Hey!! I feel like you may or may not have answered this at some point but how would the Leon's react to the reader being a virgin? I know she was with dark step dad but I'm interested in how the rest of them would handle that
Hiya anon! š
Yeah dark stepdad is a nonentity in this case š
Hmm I can toss out some ideas
OG Stepdad:
Would be surprised
Definitely pumping the breaks cause itās a big deal for him to take your V card
Would make sure youāre certain in your decision before continuing
Also would find it really really hot that you want him to be your first š¤
But is super sweet during and after cause although he likes to get a little rough, for this time he wants it to be special
Sweet Stepdad:
Has literal tears in his eyes that you want him to be your first
Itās not that heās shocked youāre a virgin, itās just kinda wild that youād want him to be the one to take your virginity
You assure him that youāre ready and heās the right one to do it cause heās even more nervous than you!
He just wants it to be a pleasurable experience for you so spends forever warming you up š
Dotes on you afterwards to the point itās almost smothering (almost)
OG Stepbro:
Sorta similar to stepdad
Heās not as shook that youāre still a virgin (cause heās seen the guys hounding after you š)
But he is surprised that youāre okay with him being the one to pop your cherry (cause maybe you were saving it for someone, sue him lol)
Definitely thinks itās the hottest thing ever that he gets to be your first
Heās also prone to being jealous so to be your first just makes him the most smug man alive š¤
Gives you the sweetest and affectionate aftercare once itās all said and done
Subby Stepbro:
Heās the most shocked of anyone
You? But youāre so you! And you want him toā? šµāš« šµāš«
He was smitten with you but now heās lovesick
Heās in utter awe that he gets to be your first
Heās so soft and gentle, making sure youāre enjoying yourself and just being 1000% attentive
Heās just like sweet stepdad and dotes on you afterwards to the point you donāt even have to lift a finger cause heās already there š¤
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So I was playing through the update (very very fun!!) and I got to the part where Rafaele asks the MC how he looks. I accidentally selected a choice without "looking" at Rafaele, then went back to look first and then select a choice. I found the contrast between the two outcomes very funny ā I just had to pause and write this ask because man this got a lot of giggles out of me š»š»
Without Looking:
With Looking:
It was definitely a very nice semi-hidden little treasure to stumble upon! I probably wouldn't have found this if it weren't for accidentally clicking a choice without doing the looking first; I know that "not looking" is reflected in the wording of the choices in that certain scenario, but for some reason my brain didn't register it at all until I consciously looked closer š
Also, I really really like the "not looking" scenario for some reason?? It feels so familial and intimate, an exasperated father mock-sighing at his unabashedly confident child. It kind of feels like a peek into how MC interacted with their parents during their younger, more childish days š It certainly gave me quite a few drabble/headcanon ideas regarding my MC and his parents, at least. I liked it so much that I decided to keep it (sorry, Rafaele)!! šāØ
Anyways, I'm very much enjoying the new update!! Thank you for all the work you've done, and good luck with writing chapter 2! (ą¹ā¢Ģć
ā¢Ģ)Łā§ I'm really excited for it, but please do take your time! You've already given us so much content (including your blog posts, which I very much enjoy reading) :] That was all, and have a very nice day!šāØ
P.S. The relationship between MC and Nero and Rafaele is very near and dear to my heart š„° I'm very fond of the ROs, and am looking forward to getting to know more about them ingame ā but the dads are special. I've spent waaay more time than I'd like to admit making personal headcanons and anecdotes about that little family š„¹
Ahh, I'm so glad you played through the update! And I'm even more ecstatic that you caught the changes with the looking vs not looking (The choices and comments are different for each option depending on if you looked or not!!)! š I wasn't sure if anyone would be able to see and appreciate the differences!
You're right, though -- it seems so familiar and easy in a way that's intimate to anyone you've been with for a very long time. So even if it may seem like the more "disrespectful" option, it really is just everyday interaction with your family. A little taken for granted, but loving all the same.
I'm super glad you like the dads, and I know many people do as well ā¤ļø I find it fascinating that we especially value and devalue ROs at the same time (no /neg or criticism). A lot of people look to IFs just for the romance, that sometimes we reduce characters we can romance to being there just for that. Thus, finding characters we can get attached to, without any prior expectation to romance them, feels more special.
Again, not necessarily a bad mindset, or directed towards you, specifically--it's just been on my mind for a long time! It makes me so happy that you can find a character like that in my IF, because I definitely do not want to make important side characters less loveable or interesting than the ROs. So your fondness for the parents is really special as well, and shows that that isn't the case!
That was a lot of musing and rambling -- thank you so much for letting me know your thoughts about the update š„ŗ I'll be answering an ask about flower crowns very soon for you ššæ
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23. Best writing advice for other writers? šš
PFFFFFFFFFT š I refer you to the fact I am a rank newbie and canāt possibly offer advice because that implies I know what Iām doingā¦!!!
ā¦ Unless I steal advice directly given to me by an experienced wise one *looks pointedly*ā¦
I confess I am still struggling to follow this advice on many days when I get the intrusive feeling that it is ridiculous and borderline rude of me to try to contribute anything to the amazing body of work that the Thunderfam has producedā¦ and is still producingā¦ and I feel that everything I think of has been done already and SO MUCH BETTER or maybe I should just put the idea out there for someone to do a better job with? I dunnoā¦
But borrowed wisdom says something to the effect ofā¦
Nobody else can tell your story the way you can.
And also
More fic is always good fic.
So Iām trying my best to believe that and think everyone else should too.
