#just bleh rn

[rapidhighway]

They need to stop trying to make Sonic good and instead just make him cool as fuck you know. Do you know what I mean

#they need to make it COOL #it's so cookie cutter rn idk man go back to when they were fighting the military and witnessing awful trauma you know #they tried to make him thee coolest guy in sa and i loved it so much and now he just feels like some guy #who has good intentions #but he should be cool also that's like #very important stuff #idk if i used the cookie cutter word correctly but you will not force me to check a dictionary BLEH

[temeyes]

yet another sloppy painting w/ ghost

#this painting aint the only sloppy thing i'd give him hEYYYYY- #sorry im just really tired rn bleh #i have a growing list of cod comic ideas but i've been just too lazy to work on any of them #SOON I HOPE !! THAT I'LL KEEP UP W/ IT SHAHSHASH #my art #2023 #call of duty #call of duty: modern warfare #call of duty: modern warfare ii #call of duty: modern warfare iii #modern warfare #cod #codmwii #codmwiii #mw2 #mw3 #ghost #simon ghost riley #ghost cod #simon riley #art #fanart #digital art #digital drawing #digital painting #sketch #doodle #video games #activision

[harukapologist]

a cute detail in haruka's room

This turned into a half-ramble half-headcanon post so I apologize for how messy it is lol

While watching undercover for the first time I noticed that there seems to be a sketchbook in Haruka's room, in which a colorful tree is drawn

Haruka seems to be hyperempathetic, and usually hyperempathetic people are quite artistic in their worldview and their hobbies, so I have a headcanon that Haruka likes to draw and/or paint, as a hobby and coping mechanism, a little escapism (especially since Haruka's no.1 coping mechanism with traumatic/stressful events seems to be denial—I'm going to elaborate on that in a different post because I've thought about that very, VERY often, and it partially explains why he acted the way he did in T2, to me) (I'm projecting a little bit because I kin Haruka and I'm a (hobbyist) artist myself but teehee)

When he was asked about his hobbies in his T1 interrogation, he just said he liked to talk to the other prisoners, but I think that's because he's insecure about his art being bad or unconventional (it looks like he used crayons or simple markers for the tree drawing. And also, the leaves are all different colors... perhaps I'm overanalyzing a simple scene, but it seemed to me that it's kinda symbolizing how he views & interacts with the world differently because of his neurodivergence. Still, the drawing is quite pretty imo, and he used the colors very well, so even though it's a tree with unusual colors, it still looks beautiful; even though he's different, it doesn't mean he's inferior, and there's still beauty despite how much he struggles to fit in. You know?)

Also also the way a lot of frames in weakness have hyper-realistic, vibrant backgrounds, as well as the blood being colorful (though that appears elsewhere too, like in Muu's MV) it really convinced me that Haruka sees the world through the lens of an artist, a passionate person who feels things very intensely.

Since the prisoners can request anything, I like to think Haruka secretly requested a sketchbook and some crayons to continue his hobby (I'm not sure if he can do that since it's unclear how the prisoners request & receive stuff (I'm a relatively new Milgram fan so I might've forgotten/not have seen an explanation if there's any ueueu))

I like to think he keeps his sketchbook to himself at first, but slowly opens up to the other prisoners about his hobby. First Fuuta and Mu, then maybe Mikoto, then the others (and they're all very nice to him & praise his art!!! Especially Mikoto I think. he would be very excited to see all of Haruka's art!!! Supportive big brother figure) :3c

#if its not actually a sketchbook forgive me im blind as shit #if these aren't crayons too pls forgiev me #i hope this makes sense i wouldve probably talked more if i didnt have a godawful migraine rn #i love haruka i definitely think he likes to/wants to practise some form of art #should i tag this im a bit embarrassed eheh #milgram #haruka sakurai #sakurai haruka #headcanons #milgram headcanons #jay rambles bleh idk #okay maybe theres more than just a little bit of projection but shh it makes sense doesn't it #I LOVE HARU #he s literally me #if anyone has pointed this out before pls forgive me again #and show me the post pls id love to find. likeminded people #good night #milgram project

