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joonlaksme · 1 year

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Final Fireflies || 1

Pair: Hoseok X Reader

Type: Fluff, Eventual angst (maybe), Eventual smut

Genre: Apocalypse au/supernatural au, strangers to friends to lovers

Contains: It’s just pretty sad all around, heart wrenching stuff, a puppy because that needs its own tag, a bit of awkward interaction, implied death/s, loneliness, mourning

Word count: 4.2k+

The bag on your aching shoulders never got any lighter. The past six months, the world has only become more and more empty and it was only a matter of time before everything completely disappeared into thin air. It was more than just rare to see another being roaming the streets just like you. If you were to see another person, they were either aggressive or they had completely gone mad. The only things left were infrastructural things like rubble and boulders that covered the once maintained pavements and streets. You’d been so tired recently and even after all of these months, you’re still scared you’ll be the next to suddenly disappear.

The only thing that constantly came to mind was to try to survive. You had everything you needed except for the comfort of someone else. It was true, humans need interaction and without it, you could feel your sanity slipping between your fingers. Every sound made you jump and you could barely sleep when you were on guard all the time. You had become used to the silence so much that your ears became sensitive to anything; you were just desperate to finally talk to someone and not just fight with voices you thought you heard. There were so many times that you felt like giving up but every once in a while, you’d be graced with a glimpse of hope.

You remember the day you had found a puppy while scavenging at a place you knew no one would probably go to. An animal hospital. The poor thing sat at a vet table, shivering and skinny to its bones. His hair was shaggy and brown, understandably untamed. With the world eerie and the weather only recently starting to become warmer, he made small sounds as if he was losing hope himself. You jumped at the opportunity to place you bag down gently as to not startle him. Stepping back a bit, you opened a can of dog food and placed it down on the floor, stepping back.

The puppy sniffed the air, dropping down from the worn out table and diving straight in the food when he deemed it safe enough. You crept closer and went as slow as you could to place your hand on his head and give him a pet. And maybe he was too distracted with food to notice or maybe he missed affection just as much as you did but he twitched just a bit before he let you pet him. When he was done with his food. He rolled on his back and let you rub his tummy. It was ever since that day that you considered him a close friend.

Today, to avoid any harm to him, you left the building you were camping in to look for more supplies. You had no idea how to take care of pets but you assumed not all the things you could eat, he could.

In cash registers you constantly found money but never took it. It wasn’t useful anyways and you weren’t sure it would ever be used later anyways. The pharmacy you were in had things you never knew you’d use before. You got things and rationalized them as ‘this could be useful if I use it for this instead’. You had to find things before they expired or disappeared like everything else had. There was nothing that could explain it.

This was no zombie apocalypse like every cliché. You couldn’t figure out what it was but all you knew was it wasn’t contagious but it went to people, objects, animals, anything it could get it’s hands(?) on. It made sense why you were so happy when you finally got to keep the puppy. Once you finally found your way back, you eat canned fruit and drink water until you feel somewhat full. When you feel particularly lonely, you pat your puppy’s head and smile when he responds back with a muzzle against your hand. The licks he gives are a bit gross but are appreciated nonetheless. The only thing you continue to ignore and neglect is naming him. You knew that naming him would hurt you too much so you kept those thoughts to yourself.

You often wondered why you had to be the one to survive compared to the people around you. Days passed as you watched others close to you, wither away and fall. You dedicated the first three months to shed tears for all of them.

“It’s a good thing I have you, hm?” You scratch under the dog’s chin and smile down at him. His never wavering energy always warmed your heart when you felt tears start to gather in your eyes from too much thinking. “We’re moving tomorrow so get good rest, okay buddy?” You pat his head, your fingers stroking his ears the way you know he likes it. It was sad when you looked at his right ear to see that it would forever be wilted. Whenever the little guy was happy or on alert, only one would perk up and it would make him look more curious than anything. You were just grateful that he could hear at all.

You started to set you bed up, getting your mind off the topic as you busied with spoiling yourself. You fluffed pillows and gathered them on a loose mattress you had found in the building. You rolled up your sleeping bag that you had found two months ago, to pack later when you woke up tomorrow. Blankets were gathered around to make it seem more comfy and capsule you and the puppy like a big hug. When you finally lay down, you decide that all the work was worth it. He crawls up to your head, running into a ball and getting hair all over your pillow. Even if he doesn’t need it, you place a tiny baby blanket on him that fits him perfectly.

When you lay down and hear the soft snores of the puppy, your mind went back to how quick everyone disappeared. You always had that looming feeling that every woke you used to know was looking over you. When you think of it, it made you feel less lonely. That day, you don’t get a lot of sleep even with your warm surroundings or how exhausted you felt. You lazed around and once it was the next day, you barely got a wink and as a result, felt drowsy. Having experienced this feeling before, you take a deep breath and push the feeling away as a temporary fix. You needed to think about moving on and finding a better base, closer to more supplies. You gathered your things and pat your puppy on its head before making your way down an empty highway. You notice greenery growing in cracks of the floor and the sun peaking from trees. The air feels humid which can only make you think it’s getting closer to spring. You don’t keep track of holidays but it’s with certain signs that you can tell what times and seasons it may be.

“Ma’am!” You heat in the distance. You immediately stop in your tracks and crouch behind an abandoned car. Then, you press your finger to your lips as if the puppy would understand what it means.

You have to keep your guard up. No matter how much you craved the social interaction of another person, you had to make sure this person wasn’t some psycho.

“I don’t…I come in peace?” The man says it like he’s lost all function of interacting with anything. As if you’re an alien. His confusion has a laugh falling from your lips. The puppy looks back at you, seemingly judging you for making noise.

“How do I know that I can trust you?” You shout. You can feel yourself shaking now, not sure if it’s fear or anticipation.

“How do I know that I can trust you?” He echos back, placing emphasis on the ‘you’ that has you biting your lip. He’s right. Maybe you should just go out and risk it.

The dog rushes out before you can set your mind on going out to see the stranger.

“No-wait!” Your mind goes blank, and you lunged out to the dog.

It’s when you noticed the stranger was closer than you thought. You tumbled onto him, the puppy right next to the both of you, tongue hanging out of his mouth. The despicable thing.

“Augh…” You heard the man groan from beneath you. You feel your chest rumble against his at the sound of his voice.

You scramble at the chance to get off of him after your shock. “Are you alright?” You asked.

When you get a hold of yourself, you finally look at the man and stop in your tracks. Never would you have thought that you would ever be able to see such a handsome man, especially during an apocalypse. It’s as if your mind separated from the rest of you because you can’t help but be speechless as you look at the rest of him. Your sight drags down his body, wincing at his scraped elbows from the fall on the rubble. The pebbles stick to his arms and you can only hope it doesn’t hurt too much.

You offer a hand and he grabs it, getting up with your help. Then he dusts off the things that stick to him, including lose dirt that emerged from the cracks he- well the both of you fell on. It’s a bit odd to be standing in the middle of the street but it didn’t matter anymore when no cars were driving in the once busy roads. When you looked at the man, you felt a wave of awkwardness. Should you voice the thoughts in your head? Should you do what you want without expecting consequences? How would you interact him without seeming weird?

While your mind is rushing with questions, he goes for the first piece of a proper conversation. “I’m Hoseok.”

And you reply with your name, a bit too low for your liking but he doesn’t seem to mind. “I know this a bit of a…weird question but can I hug you? I know we just met but I haven’t seen another person in a couple of months and I-“ He takes a deep breath, “I don’t want you to think I’m some type of weirdo.” He rubs the back of his neck, obviously bashful.

You open your arms and he lets out a sigh of relief before going for it. The only thing that makes it awkward is just how quiet it is but you chose to ignore it. He embraces you like he hadn’t seen you in years. He mumbles an apology before burying his face in your neck and soaking in your warmth. You don’t mind his affection. He smells of freshly made fires and apples, you note.

When you finally part, you look him in his eyes and he looks in yours. It’s only when your puppy barks that it breaks you out of your trance. He chuckled and crouches down. “Who’s this little guy?”

When you continue your traveling, you chose to ignore his question. Instead, you go to other topics; Things that have been in your mind for a while. Questions like, ‘How are you feeling?’, ‘Where have you been?’, ‘Have you met anyone else?’, ‘How have you been fighting?’.

He gives you his story. He only started noticing the disappearances when one of his friends, Taehyung, hadn’t answered his calls or texts after going on a vacation to Canada. Then his neighbors disappeared, one by one, starting with the oldest and working it’s way to the younger people. You note the pain on his face as he describes every one of them and can tell that he knew them all well. The young couple down the street with a three year old was gone just like that, with no mercy. He couldn’t bring himself to go to their place after he heard about their mysterious disappearance. He mentions that he can only hope that they left happily.

He shrugs and goes on about how he only knows one person and that’s another one of his friends, Jimin. He’s a couple of a walk from where you both are. The reason why he isn’t with him now is because he hurt his leg and Hoseok is looking for some medical supplies to help him out. He can only hope that nothing has happened to him while he’s been gone. You can tell that just thought has him shaken up. Then he tells you about life before the apocalypse. He worked as a nurse and a background dancer on the side. If was quite the life to juggle. Your face scrunches when he mentions an obsessive ex girlfriend.

“I’m not sure what I was thinking when I got together with her in the first place. I mean, yeah, she was pretty but that was it.” He sighed. “After a while, I just got numb to it all.”

You know he’s referring to the disappearances now and you agree with a nod. It must’ve been an hour since you’ve both started to walk back to his place ever since you found the supplies you needed. He’s holding your puppy in his arms and although his dancer/nurse legs can deal with this amount of walking at once, yours cannot. You know he’s noticed when he offered to hold your bag and take a break but you rejected the idea, convinced you could make it and keep a strong face. But, there was only so long you could stand it before your legs felt like noodles and your thighs throbbed. Exhaustion embedded it’s self into your limbs and you felt yourself becoming lightheaded. Maybe you were pushing yourself a bit too hard. You stop and raise your hand but before you can press your palm to your forehead, Hoseok does instead.

“You okay?” He asks. You give him a weary smile and he reassures you with one back. “Let’s sit down for a bit. A nap, maybe.”

He places the dog down and points at a bench nearby. Once you finally sit down, your whole body hums with glee. You can still feel your feet ache though.

“Lay you legs on me, I got you.” He says and you do as he says because maybe you do need a nice foot rest that isn’t more concrete and stone.

What you don’t expect is when he hesitantly takes off your shoes and thumbs his way to the knots in your feet. It hurts at first but with each flex of them, you note how they feel much better. His warmth is so comfortable that you find yourself falling asleep immediately.

He looks at you, head laying back on the wood arm rest of the bench, soft snores coming from you. He really takes time to see and appreciate all of your features. He can’t deny that you’re pretty. No. Stunning. His eyes meet the puppy’s significantly bigger ones. “I see why you’ve been with her. If I was any animal, I wouldn’t be able to come up with a reason to run away.” The puppy nuzzles his leg as if he’s agreeing with him and it warms his heart. He forces himself to believe the way his chest aches is just because he hasn’t seen the opposite sex in half a year. That must be it.

Once you finally wake up, the sun is high up in the sky. Hoseok carries your things this time, ignoring your protests no matter what you say. Instead, you’re on dog carrying duty. Although you don’t mind that completely, you feel a bit guilty for having him carry all of your things. He thinks it’s cute the way you stumble in your post-nap drowsiness and how even when you start to continue walking, you bump into him before immediately apologizing. He tried to hold back his laughter but can’t when it doesn’t happen just once. Its sun down by the time you both reach where you need to be.

Wooden boards patch up the windows and plaster fills in holes. When he opens the door to the building, it creeks and has you cringing, your teeth pressing together as you wince. The outside looked a bit shabby but when you made your way inside, you could tell how homely they made it. They placed a lot of care into it even if they weren’t the best at fg things. Blankets covered the floor like a makeshift carpet which you took your worn shoes off and wiggled your toes in the fluffiness. As you skip about in the room you notice a man sitting near a fire. His fluffy hair flopped when he turned to look at you, eyes wide and full of curiosity.

“I…oh.” He says, turning to look at Hoseok.

It confuses you but you choose to ignore it. You’ve chosen to ignore the things you can’t understand ever since the apocalypse started.

“Hello, it’s nice to meet you.” You reach out and offer your hand to him to which he firmly shakes, bringing his attention back to you.

“Hey, I’m Jimin. I’m sure that if Hoseok and you had met before all this, he would’ve told me a lot about y-ow.” He whines when Hoseok punches his arm. He rubs the sore spot, giving his friend a look. “I hope he wasn’t too annoying on your way here.”

“Show me your leg.” He sits down on the pillows that Jimin is resting on and you think it looks cute. “You can check out the rooms if you want.” He says when he turns to look at you, a warm smile on his face. While your puppy stays by the fire and close to Hoseok, you take him up on his offer and walk through the rooms. There’s a bathroom that consists of a toilet, a stick of porcelain that might explain where the sink was, some wood in a pit, a pot, a tub full of crystal clear water, and a drain. A sign on the closed toilet lid says in permanent marker ‘Do Not Use’. Of course, plumbing probably doesn’t work so using a toilet like you used to is probably a no go. There’s just rolls of toilet paper in a nearby cupboard where you assume you can take one to just do your business in the nearby woods. Although you’re curious what exactly happened to the sink since it hasn’t disappeared so you head back to the main room where you catch Hoseok focusing. He’s so invested in what he’s doing that he doesn’t notice you starting to approach him.

