#just gonna be fixated on this

[dizzybizz]

sleepy gill and gill with the bubbled evil cat

#hi remember when i thought i was in for a really bad bout of hsr fixation. lets see how thats going.. lets just check in and #oh . oh no. oh this was. this wasnt the plan. oh no #just roll with it #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #gill in pjs got to me ok. gill fighting in pjs got to me. the thought of gill sleeping in a barrel of water with pjs on got to me. #wheni tell you this fkn podcast is the only thing ive been thinking abt for the past few days dude what thef uck #theyre all so stupid they get up to so much bs its fkn great i lvoe the three of them so mcuh WHEHhghh >:'O #my art #i keep nearly forgetting that tag help??? #ive slowly been getting used to drawing them jsut you wait til i feel good abt the designs n shit ok its gonna be epic or smth #oop s its 1am soon whoopsies ehehee but like ..... the dumbasses... theyre in my head.. #there are so many stupid scenes i want to draw 😭😭😭😭😭 #im sorry to. my friends. for jsut . yknow. and everyone really #i wasnt ready for this 😭 idk what happened i just started going through eps so quickly all of a sudden and ive gone through like 12 eps in #2-3 days and i feel absolutely insane and i think abt them so much. theyve taken up all my time help

[mossrockpog]

Tbh my main perspective on most qsmp things is just that I'm happy to be here. These concerns with the unlocks to me are just growing pains of a server where people genuinely care and want the experience to be good. The content creators, according to Bagi, are advocating for themselves, and there is communication happening, even if it isn't always the best. I'm just happy and ready to have a good time :)

#qsmp #moss posts #i feel like when i look for issues with something im gonna find em. and i personally tend to fixate on issues in the things i like far too #much. which ruins my personal enjoyment #so tldr im just chilling :3 #cave mumbling

[nocofamilyau]

so much for his day off, eh? (1/8)

#noco family au #total drama #total drama noah #total drama raj #total drama wayne #im sorry Jesus #I was drawing this earlier and thinking to myself like wtf am I doing #why can't I hyper fixate on something decent like getting a job #but it'll be funny so I keep going #anyway gonna try doing like these lil arcs when I can #asks will still be answered I just wanna get this done first it has been stewing in my head for a fat while now

[ruinationz]

tired: caine x pomni, in the sense that caine is trying to keep her there forever with his own malicious intentions (and pomni has given up entirely, probably on the verge of abstracting if caine will even LET her), or pomni is using the relation in order to escape . very bad. very ooc. what is wrong with you

wired: caine x pomni: in the sense that they both understand that they cannot be together forever and that's ok. they still love eachother so so SO much nothing can change that and are ACTIVELY working to help pomni escape in a way that she can bring caine with her.

sometimes they find themselves thinking "i want to be with you forever", then pausing and going "...when exactly is 'forever', really?". sometimes one panics over the idea of being abandoned and going back to square one all over again, or one of them abstracting, or some horrible event that will separate the two. but they understand that the shitty situation exists and is stopping them from anything further, and they're trying to fix it as best as they can. and even if they do part one day (in the case that caine is unable to, somehow, come to the physical world), who cares? they'll have one another in their hearts, holding their memory close for as long as they live

then again it's 8 in the morning, im half-asleep, and have no idea what im doing

#ask 2 tag #i dont know im seeing a bit of art where pomni is sad and has genuinely given up and allowed caine's whims and “malice” on her #(very ooc #really #its so gross #oh my god stop it) #like really ive seen it im gonna keep it as vague as possible #but like... gross? he would never do that #i might just be crazy (fixated since the january teaser) #but he is NOT the guy to willingly harm someone #yeah sure i need to admit the relation is messy considering blah blah 'le wacky web god and the human soul that got dragged in by something #that we arent sure of yet' but making it straight ABUSE? you're weird! #please block me if you do that...so srs #the amazing digital circus #tadc #showtime #flippy.txt

[peridots-pixiwolf]

in honor of TF2's sweet sixteen and repostober, one Pyro from just about six months ago 👍

@friendlyengie since i heavily referenced off your pyro here! Hope you don't mind me tagging you, your stuff is cool and I'm a big fan of your femfortress designs especially :]

