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#just kidding anon youre great i dont mean that 'fuck you' <3
eustasskidagenda · 6 months
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hello im so excited that your ask box is open and youre taking requests! i dont request things often, so this might be a but of a weird concept, and i apologize if its too detailed. however the idea literally wont leave me alone. orz;;
maybe eustass kid has a crush on a somewhat reserved reader whose slow to open up and he hasnt quite realized thats what hes feeling until they stop on an island and meet readers childhood friend. they show a whole new side of themself with said friend by laughing openly, making stupid jokes, being much more physically affectionate. basically reader acts close with an old friend and kid gets jealous about it.
i dont mind if you do a oneshot, drabble, or headcanon, im just curious about your thoughts on this :3 thank you so much and i hope you have a great day!
Hello dear anon! Sure, I'm always happy to write for my pookie. It was fun to write, and it makes me smile a bit because Kid is such a mess, I love this angry tulip. Hope it will match your expectations. ☆
☆Kid with a s/o slow to open up
CW : g/n reader, a bit of cursing but fluff overall
WC : 700
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Kid has always been loud. Whenever he's angry, he needs to shoot at someone. What can he say? His heart is filled with emotions, boiling and exploding like a thousand sparks. That's why you're a mystery. Always calm. Not letting others know what's on your mind. What makes you so quiet? He can't tell. 
Just like the moon and the sun, you are polar opposites. And yet, as the sun always chases the moon, he's always looking after you. And he's everything, but not discreet. Asking loudly for almost all of his crew what they think about you and why you are so reserved. 
Sure, he's used to introverted folks. Killer is one of them. But here's the difference: he can second-guess every word, thought, and breath of his best friend. He could probably achieve all of his sentences. And even through the mask, Kid could also guess the exact expression on Killer's face. 
Killer, who is likely aware that Kid has a small crush on you.
Kid is genuinely frustrated. Loudly frustrated, obviously. He needs to feel in control of everything and hates when he doesn’t have a full-understanding. Usually, he fails to notice reserved people because he's taking all the attention. But there's something about you: your slight smiles, the flash in your eyes, the way you're always listening to others but never talk about yourself. He can't tell why, but it keeps his mind alert. 
Perhaps you pose a bit of a challenge. Kid would never give two flying fucks about you if you were easy to see through. He's always looking after you because you're still a mystery. Sure, at the beginning, it was just to try to figure out who you really are. But now, it turned into something bigger. He hasn't noticed it yet, that’s all. Kid sucks with feelings. Feelings are actually something he hates because they make him feel weak. It puts his loved one in danger. Showing your weaknesses to enemies is a foolish move, Kid knows that perfectly.
However, everything is about to change. He decided to stop on that island for the day. For the first time, you asked to avoid robbery or harming anyone around. 
"Ugh, we're pirates, y/n" Kid doesn't want to look like a nice guy. He's a tough, rude pirate. He has a reputation to uphold. For him, the only good way to open a path is by violent means. Kindness? For what? If he's still alive today, it's because he toughened up and decided to never show mercy to anyone. 
"Fine, fine, I won't kill those people." Heavy sighs. But he wants to understand. He needs to understand. And finally, he's about to understand. 
Because suddenly, you're smiling heartily and running towards those scumbag strangers. What. The. Fuck. It's like seeing the sun after an eternity of blizzards and grey clouds. You're a bright light, a true sunshine. A burst of joy. You're joking, laughing, talking, and talking a lot. You never said more than two sentences in front of him, and now you're chatting endlessly with those strangers and hugging all of them. 
He's pissed off. Are those random people with terrible sense of style and ugly make-up better than him? The great Eustass "Captain" Kid? No way. 
"Guys, here's my captain, Kid. Kid, here are my childhood best friends."
Kid's face is a mess of angry scowls and boiling with frustration when they say hello. Why aren't you smiling as warmly when you're with him? Why is his heart pounding so hard, almost painfully in his chest? And damn, is it the cold or are his cheeks completely red? 
Poor Kid is both flushed and flustered. His first reflex is always exploding when he feels something. "Do you have a problem with me?" Barking through gritted teeth. 
He's ruining the happy-shitty mood and he doesn't care. 
So now, try to explain that you don't have a problem with him. Good luck, he's very stubborn. But once he's more or less calmed (because he's still pissed off), he still can't understand why his heart is racing at the sight of your soft, warm smile.
He wants to see that side of you more often. He wants to be part of those privileged people allowed to know the real you.
Yes, maybe he has a crush on you.
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80pairsofcrocs · 1 year
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baby scarab || 59
@divejffsgvdhv - omg just thinking about layla finding out about bebe scarab and casper. then that talk with the moon boys, layla and yn. 😮‍💨
-🧞‍♀️
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anon - what is there was a thing like a flooded kitchen and mk system and y/n fail at everything miserably and then layla pulls up liek “tf?” and fixes everything thing then asks “how did you ppl survive without me gd” and it’s just sort of a nostalgia chapter with all the early chapter vibes of mk system and y/n flashbacks
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A/N : DAMN these requests are from A WHILE ago!! glad im getting them done :))
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masterlist - marvel masterlist - series masterlist
A/N : THERE IS NO MORE SCHEDULE, IM SORRY also thank you all sm for the support and requests :)))
please enjoy, and don't be shy if you want to be in the taglist, just ask <3, sorry for the long wait
pairings : steven grant x (platonic)reader, marc spector x (platonic) reader, khonshu x (platonic)reader, jake lockley x (platonic)reader
TW : medicine (pills), spidey stuff, mentions of violence, language, angst, very rushed and hard to read, mentions of sex, memories!! let me know if i missed anything.
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you somehow woke up earlier than everyone else.
on a school day too, nonetheless.
so you decided to try and make breakfast for your parents.
key word is tried.
there was currently a fire blazing on a pan of burnt whatever the fuck you were making in the sink, while you ran to turn off the stove.
the smoke alarms went off, and you heard two alarmed voices.
“y/n! what happened?! are you okay?!” “oh shit! fire!” “por favor dime que no te quemaste, nena” all three of your fathers exclaim all at the same time, while layla rushed in after.
jake ends up fronting out of panic, and helps to put out the fire while layla waves a towel around the smoke detector, effectively shutting it off.
“i’m sorry i just wanted to make breakfast for you guys for letting me take a couple days off school-“
“hey don’t apologize. wait, since when do you do anything for us?” marc asks jokingly as jake lifts the burnt pan up to inspect it once the fires out.
“hey!” you start accusingly. “i do stuff for you all the time” you defend, to which marc raises an eyebrow through a mirror.
“i asked you to pick up your dirty clothes off the floor and you told me to stick it up my ass and then you shot webs in my face” marc deadpans and layla laughs before coming up to join you guys.
“you two need to be nicer to each other. i mean, hey, at least this kitchen hasn’t looked worse right?” she asks rhetorically, making you and steven make eye contact through a mirror.
~~~
"so? what's going on?" steven asks. you smile and set your phone face down on the table, your hand still resting on it. "casper doesnt need surgery, which is great since he wouldn't have to take the risk of his scoliosis getting worse." you shortly explain.
steven chuckles. "oh, that's great! i'm happy for him" he says, and you go to put your phone in your pocket but notice it won't come off your hand.