Alsoā¦ and this might be just the unique and irritating way my brain works but in case anyone else does the sameā¦ it takes deliberate effort to remember that number of notes doesnāt *necessarily* correlate with whether a piece of work has merit. Iām a data nerd and I canāt help tracking it (Iāve tried but I do it anyway) and itās really easy to get in a stew of āperson x who I respect didnāt interact so they must hate it, I should give upā or āwow, I was really proud of that chapter but it got fewer likes than the othersā¦ is my judgment totally off?ā Sometimes people just donāt see things (yay tumblr) or they are busy and mean to come back to it and donāt get around to it. Maybe there are people who enjoy it but just donāt do likes or reblogs on everythingā¦ or maybe they didnāt like it as much but that doesnāt matter. If I didā¦ itās valid. Doing this for fun not approval, right?
Just write the words. You can play with them later, post them, or not. But if an idea comes write it down because itās good for you.
Also, randomly message people who seem interested and ask them to read things through for youā¦ Iāve been really surprised by how many lovely people actually enjoy this and want to chat ideas š„° dunno if this is universal but the Thunderfam is very friendly and supportive!
Here endeth rambling š¤£
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I would like to know what yourĀ boundariesĀ are when it comes to interacting with you.
are you ok with requests or questions that donāt have to do with your works
are you ok with receiving headcanons that are not relevant to or may contradict with what you already haveĀ
how many asks are you comfortable with receiving at one time.
Are there other things that you want us to know about fan interaction that I didnāt think to ask about
OK I AM NOW RESPONDING TO THIS THE SECOND TIME BECAUSE TUMBLR DECIDED TO BE A BITCH AND GOD UGHHHHHHHHHH OMG >:((((((.... SIGH
Hi, thank you for asking about my boundaries, and to anyone reading this, I appreciate you taking the time out of your day to look at this! :)
I am super okay with any questions you have about anything. I might not come with the correct answer to these questions, BUT I'll try to answer them either way! However if some questions are uncomfortable for me to answer, I can't put my finger on what such questions would be expect for like, NSFW stuff, I'm really not comfortable with that on my blog so please keep NSFW material/questions/requests to yourself. :)
With requests, if we are now talking art requests etc, then I'll gladly draw most stuff!! I tend to only enjoy drawing stuff I'm fixated on, so if I'm going through a overwhelming time or something due to my undiagnosed and therefore unmedicated ADHD I will probably not be drawing your requests. :(( BUT I'LL GET BACK TO THEM AFTER THE OVERWHELMING PERIODS!! (At least I'll try to.)
I would like to add on this that when I'm in artblock, I sometimes will just draw anything... So I may make a post asking for people to send me their OCs and so on so that I can get the creative juices flowing!! :D
You are again free to send me any of your headcanons even if they contradict mine, because if anything, I can add on to my own HC by yours. š¤š¤ However, if you do send me headcanons, try to mostly just keep yourself to Hermitcraft/Life Series headcanons or anything related to that because if it isn't about that I really won't have anything to respond to your headcanons. Hard to care if I don't know anything about the topic, yk?
I'm fine with any amount of asks. If you as a singular person have many questions that you feel won't all fit into one asks, then send them as individual asks, I don't mind!! :D
I try to answer asks as fast as I can, but sometimes it may take some time as I do go to school. And sometimes, LIKE YESTERDAY, I may have burnout or I may be over stimulated. If that is the case, I will not be active at all on social media, so don't take it personal if it takes a while for your ask(s) to be answered.
I would like people who view this blog to know that I most likely have ADHD, I'm mentioning this because it's something so recent and it is affecting me quite a lot.
I draw stuff when I feel like it, I genuinely cannot draw unless I get that certain flow going, it's a little hard to explain... But I haven't been working on the comic because I know it's better for me not to force myself to work on it because if I did that, I would risk losing interest in it completely, and that's something no one here wants. :(( So please do try to be patient with me, I may be academically smart, but I'm still a little slow. <33
I HOPE THIS ANSWERS ALL YOUR QUESTIONS!! If there is still something for you, the person reading this, that was left unclear or you didn't get a good or direct answer to, then send an ask to me or send me a message and I'll try to clarify myself. :)))
Also with ibispaints new animating tool... i might be going a little... Nuts... Hehe. AAAAAA ššš Not saying anything but, like, well I'll just leave a few very very very fast doodles here.
Steady steady... Pum pum pudum dum dum..
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Writing Patterns Game
List the first line of your last 10 (posted) fics and see if thereās a pattern! (@circumference-pie tagged me!!)
Ooh ok let's see š. Going with the last 10 updated on AO3 (I have a couple incomplete WIPs that have been going on for a while lol)
Xichen [today, 49 min ago] Call me as soon as you can. (from Begin Again, MDZS/CQL)
The apartment hallway is nice. (from never forgot you, MDZS/CQL)
The sun is high this afternoon, hot with the warmth of summer. (from be honest with me now, MDZS/CQL)
Much has been said about Dongfang Qingcang. (from An Orchid of the Moon, CLJ)
On nights like tonight, Xiao Duo wonders what he is thinking. (from just happy to see you, Unchained Love)
Every day, Xiao Lanhua thinks it will be the day. (from if we must part in the end, i'd rather have amnesia, CLJ)
A-Yuanās laughter greets Lan Zhan when he opens the door to his and Wei Yingās shared apartment. (from don't leave me waiting, don't leave me here, MDZS/CQL)
The Yun residence is quiet when she arrives at the front door. (from a part to play, My Journey to You)
Ever since Xiao Lanhua could remember, she feared the Memory Loss River. (from the river of forgetting, CLJ)
Early in the 21st Century, THE SHUIYUNTIAN CORPORATION advanced robot evolution into the NEXUS phase by creating a being virtually identical to a human, known as a Replicant. (from tears in the rain, CLJ)
Wow! Interesting to see all these fics laid out together. You don't realize how much 10 is until you do something like this lol. Look at all those fandoms. And here I was thinking my production for MDZS was slowing down lol.