#peridots-art #pyro tf2 #tf2 #bugs #to this day i have still not drawn more than a doodle of any other merc. which is weird since pyro isn't even my favorite just fun to draw #don't have much to say here since. y'know. made this in april. i still don't know yet if i'm ever gonna play tf2 (and besides i still have #a few uninstalled games in my steam library to get to. portal outer wilds and disco elysium i'm coming for you) and i'm kind of losing the #fixation on it now but i'm sure whatever i do it'll be fun :] #also this came long before i saw someone interpret them as a bot. which is an a+ headcanon to me. also i think they'd be any pronouns #obviously i just needed to write the id too fast to mix it up :tragic:

[fauvester]

can you imagine cardassians being introduced to kotatsus.. keiko invites garak over to use it and he refuses to leave. that's HIS cozybox now

#dee s 9 #he is CONTENT. he is SO WARM. he is ENJOYING SOME CIVILIZED TEA and DISCUSSION. #keiko is like. so nice you came. but youve been here for 8 hours. do i need to call julian #garak like no i am quite comfortable thank you. i have my book. just get mr obrien out of here and i wont cause you any trouble #julians got to winch him out with a crowbar #garaks gonna install one in every table he owns #postwar garak introduces it to cardassia and it becomes a fixation. every house has one #you visit someones house and all their children are completely under the 'tatsu playing cards. writhing with lizards under the comforter

[fisheito]

watched aegis yaku's r5 and immediately felt the need to balance out the universe [SMUSHES YAKUMO FLAT]

#I THINK AEGIS R5 TAKES THE RECORD FOR LEAST AMOUNT OF FOREPLAY I'VE SEEN IN A YAKU ROOM AHAHAHAHA #i'm still fixated on the background details and trying to figure out what little yakumo decorated his lair with #when all of sudden we're going full force and i'm like WOAH OK DIDN'T THINK YOU'D DEMAND MY ATTENTION THAT FAST GIMME A SECOND TO REFOCUS #the urge to flip yakumo over and just destroy him grows every day. #they tried to appease me with apron r2 but i'm afraid i'm gonna need... m o r e #we must. crush yakumo. (drops eiden and oli on top of him) #have fun trying to escape THAT mass! good luck little snake #oli's thighs will pin u to the ground and u will be immobile until he grants u permission #yakumo #eiden #olivine #nu carnival

[art-of-eve]

Amateur artist who can't draw anatomy for shit attempts to sabotage themselves:

Just so everyone knows I will never do this again. 30 minutes of pure confusion and yoloing on my part SKSJNDNDJSN

Inspired from this:

#I DARE SOMEONE TO DO THIS #I NEED TO HAVE A HYPER FIXATION ON THIS YOU GUYS #anyway imagine laudna being so powerful and so hot #critical role #laudna #bells hells #featuring that exoskeleton spinal piece which is just *chef's kiss* #I added a skull jawpiece #and the skeleton hand bracelet #SHE SLAYED THOUGH I'M NOT GONNA LIE

[halfusek]

oopsie

so the stream was a flop (ill need to solve that problem in the future but that was very weird cuz these settings worked with batdr before and i doubt batdr was easier to stream performance wise) but yall didnt miss out on anything cuz uh

basically in 15 minutes i was done with the part of the. "game". that was. actually kind of looking like one. you know i didn't expect any polish to this, it was free and all. that was the part with gaskette, it was. fine. i did not find it interesting but at least it wasnt what the rest of the game was

but you know what, i get it. finally i get it

they, or maybe just mike, but its released under their company so i will say they,

they hate theorists

they hate dataminers

alright, point taken, i guess

just push away the fans who were the most interested in playing your games, cuz that's smart

it's sad really but oh well have it your way

#i dont know how many 'i cant get out of this hyperfixation no matter what' i have in me #believe me i tried to fixate on something else #idk #that game was just a really upsetting experience honestly and i think that was the point #i could form my thoughts more clearly and critically but why should i do that #ough #its so jover man #tbh #i dont think im gonna check out their next games if thats the attitude theyre showing #maybe i should have stopped engaging with them already but yknow i was hoping itd get better #and i still really do enjoy interacting with other bendy fans #but its just too much man #halfpost #bendy spoilers #whatever

[crassinova]

It’s his day!!!

