, what happened between you and your.. husband? Were you married ?"
"I was," you nodded. "We thought we could make it work but between work and the kids, we have no time for each other and we were miserable, even when we were together. It wasn't good for us nor was it good for the kids. So instead of the kids having one unhappy home, we decided to call it quits and let them have two happy homes."
"That's very mature of you both."
"I'd like to think so." You smiled. "What about you? How come you're single? You're young and handsome and talented."
"You think I'm handsome?" He raised an eyebrow. You roll your eyes, laughing as you smack his arm lightly. "Shut up, you know what I meant."
"Well, I never moved on.. from someone in the past."
"Oh.. someone broke your heart?" You shifted to face him fully. "Tell me everything."
John smiles, some things never change. "Sorta, I mean, not really. It was a long time ago and when I left home, I left her behind and I regret that. I shouldn't have left like that, we should have figured something out. I should have reached out but I didn't. I think I wasn't sure how to, so I never did.''
You nod, thinking. You understood what he meant but you were trying to figure out who he was talking about so you started naming off the girls he used to see while he was living in Barnsley and Liverpool.
"It's none of them," he says, smiling at your effort.
"So who is it?" You asked, brows furrowed. "I know all your exes."
John smiles at you, the twinkle in his eyes as he looked at you was a dead give away, and it hits you like a freight train. "It's.. me?" You look at him, your cheeks bright red when he nods.
It reminds him of when you two were younger, the two of you giggling until you're out of breath and red in the face.
"So pretty," he whispers, going to pinch your cheek. "Shut up," you mumble, swatting his hand away. John smiles, hand cupping your cheek.
A hand wraps around his wrist, the two of you looking at each other. In that moment, years of unspoken words hung in the air. Without a single word said, they both knew what the other was feeling - a feeling that had been buried deep within you both for so long.
With a soft smile, John leaned in, closing the gap between you. Your lips met in a kiss, pulling you into him. As they sat on the couch, still intertwined, John and y/n felt a sense of peace wash over them.
It was as if the weight of years of unspoken emotions had finally been lifted off their shoulders.
John's forehead pressed to yours, "do you know how long I've been waiting to do that?"
"Do you know how long I've been waiting for you to do that?" You giggled, kissing him once more.
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Noel (No Faith)
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Summary: You wanted more from John and he couldn't care less. So why then was he at your door on Christmas Eve?
Warnings: fwb-to-lovers!John, angst, SMUT, arguments, soft domJohn, unprotected sex (don't be silly, wrap your willy!), creampie, fingering, pussy licking, playing with nipples, missionary, honestly it's all very soft sex, HAPPY ENDING
WC: 3.8K
A/N: 🎶On the second day of Ficmas my writer gave to me, some angst and smut with dear old Johnny🎶 Hi my name is Janelle and I'm ashamed to say I love John Stones 🫣. The song that inspired this fic is "Noel (No Faith)" by 7 Minutes in Heaven! This is one of, if not, my favorite Christmas song bc it's just so good and I really think you should give it a listen. And this is I think my longest fic to date so I hope you all enjoy!
Link to the Song: Noel (No Faith)
"Noel, Noel, I wish that you would come home for Christmas (for Christmas)
Don't make me wait another year
Noel, Noel, I can't be left alone
You can unwrap the truth, my dear
You're all I want for Christmas this year."
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You sighed with content as you finished putting up the last of the lights on the Christmas tree. You took a step back and smiled, proud of your work. You'd spent the weekend decorating your house, trying to cope with the homesickness of your first Christmas in Manchester away from your family. The star was centered perfectly on the top of the tree, stockings hung on your fireplace (mostly for decoration), and even though it was already Christmas Eve, you were happy to see everything come together. Now you truly felt ready for Christmas.
Well, almost.
Christmas was usually your favorite time of year. But this would be the first year you would be spending it alone. And the first year spending it along with a broken heart. You still replayed the scene in your head every night since it happened. Since the night John Stones left your heart in pieces.
"I don't know why you're mad," John scoffed, rolling out of your bed. "We had an agreement."
"I mean, yeah we did," you said quietly, sitting up.
"So then what's the problem?" he asked, beginning to redress himself.
"The problem, John, is that you treat me more than this agreement was originally supposed to be!" you said exasperated. "You act jealous when I'm around other guys, you basically live with me at this point, you call me even if nothing special is going on just because you wanna hear my voice. What am I supposed to think about that?"
John pinched the bridge of his nose huffing. "Listen, things were outlined pretty clearly when we first started this. You didn't seem to have an issue then, nor last night when you were screaming my name."
"You're full of shit, John, you know that?" you said as tears began forming in the corners of your eyes. "Things can change and feelings can change. And I'm sorry I fell in love with you. I didn't intend to! It just happened and I'm being honest. You've known how I felt and you did nothing but treat me like you wanted it to!"
John sharply turned to face you. "I've been clear from the beginning that I wasn't looking to commit. I wanted some fun and that's what we got and that's all it's gonna be."
"So all of our little outings alone? All of the nights where we poured our hearts out to each other? Inviting me to all your games so I could proudly wear you jersey? That all meant nothing you to you?" you asked.
"Look, if you wanna stop just say so and be done with it," he said.
A tear fell from your eyes.
"I guess that's it then," you said quietly.
Despite the fact that this happened months ago, you couldn't find it in you to move on. John made you feel so special, so different. You knew what the boundaries were when you agreed to be friends with benefits, but you couldn't help but fall in love with him. Every day that went by, you only missed John more.
Still, John didn't have to be such a dick about the whole thing. He was the one you led you on and left that night, not once looking back. It wasn't like you ended with solely unrequited love and he let you down gently. He made you feel like shit for catching feelings, like you didn't matter to him. You felt used and it felt disgusting.
So why did you find yourself missing him more than ever? Why were you holding out hope for him? Why were you still keeping your faith in him when he had no faith in you?
"Please come home," you whispered, looking at the star on top of your tree illuminating the room. You knew your wish was futile, but maybe this year would be your year for a Christmas miracle.
As you turned back upstairs, a knocking on the door stopped you in your tracks. You cocked your head in confusion. It was Christmas Eve and everyone you knew was spending Christmas with their families. You weren't expecting anyone to come visit. You were even more confused when you opened the door to find the very man you'd been wanting to see.
"John?" you said puzzled.
"I know it's Christmas Eve and we haven't spoken in weeks, but I just really needed to talk to you. Is that okay?" he asked, the words rapidly leaving his mouth as his body shook from the cold.
"I-" You hesitated. "I'm not really sure if that's a good idea."
"Please? I just need you to know and if after that you never wanna see me again, then I'll leave you alone," he replied desperately.
Letting the spirit of Christmas overpower your overwhelming urge to kick him in the face and leave him in the cold, you opened your door wider to let him in. John quickly stepped into the warmth of your home, rubbing his hands together.
"Let me start up the kettle for some tea. You wait on the couch and I'll grab you a blanket too," you said, gesturing to the living room he was more than familiar with.
"Thank you, Y/N," he said gratefully.
You took a deep breath as you made your way into the kitchen. "Dude, I know I said I wanted a Christmas miracle, but I wasn't emotionally prepared for this," you muttered to yourself as you filled the kettle with water. Once the stove was on, you grabbed a blanket from your closet for the man sitting in your living room.
"Here," you said, handing it to him.
"You remembered," he said quietly. You almost asked what he was talking about when you saw the familiar checkered pattern on the blanket. You grabbed the first one you saw, not realizing you'd instinctually grabbed John's favorite blanket.
"Truthfully, that was an accident," you said, trying to lighten up the mood. It didn't really work as the air grew awkward and thick, neither of you really knowing what to say.
"Um, I'll be right back and get your tea," you said awkwardly, quickly getting up.
You took your time, trying to mentally prepare yourself for the conversation. Why was he here? What did he want? Why Christmas Eve? So many questions rolled into your mind as you made his tea just the way he liked.
You came back and handed him the mug, John muttering a thanks before sipping on the tea.
"John, why are you here?" you asked exasperated, finally breaking the silence.
"I…" John sighed. "I wanted to talk."
You crossed your arms. "Well, you're here now. So talk."
He leaned forward, resting his elbows on the tops of his thighs, setting the mug on the table. "I know that I fucked up, really fucked up. And I left you hanging after leading you on for so long." He turned to look at you. "And I just wanted to say I'm sorry for ever treating you so horribly. You've never deserved it and you were right, you can't help how you feel about someone."
"Thank you," you said.
"I thought I'd be fine after walking out that day," he continued. "To me, it really was just a thing that we did and nothing more. But days turned into weeks turned into months and something was wrong. It didn't matter who I tried to get with. I just couldn't do it. Every single girl just reminded me of you. At first, I didn't really I was comparing everyone to you until one day when it hit me. And I haven't been able to stop thinking about you and how you make me feel."
"And how do I make you feel, John?" you asked, curling your legs underneath you.
"Alive. You give me that drive and passion to do what I love, to be a better man. I miss the way you pretended to be asleep just so I would kiss you awake. I miss the way you play with my hair after a long day at practice or a late night game. I miss the way you felt in my arms. I miss the way your eyes light up at the sight of the stupid festive cups at coffee shops. I miss how I didn't have to fear who I was or who I wanted to be because you always brought out the best in me. God, I just miss you so much and I can't believe how stupid I was for not seeing it until you were long gone," he said on the verge of tears.
Neither of you said anything for a while after his confession. The tension only grew thicker as John anticipated your reaction, mentally preparing himself for the worst.
"You still hurt me, John," you replied after a while. "I haven't been able to stop thinking about what you did that day. How you left me feeling used and stupid and dumb. I thought you and I were on the same page and I couldn't have been further from the truth."
John gently took both of your hands in his. You allowed him to gently lace his fingers through yours, shivers running down your spine as he thumbs stroked your hand.
"I know," he said. "I know, and I'm sorry. I'm sorry I took you for granted. I'm sorry I didn't appreciate you while I had you. But if you give me a chance, I swear to you I'll make it up to you and show you how much you mean to me."
"John…." you trailed off. "I don’t know. I don't know how I can trust you again after what you did."
He tightened his grip on your hand. "You don't have to give me an answer today. You don't even have to give me an answer for the rest of the year. I'll wait as long as you need. Even if you decide no, I'll still be waiting here for you."
"Johnny, I don't want you to be waiting for me," you said softly. "That wouldn't be fair on you."
He shook his head. "No, Y/N, I'm the one who hasn't been fair to you at all. Waiting is the least I can do for you."
A silence fell, the two of you lost in your own thoughts. John was wondering if he'd been too late to fix things, if his chance was gone. Meanwhile, you were thinking if he even deserved another chance. It had taken you months to even fathom getting over him. Was this a test to see if you truly belonged together? Or was this a red flag that was being blatantly waved in front of you?