He’s wrapping Jimin’s leg of which you caught a glimpse of beforehand. It was a nasty cut but you don’t doubt with Hoseok’s experience to become a nurse so young, Jimin will be alright. Instead of complaining about the pain he’s obviously in, you can see that he trusts his friend with helping him. The sight of such a close friendship has you smiling along. When you finally get your answer, the sun is starting to set and you hear your stomach start to grumble in the midst of a conversation. When you all eat, Hoseok lights up the eerie atmosphere with a bunch of cheesy jokes. You can’t help but notice how much you grin when he’s around. Like a yawn, his smile is contagious.

“So, what did you name him?” He asks one day. You’re laying your head on a pillow, a book you never thought you’d ever read in your hands. Your puppy lays on your stomach, a bit more heavier than he was a month ago. To think that’s how long it’s been since you’ve met Hoseok and Jimin. Lately, Jimin has been up and around the house, happy that he could walk around for a bit. His leg is almost healed but every once in a while, you can hear Hoseok a little nervous he might hurt himself by tripping over something. You try to reassure that it won’t happen by distracting him with deep conversations. You get to know the two of them and your puppy starts to get comfortable with Jimin, not like how he was immediately close to Hoseok. You think the reason why your puppy likes him a lot more now is because he’s the one feeding him. Just the way he runs up to the bowl after he hears the sound of shaking dog food has a smile perking up on Jimin’s face.

You glance away from the book to look at him for a brief moment before looking back at the pages and replying with, “I didn’t. I don’t wanna get attached.”

“But…” Hoseok nibbles at his lip, “Don’t you think he deserves a name? He was keeping you company before Jimin and I came along.” He pouts.

When you turn to look at him again, your heart softens. Still, you have to hold yourself back from giving in to his expression. Who made this man so adorable? “We’re not naming him, Hobi. I don’t feel like balling my eyes out about 9 years from now if we last that long. I know how much a softie Jimin is-“

“Hey!” You hear the youngest yell from another room, obviously listening in on your conversation whilst petting the animal in question.

You laugh a bit, flip a page, showing you are done with this conversation once again. Hoseok, however, is determined. One day while you’re cooking over a fire, you cut some vegetables you grew yourself, quite proud of your green thumb.

“What are we having today?” Hoseok pops up from behind you. His arms wrap around you but you can’t blame him. He’s told you that he’s always been a touchy guy but it’s become even more ever since the apocalypse. You don’t mind his hugs either but you might think that he’s giving you the wrong idea if he’s so cuddly. His body is so close to you and you can feel your backed up feelings and urges resurfacing.

“Just some fried rice. It’s unfortunate we don’t really have any meat except for canned spam-“ You brighten up, “Not a bad idea actually.” When you attempt to move to the side for the stock of canned foods, its like Hoseok won’t let go of you or even let you move from your spot. You can sense that something may be wrong. “What’s up Hobi?”

“Nothing, really.” He shakes his head and with one last squeeze, he lets go of you completely. The motion confuses you but concerns you even more.

By the time you’re done with the food, Hoseok is attempting to teach the puppy a few tricks. You set plastic plates on the dining table you all had found a few days ago. Fortunately, some fair looking chairs were also there.

“Get it while it’s hot.” You announce, raising a brow.

Jimin hasn’t been back for most of the day, leg perfectly fine now. He went to look for more things just in case.

When Hoseok comes up and sits beside you, his bright smile is not there like always. You might have some idea of what he’s so sad about but you don’t want to assume just yet. You wait for him to take a bite with his crude fork and once he does, his eyes light up.

“It’s…really good.” He compliments. “Sorry I’ve been weird today…I’m just worried about Jimin. He wants to go outside by himself for a bit but what-what if he disappears and we have no idea for days? What if he gets hurt by meeting the wrong people or seeing the wrong animal? What if he’s in pain for his final moments?” You note the way he spills his guts to you. He’s telling you his fears either because he trusts you or because there’s a limited amount of people he can talk to. No matter what the reason is, you lend your ear to him because you have this want to have him trust you. Anyone would want their friend to be better than okay but you can tell that the way you feel, exceeds what ‘just a friend’ would feel. You often wonder how you’ve held back from saying anything off for so long or something out of character. When you lay your hand on his shoulder as a type of comfort, he puts his hand right on yours with no problems. You wonder if he’s ever felt like that about you, this whole time you’ve been together. However, now is not the time to ask or even think about it. You have to keep your mind on the topic, which is Jimin. You take bite of your food and although it’s alright, it’s better than the canned fruits you’ve been eating for weeks. You take a look at Hoseok; really look at him.

“Even though he was hurt for a while, I think he’ll be alright. I mean, he’s been this long without any other injuries, right? He follows your advice for the most part.” With a squeeze, you continue, “And you can always tell him you feel this way.”

After careful consideration, you see him nod and he follows it with a smile, “Thanks. I can always count on you for stuff like this.”

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circus-babe · 2 years

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Wrong Number | JH

Synopsis: You thought you heard the number correctly, well what can you do now? Nothing.

Pairing: Hoseok x reader

Warning: Mature content, Strong language

Genre: Strangers to fuckers, Smut, wrong number

Word count: 7k

a/n: This shows that I can’t write anything under 5k. I love writing and it’s so difficult to write less, either way hope you enjoy it. Let me know what you think!

“Call her and tell me what she says” Taehyung walked beside you on the cold winter night. Something about this night felt so nice except for the fact that you both are talking about college.

Your grades haven’t been the best ever since you moved to your own apartment. You've been stressed out, tired and even annoyed that you have barely even put much attention to college and your grades..

“And how do you know her?” you asked, feeling the cold air hit your face giving shivers down your spine. Even though you are wearing the biggest coat you have, you are still cold while walking the lonely streets of Seoul.

“I don’t but I heard she does tutoring and I asked her for her number so you could contact her” he turned to you with a smile.

Taehyung is your childhood best friend, the person you would tell anything to literally anything. He’s one of the kindest yet funniest people you have ever met. You love him so much and he has shown you that he does the same.

“Thank you for helping me out” you stop mid way which he does too. He gave your head a pat while he nodded.

“I’m happy to help you, after all you are my best friend” he put his hand over your shoulder. Laughing you both continue to walk over the bit of snow that was piling up on the side of the sidewalk.

Even though you are busy around the day and most of the time you don’t even have time for yourself. But you have to give tutoring a try if not you will fail the semester. And you really can’t afford that at the moment.

♡ . . . . . .

Biting your nails you walked back and forth. You were too nervous to call her yesterday and you promised you would do it the next morning and now that it’s the next day you don't want to.

“God y/n why are you so scared” you yelled at yourself while staring at the phone. Once anxiety starts building up there’s no actual way for you to stop it. It takes over you until you finally calm down.

It’s been a week ever since Taehyung gave you the number for the tutor girl and ever since then you haven’t gotten the courage to talk to her. You should talk to her but what will you say once she answers.

‘Hey my grades are fucking low, can you tutor me?’ or ‘Do you tutor?’ it sounds so fucking stupid but you haven’t come up with anything else and the fact that you have to call her is even more frustrating.

“I have an idea” you picked up your phone and quickly looked for an specific contact which wasn’t hard to find. Dialing the number you waited for the person to pick up.

“Hello bitch!”

“I’m doing good Taehyung, thanks for being so sweet” you rolled your eyes while you just heard a laugh from the other line. He always finds a unique way to answer the phone.

“Glad you are doing well. What’s up?” he said in between bites of something he was eating. You know Taehyung will do you this favor. You are just nervous about actually going there.

“Well you see..I want you to do me a favor” and like expected he started to laugh making you chuckle.

“I knew you called for a reason. What can this handsome face help you on?” he chuckled at his own words which you do the same.

“Well, remember the tutor? Well, I want you to talk to her about tutoring me. I’m just too nervous to do so” you played with your fingers feeling anxious already.

“You haven’t called her!? y/n you are hilarious” he got a bite of something again and then continued.

“What do you want me to tell her?” there is the question you have been wondering yourself. You aren’t sure what to say to her. And for the silence you knew he understood.

“Well I'll come up with something then. I’ll text you when I do it” sighing you felt much more relief than you did before. What would you do without Taehyung, that’s an honest question you have now.

“Thank you so much! Love you tae”

“Love you too” he laughed and hung up the call. Feeling much better you decided to distract yourself from the whole tutoring thing and decided to make dinner.

As you were putting the vegetables in the pot you heard a notification go off from your phone. Quickly you ran towards it, picking the phone up and walking back to the kitchen.

Taehyung probably already did it which makes you feel so guilty for making him do it. You know he would do favors for you without asking anything in return but sometimes you feel bad for it even though he tells you not to. That he’s happy to help you out and you know he is, it’s just guilt that eats you up whole.

Tae: Finished! she said it was fine and that she can't wait to see you on Saturday.

Wait Saturday!? no not Saturday, it’s the only day you can have a break since you have off that day. It’s the only fucking day you don’t have work.

You: Saturday!? Taehyung you know it’s my day off

You replied while stirring the soup you were making. He must have a reason why he said Saturday, he must if not you’ll go find him in this cold weather and kill him. Not literally

Tae: Well suck it up cause it’s the only day she agreed on.

You swear you see some attitude in that sentence. But you can’t be whining about it. He did what he could and you should be grateful because you didn’t have the courage to call her. What a bitch of a person you are.

You: I see, thank you either way. I owe you this one and so much more.

You smile while putting your phone on the counter and focusing on what you were cooking. You were surprised at how it didn’t burn while you were texting him.

Hearing another notification you tap on your phone making you laugh at his reply.

Tae: Oh trust me I have every single one written down. Also send her a message asking for the address.

Turning off the stove you picked up your phone once again and looked for her contact.

“What, I don't have it. I remember putting it” you said scrolling through your contacts. Confused you went towards the keypad of your phone.

“Was it 67 or 69?” you questioned yourself. You remember Taehyung saying 69 but you aren’t sure if he really did. Not giving much attention you put 69 and send the message asking for her address. Surprisingly you got a reply back, well obviously you had to get a reply back.

Unknown: What address?

Confused, you read the message all over again and again. Is she playing games with you? Or does she have memory lost?

You: The address of your place?

What made you confused was not getting an answer from her back which made you feel frustrated and annoyed. Does she think highly of herself because she will tutor you?

While cursing her out you got an address which made you laugh at yourself but judging too quickly, which happens a lot.

Unknown: Sorry I forgot, see you soon!

You clicked on the address which wasn’t far from your place, it was about a 15 minute walk from your place. But since it’s December and winter is around the corner you would have to drive yourself there. Usually you would walk but that always changes when winter comes around.

Putting your phone down you took out a bowl and took some soup out. With all of this you totally forgot about your food, something you never do. This is going to be a long rest of the week.

If only you had good fucking grades.

♡ . . . . . .

Feeling nervous you clicked on the six floor on the front entrance. You asked her at what time it would be best for you to come on saturday and surprisingly she said 6pm something you weren’t expecting. There’s no complaint on the hour however it’s just a bit weird how she would want to tutor you really late. But you can’t be judging someone that offered to help you, instead you understood her decision.

Hearing the front door open makes you snap back to reality. Quickly you went over to the door entering and heading towards the elevator. Feeling even more nervous you wiped the sweat from your hands while waiting for the elevator door to open.

Was it appropriate for you to wear a skirt for just tutoring? Even thought it’s dumb to overthink over an outfit you still want to make sure you aren’t crossing any boundaries that you shouldn’t. Let’s say you decided to go out with Taehyung since you hadn’t had much time to hang out with him so you wanted to spend some time before you came here.

You don’t regret it, maybe you just wished you wore something different from what you are wearing right now. Sighing you watched the door open and you headed in, clicking the 6th floor. The door closed once again making you feel nervous. You guess that being an introvert does have it’s unpleasant things to it.

Giving the door two light knocks you waited for someone to open it or just respond. You have been standing in front of this door for a good 10 minutes. Once you got out of the elevator you walked slowly towards the door, and when you meant slowly you meant LITERALLY slowly.

And now here you are finally getting the courage to knock. Getting no answer you knocked once again. You are sure it’s room 418, checking your phone again you go through the messages and yes you were indeed right.

You gave the door two more knocks making them louder this time. Did she seriously played with you like this!? Or did she forget?

Frustrated you put your hands to your face wanting to just slap yourself for actually believing her. You were about to walk away but once you saw the door open you relaxed yourself. But the thing was there was no one there. Opening the door wider you looked around to see the moon light shining in the place. Are you about to enter a haunted apartment right now!?

Erasing those thoughts you walked slowly in making sure the door was still open if something did happen. Confused you looked around, it didn’t look like a haunted place instead it looked very neat and clean. The whole place had a nice soft smell of lavender which you found very pleasant and nice.

“Hello? Miss tur-Amy” why the hell was ‘Miss tutor girl’ an option for you to call her. Taehyung specifically told you that her name was Amy.

“Amy?” you spoke up again, you decided to close the door thinking it was the worst decision ever but you need the tutoring. You continued to walk ahead feeling scared and nervous but stopped once you felt something on the floor.

