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hello7soone · 9 months
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today was very fun ☺️💓
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me and bestie played chess!! we went to this meetup and the main activity wasn't something that interested us so he he suggested we play chess— it was so fun!! took us back to when we were young <3 he beat me twice although i was very close to beating him the second time we played >.>
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aestherin · 1 year
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48: you look better with me
NOTE -> good mornight everyone 🤍 -> long update hehe -> pics, written part, pics, written part
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The whole party — at least for you — was torture.
You liked being with your friends, of course. That was the good part. However, you absolutely despised not being able to be with your lover.
Ayato's sneaky attempts at interacting with you made it even worse.
Like when he'd always make sure to pass by your table whenever he got up to get food and drinks. Or like that one time when you went to the restroom and he was waiting for you not that far from the outside, only to pass by you and have your shoulders bump (you could also smell his signature lavender scent again). Or whenever he'd increase the volume of his voice whenever you're around just to make sure that you can hear his alluring voice.
You don't know if he was doing this to help or if he was teasing you on purpose.
All you know is that these little moments aren't enough to satiate yourself.
"You won't drink?" Lumine, who has been your companion for the most of the party, asked while holding her own glass of liquor. You shook your head no, followed with a quick reply of how you tried out one cocktail earlier and that it was enough.
You did not want to get drunk, not even tipsy. As if the several cameras in the venue were not enough to make you cautious, there were also some keen observing eyes. Some weren't even content with just observing. Some celebrities in there, despite not being close with you, had the guts to ask you about this so-called mysterious boyfriend of yours.
You cannot afford to get drunk and make the mistake of spilling your private affair.
After you urged Lumine to get up and have fun with the others, you were left alone in your table. Not for long, though.
"Everything okay?" Scaramouche asked. He was behind you and was leaning slightly, supporting himself with his palms that sat on the back of your chair.
"Yeah," you smiled at him. "You should hangout with the others."
"You sure you're staying here?"
You hummed. He didn't push you further and just followed your suggestion. Little do you know, someone witnessed this little moment.
You looked around, eyes automatically searching for the people you know, only to discover that they are all not alone.
Childe, one of your close friends, strayed away from his own group momentarily and blended into yours. Soon after, you saw him being dragged by Yoimiya towards where she originally was — together with Itto and Thoma. The girl laughed as Thoma sported an annoyed look on his face.
You also spied Aether and Ayaka sitting together at some couch. The way they fiddled their hands together while leaning on each other did not escape your eyes.
Wait.
If Ayaka's with Aether, then —
You started to scan the room for your beloved's presence.
Your roaming gaze stopped at the sight of a fine, blue-haired ethereal being. He was seated across you, but far away. He had this certain posture — seated straight, cross-legged, palms resting above his knees. An unreadable expression was plastered on his face, but a striking stare was directed against your eyes. Due to the distance, you almost missed the way his eyes glimmered, if not for the dimmed lights in the hall.
Even this late into the party, he looked so put-together. So attractive. So perfect.
So desirable.
You gulped and looked away, all while being slightly irritated by the situation. You wanted to spend the whole party together with Ayato so bad.
You wanted him so bad.
It was harder to resist each other once both of you were aware of the other's whereabouts. You wanted to ignore him, you really did. But your subconscious begged to differ.
Your body was uncooperative with your sound mind, looking back to steal a glance of your secret lover. His eyes moved, motioning towards the darkest part of the venue, where no cameras were present. Just in case you didn't get his message, he also angled his head, pointing that way.
You subtly nodded, heading there first. You busied yourself, pretending to do something to not gain unwanted attention by looking like you were waiting for someone. However, after barely even a minute, Ayato arrived as well.
Despite being in the best place possible for secret agendas, the two of you took measures. It never hurts to be careful, after all. You both stood side-by-side, arms almost touching, and faced opposite directions.
As if he was preparing himself for walking, he took a step back, inching closer to you in the process. Your fingers grazed each other's, sending shivers down your spine.
Your hands tingled.
"You know my car, love," He spoke in a hush tone before silently disappearing towards the exit.
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A few minutes after Ayato left, you couldn't wait anymore and decided to discreetly head out as well.
The party was far from over, almost everyone invited was still inside, and the night was still young — but you didn't care. You didn't even bother to tell your friends you were leaving.
Your mind was just screaming about one thing: him.
You looked around, wary of people who might see you. While remaining alert, you headed to the back of the building, where your boyfriend was probably waiting inside his fancy car.
You spotted a sleek four-wheeled vehicle parked there, with tinted windows and a well-maintained exterior. Your eyes travelled toward the car's plate. Bingo.
You hastened your pace. Opened the door to the passenger seat. And while catching your breath, you said, "hi."
Your man was just chilling inside, seated comfortably on the driver's seat. "Hey."
Airy chuckles and genuine laughs filled the air as you entered and sat down. "I missed you," he mumbled while he played with your hands. You hummed. "I did too."
"You looked so good tonight, love."
"Oh? Thank you. You're too kind, sir."
Ayato smirked and grabbed your chin, tilting your face upwards slightly to match his gaze.
"You look better with me though."
He finally went in for the kiss.
The taste of his lips was intoxicating, even more than the cocktail you had earlier. You felt light-headed as Ayato continuously chased your lips with relish, his hands finding their way to your nape and jaw.
"You're so —" He sighed. You shuddered. "So fucking perfect," Ayato smiled, his lips still against yours.
"You're one to talk, stupid."
Your hands kept shaking, not knowing where to rest them. All the restlessness from earlier piled up. All your holding back from earlier was catching up with you, flowing like electricity in your veins — stimulating you.
Ayato's hand, formerly resting on your nape, found one of yours. "You're shaking," he whispered.
"Your fault." You gave him a peck.
This signalled him to continue even more.
Your pining for each other was painfully obvious. In mere moments, the inside of the car turned hot. It was suffocating, it was hard to breathe. You felt insane — limbs busy, skins marked, eyes hazy, and mind gone.
You don't even know how you ended up on his lap.
"You didn't drink either?" You questioned as you pulled away, hands on his chest. Though inebriating, he did not taste like liquor at all, nor did he smell like it.
He breathed, "I barely did."
"Oh?" Your lips curved as you felt one of his hands rest on your waist, the other remained caressing your jaw. "Why?"
"I don't want to get drunk on alcohol." He leaned closer, your noses touching, lips almost reuniting. "I want to get drunk on you."
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privacy — ayato x reader smau
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NOTE -> alexa, play dress by taylor swift
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crazy-as-a-jaybird · 8 months
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you wanted it, didn't you i can't believe you did
my ass is going to be famous for this rubbish, yay
colors as lees
red ❤️
- blush that spreads over their whole face along with ears and neck
- how DARE you presume they can be ticklish
- violent roars of laughter
- their neck is just the worst
- you'll have to hold their hands down or you'll get scratched
orange 🧡
- JUMPY
- uh buddy pal love mine howbout we just—
- it's so much better if you have to chase them
- may yell in your ear
- rolls around a lot
yellow 💛
- dimples
- still compliments during tickling
- just loves their ler wholeheartedly
- "ohOHOH oh gosh 🥰"
- arches their back and encourages the ler to raspberry their tummy
green 💚
- demands to play hide&seek but gives themselves away with endless giggling would easily win otherwise
- shrieks and howls of joy
- wriggles from teases alone
- walks barefoot
- is the type to get a lee mood from watching bumblebees buzzing around
cyan 🩵
- has hoodies and beanies to hide their face with
- explains sheepishly what exactly would they like you to do with them
- paintbrushes get them well
- squeaky
- enjoys exposing their spots even when they're a little embarrassed
blue 💙
- likes rubs
- but hates babytalk or not
- seriously gets tickled even through their clothes
- "itchy 😡" *proceeds to scratch off*
- purses their lips to keep the sounds in i wonder how long will it take them to give up, hmm
purple 💜
- "careful careful careful 😭😭😭"
- makeup brushes ✨
- frequent pick-me-ups
- is only comfortable with it when you and them are alone
- needs some time to start laughing freely
pink 🩷
- likes the soft playful side
- doesn't mind spicing the things up tho, it depends
- emotional support stuffies
- the cutest giggles ever
- bites their lips
brown 🤎
- eeep!