All the while, you never thought to release your hand from John's. It felt right for your hand to be there. While your head was in turmoil, it was also the calmest it had been since the day he left.
"Why did you come here tonight?" you asked, breaking the silence. "Why tonight specifically? Why didn't you come earlier or later in the year?"
"Because I know how much Christmas means to you," he replied. "I knew I was risking ruining your holiday, but I wanted to show you that I'm serious about this, more serious than anything I've ever done in my life."
"Will you stay?" you asked him with hopeful eyes, still being unsure of your feelings but not quite wanting him to leave.
"Baby, I'll stay as long as you want me here," John said, looking into your eyes. His hands moved from yours to cup your cheeks. "Would you like me to stay?"
You nodded. "You can stay in the guest room for the night so we can have some space. I'll grab you more blankets."
Too quickly for your liking, you pulled away, his hands lingering on your face just a little bit longer. While you wanted him next to you, it probably wasn't the best idea all things considered. You grabbed some spare blankets, alongside some spare clothes of his you couldn't bare to part with, handing them to him.
"I'm really surprised you still have these," John said.
You shrugged. "I still have everything you gave me quite frankly."
John's heart stopped for a moment. Maybe there was still a chance for you to have faith in him again.
"If you need me, just knock on my door, okay?" you said, leaning against the doorframe.
"I will. Good night, Y/N," he answered.
"Good night, John," you said softly.
You quickly got ready for bed, turning the light off in your room. You made yourself comfortable underneath the warmth of the blankets, but you still felt cold. How could you sleep properly knowing John was next door? Knowing that he wanted you back? You tossed and turned for a few hours, but you knew you wouldn't be getting any sleep that night, especially because you just wanted to be in the comfort of his arms.
You got out of bed to get some water, wanting to walk a bit to clear your head. You opened your door to come face to face with John, whose hand was raised indicating that he was about to knock on your door. You nearly screamed before you realized who he was.
"Jesus Christ, John! You scared the shit out of me," you said panting, putting your hand on your chest.
"Sorry," he apologized. "I didn't mean to scare you."
"That's okay, I only just lost a few years off my life," you joked. "But is everything okay?"
"Yeah, I just couldn't really sleep," he answered, "and honestly I just really wanted to see you."
The two of you stared at each other for a moment, not really knowing what to say. You got lost in his eyes, that feeling you've always had with him returning.
Acting purely on instinct, both of you reached for each other, lips smashing desperately against each other. You felt like you could breathe again despite how hard the two of you were kissing. It just felt right that he was there with you. It felt right how his body was perfectly molded to yours.
John closed to door behind you, gently pushing you against it. His kisses were passionate yet still soft and gently, almost like he was afraid to hurt you. His hands were firmly around your waist as yours were around his neck, your fingers running through his hair.
"Jump," he whispered against you.
You obliged, wrapping your legs around him. He walked you to your bed, gently placing you on it as he climbed on top, your lips not parting once. He pulled away only to remove both of your shirts before returning to kiss you. His hands moved to your tits, gently squeezing them. You let out a breathy moan of his name.
"I missed his so much," he said just as breathlessly. "I missed your pretty little moans, baby." He squeezed a little harder, making your moans grow louder. "That's it, Let me hear you, Y/N."
His kisses started trailing down your jaw to your neck, his teeth nipping the skin. Little red marks were left in his wake until his mouth hovered over your nipple. He gently blew on it before taking it into his mouth, making a loud moan leave your body.
"You like that, baby?" John asked.
"Yes, John," you answered, your body squirming underneath him. "I love it so much."
John switched sides, your hands guiding his head there. He sucked harder, causing your hips to roll against his, groaning when your clothed cunt made contact with the bulge under his pants. His lips trailed down once again until he hit the band of the sweatpants you were wearing, noting that technically, they were his.
"Can I take this off, Y/N?" he asked, looking up at you.
You nodded your head frantically. "Yes, please take them off, please."
His hands grabbed the band and pulled down, moaning when he realized you weren't wearing any underwear.
"No underwear, baby? Are you trying to kill me?" he growled.
"It's comfortable, okay?" you squeaked out. "You know I've always preferred it that way."
John licked his lips as he laid his eyes on your pussy, the folds glistening with your wetness.
"Can I-" he started, but you cut him off.
"Yes, yes please!" you said desperately. "I need to feel your mouth on my pussy, John!"
He chuckled before licking your pussy, making you moan, your hands flying to grab his curls. John took his time licking from the bottom all the way to your clit. He repeated this motion several times, loving the way you tugged on him in desperation.
"Fuck!" you screamed when his lips sucked on your clit, your hips bucking into his face. "Fuck just like that!"
He sucked harder as one of his fingers teased your entrance. Your chest was up and down rapidly as your heartbeat quickened. You moaned loudly when his finger entered you, immediately hitting your g spot. He wasn't moving fast, but he was pressing deep into your pussy, making everything more intense.
"That feels so good," you said, "please don't stop. So good."
You hadn't slept with anyone since John. You couldn't possible bring yourself to. The only pleasure you'd gotten was from yourself, meaning your body more sensitive than usual. You felt your release coming fast.
"John, I think I'm gonna cum," you moaned out. In response, John picked up the pace, adding another finger. "I'm right there, baby, I just need a little bit more." John shook his head back and forth as he finger fucked you hard and fast. You screamed out, pulling his head further into your pussy as your release hit you. Your back arched against the bed, John taking one of the hands from behind his head to lace them together. You squeezed his hand as a wave of cum flooded his mouth, John happily licking all of it up.
You brought his face back up to your lips, needing to feel them against yours once again. You moaned slightly at the taste of yourself, John's hand gently cupping your cheek to kiss you deeper. He quickly took his bottoms off guiding his cock to your entrance. He tapped the head against your clit and your hips rolled.
"Is this okay?" John asked. "Are you sure you want this?"
You nodded desperately. "Please John, I need to feel you. Please."
He ran his cock through your folds before slowly pushing in, his body leaning over yours. You almost screamed at the way he was stretching your pussy.
"Fuck, baby, you're so tight," he hissed out. "When's the last time this pussy was touched by someone other than yourself?"
"Not since the day you left," you answered meekly. John's dick got even harder inside you.
"Yeah? This pussy is mine right baby?" he asked, bottoming out and stilling his hips.
"Mhm, all yours," you whined out, your body unable to stay still as he filled you.
"Are you okay?" he asked, looking deep into your eyes. "Do you need a minute?"
"Mhm," you answered. "I'm okay. Are you okay?"
"I'm more than okay, baby," he answered as he stroked your hair lightly, making your heart swell.
"John?" you asked.
"Yeah?"
"Give it to me please," you whispered. "I need it please!"
"I got you, baby," he said, kissing your forehead.
John moved his hips keeping a slow but deep pace. Your legs wrapped around him, needing to feel him pressed against you as you kissed him. John normally had you screaming at the top of your lungs, but this was different. This felt different. Nothing more was needed but breathy moans into each other's mouths, John really only picking up the pace slightly.
"It feels so good, Johnny," you moaned breathlessly. "So fucking good."
"Yeah? Feels good baby, doesn't it?" he asked. You nodded, eyes rolling back. "This pussy was made for me."
"Mhm. So big," you babbled. "Fucks me so good."
"You're taking it so well," he praised softly. "You look so fucking beautiful when you take my cock like this. Like you were meant to be here with me."
Tears started to form in your eyes, making John still.
"Baby, don't cry," he said worriedly. He wiped away the tears that were falling. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that. I'll stop if you want me to."
You shook your head. "No, don't stop. I've just wanted you to say those words to me. Please keep going."
"Are you sure? We don't have to keep going if you wanna stop," he said unsure.
"Johnny, please," you begged. "I want this. I want you. I don't want anything but you."
"Me too, baby," John replied as he moved his hips, keeping the same deep pace as before. "And I'm sorry it took me this long to realize it." He brought his hands to yours, pressing you into the bed as your fingers intertwined. "Do you hear me? I love you, Y/N. So. Fucking. Much," he said, thrusting as hard as he could to emphasize his words. "And I'm never fucking letting you go again."
"I love you too," you moaned. "I really do."
"I'm close," he said, rubbing your clit.
"Fuck, me too," you said.
"Cum with me, baby. That's it. Cum for me."
You back arched as you had the most intense orgasm of your life, squeezing John's hands as you let out a loud moan. John groaned at the feeling of your pussy clenching around him, triggering his own release. He came deep inside you, gently thrusting to get every last bit of his cum in you.
You both laid there panting for a moment staring into each others eyes, foreheads resting against one another.
"I think that's the hardest I ever came," he chuckled. "I don't think I've ever cum that much before."
"It felt really good," you admitted, "to be filled up like that."
"I love you, Y/N," he said again.
"I love you too, John."
John rolled off of you, getting up to grab a towel to clean you up. He gently ran it over your body, not wanting to hurt you. He cleaned himself before tossing the towel into the laundry and climbing back into bed.
"God, you're beautiful," he whispered to himself in awe of you.
"Will you stay?" you asked.
"Always," he replied.
John looked over at the clock to see it was past midnight.
"Merry Christmas, baby," he said. "Thank you for being the best present I could've ever had."
"Merry Christmas, Johnny. Thank you for coming home," you said, your eyes fluttering shut.
"I wouldn't wanna be anywhere else but with you."
John held you tight that night and every night after that. And you were glad you kept your faith in him. For John Stones was your Christmas miracle and that was all you needed.
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Two Become Three | John Stones
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Pairing: John Stones x Reader
Sumary: When your guy finds out he's going to be a dad.
Warnings: English is not my first language !!!.There are probably many mistakes (I will correct them later). Pregnancy
Gif: gyu-17
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As much as they had both talked about growing the family, I couldn't help but be nervous.
I couldn't help but think about whether we should have waited a while longer.
But it was too late to regret anything, so now he had to think about how he was going to tell her.
And if I wanted to surprise him, at least a little, I had to hurry.
I quickly searched for some ideas online and ended up sticking with a simple, but beautiful one.
There wasn't an ultrasound yet, so it would just be a bodysuit and the tests.
I went out in search of everything and quickly returned to prepare the package.
With everything ready, I decided to arrange a little, to wait for my boy.
40 minutes later John appeared at the door, which made the tranquility he had managed to achieve completely vanish.
J- baby, I'm home!! He screamed coming to where he was.
With a tired smile he came over to kiss me and with it notice my state of nervousness.
Y/N- hello honey!. Trying to appear as relaxed as possible, I clearly didn't succeed.
J- Is everything okay?
Y/N- I… I've got something for you. I reached for the box and then handed it to him.
Surprised and with doubt I take it
J- am I forgetting something?
Y/N- it's just something I saw and wanted to give it to you.
J- Are you sure, are you okay?
Y/N- I am, I just want you to open it.
Not very convinced, he listened to me and opened the box in his hands.