“Red Flower petals?” you confusedly said watching a trail of petals on the floor lead to a sudden room that you could see open. Did you catch her at a bad timing, did she perhaps have someone over? Could she be having sex with someone? You wanted to slap yourself for saying that but you didn’t, instead you followed the pedals walking closer to a room.

Your eyes go wide, really wide. You weren’t expecting to see this not at all. But it was beautiful. There were candles on the far back of the bed, red flower petals leading to the bed which had a shape of a heart on it. You smiled widely even though they weren’t for you.

You walk closer to the room, forgetting the whole reason why you were there in the first place. “Wow” you said, feeling so happy for no reason. This is always something you would see in the movies, nothing that you would think that happens in real life.

“Glad you like it” said a soft voice that came from behind you, scared you froze up not knowing what to do. Was there someone behind you this whole time and you didn’t know!?

Footsteps could be heard more clearly now as you could tell they were making their way towards you, making you feel nervous.

Before anything could happen you turned around making him stop in mid way with wide eyes. It felt as if you were both confused about the same thing.

“Um.. are you Amy?” you asked feeling really stupid because you knew that there’s no way this handsome guy could be the girl you are talking about. He slowly shaked his head, giving you a ‘no’ in return.

“Are you Violet?” he asked, and now it was your turn to deny the answer. Both of you stood there trying to figure out what was happening.

“Wait, who are you looking for?” he asked, trying to figure out the situation you both were in since you were too confused to say anything.

“I’m looking for Amy, she was supposed to be my tutor.” you said reading the messages between you and Taehyung and the one where the address was sent from. There was something really wrong but you can’t figure out how you ended up here.

“Who were you waiting for?”

“Violet my date” he shyly said while putting his hand on the back of his neck trying to hide the little red blush of his cheeks. You knew you were interrupting something that was really private, very private actually.

“I’m sorry, but who are you?” you asked which he quickly smiled at, he seemed friendly which makes you even more guilty for ruining his plans.

“I’m Hoseok, who are you?” he asked, flashing you the sweetest and brightest smile you have ever seen.

“I’m Y/n, nice to meet you” you smile while extending your hand to him which he softly took. Nodding he shocked your hand.

“I’m sorry for ruining your date, i might have gotten the wrong address” you admitted to him which he just chuckles at. He didn’t seem bothered or annoyed, instead he looked perfectly fine with you ruining his surprise.

“Don’t even worry about it. Everyone makes mistakes. But how did you get my address?” he asked, letting his curiosity run over. Pulling out your phone you showed him the messages between you and who you thought was Amy.

“Is this your phone number?”

“Yeah...it is.” he laughed while staring at your phone taking a look at your messages. How did he not notice the confusion you had over the text. He expected that Violet, who he thought he was texting, would know why he just sent the address.

“Looks like i was the one that sended it to you.” he laughed cheerfully not feeling bother by the whole situation instead he found it hilarious. He found it funny how you both were expecting two different things yet those two things aren’t possibly happening now.

“I’m truly sorry Hoseok, i’ll leave so you can continue your surprise” you spoke up feeling embarrassed at the whole situation you just made by going to the wrong apartment and hearing the number wrong.

“No it’s okay, you can stay. I’m sure the date was ruined for a reason” he smiled feeling positive about the situation instead. Hoseok always believed that if something went wrong with what he was doing it was because it wasn’t meant to be just like the situation right now.

“If you aren’t busy of course” he added, not trying to make you feel like you should stay if you had other things to do. He didn’t want to take your time if you truly were busy.

Once again you took out your phone from your purse and tried to find Taehyung’s contact. You will just ask Taehyung for her actual number and maybe you could go next time. No, it's a definitely.

You: Taehyung, there has been an issue which I can't miss. But can you send me the number and I'll text her myself.

Quickly you got a reply back with a phone number and a smirking emoji that made you laugh without you noticing.

Tae: What could be so important than your grades? Well you getting railed?

Your eyes widened at his text which you found so annoying on Taehyung's part. He always thinks that just because you cancel a plan it means you are getting fucked.

You: Shut up, no I'll explain later.

Putting your phone back on your purse you looked up at Hoseok who was waiting for your reply to his invitation.

“Sure i would love to stay” you chuckled which wasn’t supposed to be a chuckle but the sudden situation kept spinning around your head.

“Great, come this way. Would you like some water, coffee, tea?” he asked, walking towards what looked like his kitchen.

He had all his lights off which now makes sense on why he did that. You wonder what would’ve happened if you didn’t get the wrong number and Hoseok would be with his date. Realization hits you like lighting, you saw what he was planning on doing yet you are still questioning it.

“Some coffee would be nice” you smile while he turned the kitchen lights on and now there is light shining a bottle of wine in the center of the counter. Quickly he takes it off acting as if you didn’t see it to begin with.

“Two coffees coming right up” he smiled as he started to heat up the coffee machine and took out the instant coffee from the counter.

This was never something you were expecting. You weren’t expecting for any of this to happen today. Not that you ever expected for this to ever happen, next time you will pay close attention to Taehyung when he tells you a number.

“I assume you were texting your boyfriend, right?” he suddenly asked, breaking the silence that you both had. Confused, you looked at him waiting for him to expand his thoughts.

“The person you were texting earlier” he added while pouring coffee on a white simple mug. The person you were texting earlier? Is he referring to Taehyung?

“Eh no, he’s my best friend” you smiled. “Why?” you quickly added which he finally turned to you.

“Just asking, so if you did have one there would not be any misunderstandings” he smiled while walking closer to you with the mug of coffee. He handed it to you, while you placed it on the wooden coffee table.

He carefully sat on the couch giving you and him some space so you wouldn’t feel creeped out or uncomfortable.

“So about your date, I assume it wasn’t the first one, correct?” now it was your turn to flip the coin on him which got him off guard just like he did with you.

“Well yes, but it’s the last” he chuckled as he took a sip from the mug. How so? If they were about to fuck you are sure they were talking serious business. Like you wouldn’t have sex with someone you are not comfortable with.

“Weren’t you both-” you quickly cut off that thought you were going to say, you need to learn to keep your curiosity in.

“Yeah you can say it, we were about to have sex” he laughed almost as if those words were not even meaningful to him. Did he not want to have sex with her?

“Well yeah. I was just wondering how it would be your last if you know, you were going to have sex” you said without feeling embarrassed. Talking to Hoseok felt comforting for some reason, it’s almost as if he was your best friend or just someone close to you.

“It sounds crazy, I know. But it wasn’t something I was looking forward to” he quietly said, averting his eyes to the mug and just the mug. Something about the way he said it made it seemed as if he was forced to.

“Sex comes when two people are comfortable. When both are ready, but I wasn't ready to do it with her.” he added while you just stared at him with sadness in your eyes. You always thought of sex as a love language. A meaning that defines that both partners are ready for the next step in their relationship.

“Was it that you weren’t ready or that you weren’t comfortable enough to have sexual activities with her?” you asked which he turned to you with more of a thoughtful face than the smile he had earlier.

“It’s not that i haven’t fuck with anyone cause i would be lying if i said i didn’t. But she was going to use me for sex. And I wanted to make the experience at least worth it for her and me. But I knew it wouldn’t matter either way” he laughed while looking away, which seemed like more of a sad laugh than a happy one. You still wonder on why he would take such a risk of having sex with her even though he didn’t want to.

“You may wonder why I would do it. I don’t even know myself.” he looked back at you, meeting your eyes. He smiled, a genuine smile that he was holding back but came out anyway.

“Thank you..”

“For what?”

“For saving me from her” he laughed out loud making you laugh along with him. After something that didn’t need to be cleared up was cleared up you both continued talking like normal.

You both shared things about each other's life making the atmosphere more of a relaxing place and calming. You actually found out a lot about him, like, he loves to cook even though he isn’t that good at it. He works as a barista at the local cafe which you wanted to go to but had no time to do so. He also shared that he’s in his third year of college just like you are.

And like he shared things about himself you also shared things about yourself like your hobbies, the love for cooking, how lazy you are which now thinking about it should’ve stayed a secret.

“Would you look at that, it’s 1am” you said, unlocking your phone, seeing a bunch of text from Taehyung and your mother. While you both kept on talking and talking you never realized for how long you both were actually talking for.

“I have to go” you said, standing up from the couch while putting the cold mug that you've been holding in your hand this whole time down. He stood up seconds after nodding at you.

“Are you sure? you can stay. It's very late. I can drop you at your home tomorrow” he offered you with a smile. He was right it was pretty late for you to be going back by yourself, and you do get scared when it comes to going alone. Usually Taehyung would be the one leaving you everyday at the entrance because he wanted to make sure you were safe and now you got used to that.

“Well..” you hesitated on answering. It’s not that you don’t trust him, actually it’s pretty surprising how you trust him so much with just a few hours of meeting him. But you were scared that the girl he was talking about could show up.

“Violet won’t come if that’s what you are worried about” he chuckled knowing he just read your mind by the face you made.

You laugh at your own thoughts making you feel stupid for even thinking that. It’s not like you are the side chick or something. They aren’t even dating for you to be worried about that.

“Okay then if you don’t mind”

“Of course I don't. Come i’ll show you where you will stay” he said walking ahead of you as you followed behind him. And for the direction he was walking you knew exactly which room he meant, not that you were complaining.

“I only have one room and I want you to have the bed instead” he said walking over to a black dresser on the side. You walked in analyzing the room a bit more this time. He had a very good combination of black and grey in his room. The decoration split between the two colors which made the room more comfortable. The two big lamps on either side of the bed frame made the room vibe more of a mystery which you love.

“Here” he handed you a grey T-shirt and black sweatpants which you assume are his. Smiling, you took the clothes from his hand.

“Thank you” you told him as he went back to the dresser to get another pair of clothes that were definitely for him. He came back with a different set of clothes which were all grey.

“Don’t even mention it” he smiled as he walked towards the door and walked out. “You can change here” he peeked through the door, nodding you smile as he walked out again.

Well now you definitely weren’t expecting to stay here and sleep over at his place. But either way you felt tired so might as well just take his kind offer and stay. It’s not like anything is going to happen.

You started by taking your skirt on, putting the sweatpants on slowly which are way bigger than yours but you like them. Lifting up your shirt you took it off as you were trying to find the opening to his shirt.

“Y/n are you hungry- oh my god” he said quickly covering his eyes so he wouldn’t see you. Surprised you looked at him feeling the cold breeze hit your skin making goosebumps all over your body. You quickly put the shirt on feeling embarrassed at the sudden situation.

“I’m sorry i didn’t see a-anything, w-well i did but I w-will u-unsee it” he stuttered in his words while keeping his hands on his face. You couldn’t help but feel shy at imagining him seeing your uncovered chest. You did have a bra, but that’s still your body being exposed.

“I’m sorry” he said once again making you feel even more shy. “I just thought you were done.” he added quickly, trying to apologize. And he probably did because he was already done changing with his clothes.

You walked closer to him trying to tell him that it was okay. That it wasn’t much of a big deal as he was making it. But while standing in front of him he took his hands off his face hitting your face in the process.

“Ouch” you said laughing through the pain which now made him even more guiltier. You covered your face with your hand trying to massage the pain.

“I’m sorry” he said once again trying to check your face which you slowly let him do. He put his thumb on your cheek softly, trying to ease the pain he just caused. Looking into your eyes he grabbed your face with his hand caressing this thumb on the same cheek.

“I’m sorry again” he quietly said, keeping his eyes with yours. Something about what was happening felt weird but you couldn’t stop looking into his eyes. It felt as if you could get lost in them without you even complaining.

You both continue to stare at each other without saying a word. You could say it was quiet but both of your eyes were having a whole conversation making the next step predictable.

He slowly leaned in making both his lips connect with yours. You slowly accept the kiss, making the kissing process slowly and calmly. The way his lips were blending in with yours felt so perfect, almost too unrealistic. You didn’t want to stop, you didn’t want to leave the feeling of his lips. The soft feeling of his lips against yours. There’s nothing that you would rather be doing than kissing him.

Slowly you both started running out of breath which made you both stop the kiss you didn’t want to let go. And like before you both stared at each other, heavy breathing thinking of all kinds of thoughts. And once you both had enough oxygen the kiss continued.

You started to slowly walk backwards making your legs touch the bed as you fell in the bed in the process. He leaned closer to you watching you lay on his bed.

“We won’t do this unless you are comfortable enough to do so” he softly said smiling at you with the most pure smile. It’s true you could’ve left once you realized that it was 1 am but the feeling he was giving you made you stay. The feeling of comfort he gave you made you stay, not that it was night time. And you would be lying if you said you didn’t want this.

“I do. I do want this” you smile at him confidently. “Are you sure?” he asked again just to make sure you were completely sure about your decision.

“I’m sure” you touch his face with your hand which was enough for him to press his lips back with yours.

The kiss was different, it was rougher and needier than the first time. Much faster and much more tongue technology. Something about his lips made you want to have more, taste them until you got tired which will never happen.

While keeping his lips with yours he started to slowly move his hand under the T-shirt, he gave you smirk once he found what he was looking for. Surprised you opened your eyes, feeling his hand in your boob. Carefully he pulled away from the kiss as he stood up watching you lay on his bed.