- cherishes small everyday tickles while cooking or doing chores
- hasn't grown out of nursery rhymes
- will throw their head back and forth
- the ultimate recipe is wiggling a single finger over their skin and digging in
white 🤍
- squeezes their own cheeks
- mmmphff 👉🏻👈🏻
- is too clueless to hide their reactions
- and is too shy to even beg, just accepts their doom
- flappy hands
gray 🩶
- sleepyhead
- hehe tingles so funny
- aims all their concentration at the sensations
- therefore gets overstimulated quickly
- loves gigantic blankets
black 🖤
- "dont dont DONT 😨"
- will legit cry, angrily and comically, if you wreck them
- craves revenge in any case
- but they're such a limp puddle by the end of it all that they can't get up
- twitchy lips and toothy grins
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hibernationsuit · 29 days
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5 Songs, 3 Outfits
Thanks for tagging me @spaceratprodigy aaaaa this is so fun <3
Rules: Post 5 songs associated with your OC, followed by 3 outfits they would wear
Tagging @vvanessaives @elvves @yrlietlanaevyss @cilantlis @quickhacked @reaperkiller @velocitic @dickytwister @katsigian @edgepunk @devilbrakers @babylon5 @ncytiri and everyone else who wants to do this 🤍 (+ no pressure to do this obviously hehe)
picked toby for this hehe :3 also switching it to be outfits first, songs later bc i added commentary for the songs and they're under read more. hehe. i also added a bonus song there.
Outfits
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sources: one / two / three
Tobias likes comfortable clothes and has a high preference for oversized sweaters and shirts. He also likes wearing flannel shirts or soft warm jackets <3 He likes somewhat neutral, earthly tones, but isn't afraid to use funny patterns either :)
Songs:
Firestorm - Siamés: Toby's a guy who easily goes to do something he really wants, especially when highly motivated, and has accepted the fact that this road can and will have lots of "falls" and problems for him. He's still going forward :) idk man this whole song just reminds me of him <3 also, these lyrics: "to be in the glory, you'll have to survive to your falls"
Black Mambo - Glass Animals: I think going against the higher-ups is a big part of Toby's story and personality tbh. This man has many opinions and he is not afraid to say them. Or blow a whistle or two. Also can be seen as the whole "some guy goes against the Halcyon Board" song.
So Much Love - Depeche Mode: I remember this one uquiz calling Toby sooooo much. This guy has so much love to give and does that all the time, he wants people to feel good, feel loved. Something something, also Dave Gahan saying this about the song: "It's like we have so much love here, we really do, but we're afraid to use it and access it." Based on what we know abt tow universe, I doubt it's better there, so showing vulnerability or doing something nice might indeed look "weird"/"unusual"/"not productive" and thus may even be looked down upon?? idk man.
Dying to Live - Poets of the Fall: honestly no matter what i said above?? toby doesn't like showing his true self to other people and gets, well, ashamed? scared? when forced to talk about himself or explain why he did something and all. He also tends to overthink everything so much :/ Which then has kinda lead to also kinda missing out on many things in fear sjfkkfkgnfkfn
Shine - Dave Gahan & Soulsavers: honestly just toby vibed song. also somehow relates to toby's optimism <3
BONUS SONG which is strongly related to young long hair Toby
Fear of a Blank Planet - Porcupine Tree: i was listening to songs that were in control at some point and idk why but the moment this was on i suddenly got?? so many long hair toby thoughts??? very fitting for him honestly. Obviously only some parts of the lyrics are fitting (which seems to be the case for most songs) but um. yeah. thank my obsession with control soundtrack for accidentally creating long hair toby. After leaving the family he kinda got into this very...unhealthy kind of behavior in which he basically either spent his time working A Lot (or doing some side gigs bc no matter how smart you are i doubt a junior chemist's salary in udl would let you pay for your rent and necessities properly) or spent in clubs or sitting all alone at his apartment doing something or having sex. Additionally I'd mention how his substance use got v high, specifically smoking and drugs. I'm pretty sure corporations actually encouraged their workers to use them to get better productivity and all even on Earth, and while Toby didn't really care abt the whole 'be profuctive' thing, boy did he enjoy getting rid of feelings and having more focus.
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fatuismooches · 4 months
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here's to yame's usual response to your reblogs in the signature lengthy ask .. greetings suzu! 🤍
now to get the quick ones out of the way — i was DYING for someone to notice the contact name in "heart rhythm" and listen i was laughing my ass off the moment i decided on the name because on the other hand i had a cute theme in mind but i was like nah, let my crackheadedness show <3 and yes! i am a violinist :)
glad i could awaken the musical bone in you hehe. i actually posted a random post about a very specific idea i had featuring violinist reader and pianist kuni but that's a whole can of worms that i'd rather save for another time because .. well, my kabuki series lmao
now for the collection of birthday hcs i posted........ oh boy, let's go:
. kabukimono is actually so fucking proud of himself. especially so since i was running along with the imagery that is him being a mess in the kitchen, not only that; but you always occupy yourself with making him what he likes, why not reciprocate the gesture? he found out it was your birthday through niwa who urged you to come over for tea and have a chat. katsuragi spent just about the whole day to early afternoon looking for kabu only to see bro cooking up in your shared home, and katsu ended up tagging along! i like to imagine that kabu finds solace or some form of acceptance when he's around humans like you for instance; a human who sees him as one of their own. kabuki felt something akin to relief wash over him as katsuragi stuck around and helped him by providing tips on making your favorites for your birthday. he felt alive, human. and that smile of sheer delight on his face was not only because he saw your smile at his simple method to celebrate, but also because he felt accomplished. he repaid you for a simple gesture you never hesitated to do for him.
. kuronushi is a man of both words and actions. when it came to how he should make you happy, he surprisingly found a little bit of difficulty in figuring it out because and i quote, “knowing you're here is enough to make me smile, 'nushi.” so what? is he supposed to simply stay by your side for the remainder of the day? that simply won't do and isn't enough of a gift for you; an individual who practically made his existence more meaningful to him. such a simple gesture like staying by your side, while something he does more often than not, simply isn't enough as stated. and so, just exactly a day before your birthday, he excused himself by leaving a note that said he's out on an inspiration walk. by the time he arrived to kannazuka island, the atmosphere was exactly what he desired; partially cloudy with an auspicious breeze and most importantly, the stage was all his as his brush began to make short work of the once empty scrolls, and as cheesy as it sounds the dim and gentle lighting of the sun emitting from the clouds above reminded him of you. which helped immensely with his inspiration. honestly, a simple portrait isn't enough to capture your radiance, but if he had to give a gift he'd make with what he has, it'll be this for now.
. kunikuzushi is an interesting case. once unnecessary now an absolute fucking must as he simply looks at you while you sleep at an ungodly time of 2 a.m. a frustrated frown slowly but surely painting his face as he juices his non-existent brain out on how exactly he should make you smile on your supposed special day. the things he does for you, all due to those mind boggling emotions you allowed his mechanical heart to influence. the first time he took you to said café; people were staring. eyes not only on him but you, how come his benevolence be with an ordinary individual? on a simple get-together no less... he finds offense in the stares that were mainly on him, why? is it so strange for him to be sighted like this? foolish mortals won't begin to understand how he chooses to spend a day he deems dear to him. now breaking from writer ayame for a bit YOU'RE SO REAL ABOUT HIM JUST SNAPPING AT PEOPLE WHO WERE STARING ;; the next time he took you to that café at the same day, you were taken aback by seeing no one other than the workers in sight.
