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#just cptsd things
volucrine · 8 months
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Cazador has a lot to say to MC if Astarion isn't with them, and it is all such hard-hitting CPTSD/abusive relationship meta that I had to go stare at a wall for a long time before starting to function again.
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Stephen Rooney was not pulling any punches with this storyline. And he really, really did his homework. For his sake I hope that his "background research" on abuse and trauma was entirely theoretical.
And then there is this gem.
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[Player: "And you call yourself his family? You're a monster."
Cazador Szarr: "What is family, if not the monsters we are obliged to love?"]
I mean... Jesus Christ...
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systemofmemes · 6 months
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nothing0fnothing · 7 months
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being like this and living with someone who doesn't understand is so hard.
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interruptedsblog · 2 months
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I feel empty, I feel a hole in my chest while sadness and anguish are invading me. I don't have enough strength to get up, move, concentrate and eat.
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yourhealingjournal · 9 months
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i read this post about someone simply accepting their depression is not going to go away & instead of resenting themselves for never getting rid of it or trying to find so much energy to banish the sadness away or to be fully "healed" from it, they just focus on adding more happy things in their plate.
and that is something i can resonate with.
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battybunny · 3 months
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4spooniesupport · 8 months
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ladycatashtrophe · 3 months
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"Wow, you're so self-aware! It takes most people years of therapy and dedication to get to that point." Thanks, I constantly feel completely disconnected from my physical being and the material sensation of my body, brain, and spirit/soul is so overwhelming that I often have to see myself as an objective third-party instead of an integrated entity. Father son holy spirit and all that.
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sadisticnstoned · 1 year
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Just something about smoke in the sunlight…
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theinsomniacindian · 5 months
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"My child is fine-"
Your child is so lonely and emotionally numb that they cope by living in a dream world to the point where they are terrified of living in reality itself
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0bsessive-d0ll · 3 months
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systemofmemes · 6 months
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shrimpleastha · 9 months
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Fantasizing about extremely traumatic scenarios bc it doesn't feel like my trauma is enough
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yourhealingjournal · 1 month
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actually, to have the audacity to live, to take up space, is the scariest and most rewarding gift you can give yourself.
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sufferingtosurvive · 1 month
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It’s not fair!
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mycptsdstory · 8 months
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To add; "They left out that children aren’t your purpose in life. They shouldn’t give your life meaning. That’s something you should have already had."
Tweets and this comment found on Reddit.
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