As for patterns, it seems my general technique is to start with a simple and to the point sentence to pull the reader in. I seem to like setting the scene or general tone first. Or in some cases, just making a simple statement that will hopefully entice a reader to continue (like in Begin Again or Orchid of the Moon)
The only outlier is the last one because I was adapting the Blade Runner script, and that's the first line in the movie's opening title cards. It also functions similarly to my personal technique in setting the stage immediately, but I can't take credit for it š
Thanks for tagging me! This was really interesting!
I tag @harocat, @lamusadelils
And anyone else who wants to do it!
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Writer's Game
Rules: post the first sentence of your last ten fics. If you haven't written ten fics, share as many first-sentences as you have.
Tagged by @pipergirl17 (woops I forgot to tag initiallyš)
general stranger things / twin peaks / hellcheer specifically
In the Shade of Aurelia - Morning rises, and peace flees from her.
Open the Sky and Let Her Come Down - āThis has to be the most fucked-up cheerleader sleepover Iāve ever been invited to.ā
Do or Die - āYou live here alone?ā
Twin Flames Divided - When Audrey heard the news of the girl found dead wrapped in plastic, she knew that it was Laura Palmer.
Meet Me At Our Spot - Chrissy Cunningham was on a mission.
Coffee and Contemplation - Diane; Itās 3:43 in the afternoon Eastern Standard Time.Ā
Dear Donna - Dear Donna, Happy anniversary!
not a sound, but the wind - The wind stung her eyes, her cheeks, her lips, every inch of her face that was exposed beyond her hood.
In an Envelope Marked: HARRINGTON - Steve, If youāre reading this, know that Iām sorry and itās not your fault.
In an Envelope Marked: HENDERSON - Hey Creep, I never liked writing, but this time around with the Upside Down, I know I have to just in case.
tagging : @a-strange-inkling , @annakin14 , @outlandishwhalesharks, and anyone else who wants to share some first lines of their works (tag me I wanna see even if I didnt explicitly tag you!! It's just interesting to see how dif fics start with such different tones.)
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The Swan Theory (The Owl House)
With The Owl Houseās next special āFor The Futureā just a day away, I thought Iād go back throw a theory Iāve had for a while onto here from Twitter (where I originally posted it). Hereās the full thing, word for word, and a link to the original post to prove I made this before anything leaked: https://twitter.com/DiddleBox/status/1517927997151588353
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I just need to state this now in case I'm somehow right and it does eventually come true, I want to be able to say I officially called it š
I truly think there's a chance that Luz's palisman will end up being a swan.
I know most people have different theories on what her palisman might be, the most popular theory I've seen being a snake, and while there is admittedly a lot of blatant evidence for snake I think there's some equally compelling evidence for swan as well.
First of all, speaking of the snake theory, some consider the logo as evidence due to the L and H lines making staffs leading to the O (Owlbert) and the S. They say the S represents the shape of a snake, but really it could just as easily be seen as the shape of a swan.
Next up, my biggest piece of evidence, Camila says that Luz used to make tinfoil swans for her. Having this specific sentimental animal craft paired with the fact that she'll be custom carving her palisman leads me to think she might make a swan as a tribute to her mom.
Furthering this idea is the this line right after being given the palistrom wood where Luz is missing her mom too much to think of what she'd want as her palisman. Her love and separation from Camila might make her think to craft a swan just like she used to for her.
Next is a fairly simple detail seen in a recent episode where, to the left of Camila, a calendar can be seen with an image of swans. Another reference to swans and their connection between Luz and Camila.
Lastly, an interesting detail to note is that every member of the Clawthorne family that we've seen has a bird as a palisman, so in addition to the swan's connection to Luz and Camila it would also fall in line with the pattern of her found family in the Boiling Isles.
And that's the theory! I believe it holds up about as well as any other out there right now, and based on the bits of potential foreshadowing and the themes it'd contain I truly think there's a chance it's correct. Hope you fellow fans out there think so too š
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So thatās it! And before anyone says it, yes I know the last special had some HEAVY hinting towards the Snake Theory being right, but Iām still holding out hope that it was all a red herring and my Swan Theory still has a chance! š¤
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Wednesday: A Review
So I recently watched the Wednesday series on Netflix and I have some thoughts š. I first got into the Addams family back in 2020(it was in fact one of my quarantine obsessions lol) and when I found out Netflix was making a series with Wednesday, I was intrigued but also a little nervous. Anyway I eventually watched the series and after watching it, I think Iām going to give it a 5.5-6/10(the 5.5-6 sort of depends on my feelings at the moment lol). So, here Iāll talk about what I liked, didnāt like, and what I hope to see in future seasons. Warning that this post is rather critical of the show at times, so read at your own risk š.
Cut for spoilers/long post
What I Liked
Jenna Ortega: Itās probably blatantly obvious, but Jenna Ortega was easily the best part of the entire seasons. She gave a phenomenal performance and while I definitely saw some similarities to Christina Ricciās performance, Jenna was still able to bring out another side to Wednesday as well. I havenāt seen Jenna since her Disney Channel days and this showed that she really has what it takes to be a great actress. And it should go without saying- but the dance scene was iconic š
Wednesday and Enidās friendship: I genuinely really liked the dynamic between these two girls. The actresses both had great chemistry with each other and although I sometimes think the dark/broody with the cheerful/peppy character can be a bit overused, I really liked it in this case. The scene at the end where they hug was really touching and Iād love to see those two interact even more. Iām not entirely sure how I feel about those two in a relationship(mainly because I feel like Wednesday isnāt interested in anyoneā¦more on that later), but I will say that I would rather have them be in a relationship than that boring love triangle we got.