(…)
His face lit up as he took in the contents of the package, worry seemed to leave his face.
J- Really?
Y/N- that's right! There is still a lack of ultrasounds, but with the absence of my period, some other symptoms and with the tests this morning, it is very evident.
You cried a little as you told everything, which made John immediately come over to hug you.
J- I promise to be the best father our baby can have.
With that they continued to hug, facing the fact that in a few months, their family of 2 would become a family of 3.
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nosugarallspice · 8 months
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My bday will be on Tuesday and I was wondering if you could write some fluff/fluff getting hot with John plsss
of course! happy birthday! I hope you have a great day/night<3
Minors DNI!!
Author's Note: don’t worry! I’ll be posting some more stuff that you all requested from me. I just wanted to get this out because it’s a birthday request!
Word Count: 275
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Since it was your birthday, John had an entire day planned just for you. Throughout the day he showered you with little gifts. Of course towards the evening he took you to the restaurant you’ve been wanting to try. They had been fully booked the past few months so once they had an opening he jumped at the opportunity and got reservations.
After a long night out, you finally reach home.
“Dinner was amazing.” You said, you’re back towards John as you stood in front of your vanity mirror while you took off your jewelry.
You felt John hug you from behind. You smiled, leaning back into him. “I’m glad you enjoyed it babe, you deserve it.” He kissed your neck. “You looked so beautiful tonight.”
You smiled, tilting your head to the side, giving him better access. “You didn’t look too bad yourself.” His hands found the hem of your dress, now lifting it up, just enough to expose your panties to him.
He pulled them to the side, brushing over your clit before pushing into you, instantly groaning as your warmth surrounded him. Your hips slam against the vanity, as he picks up the pace- hard and rough, just the way you like.
The straps on your dress slid off your shoulders, exposing your bare chest to him as he fucked into you from behind, he had one hand firmly gripping your hip while the other one slid up your back, gripping your neck, pulling you back against him.
Your back was now pressed against his chest, pushing him at a deeper angle, hitting your sweet spot.
“Take me so well baby” he whispered in your ear. Unable to verbally respond, your whimpers spoke for you.
Your release approached, along with his. Your body shook as he continued to fuck his cum deep inside you.
“Happy Birthday, my love.”
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pensat-i-fet · 9 months
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Support (John Stones x Reader)
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**I got a request to write for Stones and then @faye01mcfc​ gave me an idea of what to write about specifically. Also, I’ve only done it twice but I’m kind of into using just one word as the title. Enjoy reading!! ❤️**
Word count: 1621
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John had gotten used to winning trophies in the last couple of years but the treble felt much more special. And if there was someone he wanted to celebrate that achievement with, it was you.
Some of his teammates headed to Ibiza for a pre-celebration and he joined them. It was a good time, sure. But deep down, he couldn't wait to just be with you.
"You're back!", you said surprised and ran to the door to greet him.
"Yes. I got bored of my teammates and decided to come back a bit earlier".
"Don't get bored of me now, then".
"Never".
John was obviously tired after the last couple of days, so you just had some quiet time together.
"I'll make some dinner".
"Ok. Oh by the way, we have a lot of events tomorrow so I'll leave quite early. We can meet after the parade, right?"
"The parade?", you knew there would be one, of course. But just the thought of it made you feel cold sweat on your skin.
"I can't go", you said quietly.
"Do you have work?"
"No. I just…".
He let out a dry laugh. "I'm not surprised. You never come to anything with me. And I usually don't mind if football is not your thing but this is the most important moment of my career. And my girlfriend won't be there".
"It's just that…".
"Everyone gets support from their partners. But all I get is an empty seat to look at. Do you know how that makes me feel?"
"I'm sorry".
"Do you even care about me? Do you care about my career? Sometimes I wonder…".
"Of course I do, John".
"Then show it to me!"
"It's just…I…", you didn't know how to say the words. A part of you almost wished he was just mad at you. But he was disappointed and hurt. And that broke your heart. "You're right. You deserve better".
"Wait what?"
You picked up your jacket and bag and made your way to the door.
"What do you mean? Where are you going?"
"I can't be here right now. I'm sorry I keep hurting you. You deserve someone who supports you. Not me…".
"What are you trying to say? Just stay and we can talk. Don't go".
"I have to".
John just stared at the door wondering what had happened. Were you…breaking up with him? What was going on?
He tried to give you a couple of hours to do whatever you needed to do to clear your head but was also worried about anything happening to you.
All his calls went straight to voicemail and he was getting desperate not knowing how to contact you.
When his phone rang, he hoped it was you but it was an unknown number. He normally wouldn't answer but it could be you calling from another number or something, so he couldn't risk not answering.
"Hello?"
"John? I'm Alicia".
He was right to answer then. Alicia was one of your best friends.
"Do you know where she…?"
"She's here".
"Thank God. Is she ok?"
"Sort of? I mean, she's trying to keep it together but she keeps saying that it's all her fault whenever you call and she refuses to answer. So I got your number from her phone and called you without her knowing. She's taking a shower".
"Can I go there and see her?"
"Please. I hate seeing her like this. I know how hard it's for her to open up and she ends up hurting herself more".
"What do you mean?"
"Well, you know. She struggles so much with talking about feelings and then there's her horrible social anxiety".
Now it all made sense. But why didn't you tell him?
"Yes. Don't tell her I'm on my way, please. I'll be there soon".
He went to his car and drove to Alicia's place. All of a sudden, he felt so nervous to talk to you.
You were always so supportive whenever he mentioned his insecurities after a bad match. But…didn't you think he could do the same for you?
"Come in. I'll go to my room, she's over there".
"Thank you".
Alicia nodded before leaving you two alone to talk.
"Ali? Who is it?"
"Me".
"What are you doing here?"
"Trying to find why my girlfriend ran away?", he laughed, nervously.
"It's all too much, John".
"Alicia told me without knowing she did".
You frowned. "What do you mean?"
"Your social anxiety? It's that why you don't come to matches or events or anything?"
You nodded, biting your lip and looking down, ashamed. "I'm sorry".
"For what? The only thing you did wrong was not telling me. I would have understood. I'm not going to force you to do something that hurts you".
"But it's stupid. I'm like a little child. Actually, it's gotten worse. I was better as a child".
John sat down next to you and held your hand. "I'm getting worse too, you know? I left Ibiza because the plan bored me. And there will be moments that bore me at the parade too. And look at Julián! He felt so uncomfortable celebrating on the pitch because that's hard for him too. You're not the only one who goes through that and your age means nothing in this case".
"But you deserve to be supported".
"You support me. It was really unfair saying you don't. You do it in the way you can and I appreciate it so much".
You were still not sure. "But you'd be disappointed if I don't go to the parade…".
He laughed and you noticed it was a nice laugh. He wasn't laughing at you.
"Well, now I know why you can't go, I'd rather you stay home, to be honest. I'll be so worried thinking about you being overwhelmed by all the people and all that".
"I'm still sorry".
"How about this? You skip the parade and come to the dinner afterwards. It's just the players and their families. No photographers or cameras. No drunk fans. Just drunk players but we can sit away from them".
You chuckled thinking about the players you would be avoiding then.
"I could try that".
"And if you feel it's too much, we leave".
"I'd like to do that".
"Yeah?", his big smile was contagious. So you smiled back and nodded.
After your talk, you both went back home and kept chatting about why it was so hard for you to deal with certain social interactions. John couldn't relate to all of it but understood your feelings anyways.
"I wish you had told me earlier", he said.
"I wish I had too. I'm always scared of people's reactions to hearing about it but you've been great since you found out".
So the next morning, it was time to get ready for a long day. You just had to go to work like any other day. But John had all these events he had to attend. He didn't struggle like you did but was definitely tired of all of it by the time of the parade. He just wanted to go to the team's dinner and see you. Hoping you would be fine.
He had warned some of his teammates and they understood. They weren't going to bother you much but would try to make you feel welcome.
"Hey! You look stunning!"
You smiled at John. It's true that you made a bit of a bigger effort. The whole process of picking up the outfit and doing your makeup helped you forget about your nerves for a while so that was nice too.
"Thank you. Should we meet everyone?"
He nodded, leading you to the first group of teammates.
"Oh wow, you actually exist. We thought John had made you up".
You laughed while John rolled his eyes. "He was clearly hiding her because of how beautiful she is", said another one of his teammates.
"Ok, enough of this group. Let's go meet the others".
"See? Hiding her again".
Their jokes made you loosen up a bit and by the time you had met everyone, you felt slightly better.
"Do you want to come with us to have a drink?", offered Kevin's wife and you pushed yourself a little further and said yes.
"Come back if it gets too much, ok? I'll be right here", whispered John when he leaned down to kiss your cheek. And after nodding, you joined the rest of the women.
"John told you to make an effort for me, right?"
"Yes, isn't it sweet? We were just happy to finally meet you".
"It's nice meeting you too", you said sincerely. "Hopefully, I'll be able to attend matches next season and we can hang out more".
"You're always welcome. Want another glass?"
You nodded and took the glass of champagne. You weren't really into drinking but it was helping you relax.
When you joined John again, he noticed how giggly you had gotten and frowned, curious about the change.
"Had a good time with the girls?"
"Yes, they were super nice. Everyone is super nice".
"Good", he nodded and then saw you grab another glass of champagne and drink it way too fast. "Wow! Easy! You're not used to that so don't try to outdrink Jack".
"I don't think that's humanly possible".
He laughed, holding the glass for a second so you could drink it more slowly.
"It does help a bit. To feel less overwhelmed".
"That's ok. But you can't just have a bottle of champagne every time you feel anxious", he laughed and you pouted.
"Party pooper".
"We'll work on finding what helps the best, ok?"
And you nodded, looking forward to having him help you face your problems.
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errythinisblue · 1 year
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Hi to the most beautiful person on Tumblr! I was wondering if you could write sth with John where you're like 5-6 months pregnant and he takes you shopping for the baby and for you and everything's so sweet and when you're in a shop trying on a bag or some dress you say sth like "oh well my belly's in fhe way" and he smiles caresses it and you the sales assistants are looking at you lovingly, things like that. Thank you and sorry if it's been too specific 🙈
Aw you’re so precious, dear anon! Thank you for your request! 😍 it’s actually the first time I’m writing for John, so I hope I made him justice! ❤️
My baby.
John Stones x Y/N
Summary: Once he’s home from the World Cup, you’re the only thing that can save John from his “demons”, so much that he decides to spend a whole day spoiling you and your baby.
Warnings: none. Just pure, fluffy fluff!
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“Wake up babygirl,” John whispered in your ear as he moved your hair away from your face, “I made breakfast…”
His deep morning voice woke you up from your peaceful sleep; while he caressed your cheek with the back of his forefinger, you slowly opened your eyes. John’s baby blues were the first thing you saw, those beautiful eyes of his you were so fond of; he smiled at you, his full lips looked so soft; his whole face looked as perfect as ever, making you question if you were still dreaming.