"y/n? you good?" steven asks, noticing your issue. "it wont come off" you tell him, shaking your hand to try and get your phone off.
"kid, quit joking around and eat your dinner" marc tells you from the reflection on the table.
"i'm not joking around! it wont come off" you grit out at him, holding your hand out to steven.
"pull it off" you waves your hand, and steven hesitates in doing so, but grasps the free end of your phone and tugs lightly, surprised that it wont come off.
"what in the bloody hell-" he starts, tugging harder while you're pulling back as well. "did you stick your phone in glue?"
"no! i dont know whats going on!" you exclaim worriedly.
with another strong pull from each of you, it finally comes off, making you and steven almost fall back in your chairs. you touch your hand to the table and notice that it doesn't stick. you look scared and confused at steven whos touching your phone.
"its not sticky. what on earth.." steven trails off, sliding your phone to you from across the table. "that was strange" marc points out.
you keep forming you hand into a fist trying to see if your fingers would stick, but you get nothing. you shakily sigh and nod to yourself while going back to eating.
"y/n-"
"please pretend that didn't just happen" you request. "i don't even know what the hell just happened"
steven nods slowly, and goes back to his plate as well. the rest of the dinner being quiet, unusually quiet.
~~~
after dinner was a mess. you made a mess while helping steven clean up.
first it was when you pulled a drawer open to put clean silverware in it, and yanked it right out of the counter, silverware flying everywhere.
the next was when you were washing your dishes and you went to turn the water off, and ended up ripping the handle off and caused water to start spraying everywhere.
and the last? well it didn't exactly make a mess, more like stop one from happening.
steven had almost dropped one of your glass cups while you were turned around, but a tiny ringing in your head made you turn around and catch it right as he dropped it.
you were having a weird day, ripping drawers out of your counter, tearing off part of your sink, the whole phone incident, and now catching something you didn't even see fall.
and as of now, you were sitting on your bed, knees to your chest while holding onto your khonshu stuffed animal. steven insisted you go take a couple minutes to rest while he cleaned up.
you felt terrible.
steven doing all the work, cleaning up your messes. it wasn't fair, you should be there helping him, but you're stuck here after what just felt like a fever dream.
"child, why do you look like that?" khonshu says from on top of your dresser, slouching so that there's about an inch between the top of hi head and the ceiling.
"rude" you scoff, hanging on tighter to the soft fabric in your arms. "not like that. why are you frustrated?" he rephrases.
you sigh and lean your head on your knees. "there is something wrong with me" you mumble.
"yesterday i complained about my backpack being heavy and i literally ripped a drawer out of a counter." you take a shaky breath. "that's not normal. nothing about what just happened out there is normal!" you reply, close to shouting out of stress.
"calm down child, you'll be okay" khonshu does his best to comfort you. you're thankful for that, even though he sucks at it.
you squeeze the plushie impossibly tighter, calming your nerves.
"is that.. the tiny, soft version of me?" khonshu asks, pointing to the tiny soft version of him that is in fact in your arms. you nod and purse your lips. "yep"
"its ugly" he insults.
"you're ugly" you retort.
khonshu gasps. "take that back, mortal"
"you first" you wrap your hands around the plushies neck "i will strangle you just like i'm strangling this" you threaten.
"you wouldnt"
"i would"
"yeah? well you're small" khonshu insults again, standing up to try and intimidate you with his size. you weren't going to lie, you were very small compared to him.
"you're just a tree" you respond, getting up as well, leaving the plushie on the bed.
"i bet you can't even touch the ceiling!" khonshu starts laughing at you, tapping the ceiling with the giant moon stick he carries every where.
"oh yeah? watch me" you jump up a couple times, finally touching it the third. "see? you.. yo-you.." you trail off. you look down and see that your feet aren't touching the ground. you dart your head up, and see that all the pads of your fingers are stuck to the ceiling.
you look to khonshu, who seems as surprised as you are. your bottom lip shakes, and you try to get your hand off the ceiling, when you hear your door open.
"hey, y/n how are you fee-" steven freezes.
"help me" you say. "now. please. fuck-" you try to pry your hand off.
"alright kid, hang on" marc was fronting now. he reaches a hand up to your wrist and tries to pull it off, this time coming off easier than your phone did.
you would have fallen if marc hadn't caught you. taking his hands off your waist once he knew you wouldn't fall, he takes your hands in his and looks them over.
"marc..?" you now look visibly shaken up. "what the fucks going on?" you ask yourself.
"i'm as clueless as you are" he answers, letting go of your hands. "maybe you should see a doctor." he suggests and you shake your head.
"they are going to put me in an asylum" you shake your head more. "this!-" you gesture to your hand" -this, is not normal!" you start freaking out.
"i was just sticking to the ceiling marc. THE CEILING!" you tell him, and you stretch your arms out in a t-pose. "if i go to a doctor, they are going to transport me to area 51!" you finish and you feel a tingle on your wrist and a 'thwip' noise.
you jerk your head to the right, seeing as it was your right hand that tingled, and see what looks like a spider web stuck to your wall, a couple strands still connected to your wrist.
you slowly look to marc again, whos staring at the web in utter shock. "that just came out of you" he mutters.
"don't say it like that" you cringe. "but yeah. it did" you say in a quieter tone.
marc claps his hands all of a sudden and points at you, making you jump. "you were bit. by a spider." he says and you nod. "those are spider webs" he points to the webs on your wall.
"wheres that spider?"
"gone. reduced to atoms" khonshu cuts in. you and marc look at each other in confusion.
"is that a metaphor...?" you ask, looking back to the bird
"no, child. i destroyed it" he answers slamming his stick on the ground.
"like completely destroyed it? or just like kind of destroyed it?" you try to get him to elaborate.
"i crushed it."
"then what?"
"i saw a bird eat it"
"was the bird you?"
"no"
"is this an important conversation?" marc interrupts. "okay, so until you get this under control don't touch anything, alright?" marc directs towards you, and you nod, completely lost.
"until then.. i don't know." he shrugs. "i got nothin'" he finishes.
"what?! what do i do?! i have school tomorrow!" you try to remain calm.
"hey hey hey, calm down" marc says, and he puts a hand on each of your shoulders. "for now just try to control it a bit, okay?" he tells you, and you nod.
"alright, good, lets go sit down" he leads you to your kitchen table and gets out some sticky notes and a pen.
you sit down in the same spot you were for dinner, and marc sits down in the chair next to you. "so what exactly is happening?" he asks, getting ready to write.
"i ripped the handle off the sink"
"right. maybe its some form of super strength" marc starts scribbling on the paper.
"i was hanging onto the ceiling by my fingers" you deadpan.
"sticky hands" he writes down and you scoff. "'sticky hands?' what are you 5?" you say sarcastically. marc gives you a look. "yes. now what else?"
you hold your arm out again, and this time webbing shoots out of your wrists and towards the mirror steven was freaking out in. "web wrists" marc writes down.
"you're a child" you acuse.
marc doesn't answer, just looks at the paper in contemplation. "do the webs.. do they come out of anywhere else?" he hesitates.
you gape at him. "i sure hope not!" you smack marc in the shoulder, and of course, your hands sticks and you sigh.
"just think about it coming off" marc suggests. "what do you think i'm doing, idiot?"
