#just been pacing backa dn forth and crying for like ten minutes cause im like. literally right here in the perfect opportunity to indulge in

[evilyurifan]

yeah ok i might actually have ocd

#just been pacing backa dn forth and crying for like ten minutes cause im like. literally right here in the perfect opportunity to indulge in #compulsive behaviors ive had to avoid for two weeks cause i have to be in the city living w other people #but my family wants to like go to the lake and shit and its fine its normal its what they want to do but #having it be so close and waiting for it anf then having it be pulled through my fingers just makes me have a meltdown #isk why it makes me do this. i wish it didnt. but it does and it makes me feel like a child and makes everyone else mad at me #but having to just. sit here for an hour while everyone else is at home makes me start bawing #lime.txt