“Good morning sleeping beauty,” he chuckled as he watched you stretching your limbs, “how are you feeling?” John asked you as he stroked your bump over the soft material of the blanket.
“No more morning sickness so…” you yawned, “I’m good, but I’d be feeling even better if you’d give me a kiss.”
“Is that so??”
“Yep.”
“Is that you asking, or your crazy pregnancy hormones?” John smirked as he bumped his nose against yours.
“Both!” you grinned after you pecked his lips, surprising him.
“I figured,” he shook his head smiling, before he leaned forward and placed a loving, tender kiss on your forehead, “do you want me to grab your robe for you?”
“Please.” you looked at him with adoring eyes; John really was putting all his effort into helping you, and you were so grateful to him even for the smallest gesture.
“Here you go mama,” your boyfriend smiled as he held your robe in his hands, waiting for you to get out of bed, “whoa, look at you!”
“What?” you asked John, as he looked at you in awe.
“You look so… pregnant!”
“You don’t say!” you playfully rolled your eyes at him, “I’m six months pregnant John, of course I look pregnant!”
“Hey don’t be mean!” he whined, “You know I’m not that good with words!”
“Oh yeah I know that baby,” you chuckled as you took the robe from his hands, right before they instinctively went to your belly once again, “but you know? I do feel different now that I’m standing…” you admitted as your hands joined his over your robe.
“See? That’s because you look different!” John exclaimed in an obvious way, before he dragged you by your hand in front of the full-length mirror in your bedroom, “Look! It seems like your belly finally popped!”
“Oh my God…” you murmured as you took your appearance in. You turned to your right as you looked at your stomach, gently caressing it with your hands: it was rounder than it was before, and you couldn’t help but get emotional over the fact that your baby was growing more and more every day.
“Here we go with the hormonal waterfalls…” John teased you as he wrapped his big arms around your shoulders, kissing you on your temple as you sniffled, before you wiped your teary eyes with the heel of your hands.
“Those are not hormonal waterfalls Stones,” you narrowed your eyes at him, “I’m just feeling like crying because now I’ll have to tell you were right.”
“I’m always right.”
“You aren’t.” you shook your head at him, before you leaned your forehead on his warm chest.
“I am.” he countered as he left a peck on the top of your head, “But that’s not the most important thing right now, you have to eat come on.”
You couldn’t really argue with that, as you were hungry indeed; plus you knew John wouldn’t have listened to a word you said, not before you ate enough at least.
“Do you want me to bring you some more tea? Or maybe some fruit?” John asked you as he sipped on his glass of fresh orange juice.
“No thank you babe,” you smiled at him, “I really ate for two this morning!” you giggled as you stood in front of him, “Breakfast was amazing, I love you John, thank you…”
“I’m glad I made you happy, I want to do everything I can for you and our baby…” a soft smile grazed his lips as he gently touched your face, “aaand… I love you too, my precious baby.” he kneeled in front of you as he pecked your belly countless times, tickling you and making you laugh out loud.
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Surprises never seemed to end that day: John was set on spoiling you, and he wouldn’t stop until he thought you had been satisfied. His mind was still going back to the World Cup semifinal, but being back home with you and your baby was making things a lot easier for him; so it only seemed right for him to be spoiling you both as best as he could.
“Babe I really don’t get this,” you said as you got out of John’s car, “You hate shopping so why are you putting yourself through this??”
“That’s true, but you don’t.” he simply stated as he shrugged his shoulders, locking the car in the meantime, “And today is about you and our baby, so I’m taking you both shopping. So you can buy whatever you need.”
“What should I need, John?” you looked at him dumbfounded before your brain started to overthink, “Oh my God you think I’m getting fat??” you left his hand as you stopped walking, as John immediately turned around.
“What??” he asked, “No, no baby I could never think that!”
“Prove it to me.” you weren’t buying it, your crazy hormones wouldn’t let you do so.
“Here?? We’re literally in the middle of the street!”
“Here John.” you insisted as you crossed your arms, trying to look a little intimidating even if deep down you knew it was impossible due to your boyfriend’s height.
“Okay,” he chuckled as he took a step back towards you, his hands immediately finding your face as he knew you couldn’t resist him when he was this close, “listen carefully to what I’m saying because I might not be able to say it again,” he said, smiling again, “I could never think you’re getting fat, I couldn’t even if I tried. You’re carrying our baby, and seeing you like this is making my brain go nuts! If anything I’m so grateful to your body, for everything it’s going through and everything is going on inside you… How could I think you’re fat? Hm? I love you.”
“How did you get so good with words??” you whined as you wrapped your arms around his waist, snuggling as close to him as you could.
“A simple ‘I love you too John’ would have been great you know??”
“I love you too John?” you said as you innocently smiled up at him.
“You’re lucky you’re cute…”
“Or else??” you provoked him as you walked down the street, looking at showcases as you did so.
“Don’t test my patience baby.” John smirked as he held you closer to his side, his hand slipping in the back pocket of your jeans.
“Boooringg…” you rolled your eyes at him, yelping as he squeezed your butt and immediately removing his hand from your body.
John’s cheeky little laugh was so contagious that you soon joined him laughing, as you took his hand in yours while you walked. Everything looked so magical, late afternoon strolls in Manchester were something you loved during Christmas time: the air was chilly, sometimes freezing, but nothing could stop you from walking under those beautiful Christmas lights. This year it was even better, since it was your very first Christmas with your baby.
“Oh myy…” you said as you looked at a beautiful burgundy red dress, your mouth open wide as you took every detail of the satin dress in awe, “John look at this!”
“You’d look so beautiful in this…” he whispered in your ear, “Do you like it?”
“Like it??” you gasped, “More like I adore it!”
“Come on then,” John said as he took your hand, “let’s go and try it on.”
“What?? No way! This dress costs a fortune John!”
“Since when has money become a problem??” John frowned, “I’m not taking no for an answer Y/N.”
“It’s not about money, but look at me! How am I supposed to get into that dress??” you chuckled, thinking that even if you had it tailored you wouldn’t be able to wear it again.
“I’ll think about that, you don’t have to worry.”
“John!” you protested as he dragged you inside by your hand.
“Good evening Mr. Stones, good evening Miss,” the sales assistant greeted the both of you, clearly recognising John, “how can I help you?”
“Good evening,” John said as he wrapped his arm around your waist, “my girlfriend here kind of fell in love with the red dress you have in your showcase, is that possible for her to try it on??”
“John you don’t-” you tried to protest again before John shushed you with a kiss on your cheek.
“Yes I do,” he said, “I wanna spoil you and our baby, so please let me.”
“Yeah but me being pregnant is the very reason why I can’t wear that dress!” you chuckled as you excused yourself to the sales assistant for your boyfriend’s behaviour.
“Oh no, that’s really not a problem Miss! We can find the right size for you, and have the dress tailored for you and your baby! So you’ll both feel comfortable.”
“See? I told you I would have thought about that!” John said as he playfully winked at you.
“Yes you did, but you’re not the one who’s actually ‘thinking about it’!” you sassed back, making John giggle as he hugged you while you waited for the sales assistant to find the right dress for you.
Once she found it, she guided you to the fitting room. And that’s how the longest hour of John’s life began. He really wasn’t getting how it was possible for someone to take this long just to try a dress on, and he was getting impatient as he obviously couldn’t wait to see you in that dress. He was sure that you’d look like a daydream in it, and he was really looking forward to see you wearing it.
“Are you ready to see your girlfriend Mr Stones??” the sales assistant softly smiled at John, as he saw the poor man pacing the floor right in front of the fitting room.
“More than ready…” John sighed as he nervously scratched the back of his neck.
“Okay, Miss Y/N you can come now!” she said as she opened the door to let you out, helping you with it as you held your bump with your hands.
“You’re so nice, thank you,” you smiled at her, glad she was so helpful and patient with you, “I’m so sorry, I still have to get used to this bump being in the way of everything…” you chuckled as you walked out of the fitting room, your gaze immediately falling to the ground as you blushed under John’s stare.
“Don’t you dare apologise for our beautiful baby,” John rasped, his voice suddenly deep, his breathing almost laboured, “you look stunning.”
“I wasn’t apologising for it, but for how clumsy I am,” you softly smiled at John, “Thank you though, you were right, I feel so beautiful in this dress…”
“Two times in a day??” John exclaimed, “I’m not used to you saying I’m right so many times babe!” John joked, his breath dangerously close to your ear as he hugged your satin dressed body.
“Oh shut up you silly…” you whined, making the sales assistant laugh at how cute of a couple you were, “It’s better if I take this gorgeous dress out now…”
“Of course, I’ll help you Miss!” the sales assistant said as she held the door for you to go back into the fitting room.
“Can I have a word?” John stopped her before she could enter the room with you.
“Yes, of course.”
“Is it possible to have the dress delivered at my house in like a week?” he asked her, “You know we have an important Christmas party, and I’d like to give the dress to her as a surprise…”
“Of course it’s possible, that’s such a nice thought Mr Stones! I won’t say a word to your girlfriend…”
“Thank you, I appreciate it!” John smiled as he walked to the checkout to pay for your dress.
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“You know you didn’t have to buy us all of these things?”
“I know,” John answered your question as you both were putting your bags in the boot of his car, “but I wanted to do that, you’ve been fully supporting me through everything, I wanted to repay you for that.”
“John, I didn’t do that for you to repay me.” you pointed out, “I’ll always support you, because I love you, and I love what you do on the pitch.”
“I don’t really love what I do on the pitch right now…” John sighed, thinking back at the lost game against France, “Not after that semifinal.”
“Take me home?” you softly caressed his cheek, trying to comfort him in the sweetest way.
“Okayy…” he said as he was closing the boot of the car.
You walked to the passenger’s door, opening it before you sat down on the car seat. As soon as John slammed the boot of the car shut, he snapped out of his thoughts, and he jogged to the driver’s door.
“What’s wrong??” you asked him as you sensed his mood changed somehow.
“Fuck that game, fuck football for tonight. Are you up for some hot chocolate??” John smiled as he looked you in the eyes.
“Are you the one with food cravings now??” you laughed incredulously, happy that John was seemingly ready to let that game go, at least for the night.
“We’re expecting a baby, aren’t we??” he winked, closing his door and running to yours, “Come on, my baby wants some hot chocolate.”
“How do you know that??” you chuckled as you got out of the car once again.
“It’s my baby, I can sense that!” he said as he held his arm out for you, “Plus I know you want some, mama.”
“Well you’re right,” you said, “like mama, like son.”
“Son?? Do you think it’s gonna be a boy??”
“It’s my baby, I can sense that!” you winked at John as you slapped his butt, making him laugh.