"don't call me an idiot" marc warns, and you give one final yank and your hand comes off his sleeve, you both sighing out of relief.
~~~
“yeah, totally” you agree, making layla raise an eyebrow.
“anyways, i’m sure you’ve left trash in places though” she starts. “especially you, marc”
“well i’m not the one who stuffs wrappers in people’s pockets” marc looks towards you, which makes you scoff.
~~~
"hey kid, i-" marc started, but stopped when he realizes you weren't even in the room anymore. "you didn't see her leave?" marc asks steven and he shakes his head.
"we were busy talking how was i supposed to know she was going to leave?!" steven freaks out, and notices khonshu was gone as well.
"well at least khonshu is with her" steven points out. the two are silent for a moment. "i feel like that's even worse than her being alone" steven says and marc nods along.
there's a crash from the kitchen and marc looks towards you door. "oh sweet mother of god.." marc gets up off your bed and hastily makes his way out of your room where he sees khonshu perched on top of one of your kitchen counters.
marc gives the bird a questioning look, and khonshu responds by pointing at the counter that marc couldn't see behind, referring to the fact that you were probably over there.
so with a sigh, marc makes his way over behind the counter quietly, and sees you eating pop tarts with your knees to your chest.
"kid" marc starts, crouching down next to you. "what are you doing?" he asks and you look to him with distress written all over your face.
"khonshutoldmethatimgoingtolayeggslikeaspiderandidontwanna-"
"don't talk with your mouth full" marc tells you, so you nod and swallow your food before speaking again.
"khonshu told me that i'm going to lay eggs like a spider and i dont wanna lay eggs that so gross" you slur out, shoving more of your pop tart into your mouth as marc turns to glare at khonshu.
"y/n, darling, you aren't going to.. lay eggs. don't listen to him." steven tells you from the windows reflection. you nod at him and yawn, finishing your pop tart and reaching over to stuff the wrapper in marcs pocket.
"why- nevermind." marc starts, ignoring the fact that you just used him as a garbage can. "come on, back to your room" he hooks an arm under your already bent legs and another around your shoulders, lifting you up carefully and with ease before walking back to your room, you being dead silent the whole time.
he carefully sets you down on your bed, and you immediately go to hug your pillow tightly. marc sighs and covers you with a thin blanket, since he didn't want you over heating and moving your taweret plushie so that its in front of you if you need it.
"marc?" you rasp out with your eyes now closed. "yeah?" he answers, and you sigh.
"i don't feel good" you murmur, burying your face in your pillow. "i know, just get to sleep and i promise you'll feel better when you wake up" marc tells you and you sigh tiredly again.
"promise?" you meekly ask him and he smiles slightly.
"promise" 
~~~
layla sighs. “both of you just help me clean this up at least, there’s burnt.. whatever that is all over the floor” she says in disgust.
you and marc exchange glances before doing so.
layla ended up making you scrape the burnt stuff off the pan, and she made marc sweep up the floor.
all while she sat there and watched.
that’s just your mom for you though, it was a lesson learned.
you spotted a small dye stain on the counter though.
it was red.
from when you dyed your hair like months ago, the colors of your suit.
you smile thinking of the memory, but mentally cringe when you realize how faded it now is.
~~~
"y/n darling, why do you have so many colors?" steven asks, digging deeper in the box to find just about every color of the rainbow and more.
"because i'm quirky like that. now help me pick which ones i should do" you suggest and steven nods.
"you should do red and blue. like your suit" jake starts and you smile at the thought.
"that's actually not a bad idea" marc says, and steven picks up both the red and blue boxes, holding them out to you.
"let's get it started then" you start, taking the boxes and moving to the kitchen sink.
"it won't stain the sink, right?" steven asks.
"not if you scrub hard enough" you deadpan, making him give you a look.
"no, it'll be fine" you tell him, but he still seems skeptical.
"if you say so" he mumbles, watching you open the boxes to grab the tubes of color out of them.
"i'm going to do one side red and the other blue" you say more to yourself than anyone else, yet steven still nodded in acknowledgment.
"do you have gloves? because if you don't you're going to stain your hands"
oh steven. shut up. as much as you love him, he's sort of a dorky idiot sometimes.
"..yeah, i got gloves" you answer, tying up your natural hair so that it wouldn't get in the way.
"if you want you can do one half and i can do the other" you offer, steven nodding slowly.
"what if i hurt you? i don't want to accidentally pull on your hair too hard" he worries, and you shake your head slowly.
"you won't" you answer, digging through the box again and throwing a pair of gloves at him along with the red dye.
"it's simple, just rub the color into my hair i guess. then i have to wait twenty minutes to wash it out" you tell him, and he nods again.
you start doing so with the blue, after putting the gloves on of course.
steven watches first as you squeeze some of the gel into your hand, then just running it through your half of your hair.
steven reluctantly does the same, and you watch with a small smile as he carefully copies your movements.
once you were both done, you pinned it up and sat up on the counter while setting a timer with your phone after taking your gloves off and throwing them away.
steven takes his gloves off and throws them away as well, then looks to you with pursed lips.
"now what?" he asks and you shrug.
"i don't know" you sigh.
steven looks at you for a moment.
"you look like something's on your mind" he starts, and you look up at him. "care to share?"
"...it's stupid" you wave him off.
"then it shouldn't matter"
"it's about casper" you starts, steven leaning on the counter next to you.
"i.. i want to ask him to be my boyfriend" you end quietly, steven smiling at your statement.
"oh that's lovely" he replies, and you see marc and jake with different expressions from the reflection on the window above the sink next to you.
"are you sure he's the right one?" marc asks and you glare at him.
"nonono- i'm not criticizing i'm just making sure that you're making the right choice" he corrects and you nod.
"you don't have to worry about me. this isn't life or death, it's-"
"it's just a relationship, i know" he waves you off, making you snort and turn to jake, who has a smile on his face.
"you must let me know what he says, mi vida" he begins. "if he says no, i can always have a talk with him"
"that won't be necessary but thank you" you tell him, and as if on cue, your phone rings, signaling that casper was calling.
"well? answer it" steven nods to your phone, so you pick it up and press the small green button.
"hey, y/n i have a question" you hear instantly.
"you could've texted me"
"i wanted to hear your voice" he starts, steven listening with a smile.
"anyways- if you want my mom made bread again and wondered if you would come over for dinner"
you look to steven for permission, to which he nods.
"yeah, i'd.. i'd love to" you answer and you hear someone telling his name in the background.
"oh- that's allison i have to go. but text me when you're on your way" he hangs up, just like that.
you make direct eye contact with steven, waiting for him to speak.
"good, now you can ask him to be your boyfriend tonight"
your eyes widen a fraction. "what? no. not today i just meant like in time-"
"if you don't do it, i'll have khonshu cast another spell on you" steven grins.
your lips part in shock. "you wouldn't"
"i believe i would" he replies, to which you glare at him.
khonshu decided to appear next to you, perched on the counter. "he is not bluffing" he tells you.
you turn to glare at him, then back at steven. "fine" you throw your hands up in the air.
"but if he says no-"
"which he won't" steven interrupts.
"-jake is not going to have a talk with him" you conclude, and jake scoffs from the window.
"but it would hurt your feelings" he tries to justify his reasoning to beat up a 16 year old boy.