(This was done 2 weeks ago I just wanted to practice on oil pastels)

#SCHED post!!! #sorry no fallout posting I’m terribly into idv rn #gibsonnilson #fallout 4 #fallout #nick valentine #fo4 #I’m gonna kill. me I just realized his stupid robotic hand is in the WRONG WAY #I was actually gonna make an animatic wit both chancey and Nick but I got so terribly fixated on idv I don’t think I can 😭

[dizzybizz]

captain jasmine "jazz" drake broke into my brain and is now living there rent free help

#i uhm i uhhh i i i #queen too. i was introduced to queen and uh i uhuhm i yeahgh huhuhu #those two get me all giggly kicking my feet yknow #ep91 killed me three times im triple dead can s omeone help im so deep in my riptide fixation istg if i pick up any vocal stims bc of this #istg if i start going lalala. well idk what id do but smth.. #just roll with it #jrwi riptide #jrwi jazz #jasmine drake #chip jrwi #jay ferin #gillion tidestrider #i got to their big revamped designs yiippeeee #N JAYS MAGI C WING S IM SO HYPE #my art #oki now i need to learn how to draw queen uhm i was scared for their debut bc i knew i would be insane but yeah ok i nee d to go like i nee #to leave i cant hes literally perfect i cant deal with it im gonna cry i l ove her sm istg theyer evertyhtinnhg

[cluescorner]

I gave myself a writing challenge and I am fascinated by it

So basically I put the robins in a randomizer to give them a new order/role (because I just...kinda wanted to see what would happen + I like role-reversal AUs) and got results that are giving me a fucking brain blast.

Stephanie, the first sidekick who defines the role

Tim, the sidekick who dies and comes back wrong

Dick, the sidekick who saves Batman from himself

Damian, the sidekick who was never supposed to be a sidekick but would go on to prove everyone wrong

Jason, the youngest sidekick who is still the Kid Wonder

...So this is fucking wild. I've got some ideas and several of these fit perfectly (Dick's role is pretty similar to his one in canon), but some of these are fucking INCREDIBLE to explore (Steph being the first Robin is something I never even considered but tbh I kinda love it).

I probably won't write a fic or anything because tbh I don't like publishing my writing that much, but I might expand this into a full AU and post about it. I might randomize other stuff too (ie, stuff that I cannot change vs stuff that I cannot keep the same) but this fucking rules as a starting point.

#uhhh what am I calling this?? #randomizedrobinsau #stephanie brown #oh my god I am so excited to figure out how tf to write this. #because she's my favorite of these characters and having HER be the first sidekick + the one who has a mentor/older sister relationship #with the others?? kickass. though I'll probably keep her and Tim's relationship as 'dating-then-exes' because I think it's funny #and then SHE can be the Robin who Tim got fixated on + figured out her identity?? holy fuck and then the angst of Tim later dying #Tim Drake #tbh I kinda wish he'd gotten a different position because 'sidekick who dies' Tim has kinda been done a lot with the standard #reverse robin aus. But it'll still be fun to write. Definitely going the Joker Junior route with this because Batman Beyond kicks ass #Dick Grayson #He'll honestly probably be the easiest. Like...his role has not changed much outside of being younger/not the one who defines this #But I still think it'll be good to see how well I know Dick beyond his eldest brother thing (which is my best way of relating to him) #Damian al ghul #damian wayne #oh this is gonna kick ass #Bruce does not want his son to be a sidekick but Damian just kinda forces his way into that role #and everybody doubts him because of his history with the league but he later proves himself more than capable #to the point that he can set out mostly on his own and still thrive #Jason Todd #Jason being the baby of the family is also something I have never thought about but holy shit it could kick ass #I really hope that I don't roll 'Jason must die' or 'Robin 5 must die' on the randomizer. I just kinda want Jason to live this time #But unfortunately I double-screwed him because he's on the 'must happen' wheel twice now. I did not think these prompts through #TBH I am so happy that none of them rolled their OG roles. because that would have been so fucking boring

[zombie-bait]

Apologies for blurriness but Armand WHAT?????