[chimeofthecomet]

a sketchy stray for these trying times

#working on bigger things just a little bleh with art rn #newsies #newsies uk #uksies #stray newsies #newsies stray #brooklyn girlsies #pip does drawings

[tmnt-on-the-mind]

raph!! :)

#tmnt 2003 #tmnt #tmnt raph #teenage mutant ninja turtles #my art #im sick rn 😔 im not gonna make it guys #it’s lik a mild cold but it’s annoying bc im tired and I wanna do stuff but i feel horrible bleh this sucks #i hate captioning art i was just gonna write ‘raph’ and call it a day but that looks lackluster yknow #also my art style is literally always changing but eh i like it it’s fine

[dovesick]

red eyed reindeer

#anthro art #furry art #anthro #sfw furry #christmas art #happy boxing day guys! #i haven’t uploaded much lately #been busy & forgot lol #also been ill #i think i’m getting better bleh #hope u all had a good holiday season #if u celebrate rn #i just wanted to draw a cool reindeer dude #was gonna do a pokemon one too but i couldn’t get it finished #been playing too much legends arceus omg #got it for xmas & it’s so good

[sualne]

started reading trigun

#trigun #trigun maximum #(idk how to tag this) #my art #kept seeing art of this dude and i know there an anime happening now or soon and figure i'll read it before i get spoiled anything. keep #seeing it since i was 14 yet never actually learned a single thing about it. only thing i knew was: 1 the blond guy is the main character. #2 i think theres a desert + its scifi ish. 3 i think the 'bleh' meme come from this. im only 2 chapter into maximum rn but i hope the panel #gets easier to read because often its just too busy to be comprehensible. also the pacing is a bit weird but apparently first manga was cut #short so fellas did their best im sure. anyway i want to know why everyone love this guy so i'll keep reading. so far his twinkish demeanor #and torment have picked my curiosity

[freakurodani]

indescribable frustration

#sugawara koushi #koushi sugawara #hq!! #haikyu!! #haikyuu!! #karasuno #conspiracy lvl: art #i just wanted do DRAW smth #want to be okay posting looser stuff #stuff that isn't perfect #bc i cant get in the headspace for finished rn #and its stifling me #bleh im just rambling

[taegularities]

hi hi. uhm small thing regarding cmi. if you're a reader, do lmk what you think please 🤍

#so i got an ask regarding cmi that discouraged the hell out of me #they weren't talking badly about it but kind of comparing me to another author on here and asked me #to postpone my update so they're not overwhelmed with all the reading they'd have to do #i usually don't compare myself with my friends or other writers on here and don't care about posting dates #but that discouraged me more than it should've and i can't get much writing done rn lol #just wanna ask.. if i absolutely had to and didn't finish.. would you guys be okay if i posted cmi8 next weekend instead of this week? #and if i do finish... will y'all be around this saturday? #i'm extremely down for some reason lol but i've been outlining planning changing writing etc this chapter for months now and... #want to make sure you guys are around to read and interact #the community labels are already very bleh so it'd be bleh too if cmi8 didn't get any interaction yk? #in any case.. yeah lmk #and please don't ever compare authors to each other guys :') it no feel good #or ask someone to postpone cos of another writer.. #fic: colour me in

[apollos-boyfriend]

i’ve been thinking about the concept of twitch chat not as a chat, but just as an audience, like that of a play. in the same vein of thought as hamlet crying out for the audience to help him, or orpheus begging the audience to tell him if eurydice is still following, turning around when he gets no response. they know they’re being watched. they don’t know their audience can’t do anything. they plead and beg, not understanding why the hundreds of thousands watching them refuse to help.

a tommy who knows he’s being watched during exile. who begs for help until his voice is hoarse, pleads for someone to run and tell l’manberg of what he’s going through. he doesn’t understand why they still watch. why they sit there in silence as he goes through day after day of pure hell. if they cared so much about him, they would get help, right? they would do something. were they enjoying his torment? is that why they refused to act? no matter how much he prays for answers, the eyes watching him remain silent.

a ranboo who knows they’ve been watched while they enderwalk. the audience is with him always, are they not? they must know of what he does. of what he’s done. why won’t they tell him, despite all his begging? have they not suffered enough? it’s almost maddening, knowing the answers are seemingly right there, if only someone would break the silence. why won’t they break the silence?