Something about the way you made him feel was making him want more, it was driving him insane. Just a simple kiss was already making him hard, something that was rare for him to experience since it takes a long time for that to happen.

Quickly he started to remove his shirt making you gulp as you watched him, without taking your eyes off him. You could tell he works out by the way his abs are forming and the muscle he has on his arms, something so simple as him working out is making you even more turned on. Hoseok is just so hot in every single way.

While he was taking his sweatpants off you decided to take your clothes off not trying to stay behind from something you want to do.

“You are driving me crazy” he spoke up, biting his lip as he watched you laying in his bed once again. For some reason he couldn’t resist the thought of having you. You made him feel some type of way, a way he hasn’t felt before. And tonight he will surely show you that.

Kneeling down he pulled your body closer to the edge of the bed, trying to get a good form for what he is about to do. Feeling nervous you waited for something to happen but once you felt his fingers in the fabric of your panty you gasped. You weren’t expecting that but you aren’t complaining.

Circling his fingers he watched all the kinds of expressions you were starting to make, it made him feel even more motivated to continue.

Without giving you a warning he started to remove your panties at a quick speed making you jump from surprise. And without wasting time he leaned closer to your entrance, giving your clit a soft kiss that made goosebumps go through your whole body.

He continued to kiss your clit making you close your eyes shut, you weren’t going to start moaning that soon. He would see the lack of sex you truly have which is not embarressing but for you it kinda is.

From kisses he turns to licks. Slowly he licked up and down your pussy making the urge of moaning irresistible. The way his tongue was guiding you to your orgasm felt so good to the point you let moans come out of your mouth making him satisfied.

“You like that, huh?” he asked, watching the way you were gripping to his sheets for dear life, he knew that it was driving you crazy. He loved the way you were becoming more vocal and exposed to how much you were liking it.

“I do, i really do” you said in between your moans, as his pace quickened up making your moans louder this time. He was driving you to the edge, you were a mess but you were enjoying the fuck out of this.

“Hoseok” you yelled, making him smirk. “Yeah” he quickly answered, waiting for you to respond but you were too lost in your own pleasure to answer him.

You felt yourself coming closer and closer by the second making you hold his head down which surprised him and you. At this point your body had a mind of its own.

“I’m going to cum” you let his head go feeling energetic and ready to become even more of a mess in front of him, but Hoseok had different plans. He knew you were going to cum at any second making him stop his process while he stood up.

Confused, you watch his smirk on his face as you felt frustrated. You were right there, right fucking there. “Hoseok-”

“You are cumming in my cock” he cut you off as he took his boxers off quickly. You watched his already hardened cock pop out making you feel even more excited.

You want him in you, you want to feel him. It’s all you have been thinking about ever since the kiss started. The dirty thought you had while kissing his lips, the feeling in your stomach imagining him inside you. Everything felt so right and you know you won’t regret this. And for today good luck is on your side.

“Ready?” he asked, snapping you out of your thoughts, and while you were deep in thought he proceeded to have a condom in his cock already. You watch as he smiled at you with a pure innocent smile, nothing to do with what you are both about to do.

“Yes” you confidently said feeling even more excited. “Are you sure?” he asked, wanting to double check if you were sure. Even though he was hard and ready if you told him that you weren’t ready he would stop. He wasn’t going to do something you weren’t comfortable with.

“Yes i’m sure” you assured him with a smile which he nods and proceeds with the action. Grabbing his cock he softly hit your clit making you gasp.

“Oh you like that” he said in amusement, giving your clit a few more soft hits watching you gasp every time. You were feeling even more wet than before, he was playing with you but you just wanted him inside you.

“Look at you all wet and just for me” he smiled, poking your entrance with his tip, pulling it in just a bit just to pull it out once again. He wanted to hear it from you, he wanted to hear those magical words from you. And he wasn’t going to stop until he heard them.

“Hoseok” you begged him, you were becoming desperate by the second. You wanted to feel him but he was making it impossible. He wanted to make you suffer and he was aiming for it.

“Just say it” he smirked watching your desperation grow but he wasn’t going to stop until he heard it from you.

Frustration was mixing with desperation. He was challenging you but you were weak for him so you gave him what he wanted.

“Hoseok fuck me” you yelled out making him smile widely. Those word was all he was aiming to hear, the words that were going to be the last normal thing to be said before fucking.

Keeping eye contact he smiled at you not giving you enough time to process what he was doing, slowly he shoved his cock inside you making him groan at your tightness.

“It’s okay” he assured you, wanting for you to calm down. He made you feel so full, so perfectly full of him. You wanted him to move, to start fucking the life out of you.

“You can move now” you spoke up which he immediately listened to and started to move slowly. He wanted to keep a slow pace until you were comfortable enough for him to quicken his speed and movements.

In and out he started moving, making you grip to the sheets once again, his movements were slow but they hit the spot just right. You smiled at him giving him a signal that it was okay to move faster, he immediately understood making his movements much quicker this time.

He started to thrust in and out of you making moans escape your mouth as he groaned in pleasure. You wanted this and you don’t regret it at all, this is exactly what you imagined he would feel inside you. Making you want more and more each second, driving you crazily to the edge every time he thrusted into you. You wanted more, you wanted to cum all over him, you wanted to become a mess just for him. And you are sure this won’t be the last time you both fuck, there will be more incounters just like this.

“Hoseok” you moaned out which he responded by holding your waist to keep you in place with all the movement. He kept you steady making his movements deeper this time while all you could do was roll your eyes back.

“Fuck you feel so good” he groaned keeping his hand to your waste watching every expression you made once he thrusted in and out.

He has never felt this type of way just when meeting a person. He hasn’t fucked a person with just a few hours of meeting them but for some reason it was different with you. Something about you made him go crazy, something about you made him want more and more. He felt so attracted to you, but of course he knew why.

You are beautiful inside and out with such an amazing personality, how would a person not fall for you right there and then. He knew he felt something for you, almost like love at first sight. Something he never believed in.

“Hoseok i’m going to cum” you grip his hand tightly feeling your orgasm coming closer and closer as he went on.

“Cum for me baby” he smiled, making you feel butterflies with the pet name. He knows how to bring you closer to the edge.

Keeping his hand on your waist he thrusted even faster than before knowing you and him would be reaching each other's organism soon. He wanted to make you feel good, he wanted for you to enjoy it and for the way you were begging for more gave him enough signs that you liked it.

“Fuck” you yelled out cumming hard all over him heavy breathing as you shut your eyes closed feeling him still moving inside you.

“Fuck i’m right there” he said while thrusting to your orgasm which wasn’t for long because minutes after he released all his cum on the condom.

“Holy shit” he said while throwing his head back while still being inside you. That was the first time you have ever cum that hard, not even your past boyfriend has made you cum this way. There wasn’t a sex when you truly enjoyed it like this one.

“Indeed holy shit” you chuckled, feeling sweat all over you which grossed you out. Meeting your eyes he pulled out the condom and threw it away. Quickly he laid next to you, pulling you into a hug.

“Hoseok i’m sweaty” you exclaimed feeling all the sweat probably go to him which he just laughed at you. He kissed your forehead and rested his chin on your head.

“It doesn’t matter” he smiled while closing his eyes. He wanted to hug you all night and nothing was going to stop him from that. He wanted to be close to you, he wanted to be by your side.

“This was a nice way for us to meet each other don’t you think?” you laughed which he also laughed at. It was weird how you both felt so comfortable with each other with just hours of meeting. Too comfortable to the point you both fucked.

You don’t regret it or think badly about it, instead you actually feel happy and thankful about it. It sounds really weird but it was true. This night will be one to remember, a night you know damn well it won’t be easy to ever forget.

“I like the idea” he admitted as you softly hit his chest which he chuckled at. Pulling a blanket he covered you and him in it and once you both touched the blanket sleep was all that you both had in mind.

♡ . . . . . .

“Isn’t that him?” Taehyung asked, looking over to the figure that was coming closer and closer towards the both of you.

It was exam try outs and you were just as nervous as the person that was coming closer. After all that happened you still decided to get the tutoring which has saved you from failing the semesters and actually graduating college, and you are so thankful for Amy for that. You passed this exam, you were just waiting to see his results.

“It is.” you smiled quickly. “Over here” you yelled as the person rushed over to you and Taehyung. Smiling, he gave you a kiss on the lips, which gave you butterflies everytime.

“So how did it go?” you asked hoping he had good news. You knew the fear of not knowing what your score was or if you would get rejected. It was understandable how nervous he felt.

“I didn’t pass it, i was rejected” he quietly said, making you turn to Taehyung who was already looking at you with a surprised face. Well those weren’t the news you were expecting at all, just what happened.

“Oh Hoseok-”

“Because I passed them with a higher position than I expected.” he yelled out, making you hit his shoulder for scaring you like that. Pulling him into a hug you smiled proudly and happily for him, you know that exam was extremely hard.

He was having some issues and you know that it was taking 75% of his mind and you were worried he wouldn’t pass it. But like the smart person he is, he did.

“Are you proud of me?” he asked, meeting your eyes, as he had a soft look in them making you nod with a smile.

“Of course I am” you yelled, making him laugh as he leaned to give you a kiss. You laugh in the kiss making him laugh with you.

Ever since that one night you and Hoseok have been dating, which was 3 years ago and now you both will be working under the same company that required you to do an exam. You never imagined that was how you were going to meet the love of your life. Never in a million years would you have thought that was going to be the way you would fall in love with him.

Hoseok is the sweetest and kindest person you have ever met besides Taehyung. You fell in love with him every single day. There’s always something that makes you fall deeply in love with him once again. Everytime you both kiss it still feels like the first time you had your first kiss. You don’t know what your life would be now if you’ve never gotten the wrong number.

“You guys make love cute” Taehyung said watching as the both of you looked at each other with love. A love that any person could see you both had.

“Wait, how did you guys meet?” Taehyung asked, crossing his arms as you and Hoseok both got surprised. You still haven’t told Taehyung how you met Hoseok. There was no actual nice way you would have explained it.

Now how the fuck will you explain to him that you both fucked the first time you meet but that you enjoyed it to the point that you had more dates and more of actual fucking? Or when your future kids ask how you both met?

That will be one funny story to explain to everyone who ask on how you both meet, except you will definitely skip the having sex part.

“Wrong Number?” you shrugged, making Hoseok laugh while Taehyung confusedly stared at you trying not to ask what that even meant.

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Boy With Luv; jhs.

Pairing: Hoseok x Reader

Genre: A little angst, a little fluff. Best Friends AU.

Rating & Warnings: PG. It's really mild stuff.

Word Count: 1,239

A/N: This drabble is the FINAL part of the Debut Drabbles collab with my near and dear @mochi-molala over on @homeofbangtan! Thank you to @hobipaint for taking the reins and knocking out edits on the spur of the moment so I could get this up and @ttaetae for the banner! Thanks to @rosietae, I have finally written a piece with the one and only Jackson Wang as a side feature. (I'm a real fic writer now!) This piece is for @joyfulhopelox and @imyourhobiii, my fellow Hobi stans.

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It wasn’t uncommon to find yourself in the passenger seat of Hoseok’s car, twinkling stars littering the sky and moonlight kissing his honey toned skin through the windshield as he drove. Usually the cabin of the small beat-up truck was filled with laughter - but tonight, nothing greeted you but the unbearable silence and the storm cloud that seemed to be hanging over his head.

Where he usually radiated warmth, tonight Hoseok is the human embodiment of a cold shoulder. The tick in his jaw and the tight grip of his hands on the steering wheel leave an unsteady feeling building in the pit of your stomach.

Neither of you had said much on the drive back to campus, ignoring the tense silence that had settled over you. By the time he pulls up to the curb near the entrance of your dorm, you’ve had enough with it.

“Are you not going to say anything?” You’re the first to break, leaning forward to turn down the radio before slumping back into your seat. “This is kind of a big deal, Hobi.”

“I never said it wasn’t.” Hoseok speaks quietly, voice muffled. He doesn’t bother making eye contact with you, staring straight ahead as he pulls the key from the ignition and quiets the steady hum of the engine.

“You’ve been quiet all night. I thought that you, my best friend, would have something to say but you’ve been quiet all night.”

“What do you want me to say, Y/N?.” He reaches a hand up to push his hair away from his forehead, fingers knotting in and tugging on the silky strands. “Congratulations? That I’m happy for you?”

“Aren’t you happy for me?” You shift incredulously, turning your body to face him.

“I should be.”

“But you’re not.”

“No.”

You try - and fail - not to wince at the bite in his voice, the sour confession equivalent to a punch to the gut. It knocks the air from your lungs and leaves you breathless in your seat. You feel sick, the pounding of your heart and aching of your lungs making it hard to breathe.

“Why?” Your voice cracks. “Why aren’t you?”

“I...I just….” Hoseok shifts in his seat, digging in the front pocket of his jeans and pulling out his wallet, freeing a folded up picture from its leather cage.

The smile that passes over Hoseok’s face is bittersweet, the tears beginning to pool in the corners of his eyes as he stares at the picture of the two of you in his hands.The edges are torn, the colors fading. His thumbs trace absent patterns across the wearing photograph, your toothy grins and red cheeks frozen in time, arms wrapped tightly around one another.