#iwtv #interview with the vampire #amc interview with the vampire #amc iwtv #iwtv armand #it might just be something in French #but if it says Marius #I'm gonna lose my mind #it could also be someone else's name tbh #just figured i'd toss it on the old tumblr #cuz this show is like 20% of my brain capacity at all times #even when im fixated on something else

[lesbiradshaw]

if tgm was really committed to the homoeroticism the franchise became famous for they would have focused more on the hangster hands motif. hands that are capable of hurt (bradley shoving at jake’s chest in the classroom after jake’s words have torn him apart). hands that are capable of peace (the scrapped scene of jake helping bradley up on the beach; an unspoken truce). hands that are capable of forgiveness (reuniting on the carrier— ‘they shake hands. it’s enough’.). hands that are capable of love (jake tapping a hand over bradley’s heart like he’s making sure he’s alive, because a handshake was enough but it’s okay to want more). anyways. all this to say i need them to release the footage because i KNOW it’s sitting in a vault somewhere collecting dust.

#one day i’ll write a fic about this #because you guys know me i love a good motif i can fixate on ☝️ #i just think hands/touch represents their relationship development so well #it was all probably unintentional on the straight mens part irl but im still gonna read into the fictional implications #carolcore #hangster

[moeblob]

AU where Brent is a drone to help out at crime scenes and offer input after Right finds the drone. And basically he befriends the really weird guy possibly controlling the drone but has his doubts as to how human the drone's source can be. So Right and Brent just go around trying to solve crimes while Right just calls the drone "Fuckwad (affectionate)".

#my characters #i love right so much and i think he would actually do pretty dang well with a lil assistant drone because not a person #which means not liable to get hurt with a bit of contact so he can just #tap the lil drone or poke it to push it away a little #anyway hi i had a very VERY bad morning and im not gonna lie #i was genuinely at one point thinking huh what if i get hospitalized that sure would suck #and i was thinking huh maybe i should think of how to instruct my mom on how to post on tumblr to tell you guys im hospitalized #which in my defense i had to bother my mom at 2am bc i went down to get pain meds and couldnt make it upstairs #and was breathing so intensely on the stairs hunched over i was like hmmmm not the usual panic attack feelings #and she immediately asked me if i wanted to go to the hospital #so im like cool not gonna let that outta my mind thats fine surely no problem #just gonna fixate on being hospitalized #anyway i finally got helped upstairs and was in incredible pain and couldnt breathe v easily #and it was leading to a bit of a panic attack because i was in so much pain simply trying to inhale and #my breathing was so shallow and sharp and my arms were just having bad circulation and shaking and hm #yeah it was p bad #anyway as a treat to myself not being in a hospital i drew my beloved raccoon son right

[natjennie]

"thomas got no character development" maybe. or maybe the moral of his story is that it's irresponsible and unhealthy to attempt to completely deprive yourself of your feelings and much more productive to accept them as part of yourself and move on with your life from there. trying to go cold turkey on alison and then randomly picking another person to have a crush on only for it not to work is something we've seen thomas do before, which for some reason people decide to see as boring repetition rather than consistent characterization. but after that. did you miss the part where he stopped talking when she walked away, realized along with everyone else when fanny said "we're as bad as betty" and voted to go through with the proposal for alison to leave? did you miss the part where he happily waved her and her living family goodbye? did you miss the part where alison, old and gray, came back and mirthfully said "thomas, you flatter me" like. his passion for people and obsession with the idea of love wasn't gonna just go away. but he's learning to treat her with more respect, he didn't throw a tantrum or follow her around or go drown himself in the lake. just because he's not a completely different character doesn't mean there wasn't growth. watch season 1 episode 2 thomas say "divorce him, kill yourself, marry me" and then watch the christmas special again and tell me there was no development. come on now.

#like his 'its you that i love' was completely neutral. he's not making demands he's not badmouthing mike #he knows she is happy with mike and mia and will never feel the same way he does #that doesnt make him love her any less #can you not imagine having an unreciprocated crush? #his infatuation with her has gotten WAYYY less intense and way less overbearing #he's learning to live with his feelings and love her platonically as well #just because he still feels things very passionately doesnt mean he hasn't grown #anyway his short-lived intense fixations on people is like. a trademark of his character. #did you not watch the thomas thorne affair #anyway whatever #i think people need to take a step back and think about time scale before they complain about lack of growth #thomas has been dead for 300 years. #he's not gonna become an entirely different person in 5. #like 5 years SOUNDS like a long time to us. living people. #but you have to remember that it is a FRACTION of their time #bbc ghosts #ghosts spoilers