. somehow in someway, wanderer has found himself in the company of buer, the aranara and you — while nahida is partially correct about this being his idea; he meant only you along with him and the little sprout. not with the company of talking cabbages! but alas, here he was at the small table sitting by your side as his aranara lookalike is chatting the tea party away with along with nahida who's elated to finally know more of you. he couldn't bring himself to ( or rather was unable to ) convince nahida otherwise about her idea, not when you looked both interested and excited, more than willing to go. he was quiet for the most part, only deciding to chat if he was brought into the conversation which contradicting what i said earlier, he ended up using his voice quiet a lot; from indulging you in your lighthearted remarks to indulging nahida's playful inquiries and teasing. it felt a lot more like a family gathering than a birthday celebration, but if he to admit to himself at most, he enjoyed it while it lasted.
.. shit ayame you popped off for this one lmao BUT!! what's an ask ayame sends in reply without kuni brainrot? anyways <3
i did have a wonderful birthday, thank you very much! a lot of it was made through seeing your and many others' asks which i appreciate you all an incredible lot for! 🤍
and the izumi reference? yeah your welcome for the dose of soft angst <3
— signed, ayame.
AHHH AYAME THESE KILLED ME... (LOVINGLY) AND PLEASE THE FIRST THING I DO WHEN READING MESSAGES IS LOOK AT THE CONTACT NAME 😭 i love seeing silly names as the contact it's so cute 🥰 AND YES I DID SEE THAT!! and ugh i could just imagine the rivalry... the tension (i know nothing about music but i just know it'd be good) AND I SAW THE KABU DOLL YOU DREW!! THAT WAS SO ADORABLE!! 😭💗💗 so you can draw, write, and play the violin... *cutely steals your skills*
AHHH Kabukimono always making a mess of the kitchen but it gets ten times worse on your birthday because he's trying so hard 🥺 i imagine it's because not only is he cooking your favorite meal, but he's also cooking and preparing stuff to cook even more stuff for you later in the day. Look he is the kind of person to pull out all the stops for his darling. Kabuki is the kind of guy who probably slipped a few times in the kitchen because of how he's running all over the place but has gotten right back up like it's nothing. 😭 Once Katsuragi has seen the kind of madness he pulls he really doesn't know what to do other than sit the puppet down and lecture him on general safety and kitchen precautions. Kabuki feels a bit bad after that for making his friend worry. 😭 (And yes definitely. 🥺 Kabukimono definitely feels really accepted and at peace in the company of other kind humans. It's little things like this that make him feel like he truly belongs.)
UGH IM NGL YOU'RE THE ONE WHO MADE ME LOVE-LOVE KURONUSHI. Like, i've always loved him because he's our beloved Kuni right? But i wasn't as attached to him since there's like, no lore or content for him, but YOU. you're making me love him. THE PAINTING? THE BRUSH AND SCROLLS? THE SCENERY? i love to think about laying on his lap or something while he draws or writes :(
DEJKFEBWKF SCARA AGONIZING OVER HOW TO MAKE YOU HAPPY. 😭 oh he so would. Because what do you mean he has to make you smile and laugh on your birthday? Those are just... foolish human customs. (That's what he says, in reality, Kuni is pacing back and forth wondering how best to please you. Sure, he may not care much for birthdays, but this is you. His love.) AHAHA let's be real, he snaps at anyone who dares to look at you, whether it's a bad way, a good way, a neutral way, he doesn't care. Look too long at his darling and you will have a snappy Balladeer on your ass. He does not play around and will take offense to anything when it comes to you. 😭💗
DONT TO THIS TO ME... THE FAMILY GATHERING. THAT'S ALL I WANT. I want to bond with Nahida and help Wanderer heal with her :( he deserves it, and she deserves loving people to talk to as well :( He may not talk much during the conversation. He may click his tongue and roll his eyes when an Aranara or two crawl into his lap or steal his hat to lay on. But he truly loves you two!! He's so happy to see his darling and his auntie bond!! (He's definitely going to sip on the specially prepared bitter tea though.)
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swtnrcmnt · 1 year
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୨୧ — s.r x singer!r; headcanons (2)
some more to feed into your daydreams ! thank u to honeybeespam for making the funniest reblog 😭🤍 enjoy !
- i left the other one off with hearing a sad song, but if you release something like “pov” by ariana grande (which lyrically is so beautiful it makes me wanna cry bc why can’t i have that) like because it gets so popular it’s playing everywhere and the team is having a field day teasing spence :((
- it’s basically canon that he mainly listens to classical music, imagine reader puts strings in her music and he’s just like I LOVE THIS
- mathematically breaks down the chords, beats, and tempo of the song lol
- singer!reader is rich as hell which = big house. he comes over and just sees this massive space that could be transformed into a library and is like “i’m moving in.”
- showing him red carpet outfits asking for his opinion but you still can’t choose because he thinks every single one is stunning >:(
- kittens everywhere because he finally has enough space to adopt some and somebody to watch them while he’s on a case (he’s a cat person, idc what anyone says)
- also as i said in the previous hc’s, she most likely moves in with him in dc, simply because it’s possible for her to work in somewhere that’s not la and would prefer to be home when spencer’s home
- elaborating on the freaky sound bites 🤭: picture those tiktok edits with reid’s breathing and whimpering in the background but she uses it in the instrumental of a song and only he knows about it ehehehehe
- if singer!reader does some acting on the side, best believe he watches every single movie she’s in the second it hits theatres ! supportive bf things
- lmfao her showing him edits or tiktoks her fans made of him and again, he’s flattered but extremely confused and concerned by their comments and captions. bless his heart :’)
- she probably has a lot of celebrity friends and penelope screams at spencer like “:o why didn’t you tell me that you were meeting a whole group of a-listers???”
- hates hearing people talk crap about you. he knows you’re numb to it because it’s the part that literally comes with fame: hate. but he can’t help it because he knows you personally and it hurts his feeling to hear people dislike you :(
- mr technophobe who buys all your album vinyls and gets them for free from you
- sending the team pr packages of merch and new stuff you launch !! and spencer wearing the hoodies you send him 24/7 and taking sm pride in it !
- filming tiktoks with him. even if he’s not exactly in the frame it could just be him adding a little cute comment to whatever you’re wearing :)
- is super super careful about telling people personal stuff about you especially because you’re globally known and have paparazzi on u left and right
- anytime there’s a particularly sadder song on an album he’s like “is this about me :(“ because he’s so so scared of fucking up and losing you
- the fear is also like 10x worse because he knows that if you two break up, it’ll be publicly displayed and he will literally see your face everywhere and hear your name all the time if you get with somebody new
- no no no cause, prison reid… and he has to take you off the visiting list because the guys around him keep making weird comments about you :’(
- a lot of really good angsty songs came out of those three months though hehe 🤭
here’s part one ! part three
that’s all i can think about right now ! hope u like :)
again, this reblog is everything to me 🫂🫧
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personasintro · 10 months
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hi!! do you think you’ll write a hoseok fanfic in the future? not to add anymore fics to your plate but I love how you write and would like to see a hoseok fic since there’s not much out there, especially ones where dancing is not the theme 😅 maybe some fake dating or childhood friends to lovers au’s hehe I enjoy your fics so much and I’m looking forward to monachopsis !!!! 🤍
Hello! I’m not opposed to it and that goes with the other members too :) I often just focus on the story idea and then just add a member that fits the most to that. Not because of their personalities or whatever, it’s hard to explain but sometimes I think of a story idea and I’m like “oh this will be ___ story”.
Hope World is my only Hoseok series (🥲 still on hold in case someone wants to ask) and he is pretty much dancer in it lol. But if I was to write another series or story with him, it would be different than HW!
So we’ll see! I’ve got too much on my plate right now but we’ll see in the future! 🫶
Thank you so much! 🩵
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honeypiehotchner · 10 months
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ooh bc i’m autistic as well and love ur autistic! reader x hotch work, what r ur head canons for the relationship?