"there will be no talking" you tell him sternly and he nods hesitantly.
you're about to give a mini lecture to marc, when as if on cue your timer goes off.
"that was the quickest twenty minutes ever" you mutter. "okay, time to stain the sink"
"y/n you said it wouldn't stain!"
"i'm kidding, don't be a baby"
~~~
“y/n your phones ringing” marc tells you, breaking you from your head.
you look to him and see that he had your phone in his hand, and then observed that casper was calling you.
you sigh and answer it on speaker since you had to keep scraping the pan.
“why are you calling me so early?” you ask, and you hear a scoff.
“because i want to know if i can walk you to school and i was actually doing research” he says and you make a face.
“..about what?” you ask skeptically, while both layla and marc listen in.
“do you remember like a month ago when your cramps started and you said they felt like someone was smashing your uterus with a hammer?” he asks and you think back to your last period, when your cramps had gotten particularly painful.
“yeah why?” you answer.
“i found a solution” he starts and you raise an eyebrow.
“solution? like a tylenol?” you ask and you hear him hum before snickering.
“no- no actually i was looking online at things that could help relieve cramps and i’ll bet that you didn’t know that orgasms can in fact help”
“hey casper?” you ask as you feel your face heat up.
“yeah?”
“you’re on speaker”
there’s silence for a second.
“..who’s.. who just heard that?” casper asks hesitantly.
“both her parents, that’s who” marc speaks up, coming up close to you, who is internally dying.
“you couldn’t have just texted me? i woulda laughed if my parents weren’t in the room” you scold, and marc gives you a look.
“hey, you’re lucky i let the whole sex thing go but-“
“excuse me, the what?” layla interrupts and comes to stand to the other side of you.
“..shit” marc mutters, and you sigh.
“casper, i’ll see you at school” you say quickly before hanging up.
you slowly turn to face layla who doesn’t seem to find the situation funny.
“go get ready, i need to have a talk with your father” she falsely smiles at you so you just simply nod and do as she says, hoping she won’t give marc that bad of a talk.
~~~
"what fucking time is it?" marc complains, handing the control right to steven when he realizes how tired he was.
"oh wow thanks mate. it's only 7:38, quit being a baby" he yawns, slowly getting up off the bed.
"you think she's still sleeping?" steven asks out into the open, moving around the kitchen to make some tea.
"she better be, she had a rough night" jake answers, remembering how you masked the emotions you felt after watching all of them nearly die.
"what about casper? is he still here?" steven asks and he's only met with silence.
"yeah. nice talking to you too, numbskulls" steven rolls his eyes, leaving his kettle to heat up with the water to go check on you.
now, when he opened your door he's was met with a faint aroma he hadn't ever smelled before in your room, and that's when he felt the broken webs on the doorframe, and the fact that you were laying on top of casper.
he tilted his head as he ventured in a little more,
not wanting to intrude to much while you were asleep.
that's when jake noticed a couple things.
he saw a still damp washcloth on your nightstand, one of your bras was thrown onto the floor, which was not like you since you kept all your clothes private, oh and don't forget the pack of condoms on the floor next to it.
"steven get out" jake says and steven furrows his eyebrows.
"wha-"
"go drink your tea. just get out"
"but why-" he looks down, and his eyes linger on the box.
"oh my lord... are those-"
"are those fucking condoms?! are you kidding me?!" marc exclaims, and steven sees you stir in your sleep, so he scurries out of the room, shutting the door quietly.
steven was in shock. he was frozen in place as marc and jake argued.
"they did not- there's no fucking way-" marc starts.
"you're in denial amigo. it smelled like sex in there" jake retorts and marc feels like crawling into a hole and dying.
"but she-"
"but she what? steven said she was a horny teenager" jake scoffs and steven hums in denial, slowly walking back to pour his tea.
"i didn't say that, i said she was getting to the age where those type of hormones are-"
"steven please" marc cuts in and steven nods in understanding.
your door clicked open, revealing you rubbing your eyes and putting on one of your sweaters, closing the door behind you and calmly moving into the kitchen to reach up in the cabinet for your pop tarts.
"how are you guys feeling?" you ask the guys worriedly, eyeing stevens leg and seeing through the hole in his pants where the knife was that there wasn't any more blood or cuts, he was good as new.
"we are good, but you-"
"were you busy last night?" marc asks and you tilt your head.
"not necessarily"
"okay so what did you do?"
you stayed quiet, trying to figure out if he knew anything.
"me and casper-"
"i knew it!"
"-built a fort on the roof" you purse your lips and marc scoffs.
"oh yeah? what about after that?" he asks, not fronting and stepping closer to you.
"we went to bed"
"the same bed?"
"yep"
"hm"
marc takes a step away, leaning against the tower and finishes preparing stevens tea for him.
"so why was there a box of condoms on your floor?" marc asks nonchalantly and you choke on your pop tart.
your face turned as red as ever, and you looked down at the floor.
"we're going to have to have a talk, kid" marc starts, while you continue to hide your face from him.
"and your little boyfriend is invited too"
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marc wanted to kicked casper out.
well, not kick, he just wanted to threatened him if he didn't get his stuff and leave.
marc needed him to stay though, so he could go over some ground rules.
which is what you were doing now. sitting on the couch while marc paced back and forth in front of you.
"listen, i know you're mad-" you start but are cut off.
"no no no- not mad just very disappointed" marc pulled the disappointed card, making you scoff.
"you're only 17, you have your whole life to do.. that" he starts and you sigh.
"and especially not in this house, or at least- i don't know pick up your clothes and the.. the uhm-"
"condoms"
"thank you steven- pick those up off the floor" marc continues and you nod.
marc takes a breath and runs a hand through his hair. "i can't do this- steven do you mind?" marc asks and steven hums.
"i got it, mate" and marc passes the control to steven, and he looks at the two of you.
"alright. yeah" he nods to himself. "so obviously you knew what you were doing, judging by the box of condoms on the floor" he starts and you groan, looking to casper who's just as uncomfortable as you are.
"hey- don't make that face you did this to yourself" steven says to the both of you, making you lean back and cross your arms.
"as i was saying- just because you practiced safe sex doesn't mean you can't contract diseases-"
"steven please stop" you say and cover your face with your hands.
"but you need to know that-"
"please no"
"darling-"
"steven"
he gives you a pointed look. "alright, alright just- if you decide to do it again just make sure you do it safely"
"and if you'd like you can talk to a doctor and get yourself some birth control"
"talk to a doctor?" you repeat. "no fucking way"
"watch your language, and yes, talk to a doctor" steven starts. "i reckon you haven't seen one of those for a long while, hm?" he asks and your silence gives him his answer.
"i should probably go-" casper starts but is so rudely interrupted by marc suddenly fronting.
"hang on just a second" he begins. "on no circumstances will you ever- and i mean ever lay a hand on my daughter until she's 18, you hear me?" he says sternly and casper nods frantically.
"good, now if you need to go then you should probably do so before i change my mind" marc tells him and he slowly gets off the couch.
"do you have everything?" you ask him quietly while marc turns back around to engage in conversation with steven and jake in one of the mirrors.
"yeah, my moms expecting me home soon" he shrugs and you walk him to the door after he puts his shoes on.
"i'm really sorry" you apologize. "i didn't think they'd find out- i should've-"
"hey, it's no big deal" casper smiles at you, opening the door.
