Rappelle-toi

Ma bouche

Sur la tienne

Rappelle-toi comme je me

Souviens

Je nous voulais

Éternel

Nous le sommes désormais

À tourner en boucle dans ma

Caboche

Je t’attends tu le sais

Je t’aime tu le sais

Ces mots

Adressés à un souvenir pâle

À un fantôme encore

Vivant

Mais je ne les envoie pas

Jamais

T’imaginer me lire

Nous imaginer parler

Parler de l’amour qui brûle encore en

Moi

La vie demain l’amour

Ces mots j’arrive à peine à les

Appréhender

Je les

Désire

Plus que tout dans mon

Quotidien

Je te sais

Perdue

Pour moi et même j’ai l’impression

Pour toi

Mais tu peux encore te

Retrouver

Je ne sais même pas si je te le souhaite

En fait je m’en

Fiche

À partir du moment où nos mains se sont dit adieu

Toute ma vie s’est ternie et a perdu un sens certain

Depuis j’ai l’impression que

Tout ce que je fais, tout ce que je suis

C’est pour

Toi

Pour l’idée que j’ai de toi

Tu es irremplaçable dans ma tête

Infinie

Je te voulais

Mes yeux ont aimé

Je sais bien qu’il y a eu d’autres

Amours

Mais toi mes yeux t’ont vue

Parfaite

Je me leurre désormais

Je ne cherche plus la même chose ailleurs

Et en même temps je le désire plus que tout

Les mots sont creux et plats parfois

Je les voudrais tournoyants

Nous habitons la même

Ville

Et on ne se voit qu’à peine

Tant mieux

Mes mains et mes yeux n’ont pas besoin de

Pleurer encore

Pas pour ça en tout cas

J’aurais aimé qu’on se raconte

Qu’on s’explique

Mais huit ans depuis notre rupture

Cet amour persistant semble pour toi

Invisible

Il est pour moi un mystère et

Je me déteste souvent

Lorsqu’il me prend

Même si je me laisse parfois aller à une douce amertume

J’aurais préféré parfois mourir que nous voir mourir

Ces mots sont importants je crois

Cette phrase marque comment je ne digère pas les fins de relation

Et pourrait expliquer mes tentatives de fuite

De fuite vers la mort

Mais ne

Mélangeons pas tout

Pour toi je n’ai pas fui

Peut-être est-ce pour ça que

Je n’arrive pas à construire autre chose ?

Pink feather square sketchbook, September to November 2020, pages 19-20

Acta Ecologica Australiana

History museum of Qifeng Village // SUP Atelier of THAD https://ift.tt/3wZvtXp

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Pink feather square sketchbook, September to November 2020, pages 17-18

'Sadness and torment': Apple Daily interns reflect on final days at HK paper

‘Sadness and torment’: Apple Daily interns reflect on final days at HK paper

HONG KONG, June 25 (Reuters) – For a group of interns, Hong Kong’s pro-democracy newspaper Apple Daily proved to be a work experience they will never forget. When the interns were less than three weeks into the job, 500 police officers raided their newsroom and arrested five executives as part of a national security investigation that has intensified fears over press freedom in the global…

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6/24/2021 thursday

it rained today, and i felt a peace that i havent felt in quite a while. today was a good day.

I am supposed to be going back to camp with a grilled cheese, wrecked makeup, dead hoop batteries, and a mile-wide smile.

I miss you guys. Happy Forest, wherever you are. I will see you soon. 💖

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// TRIGGER WARNING - self-harm

If you're thinking of cutting yourself... please, please don't go forward with it. I know it's easy to say and if you actually do it, you don't need to blame yourself.

But as someone who just cut their arm, it burns and stings even hours after you do it - and even so my cuts are still small. Despite the fact, I'm getting the urge to cut my other arm too.

It becomes a habit. A very dangerous habit. Please seek help if you can. You deserve better.

Meta phase.

I miss my old Tumblr. I said a lot of shit on there.

Reaching out to a therapist is nerve racking. The costs are extortionate and time is a currency.

Only the dead have seen the end of war

Plato

Me: //trying to write

My brain, on loop: BUT THE DARKER THE WEATHER THE BETTER THE MAN

Transactions of the Institute for Hypercensorship

who wants to move into a treehouse or something w me or like q secluded appartment actually omg a little apartment in a city theb i can move here and there everyonce ina while.. the dream

My dear @veilder​ tagged me in a thing, so i shall do the thing~

🎀 Last Song: "Shrike" by Hozier. I know, I know, I'm predictable.

🌺 Last Movie: Code Geass Resurrection! It was SO GOOD, I did not expect that, but I was very pleasantly disappointed, you could say haha~

🎀 Currently Reading: I am mainly reading & re-reading old RPs me and my bestie have amassed through the years~ I don't really have time for anything else as of late...

🌺 Currently Watching: LGBT+ people on YT making fun of bigots tbh~ A very nice way to spend the morning~ Get them idiots with humor and charm! Plus, I am learning SOOO MUCH about other members of the community, things and struggles I have not been aware of before, and I really appreciate that!

I just wish there would be more Aro/Ace content of the sort available... but who knows? Maybe it just means I have to put myself out there~

🎀 Tagging: @sinbrook @thedarkivist @cmajalis @mothomens @guruan @annasdewitts @lluciocorreia && everyone else who's in the mood for filling out a cute little meme~ Tha tag is, of course, optional!! No pressure~ 💖

I’d like to think that my tumblr is an online journal lol