🍒🤍🍒
OOOOOOOOOOOOO hell yeah let’s go it's delusional hours 😍
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i’m a big fan of the idea that he can tell when you’re masking 🫣 he won’t call you out on it in a bad way, but he Knows. and when he does tell you that he can tell a difference, it's very very sweet and caring
the man has a strict routine as well with general day-to-day work so I fully believe that will mesh the best whether or not you're an agent
AND when it comes to him being on cases and breaking that routine, he for sure has ways to keep it in place. like if you're not an agent, he makes sure to text you at least in the morning and at night before bed. but if you are an agent, he for sure develops almost like a second separate routine for when you're in the field to keep things familiar still despite how chaotic it'll get
you make one mention of it being too loud and that bitch will have noise-cancelling headphones delivered to your door the next day no questions asked.
((i'm a VERY firm believer in hotch doesn't like to spend his money on himself but anyone else? sure why not they're $300? why don't you get the $500 pair those look nicer just put it on my card))
he's so patient with reid that i for sure see him also showing that same patience to you. like if you're rambling for too long (and let's be real if you're an agent then you and reid are feeding off each other) hotch will just gently/quietly reel you back in to get back on task
but if you're just at home? oh heart eyes out the ass bitch he will let you ramble as long as you want and he will just listen and ask questions and retain it all. same if you have a favorite show or movie that you just want to watch constantly, he'll be the first to suggest it
back to the patience, i can see him helping in social situations too, if you're ever confused, he'll explain or even keep you from speaking at maybe an inappropriate time. you're usually good on picking up certain things, but he fills in the gaps where you miss other cues
ALSO for my own guilty pleasure, he's defensive as hell. if anyone tries to talk down to you like you're a child or says some bullshit about how "they never would've guessed you're autistic!!!!" hotch is right there to call them out on it. he has your back all the time, especially after you decide to be more open about being autistic in public/at work
he's also super supportive of whether or not you want to pursue an official diagnosis. he believes you no matter what and wants you to do what's best for you, with or without the "official" diagnosis
he's such a protective person in general that i feel like he's the best during/after autistic meltdowns when you feel so out of control. he's right there to ground you and do whatever you need, even if that's just him sitting with you until it passes
i love writing these hehe!! send any other autistic questions/headcanons you have because this soothes my soul ngl 💗💗
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thatstrangegiiirrlll · 10 months
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I Love You, now Fuck Me
Nijiro x Female reader(requested)
Summary: Nijiro is driving you home from a successful date. During the drive, a confession of love leads to intimacy.
Includes: shy, needy nijiro, dry humping in the car, some fluffy, corny love 🤍
Also I don’t know who the girl is in the picture! I just thought she was really pretty when I came across her on Pinterest, hehe. U all r free to picture whoever u like for this imagine/story. — Ash <3
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“I love spending time with you, y/n,” Nijiro speaks, stealing a glance at you. He unlocks the doors to his car and opens the door for you.
You smile at his words and turn to him. You wrap your arms around his shoulders and pull him in for a French kiss. You can't lie; you never want your dates with Nijiro to end. But you understand that you both have lives. Too bad you're not conjoined at the hip because you hate being away from your baby.
On the way to your home, you can't resist the urge to analyze him as he drives: his jawline, nose, his gorgeous eyes, and eyelashes, those soft lips...just all of it. Not only is he beautiful, but so is his heart. You love him and you're not ashamed of that.
“Nijiro,” you utter, now turned to face him in your seat.
“Yes, baby?” He replies, taking a swift look at you.
You blink at him slowly with little to no hesitation in your voice as you say, “I love you.”
He sits up in his seat, looking twice from you and the street ahead in astonishment. “Really?”
You nod, eyes fixated on him like a hawk. His mannerisms are telling you he's uncertain, and that makes you uneasy.
“Y/n... I-”
“Fuck,” you say, the panic exploding in the pit of your stomach. It doesn't take a genius to read the room, or in your case, the car. You've made him uncomfortable. “Just forget it.”
His face saddens and he grips the steering wheel anxiously. “Please don't be upset. You know I care about you I just-”
“Nijiro, drop it, okay?” You interject, feeling as though you could crawl out of your skin. You know it's not fair to be upset at him - saying that is a big deal. Still, the way it makes you feel stings like hell.
You hear him sigh quietly, his face turning red. You dread the remainder of this awkward car ride.
He pulls into your apartment complex and puts the car in park. You grab your bag and open the car door hastily.
“Y/n, wait, please?” He pleads, gently grabbing your arm.
You decide to bite back your pride and hear him out. It's only right to do so.
Closing the door back up, you stare ahead, waiting for him to speak.
“I'm sorry for the way I reacted,” he starts, eyes soft and low as he looks at you. “I didn't mean to hurt you.”
“I know.” You keep your eyes facing forward, too stubborn to face him. “I know, Nijiro. But why? Do you not love me back?”
He keeps his hands together, placing them tightly in his lap. “I do, y/n... I’m just scared.”
You uncross your arms and turn your head to look at him. He has his head down, fidgeting around with his fingers.
“Nijiro,” you say, a soft smile on your lips. “What is there to be scared of, baby?”
When he looks at you and sees your welcoming expression, his body relaxes. “I'm just worried you won't like me anymore. What if my love is too much for you, and you become sick of me?”
You feel your throat get tight when he says this. You had no idea he even felt this way.
“Sick of you?” You repeat, grabbing his face with both hands. “Nijiro, I can't get enough of you. So don't ever think that, okay?”
His cheeks burn as he nods. “Fuck, this is embarrassing.”
“Stop it,” you tell him, sliding over onto his lap. You let your weight fall into his pelvic bone, arms on either side of his head behind the seat. “Nothing about you is embarrassing. Everything you feel is okay. Even loving me, because I love you back.”
His warm hands rest on your sides and he kisses you. “I love you, too. I love you more.”
You smile scrunching your nose in amusement at his response. All this loving and vulnerable energy is driving you wild. And it doesn't help that you feel Nijiro's hard length under your skirt.
His eyes scan you up and down, a twinge of darkness present in them. Oh? So, that's how you feel?
You let his seat back a little, watching as he lulls his head to either side. You slide your hands down his torso and to his erection through his jeans. You sit back on top of it, your skirt sliding up and revealing your underwear.
Nijiro holds your waist as you start to roll your hips into him. You feel his dick start to get even harder as you grind, your clit striking it every damn time.
“Shit,” you hiss, grabbing hold of the seat. Nijiro helps himself in grinding back onto you. The friction from his jeans sends sparkles up your spine. He throws back his head, closing his eyes tight as he enjoys the ride.
“That feels so fucking good,” he purrs, hand sliding under your blouse. He massages your breast, taking his bottom lip between his teeth. “I'm so close.”
Your hand slaps against the door's window when Nijiro rubs both your breasts. You get the perfect move of your hips down, the angle pressing precisely where you need it to.
Your pussy is so wet it's nearly numbing, but you continue. Your orgasm is so close you can taste it.
“Just a bit more,” you croak, throat parched and dry as you try to breathe.
Nijiro pulls you down to him in the seat, grabbing your ass as you ride him hard and fast. Within seconds, you cum, lips hanging right over his ear. Your gasps are uncontrolled and intense. It's pretty difficult to come down from an orgasm that hard.
Pushing out a few more thrusts, Nijiro makes his way to his orgasm. His body goes still for a moment before he groans and breathes. You love hearing his sounds when he cums.
He blushes when he notices you watching him orgasm. “This underwear is destroyed,” he says, shaking his head. You can only imagine the wet explosion beneath his pants.
“That's yummy,” you reply, kissing him everywhere on his cherry-colored face.
He chuckles and rubs his thumbs over your tummy. “Wanna spend the night at my place?”
You smile hard when he offers this. “Hell yeah, I do. Let's go.”
