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General Beckman had informed Emma she'd be partnered with Detective Michaels for this case, possibly long-term if it may help her department prove their suspect of corruption among several police departments and politicians. Of course the general hadn't given her any information that wasn't strictly pertinent to the mission, except for hinting that the man himself could be used to investigate locations in which her face was by this point well-known, and she could walk among cops just as easily with the connections she had formed working as a bailsbond woman.
Of course that also depended on how well their newly formed team would work, and Emma had brought hot chocolates for both while he looked at the documents she had gotten; she had beaten some out of people, flirted the others, but she was glad to leave the detecting to him, well aware that she tended to get a little obsessive with what her friends called her murder-boards.
"Here, take a break," she offered him a cup, "We should discuss what we want our... general cover to be anyway. We should know stuff about each other if we want to sell that we have decided to work together for a bit."
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So not only did Noah post that video today, but Br*tt tweeted something stupid that could be framed as "moderate" or whatever ("zionism doesn't mean that you are for the deaths of innocent Palestinians").
Netflix is SO scared of all the boycott threats that they're ordering the cast to make themselves more palatable to people who don't like genocide.
Which means all of it is WORKING. The threat to their bottom line is what they fear most. Keep it up, pals!
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I do sometimes find it really annoying that most of the things I do right now are At Least tangentially related to a trauma I lived through.
I am living in a university dorm right now, it's a very typical thing to do, but most people return to their family home during the weekends and only really stay in the dorms because they have classes in the week and having to go from their home to the classes, especially the 9 am classes, can be heavy if they live somewhat further away. I stay in my dorm the entire week. For Reasons I don't want to go back to my old home for longer than half a day to drop my laundry and leave with clean clothes, some food and a chat with my mother. I wouldn't feel good doing so anymore, but mentioning that is weird because most people (except internationals because going to a full on other country just for the weekend, every weekend, would be a bit dumb) return to their home (My dorm feels more like home to me right now than my old house did btw).
When I say I stay in my dorm people are somewhat confused, as it on its own already implies that something must not be that good at the familial home for me to not go there for the weekends. By the simple fact I don't go back it's already implied there is something wrong, and it's true, there Is something wrong, but I can't just start explaining the whole thing, it's not really appropriate for most conversations, and I simply don't want to open up about this part of my traumas. So I just have to quickly and very blatantly brush off that fact and the unpleasant implications to continue the conversation without making it awkward and it's so annoying.
Most of my weird trauma responses at least have the added thing that if I don't verbalize them nobody will really notice. I am good at hiding them, I kinda had to, but this dorm situation is such a blatant sign of something Weird (and not the good kind) that I cannot hide since my actions on their own imply a situation already.
I am somewhat good at dealing with all of these issues, brushing off The Problems is a typical part of normal conversations, but it does get frustrating sometimes when I get severely affected by something traumatic, and it's The Only reason that my problem happened, but I cannot talk about it in casual conversations because of how heavy and intense it is. I have to vaguely mention The Horrors (They Are Complex) and move on before I make my conversation partner uncomfortable. It happened when I had to miss a class because of a severe relapse in my mental health, it happens every time I mention I stay in my dorm the weekends, it happens whenever I get too jittery and weird because of stress (I don't even always know Why I am stressed) and I just cannot explain anything about the cause because it's too heavy for most people to hear. (I do understand that fact, it makes sense you're not going to tell classmates casually about the horrific stuff you went through in your personal life, but it fucking gets annoying when it is fully related to a situation and I have to Shut The Fuck Up anyway.)
It's just frustrating to me that I have to deal with all these Weird Things because of trauma, and everyone sees them, but I cannot explain where they come from truthfully because of how much they are. It's in this weird middle state where people See I am weird hurt, but they don't Know why. I do things differently for reasons they can assume are unpleasant, but I cannot ever truly explain everything to them.
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there is not a comparable media consumption level for ppl living in the us consuming media about other countries. It is not "oh you watched 2 american tv shows and now you think you know everything" it's everything is american unless specified otherwise. you do not have that point of comparison it does not exist for you. we (external non-US people) don't have a perfect idea of living in the us but our grounds for thinking we have SOME idea is not the same as you saying "oh i know everything about japan" because you watch anime. Anime is a single category of media explicitly related to japan which you watch when engaging with japanese culture.
all media i access is american unless explicitly specified otherwise.
do you see the difference
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