#just a reminder for myself...trying to be more positive!

[chellychuu]

Daily reminder to all my creatives; it’s okay not to post every single day! Take breaks, make things that’ll never be posted online, work on projects that are just for you, do things completely unrelated to your online presence! Don’t burn out trying to appease the algorithm ♡

#you’re worth more than just how much content/art you can put out! #trying to convince myself lol #I have been drawing it’s just been sketches and practice though! nothing worth finishing just yet haha #text #text post #art #reminder #positive #content creation #content creator #artist #artist support #vtuber #pngtuber #YouTuber #streamer #not pink #positivity

[dangaer]

being 'cringe' is banned in 2024. being yourself is not weird at all and embracing any emotion you feel is in.

#❛ 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 ⧽ — ooc. #damn going through my self positivity journey this year and honestly gonna put it out there #no more apologising for feeling like you're too much #no more apologising for feeling you're doing too little! #communication is important and YOU are a single person trying to make through every single day!!!!! #even waking up is an achievement - 100% #im just in that phase where im beginning to support myself with these ideals. #im jupiter im a pisces which makes me a water sign and that means i am EMOTIONAL and i will be consistantly loving and that makes others as #happy as it makes me to speak out and thats a beautiful part of my personality that sometimes even i should celebrate!!!! #no more calling people cringe for unharmful behaviours. no weird interests #just things that bring joy to the faces of those you know and love #anyway ... im editing my drafts from november and i just wanna say #... self postivity moment but jupiter u do write better than u think u do too queen #having a good self confidence moment. want to remind everyone else u can have those and /feel them/ too :) <3

[knowlesian]

quick indulging in some stede angst while i procrastinate on finishing my piece on e5

i’m consistently fucked up over the blacked out form that used to be stede in the family portrait, and the metaphor it provides about the way stede handled his life and trauma: everything’s pretend. he’s not truly there, he’s living a story in his head in ways both lovely and inadvertently cruel.

lovely: looking at the world and demanding it bend to his delusional belief things could ever be other than they are. that it could be better.

inadvertently cruel: leaving mary and the kids (leaving ed) to wonder: was it me? if i was better, if i had been kinder or a more supportive wife, a better behaved child or a co-captain with less baggage or a better man, would he have stayed? would i have been worth staying for?

stede’s got a whole basketful of reasons he leaves without explaining why in both cases. but he does leave, and he doesn’t explain: those actions ripple out and hurt the people he leaves.

but also, we know stede’s general self-worth is under the fucking ground!!! less than zero!!! he has absolutely no inkling that his absence might affect someone just as much as his presence. he thinks: i am a burden people suffer. when i remove myself from their lives, i am ultimately making those lives easier, in heartbreaking part because he cannot imagine a world in which somebody actually wants him around.

i know i’m a big old hippie and a reconciliation will come faster than we might think truther, but goddamn i just want ed and stede to have the mutual validation moment! because ed needs to hear “it was never about not wanting you or not wanting to be with you, it was a gross cocktail of trauma and old fears and chauncey being a walking nightmare in so, so many ways” from stede and stede needs to hear “you leaving me? fucked me up real good in ways we may need to do some work to overcome, but only because you are somebody i always want to be around, even when things are not pleasant and conflict-free, all forever-like” from ed asa-fucking-p.

#look i love me some angst but like. i want these two to be back on the same page so much i could leap into the sun over it #this is my hopeful pirate show about: what if life could be better and people kinder #and ultimately i ask myself: what do ed and stede actually want #to punish each other for harm done or to find a way to heal and move forward #i’m super biased because i think that shit is just a waste of time and weird jesus shit in a party hat #why demand people who hurt you hurt in turn? how is more pain ever the answer? etc #it feels good in the same way mickey d’s fries taste good #piping hot: lowkey addictive #once the immediate rush fades and the fries cool: suddenly they taste lowkey gross #punishing people feels right for reasons i try to identify in myself and fight against #i try and remind myself cruelty can never ever be the point #or i’m just everything i hate with better policy positions etc

