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bpd-suggestions · 8 months
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What its like having quiet bpd:
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cryptid-corpse · 2 years
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I'm okay, I just need someone to be a little obsessed with me in order to feel validated and loved.
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heavenfell-au · 3 months
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You'd be angry too.
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idcyaz · 8 months
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Emotional dysfunction vs. Emptiness.
Imploding vs. Exploding.
Being in control vs. Being episodic.
Physical health vs. Mental health.
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insidedyingim · 5 months
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Bpd is willddd. I get (1) critique from my partner and sirens are WAILING that I'm going to be abandoned. I just wish I was fucking normal. Every. Fucking. Day. I just wish I was fucking normal.
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n00dleb0yy · 4 months
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3am bpd witchcraft episodes kinda go hard
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simultaneously consuming 6 different types of media at all times so the crippling, never ending loneliness can’t get to me 😎
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raccoon-queer · 1 year
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bitches will be like 'I am profoundly subhuman and internally evil and I will never be able to atone for my sins' and then talk to a human being for two minutes and be fine again
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dead-core · 3 months
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idk i really don't feel like my trauma is that bad. there are a lot of people who have been through something like i have and they carry it quietly and with so much more poise. why do i have to scream so loud? why do i have to be so clearly traumatized? it just makes me feel weak.
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olivesjaw · 1 year
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bpd-suggestions · 5 months
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systemofmemes · 6 months
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constantly-katsura · 1 year
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cyberphuck · 2 months
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Me: I want to draw this comic that I thumbnailed last year, but I know that nobody's gonna look at it Also Me: Nobody looks at your art anyway, you may as well just do whatever Me: Excellent point, Part of Me That Does Not Survive On Validation, however unfortunately my mother didn't love me enough as a child or ever, and now there's a part of me that does survive on validation. Part of Me That Survives on Validation: IF THREE PEOPLE LIKE MY PICTURE IT WILL PROVE I DESERVE TO BE ALIVE Part of Me That Survives on Validation: FIVE PEOPLE Part of Me That Survives on Validation: EIGHT PEOPLE Part of Me That Survives on Validation: THIRTEEN PEOPLE Me: how many people have to click like before you're happy?? Part of Me That Survives on Validation: I WILL TELL YOU WHEN WE GET THERE Me: You have to fucking chill out-- Part Of me That's Tired All the Goddamn Time: Are we laying down? Let's lay down. Just for like an hour. Maybe two hours. Fuck it, we can just go to bed early. Sleep in late. Then get up and just have a little nap. Part of Me That Survives on Validation: IF WE WAKE UP AND THERE ARE LESS THAN 6 NEW LIKES ON MY PICTURE WE WILL CONSIDER IT PROOF THAT EVERYONE HATES US Me: No one hates us, Val! Part of Me That Thinks Everyone is Lying to Me: That's what they want you to think. You know they probably get together to coordinate what lies they're gonna tell you so you'll never find out how they really feel.
Part of Me That Survives on Validation: WELL THEY'RE NOT DOING A VERY GOOD JOB OF PRETENDING NOT TO HATE US, LOOK AT HOW FEW LIKES WE'VE GOTTEN IN THE PAST 45 SECONDS
Me: I can guarantee that none of my friends have those kinds of organization skills. Part of Me That's Convinced I'm a Terrible Person: Oh, so you think all your friends are stupid? You think you're better than all of them, don't you? What an ungrateful piece of shit, do you even deserve friends? Hormones: Baby? Baby now?? Baby? Baby??? Part of Me That Survives on Validation: DO YOU THINK A BABY WOULD LIKE US BETTER BECAUSE THEY HADN'T FOUND OUT HOW AWFUL WE WERE YET? DOES THAT COUNT AS LYING Part of Me That's Convinced I'm a Terrible Person: Yes it does and I can't believe that you'd stoop to abusing children just because you suck so much Hormones: BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY Me: shut UP shut the fuck up all of you I just want to fucking draw-- Part Of me That Tells Me to Kill Myself All The Time: hey
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je-suis-un-fardeau · 11 months
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the paradox of wanting to apologize for saying or doing something that hurt/upset them vs wanting them to feel bad for causing you that much pain in the first place
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sleepysadwriter · 10 months
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I wish more people talked about the aspect of BPD where we take bits of other people's personalities depending on the social situation
It has to do with the unstable sense of self aspect. With groups of friends I pick up small mannerisms. Sometimes I type the same way. I make the same jokes. I react to things the way I'm expected to. Find interests that match theirs and talk about them. Aspects of other people's personalities stick to me.
Idk just a thought
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