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Today was about you, you and your little family. And John thought that he wanted nothing more than to spend forever like this, with you.
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footballffbarbiex · 3 months
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“We could just get everything online, you know?” John says as he pulls up his hood a little more and tweaks his beanie beneath it. 
It was cold in Manchester. Freezing perhaps. And it wasn’t even winter yet. The icy wind doesn’t help, creating a colder environment than it is because of it. Frost lays thicker on the ground, giving the illusion of a thin snowfall. It was still slippy as hell and John made sure that you remained standing upwards. 
“It’s not the same. We get enough deliveries on a day to day basis. Christmas should be more personal.” You counter, and pull out your phone to check, once more, which store was next. It’s a list you’ve checked far too many times that you should have memorised by now but it’s always best to look again. You’d hate to leave anyone off and ideally, you’d like to wrap it all up today if possible. 
One of John’s bodyguards has taken care of one lot of bags, taking them back to the car so that you two can concentrate on remaining on your feet and not having to worry about leaving some items behind or struggling with too many. John has shown a little enthusiasm when entering certain stores but for the most part, he’s hoping not to be noticed and trying to get through this with minimal damage to his bank account. 
You pause outside Next, noticing that they have a Next baby section in this one. “I didn’t realise the baby is on your list.” 
“You of all people should know that the baby is always on the list.” you reply and wiggle your shoulders in a happy dance while throwing signals with your thumb as you walk in backwards while grinning and John follows obediently while shaking his head. 
He knows as well as you that this is going to be one of the times that you drop the most amount of money. Though you do try to be smart about it, you’ve been around enough babies to know how quickly they grow and so know how pointless it is to drop too much money on the early stages of their life when they outgrow the clothes far too quickly. Newborn and first sizes should really be kept to the bare basics. Plenty of vests and baby grows. Anything over a month to 3 months you can have a little fun with but this stage will also be outgrown far too quickly. 
Quite a few people you know, including several brands thanks to John, have already bought and sent quite the haul of newborn clothes, so that’s one less stage for you to stockpile. With Christmas sales in full swing, you fully plan to utilise them for the upcoming year, buying quite a few for the age groups past 3-6 months. You didn’t want to be caught short but were happy to pick up a few extras if needed. Of course, the sales wouldn’t count for certain seasons and they would be picked up at a later date. 
You scan the rows and tables of clothes, eyes searching every different set as you pick up a few and hold it in the air to examine. 
“I prefer that one,” you hear John say and watch as his arm extends past you to touch at the fabric of the one he’s chosen. 
“Yeah, me too.” you nod in agreement as you turn the item this way and that to get a better look at it. 
“I still can’t believe that she’ll be this size.” There’s a softness in his voice as he takes it from you with one hand and drapes it over his other as he tries to envision a very real, squirming baby in it. You turn to face him and grin as he holds it up to your bump, an action you do frequently when hanging up or folding the clothes in her nursery as you put them away. She’s not due for another month and nesting is well and truly kicking in now for you. Sometimes you find yourself sitting on the floor, burying your face into the soft fabrics and taking in the smell of the baby softener. 
Unbeknown to you, so does John. 
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avenirdelight · 1 year
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A Friend?
John Stones
(ft. Jude Bellingham & Jordan Henderson)
No one ever believes it when they introduce each other as a friend. His teammates are no exception. [Requested]
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John should’ve known better. No one was going to buy it when he introduced her as a ‘friend’. But he didn’t really have any choice, did he? It was the truth. They were friends, as much as he wished that they were more than just friends.
“A friend?” Jude asked almost in disbelief as he raised his eyebrows when he shook her hand. “Right. You two are friends,” he said in a teasing tone. A playful little smirk appeared on his face.
John glared at his younger teammate. They were all in the stands after the match with their friends and family. John had just been talking with her when Jude and Jordan came out of nowhere. Jude asked John to introduce him to the lovely lady. To be fair, John had mentioned her name a couple of times before in front of his teammates. Now that she was finally there, they could put the name into a face.
“What a nice friend you are, coming all the way here for John,” Jude continued. John was sure he was on a mission to tease him. “Must be a special friend then, John?”
“Manners, Jude. That’s rude,” Jordan whacked Jude on the back of his head and the lad acted hurt. Jordan then extended his hand to shake her hand and they both introduced themselves to each other. “I’m Jordan. Pleasure to finally meet you.”
“Finally? Sorry, uh… John’s mentioned me before?” The shy look that had been on her face was replaced by a look of surprise.
“He’d just been moaning about how the tea here doesn’t match his taste. Man loves his tea, doesn’t he?” Jordan glanced at John and for a second John thought that there was a mischievous look in his eyes. “He kept mentioning a name to Kyle, saying that this person makes the best tea and he missed it. Kyle thought that he actually missed the person though, not the tea.”
John shifted uncomfortably in his seat. “Oh, come on. You need to go that far?”
Jordan and Jude got the same triumphant smile on their faces—John sighed in defeat and she let out a nervous giggle. Fortunately, the two lads were kind enough to let it go.
It wasn’t until they left that John found the courage to look at her. She just stood there biting her lips, her cheeks looked more rosy than before. John felt more embarrassed knowing that she was embarrassed. He was definitely going to give Jude some lessons later, and maybe, bring Dave the cat close to Jordan so Dave could give him a little scare.
“I’m sorry,” John apologised, running a nervous hand on his hair. “They can be like that sometimes.”
“It’s fine, John. I’m actually happy to see that you guys are getting along so well.”
“Yeah, imagine what I have to put up with every day.”
John caught her smile before he quickly looked away, mostly because he still felt embarrassed. They both fell silent and John could feel that it was suddenly getting slightly awkward. This was only normal, but it really wouldn’t be awkward if she was truly just a friend.
But she was never only a friend to John. He adored her—if he was asked to be honest right now, he’d say that he was really in love with her. She was the one he thought about when he woke up in the morning, the one he always wanted to tell Kyle about, the one who occupied his mind when he wasn’t thinking about football. It had been almost a year since things started blooming between them, but John had always been holding back because he knew she wasn’t looking for a relationship yet—she’d just gotten out of a serious relationship that didn’t end well—and he respected that.
“Ugh…I actually hate every time this happens, you know. This… Awkward moment.” John turned to her with slightly furrowed eyebrows, but she didn’t look back at him; she was looking far into the empty pitch. “It’s just like, funny, how everyone is surprised every time we introduce each other as friends. Like, which part of it is really hard to believe?”
John let out a nervous chuckle, unsure of how to respond to that. For some reason, he agreed. But he could also actually give her plenty of reasons right now why no one would buy it.
It was the way they looked at each other, the way they behaved around each other, and treated each other. There was something different, something special between them that was so noticeable.
“But they’re right, though.” She sighed, finally looking back at John. Her voice was low but loud enough for John to hear.
“About what?”
“About us. We’re kind of… More than friends. It’s always been that way.”
“You think so?”
“Yeah. You don’t think so?”
John shrugged. “No, sure. Sure, I do.”
John’s heart rate accelerated. All this time he’d always tried to convince himself that she felt the same way like he did—that there was something special between them—and now he’d just gotten the confirmation for it.
“Right. I mean, like, I kinda know that you’ve been giving me space, but… I feel like I’m ready to share that space with someone else.”
John couldn’t believe that they were having this conversation right here, right now. He quickly scanned his eyes around and thankfully everyone was busy with their own families and friends; his parents were engaged in a conversation with Ramsdale’s parents. John turned on his seat, facing her. He stared at her beautiful eyes and he could feel that there was something slightly different in the way she looked at him.
“Well… If you want to be more than friends, I’m up for it.”
She scoffed and then laughed, drawing a grin from John. She shook her head and stared back at John with what he believed as a fond gaze.
“That’s a very lame way to ask me to be your girlfriend, John Stones.”
“But you get the point. I can’t really take you on a date and bring you flowers now, can I?” His gaze then shifted to her hand and he confidently took it in his hand, giving it a light caress. “I promise I’ll take you on a date when we get home.”
She nodded. “Fine, okay. Uhh, I think it’s time for you to go?” They both looked around and saw his teammates started leaving. It was about time for them to go back to the hotel. “You go, then. Please pet Dave for me?”
John smiled. “Yeah, sure,” he said as they both stood up. He pulled her into a tight, warm hug and he wished that he could spend a little bit more time with her. He knew he would already miss her once he hit the dressing room. “Can I kiss you?” he whispered in her ears.
“Sure. You okay with the cameras?”
“I’m gonna make it real quick.”
“Okay.”
With one swift motion, John let her go from his embrace and gave her a quick peck on her lips; his stomach flipped when their lips met. She was rather stunned when he’d done it, a shy look was painted all over her face. She couldn’t contain the happiness so she laughed and John laughed with her.
“Okay, then. Call me when you get back?” John asked.
She nodded. John then said goodbye to her and his parents.
Everything had happened so quickly. John had just started to process everything when he walked down the tunnel. His heart was comfortably pounding in his chest and if Picks saw him right now, he’d definitely say “You look like an idiot, why are you smiling like that?”. He’d gotten the win and the girl, you’d understand why he was smiling like that.
“Here’s the thing, John.”
John felt an arm around his shoulder. It was Jude again. He looked serious this time.
“Friends don’t really kiss each other on the lips, you know,” Jude said.
John rolled his eyes and shrugged Jude’s arm off. He gave Jude a look and started to quicken his pace. “Well, that’s the thing. We’re not really friends anymore.”
Jude stopped on his track and he dropped his jaw. John wished he could have taken a picture because the boy was absolutely stunned.
“Wait— What do you mean??” He said, and John saw realisation slowly hit him. “Nah, you didn’t, mate! You didn’t!!”
John laughed in satisfaction and ran off before Jude started chasing him.
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Conversations With My Future Self | John Stones
Description: John Stones sits down at a dinner table to eat with an unexpected guest
A/N: This is a bit different than anything I think I’ve written recently, but credit to @knockmeforsixkmeforsix for her lovely idea.
Warnings: none. This isn’t really a pairing piece, but there is a magical element to this so suspend some belief please xo
Tags: @bluemoonstonesy @stonesyy
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“You look familiar.” John can’t help the words that come out of his mouth, but the man in front of him warrants the statement. John doesn’t know where he knows him from, but he’s sure it’ll come to him later.
“So do you.” No clues from the man’s response as he gives John a once-over and pushes his glasses back up his nose. There’s a hint of salt and pepper in his hair and some crows’ feet around the eyes, but John has no idea how old the man actually is. “John Stones?”
John can’t help the pride that swells in his chest at being recognized, but this feeling is a little bit different - kind of like running into an old friend. “That’s me. Would you like an autograph?”
“Nah. Got plenty at home.” The man shakes his head and waves the comment away with his hand, which is when John notices the watch. It’s the same watch he’s wearing on his own left hand, but the man’s suit makes the watch look vintage. There’s no way it’s the same exact watch, though, because John had his custom-made after City won the league in 2021, engraved specifically for him. 