[puppygirldanhowell]

ray and emma are t4t to ME

#i need u guys to see my vision.... romantic or otherwise do you see!!!! #i wanna draw them trading gf uniforms as kids sooo bad but i am not the best at clothes #or bodies #ill get there #there is just something sooo much more special about them when theyre trans #its comforting with ray obviously bc projection but also w emma #which is not common for me #but jts healing to think about her finding peace and joy in femininity while still not being the most feminine girl on earth or whatever #i wouldnt necessarily say gnc but i think she would be by japanese standards #but no yeah anyways uh #i just love trans love so much #i love that trans women can find peace and joy in the things i hate about myself i love diverse human experience i love when people are #themselves and i love when that means they arent always what you expect #ok anyways #just been hella struggling w the dysphoria tonight so im trying to look at the positives abajhw #ray is so easy to project all the shitty parts onto. but emma reminds me of the good moments. for whatever reason #rayemma #ash is mentally ill #tpn

[decompose1]

putting as gently as possible: sometimes people are uncomfortable with heavy negativity not because they think some media is unworthy of critique or hate anyone who doesn’t share their opinions, but because of some unrelated issue related specifically to negativity itself

#this isnt meant to be passive aggressive in any way im just carefully reminding people of a thing #because i keep getting really uncomfortable in certain convos #i need you to remember what i am- an angel alter #engaging with that sort of thing is weirdly painful and uncomfortable for me #i am just trying to curate a more positive space for myself right now because at this point in time #that isn't a healthy or comfortable thing for me ^^ that is all #not mad at anyone just #you know! you know #this is simply one of m boundaries i can't be bending at the moment #the same goes for any bit of discourse at all #rabbit.txt

[entropy-sea-system]

God. Wow it's almost amusing to think about how much I needed things to have special meaning when I was like 13-17..

Now I'm just like yeah this makes me happy yeah Im burnt out from this other thing, I'm glad to exist, haha this thing is funny, etc. Without fussing over it having to mean something or be symbolic and it's kind of nice.

Doesn't mean I dislike my past self for needing to have things have deeper meaning, I appreciate the way I saw the world and my life then. It's how I experienced things then and it's nice to look back on that. I've become a lot more self aware since then and maybe that has something to do with it, maybe if you're more secure in who you are you're less likely to need to assign meaning externally or something.

#Rift's rambles #entropy positivity #positive #ok so this post and my last one #Are both inspired by a schrodingers cat joke on a post #And how it reminded me of an old art I made in ballpoint pen when I was like 16 maybe of a half cat half cat skeleton w a vial of poison #That was inspired by the thought experiment #I was so.. scientific and logic-y and sometimes it was to the extent that I ignored emotions or didnt realise when I was hurting people #And I feel.. More free now and less inconsiderate and more likely to handle emotions better #And maybe part of it was trying some stuff I saw abt dbt #Simple things like stepping away if I felt I was going to snap at someone when really angry and dealing w conflicts better #And knowing when its not worth it to explain or debate #Its related to my bpd #And also just.. I worry less abt how ppl see me now. I worry less about loneliness. I worry less about abandoment than I used to. #I understand myself and my behavior and emotions more and I appreciate the people who are important to me and it feels like growth if I #Look back on my past

[elsolaer]

i have many thoughts in general but this tidbit from tingyun's voice lines is one of the things i wanna elaborate some more on at some point...

" Every time I head out, I leave a letter behind and lock it in the drawers of my shop. If I come back, then I'll burn it later. If I don't... then it'll be something for others to remember me by."