#icarus speaks #do you get me #i’m bleh rn so i can’t think of more #i hate leaving it centric around just these two but. i’m too tired to think of more #something something cbedwars

[whumpy-wyrms]

JUST REALIZED IT’S BEEN A MONTH SINCE THE LAST TLLR CHAPTER?? WHATTT

OOPS I’M SORRY

TAKE THIS SILLY THING I MADE TO MAKE UP FOR TAKING FOREVER TO WRITE

i have not animated in a long long time sorry if it’s bad lol

#writing is bleh rn #same with drawing i just cannot finish anything and have like a million wips #it’s thanksgiving break so hopefully i will finish stuff this week!!! #i wanna write so bad but have like no motivationnn #i will today #I WILL #AND I WILL FINISH CHAPTER 11 #I WILL DO IT!!! #I AM FILLED WITH DETERMINATION!!! #(<— don’t make fun of me it helps) #my art #tllr art #dew oc #animation

[flashhwing]

*clocks into work*

*does nothing for two hours*

*gets on zoom with my boss*

so you're promoting me, right?

#i lied the meeting is with the boss of the team i'm getting promoted to #also i've only been clocked in for one hour. the meeting is in another hour. i have no drive to do any work rn #i'm really just desperately hoping he doesn't like. decide not to put me through #last year i interviewed for this position and was rejected #they said i was their second choice but they decided to hire new talent from outside the company #which. bleh #apparently they actually want me this time so. heh. idk. fingers crossed #this has been a post #HOPEFULLY he doesn't ask to see my transcripts #this promotion is predicated on me taking classes to finish up a second degree #which i'm doing!!!!! it's just. my grades are not the greatest fjdksl

[boyobjectifier]

i need to get off tumblr and get a damn hobby or read my books or hop back on romance club (visual novels) because man. doom+boredom+hate-scrolling is not fun when i’m having a bpd moment

#whatever i’ll delete this later bc i feel annoying all the damn time lmfao #anyway #also doesn’t help that the main symptom of my stupid autoimmune thyroid disorder is irritability and anxiety #and the some other symptoms of bpd are irritability and anxiety so it’s like. #i’m getting personally offended by shit i don’t even need to be offended whatsoever by. i’m taking everything as personal slight and- #it literally isn’t? so like. i need to hop off and find something else to do but i hate not having a good attention span rn bc i’m just. #bleh about everything rn. idk. whatever i’m complaining don’t force me to make this make sense. i don’t get it either. trust me. #at least my partner has bpd because she can talk me down from a ledge lmfao

[0ak-leaf]

might.

Change my user to OakLeaf_

And change my theme a little :∆

So it fits me :3

Just so if you see it and you're confused. :]

#I am very happy- #Hehe. #I seem so neutral #I promise I'm so happy rn #Just. Bleh. :P

[beelzzzebub]

do i go to sleep bc it's christmas and i know my family will be up in the morning. or do i watch doctor who / read more go fanfiction bc i want to

#boink #asking the real questions #feeling so very alone rn #bleh #i've felt disappointed at my level of excitement for christmas before #because it's such an event in my life #an event where everything is the exact same and i really need that #but this year that's already fucked up #and even the smallest things have changed #big things. massive things. and then even the small things so i can't even focus on those #anyway any time i think that maybe we can just have the day. i remember what's been. idk. going down. #and i just #i'm apathetic #i hate that i am #i want to be as happy as i always am #god i mean i'd rather be desperate for it like i've been the last couple years #but instead i don't want it to happen at all #i wish i could postone #anyway #it is what it is #really not that big of a deal #i'm just a dramatic bitch #i should chill out

[greaterspawnislands]

ok im done taking this seriously im done caring it doesn’t matter none of it matters we’re all just here to post and goof and have a good time! chill out about any and all of it!

#bleh i feel weird rn #not much to do about it tho im just. mmh. #ill blame it on sitting in the hospital rn too #speaking #personal