He hands it to you, your fingers brushing his as you take it.

“I want to be happy for you, but I just can’t. I can’t be happy when all I can think about is how it should be me instead.”

You remember that day clearly. The memory plays across your mind in vivid colors, Hoseok’s cheerful laughter becoming the soundtrack of your youth.

You and Hoseok had promised each other that when you were older, you’d vow to spend the rest of your lives living alongside your best friend. You had run home that night as the sun began to set, the streetlights guiding your path back to your front door and wasted no time in telling your parents of the pact.

It was always you and Hoseok, attached at the hip.

Sharing lunches in elementary and taking turns spending afternoons at each other’s houses, elbows rubbed raw from hours laying on the shag carpeting in his living room as you traded jokes back and forth.

Sharing a seat on the bus on the first day of middle school, each taking an earbud as you listened to music together

Stealing each other’s first kiss under the bleachers during the homecoming football game sophomore year.

Going to prom and letting Hoseok convince you that wearing matching converse bright red was the correct way to make a statement and stand out from the crowd of other partygoers.

Taking turns driving to one another’s campus for the weekend all of freshman year of college. Hoseok even went as far as transferring to yours at the start of sophomore year, claiming that he couldn’t take another semester with more than a mile separating you.

He still wears the friendship bracelet you had given him the summer after you graduated high school, making him vow that no matter what changes college brought, you would always remain the best of friends. Sure, you were both getting ready to leave the comfort of your backyard and the long rusted swing set in your backyard in favor of lecture halls and dormitories, but that didn’t mean you had to leave Hoseok behind, too.

Hoseok is the feeling of driving in the rain. He’s the moment your car passes under a bridge; the small, fleeting moment of peace when everything goes silent. He is the calm that fills that space that the downpour pelting your windshield previously occupied.

Hoseok is the first rays of sunlight that break through the clouds after a storm.

Hoseok is, and always has been, your light. He is the brightest star in the night sky, illuminating any darkness, never failing to shine.

“Don’t...Don’t say yes.” Hoseok’s forehead rests against the steering wheel. You don’t need to see his face to know that he’s crying, the unsteady rise and fall of his chest and strained voice betraying him. “Don’t marry him.”

“Look at me.”

“No.”

“Hobi, please. Just look at me.”

“I can’t.”

“I didn’t say yes.” You take your bottom lip between your teeth, nibbling gently at the skin. “After Jackson proposed, when we went outside, I told him that I couldn’t marry him.”

“What?” He lifts his head, bloodshot eyes fixed on you.

“I’m not marrying Jackson, I was never going to. I said no.”

“But….I don’t understand. I saw you. Outside of the restaurant hugging. He kissed you.”

“That was goodbye.” The corners of your lips tug upwards in the ghost of a smile. “Jackson knows that I love him, but not in the way he wants me to. Not in the way that I love you.”

“You love me?”

You’re not sure when you realized that Hoseok was more than your best friend.

More than the boy who had spent holidays with your family for as long as you could remember.

More than the boy who had snuck through your window and slept on your floor at two in the morning in high school after a fight with his parents.

Maybe you had always known, your heart always at home in his hands.

“I do.”

He leans across the center console, fingers knotting in your hair and lips brushing against yours. He pulls back and you chase after the feeling, butterflies taking flight in your stomach.

“Can you...can you say it again? Please?”

“I love you, Jung Hoseok.” There is no hesitation, the words falling from your lips before he has a chance to finish.

This time, when he kisses you, there is no doubt that this is where you’re meant to be - in Hoseok’s arms with him sheltered in your heart.

It was Hoseok.

It was always Hoseok.

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prettyboongi · 4 years

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BTS Imagine - BTS as Boyfriends

Seokjin

Goofy and optimistic

Always manages a neat and clean appearance

Listens to you attentively as you go on about your day or pretty much anything you want to talk about...

Just as long as he gets a chance to talk about what’s on his mind.

Often goes on hilariously heated tangents

Wants to know everything about you; no question is too personal for him

Will put a smile on your face whenever you’re down

Is somewhat introverted

Can be really blunt at times

Doesn’t back down easily during an argument (if at all)

Despite coming off as confident, he can be doubtful about himself and his personal relationships

Wants to establish a honest relationship where you both can open up about anything and everything

Yoongi

Caring and creative

Mostly wear comfy and casual clothes

Often shares his hopes and dreams with you

Excel in the arts, particularly in writing and music (–ᴗ–)

Loves writing you thoughtful love letters and romantic poems

Can sense your emotions before you even tell him

Daydreams a lot

A quintessential introvert; often able to keep his calm

Date nights are spent staying inside, binging on TV series or movies

Not a fan of confrontation and would rather avoid any arguments at all costs

Laziness can get the better of him

Moody bitch

Is a kind and loving boyfriend who will always take your feelings into consideration

Hoseok

Eccentric and hardworking

Has a very playful fashion sense; you never know what to expect from him

Easy attract people with his outgoing personality thus making him extremely popular

Values his independence and encourages you to do the same

Very passionate about his interests and issues going on in the world

Always working on different projects, sometimes more than one at a time

Is patient with you and responsive to your needs

Though he does have an issue expressing his true emotions

Maybe not the best person to turn to when you want to vent

His unpredictability may be too much at times

Is a charming and thoughtful guy who wants to make a difference in the world (with you by his side of course)

Namjoon

Brilliant and conscientious

He's not fussy when it comes to his appearance

The biggest perfectionist you've ever known

Being the egghead that he is, he enjoys studying and learning new things

Would want an equally as cultured significant other; someone would accompany him to museums and plays and share a love for literature

He likes cute and tiny things

His breathtakingly adorable smile never fails to make your knees go weak

Any problem you'd come across, he’ll be there to help you solve it

Although he's not good at initiating physical affection, he's still a huge romantic

Encourages you strive for the best

Super opinionated but will try to hold back on it when it comes to you

Travelling is a must for him and always wants you to tag along with him

Extremely loyal, you appreciate that fact that you can rely on him for absolutely anything

Jimin

Gentle and sweet

A very snappy dresser, maybe even better than you

Extremely affectionate, especially in public

Indulges you with random, but thoughtful romantic gestures (a surprise bouquet of your favorite flowers, bring you your favorite coffee drink, etc)

His charming and friendly nature makes him a social butterfly (your friends and family absolutely love him)

Favors compliments coming from you above anyone else.

Always strives for a sense of balance in your relationship and will want fix any problem that arises

Loves the finer things in life (designer clothes, extravagant outings, fancy restaurants, etc.)

He loves taking you out shopping, spoils you endlessly

Actively avoids confrontation because he knows how angry he could get.

Can be quite emotional

You will never have to worry about losing his attention since you will already be the center of his universe

Taehyung

Driven and Insightful

Has a very sensible fashion sense; appropriate and not too outrageous

Is discipline and works hard to achieve his goals

Similar to Jimin, he has a sophisticated aura about him

He does his best to never disappoint you, so you can always count on him whenever you need something

Whenever he has free time, he enjoys doing fun activities with you (ex. sightseeing, taking photos, etc.)

Whenever he gets upset about something, he'll be open about it with you. Tends to pout.

Will take your relationship with him seriously as he plans to marry and raise a family with you

Jungkook

Perceptive and diligent

Like Namjoon, he doesn't spend too much on his appearance

Huge ass gamer, loves playing games with you

What attracted you the most about him was his calming and good natured personality

A shy and old fashioned boy

At first, he would be hesitant when expressing his feelings but will eventually open up to you

Big on romance

While reserved in nature, he wants nothing more than to be loved by you

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seokiie · 4 years

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Hands Where I Can See Them

+ Pairing: Hoseok/Reader

+Word Count: 1351

+Warnings: oral, semi-public sex, police!jhope, throat fucking, hair pulling

+Summary: It was supposed to be a fun night out with your coworkers, but somehow you found yourself in a holding cell at the police station. Luckily, the officer on duty has a big heart.

On AO3

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God, how did you end up here?

Never in your life have you ever been in jail, but here you are, locked in a decrepit holding cell at the police station downtown.

As it was quite late, about 2 o'clock in the morning, all the officers had pretty much gone home. That is, except for Officer 'Jung Hoseok'. Fuck that guy. He had practically thrown you into the cell as if you weren't the victim here. Even if he was really hot and even if the way that police uniform fit him made you wanna cum all over his thighs. He was still a dick. On that note, you think he must have a really nice one, too.

"Hey! This isn't fair! He touched me first!" You bang on the metal bars of the cell hoping to get the attention of the overbearing cop.

"Yah! Quiet down. You can make your claim when it's your turn!" The cop's voice rings throughout the empty station, even the guy who's making his claim first seems shocked by his tone.

You grumble under your breath and sit begrudgingly on the cold concrete floor.

A few minutes pass by before Officer Jung Hoseok is unlocking your cell door, but it feels like hours.

"Finally. Am I free to go? Where's the other guy? Can I go home?" You stand up and stretch your back with a groan. You can practically feel him eyeing you when your crop top hikes up.

"The man left. I think you'll want to stay and make your claim, though. He wants to press charges." There's a slight smirk tugging at the policeman's lips but you barely notice it, lost in your own anger.

"What!? That prick! It was self-defense!" The officer signals you to follow him to his desk and you do. Once you're seated, the attractive cop asks you basic questions like your name and date of birth. You answer accordingly but not without admiring his beautiful facial features as he looks down at his computer.

"If you stare at me like that, I won't be able to focus," Officer Hoseok says it without looking up from his keyboard and you instinctively turn away. The alcohol in your system that usually makes you bolder seems to be betraying you right now.

"Okay." He finally looks up at you, eyebrows raised. "You said he touched you first. Can you tell me where and how?" He clicks his pen three times, ready to write your words down.

You think back to the club you were at an hour and a half prior. You happened to be there with a few coworkers and ended up getting separated from the group. It was just your 'luck' that while sitting alone at the bar a disastrous looking man approached you.

"I was sitting at the bar by myself and he came up and tried to get me a drink, blah blah blah-" You speak quickly as if you were trying to get to the good part of a story. "-And then he like, put his hand on my, uh, my-my leg..." The words leaving your mouth make you cringe a bit, as if you shouldn't say them.

"Hey, you don't have to say it if you don't want to. Why don't you come over here and show me what happened?" You can tell by the tone of his voice that he means well and it's a nice gesture. But somehow, your mind twists it into something much more sinful and dirty. Regardless, you obey, standing up and smoothing out your skirt before walking to his side of the desk and kneeling before the seated man.

His eyes go a little wide at the familiar scene and you feel better knowing both of your thoughts are impure

"We were both sitting and he put his hand-" You lay a gentle hand on his lower thigh and you can feel him tense imperceptibly below you. "-here. Then, he slowly moved it-" You look up at him as your hand gradually gets higher. He's looking down at you, too, except his eyes don't seem as kind as they were before. "-up to here."

You can't help if your hand gently squeezes his upper thigh. The way the navy blue wrapped around his lower body, you'd be lying if you said it didn't do things to you.

Officer Hoseok's hand finds its way to your chin, tilting your head ever so slightly so your eyes meet his a second time.

"Is that all he did?"

You bite your lip and use your other hand to unzip his uniform pants, knowing very well you wouldn't be able to respond with your words.

You can tell even before you take his throbbing length from his boxers that he's far past a semi.

"Isn't this against like, the law?" You tear your eyes away from his gratifying cock to look up again.

"I am the law." His hand combs through your hair slowly, the motion is so tender you almost forget how sinful the act you're about to perform is.

You let out a quiet snigger before grasping his cock by the base, leaning forward and swiping your tongue over the tip. As soon as you do this, you can feel him twitch in your hand. Somehow it works you up even more than you were before.

You part your lips slightly, immediately feeling his tip press against them. Opening your mouth bit by bit, you slowly take more and more of his length.

"Mm, that's good, baby." Officer Hoseok's voice is deep, deeper than it once was and it sends a quiver to your lower abdomen. His fingers thread through your hair before gripping your roots gently. "Would you let me fuck your throat, sweetheart." He's looking down at you, anticipating your answer. You're hesitant to say yes considering you've never been... throat fucked... before; but regardless, you give the cop a curt nod. You barely have time to react when his fingers tangle properly in your hair and he's forcing himself deep into your mouth. The sound you make when you feel his tip approach the beginning of your throat is nothing less than filthy. Its a mix between a gag and a moan and Hoseok absolutely eats it up.

The man above you lets out a sinful growl and you can't help but press your thighs together, a sigh of your own stumbling out from your abused throat.

The pace is fast and relentless. You could feel the mixture of precum and saliva drip down your chin as he used your mouth as his toy. All it does is spur you on farther.

"Fuck. Fuck, baby. That beautiful mouth of yours." Your hands slide up his thighs, kneading them with the pace of his thrusts.

Eventually, his thrusts start to falter, his movements turning into slow, heavy drives that have you choking and moaning around him.

"So close, baby. You're gonna make me- I'm gonna-" Hoseoks grip on your hair tightens before he's pulling your hair back and you can't help but let out a high pitched whine.

You're so lost in pleasure you don't even hear the way he lets out a low growl before cumming down your throat. You have no choice but to swallow every drop and only some of it ends up dribbling down the side of your mouth.