The two men stare at each other awkwardly until the familiar man cracks. “John. May I call you John?” John nods and the man continues. “Sit, please. I haven’t had the pleasure of eating with anyone in a while.”
John takes a seat across from the man, his curiosity peaked. “Any reason why?” He grimaces, realizing his error. “Sorry, that’s a bit personal.”
“Don’t worry about it - talking to you feels a bit like talking to a younger version of myself.”
The comment makes John feel off-kilter, but luckily the waiter shows up. John orders a pint of his favourite beer, and the man does too.
“Hope that’s not too awkward, us ordering the same thing. I was going to order that before you said it - it’s my favourite.”
“Mine, too.”
The beer arrives, and the two men take sips of their respective pints before picking up the conversation where they left off. “So, about your question. I haven’t had the pleasure of eating with anyone in a while - not since my wife and I split up.”
It’s then that John notices the tan line where a ring used to be on the man’s finger. “When was that?”
“A few years ago. We just…grew apart. She was there for the majority of my career and after my retirement but then it got complicated. You married?”
John shakes his head. “Nah. I’ve got a girl, though. She and I are a bit off at the moment, though, but I’m sure we’ll be back on again soon.”
“I see.” The man mutters something that John doesn’t quite catch, but it sounds like something along the lines of Oh yes, that wouldn’t happen yet anyway - still got a few more years.
“What was that?”
The man takes a sip of his beer. “Nothing. Just reminiscing.”
“Any advice for me for the future?”
“Mm, that’s a tough one. What are you struggling with the most right now?”
John thinks for a moment, his brain scrambling for an answer. “Probably the UCL this year. The pressure is really on, and I want to be the best and help the team win the Champions League at the end of the season.”
“This will sound cliche, but you just have to believe in yourself. You’re only twenty-eight; there’s still a lot more time left in your career and you’ve worked hard to redeem yourself since the 2020-2021 season. You’re a different man now, John, and something tells me you’re going to retire with Manchester City, so there’s many more years left to become who you’re destined to be.”
“I’m twenty-nine, actually,” John grumbles, aware of how petulant he sounds, but the ‘advice’ he was just given sounds like a load of utter shite. “What do you know about the man I’m destined to be?”
The man shrugs, smirks, and takes another sip of beer. “You’re on your own with that one, kid.”
“Whatever.”
The waiter comes back around and once again, the man orders the same thing as John for an entree. 
“Let me guess: also your favourite?”
“Yes. My ex-wife and I would go here every Tuesday for date night and order the same thing every time. Got so frequent that our food was practically on the table the moment we sat down.” The man chuckles fondly at the memory, and John makes a mental note to start bringing his girl here when they’re back together. He wonders why he hasn’t already; it’s right up her alley in terms of food and atmosphere. 
“What was your ex like?” John has long-since abandoned any form of nuance when asking this man questions. John feels like he knows the man, and just wants to know as much about his life as he possibly can. Something tells him that this man holds significance to John.
“Gorgeous. Older woman. Gave me my second and third children. We got married when I was thirty-two; divorced when I was forty.”
“How old are you now?”
“Fifty.”
“Have you retired already?”
The man nods. “Retired at thirty-five.”
“Why?”
“Injury took me out. Never fully recovered after that and my wife and I decided it was time for me to retire. I’d made enough money to where I could take care of us without having to find another job, but I was truly lost after walking away from my career. The five years leading up to our divorce were hard and it was ultimately why we ended things.”
“Do you still love her?” John realizes he has to know the answer to this, and the man obliges.
“In a way, yes. She’s the mother of two of my children, and I harbor no ill will towards her. Our children are past eighteen now and I know they’re well-adjusted because of her.”
“Does she still love you?”
“Yes, but it’s different now, too. We co-parented well, and we’re still good friends, but I don’t know if I would say she’s the love of my life - nor I hers. I want the best for her and I know she wants the best for me, and we just know now that we aren’t best for each other, even though we thought so at the time.”
The food comes and there’s silence as the two men dig into their entrees, enjoying each other’s company without words until they’re done. John mulls over the other questions he wants to ask, but waits until they’ve put in an order for dessert before doing so.
“Do you have any love in your life now?”
“Nothing serious. I can still sweet-talk a lady, but I don’t have anyone I want to marry again. Not sure I will.”
“Do you still keep in touch with the people you worked with before you retired?”
“Some of them, yes. I’m sure you probably already know who from City you’ll be keeping in touch with once they leave, and I know you already keep in touch with a few.”
“I do. And there’s a few on Three Lions as well.”
“Ah, yes. How is Harry Maguire?”
John doesn’t even want to know how the man knows he texts Maguire occasionally. “Still got his head up his arse playing for United. But good, as far as I know.”
“Sounds about right.”
Dessert comes and there’s more silence until the plates are empty. 
“Got any more questions for me, John?”
The bill comes and the man pays for the both of them, ignoring John’s offer to pay his share. 
“No, I think that’s it. Will we see each other again?”
The man stands and John does, too. They shake hands, and John gets a sinking feeling in the pit of his stomach. 
“No matter what I’ll always be thinking of you.”
John is stunned into silence, watching the man walk out of the restaurant and disappear into the night. He runs a hand over the fabric covering the tattoo bearing those exact words, wondering if he just met a future version of himself.
He quickly dismisses the thought, though. 
After all, that’s impossible.
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chilly-me-softly · 2 years
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Hey I got a request Ok so basically you are John has one girl and she is a massive daddy girl and he is away at a match and John calls and she telling him u being different and he was talking to you and he ask if you are pregnant and u get annoyed at him and than u took a test than u are pregnant than when John came home you tell u baby girl she is about 2 and she was upset crying because she was saying John is her dad hope you understand x
Tears are about to come as John crouches down to say goodbye to the little one on his way to an away game. Lately, maybe cause she's growing up and understands more and more every day, but it's become really hard for him to leave every single time and for you to stay with her afterwards.
"I'll call you as soon as I get there, but only if you stop crying now" John leaves a kiss on her temple as a muffled whimper comes from the little girl with her head buried in his chest.
And the last goodbye before he closes the door behind him is up to you, as he reminds you he'll be back soon and you try to say something quick so he doesn't feel guilty. You know he cares too much for his little girl and seeing her like that every time sickens him.
He keeps his promise, even though handing over the keys and everything else took forever. He doesn't even unpack his suitcase, wanting to know if things have calmed down despite you texting him a few hours before she was silently watching cartoons.
"Hey little one" John absentmindedly strokes the screen with a thumb seeing the smile that immediately breaks out on his little girl's face.
The two engage in conversation and you're just there happily watching them interact, making sure she doesn't accidentally end the call by getting too close to the screen with her head. Until a yawn draws John's attention away from the little one.
"Oh is mummy bored is she" his cheeky smile makes you roll your eyes.
"No no, keep going"
"Mummy's tired but prettier" your little girl lifts her head towards you as you leave a kiss on her forehead for that genuine compliment, even though you don't feel at all like she just described you - at least about the second part.
"Babe" John calls you back making you look up at him, he took just a few seconds to look at you and a thought crept into his mind quickly, "you're not pregnant are you?"
"John" you huff rolling your eyes again in a few minutes, "don't do that"
"What?"
"I'm just tired. Don't turn everything into a pregnancy"
"Why are you getting so upset, I just asked a question"
"Whatever" he tries to make eye contact with you but it doesn't happen and inevitably the conversation dies just like that, with the kid regaining full attention.
By the time you disconnect the call to take the girl to bed, you have snapped back from your silence and greet John as usual. It's not that you don't want to be pregnant, but since you had been talking about the possibility of having another child there had already been too many hopes and too many negative tests and you honestly don't know why you were so upset. Maybe you really are too tired to pretend that it doesn't affect you that much.
John texts you almost half an hour later to see if you're okay, but you're too busy staring at that box in your bathroom cabinet.
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Inevitably from the moment John returns, your little girl has a hold on him. He has barely been away a couple of days, but even when he goes off with the international team the result is always the same. You can't separate them.
"So I have to tell you something" so the best time to talk to him is before going to bed, after that long day and with the baby asleep in her room.
"Wait" you hear from the bathroom where he is as you settle with your back against the headboard, "okay, all yours. What were you saying?"
"Hmm" the words die in your throat as you see him approach you shirtless, despite all the years together and a baby - two soon - he's never stopped driving you crazy. That and then the hormones starting to kick in.
"Hey you" he taps you lightly with his foot as he gets into bed next to you and you turn slightly towards him.
"It's about the other night, I-"
"Love I'm sorry, I didn't think much about it before I spoke"
"I took the test" silence falls in the room for a moment, you see his Adam's apple go up and down as you continue to speak. "I had it and I did it, I really didn't think anything about it. But it was positive"
"Babe" John literally jumps up on the bed moving closer to you, his eyes scanning your entire body lingering several times on your stomach still too flat to notice anything. "Are you pregnant?"
"Apparently" you giggle as he pulls you to him and looks into your eyes for a moment longer before kissing you, and within moments you find yourself straddling his legs.
"I can't believe it. Oh my god can you imagine!"
"What, suddenly you can't see yourself with a house full of kids?!" you tease him putting your hands in his hair as he murmurs something squinting his eyes.
"I'm just overwhelmed"
"I know, me too"
And a month later, when you've gone to a doctor to make sure everything is going well and heard the little heartbeat for the first time, it's time to tell the soon-to-be big sister.
You even prepared a nice speech and bought a stuffed animal, but the result was not what you had imagined. You had certainly not imagined any happy faces, you knew that in the months to come you would have to prepare her as best you could and that only with everyday life would everything fall into place. But neither that she would burst into tears because this new baby would steal her father away.
"I don't want it. Me and daddy" and soon even you had shed a few tears, which you had promptly tried to keep to yourself, because of course she only cares about losing her father.
"Come here" John sits down on the floor carrying the little girl on his lap and lovingly running his thumb over her flushed cheeks. "You and I will always be together, you will always be important to me - he leaves a kiss on her temple as she sniffs - you are my princess and that will never change" the two of them are lost in their own world and you are as enchanted as ever watching them, seeing John pull her close to him filling her with kisses and she wriggles around giggling. No more tears and an even stronger feeling that he was born for that role.
"Now go and give mummy a kiss she needs it" John sets her back on her feet and in an instant you feel a weight around your legs, hands tugging at your shirt trying to get you to lower yourself urgently.
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Mommy and Daddy | John Stones
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Pairing: John Stones x Reader
Sumary: Mommy and Daddy talk about their future as parents.
Warnings: English is not my first language !!!.There are probably many mistakes (I will correct them later),
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Watching him interact with children on several occasions made you realize that you had chosen the right man to start a family. The way he took care of them, played with them and made them laugh, was the most beautiful thing you have ever witnessed. You were sure and you could not wait to see how it would be with your little one who in a few months will arrive in this world.