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hornystiel · 11 days
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hiii!! offering my 2 cents on the subject of "old man". younger generations in general use it very loosely but it's without ill intent, rather it's coming from a perspective of "that man (dilf) is so hot i need them but i could never because they'd see me as a child so i gotta call them old instead". like they're out of my league but i'll blame it on the age difference you know?
and in destiel's case i believe it's affectionate, they're old compared to most queer couples represented and they're getting older together and it's hopeful to see that :)
~ a gen z mutual who's too shy to come off anon ly 🤍
hi! a literal wall of text ahead
okay i actually have a lot of thoughts about this topic and i really hope i won't sound rude but i just want to talk about it for a sec here. and below will be purely my own musings which probably won't coincide with a general fandom views on the matter and it's wider than this question and destiel but well
anyway
i totally get what you're saying about younger fans calling them old because they're too young for them but still hot etc etc. i know that's not some ill intent, clearly. however, what bothers me about the question of 'old' age in fandom spaces is this - for some 'old' starts somewhere around 35+ and they mean it (i wonder what they call a 50 yo? a corpse probably). and yeah of course for 16 yo 35 is twice their age but i wouldn't have even the slightest problem with it because i've been in fandom spaces since i was maybe 14 and stumbled upon people of different ages and backgrounds and we can all coexist quite fine. but what i see now (and maybe again, that's like a recurring generational thing, i don't know, i'm not that old and i wasn't in english spaces until i got at least 18-20 so) - those younger fans repeatedly saying 'you're 30 and in fandom? get out. go find some appropriate hobbies for your age group, like fishing hehe'. like it's fine to be horny over some dudes twice (or even more) your age, but people who in reality are not even that far from you, because usually it's 20 somethings who write such things - and it's a crime. you're suddenly gross. i wonder what those kids would do without all the stuff written, drawn and giffed by those who have a child on one hand, a full time job on the other, and their age appropriate hobbies in between. like when i was a tiny fan i was like 'holy shit that person somehow found a way to update that long ass sherlock fic while being neck deep in her family things and work i wanna be like them!" and it also gave me hope about the future of my fandom life. like age shouldn't matter. but now i see this shit, the whole 'more than 3 yo age difference is pedo' talk, 'adult creators shouldn't post anything because children can see' talk etc etc. and i know, of course, that that's the general internet censorship on the rise and neopuritanism is dancing tango with it but still.
what i'm saying - i do have a problem with younger generation using the term old very 'loosely' because they wield it as a double aged sword. you're either some hot dilf who can be forgiven for your shitty fandom takes because well you're hot (and i'm not talking about anyone in particular here rn) or you're a gross 30 smth in fandom space who shouldn't draw porn because teens can't click the block button
AS FOR DESTIEL
short answer - i don't like what the people who call them old add to their characters and lives when they do that.
long answer under the cut
all of that is what EYE don't like in most popular fandom hcs and i usually just scroll past the things i don't like, i don't want to start shit publicly (and because of what, takes?), but here you can read what i usually think when i see them.
first - if we're talking canon ages. 40 smth and this is dean's age at the end of the show - is NOT old. at all. i can't even call him that affectionately. because this is the tragedy of it all - he dies YOUNG. very fucking young, he didn't see any calm life, didn't pursue his dreams, didn't have a normal life and love and then he died. in a way, and i see some others think the same, calling him old is like 'welp it's not that bad, he lived long enough, seen shit'. but the thing is - he didn't? literally. so no, for me he's young, died young and it's fucking awful. not talking about cas here because well, billions years, old, young, he's everything (<3)
if we're talking about post canon fics where they settle. you can all burn me at the stake but sadly my spirit will just repeat the same shit - making them some kind of a wannabe hetero aging couple is not only boring as fuck, but also completely out of character for them?
what i usually see in the posts with 'old men <3' there
some variation of a white picket fence house
baby jack
dean being some kind of a soccer mom who bakes and argues with other moms
cas being more of a dad shaped thing who gardens and Doesn't Get It at the parents' meetings or somewhere equally boring and somehow still clueless about a lot of human shit
them creaking every part of their bodies (jesus my joints have been like this since i was 14, and my back is bad now when i'm only 30 where is my retirement pakige?)
probably forgetting smth but you get the gist. and, again, not saying that that's ALL i see with the old men posts and art etc (some hcs are wild and i LOVE them), but the majority? yeag, i've been permanently a destiel blogger for 4 years now, i've seen the popular stuff
doesn't all of that remind you of a typical heterosexual family on some conservative cable tv show? if not i'm happy for you, but i can't help but see how the roles are set in stone and i don't find it endearing at all. that's one reason. and also i'm a strong believer that a baby won't fix dean. jack won't fix shit and here's another stick to my pyre - i don't care about him at all and i think that dean especially should focus on himself and his own shit and his shit with cas if they settle together, not be thrown into the baby routine again. the fandom likes to remind everyone how dean raised sam and it's mostly true but don't you think for one goddamn second he would want/need to live for himself and not over obsess about bringing up another kid? sure he loves them, but if every person with dean's baggage were trusted with kids as a cure-al ...well. and again very hetero, 'you should have a child, that'll fix your hysteria!' i'll even say, very real life stuff, just not the one i want to see here.
another reason is this - they are freaks.
they are assholes, freaks, serial killers, undead creatures, bad people...who are very much in love and very soft with each other and their family but they are still freaks. and i don't understand how them getting old will so fundamentally change so many aspects of their characters that they become typical suburban mom and dad combo. maybe i sound like a person who doesn't want them to be happy, or who doesn't get the 'it shows that their life is finally calm and they can pursue Normal Hobbies and Raise Kids and Build a Farm (idk how that is a calm place have you ever been on a farm with animals that you should watch and take care and kill if needed. another talk for another time) and To Love is to be Changed' etc etc etc. believe me i get it all perfectly, just not for them. if it tickles your pickle, by all means. what tickles mine is cas getting the weirdest (and often dangerous) hobbies (and this is why i got him driving a motorcycle, boxing and skydiving in my old men cheating fic) and he's an impatient guy so i don't think he'd love gardening really, he'd be mad at the plants and kill them or grow them as fast as his grace would allow (yes i'm also against human all the way cas, baby we're getting a bingo here). and dean of course should have ties with his community and i've already talked about this but i see how they are out of active hunting, but still help those who are still in it (if the supernatural isn't wiped completely and i don't see why it should be), maybe they always have a place in their home for those who come to regroup or just to chat or smth. and dean is an overprotective and micromanaging asshole so he would want to still have the gist of it all (and cas would want to unwind by killing some things from time to time)...and they still sleep in the same bed, eat the food they cook together, wear matching tatts maybe as a wedding gift to each other, and have dogs, cats and whatnot.
what i want to say - i don't get why the weird and the sweet can't coexist. why should they lose all of their insane bits. they loved each other WITH them (cursed or not remember) why should they change so drastically to fit the 'happily ever after' narrative.
anyway i can probably write a lot more but that's a long ass grumbling as it is.
sorry your question became the starting point for this rent i genuinely hope i didn't offend you and if you finished reading all of this woah you are a hero <3
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moonbyunniee · 1 year
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Hiiii
So this is actually the first time I've requested anything and I don't exactly know how all this works but could you write how the genshin girls would take care of you while sick?