Christina Ricci/Ms Thornhill: I really enjoyed her character in this series. I thought it was really cool that they got the 90s Wednesday for the series and that she actually had an important part to play in the series. I will also admit that I hadnāt really expected her to be one of the villains, so that was a good twist for me. (Side note: I also think it would have been cool if Lisa Loring(aka the Og Wednesday) got a cameo too, but I digress lol). Christina Ricci did a really great job and I especially enjoyed her scenes with Wednesday and when she really showed her villainous side at the end.
The opening credits: š¤·āāļø What can I say? Iām a sucker for cool opening credits and this show delivered on that lol.
Tyler/the Hyde: So I didnāt really like the love triangle thing at all, but I did find Tyler being the Hyde interesting to me and honestly I think it would be cool to see the origins of him becoming a Hyde in future seasons. Idk if that would result in him being redeemed per say, but I think the show implies that he is not really aware of what he is doing as the Hyde. And even if he doesnāt get redeemed(I could see the show going either way tbh), I still think that part of him could be explored. At the very least I found that aspect of him more compelling than his ārelationshipā with Wednesday(again more on that later lol)
Thing: He may be just a hand, but he was very entertaining and I enjoyed his scenes with Wednesday and Enid quite a bit.
What I Didnāt Like
The Addams Family Dynamics: One of my favorite things about the Addams Family is that for all their creepy and macabre interests- at the core this is a family that really loves each other. They have one of the most wholesome family bonds Iāve ever seen and you can tell that the members of the family really care for one another. Iā¦didnāt really get this feeling in the show. I understand that Wednesday is a teenager here, but I feel like having her be so against her parents is honestly just really dull and not true to the original characters. Wednesday and Morticia are usually shown to be close, but this series drove a wedge between them that I didnāt really appreciate. I also didnāt get why Morticia and Gomez would be so against Wednesday knowing about what Morticia did. It seemed OOC for me as judging from what weāve seen from the Addams family previously- murder is not exactly on their red flags list(*glances at the movies from the 90s*). There was a bit more familial solidarity with Wednesday and Pugsley, but we really donāt see those two interact all that much. I understand that this is a show about Wednesday primarily, but I really didnāt really enjoy her dynamics with her family in the show(where normally itās one of my favorite things in most of the other adaptions(animated movies aside lol) )
The Love Triangle: Good grief, did this nearly bore me to tears lol. For starters- Iām just tired of love triangles in general. 9 times out of 10, I can already predict who will āwinā and itās also just an overdone plot point by now. In this case, it was made worse because Wednesday literally shows no interest in either Xander or Tyler. And so I was struggling to see how those two could think she liked either one of them, because she only seemed to tolerate them at best. It also didnāt help that I wasnāt super interested in those two as characters(I became more interested in Tyler upon the Hyde reveal, but that was towards the end) let alone as love interests. I also think that Wednesday showed no real romantic feelings towards anyone and that if she was going to be with anyone it should be with Enid, because those two at least had good chemistry.
Wednesday being an Outsider: Iām going to be honest- I found it weird that at a school filled with werewolves, Sirens, and who knows what else- Wednesday was the outsider? This entire school is filled with people who are out of the ordinary and so one would think that weirdness is expected from everyone. I honestly think it would have been more interesting if people in the school were more accepting of Wednesday, because I think that could have led her to interact more with the characters at Nevermore. That also couldāve led to some more character development for the secondary characters, because outside of a few characters at the school- I didnāt really get the chance to care all that much for Wednesdayās classmates. They just didnāt really interest me all that much and the whole āWednesday being an outsiderā thing didnāt really help.
The Social Media References: Okay look. I know the show is set in modern days and as the Addams family often interacts with the regular world, theyāre going to have to take note of that stuff. However in this case- the mentions of Instagram and TikTok only served to make me cringe than anything else. It also felt like it would make the show seem too outdated while in the movies and OG series case- they felt timeless. Yes itās obvious that the OG series and the movies are set in the 60s and 90s respectively, but every time I watch those again, I never really get the outdated sense from them. However, in the series a lot of the modern āshout outsā were a little off putting and I feel like in a few years, it could really end up dating the series. Also since most of the show has a supernatural theme to it, Iāll admit that hearing stuff about Instagram or Tiktok could throw me for a loop at turns lol.
The CWness of it: Another reason why this show didnāt speak super highly to me is because it felt very CW in some ways. I felt like at times they leaned into the whole mystery/teen drama a little too much and I didnāt get the same macabre/spooky feeling I normally get from the Addams family. Rather at times I felt like I was just watching a CW show (just with more supernatural stuff lol)
Wednesdayās Classmates: With the exception of Enid and sometimes Xavier, Ajax, and Bianca, I wasnāt all that interested in the other characters. They didnāt really feel all that developed to me and when Wednesday enlists their help later on, the scene didnāt impact me all that much because I didnāt really feel like we got to see their relationship develop very well. It also seemed like a few of them(Ajax and Xavier mainly lol) existed mainly in terms of love interests which sort of stinks, because I didnāt really get a chance to care for them as individuals. I think it would have been more interesting if we could have seen Wednesday interact more with her other classmates or if they just got more characterization in general.
What I Hope To See
Better Family Dynamics: Iād love it if we could see Wednesday having a healthier relationship in any future seasons(like she does in other versions) and Iād also find it interesting to explore more of Enidās family and her relationships with them as well.
More Development for Tyler: I found the reveal of Tyler being the Hyde to be rather interesting and more compelling than his ārelationshipā with Wednesday. I think exploring the Hyde side of him could be an interesting route to explore.
More Development for Bianca: She was one of the few classmates I found intriguing and I hope the show can do more with her. She also seems to have a complicated relationship with her mother and complicated familial relationships are kind of my jam(if my other favorite tv shows are any indication š)
Less Teen Drama(Aka no more love triangle): It should go without saying, but honestly the love triangle was just really overdone and forced and made the show seem a lot more CW than necessary. And I donāt even hate all CW shows, but it could make this series seem a little flat at times. I found the whole idea of a magical/supernatural school to be really cool and I think it would be better if they stuck more to the supernatural/mystery aspect of it all.