#OOC. #this post is more of a reminder to myself before i go try to write some stuff for nat and/or stelle #but idk i like her concept of being pacifistic despite the inherent dangers of her position as... basically a galactic ambassador? #it says that most reps take weapons with them but she refuses to because she believes that you should build relationships from a foundation #of peace instead of threat of violence #which has worked in her favor but idk its kinda sombering knowing that she basically leaves her last words in a letter every time sh #e leaves for another planet to do her job because she knows shes leaving herself vulnerable if somebody wanted to do something to hurt her #and she burns it every time she comes back only to rewrite it again months later when she goes on her next trip #xi.anzhou's lore is ROUGH dont get me wrong but theres a lot of fun concepts in there that im smashing together LMAO #also her traveling the way she does opens up so much room to meet literally anybody #its just jarilo-vi right now but as more worlds open up it just gives her more room to work with #also the fact that it opens up a lot of possiblities for world building for her to come to these planets because she's there ON business an #trade & commerce is one of the BIGGEST things a society needs. one decision could steer the entire direction of their society in a complete #y different direction #like even just introducing more leisurely/hobby focused products can be a huge turning point for a war stricken world #or better materials for their tech and their buildings #new crops in exchange for what they have #literally the exchange we see in her lore is her discussing taking just a few samples of a world's plants and growing it on xianzhou for #commercial sale AND that world would recieve shipments of said crops along with wahtever other deals they struck #and blablabla yes i know capitalism whatever. tis the way of the world and i think its really interesting frmo a worldbuilding standpoint #tingyuns a very interesting character because she can change a lot of things in very little time in the big picture #i feel like she's commonly brushed off as a shallow character who doesnt do much but she's one of the most accomplished characters in xian #zhou EASILY #yes you could argue that jing yuan is more because of his general shit or yukong is the helm master blablabla like Yes they are also very #accomplished but she is the literal only reason that the grand fairs are FAMOUS throughout the galaxy. they werent until she took leadershi #she's completed trade missions to SIXTEEN different panets and is implied to have formed alliances with at least a few of them #and was the one to renew xianzhou's mutual alliance with the IPC #i dunno #also i think people see her as way more of a trickster than she is #like ... i thought she was too but she really isn't particularly mischevious? girls tried to leave MULTIPLE times during the story bc she

[streetslost]

i’m forever proud of cat.  and my other ocs tbh ( alina, dawn, laila, faith, gray, piper, brent... ).  sometimes i gotta remind myself that even when it feels like i’m just screaming about them to the empty air.

#i've been neglecting my babies just because #sometimes i feel like i'm shouting about them to only two people #and i gotta remind myself it doesn't matter if it's only two people #seeing others get more attention doesn't make what i'm doing less fun and less for me #THAT MATTERS !!! #i have been in a slump lately but trying to get out of it !!! #it's why cat's muse has been ): and i've been quiet #/slams hands on table #TIME FOR KYLIE TO GET SHIT DONE !!! #&&. to be deleted #negative // #not entirely negative meant to be positive but jic

[chisatowo]

Okie I took a shower and now I'm normal again (lying) anyways look at my son

#rat rambles #sekai posting #sorry for that kinda messy rant smth just snapped within me tkfjsjdg #I rly could have just said 'very few of the behaviors ppl demonise mafuyu for within their initial breakdown are repeated after it' #and thatd cover most of my bases. If ppl actually thought for five seconds longer anyways lol #but ya anyways onto smth more positive I rly love how we can rly tangebly see mafuyu's development since the start in their bday 4koma #basic summary; ichika and honami give them globe. mafuyu does a lil genuine thing and says they like it. they show it to miku and len woo #I love how we rly get to feel mafuyu start to get a better grasp on expressing themself genuinely even if they try their damndest not to #let it show outside of 25ji #it rly goes to show that just having a space to try to express themself more freely is so important for them #it reminds me of how for me that space was talking to myself when I was home alone #I think that kinda left me with some other issues but it did legitimately help me build up my sense of self so much #because rather than engaging with this hypothetical me in my thought echo chamber I had to actually like talk #and also while I poke fun at kanade constantly being like how do u feel it does help and honestly is probably the best kanade can do in her #current state without biting off way more than she can chew which is ultimately best for both of them #but still 25ji encouraging mafuyu to try to word their thoughts forces them to engage with their mental state in a more tangeble way #and thats good for them I think. again it reminds me of a lot of what I did to rebuild so I think its neat to see in a media #I rly appreciate how a lot of mafuyu's issues have been less them relearning ~how to feel~ or whatever and more of a mix of them finding #more of a safe space to actually learn how to recognise their emotions that they already have while also having the rest of 25ji there to #support them and on top of a safe space give them a happy space of sorts #like again I can poke fun at 25ji for not being the found family ppl treat them as all I want but that doesnt make them less important for #mafuyu and also again all of them make me soso happy and I love all of their dynamics Im just a lil hater /j #aka I dont like ppl scrubbing away their rough edges as friends like them being so clunky is a part of the appeal to me #I wanna watch them bridge that gap as slowly as possible I find it funny #but in all seriousness tho if the next 25ji event gives us some good kanade stuff we might be much more set up for some stronger 25ji #friendship developments since currently kanade is the one making things most stagnant #speaking of I hope the next 25ji banner is good Im tired of saving my crystals I wanna gamble god damnit /j