"are you sure? please know that they would never actually hurt you" you say quickly and he chuckles.
"calm down and forget about it okay? he is about to pat your shoulder before he remembers the no touching rule.
"i'll call you later" he nods to you and you give him a confused look.
"no kiss?" you playfully pout and he rolls his eyes.
"now you look desperate" he says, making you scoff and take him by the collar of his shirt to deliver a quick kiss to his lips, then pulls back to nod at him.
"have a safe trip home" you tell him seriously and he nods, walking back so that he's in the hallway.
you close the door behind him and turn around slowly with a giddy smile on your face, marc giving you a weird look as you lock the door.
~~~
you came out of the bathroom after getting completely ready for school to see marc sitting on the couch with his arms crossed.
“what happened?” you ask, not seeing layla anywhere.
“i’m grounded” he scoffs and you smile at him.
“how’s it feel?” you start. “and where’d she go?”
“it feels fantastic” he begins sarcastically. “but she went up to the roof to probably punch something” he answers and you cringe.
“but it’s freezing outside, it’s almost winter” you say and he nods.
“she won’t be gone long, so i’d get to school before she can come give you a talk too” he tells you while both steven and jake agree.
you nod and head towards the door to get your shoes on.
“i’ll see you guys later, love you” you exclaim out towards your boys.
“love you too, sweetheart” “adios, mi vida” “have a nice day, love” are the responses you get before shutting the door behind you.
and now, you were waiting in your apartments lobby for a probably embarrassed casper to arrive.
and what a day it’s going to be.
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A/N : it took fucking forever to find the specific memories from the earlier chapters omg but it was sooooooooooo fun i hope to do something like this again!!
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What are your favorite things abt c!phil? i want to know his character better :3
OH ANON I WOULD BE DELIGHTED TO ANSWER THIS
god where to START hmmmmmm
okay ive stuck it under a read more because my god is there a lot. for anyone curious, i list off 10 of my favourite things about cphil (with explanations as to what an why), 10 of my favourite quotes, and also cover some more common fandom mischaracterisations
1 - his character design it's basic, but i need somewhere to start. i LOVE phils character design, idk, maybe its just something to do with birds and green and me being a cosplayer. especially his new skin! it has details, anon, and they all have meaning. i love me some details with meaning. and bc its minecraft, and because minecraft is pixels, theres SO MUCH ROOM FOR INTERPRETATION. anyone can go COMPLETELY ham with the design if they want to and they all look SO COOL.
2 - EMERALD DUO okay so ill say it outright; im a qpr emduo sorta person. at the very least im an ‘old friends/war buddies/ex emperors emduo’ person. dont get me wrong, techno is the eldest child, but in the dsmp, he’s not phil’s kid, they’re just really old friends. AND OH MY GOD I LOVE THEM. ‘for you the world’ NEED I SAY MORE??? the emeralds, the phil risking his life to protect techno from the butcher army, the techno worrying about phil participating in doomsday, the complete and utter undying trust they have in each other. theyre not perfect, they still disagree and still have differing opinions but they sort it out and compromise and make sure each other is always okay!!! them!!!
3 - birb cphil is a bird we all know this. and this is leaning more into fanon not explicitly canon, but im including it because i can. phil is bird, he has bird brain. bird instincts and bird features, like hollow bones, chirping, nesting, preening, all the good stuff. it adds a layer of depth to his character thats so fun to play with when writing!! there’s so much potential for both angst and fluff and i love it so much. also i just love birds so yknow. win win situation for me.
4 - family, its messy phil is part of what i believe is the biggest canonical family on the dsmp. there’s four generations ffs. he has a son, a grandson, even a great-grandson. and it’s not perfect. wilbur is. wilbur, but even though he went mad and even though he lied in his letters he still cared enough to send letters in the first place, phil still cared enough to read them. phil still cared enough to drop everything for his son. it was messy and it was heartbreaking but that is what it is to be a father, i think. sometimes whats right is whats hardest and its phils love for wilbur that was forever just so clear. its the way fundy fucked up, its the way phil fucked up in return, its the way they made up without properly making up but phil was always, always there for fundy, always cared for him at least a little, because that’s his grandson.
5 - leading on from the above, kristin!! ANON DO YOU KNOW HOW COOL IT IS FOR PHIL TO BE MARRIED TO THE LITERAL GODDESS OF DEATH?? phil is a trophy husband and you cannot convince me otherwise. his wife is SO COOL and SO POWERFUL and he loves her SO VERY MUCH. yeah sure hes a het guy in a homonormative society but i can forgive him for that because his wife is amazing. also less cphil, more ccphil, but i think its SO FUCKING COOL AND/OR FUNNY that ccphil literally just. wrote his wife into the dsmp on a whim. THATS how much he loves her that even tho shes not involved in this thing hes doing she’s still there in some sense.
6 - immortality yeah cphil CAN die, but here’s the catch; he doesn’t. hes functionally immortal and godddd i love it so much. hes so fucked up from it, but i love that about him (more on that point later). cphil has lived through so much and he has known so much and he has gained and lost SO MUCH but he’s still going strong, hes still loving and living and trying. who knows when he’ll finally die, not him and certainly not us.
7 - WOO TRAUMA mans is SO FUCKED UP. god where to even START with this. phil has not processed a single emotion in 500 years and he does NOT plan on starting now thank you very much. his sons death? nah lets build a country instead. watching his best friend be executed? nope not processing THAT lets find somewhere else to live oh yeah also i almost died. phils favourite thing is avoiding emotions and busying himself with some Other Task for Someone Else (new lmanburg, training room, various farms for techno, just to name a couple) so he Doesnt Have To Think About Anything. also perception of time? hell no he’s gonna be working for days without realising it. this is not healthy. he does not intend to stop. he blames himself for so much and rarely ever accepts help from anyone at all.
8 - kindness dont get me wrong if you get on the wrong side of phil you will find out exactly why some know him as the angel of death, but if ur not on that side of him, hes just. so kind and so caring. that one time when ranboo was deliberately trying to trigger the enderwalk out, and phil ran in and got rid of all the splash water bottles because he thought ranboo was getting hurt? yeah. that. protecting tommy without hesitation or question when dream was chasing him? yeah. that. building new lmanburg because tubbo had enough on his plate and he needed something to do anything to do he needed to keep his hands busy then it would be okay it had to be okay he had to be okay? yeah. that. visiting techno even while he was under house arrest to make sure he was okay? yeah. that.
9 - hes such a chaotic little fuck this is something a LOT of the fandom seem to. ignore. phil is not this sophisticated, calm, rational father figure. he can be sometimes (at a push) but thats not who he is. he’s an absolute chaos machine, and a fucking deadly one at that. he’s bored and you’re in the general vicinity? bye living! i think its well summed up in that one clip of phil and techno in a village, and techno’s grabbing a couple supplies here and there, and phil is just fucking gutting the place even if he doesnt actually need those supplies. he will murder (for fun), he will explode shit (for fun), he will cause mass genocide (for fun), he will fucking. idk he’ll do it all for fun.