Officer Hoseok tucks himself away before leaning forward so he was looking at you from eye to eye, a smirk playing at his lips.

"Aish. Look what you did to me, I look like a mess." You don't have to look in the mirror to know you look like a freak. Hair disheveled and various... fluids all over you.

Hoseok doesn't bother to respond but instead uses his thumb to wipe the streak of cum dripping down the side of your mouth.

"Perfect." He finally says after pulling away.

"You know, after this encounter, I'll have to pay more attention to the local police department."

Officer Jung Hoseok simply gives a devilish smile in return.

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ot7-hoes · 5 years

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Body worship scenarios

ADMIN: Buns 🐰

Hello! It's been a while since I've posted actual writing on here so hello again!

Also remember our ask box is open we would love to hear from you all 💜💜💜

Namjoon

He was already in the shower by the time you came home, you could hear it running in the distance. His light singing came though the apartment, making you smile. His voice was really nice, except from the moments he turned into a crack head, breaking the vibe. He let his voice crack, or tired to reach the notes that were 100% too high for him. It just made you laugh, walking closer to the bathroom.

'Room in there for one more?' You spoke admiring the muscle on him. His shoulders were broad, his back muscular, as he turned around to look at you his muscles flexed in alarm. He wasn't expecting anyone home so soon, but you looked devine standing there in nothing but a t-shirt smiling at him. He motioned for you to join, telling you, you're more than welcome.

You weren't looking for anything sexual at all, really just wanted to save some water and admire your man's body. You let your hands trace down his front, his pecks were hard, as was his stomach muscles, but you're sure that's because he was tensing them.

'God, you're so pretty...' You whispered, unable to tear your eyes away from his chest. He wiggled his pecks, making the nipples dance. You giggled, smacking his arm.

'You think so? I dunno, it could be better no?' you gawked at him, astounded by his lack of confidence. Looking over his body fully, taking a step back you smile.

'Remember, Jungkook joined for those thighs. I can see why.' You dipped under the warm water as he tackled you into a full body hug, practically drowning the both of you in the water.

Jin

They had just finished their set, all getting back to the hotel as fast as possible. You already had a bath run for him coming in, usually he complained about his muscles aching so you did the only thing that eased him. He walked into the room as you lit the last candle, already stripping out of his clothes.

'Babe? You in here?' He shouted into the room, trying to find you. You yell a quick "in here!" letting him follow your voice to the bathroom. As he entered the room he smiled, seeing your body slipping into the bath, the water littered with fresh rose petals and candles around the room. He joined you sitting with his back towards you, this is how it usually went though, to give him a well deserved massage. You rubbed the muscles of his neck, down his shoulder blades, his spine and then his back dimples.

'You're so muscular, it's so nice.' He turned around, back hitting the other side of the tub, facing you completely, you took in his toned legs and stomach. His arms rested on either side of the bathtub, making you want to crawl over, it looked so inviting. So warm. You crawled over, leaving gentle kissed over his torso, starting just above where his dick rested, leading all the way up to his mouth. You placed one soft, chaste kiss on his lips.

'Perfect.' you whispered, settling between his legs in the water.

Yoongi

'But don't you think I would look better with it? Not so small?' he whined, looking at himself in the mirror, nothing but his boxers on. You just sighed, closing your book and walking up behind him. Wrapping your arms around his firm waist you frown, tickling his stomach lightly.

'Yoongi, if you want to do it, then do it. Who cares what she says. I would like you if you bulked up, but I also love you like this.' You assured, rubbing up and down his arms, you gave his ass a tight squeeze, making him jump and scowl at you in the mirror.

'It's not the point I'm making though.' He tutted, spinning him around to face you, you planted a light kiss to his cheek, then his nose, then his other cheek. Settling on your favourite part, his pouty lips. He kissed back happily, leading you to fall onto the bed below you. You pinched at the skin of his little belly, smiling contently.

'I love this, don't change it too soon...' You whisper, but only because you know. As soon as he bulked up, you were done for.

Hoseok

'STOP! I CALL TIME OUT!!' You squeal, running away from him and the little water gun he had in his hand. Why he was shooting you INSIDE THE HOUSE was unbeknownst to you. Running into the bathroom you stand with the shower head in your hand, smiling devilishly.

'Wow, you wouldn't.' He teased, narrowing his eyes at you. You just turned the shower to cold, blasting him for a couple seconds before turning it off. Thank god your bathroom was tile.

'Wouldn't I?' You teased, putting the shower head back. He stripped off the wet clothing quickly, gasping at how cold that really was.

'Wow...' is all that fell from your lips. With every sharp intake of air, his stomach muscles rippled, his chest heaved. His arms flexed as he rinsed his t-shirt, getting as much of the water out as possible. He just laughed, shaking his head at you.

'Will you ever stop doing that when you see me like this?' You just shook your head, walking up behind him. You wrapped your arms around his waist, trailing down to the hem of his wet boxers.

'Do you think you deserve that princess?' he teased, looking at you in the mirror. You just pouted back, running your nails gently over the outline of his dick.

'You look so good hobi! Please?' He just snickered lowly at you, smacking your ass, you knew that was a cue to get to the bed.

Jimin

'God, baby, your ass and thighs look so fucking good in those trousers...' You gawked, sending a blush all over his cheeks and down his neck. He just laughed nervously, grabbing your arm, taking you to another room. You know, away from ANYONE WHO HEARD YOU SAY THAT.

'Baby!' He just exclaimed, closing the door quickly behind you both. You just giggled, taking a handful of his ass and squeezing. He yelped in surprise, swatting your hand away.

'What am I suposed to do when you look that good? Resist? Pshh no thanks.' You scoff, crossing your arms over your chest. He just lulled his head back, a disbelieving laugh filtering through the small room.

'Do you want to be punished for this later? Because I can and will.' you bit your lip, teasing him a little more.

'As long as I can watch your stomach muscles move when you fuck yourself into me, I'll do whatever you want.' You spoke, rubbing your hands over his abs, feeling them flex under your fingers. Gripping your hands, he pulled them out of his shirt, throwing them down to your sides.

'And that's exactly what you won't see princess. Now behave.'

Taehyung

His lips crashed onto yours in a hungry force, but it wasn't sexual. It was lustful yes, starved and needy. His hands trailed up your arms, keeping your hands away from his stomach, the area you were dying to feel. He had been training with Jungkook recently, and you KNEW he had abs forming. As much as you loved his little tummy, you were excited to feel what he was working with. He wouldn't let you though, constantly hiding or pulling your hands away.

'Tae, let me touch you please.' He just bit your bottom lip, shushing you. You whined, rocking your hips into his, but he didn't want sex and he had made that perfectly clear. He just wanted to enjoy you, to feel your lips on his.

'If you want it so bad then fine.' He muttered against your lips, lifting the hem of his shirt up, you got a three second glimpse before it went dark around you. His shirt covered your eyes, he giggled as you pouted at him.

'You said you wanted to feel it baby. You said nothing about seeing it.' He grabbed your hand gently, letting your fingers roam his stomach, feeling the new muscles he had been working on.

'Fuck Tae, I can only imagine how beautiful you look right now...' You whisper, pushing your fingers slightly harder into his skin. He let out a whimper, leaning down to place his lips on yours once more, removing the blindfold at the same time.

Jungkook

It was no secret Jungkook was ripped, nor did he let you forget it.

'Does this look okay?' He spoke, walking into the living room, a tight shirt hugging his torso and arms, jeans tight and ripped over his thighs. Your mouth practically watered at the sight. He just smirked, raising an eyebrow.

'I'll take that as a yes?' He teased, sitting on the couch beside you. Instantly you straddled his legs, planting little kisses all over his face and mouth.

'Where you going?' you whisper against the skin of his neck, popping a couple buttons for ease.

'Just dance practice, but we are filming today.' He spoke, lulling his head back, giving you more access. Sneakily you unbuttoned the rest, leaving his chest open to you. Instantly you latched your mouth onto his chest, sucking and kissing as you rocked your hips on his thigh.

'You look so good like this.' You whispered, licking over the little purple bruise you left just above his right nipple. 'Don't let Namjoon pop your shirt open again, that could be problematic.' You spoke, while admiring how his muscles flexed as he laughed at you.

'So change into a black t-shirt then?' he teased, squeezing the skin of your hips. You just nodded, still unable to tear your eyes away from his chest. Besides, the way his leg flexed under the weight of your body, there was more important things to focus on.

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taephoriia · 5 years

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Boyfriend Hoseok :)

You walking out of the room and he looks at your ass.

Trying to scare him on set but unfortunately he sees you.

He being a tease because it makes you blush.

Visiting him and ofcourse the other members while they are practicing but your eyes are always on your sunshine.

He sees you talking with some other guy he can’t help to feel a little jealous but he knows you love him.

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jiminmochi-chimchim · 5 years

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#bts #park jimin #bts jimin #jimin #bts jhope #jung hoseok #jhope #bts scenerios #bts reactions #bts requests #jimin hd #naver x dispatch #bts naver #bts jin #bts suga #bts rm #bts v #bts jungkook #white day

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bts-trashxoxo · 5 years

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im in LOVE with tae’s hair uwu

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cinaminho · 6 years

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Do you ever just...

*switches over to tumblr search*

*Types in favorite idol's name*

*goes on an Insane liking spree*

*videos, gifs, photo sets

*just anything that has to do with them*

...yeah me too

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httpjp · 5 years

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So Far Away - Kim Seokjin (imagine)

✦ Words: 2688

✦ Genre: fluff (little bit) , angst

✦ Summary: He ended up in the hospital in a coma. His best friend was always by his side telling him how her day went and telling him memories of the two of them and how she felt. She didn’t realize that even though he was in a coma he could hear everything she was saying.

‘‘Today was nothing different. You weren’t by my side, like usual. Everyone was asking about you again. How you are? A few weeks ago i said you were doing okay, but now I’m not so sure anymore. You should have been awake by now. The doctor said that you were lucky to be alive, yes, but he also said that you were supposed to wake up after three weeks or so. It’s been almost two months Jin. I can’t do this any longer without you. I miss you, please just come back to me.’’

He wants to wake up so bad but no matter how hard he tries he can’t open his eyes. He wants to close hold your hand like you’re holding his but he can’t move his fingers. He wants to say that he is okay, that he’s still alive, but he can’t make any sound. He feels trapped in his own body and he doesn’t know what to do. He should have been more careful when he crossed the street. He heard the car before he saw it and when he wanted to take a step back it was too late. He got hit and hit his head on the ground. He should have been dead, he knows that and even he finds it strange that he isn’t.

He wants to tell you so badly that he misses you too but he just can’t open his mouth and say it. It frustrates him so much that he can’t tell you. He doesn’t understand why he isn’t waking up because he feels fine but apparently something is holding him back but he just doesn’t know what.

You look down at your hand holding his and sigh. You would give everything for him to wake up. You just want your best friend back. You want the person you love the most back. He’s always been there for you and after a while you started to develop feelings for him which wasn’t easy cause you knew he would never feel the same way for you.

‘‘I’m sorry miss but visiting hours are over.’‘ You nod at the nurse and look at Jin one more time before you stand up and walk out of the room. This is always the hardest part. Leaving him when visiting hours are over. What if he wakes up and you’re not there?

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‘‘Hey Jin, I’m back. I had a question. And of course I know you’re not gonna answer it since... well anyway. I was wondering if you remember that day when we went to the carnival and you were terrified to go on the ferris wheel? You told me you’ve never been in one before and you were scared but you still went with me cause you didn’t want me to go alone. The whole ride you were holding my arm so tightly. Even when I told you nothing would happen, you wouldn’t let me go. I didn’t mind though. I only hoped you wouldn’t see my blushing face or feel my heartbeat. Anyway, that was one of the best days of my life. We did a lot of fun things that day and we should do it again when you’re out of the hospital. So please wake up soon. I honestly don’t know what to do without you anymore. I don’t sleep anymore, afraid that maybe you’ll never wake up. After school I immediately go here. I think I’m starting to worry my parents. Every night when I come home they tell me that what I’m doing isn’t good for me and that I should come home after school for at least once. I’ve tried that, multiple times but every time I turn around and walk to the hospital. I know it’s not good for me but I can’t leave you on your own. You shouldn’t be on your own. And you never will be because I will always be here, right by your side.’’

He does remember that day. That day was the worst day of his life. He didn’t want you to know that he was scared of the ferris wheel but he just couldn’t keep his mouth shut. And he didn’t only say that he was scared, he kept clinging on your arm the whole time and after it was over he was embarrassed. He has always wanted to make you feel like he isn’t afraid of anything and that he can always protect you cause he’s strong. But instead he came forward as a coward and he hated himself for it.

He has always hoped that you forgot about it but when he just heard you say that you didn’t he wanted to hit himself. He’s certain that you will never forget about it and it makes him feel horrible. He doesn’t know that you completely think otherwise.

You thought he was brave. He told you he was scared, but he still went with you even though he was about to shit his pants. That warmed your heart. You still think he is brave. He’s still fighting. A lot of people would have given up fighting and wouldn’t have opened their eyes again. But you know that he’s a fighter and that he will open his eyes. And when he does that you will be there.