[rnm-magic-space-xsd]

#💗 #thank you #for opening my hearts’ eyes back to childhood innocence #and breaking my spiral to self hate and perceiving myself as a villain #when in fact I just stood my ground against abusers and then them trying to shift the blame on me #Trauma Recovery #Positive Reminders #Childheart #never have I loved and appreciated lil piggies more

[wolfiesmoon]

When you wear their clothes

genshin men x gn!reader

characters featured: xiao, neuvillette, wriothesley, zhongli and itto

i've been dreaming about genshin a lot lately idk this game has possesed me or smth so i feel like i'm required to write this? Also DAMN im rusty with genshin characters so i apologise profusely for any ooc-ness

(also wrio's is kinda suggestive!!)

XIAO is confused. Why on earth are you wearing his clothes? He isn't opposed to it specifically, but doesn't understand the appeal or the reason why you do it. "My clothes don't fit you properly. What's the point?" he asks, completely straight faced. You smile. "It reminds me of you when you're not with me!" He just scoffs and says he doesn't get your strange habits before moving on with his day. Somehow though, the image of you in his clothes won't leave his mind for the rest of the day. "Dammit..." he mumbles under his breath, barely audible when nobody's around. Don't bring up his pink cheeks in the evening when he comes back to see you, he will not elaborate.

Similarly, NEUVILLETTE is also confused. This must be another human thing that he isn't familiar with. What does wearing their lover's clothes mean to humans? "Oh, I just missed you... your clothes remind me of you, you know?" You explained when he questioned you on the matter. "Oh, I suppose that makes sense. Do you want more items related to myself for when I am absent?" He asks. While you do want to know what items he would bring you, you turn him down. "I like your shirts the most, because they smell like you and feel like your hugs." He doesn't know why exactly, but he has the urge to kiss you all of a sudden.

WRIOTHESLEY feels distracted when he sees you in his clothes from time to time. He gets busy a lot, so the moments he gets to spend with you feel extra special. But, what is he to do when you look so positively yummy in his shirt? "Hey, mind taking my shirt off? It's... sort of distracting." he admits, taking a sip of his tea. "But, wouldn't it be even more distracting if I took it off now?" you asked, feigning an innocent look. He almost spit out his tea. "I did not mean it like that...! Surely you're just teasing me." You just smiled mischeviously in response, taking a sip out of your own cup. "That's what I thought. I know that look."

ZHONGLI thinks you look odd in his clothes. Odd, but not bad by any means. You actually look quite endearing. "I'll make sure to commit this to memory." he says calmly, sitting down next to you on the bed. "You say that every time you're with me." you poke his shoulder gently, smiling up at him. "That's because everything about you is worth remembering, I suppose." Still, he thinks this specific memory is one he will treasure for a long, long time. "Oh my..." you felt heat rushing to your cheeks at his words, hugging his arm. Actually, he changed his mind, you're positively adorable in his clothes.

You're basically asking to get attacked with a flurry of kisses if you wear ITTO'S clothes in front of him. That's like, a show of affection! That you're totally his and no one else's! And that also means it's a cause for celebration! "Agh, Itto- Stop!" you try and fail to push his face away. "Hehehe..." he gives you a bright smile and places a big ol' kiss on your lips. "You should wear my clothes more often!!!" he felt proud of himself, puffing out his chest. "Ummm, whatever you say..." you're kind of worried that if you do that, your face will never escape his lips.