Anyway, thatās all my thoughts on the show for now. I honestly didnāt hate it or anything and I totally agree that Jenna Ortega was a fantastic Wednesday and she gave an exceptional performance.Ā I must admit that I am a bit wary now about any future seasons, but I liked it well enough to see a Season 2 :)
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Liveblog: The Last Wish by Andrzej Sapkowski
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Context: I caught bits and pieces of several scattered episodes of the Netflix Witcher series while at my parentās place, and have had my curiosity piqued!
Further context: I donāt actually know anything about storytelling techniques. High school English classes were a long time ago, hah. Butā¦ I am currently actively trying to learn via observation. So! A lot of my comments are going to be on that topic: what Iām seeing, why I think itās been done that way, how well I think itās working, etc.
Disclaimer: My thoughts might be scrambled, names might be misspelled, and most quotes will be paraphrased. Iām reading via audiobook at work, and only stopping to jot down what ideas I remember after Iāve already read large sections. And some of these thoughts are just writing style and craft thoughts, no chronology to be had.
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So! Okay! Starting off with unnecessary murder! Always endears one to a protagonist, let me tell you /s
Setting that aside, I do appreciate that Geraltās already a bit more talkative than what I recall of the show
Sapkowski really likes āno words were necessaryā and āgave a lookā and other such unspoken communication, doesnāt he?
Which, yāknow, I do like its use in some sections ā for myself I find it almost impossible not to respond (or to write a character responding) to statements or questions, so I think itās a powerful character note to just have someone. Flat out not reply to something. xD And Iām going to try to remember it, now that Iāve had my attention called to that gut instinct of mine.
Other sections it feels more like the author being unwilling to say or commit to something, though, or occasionally like the author expects something to be clear without being outright stated whenāfor me at leastāit definitely isnāt.
Like look. Nonverbal communication works because there are nonverbal things to observe. It does not work if there isnāt even a narrative description of said nonverbal details. š
(Mind you I canāt read nonverbal communication to save my life half the time even when there *is* something to observeā¦)
Other writing thing of note is the occasional use of dialogue to imply/narrate action thatās going on, without any further belaboring of it in the actual narration.
That I rather like. Reminds me a bit of western style comics where character statements are providing half the context, because the illustrations canāt cover it all efficiently enough. Might experiment a bit with it myself, see if it streamlines my writing any!
The third-ish sentence after Dandelion is introduced being Geralt calling him his friend is a massive contrast to what I recall of the show. š
Itās another thing I like though. Aside from the random fucking murder at the beginning of the book, I do think Iām finding this characterization more interesting than show!Geralt. (Juryās out on ālikable,ā mind. š) Both crankier / more vicious and more demonstrative / more personable, somehow. Feels more rounded?
Donāt quote me on that though. Again. Iāve watched like 3-4 episodes, and not in order at that. Not sure why I keep wanting to make comparisons to begin with tbh, I donāt actually know what Iām talking about slskjfhf
Case in point though ā an entire? Fucking chapter? Thatās literally just Geralt talking? To a stylistic degree, there isnāt even any narration? āI need to talk to someoneā and then he does, wtf is Netflix doing
Admittedly heās doing it to someone who he knows for a fact will never pass what heās saying on to anyone else but like. Still.
ā¦Geralt is a dork. Jaskier is a dork. They are both such fucking dysfunctional dorks. (Context: catfishing.)
Ffff holy fuck Jaskier is in bad shape. Oof.
ā¦Geralt is furthermore a self-righteous philosophical sap. Who likes making speeches. (Context: half this book, when he isnāt keeping silent or āsmiling nastilyā. Or uh. Murdering people.)
PFFT I spoke too soon. Yennefer seems to share that thought
āThe witcher didnāt like to do anything needlesslyā (paraphrased, again, reading an audiobook) ā Geralt. Geralt. Why did you kill those jerks at the start of the book, Geralt. (Iām saying āGeraltā but what I actually mean is āwhy did you write this that way, Sapkowskiā >_>;)
Poor Dandelion is so concerned and upset ffff
ā¦I am too aroace-spec for this bullshit š
Like is it weird that I would find sheer stubborn desire not to let Yennefer get herself killed more understandable and believable in isolation than I do when itās tied up with attraction as it has been?
In isolation Iād just nod along but as it is I am banging my head against the wall with frustration slsjfhf
THIS WOMAN HAS BEEN NOTHING BUT CALLOUS TO YOU why do you like her. Like. Again. Yes I understand wanting to save her, but why do you LIKE her good GRIEF
ā¦okay the very last bit of it is incredibly fucking sweet though.
I mean look at this: āAnd they were considerate and very thorough. They were caring and tender, and though neigher of them knew what caring and tenderness were, they succeededābecause they very much wanted to, and they were in no hurry whatsoever.ā
Tell me that isnāt the sweetest damn way to describe some sex
Ohh. And. Also worth mentioning, Yennefer apparently heard the wish? And liked it / found it touching? Huh. For some reason I feel like that was handled very differently in the show, though I canāt recall the specifics.
Anyway I comprehend the whole interwoven destinies necessary result of the wish, but I am not successfully guessing what the actual wish was. Wonder if weāll ever be explicitly told?
ā¦that uh. That sure is an ominous ending, goodness. Nenneke is so worried and upset, I think thatās the bit that struck me hardest.
I didnāt mention it earlier but I do really enjoy the sections with Nenneke just in general. Their dynamic is really fun :)
Speaking of those sections ā climate change! Except not that! Good times. Makes me think of our ozone layer and the potential impacts if it were lost.