10 - history imo, phil and techno are some of the best—if not the most—fleshed out characters in the dsmp. part of this, i reckon, is because of the history they have. you cannot talk about dsmp cphil properly without acknowledging smp earth and hardcore at the very least. the antarctic empire is there, phil and techno carry its shields and wear its colours. the angel of death is familiar to most if not all, the love for fucking freezing temperatures is there too. phil did decanonise the connection to hardcore, but a) many people who care ignore that, b) i ignore that, and c) it was there for at least a little, it had influence for at least a little. cphil is and old character, he didn’t just blip into existence in the dsmp, he has real, solid, pre-established history.
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and now for some of my favourite cphil quotes!!
1 - Things, buildings, they can be replaced! People can't be replaced. I'm not losing anyone else... I'm not losing anyone else. Not to this bullshit. 
2 - (“Since when was this a Philza Minecraft thing?”) “Since I was forced to kill my own son, you idiot!”
3 - look i made this entire section to include One Specific Quote except i now cannot find that quote. fuck this fuck me. it was something phil said in chat at one point, he was talking to sam, saying how he [phil] was immortal, he had seen nations rise and fall, he had seen people like sam who craved power come and go with little consequence. its a good quote, trust me, ill put it here when/if i can find it.
4 - "I've seen this 'government', on this server... Everything to do with government has just been bad so far. (...) I've watched it completely destroy and tear down people's wills, and change people... I've seen it change the nicest people into complete and utter tyrants. So I think it's about time.”
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okay quotes over now for some common fandom mischaracterisations, since u said u wanted to know cphils character better
1 - bad dad phil this one really gets me. i hate it, genuinely. phil was never and is not a bad dad. im not saying he was perfect, but he was not a bad dad. it is not his fault wilbur went mad, it is not his fault tommy was hurt so much in exile (more on that later), none of this is his fault. phil cares so much about his family and does everything he can for them, he was never neglectful or absent or anything of the sort.
2 - sbi family dynamics THESE HAVE BEEN DECANONISED BY LIKE EVERYONE IN SBI FOR THE DSMP. MULTIPLE TIMES. tommy was never phils son, he was just some kid phils actual son knew. techno is phils old friend, not his son. wilbur, however, is his son
3 - calm collected eloquent father SOMETIMES phil can have good fatherly advice. other times he really fucking does not!! cphil is shit with words, if you want someone whos always expressing their emotion in elegant prose, look at techno, not phil. he tries, he really does, but his perception of normality is warped, and sometimes he just doesnt fucking care?? hes chaotic and fairly independent, and yeah okay he may have taken in TWO stray kids (tubbo, when he was a child, and ranboo after doomsday) but hes not the like. serial adopter some people make him out to be
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so yeah, thats cphil for you! im more than happy to go into more detail about any of the above things, just ask! that goes for literally anyone btw. ill happily talk about fanon and more fandom characterisations, but ive tried to keep it as close to canon as i can so far. what’s great is that despite what he claims, ccphil is an excellent roleplayer and general storyteller, hes always adding little details and explaining reasoning behind things, so theres so much nuance and so much depth to cphil and the section of the world he inhabits. can you tell that cphil is my favourite character perhaps.
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❤Self ship appreciation time❤
•~Write 5 things that you would like to do with your s/o, then add a short dialogue that you and them would have! Continue the chain by tagging your friends🥰~•
Thank you sweet anon for this appreciation chain-ask! 🥺💚 Here we go!
5 things I'd like to do with Josuke:
1. I want Josuke to do my hair. This hair God is allowed to do anything with it (except cutting it off). Maybe, one day, he'll let me do his?
2. Visiting a amusement park would be so much fun, especially as a date venue. Going into fun rides and maybe have Josuke protect me in the haunted house (cuz fuck I get scared easily).
3. When all 5 kids are born, I want to go to the zoo with our family. Teaching the little ones about all kinds of animals and help Josuke overcome his fear for turtles (although we know that will never happen).
4. Visit an arcade and challenge Josuke to see who can score the highest on different games. I'd like to try, even though I'm very bad at playing games. I love to do it though!
5. I want to give and receive a massage. With my muscles being in a knot 24/7 I really need those big magic hands to make me feel better.
Dialogue: Family Club
It became more of a drabble, sorry...
"This makes me think of the time we waited for Joestar-San to come out of store when he went to get supplies for Shizuka." Bini giggled, stopping in front of the green shop with big yellow letters spelling out 'Family club' above the entrance.
"The old man spent all my money in the process." Josuke scoffed.
"Well, then you should've gone with him." the dark blonde laughed. "Bun, you know they would've started a rumour about me getting some girl pregnant if I did."
"And 'with some girl' you mean me, right?"
"Right." Josuke now hummed.
"Even if they did, they wouldn't be wrong. You knocked me up, but just a few years later." "Hey! The circumstances are completely different now, we are married and not 16-year-olds anymore."
"Are you prepared to go in now then?" At this question, Josuke bit his lip, a habit that showed he was nervous.
"Hey." Bini softly spoke, placing her hand on his bicep. "You okay, Josu?"
The young male crossed eyes with his wife and sighed. "The truth is, I dont know if I'm prepared. I thought I was, but now we're standing here- I'm not so sure anymore..." He began, placing his hand on the back of his neck.
"I grew up without my dad. My grandfather tried to fill in that role as much as he could and I'm grateful for that, but it wasn't the same, you know?"
"Josu..." Bini whispered, squeezing his arm.
"I'm afraid I'm not going to be a good dad-"
"If there’s one thing I'm sure about, it’s that you're gonna be a great dad! You're funny, loving, kind and you forget you're already taking great care of us. You rub my feet when they're swollen, you bring me snacks when I crave them and hold my hair when I'm hanging over the toilet again because of my morning sickness. I love you Josuke, and I'm sure this little one will too."
Josuke smiled and took Bini's hand in his, entwining their fingers.
"Now I'm going to spend all my money because I want to. I want to give our little man everything he needs and more."
"So? A pair of those mini Bally shoes you saw?" "Definitely babe!"
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I myself dont like the one version where everyone fucks with Dom and Dom fucks everyone, just told you what this exist. Also, we already have Klipse and Chase having 6 children together, (and in your fic Six, being 1 year old, having his own first kid) , and Medea also especially in jap dub was flirting with Chase, like really, it felt weird.
Why am I not even surprised anymore about the Dom thing? It may the fact I have read and watched a ton of questionable media as I age, but I am not surprised that there was always a chance of media where Dom and everyone just fuck each other. I might not see it, but it exists if someone else finds it.
And don’t get me started on Medea, the English dub might’ve toned Medea down for the audience, but even I caught on the fact she was trying to flirt with Chase. No way her tone on Chase was anything but predatory and I was 13 when I first saw her.
As for Klipse and Chase… Klipse really hit many levels of inappropriate when he made Six. Like sir? WHAT DO YOU MEAN CHASE IS SIX’S BROTHER? You let Six call you ‘Father’, but Chase being Six’s ‘brother’? Chase is technically also Six’s ‘FATHER’! Chase was a minor when Klipse made Six. Klipse could’ve gotten a piece of Jeredy’s DNA to make a clone, but no, he went for Chase, a literal teenager. Anon, let’s just let Six be the only Klipse clone with Chase’s DNA because the levels of inappropriate would just skyrocket if Klipse made more clones with Chase’s DNA.