The wait was causing you some anxiety but… Everything was forgotten when, he surrounded them both from behind and caressed your bulging stomach or when you saw and heard how he spoke to the little one in your belly. He smiled as he said he would teach him how to play soccer and that if he decided he wanted nothing to do with a ball, he would be the proudest dad in the world supporting him in whatever he decided to do. (…)
J- do you think I will be a good father? Y/N- John honey… Believe me… that if you are with our little one, a little bit of what you are with your little fans, you will be more than a good father. J- I still find it a little hard to believe that we will have a child. Y/N- well, daddy, you should start believing it, because in a few months you will be with us. I turn your body until I can fully see your face.
J- and mommy, you should stop calling Daddy that way if you don't want things to get a little hot. They both laughed and shared a beautiful kiss. You did not know how serious you would be as a mother, but what you could say is that, your son will definitely have the best dad in the world.
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The First Rule - John Stones x Reader
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Champion - Jack Grealish x Reader
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Set after the UCL final.
Manchester City have won the Premier League.
Manchester City have won the FA Cup.
Manchester City have won the Champions League.
Manchester have completed the treble. They did it!
This event was historic not only have they become one of the clubs to complete the treble but also they have won the Champions League for the first time in the club's history.
It was an event that deserved to be celebrated.
When the final whistle went off Jack cried out with happiness. He collapsed on the ground and the tears flowed down his cheeks. His team mates came over and hugged him.
You felt your own tears fall as you watched Jack being interviewed shortly after.
"This is what I have worked for my whole life!" He said his voice cracking with emotion.
Once the interview was done you ran on to the pitch and went straight into Jack's arms. You hugged him, kissed him and congratulated him on the win. Jack couldn't speak instead he broke down in your arms and cried again. You rubbed his back and waited for him to get his emotions under control. Eventually Jack takes a deep breath and calms down.
"I can't believe we did it." He said with disbelief in his voice.
You brush his tears away with your thumb.
"I knew you would do it." You said with a nod. "I believed you I believed in all of you."
Jack presses his head against yours. You can feel his body trembling slightly against yours.
"God I..." Jack shakes his head. "I can't..."
"Shh."
You gently wrap your arm around him. You can see the tears forming in his eyes again. Jack is a sensitive soul, he gets emotional easily. You can still remember how nervous he was last night anxiously pacing up and down their room.
"What if I mess up? What if we lose cuz of me."
"Jack."
"I nearly cost us the FA Cup!"
You can still remember the look he gave you when he said that. The fear and guilt in his eyes was heartbreaking to look at. You assured him it wasn't his fault but Jack wouldn't let it go.
"If it wasn't for Gundo...Argh fuck!"
"Jack!"
You had be his rock last night. You had to give him the strength he so desperately needed.
Here now you had to be his rock again you knew in time Jack will break down again. You held on to him tight as you led him off the pitch. You took him somewhere private where he can compose himself and relax.
"I'm sorry." He shakes his head. "I must sound like a right wuss."
"Never." You kiss him on the cheek and run your fingers through his hair. "That's one thing you are not."
Jack blows out a sigh. He sits back and runs a hand down his face.
"Okay." He nods. "I think the water tank is empty now."
You laughed at that.
He brings his hand to your cheek and smiles.
"Thank you."
You smile back. Eventually you clear your throat.
"Shall we join the others?"
"Yeah we better they will wonder where we have gone."
"With you anything is possible." You chuckled.
"Hey I'm not that bad."
"Hmm." You tapped your chin and grinned.
Then laughter comes out of you as you run out of the room with Jack chasing you from behind.
.........
The Man City players all gathered around with their family and friends in the hotel to party all night long.
Jack stood on one of the tables with a beer in one hand and a microphone in the other.
"YOU'RE MY WONDER-WALL!" He sang loudly.
You chuckled. Jack was off key as usual. Despite singing terribly You enjoyed his performances. You loved the way his eyes lit up when the song came on, the way his smile grew as he reached the chorus and the way he threw his arms out as he hit the high notes the sight of it was both amusing and cute.
"Hey Y/N!" He reaches out towards You. "Come up here and sing with me."
You shook your head.
"I'm good."
Jack wouldn't let it go that easily. He leans forward slightly. He nearly fell of the table but Walker managed to grab him and pull him back up.
"Easy there mate." Walker said with amusement in his eyes.
"I wasn't going to fall." Jack waves his arms. "I had it all under control."
"Sure." Stones laughed as he sipped his beer.
"This one here is a menace." Haaland says as he gestures to your boyfriend.
"Ya think we are going to need some bodyguards for him. Make sure he stays out of trouble." Walker grinned.
"Well Haaland is tall enough." Stones nodded.
"And Walker is fast enough." Haaland grinned back.
"Ah sorry mate babysitting is not for me." Walker replied.
"I thought the job role was a bodyguard." You laughed.
"You did say that." Stones laughed along with you.
"They are the same." Walker argued.
"Hmm..." Everyone looked at each other. "...Na."
You and the footballers laughed. Meanwhile Jack carefully climbs off the table. He walks up to you with the microphone still in his hand.
"One song...Please?"
He gave you his best puppy eyes expression. You groaned. You could never say no to that face.
"Fine one song."
He smiles and takes your hand. Haaland helps you on the table. The song comes on. A cheesy song in fact. You again groaned but Jack happily puts his arm around you and begins to sing. You joined in with him. You both screamed when you reached the chorus. Everyone responded with a cheer and a clap as we finished the song.
Jack jumps off the table and opens his arms out to you.
"I won't let you fall." He promised you.
"I'll be here just in case." Stones joked as he joined his team mate.
You hesitated for a few moments. Then you said.
"Fuck it!"
You jump off the table. Jack catches you and spins you around. You squealed in delight as Jack went faster and faster. Seconds later he stops and gently puts you down. He then leans forward and kisses you on the lips.
That earned a few whistles from the players.
"Oi get a room you two!" Walker yelled.
You scoffed at that. Jack turns to his team mate and grins.
"I think I will."
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As soon as the door to your room was closed Jack immediately had his lips on yours. He kissed you passionately. The hunger he had for you all came pouring out into the kiss. You respond and kiss him back. Then you raise your hand and stop him.
"Wait." You gesture to his body. "Take off your shirt."
His lips tug upwards into a smirk.
"So we are playing that game huh?"
You smirked at him.
"It's a surprise."
He raises his eyebrow at that.
"Oh."
He removes his shirt.
"Now give it to me."
He tosses the shirt over to you.
"Wait here I'll just be a sec."
You go in the bathroom and close the door.
Jack sits on the bed and waits for you. A few minutes later you come out. When Jack's eyes go on you he gasps.
"You are wearing my shirt?"
You walk slowly over to him. You sway your hips in a seductive way.
"I am." You lean forward and whisper in his ear. "And I have nothing under it."
Jack held his breath as your words hit him.
"Now." You grin at him. "I want you to fuck me in the shirt you wore playing for your club the shirt you wore in the final. I want you to fuck me right here right now."
Something snapped in Jack then. He didn't need to be told twice.
You squealed as Jack grabs you by the waist and lies you down on the bed.
Shortly after Jack quickly removes the rest of his clothes and joins you on the bed. You open your legs out for him. A growl escapes Jack's throat as he eyes you up and down.
"Blue suits you." He says. He goes under the shirt and caresses your breasts. "Really really suits you."
"I know." You replied sounding smug.
Seconds later you gasp as Jack's tongue enters you. He licks you up and down. He sucks on your folds. His tongue rolls around your entrance all the way up to your thighs. He continued to do that until he reached the bottom of your belly.
"You taste so sweet." He kisses your belly button and smiles. "I can't get enough of it."
It wasn't long before Jack was back down there teasing you again.
"Fuck!" You cursed as he hit a sensitive spot.
That only encouraged him to push his tongue in even further. Each stroke sent a a jolt of electricity through you. You wanted to bring your legs in but Jack's board shoulders stopped you from doing that. So you bit your lip and shuddered as Jack fucked you with his tongue.
His wet tongue brushing against your warm sweaty skin made you groan and you found yourself begging for more.
"Argh Jack!"
But Jack declined your request. He removes his tongue and goes back on top of you again. You whimpered at the loss of contact.
"Now." He said his voice stern. "Turn over."
You raised an eyebrow at him.
"Turn over?"
"I want to see my name."
His eyes are darken and his hands are clenched tight. You saw sweat already starting to form on his brow. Right now Jack looked like a predator ready to pounce on his prey. You thought that was so fucking hot.
"Sure sweetie." You teased him.
You grin as you roll on to your back. Jack caresses your bum and your thighs. He teased your entrance as he kissed your neck. You then felt his fingers trailing along the letters on the back of the shirt.
"You know what this says?" He asks.
"I do." You answered.
"What does it say?"
"Grealish."
Jack presses himself against you.
"And what's my name?" He asked his voice husky.
"Jack Grealish."
"And what am I?" He asked his accent becoming more board and heavy. You almost lost control by it.
"Y/N?"
"A champion! " You said with a sharp intake of breath. "You are a champion! "
You can feel the smirk growing on his face.
"You are right I am a champion. Hearing those words from you... that sounded so fucking good!"
You can feel his dick pressing up against your ass now. He is hard.
You smirked at that.
"Say it again." He ordered.
"A champion."
He growled at that. The growl sent a wave of goosebumps through you.
Damm!
"You know what this champion is going to do? This champion is going to fuck you until you wouldn't be able to stand."
You tensed up at that. The feeling of excitement started to rise inside you.
Suddenly you gasp as he goes inside you. He completely stretched you and touched places you didn't even know existed from this angle.
"Good babe good." Jack nodded as he went further inside you.
At first Jack started off slow. Eventually he picks up the pace and starts to thrust you hard.
You grip the sheets as each thrust hits you. A series of curses come spilling from your lips. At one point you buried your head into the pillow to stop yourself from screaming but Jack wouldn't have that Jack wanted to hear those sounds from you.
"Nah uh." He shakes his head. "I want to hear you love I want to hear you scream my name."
Jack grabs you by the ponytail and lifts your head up. His hold is tight but it wasn't uncomfortable. He kisses your neck again and around your ear. His lips on your skin made you moan with pleasure. You strain your neck to give him better access.
"You like that?" He breathed in your ear.
"Yes."
"Yes what?"
"Yes Jack."
"Jack what?" He is smiling against your cheek. You roll your eyes and laugh.
"Jack...The champion. "
His smile turns into a cocky grin. He grabs on to your waist tight which you are sure is going to leave bruises later and he goes faster.
"JACK!" You screamed his name out loud.
"That's it love." His grin widens. "Just like that."
You increase your hold on the sheets. You held them so tight your knuckles started to turn white.