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‘‘I got in a fight with my parents today. I gave up trying to come home straight after school and last night they just kinda snapped. They told me that if i didn’t come home after school today that they would pick me up from school every day. Honestly, i can’t believe that they would do that. They know how much you mean to me and what you being here does to me. They just can’t do that me!’’

‘‘I’m sorry to ask miss but could you keep your voice down a little bit? Other patients are sleeping at the moment,’‘ the nurse says. You look at her with a little smile and nod.

Those other patients are lucky to just be sleeping. They wake up in the morning. You don’t know if Jin will wake up in the morning. A part of you hopes he does but a part of you also hopes that he’ll wait until you’re there.

‘’I almost forgot to tell you that the boys miss you. Hoseok hasn’t been the same without you there. He’s not smiling that much but I guess we all aren’t. We’re all not the same without you. I just hope that whatever is going on it that head of yours, you can hear me and that you will continue fighting until you can’t anymore. I won’t blame you if you give up. Of course it would ruin my life if you would be out of it and I would be broken. But you’ve been fighting for a bit more then two months now and that’s a long time. So if you can’t do it any longer then I’m not gonna force you to stay. Just know that, and I wish I could have said this when you’re awake but I don’t know if you’ll wake up again and I don’t know if I would have the balls to say it, but I love you Kim Seokjin.’’

At this moment he was trying to even fight harder to open his eyes. He didn’t have to look at you or ask you if you meant it in another way than just friends cause he could hear it in your voice. All he wants right now is to say it back.

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‘‘How are you doing Y/N?’‘ You look at Jimin and try to smile. He’s always looking out for everyone and you appreciate it but you know that even though he isn’t showing it, he isn’t okay himself.

‘‘I want to say that I’m fine but we all know that I would be lying. I haven’t seen him for two days. My parents won’t let me out of the house. I even wanted to sneak out out through the window yesterday but my dad caught me. I don’t know how he’s doing and it breaks me.’‘

Jimin sits down next to you and takes your hand. You put your head on his shoulder and close your eyes. You and Jimin always have been great friends ever since Jin introduced you to his group. You’re good friends with all of them but when something is wrong Jimin is usually the first one to know, after Jin of course.

With your eyes closed you can feel how tired you actually are. You’ve been getting used to not getting that much sleep lately and it didn’t bother you anymore. Of course you were tired but you always tried to keep yourself busy or you were always worrying too much to even acknowledge it.

‘‘Maybe you should stop fighting your parents so much. Just talk to them. Tell them how much Jin means to you and that you want to be there when he wakes up. Maybe they’ll let you go.’‘

You always love Jimin’s advice but you know that talking to your parents isn’t gonna change anything. They already know how much he means to you but they want you to be okay and they think keeping you locked up is the best way to do that.

‘‘Jimin? We’ve talked about me, but how are you?’‘ you ask him while taking your head off his shoulder and looking at him. He looks at you and gives you a tiny smile.

‘‘I’ve been okay.’‘ ‘‘Don’t lie to me.’‘

He sighs and looks down at his hands. Out of nowhere he starts to cry. You knew he was bottling it all up, you were just waiting for him to let it all out one day. You hug him and feel a few tears slip out of your own eyes as well. You can’t handle seeing Jimin so sad.

You just pray to god that Jin walks through that door and everything is fine. But he never does.

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‘‘I’m so sorry that it took me three days to come back. I tried everything to come back earlier. I even tried to sneak out but you can probably guess... I failed. I hope you’re not mad at me. I talked to Jimin this morning. He broke down, I knew he would one day. You know how he is. He’s literally an angel, he takes care of everyone... but himself. I haven’t spoken to the rest of the guys but they know that nothing really changed. I’ve been thinking about moving out and finding my own place, close to the hospital if possible. I’m almost 18 now and almost done with school so maybe it is time for me to find a place for myself. I know we always talked about moving into an appartement together, but I can’t wait any longer. And I mean, if you wake up you can always move in.’’

You just realized that you said if and not when. You guess you’re starting to give up hope. You don’t want to give up hope but it’s hard. It’s been three months since the accident, Jin’s been in a coma for three months and you’re starting to wonder how he isn’t dead yet.

You start to think that maybe it is better if he’s gone. He wouldn’t feel any pain anymore. Even though you want him to wake up you know that his life will never be the same if he even wakes up. And he’s been fighting for three months now, he must be in a lot of pain.

‘‘I can’t believe I’m gonna say this but, do you think you would go to heaven if you die? Or do you believe that you will be reborn as someone else or maybe even a plant or something else? I just wish that wherever you go, you won’t forget about me. I hope you’ll remember the girl who’s your best friend but secretly feels more for you than you think. I have to go now or my parents will lock me up for another few days.’’

You were about to let go of his hand when you feel a pressure. You don’t make a move and you stare at his face not daring to even blink. ‘‘Jin?’‘

You feel something softly tapping on your hand and you look at your hand. His fingers are trembling. You frown and out of nowhere his whole body starts to shake and the heart moniter is going crazy. ‘‘Doctor!’‘ you scream.

It takes just a few seconds for the doctor and a few nurses to rush into the room. The doctor pushes you back but you don’t want to let go of Jin’s hand. Suddenly you feel two hands grabbing your arms and dragging you to the back of the room to give the doctor and nurses some space.

‘‘What is happening?!’‘ you shout. No one is responding to you, instead everyone is rushing to get the right equipment. The doctor is pulling Jin’s eyelid back and shining with a flashlight in his eye. But he quickly stops when he hears the heart monitor. Flat line.

You feel your knees giving in and you fall on the ground with the nurse still holding you while you scream. The nurse is trying to calm you down and take your eyes of Jin but you can’t. You never got the change to say that you love him.

You wanted to be here when he woke up, not when he died. You’ve known him since kindergarden and now he’s dying in front of your eyes. You never though that this would happen in your life. You never thought that the most important person in your life would die like this.

You continue screaming and crying while they do everything to keep Jin alive. They give him a shock on his chest but nothing happens. You can’t stand this. How are you ever gonna tell the boys that he died? Their friend who’s always cracking jokes and making sure they’re always laughing.

They shock him again but for the second time nothing happens. How are you ever going to feel okay yourself? You lost him. You can slowly feel your heart break more and more after every second.

They shock him for the third time and you don’t know what’s happening. Out of no where Jin sits up gasping for air. But the only thing that you can realize is that his eyes are open. And he’s looking right at you with those brown eyes. The doctor quickly checks if everything is okay and he does a couple of test but Jin never takes his eyes off you.

After a while everything seems to be okay and you’re sitting next to him on the bed while you’re holding hands. ‘‘You gave me the scare of my life. Don’t ever do that again,’‘ you say while looking at him with tears in your eyes.

He laughs and nods. ‘‘I’ll try.’‘ You softly hit his shoulder for what he just said but you laugh with him.

Suddenly he puts his hands on your cheeks and makes you look at him again. ‘‘I heard everything you said. Every day. Every time I tried so hard to just open my eyes or at least let you know that I’m okay and that I could hear you but i wasn’t strong enough.’‘

‘‘Jin, you’re the strongest man I know. You’ve been in a coma for three months and you came out of it. Most people don’t. You’re strong, and brave and I would never think less of you-’‘

Before he loses his courage he presses his lips against yours and kisses you. To say you’re shocked is nothing. You were exploding from the inside, you never thought that he liked you in this way. The kiss ended too soon but you didn’t mind cause what he said next was everything you’ve ever wanted to in your life.

‘‘I heard everything you said and I love you too.’‘

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I’m sorry if there are any grammar mistakes! I finished this in a hurry and wasn’t able to look it over anymore. Anyway, thank you so much for reading!!! <3

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punkpanda16 · 6 years

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Mistakes and Miracles- Ch. 9

Word count: 4.2k+

Summary: We never know what to expect in life . Just like you never expected to be a single mother at a young age, much less come to find the father of said child is no other than you bias Min Yoongi from the world wide sensation, BTS. What will happen to your somewhat “normal” life when he comes in and turns it upside down? Will you be able to raise a child with your extremely attractive bias?

Warnings: daddy kink (kind of)

Type: Fluff, angst, smut

Yoongi x Reader x Namjoon

~Yoongi’s POV~

When Luca said you were talking about him his heart soared. But then it hit him...you referred to him as your...friend. That’s all he was your friend. Those words stung but like always he plastered a fake smile on his face and continued to listen to the conversation.

Just as Luca was about to continue your flight was announced.

FLIGHT 309 to Seoul, South Korea is now boarding at Gate 13. On cue Luca grabbed his bags and stood up.

“Well guys I guess it’s time for us to go. Y/N, again when you land in Korea make sure you call me and I’ll show you around okay?” You nodded as a blush spread across you face. He handed you your book with one last flirty wink before he began to walk away.

The blood boiling jealousy crept into Yoongi’s chest again. He wanted to stand up and tell that Luca guy that you were not going anywhere near him because you were his and no one else but he fought back his urges with clenched fists.

Luca had walked a few feet before turning on his heel to wave back at you guys as if he was saying goodbye to his dear friends, something Yoongi knew had no interest in being.

“Bye. Yoongi see you around man.” the way he said Yoongi’s name with a cocky smirk only made him angrier.

“Sure, see you.” He hissed through clenched teeth. In this moment all he wanted was this Luca guy to just leave you alone. Even after he was no longer in his sight the anger inside Yoongi remained.

“Are you okay?” You asked as you began to board the plane. You switched Alexander from one hip to the other in order to free your arm, which you then placed on Yoongi’s bicep to get his attention. The touch alone making his heart flutter but not enough to make his anger subside.

“Yeah.” He said he shrugged your hand off him. He walked past you without sparing you one last glance. He knew he was being cold and childish but he couldn’t help it. He was so angry and frustrated but he didn’t know how to tell you how he was feeling.

You were always so close to being something but you were not his and any guy like Luca could come in and take you away. He wanted you to be happy but he wanted to be the one to make you happy. It was selfish but in a way he did it because he wanted to give you all the happiness you gave him these past few months. He wanted that happiness for the rest of his life for you and him and your son.

“No you’re not okay. I know you Yoongi. What's wrong please talk to me?” You pleaded with him as you look your seats. he chose to remain quiet.

“Damn it Yoongi!” You scolded him in a hushed whisper only loud enough for him to hear you. “You know I hate it when you don’t talk to me. Please just talk to me. Did I—”

“Are you really going to meet that guy when we get to Korea?” Yoongi growled. Looking everywhere but you as he put your bags in the storage compartment.

“I—I”

“You are aren’t you?” Yoongi scoffed. Then sat down with a huff. His crossed arms and evident pout making him look like a bratty child.

“I am but—”

“Stop! You don’t have to explain. You can do whatever you want I don’t care.” He saw his words clearly hurt you but that didn’t stop you from giving him a peace of your mind like always. Wait...did you want him to care? Maybe you wanted him to be involved in your romantic life and care about who you went out with...maybe?

“It’s good that you don’t care because you have no say in who I go out with. It isn’t any of your business or mine for that matter but Luca is gay. He offered to show me around Seoul because he wanted to make new friends to hang out with in Seoul.” With that you once again not only crushed the false hope he stupidly held onto, but successfully made him feel like a complete idiot.

“I’m going to need friends when I’m out there, Yoongi. Plus Luca was nice enough to soothe Alexander while you were gone which by the way will happen a lot. When you leave on tour I’ll be alone with him again and I need people around me like Luca. People that genuinely want to be my friend.” You were seething with anger and it made Yoongi dry swallow the lump that was forming in his throat.

It was usually these angry rants that held the most truth. A truth that hurt Yoongi to no end but it was truth nonetheless. Even though you would be working as a medic at BigHit you wouldn’t always be traveling with BTS. It wouldn’t be healthy for Alexander. You would be on tour with them for a month out of their 4 month tour, the rest of the time you would be back in Korea. That was a lot of time to be alone. You were right you need friends and connections while there so you felt less alone.

“I’m sorry. You’re right. It’s just—I I don’t know. I just get a little possessive. B-because of Little Min of course. It’s just I’m his dad and i don’t want him to see anyone else that way.” That wasn’t a complete lie but he couldn’t tell you the full truth because then you would know about he feelings for you. Stupid pointless feelings.

“Look. Yoongi I understand but that will never happen. I would never allow that to happen. You will forever and always be the best and only daddy in his life, promise. Okay?” You said with a sweet reassuring smile.

God there seriously was something wrong with him. His heart warmed at your sincere words. But...the word daddy on your lips had a much different effect. You said it so innocently and sweet… you even had the audacity to bat your eyelashes. He involuntarily twitches in his pants and he hoped the denim material was thick enough to hide it.

“Okay. T-thanks Y/N. I think I’m going to sleep. You should try to rest too it’s a long flight.” He turned away from you and closed his eyes hoping sleep would take over soon so his little friend would go away.

“Goodnight, Yoongi.” your honey sweet voice dripped into his burning red ears.

~Your POV~

The most difficult part about moving with Yoongi to a new country was the first week becoming acclimated with your new home. Even though you were familiar with Korean culture and the language things were just so different from the etiquette to the number of people around you. People looked at you differently here. They were never rude or disrespectful but you could help but notice how different you were from everyone else. You couldn’t help but feel insecure at time, which was harder to deal with without a close friend to confide in.