Looking back at Monsuno as someone who’s got more understanding of the world and read a bunch of tropes, I can’t believe I thought Monsuno was just a normal kid’s anime when in reality, the show actually had so many dark themes and inappropriate moments that you only catch when you finall analyze the show.
Also, in my fic, I headcanoned a two and a half years time skip for Six since I wanted it Six to experience his friendship and relationship as the best things in his life to the point that the Six we saw in season 3 had a reason to spiral into madness. So Six became a father at three years of age actually since he and Eira got together at age 17 and pregnancy usually takes 9 months. It’s still not great since Six is just 3, but considering that Eira and Six are biologically at the same age, it’s a bit more appropriate.
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sorikkung · 2 years
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I wanted to ask the following question from fan fiction writing ask
Do you listen to music while you write?  If yes, what have you been listening to recently?
I also wanted to say that your fics are amazing keep up whit the amazing works ❤️
awh, thank you anon! <3 thats so nice to hear, as most of my feedback or praise come from the same small circle (which i love and appreciate immensely, don't get me wrong) but i often forget theres other people on here who enjoy my fics too and i just dont know about it. my ask box is always open to chat yall anon or otherwise, lemme give yous a hug <33
13. Do you listen to music while you write?  If yes, what have you been listening to recently?
this one is a solid Sometimes! i had a whole playlist i made specifically for of princes and princesses, but i didn't share it bc its linked to my spotify account that has my real name in it SDFGSDFGJKD it also is by no means cohesive and i would listen to certain songs for it during certain scenes. id say more often i write without music than with, but when i do, its either very specifically chosen to fit the mood of what im writing, or just completely random background noise that im either completely ignoring or just bopping to casually separate from my writing - usually i get distracted by it if the music is too banger tho, n if the writing is going well ill sometimes turn it off if its not the mood of the piece so it doesnt influence it.
lately imma be real ive been almost Exclusively listening to stray kids' latest album, MAXIDENT, she a goddamn queen with 0 skips and it makes a Great backing track to writing what goes on in neverland, which im currently writing the next chapter of. taste in particular is extremely spicy and perfect for writing all the spicy or outright smutty scenes, 3racha and super board go great for all the arguing fight scenes, n since those two moods usually overlap in wgoin, case 143 works for a good in between. LOL. i do also have a smut writing playlist specifically, cause i rly gotta be in a specific mood to write smut and sometimes i need the extra kicker. its full of generic sex songs and anything like, deep and sensual in a sexy way. or just a way that Could be sexy. i dont think id fuck to this playlist tho. ☠
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choerrypuffs · 2 years
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LANA >:(((((((((( JUST READ THE NEW RENJUN THING IDK WHAT ITS CALLED MY MIND IS MESSY RN BUT GOOODDD HOLY FUCK I LOVED IT SO MUCH WITH ALL MY HEART
i . so i . maybe i cried
IDK MAYBE ITS BECAUSE IM SUPER EMOTIONAL RECENTLY OR THE FACT THAT WAS LISTENING TO THE NEOZONE SOB SONGS WHILE READING OR THE FACT THAT IVE ALWAYS WANTED AN OLDER BROTHER OR IDK BUT FUCKKKKKKK I LET OUT THE SOB I NEEDED TO LET OUT THIS WHOLE WEEK
idk my parents always wanted a son but all they got were 4 daughters LOOL but i, too, wanted a brother so bad so reading this maybe broke me ha ha ha
anw FUCK I LOVE RENJUN AND Y/N'S DYNAMIC ITS SO CUTE :(((( AND WITH CAT TOO URHGHGHG LANA YOU MAKE THE BEST FRIENDSHIPS
AND AND THE WAY YOU DESCRIBE THE CABINS BRO I DONT KNOW ANYTHING !!! LIKE ANYTHING!!!!!! LIKE I DONT KNOW JACKSHIT ABOUT GREEK MYTHOLOGY THIS WHOLE TIME WHILE READING I WAS IMAGINING JUST . FUCKING NORMAL WOODEN CABINS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE WOODS LMFAOOOOOOOOO but oh my GOD my perspective changed completely and now i want to see every cabin man i am invested
and! shit!!!!! they way you describe it too!!!!!!!!! i am in a language class rn but who cares im reading and gasping bro it sounds so majestic catch me searching up these cabins and oggling man
AND NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO JAEHYUN'S INTENTIONS WERE :((((((((((( JSUT TO SEE IF RENJUN REALLY LOVED Y/N MAN YOU CANT DO THIS TO ME I AM SO SOFT RN URHGHGHGHG
sigh
anw hi lana!!!!!!! tysm for yet another great piece of literal art queen ilysm ^3^
-ccsa anon!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHH THANK YOU SO MUCH MY LOVELY GORGEOUS CCSA ANON 💕��💖💘💞 I’M SO SORRY THIS RESPONSE IS SO LATE FJKADKDA
omg i didn’t mean to make you cry, my love!! 🥺 but i’m so glad you were touched by y/n’s relationship with jaehyun <3 i really wasn’t expecting so many people to talk about it so i’m really happy :’))))  when i was a kid, i wanted an older brother too so maybe i’m projecting in this fic 🤧 minus the murderous psychopath part well at least your parents got 4 gorgeous talented funny material girls 😍 there is no need for more men in this world 
YESSS I MISSED WRITING RENJUN AND Y/N’S DYNAMIC SM THEY’RE SO FUN 🤩 DFJKSKJSA omg no it’s bc cat and moon are the best friends ever and make it super easy for me to write them 😌
LMAOOOO YOU’RE NOT ALONE LOVELY, I HAD NO IDEA WHAT THE CABINS LOOKED LIKE EITHER UNTIL I GOOGLED THEM 😭😭😭 i just felt like the worldbuilding was seriously lacking in description bc i was just assuming everyone had an idea of what the camp looked like but then i realized not everyone reading is a pjo stan 
BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH OMG I’M SO HAPPY YOU WERE ABLE TO VISUALIZE THE CABINS I AM SO HONORED 🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️
i didn’t mean for it to but this fic ended up being jaehyun’s mini redemption arc 😩
no THANK YOU!!!! you are always supporting me and i appreciate it always ilysm2 🥺🥰💝💗
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i knew what i was expecting and i did it anyway.
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asmossimp · 2 years
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Hi, saw you had requests open. I was wondering if you could do something with Diavolo, sfw or nsfw you can pick whichever you prefer. Female or gender neutral reader. Have a nice day!
Our young master has grown up..