You can feel that familiar fire at the bottom of your belly. You knew you are close.
"J...Jack." You said through clenched teeth. "I need to...I need to...AHHHH!"
Your cry made him moan.
"Fuck Y\N!"
Hearing that from him made you shake. You are going to have it let it out soon you couldn't hold it in anymore.
"Please." You begged him.
He strokes your back where the letters were and said.
"Go on babe."
You didn't need to be told twice. You cry out as you let it all out. Shortly after Jack followed. He then slumps against you and takes a shaky breath.
"Fuck." He muttered into your back.
Once Jack moves away you sigh and turn on to your side. Your legs are still trembling. Jack comes towards you and wraps you in his arms. You breathe in his scent and find yourself relaxing in his arms.
"That was amazing." Jack smiles at you. "Thanks for the idea Y\N."
You smile back at him.
"No problem...Hey Jack?"
"Hmm?"
"You know I'm proud of you right?"
He lifts his head to look at you.
"I know." He whispered.
Your smile widens.
"I will always be proud of you. My champion."
He grins at that.
"I am never going to get bored of that."
You laugh.
"I know."
He kisses your lips. His eyes shone with love.
"I love you Y/N."
You kiss him back.
"And I love you too Jack Grealish..."
You grin.
"...The champion."
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12 Days of Christmas: Day 7 (John Stones)
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"What are you doing here?"
"I have to prepare the Christmas dinner with you…as a punishment", John said, a grim look on his face.
"Am I the punishment, then?"
"I thought that was obvious".
You moved to grab the notebook where you were writing down all the things needed for the party.
"What did you do anyways?"
"I was caught going out the day before a match".
"Again", you said, holding a laugh.
"Yeah".
"When are you going to take your career seriously, John?"
"I already do".
"Whatever you say", you said, rolling your eyes.
"What? I do! Just because I want to have fun doesn't mean I don't train as hard as everyone else or that I don't care".
"Maybe you're having too much fun. I mean, it was the coach who sent you to the corner to think, not me".
"Well, not everyone's going to be a work freak like you", he said, annoyed at you. "Maybe you should date Rúben, you're the same".
"They say it's opposites that attract", you answered back, and regretted it immediately when you saw John's smirk.
"Stop flirting with me".
"I hate you".
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"Where does this go?", he said, showing you the same decorations he had asked about three times.
"That table. Do you even listen to me?"
"Maybe you could be more specific".
"Do you want me to get a white board and draw on it like Pep does?"
"That would actually be useful", he muttered and you turned to hide your smile. 
"John! Are you tall enough to reach that lamp?"
He walked to where you were and looked up. "No?"
"I'll get the ladder then".
"I don't like ladders. I'm not going up".
"I'll do it, big baby. But you have to hold it. It's a little wonky".
You gave John some of the light bulbs and told him where to hold the ladder before going up.
"Give me one. With your left hand please".
"Here", he said, giving you the light bulb.
"Thank you. Look at us being a dream team", you teased him.
"This task really is a dream", he said, making you confused.
When you looked down to ask for another light bulb you noticed why it was a dream.
"Are you looking at my bum, Stones?"
"It's right in my face. Where am I supposed to look?", he shrugged.
You gave him a look but deep down you didn't mind. There was a clear attraction between you two. Anyone could see it. And you had definitely stared at him many times. Especially when he showed up all sweaty after training. You can hate someone and still think they are hot.
"Almost there…done. Perfect", you said and John thought that meant he could stop holding the ladder. He was wrong.
You screamed when you noticed the ladder moving to one side and taking you down with it.
"Shit!", said John, catching you before you could hit the floor.
His instinct was to bring you closer to him so he could hold you safely but he didn't realize what you two being this close meant.
Up until now there was just the attraction. But you never touched each other. Maybe your fingers brushed when you gave him some papers he needed to sign but you both kept your distance. You hated each other after all, right?
"I'm fine. Thanks for catching me", you said, sounding a bit breathless.
"It's ok. It was my fault you almost fell".
"No worries. Ummm…you can let go of me now, John".
"Do I have to?", he said without thinking.
What?
You noticed his grip on you was not getting any looser and instead of trying to get out of it, you turned to face him.
The way your bodies touched made John close his eyes and swear under his breath.
"We are almost done", you said.
"Ok".
"And then I have to go to my office. Maybe you can help me with that too".
"Office stuff? I don't think I can be trusted with that. You've let me know how much of an idiot I am many times", he chuckled.
"Yeah, you are an idiot if you think I mean coming to my office to help me with paperwork".
"Oh", he said, swallowing. "What do you want me there for then?"
"You really want me to say it, don't you?"
His only response was a smirk.
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The mood between you and John had been even more awkward since you started to meet at your office whenever you two had some free time. You thought everyone could tell and he reminded you his teammates were not that bright. Still, you kept your distance even more.
"Merry Christmas!", you said to all the people getting to the party.
"Merry Christmas to you too", said John when he got to the door.
"The best gift you two can give us is to not fight tonight", said Kyle, who had been dealing with all of your dramas.
"We won't, don't worry", you assured him. "John worked very hard to get this party ready. He wants it to be a success".
"Yes, I'm really proud of my work", he answered back, staring at you the same way you were staring at him.
"I never know if you two are going to kill each other or fuck each other", said Kyle shaking his head and leaving to find his seat.
"Option b is better".
You laughed at John's words and then saw him leave as well.
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The party was an absolute success and you loosened up a bit when it was reaching its end, allowing yourself to have a couple of glasses of wine. It was well deserved.
"Everything was perfect, as expected", told you Pep.
"Thank you, coach".
You then turned and bumped into someone.
"Sorry", said John.
"It's ok", you answered and tried to move but Kyle stopped you.
"No no no. This is perfect. You don't move".
"What? Why?"
"You are under the mistletoe", he whispered, smiling brightly. "You can finally get some of that tension you two have out of your system".
"Who put mistletoe there?", you complained.
"Kyle", said John, rolling his eyes.
"Come on guys. Just a little smooch. You'll thank me later".
"Whatever", you said, turning to look at John and grabbing his face to kiss him.
You were planning for a small kiss but the fact that it was John, and that you both had enjoyed some wine, turned it into a bit more than a little peck.
"Jesus", you heard Kyle say.
"I knew it!", said Kevin.
"What did you know?", you asked him.
"That you two had something going on. That wasn't your first kiss", he laughed.
The way both you and John looked at each other proved Kevin's point.
"And you never told me?", said Kyle staring at John. "What a great friend".
And then he stormed out of the room.
"Bit of an overreaction maybe?", you said, eyebrow raised.
John just sighed. "I'll go talk to him", and then added, "Don't leave without me".
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You stand nervously, fingers alternating between clutching and playing with your glass. John isn’t standing with you, but you’d also stressed to him that you didn’t want him to feel as though he needed to babysit you. And while it may have taken a few attempts to push him away from you, John had reluctantly moved away and engaged in conversations with some of his teammates and here you are, standing awkwardly both hoping you had someone to talk to and praying that no-one does just so you don’t have to talk while panicking. 
Wishing you could pull out your phone to give you some distraction, you take another drink instead and glance back around you. Some of the faces here are familiar, and though some of the women close by have spoken to you a handful of times at matches for both club and country, there’s no real familiarity there to enable neither you nor them to come and strike up conversation. You’ve had a few conversations, more small talk than anything, but you haven’t always been standing or sat away from everyone. 
“I’ve been sent to rescue you,” Rúben says as he appears at your side, making you jump slightly. “Sorry, didn’t mean to startle you.” he gives you a warm smile and for the first time since John left you, you feel settled. “Drink?” He offers you a flute of something sparkling and you graciously accept. 
“Rescue me from who?”
“Yourself. Don’t give me that look, I’ve been watching you too. Come my little bird, there’s food over there and I’m hungry.” he says this part loud enough for anyone close by to be listening. When he drops his voice he adds, “John’s stuck talking to someone and needs you as a diversion.”
“Oh, I have to rescue him but he couldn’t do the same.” You challenge as the two of you begin to walk. 
“Thought you didn’t want a babysitter?” Rúben replies quickly and you feel heat begin to burn at your cheeks. “Yeah, he told me. Do you want one?” he asks and gestures to the stack of plates. You shake your head and he picks one up for himself. “I get it, I don’t like these things either.” he confesses, scanning over the table and selecting a few pieces of food to add to his plate. “Especially since becoming single. It’s just you in the spotlight and everyone is looking at you. She was amazing at making me feel calm and as though no-one else was paying attention to us. Something tells me you know how that feels.” It’s not a question and yet it feels a little like one. 
“I get envious of how John can step into a room and just… be John. I’m rehearsing lines in my head before anyone has even spoken to me and more often than not, I don’t even need to use those because no-one speaks to me.”
“I’m speaking to you.” Rúben states, giving your hand a little squeeze before turning away from the buffet now he’s happy with his food haul and begins to make his way, with you in tow, towards John. “If you ever need someone, come and get me.”
“You’re a good man Rú.”
“I know.” he flashes a grin and instead of verbally responding, you swipe something from his plate and eat it with much enthusiasm. 
“Hey!” John beams at you as you approach, his arm reaching out to pull you as close to his body as he can without it seeming too inappropriate. “I missed you,” he mutters into your hair as he places a little kiss into your hair. 
If Rúben had calmed you previously, then John has sedated you. Just having one arm around you, the feel of your body moulding to his, taking in a scent that is only John as well as the scent of his aftershave is enough to leave you feeling content again. 
“He was just speaking about you,” the man standing with John says. His expression is a happy one, there’s no malice in his tone and yet there’s a little panic that begins to rise up in you. 
“Oh is that so?”
“I was talking about the promotion you earnt.” 
Earnt. Not given. John always made sure to use vocabulary that credited you at all times but hearing it tonight made your stomach flip. When you look back at John, he beams down at you with an expression of love and adoration. He had no reason to speak of you when you weren’t close by, but to hear that he was? It made you feel good. 
“Congratulations. Does it come with a bigger responsibility list? I imagine it would.” 
It’s a topic that you weren’t expecting and in a way, talking about yourself makes you feel a little nervous even if it’s an easy topic. Rúben remains with you both, and though each person chimes in at the right moments, John lets you take the heat off him and you find yourself shedding the anxiety the longer the conversation continues. You wouldn’t say you’re “cured” for the night, but he’s making it easier. When Rúben speaks, it continues to keep the mood light and the conversation just as much so. 
Every so often you feel some small gesture from him. A light touch on your arm, a gentle stroke of the small of your back, fingers and thumb at your elbow when he reaches around you for something. Nothing too much, but enough to let you know quietly that he’s thinking of you, he wants to interact but he’s letting you have this moment. This isn’t babysitting and you realise this now, it’s him bringing you to the right people and him trying to gently guide you out of the shell you’ve been hiding in. And this is what you love about him.
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