And speaking of ominous things ā āitās already too lateā or something along those lines with regards to the changing sunlight. Ahah. Good times. Slow naturalā¦ well, again, change. Apocalypse, for some species. Curious to see just how many species that will be.
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Well! I have a few gripes, but overall I did enjoy it enough to be interested in reading the next book! Curiosity is still a bigger factor than actual investment, currentlyā¦? But interest is interest, ahah.
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Neurodivergent friends in the UK - hi there š
If you have been diagnosed (ASD / ADHD) as an adult in the UK (and donāt mind talking about your experience), could I maybe have a few mins of your time, please? šš„ŗ
(Itās not a weird survey I swear. Iām asking for me š)
Basically, one thing that I have going on right now is that Iām wondering whether to pursue an ASD +/or ADHD diagnostic assessment. (Iām in my thirties, for context.)
I just had a series of screening tests (after a long period of researching and relating). They were of course the self-assessment kinds, with results interpreted by professionals, and apparently I met the screening criteria / exceeded all the ācut-offsā for *potential* ASD as well as āborderlineā for *potential* inattentive-type ADHD.
Obviously, there is no certainty this would lead to a diagnosis under the full assessment, so who even knows?!
But, I wondered if anyone who has been through similar could provide any advice, please? Like, how to navigate the next steps? Or, like, is it worth seeking diagnosis - especially at this point in life, I guess?
The process sounds long and very expensive and I may not receive a diagnosis at the end of it so... Yeah, interested to hear from those in a similar position.
Also, any tips on getting through the process faster (specifically, maybe getting GP referrals for the full diagnostic assessment?)? Waitlists are huge right now and testing privately costs Ā£Ā£Ā£Ā£Ā£Ā£Ā£Ā£Ā£Ā£Ā£. I believe my screening letter can now be presented to a GP, but donāt know much more than that.
Just putting it out there in case anyone can help š Maybe we can chat by DM or on asks if you wanna be Anon (so long as you are over 18 ofc!). Iād appreciate it, but ofc only if you have the time and energy to spare š§”
Thanks! š§”
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Live-threading my thoughts while listening to the Thereafter Podcast episode featuring Trey Ferguson.
The following is a compilation of a live-thread I did while listening to Thereafter episode #093.
Okay, it's time to listen to the latest episode of @thereafterpodcast and live-thread some thoughts. Let's do this!
Someone needs to tell @thepursuinglife that the singular form of "dice" is die. š @thereafterpodcast
.@thepursuinglife first heard of "Define the Relationship" from purity culture. @cortlandcoffey first heard of it in polyamory circles. Such two diverse communities using a single term. I'm sure how and why they use it differ greatly, though. @thereafterpodcast
.@thepursuinglife: "Back to TwitBits." š¤£ @thereafterpodcast
Apparently, I missed the dude on Twitter who said being attracted to anyone other than your spouse is a sin. WIld. @thereafterpodcast
I think it's important to note there's a difference between an honorary doctorate and a degree from an unaccredited diploma mill. @thereafterpodcast
.@thepursuinglife is talking about the latest anti-trans bill regarding schools. It's a terrible bill and deserves a lot of discussion and outrage. @thereafterpodcast
.@thepursuinglife is talking about how the politics of oppression is complex and whether a person is an oppressor or being oppressed can change based on context. @thereafterpodcast
I wonder if they made an intentional choice to discuss this in light of the fact that @pastortrey05 is the upcoming guest. I think this idea is pretty central to much of his work. @thereafterpodcast
It's sad that @thepursuinglife can say "the kitty litter thing" and we all know exactly what she's talking about. (Or did they actually talk about it before that point and I just missed it?) @thereafterpodcast
.@cortlandcoffey is making an excellent point about how it's important for all of us to be careful that we don't spread misinformation. @thereafterpodcast
Note to @cortlandcoffey: You are allowed to repeat yourself. @thereafterpodcast
FYI, sometimes, the thread gets "paused" because my husband and I are frequently discussing the podcast too. @thereafterpodcast
Time to move on to the interview with @pastortrey05! @thereafterpodcast
I will note that my commetns may be a bit spotty. @pastortrey05 often talks about thinks I'm not so familiar with. So I need to spend a lot more time listening and learning and less time throwing in my two cents (which may be more non-cents in some cases). @thereafterpodcast
.@pastortrey05 is the kind of pastor who can relate to and embrace people with uncertainty. I'd say we need more pastors like him. @thereafterpodcast
.@pastortrey05 says he's a student of how religion functions in society (not an exact quote) and I really like that. @thereafterpodcast
.@pastortrey05 is talking about what theologizing is about in his mind. Interesting. He says he talks more about it in his book. I may have to check it out. @thereafterpodcast
There will be a brief pause while I take care of some personal matters. Catch you on the flip side! @thereafterpodcast
They are reading excerpts from @pastortrey05's upcoming book. I don't know, I think teasing us with a book we can't read yet should be against the Geneva conventions. š @thereafterpodcast
@pastortrey05: "It was bad when it had a cross on it. It's still bad if you take the cross off it." š„@thereafterpodcast
I will note that I have issues with some "progressive" Christian pastors who still think I need to return to some form of Christianty. @pastortrey05 has never deserved that criticism from me and I appreciate that he doesn't do that. @thereafterpodcast
"Progressive" in quotes because people who claim that label represent a wide diversity of beliefs. @thereafterpodcast
.@pastortrey05 is talking about what he means by saying (our understanding of) God is imaginary and I love it. @thereafterpodcast
See also: Regardless of whether God is real, religion is always man-made. @thereafterpodcast
. pastortrey is talking about how theology espoused by white men is default theology and every thing else is <adjective> theology. @thereafterpodcast
I love @pastortrey05's understanding of religion. @thereafterpodcast
They're talking about "marginalization Olympics" (excellent term, @cortlandcoffey!) @thereafterpodcast
.@pastortrey05 is talking about accountability vs. "rules" and it's an interesting point. @thereafterpodcast
.@pastortrey05 is talking about the difference between a theology where "God is over us" and one where "God is with us." @thereafterpodcast
Another great episode! @thereafterpodcast
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1st November - New month
Dear God
I want to start by thanking you for your protection, last week my driving anxiety was at an all time high, and I was quite nervous about driving at night as well as driving with many passengers in my car.