Currently have covid and really want the comfort
If not it's fine just really like your work and decided to give it a shot
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genshin girls taking care of you when you're sick
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would give you lots of cuddles and hugs even when you say you're contagious
yoimiya, lisa, amber, hu tao
keeps you company every waking second in the day and all through the night
ayaka, shenhe, yelan, jean, ganyu, kokomi
tries to help by making you soup but fails miserably because damn they cannot cook
ei
actually succeeds in making you soup (and also feeds it you)
xiangling, noelle, yelan, ayaka, kokomi
jabbers on and on nonstop to keep you entertained (be this by telling stories, talking to themselves, etc.)
lisa, hu tao, yae miko, yelan
freaks out (internally or externally) because they genuinely have no idea what to do
ei, hu tao, ganyu
checks your temperature every five seconds (just in case...hehe *nervous sweat beads down forehead*)
jean, ganyu, kokomi
brings you your favourite snacks from the shops
hu tao, xiangling, yoimiya, ganyu
very protective of you in general
shenhe, ei, yae miko, jean, ganyu, ayaka, kokomi
keeps your area consistently clean at all times, and is always seen fussing around you
ganyu, jean, ayaka, noelle, kokomi
insists on you getting up and out of bed to stay active while you're sick
hu tao, yoimiya, amber, yelan
insists on you staying in bed to get all the rest you can while you're sick
ei, ayaka, yae miko, ganyu, shenhe, jean, kokomi
brings their work into your room, or otherwise takes a day off work completely to focus on you
jean (be proud of her), yae miko, yelan, ayaka, ganyu, lisa (probably the one who told jean to take a day off), kokomi
sings you lullabies when you have trouble falling asleep
hu tao, yoimiya, yae miko, yelan, lisa
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a/n ➵ hello my lovely!! i hope you're doing okay with covid and everything <3 make sure to get lots and lots of rest, drink plenty of water, and eat well, okay? sending my love and support 🤗😘🤍 i also hope nobody minds the new layout of my headcanons but i prefer these because i can cover more characters! anyway i love you all so much, take care my lovely!! <333
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alwaysmicado · 3 days
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https://www.tumblr.com/free-my-mindd/746081775532605440/chris-mc-geown?source=share <- this is the link i supposed to add in previous ask but dunno why disappeared (i still can't figure out how to add a link in the ask 🤦🏻‍♀️)
read the latest part. my logical side told me that torturing joel somehow means torturing our baby reader, HOWEVER, my rage keep screaming that DON'T LET THAT FUCKER EXIT SO EASILY PLSSS. (of coz i well believe you will keep developing about reader's mind tht this chapter's ending doesn't mean the cloud is cleared or joel is forgiven.) he definitely has not sufferedorry enough. (or will there be a joel's POV chapter to let that fucker explain himself?)
what can i say about tommy? i thought their relationship is so unbelievable (in good way). where would the world got a married guy that still care a girl enough that pick up drunk/cry-call in the middle of night and not hang up? (or my friends are just too shitty 🤦🏻‍♀️) hope i didn't get it wrong from this chapter, besides the common ground from their traumatic history, tommy is just an extremely sweet guy? stupid question here - they seems cleared the prospect of romantic involvement but still able to keep a close relationship. <- i should get this from this chapter or that will be further flashback about this?
thanks so much for your great work and patience to read my rambling 💛
Hi Rachel 😍 Oh yeah, this quote fits reader perfectly:
there were two reasons I was scared to let people in; the damage they could do, and the damage they could find.
After Sunshine, @witchofthedeepwoods was also saying that Angels Like You by Miley Cyrus reminded her of reader and I couldn't agree more!
It's not your fault I ruin everything And it's not your fault I can't be what you need Baby, angels like you can't fly down hell with me I'm everything they said I would be
About Sink or swim:
he definitely has not sufferedorry enough. (or will there be a joel's POV chapter to let that fucker explain himself?)
First of all, you calling Joel a fucker is so damn funny to me, I dunno why 😂😂😂
Second of all, YES! The ending doesn't mean it's all resolved. Not at all. It just means that she's finally ready to be honest with herself, with Joel, and also with Tommy (since he knows now anyway). I guess we'll have to see if Joel makes the right call in the next part and is able to reassure reader somehow that he really is serious about her 😌. What I have planned for sure is to write out the confrontation between Joel and Tommy. I dunno yet if I'll post it separately or within the next part, but it's coming.
hope i didn't get it wrong from this chapter, besides the common ground from their traumatic history, tommy is just an extremely sweet guy? stupid question here - they seems cleared the prospect of romantic involvement but still able to keep a close relationship. <- i should get this from this chapter or that will be further flashback about this?
I think Tommy sees a lot of himself in reader and that's why he understands her so well. And she is comfortable with him 'cause she really feels like he does understand her without judging her. Plus, he's proven over time that he won't abandon her, and that's also huge for her.
At this point, their relationship is platonic and they both appreciate it for what it is. I'm not gonna tell you if that was always the case or if they had more going on after their first night (or even what happened there exactly). Maybe I will some day, but for now, you're free to imagine whatever you like 😋.
I could imagine that Joel's got his own thoughts/questions about their relationship though hehe. But, as @pattwtf and I discussed, I'm positive that Joel honestly wouldn't care either way.
Thank you for reading my story and taking the time to share your thoughts!! It's so much fun and I appreciate it a lot! 😍 Have a wonderful day! 🤍
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ikemenomegas · 1 year
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First of all, thank you for making this blog!! Its always a pleasure to have more omega!character blogs here hehe. Really really excited and looking forward to your all your hcs and drabbles 😊
Could I request for itachi and izuna, perhaps how they met their alpha and what made them fall in love? Ty!! 🤍
Hello,
Sorry for making you wait for a reply! I wanted to get to a point in Izuna's fic that it was obvious what was going to happen before I answered, and then I realized I hadn't thought about how Itachi might meet his alpha. Sometimes we like the fluffy stuff and my brain had jumped right over "first meetings" and the hardships of a forming relationship to "domestic/mated" hc's. Here's what I came up with after a few days of thinking it over:
Itachi
When there is a strong enough tie, there is no single way to meet someone who's fate crosses paths with yours
Itachi meets his alpha twice
The first time, you were students in the academy. He was well admired by most of the other students, including the person who would be come his alpha
Even though he graduated early, the alpha stayed friendly with him and asked him how he knew to solve certain problems so quickly - essentially their admiration and friendship became such that the alpha used Itachi as a baseline of success and strove for a level of success that emulated their perceptions of him
When Itachi kills his clan and leaves the village, the alpha doesn't believe that the rumors are telling the whole truth. Itachi never did anything without a reason.
If the Alpha is nosy enough (which they are), they probably find out enough of the truth to either get in trouble and have to flee for safety or simply decide to go find Itachi on their own just like when they were kids, knowing that there's maybe no way home. The Alpha wants to know if their assessment of the situation is correct (but also... the kind of person who would put Itachi through something like this is no one you want to serve)
Itachi's second first meeting is when they're both different people and the Alpha shows up while he and Kisame are wandering around.
"I know what happened," you say. Landing right in front of two Akatsuki members is not the best idea you've ever had, but you're not as scared as you thought you would be. The Hidden Mist shinobi, notable for how he's almost a head and a half taller than Itachi and looks like a shark, catches sight of you and grins. You tear your gaze away from him. You're probably going to die anyways, doesn't matter if it's going to be him or how he's going to do it. "Do you now?" Itachi's eyes and his voice are colder than you remember. You shrug. You made peace with the ways this could go last night. "As much as anyone ever knows anything, based upon their own assumptions." Itachi huffs, you'd almost call it a laugh with how similar it is to the sound he would make every time the two of you had done this in the past. "And what are you assumptions?" he asks, mocking. "That I couldn't be the one to do it?" "That maybe there weren't any other good options." You cocked your head to the side, the same direction Itachi's partner was standing. "Do you really want to do this on the road?" Itachi's eyes were already activated, and it was between one heartbeat and the next that you and he were standing alone, wind bending the grass along the road. You're not sure when he cast the genjustu. It could have been the moment you showed up, it could have been after you began to speak, but he's made it obvious, which at least means he's listening.
Alpha lays out what they've figured out from studying village history, listening to what is said between villagers and other shinobi, and mostly tracking the village's power plays.
Honestly it's not much, since the reality was made of so many secret pieces. The theory mostly started based on the Alpha's confidence that Itachi didn't have the necessary pride to actually kill everyone except his brother as a skill test.
In this case the lack of publicly available knowledge about the sharingan and how it can be activated and passed down worked out in your favor.
Ultimately, they just want to know if he committed the massacre because of an order or a personal issue, although the extremity of his actions makes them suspect it was an order. They also can't figure out who of the elders it could come from. And hey, did he know that there's kids disappearing from the village all the time, doesn't that seem like a huge problem?