#˗ˏˋ ★ ♡ 「Wolfie’s other works」 ♡ ★ ˎˊ˗ #genshin impact x you #genshin fluff #genshin x reader #genshin impact x reader #genshin x you #xiao x reader #xiao x you #xiao x y/n #neuvillette x you #neuvillette x reader #neuvillete x reader #wriothesley x reader #wriothesley x you #wriothesley x y/n #zhongli x reader #zhongli x you #zhongli x y/n #arataki itto x reader #arataki itto x you #arataki itto x y/n #holy shit i should be asleep #i was resisting the urge to mention osmanthus wine on zhonglis part sorry im still not over dead memes

[coco-oats]

Strategies I use to…

Reconnect with myself˚◞♡ ⃗ *ೃ༄

Hiiii, here is a list of some things I do in order to reconnect with myself!

When I feel down, overwhelmed, mindless, or just not like my usual self, these activities are my saviours.

• Physical activity!!! - You know I had to put this one first, girl. Strength training, stretching, swimming, running, walking, dancing, playing sports, etc. Physical activity makes me feel amazing and gives me a total confidence boost, I’m just in my element.

• Meditation - Deep breathing, relaxing music, clear mind, I love it! I feel a deep sense of connection with myself and the universe when meditating. It’s also just a great reset if you’re in a negative mood, I feel totally cleansed afterwards.

• Pampering!!! - face massage, gua sha, long hot bath/shower, full body massage, cute treat/drink, ice roller, positive affirmations, comfy clothes, favourite movie, and so on.

• Get creative - Getting creative is a good way to express and connect with yourself. Doing something artsy always reminds me of when I was a kid, and writing is a great outlet for my creativity.

Drawing, writing, sculpting, painting, colouring, knitting, crocheting, etc.

• Journaling - I love journaling so much. It’s a good way to check-in with yourself, learn about yourself, and release your emotions. I feel a lot more in tune with myself afterwards.

I’ll write about : Things I am grateful for, my dreams and desires, goals I’m working towards, my favourite things about myself, my feelings, etc.

• Expressing myself - Often, the reason for me feeling disconnected with myself is because I’ve hidden or ignored my true feelings/thoughts/self. I mean obviously masking yourself makes you feel disconnected with yourself…

My strategy is to openly express myself confidently. I share my feelings and opinions, and I don’t try to hide who I am. I don’t care what people think of me, I will never be ashamed or embarrassed of my authentic self.

#healthy girl #health and wellness #glow up #self growth #wonyoung #girl blogger #cinnamon girl #best self #girlblogging #pink academia #it girl #that girl #wellness girl #pink blog #pink girl #matcha girl #vanilla girl #clean girl #green juice girl #becoming that girl #pink pilates princess #pink pilates girl #wonyoung motivation #wonyoungism #self care #self healing #self love #self improvement #dream girl journey #dream girl

[crazy-lazy-elder-sims]

To the people that say they hate Gale Dekarios of waterdeep Because he isn't over his ex and he keeps bringing her up, being hung up on his lines comparing you to her and saying ur superior, always mentioning her

Ex. "I love you, much more than myself, more even than mystra, "

Putting aside all the toxic relationship talk and the grooming debate, are you guys aware of what he is actually saying? when he says you put mystra to shame and you make him forget her? What does he actually mean? The magnitude of his words?

MYSTRA IS MORE THAN HIS EX SHE IS HIS GOD !

Yes He is literally telling you "when im with you i forget the god i worship" every time he talks about mystra its not just an ex to him its his god ....

Like are you guys aware of the magnitude of that?

The fact that if you do the weave magic sex insane wizard scene its literally in front of his god that has asked for complete devotion from him yet he is so fucking bold to do that "right in the palm of mystra" FULLY KNOWING THAT?

Man idk about yall but to me gale is the boldest craziest bitch of them all like its not even that hidden with his story line, his insane measures he took to try to prove himself , the multiple remarks and comments , him telling you in front of everyone that he wants to have sex with you right out of battle, not hesitating to threaten to incinerate Astarion with a smile on his face to protect you, him not hesitating to give his all with no fear in love and demanding the same type of love and devotion (this is all said in a positive light btw) but to top this all off he is also indirectly telling you he has abandoned his god for you .... The god that gave him his magic.... AND despite all that he is still the gentle loving kind wise strategic guy we know and love so ...