I genuinely am grateful to you for carrying me through my biggest fear and appreciate the patience I can feel you have towards me... I know I'm not always faithful and consistent as you are but your unwavering love for me is out of this world!
Thank you so much for the gift of life and your protection.
I need to talk to you about Nosipho, I truly regret initiating a relationship with her... It's just so unfair to her for me to suddenly lose interest š. I think I've always known I'm not that into her but I hoped I'd grow more indepth feelings for her which is really not materializing. I really do love and care about her generally as a fellow human being however... I'm just beyond depleted as a girlfriend towards her... And quiet frankly I realise that I would like to be in a relationship but not with her....also i think I should not rush to be in one becsuse I genuinely don't want to break anyone's heart or mind be broken unnecessarily.
I don't know if it's too soon for me to tell you about Don. šShes gorgeous and seems like a genuinely wholesome person... I know the distance is literally something that keeps following me...but I think I do have an interest in her,but you know us lesbians, things implode too quickly... I wouldn't be shocked if I'm here next time telling you of how she's a thing of the past š¤¦
I'm however hoping for a different outcome. I have a few fears about her though,
1. She's a Tik Tok sensation, I mean she doesn't necessarily have a huge following but it seems like she's sociable and the idea of my partner being accessible is wild for mešš lol but the irony is that if she wasn't I probably wouldn't have met her.
3.She is so beautiful omw she reminds me of Sam in so many ways.... That's scary... Xhosa women have a very strong pulll factor. Also I don't want to feel as though I'm trying to replace Sam by perusing people similar to her... Although it's not the case.
3. She seems like a social butterfly... I really hope she does have an element of being a home body š¢
4. Am I wild to write about a literal stranger moments after talking to her... Hardly even for a while.
5.She lives 18 hours away from me, šyet another distance dilemma, omw dating her if it happens will be so expensive... Money I truly don't have.... But if it happens we will figure it out.
6.Will She like me? Like truly be into me fully? She seems to have an upbeat personality.... I'm also wildly dominant. But I'm soooo happy I'm the one who took interest first.
Lol ok IL leave it there for now. But I hope we can talk some more and figure something out.
I also would like an increase in my Salary, I need more money to take care of my needs and my family. I would really appreciate a of a salary increase or a new job completely. Anything works....
I remain grateful though for your favor.... Entirely so.
Please help my younger sister to deliver a healthy baby and for her delivery to be safe and all to remain well.
We can not wait to meet the baby... We love the baby and will care for it.
Please protect my mom and both my best friends. May your grace always remain upon them. Keep them protected and loved.
Thank you for your love forever and always.... Thank you so much for being a safe haven for me.... I remain indebted to you for the rest of my life.
Love
Kay
#KaySpeaks
#IloveyouGod
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No but do you think that if shikamaru found his obsession as a teen and ino and his other friends caught on to his little crush, do you think that everytime his crush was in their vicinity, his friends would go šššš
Ino would literally never let him live it down. She would tease him about his obsession until the day she died.
Shikamaru loves being around his obsession, but damn he hates when anyone else is around his obsession, because the teasing never stops.
Whether it's his father's knowing smirks, Ino's blatant inappropriate questioning and eyebrow waggling, Asuma's laughter or Naruto's attempt at talking Shika up/ roasting him (unclear which one he's trying to do), he hates it all.
Case in point:
[Shikamaru's obsession walks into a restaurant where Shikamaru and his team are eating. They're only there to drop something off with a friend, but on their way out, they spot Shika and send him a smile, lighting his face up in a blush and rendering him incapable of speech or movement for a few seconds]
Ino: šššš¦š¦
Chouji: š¤š¤
Asuma: šš
Point 2:
[Shikamaru has somehow managed to string enough words together to invite his obsession over to his house for a game of shogi. When his and his obsession's fingers accidentally brushed together, Shikamaru startled so much he almost toppled the board.]
Shikaku: ššš
Yoshino: šš„°
Point 3:
[At a group training session, his 'lovely' friends organise it so that Shikamaru has to spar with his obsession. He's distracted and flustered and they immediately pin him to the ground with a kunai at his neck and tell his to yield. Shikamaru is tongue tied and just staring at them as they confusedly continue asking him to yield. The longer they pin him, the more... interested... he gets and he throws himself off the ground and flees the training ground]
Naruto: š¤£š¤£š¤£
Sakura: šš¤
Kiba: š¦š¦š¦š
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Sasuke: šš
Shino: š¤Ø
Hinata: š³
It doesn't matter how long they've been together either, it could be their 40th anniversary dinner, and everyone would be making fun of Shikamaru still lmao
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Back on to Carlos š he clearly wanted more than just casual with Tk right from the very start butttt what do you think it was about Tk that made Carlos feel this way? Especially if weāre going for the headcon that Carlos was only interested in guys casually before Tk and avoided anything serious because he didnāt want to end up having to introduce a guy/boyfriend to his parents (maybe he has dated more seriously but the fact he didnāt want to introduce the boyfriend at the time to his parents kinda fucked that all up also?) but still also avoided introducing Tk to his parents even though him and Tk were meant to be in a serious relationship š¬ I donāt know how Carlos thought Tk would just let that go LOL
I mean, you've seen TK. He's a ten.