Itachi is super exasperated even if his face doesn't do anything. He's supposed to do this alone, not get confronted with the confidence of someone he used to know.
Itachi tries to warn them off, but does admit that the dark side of the village (Danzo) probably has them on a radar by now. Better to let you tag along. At least he can keep an eye on you this way. It wouldn't do for his secrets to get out if you've figure it out. He can always kill you later.
"You aren't getting sentimental on me, are you Itachi?" his companion asks. Itachi blinks, his sharingan fading away. "You can say something when you learn how to cook, Kisame."
Kisame feels offended. There's nothing wrong with raw fish 24/7/365. Does Itachi know how expensive sashimi is when you don't do it yourself?
This new version of Itachi is depressing and depressed. He's not just quiet, he's silent, which is creepy when he sneaks up on you one too many times when you have to move camp further into the woods (you and he are probably 16-17 at this point and the Uchiha have a problem)
He's willing to suffer because he thinks he deserves it and low key makes the first few weeks of camping Worse than necessary to try and get you to leave. But eventually he does let you travel with him, as long as you stay out of sight.
He ends up helping you fake your death (if you didn't already do a good job yourself) after noticing a Root member in a town you've been to with them before and coming up with an excuse for Pain so that Deidara and Hidan the others aren't allowed to kill you on sight.
Itachi falls in love with his Alpha slowly. Honestly the two of them don't realize they've sort of been courting until Kisame points out how much stuff they have in this one sealing scroll and that none of it is his thank you very much.
Which ensures the sort of sibling-like bickering between the Alpha and Kisame that "the scroll doesn't even weigh anything for you, why are you complaining" and he catches himself hiding a smile in his collar and he sort of realizes that he's grown both familiar and comfortable around you.
Not only is he comfortable, he no longer views you as a threat, he feels safe when you're around, there's a reason all the trinkets you've brought one another that aren't edible are in that scroll and it's that he wants them, he wants you around, in a way he hasn't allowed himself to want anything for years.
He likes that you believed in him, he didn't know how much that would mean until he had it.
It makes him feel guilty but also somehow important that this is also an Alpha that, although maybe not intentionally, lost everything looking for him, and is consistently devoted to his comfort and respectful of his boundaries while also somehow drawing him little by little out of the shell he'd built around his heart when he killed almost everyone he was ever told he should love.
He loves that you invent your own little missions in every town they stop in (they're silly things sometimes, other times more complicated and have to do with you finding more ways to protect yourself so Itachi doesn't have to worry about you when you travel)
He thinks it's sweet that the crows he sends to travel with you all end up with a name (... it's the same name, you just call them karasu because "you should call something what it is and it's a crow, Itachi") and sit in the hood of your cloak
When it doesn't annoy him (because you're right) he likes that you say things the way they are, the bluntness is refreshing and different from the way Kisame likes to play with metaphors and thinly veiled hints
Izuna
Izuna meets his Alpha the day they get married
The warring states period is dangerous and messy and people die from things other than war. Izuna was engaged to his Alpha's elder sister (who was a beta) since before he presented as part of a main clan to branch-clan marriage. When she died, her younger sibling, who was an Alpha and who he had never seen before in person or in paintings, is put forth as her replacement.
The ceremony was already scheduled, the dowries (in this case the gifts the mates give each other for they and their families to use) were both prepared, even the clothing was all ready, so the temples just redid Izuna and the Alpha's birth charts and chose the next date that was close to the original
He's nervous during the ceremony because he doesn't know this alpha. Alphas fight in the war, and every amab child is also trained to fight on a battlefield (as opposed to afab kids who are also taught to fight, but more so they have some means of self defense and this has to do with how male omegas can't be identified until they present in adolescence) but there's still stereotypes around how alphas treat omegas
He's one of the Uchiha's best fighters, war is stressful, the Uchiha (of which he is one) are stressful, the daimyo is stressful and annoying. Izuna is very stressed. And he's getting mated and married before Madara does, so he's stressed about doing something before brother in the way that younger siblings get about that sort of thing (smug and also nervous)
But the ceremony is nice, normal, he sneaks glances at you throughout and is at least glad you comport yourself well
Izuna falls in love with his alpha's respect. They don't ask anything of him the first night, or any of the nights they are traveling back to the main compound. They leave that first step to him
In my naruto omegaverse, there's a potential benefit to alpha-omega pairings (beta-omega and beta-alpha pairs might also get this benefit but it's one-sided in favor of the beta and still isn't a guaranteed part of the bond), which is that upon consensually submitting to the mating mark, the alpha-omega pair have a better sense of one anothers' location and have better coordination with one another over all because of it. For battle-pairs this could provide an incredible edge.
Because no one except his brother and Tobirama have ever been able to keep up with him in a fight, Izuna is a little more interested in a second effect, which is that alpha-omega pairs who are well bonded (usually has to include emotionally aligned) have a slight but documented increase in base power level. For Uchiha for whom love (and fear of loss/hate after loss) is sort of the thing that fuels them, this is a little bit more than average. (There's a whole thing about how the organ associated with fire in eastern medicine is the heart and how fire is the Uchiha element etc etc)
So not gonna lie, he's a little in love with the power that mating gets him, but he's also a little proud that he and his mate have the kind of bond that does that.
But he also loves how they care for the clan. His Alpha was trained in chakra control and has taken on roles as a field medic in the past. They also have natural sensory abilities that were honed in the years before they joined the battlefield. They use these skills to look out for the clan in a way that Izuna can't, or cover for place he can't be, which makes him very happy.
They also try to keep up with him regarding field skills, which he finds and endearing and encourages. He loves that his Alpha wants to stand by his side. By the time he and his Alpha have been mated for about two years, they're able to take most missions together. The only thing he will not permit is for his Alpha to be on the front lines with him when they are fighting the Senju, because inevitably when Hashirama or Tobirama are there, the other is not far, and he and Madara must go together in order to meet them.
He also loves how they understand how being an Omega complicates his life as a key fighter for the clan. If there is a "moment" when he realizes how much he could come to love this Alpha, it's when they help him end his heat early using a safe herbal tincture so that he can go to battle without the handicap of needing to ignore it, rather than pushing for him to spend it with them.
Izuna and his Alpha's relationship is largely built on the two of them listening to one anothers' needs and figuring out how to meet them.
part 1 of their fic is linked here!
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itgomyway · 4 months
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hello! i'm a returning anon (i didnt believe i could love xyz, but ended up experiencing the true love/bliss anyway). i'm just here to update on my progress hehe. i'll mark myself as 🦇 in case i wanna update again!
i've started questioning where seeing/hearing "starts and ends" which has really helped my understanding of no seperation (impossible to put the exercise into words tbh), which has helped me put far less inherent value in the things i observe. at the same time though, i'm more aware of how reflective things are; i'm noticing how my dreams and experiences reflect my internal awareness and beliefs!
i also have found that identifying the root of an issue and letting go of it has done wonders for me. i used to experience intense hunger nausea, and get headaches when cold air blew in my face, and i don't anymore! and all i had to do was "remember" where i got that idea, and then say "no" to it. IT'S SO EASY!!
also "my" memory is SOOOO bad now LOL but it's really freeing because living in the present is infinitely more rewarding than trying to hold on to the past.
im having a wonderful time and i cant wait to continue Being :) 🦇
wow i'm so proud of you! please do keep me updated :) 🤍🦇
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Hey hey! :D 👋✨
I Hope You’re Fine! This is the first time I actually work up the courage to send this but I figured now or never
In all honesty I’ve been a huge fan of your writing since— quite a few years now actually, even before I had a tmblr account. 🥹
It gives me glee to re-read the older stories and the new. I’ve been loving your SpideyTorch series just as much as all the other fics and the series with the sinister six— (although spideytorch is starting to become my fav hehee). 🥹
You were one of the first people I read a tickle fic from and the way you always— even better today— let the stories play- the way you describe the emotions, the thoughts that play through their minds— the way you portray them in different situations, it’s made me want to become a better writer myself although I’ve been too scared to post the Oc stuff I’ve been working on ;u;
Anyways what I want to say is that I’m incredibly exited for the next chapter ✨🤍 and I wish Merry Holidays, let there be lots of presents, love, luck and whealth coming your way! ✨🎄🫂
~ Berry 🫐
aww thanks so much for reaching out & being a fan!! 🥺♥️ you are too kind! it’s kinda wild to me that my silly little stories are capable of inspiring people in any capacity haha but i certainly don’t mind it 😊 i hope you get the courage to post your own writing someday. even if you don’t think anyone will read, i encourage you to to put it out into the world anyway. i thought the only person who would ever read the stuff i wrote would be myself—and tbh, i would’ve probably wrote it all anyway even if that was the case cuz i just really enjoy doing it. but i’ve been pleasantly surprised by the amount of people who’ve reached out saying they’ve not only read my stories but actually enjoy them! so yeah, you never know
thanks so much for the well wishes and have a fantastic holiday yourself!!