Of course you had Yoongi but he was so busy from the moment you landed that you never wanted to bother him. Just the fact that you had wear a face mask every time you went out was overwhelming. You just wanted to go out with your son and teach him about his culture but it was impossible with cameras constantly pointed at you. Well, technically pointed at Yoongi and Alexander. ARMY had accepted Alexander with open arms. His existence becoming public had created a lot of attention lucky most of the stories were positive and supportive.

Fortunately, or unfortunately depending on how you look at it, your existence was unknown for the most part. BigHit and Yoongi were forced to say you would be Alexander's personal nanny for the foreseeable future. It was made known that you would also be with them on tour. Any rumors about a deeper relationships were quickly shut down by saying you are nothing more than an employ bound by contract stating you could not date Yoongi or any of the other boys.

After that the weeks flew by faster than expected. You had spent those weeks being dragged from one interview to the next. It seemed like everyone wanted to know about Yoongi and his new experience as a single father. All you could do was sit backstage as you watched your son steal the hearts of millions on camera. It honestly seemed like he was made for this life. He as never fussy on stage and loved being held by everyone and anyone. You were happy that Yoongi didn’t have to hide his son but at times you wished you could be sitting out there with them.

Of course, everyone was worried about who his mother was. Yoongi always gave the same answer, saying she was no longer in their lives and that he didn’t want to go into it because he was just happy his son was now with him. He always made sure to add that his son would be okay because he had someone in his life who was always there for him.

As expected rumors about Yoongi being in a secret relationship arose so again he had to “clarify” he meant his mother even though later in secret he told you he was really referring to you. Even if you had to hide away from the cameras and this upset you, when it was just you and Yoongi he always reminded you of the very important role you played and his and his son’s life. He made sure you were protected and happy in your own little family bubble that held him, your son, the boys, and you.

You did end up contacting Luca because he became someone you could trust and talk to when you had your moments of weakness and felt like giving up on your new life with Yoongi. He would come over once in a while and help you with the baby when Yoongi was away in his studio. He would try to get you out of your house as much as possible even if it was just to walk around your apartment complex. Outings were difficult though, due to the restrictions placed by the company to protect your and Yoongi’s image.

It was weird even though you lived a floor below the dorms you felt like you saw him less and less. He and boys had a lot of private and public events they had to attend, not to mention the long hours of dance practice and the time spent in the studio. However, Yoongi never missed family dinners that began to become a regular thing. Every night before heading to the dorms Yoongi came to your apartment and had dinner with you and Alexander. Most times the boys would tag along too. Ever since they met Alexander they refused to leave his side.

They wanted to meet him months ago but everyone, including BigHit, knew it was safer to wait until you were in Seoul. Now that they had their nephew nearby it was difficult getting them to leave. Not that you minded of course. Before Yoongi, it was just you and the baby. Your family would be over sometimes and they would help you watch him which was always a big help. Now, however, you had seven guys swooning over your son 24/7. Whether it was an earlier morning breakfast or late dinner you always had company.

You were so happy to have the boys around. You got along well with all of them especially the younger ones. Jungkook, Taeyung, and Jimin were sweet and funny, always pranking their hyungs. Pretty soon you joined them in their pranks. You began to see them like your little brothers even though they were around your age. They were also the best babysitters, especailly Taeyung. You swore some days you literally had to pry the baby out of his arms.

Jin, Hoseok, and Namjoon became your protectors. They always helped keep the younger guys in check. They all loved and cared for Alexander. They were the proudest uncles you ever met. Even though you left home you were beyond happy that Alexander got so much love. Your new home was not as quiet as your old home but it was full of so much love.

You began to care for all the boys deeply but one stood out...Namjoon. You always found the conversations to flow so easily with him. Unlike Yoongi he was an open book. There were times you noticed he was stressed and you would invite him to your place to talk. You both understood what it was like to be thrust into a parental role at a young age. You both understood the pressure of protecting the people who you loved dearly. You also understood how hard it was to balance as life devoted to yourself and a life devoted to others.

Namjoon loved the boys but he at times felt too responsible for the them. He always wanted the best for them which was a lot of pressure for one person. But you felt honored that he would talk to you about it. What you didn’t know was Namjoon was beyond grateful that you came into his life. He told the boys most thing about himself or what he was feeling but there were certain things he chose to keep to himself because he didn’t want to worry them or he felt they wouldn’t understand. But you did. You were so open and always so willing to listen to him that soon all he wanted to do was talk to you. It wasn’t long until he began to want more. He began to get feelings for you.

You also began to sense a change in your friendship. When ever he gave you a dimple smile your heart would flutter. There were times where he would subconsciously touch you and goosebumps would erupt on your skin. Your feelings for Yoongi remained in your heart but you began to resign yourself to the idea he would never be yours. He must have started to feel the same way because he began dating. Although, it killed you, you accepted the fact that he had to be happy. He had a commitment to your son but not you.

At night during dinner it seemed like almost the perfect family but then Yoongi would leave and you felt alone again. It felt like you were using him at times but Namjoon helped fill some of that loneliness that Yoongi left behind.

Your first two months in Seoul were great but you never really had a chance to go out. If you weren’t at school or work you were taking care of Little Min. He was now a rambunctious ten month old baby boy. He was crawling all over the apartment and learning to stand so you had to be all the more vigilant now.

One afternoon the boys were given the day off. Yoongi messaged you saying he decided to stay in the genius lab the rest of the day but he promised to be back as soon as possible. Namjoon felt it was unfair for you to spend the evening alone so he decide to pay you a visit.

When you heard a knock at the door you picked up a Alexander and went to open it. You opened the door you found a happy Namjoon giving you his signature dimple smile...there were those damn butterflies again. Alexander instantly cooed and reached for his uncle who gladly took him from your arms to hold him.

“Hey Joonie. Come in.” He walked in and you closed the door behind you and headed to couch where he was playing with Alexander.

“Where are the boys?”

“They decided to stay upstairs and play video games. You know I love them but I need to get away from the screaming sometimes.” You laugh knowing that at times the boys were too much. Like all families sometimes you needed some alone time away from them.

“Yeah, I get that. Did I tell you last week Jimin and Jungkook ran in here arguing over candy. They were literally screaming at each other. They were so aloud they woke up Alexander and it took me and hour to get him down for another nap. I was so mad. I felt like their mother scolding them like they were children. I swear sometimes they are worse than my actual baby.” You said with a laugh.

“Trust me I know.” He laughed.

“So Y/N, What are your exciting plans for tonight?Are you having dinner with hyung?”

“We were supposed to but he said he was staying in the studio late.”

“Oh.” Namjoon’s expression seemed to drop as he looked away from you and you knew he was hiding something for you.

“What is it Joonie?” You asked with a softness in your voice as sign letting him know he could tell you anything.

“Nothing.” He said still refusing to meet your eyes.

“Joon, we haven't known each other that long but I know when your hiding something from me. Just please tell me.” there was slight begging tone in your voice that finally made him look at you.

“Okay I’ll tell you but don’t get mad. I’m sure hyung has a reasonable explanation.” You nodded slowly as a cold feeling began to fill you chest. You hoped what he had to tell you didn’t hurt.

“He’s not at the genius lab. He had another date tonight. With that same girl he’s been seeing for a few weeks now.” As much as you didn’t want it to...it hurt. Namjoon noticed the change in your mood and tried to comfort you.

He put Alexander on the floor so he could play with his toys. He took your hands in his, “Look, Y/N, I know these family dinners mean so much to you and Alexander. Trust me they mean a lot to Yoongi hyung too but he needs this. He’s been hung up on this girl, who he refuses to tell us about. I think the only person who knows is Hobi. But he’s really hurting. We really don’t know what’s going on but we all agreed that he needed to move on. So that’s what he’s trying to do. I don’t think these dates will go anywhere any time soon but they may pull him out of his slump.”

A part of you felt bad for Yoongi but another part was undoubtedly jealous...who was this girl that had him so messed up?

“Yeah. Joonie I hope it helps. I want him to be happy.” Namjoon smiled at your response.

“Y/N you are the sweetest thing on this planet. I’m still amazing at how selfless you are.”

His sincere words create a sick feeling in the pit of your stomach. If he only knew that you had no choice but to feel selfless because Yoongi would never be yours.

“Sometimes you overestimate me Joonie.” You say with a sad smile.

“No you underestimate yourself.” There was a moment of silence. Namjoon looked at you with a look of admiration with a hint of love that made your heart squeeze in your chest.

“Thank you, Joonie.” You said with a small sigh.

“If you want to thank me you will come to dinner with me.” Again he avoided eye contact, choosing to look down at Alexander playing with his toys on the floor, as he ran his fingers nervously through his dark hair.

“W-what?”

“Come on Y/N. Come to dinner with me as a thank you for everything you’ve done for me and the rest of the guys.” He looked up at you with pleading hopeful eyes.

“Dinner? Like a date?” You asked making Namjoon’s cheeks flushed red.

“I-I mean. If you want...I mean you don’t have to come. If you don’t want.” He began to ramble in the cutest manner.

“Joonie is this a date?” You asked with a bright smile that only made him blush more.

“Yes?” You gave him a suggestive smirk and he cleared his throat.

“Umm yes. Yes it’s date. If you agree of course. But like I said—”

“Yes.” Y ou cut him off in the middle of another nervous non sequitur.

“Really?” He’s beautiful dimple smile was on full display.

“Yes. I just need someone to watch Alexander.”

“Don’t worry I’ll ask the boys. They have the rest of the evening off. I’m sure they would love to watch him.” He literally jumped from couch, careful not step on hurt the cooing baby sitting on the floor placing a soft kiss on the baby’s small head and one on your cheek. You were shocked by his sudden action so all you could do was watch as he practically ran to the door. He was already in the hallway when he realized he forgot something.

“I’ll pick you up at 6. Is that okay?” He stuck his head through the door waiting for your answer.

“Okay. See you there.” He gave you one last smile before he disappeared out the door again.

Once you closed the front door you couldn’t help the girly giggle that escaped your body. Namjoon just always had a way of making you a giddy school girl. He was so sweet and shy despite the hard rapper persona he put on on stage.

You looked at the clock and realized you had two hours to get ready. It had a been a long time since you went on a date and you had lost touch with that part of you life. You needed help getting ready so you decided to call the closest friend you had in Seoul...Luca.

Over this short time he became your best friend only second to Yoongi and Namjoon. He was funny and outgoing but understanding. You opened up to him like he opened up to you. Yoongi seeing how close you were to him even allowed you to tell Luca about him and boys and their jobs. Excluding some details. You in turn learned more about your new friend like about his travels. He even opened personal details about his relationships and what is what like to be bisexual and how he fell in love with a male idol. You came to value Luca’s opinion because it was a always very honest, sometimes a little too honest.

Luca arrived excitedly. He helped you pick out a cute blush pink dress. You applied natural makeup and curled your hair. Luckily Luca took care of Alexander while you got ready.

“Wow! Y/N if I wasn’t in love with my baby boy I would be so in love with you. You look beautiful. I swear Namjoon won’t know what hit him when you open that door. I think little man agrees his mommy is the prettiest women alive.” He placed your giggling baby on your arms so you could give him a cuddle.

As if on cue there was knock on the door. You placed Little Min on your hip and went to open the door. You felt beautiful but when you opened that door you felt like you were seeing the definition of art.

Namjoon stood there in a white dress shirt tucked into a pair of dark of jeans. His leather belt matched his brown leather shoes. His dark locks were parted at the middle and styled perfectly. He looked absolutely breathtaking. You were so distracted you forgot about the other people around you. It wasn’t until Tae cleared his throat that you were snapped out of you trans.

“Hey, Y/N I’m here to take Alexander.”

“O-oh right.” You handed Alexander to his happy uncle.

“Remember of you need anything just call me or call Yoongi. There are diapers and clothes in Yoongi’s room. He just ate and Luca gave him a bath so he should be ready to go to bed soon. And—”

“Yah! Y/N breath. You do know I’ve watched him before. The boys and I will take great care of him.” he gave you his signature boxy smile to reassure you.

“Sorry. I just get really nervous when it comes to him.”

“We know but he’ll be fine.” Namjoon told you soothingly.

“Right! So Tae and I will be leaving. I’ll make sure to escort them to the elevator. Y/N message me later.” Luca gave you a wink and dragged Tae away.

“Tae I swear if you use him as a model for your Gucci collection again or you try to dye his hair I will hurt you.” You yelled down the hall. Earning laughs from the guys. You then turned to Namjoon.

“So...are you ready to go?” He gave a shy nodded. You locked your door and began to walk down the hall.

“You look stunning Y/N.” It’s was endearing heading the nervousness in his voice.

“Thank you, Jonnie. You look so handsome.” He smiled widely and blushed.

You remained quiet until the elevator arrived. You stepped in and waited for the doors to close. Suddenly Namjoon became bold and intertwined his fingers with yours…this was going to be an interesting night.

Hi guys

I’m sorry if it’s a bit short and late but i’m still learning how to manage my time with this new college life. I am so excited for this Saturday!! I am going to BTS concert... maybe ill get some more inspiration for my writing.

Like always please comment and thank for your support. I love hearing for you guys

What will happen on Y/N and Namjoon’s date? And how will Yoongi take the news about their new relationship?

Stay tuned ;) <3

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