Come on now how can you call this guy half of the shit the haters say about him he is so complex and real full of contradictions and just written SO well

Sigh can you tell he is my fav blorbo lmao

Here have some pics with his romance quotes to remind you how devoted he is to you

#gale dekarios #bg3 #gale of waterdeep #baldur's gate #baldurs gate 3 #baldur's gate iii #baldur's gate 3 #yes this was written because yet another dumbass told me directly to my face (on tiktok) that he is a “mansplainy narcissist” girl....

[helpimstuckinthewashingmachine]

Any other aces go through a "I hate men so much they're all evil" tirade before coming back to their senses and realising that's a weird thing to say as part of their monthly "Oh god what is wrong with me why am I so broken and outcast from normal society" moment?

Terfs dni you will be blocked on sight.

#rant #ignore #theres just something so... offputting about the entire idea of male anatomy and sexuality to me sometimes #thats not to say i dont support transmascs transmen and cis men alike despite this feeling #it just.. heavily contributes to the regular breakdowns i have over my sexuality #theyre becoming less intense but i still often find myself a sobbing mess thinking that im wrong or broken in some way #luckily having so many lovely acespec friends has helped me to feel more .. real. more valid #so these thoughts are occurring less and im even trying to think positively of men #like i experienced a lot of mental abuse from my male peers growing up that caused me to need this barrier #becoming too close to men especially cis men is still anxiety inducing and wildly unpredictable to me so i find it really hard to interact #so if ur a guy and my friend.. congrats u passed the vibe check lmao #but yeah the second im reminded that male genitals exist its like a visceral reaction #honestly tho being ace i dont even wanna think abt female anatomy #its all just so wildly unappealing to me #makes me feel physically sick sometimes even #so slay

[waste-0f-spacee]

it’s barely even my own shortcomings that make me suicidal these days. it’s the world around me and the fact that it feels like everyone in the world is turning into a terrible person

#i know it’s not actually everyone #but on every corner of the internet i’m seeing more and more animosity and evilness #judgmental behavior #everyone acts like they’re better than everyone else #and it’s hard not having anyone to talk to besides my boyfriend bc i don’t get any reminders that not everyone is bad #i love my family but i don’t share the same beliefs with them so i don’t like them #and i know that sounds like i’m the asshole #but i’m not trying to be super close with people who im almost 100% positive voted for trump #they can’t be good people #nobody who supports someone like that is #it’s impossible #so i’ll never ever be super close with any of them #because my morals come before my loneliness #sometimes i wish i could just ignore it and just not worry about it #because i would probably feel less lonely #but at the same time #it sounds just as lonely to be ‘close’ with people you don’t even relate to #i wish i could clone myself and just be friends with myself #i genuinely think about that every day #i don’t feel like i relate to literally anyone on earth anymore #it’s like i’m in an empty room and i can feel the faint sound of voices in the distance #i’m so separated

[thewomaninlilywhite]

It's been a weird day I'm supposed to be doing the dishes but there's a spider on my kitchen ceiling nothing interests me I have a strong desire to write and read and stuff but the second I sit down to do it it feels boring and agitating and I get frustrated and my whole body hurts and my head hurts and I'm tired and why is being alive so difficult

#and I feel like everyone hates me so that's cool #and my birthdays coming up which is extra great /s because it's a lovely reminder of how time is passing and I'm a failure whos just #wasting her life because she sucks at the one career that actual brings her joy and I'm never gonna amount to anything and my life will #never turn out like I want and I'm just gone for alone and lonely because the fuck all god of sexualities decided I deserve to be broken #and no matter how hard I try o can never keep people in my life and no one ever enjoys my company and even if they do #there's always someone better than me they'd rather be with and GOD I'm having flashbacks to high school and college and I hate it I hate #this I hate myself so much #... ok I maybe need vodka and a nap that's better than SH right #ignore me #let's chat #that's a personal tag not an invitation #falling for something new #why am I even bothering with archive tags lol I'll probably delete this in like 3 second #god forbid I am perceived because then I'll feel like I'm just feeling like this for attention #FUCK gen z for turning mental illnesses into quirks that people pretend to have for attention it made us who are actually struggling #in a 10x more difficult position #lol no one reads tags anyway especially not mine when all I do is whine and complain in them