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torialefay · 3 months
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Your reading about Chan is something extraordinary! Even knowing that the birth time is still missing, it all makes so much sense that it's incredible. But honestly, the sequel about his first time with a girlfriend left me a little suffocated - he's so intense that I felt breathless and, I guess, a little scared, afraid. I don't know much about the zodiac, but the little I do know, should I blame this feeling on my Venus in Aquarius? I was very curious about how our compatibility would be, especially because he is my bias... Which leads me to ask you:
Could you check the compatibility of our charts? I have a Pisces sun, Leo rising and Sagittarius moon. As I said before, my Venus is in Aquarius and if I'm not mistaken, my Mars is in Aries (when I read about his Mars being a fire sign I already realized that a fight between us would be very ugly). I share my birthday with Hyunjin, actually (3/20/98... a little old, I know).
Anyway, I would like to thank you very much for sharing your knowledge on the subject.
I hope you have a great day! 🤍🤎✨
hello there little pisces baby (me too hehe): first of all, you are not old 😭 literally not even a year older than me. also you are literally the cutest
i used this first inbox instead of the second one you sent me bc i think your name was in the other one! didn’t want to put it out there just in case <3
alright, let’s do this thang :)
Leo Ascendant (1st house):
Your Leo ascendant is a great match for Chan! Having a Leo ascendant, it is likely that living in authenticity is important to you. You are good at making other people feel special. Even if you can’t see it yourself, you have a natural talent for making others like you. This can either manifest in a way of being extroverted or introverted. If extroverted, people are usually naturally drawn to you. If introverted, people are still more than likely drawn to you in a way that they are more curious of you than anything. Sometimes Leo ascendants can get a bad rep for valuing attention, but I don’t necessarily think that way. Leo risings like the feeling of being valued and understood more than anything- this usually just manifests as receiving attention in who they are as a person. This is almost always reciprocated by the Leo Ascendant, always looking for the things that make individuals unique and playing that up to make them feel loved. Leo Ascendants usually believe that each person has a special calling in life, and their goal is always to find their own and let that shine.
With Chan’s Gemini ascendant, this is a great combo! It’s a combo that initially draws a lot of attention to one another. You can both play off of each other’s interests in people and quickly get to know a lot about one another. The way I see this manifesting in your relationship is coming off as the couple who is friends with literally everyone. Even if you didn’t have a picture perfect relationship, this is how it would seem on the outside.
Sun in Pisces in 8th house:
Your Sun in Pisces in the 8th house is such a powerful placement!
With your Sun in Pisces, it is likely that your friends would describe you as someone who is truly caring of others, is a peacemaker, and someone who can get lost in their own world from time to time. This can sometimes manifest in negative ways though, forgetting to reply to messages or emails, or even having trouble with procrastination. HOWEVER, being in the 8th house is an awesome combo with Pisces! The 8th house rules rebirth and transformation. Bringing a Piscean, watery, dreamy energy into that is super motivational for change. It is likely that you have a lot of big ideas and are deeply aware of who you are at your core. You are deeeeply empathetic. You could be focused on things such as self-improvement, the arts, music as an emotional outlet, and more alternative mediums like astrology, tarot, wicca, etc. You probably have some form of femininity about you, which can manifest in either dreamy-ish elements OR alternative/quirky elements. You love different forms of self expression.
This is a good match with Chan’s Sun in Libra. You would encourage him to find himself for who he truly is and he would support you in all of your big ideas. He could also help some of these ideas come to life. You would most definitely bring out a softer side to him that would make him feel well-rounded and loved. There would definitely be a subtle sweetness as an overtone to your relationship.
Moon in Sagittarius in 5th house:
I think this matches the rest of your chart well. Moon in Sag in 5th house means you have a DEEP need on an emotional level to experience self-expression and creativity with complete freedom. You value that for others as well. You probably dream of traveling or going on large scale adventures. You feel best when you have freedom to explore all of your interests. You value hearing others’ opinions and are super open-minded, liking to be challenged to think about things in other perspectives.
I think this is a pretty good match for Chan’s Moon in Libra. You would be very encouraging, yet again, of him to find himself and what HE truly wants. Not what he thinks other people want for him. You are able to give him freedom to develop who he needs to be. I could see this as a very spiritually-healing relationship for him. He would help you feel valued in everyday life and always support your dreams.
Mercury and Mars in Aries in the 9th house:
Although you have a Pisces Sun, your Mercury and Mars indicate to me that you can be very honest in what you want or what you want to say. However, with the Piscean personality trait, I feel like you’ve found a way to channel honesty into a way that it won’t really hurt other people. Again, there IS a gentle nature to you, so I see it very unlikely that you would just explode on someone right off the bat. It is a lot more likely that when in an argument, it would take a lot of repetition or a large buildup of things that go against your values to make you boil over. When you get mad, you can definitely get mad. With that Mercury in Aries as well, it’s likely that you could also say some harsh things that you’ve been thinking (now without a filter) when in a fight. I’m not gonna lie, fights with Chan would get way way explosive. May even end up in needing time apart if you’re not careful. These fights would typically stem from differences in beliefs or philosophy… I DO think though that since both of your sun signs are passive, you could eventually be able to understand the other person and need to reconcile deeply with each other to feel comfortable to return back to the relationship. It would take time though.
Aquarius in Venus in the 7th house:
The 7th house is the ruler of romantic and platonic relationships. Venus is also the ruler of the 7th house, so this will be a prominent part of your life! Aquarius in Venus tends to act on love from a level that is more cerebral- they need to know that the relationship they would be entering makes sense. This manifests in the fact that many Aq in Venus will want to be FRIENDS first, before considering a romantic relationship. They need to know that their partner will be intelligent and funny, someone who can mentally stimulate them and be unique. So Aquarius relationships can definitely be a slowww burn. They can also be nontraditional a lot of times in the sense of maybe not necessarily feeling the need to get married or other social “taboos” (which are changing tho so that’s good). In the bedroom, Aqs HAVE TO find someone who they feel is truly their match to feel comfortable with sexually. Like I’ve said, Aquarians are unique- they like what they like. This isn’t to say that they aren’t adventurous in the bedroom, but rather that they have certain interests that they just do or do not want to try. One big problem that could happen with Chan’s Venus in Scorpio is how possessive/obsessive he could tend to feel over you. Many Aqs in Venus do not want to feel like they are being told what to do or that they don’t have the freedom to do as they please. It can feel almost suffocating in a way. It can honestly cause them to shut down sometimes, getting too overwhelmed with something they never asked for. If there was a relationship with Chan, sexual boundaries would need to be established early on. If not, you could each find yourself in a relationship where you were super into each other in all other aspects than this one. You would definitely have to reach a level of compromise. I could see you having slightly the upper hand in this, Aq being a cardinal sign. Chan would still need the super deep, emotional aspects involved in your love life, but I do think there are ways around how he could obtain it and how often it would be integrated into the bedroom.
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