Also, I think TK was different from anyone Carlos has ever really known. There's a fascination in this man who is proudly out in his firehouse, works with his dad who seems to be proud of him, a guy that Carlos has to chase a little-because you've seen Carlos, he's also a ten, and I don't think he's used to doing a ton of chasing. He's into TK from early on, with the call me, followed by the one am dinner.
And then he gets this other side of TK, a grumpy, wet, feral cat dropped in his precinct and Carlos tries to tell himself that he doesn't like or want this man sitting in the chair pouting, but he does. He wants to know more than just TK's name and what he does. He doesn't want TK doing things that count as suicidal, and he Carlos cleans the blood off his face before he moves to ask him out.
I think TK is the first person Carlos can't look away from and I think he doesn't know why. One of my favorite gifs/beats is Carlos and TK waiting to take Paul out. There's a moment while TK is talking and Carlos turns to look at TK and he looks at TK like he hung the moon. And it's so very clear that he cares deeply about this man.
The show sets up some character beats in season one that are essential to this. TK cares about his father and his friends and his job, and I think Carlos, the kind of man whose stuck by Michelle through all of the Iris nonsense, who hides himself away for his parent's comfort, who stays up late on cases that bother him, would see that TK shares his core values, even if he approaches them differently. I think for Carlos this is huge.
But at this point I think theyāre both terrified to name it as anything more. And then the shooting happens, while Carlos is in his squad car out front, and eventually he ends up at the hospital, with his uniform just barely disheveled by the top button being unbuttoned, and he FEELS things. STRONG FEELINGS. Feelings he didnāt expect to have because heās NEVER felt this way.
And then, we get Carlos in a relationship, a serious one. Where he hangs out with his partnerās parents enough to comment on their relationship and where he has his partnerās friends/coworkers over to his house in the middle of a pandemic so they can all hang out, and he enmeshes himself in TKās life, and yet he keeps part of himself separate. Because Carlos is very good at compartmentalizing his feelings and lying to himself, and hoping if he just AVOIDS it long enough it will go away.
Heās been avoiding dealing with his parentās feelings about his sexuality since he was 17. He avoids introducing TK to them because heās terrified that theyāll make him feel the way Carlos feels, and that heāll lose TK in the process. Heās...GOD, I love his little control freak self so much. He thinks if he carefully arranges things, he can have his life carefully controlled and it doesnāt work. But he wants it to work.Ā
Avoiding as a strategy to soothe anxiety isnāt about thinking it will actually work, itās about putting it off until you have a solution that you think will work, because you know itās not going away, but maybe tomorrow the answer will present itself. And you keep doing that until it blows up in your face.
One day I will write a whole thing about my anxious, control-freak boys and how they blow up their whole lives by pretending things arenāt happening.Ā
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Joy, you wonderful human being, you! Idk why this popped into my mind, but when it did, I knew I had to send you this ask!
Iāve noticed itās been a hot minute since you updated your The Thotty Aang Agenda fic. Iāll be honest that not all the ships in there are ones Iām willing to read (itās literally Aang x everybody lol š), but I know itās a fic youāre excited about and proud of, so hereās a bit of inspiration if youāre looking for it:
While visiting Sokka and Suki on Kyoshi Island, Aang discovers aā¦certain object (hint: itās a strap š) among Avatar Kyoshiās personal artifacts. Heās shocked (but not that shocked), and when he goes to show Sokka and Suki, Kyoshi takes over through the Avatar State. I can imagine that the rest is pretty self-explanatoryā¦ š
Just an idea in case you need some motivation!
Awe thank you anon! Yeah itās been a hot minute for TTAA hasnāt it? Iāve sadly not been in a crack smut writing mood lately š
What an interesting ideaā¦ Iāve gotten a lot of requests for Aang/Sokka/Suki to make an appearance at the end of the fic, so Iāll keep that idea in mind š (if anything Suki with a strap is giving me some thots)
Iāll try to get back to my WIPS next year now that events have started to wind down! I know people are anxiously awaiting HEA as well.
If anyone is curious about thotty aang hereās the link!
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Coloring process on Poppulaura
I managed to take pics of a coloring process this time if anyone is interested.
1. Outlines( I would have took pics of the sketch but I forgot)
2. Poppyās skin, specifically the shadows. I donāt have the greatest variety of marker colors so I usually have to blend the colors I want with a light and a dark color, in this case a magenta color and a hot pink color. Here Iām using the darker magenta color first.
3. Now Iām going back over her skin with the hot pink color and blending in the areas I want to be Blended more such as cheeks and the tips of the ears. Iām also coloring any light pink parts in the picture, except for I forgot Poppyās arms but I did it later.
4. Coloring all the pink hair shadows and any other magenta parts.
5. Next I use light and medium gray markers for shadows on eyes, teeth/fangs and skirt and white parts.
6. I like to add a bit of light blue when I color white clothing or fur, so I added it here on her clothing just a smidge š.
7. Then I blend it together with the light gray(biege really) marker. Also added some medium gry over top of Poppy's arms and legs to make it look like nylon or netting.
8. Black marker next, add all the black shading. Now I probably couldāve stopped around this step for her hair, but it was a bit too shiny for my style.
9. Blending, now I normally use light blue marker to go back over the highlights and my black shading but Draculauraās has slight pink highlights in hair black hair so I used a light pink marker instead of light blue but I still use light blue for the highlights on the shoes.
10. Final step. Highlights and details(or touch ups if needed) I use a white prismacolor pencil for doing highlights and aiding in blending. I also use a white gel pen for things I want to extra pop like eyes or metallic things or Poppyās glitter freckles.
Done! If anyone is wondering the markers Iām using here are Zig clean color real brush.
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