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ahh finally done thank you For this anon I couldn't stop being embarrassed at this but anyway enjoy (///Σ///)
pronouns : i did a fem body reader but i kept the they/them if i make a mistake please tell me 😅
warnings : no spell check , smut , breeding kink Ehm dom diavolo diavolo being a simp , fLuff too!
please dont interact if your not mature enough (╯︵╰,)
Diavolo sfw
we all canon that diavolo has been raised by barbatos and we know that he is a a strict butler 🙅 poor Diavolo he didnt have enough times for relationships as most teen- EHEM- century old children did so he was pretty inexperienced in that area of expertise
BUT that didn't mean he was great at formal relations or friend ships with lucifer!- or so- that was until you came you were perfect for the exchange program
you were nice- and you even helped him out with barbatos no wonder you were the master of the 7 brothers but you wouldn't mind another one- hm no he didn't say anything barbatos-
but he slowly started to find himself falling inlove with you truly your smile your laugh even the way you wrote was mesmerizing to this man but he was a prince and couldn't get married since the rule of no demons marrying humans...
oh there was a rule like that?-
well now there isnt huh how strange.
truly strange
but you know the way he asked you out to be his(not marrying ) is truly an unforgettable day you were at the ball and he took a bouquet of roses (cake ones if your allergic if your allergic to that faux dont ruin the moment 😠) when you said yes he swear he had never felt such pressure taken off his back haha many tears were shed from barbatos proud father
As his s/o expect gifts from him daily . made him something gift - came over , gift , got a 30 on a test? gift
like seriously if your not burdened by the gifts you must be greedy jk- i mean-
if you tell him your burdened by it he will try to lessen it to 12 per day- no? too much ok 5-
what 0?!
you must be kidding mc-
well truly that was one hell of a fight ( pun intended ) i might make a fic of this fight
as king he will spoil you even if he cant be next to you in the moment he will always try to make time for you this sweet bby-
he even plans on marrying you one day he swears- just let him plan a 7 day engagment party first-
i mean those wedding dresses/ suit looked to good on you mc what did you expect?!!
Diavolo Nsfw
this man is huge we all canon this please i know atleast 30 writers said this but seriously do you not see this man??!!
he will leave you not walking straight for a week if he takes a less gentle approach- a gentle aproach would be a 3 day period of not walking straight-
i know a lot of writers canon him dom but- this cute bby is dom if you challenge him .
he'd be so gentle with you since- your so fragile hes seen you firsthand like - he can pick you up with one hand- and i mean diavolos big- really big-and your small real small-
like this poor boy is nervous since its probably his first time with a human i mean what if he hurts you??
but after doing it a few times with you he gets real comfortable a bit more dirty talk coming from him ...
like he'd be having you sit on his lap while he'd slowly whisper how tight you are sitting on him
honestly we all know he has stamina that we would all kill to have during p.e class.. but you know for sure that he has a breeding kink like the though of having a family and children that look like you and you stomach filled with his seed -
it drives his mind to dark places that you would be fucked if you found out what happens in those places. literally.
omg done- ak- 4 more to go c : alrighty i hope you enjoyed this im sorry its my first time writing nsfw haha- 😅 anyway requests are always open 👁
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mull3ts · 2 years
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— 2021.
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hey shawties <3
another day, another slay. TAKE THIS POST AS A TUMBLR WRAPPED EXCEPT IM DOING IT AHA. anyways, this year was rather eventful 🤨 i hope you've all had a good year, MINE WAS LIKE A SOLID 8/10 THERE'S GONNA BE TWO MAYBE THREE IMPORTANT THINGS THIS POST IS GONNA CONTAIN SO LETS START.
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1. I graduated :D
bWAHAHHAHHHAHHAAHAH i finally graduated college like a total girboss. ik what you're thinking, i WAS IN COLLEGE?
y e a h
i girlbossed, got by bachelor's of science in psychology, and am now an assistant professor in abnormal psychology thEn after i finish a semester of assisting in that i was offered to teach forensic psychology :D because i got a minor in, yk it doesnt matter aNyWAYS SO YEAH THAT'S, THAT'S WHAT I'LL BE DOING.
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2. IM GETTING MARRIED???????
yeah ik that sounds really weird to say and to type out, bUT IM GETTING MARRIED????
idk when to tell yall but here we are 🙄 IM MARRYING YOUR PADRE THIS FEELS REALLY WEIRD TO TYPE OUT WTF anywhosies but now his era of always going to tiffany makes sense now. IK WHAT YOU MIGHT BE THINKING, MADRE??? WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN??? WHEN DID HE PROPOSE??? it happened like on my birthday i cnant. anywhosies- it's happening. in the spring. because I LIKE HOW IT LOOKS OUTSIDE IN THE SPRING AND I HAVE THIS FILM THING CALLED EKTACHROME 100 SPEED AND ITS FUCKING PRETTY. SO I WILL BE A MARRIED WOMAN, IN THE SPRING.
I FEEL SO AMAZED YET ODD, IS 22 YOUNG TO BE MARRIED? I HAVE NO CLUE IM JUST YOLO-ING. SOMEBODY ASK ME A FUCKING QUESTION TO MAKE SURE THAT IM SURE ABOUT YOUR PADRE BECAUSE YES I DO LOVE HIM SO VERY MUCH OH MY GOD THIS IS HAPPENING TO ME.
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i need to breathe 🤨
tO cLARIFY THO I AM NOT LEAVING RIGHT NOW, I WILL PROB MAKE MY DEPARTURE FROM THIS BLOG IN A FEW MONTHS SO DONT WORRY! :D
3. the blog.
whAT'S GONNA HAPPEN TO THE BLOG??? LUCKY FOR YOU ALL WHEN I MAKE MY DEPARTURE FROM THIS BLOG IN THE SPRING/SUMMER, THE BLOG IS JUST GONNA GET REBRANDED :D the one and only, @je-no will be the admin of this blog, SO YOU'LL GET CAM, SHOW CAM LOVE SHE'S GREAT, SHE'S MY BBGORL YALL, MY IRL WIFE GO SAY HI TO HER CAMILLA MY BBYGORL, MY SLUT IF YOU SEE THIS I LOVE YOU WHAT A BISEXUAL ICON SHE IS I DONT KNOW WHY I MENTIONED THAT I LOVE HER anyways all that's prob gonna change about is the url, layout, and admin. the url is gonna change to @/mull3ts SO IF YOU SEE THIS BLOG BECOME THAT YK WASSUP.
ikik, MADRE WE WILL MISS YOU, I WILL MISS YOU TOO. so for that very reason the @/earth-to-that-asian url will become a side blog that i'll still check every now and then if you still wanna contact me from the grave or ask if i have a kid or got a divorce, but im sure cam will prob give you abi life updates. she'll queue all of those beautiful drafts i have and still give you more of what's expected, nct dilf and stepbro so you all will still be fed with quality content.
Surprise, surprise—camilla the great loves dilfs
I'LL EXPLAIN EVERYTHING ELSE WHEN I ACTUALLY LEAVE THO DW :D show camilla love and she will return it by marrying you and calling you her bitch, i promise she doesn't bite, gO TALK TO HER, SEND HER AN ASK RN AT @je-no
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m'kay, now that everything is absolutely out of the way, i'd like to thank anyone who's honestly ever come in contact with this blog because it honestly means so much. to all my moots, anons, and everyone ever, from the bottom of my heart—thank you. my heart esp goes out to my shawties who've deactivated, you are never forgotten to me babes. i hope you all have an amazing 2022, ONLY THE BEST FOR THE GIRLS, GAYS AND THEYS—DEMOLISH 2022 WITH THE SHEER FORCE OF DAT ASS
— sincerely, abi.
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look at that ass, look at that fucking ass. do you shit with that ass babygorl? dayum shawty u thicc asf gimme sum of that...
happy 2022 <33
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saintobio · 2 years
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When you said that the angst would lean more on the yearning side, I think I get what you mean now 😭 still over here hoping for GojoYn endgame 😔
Thank you for the lovely work Saint! And please get sleep 🥺
Anonymous said
love, the pain is - I just want to cry rn while working and I just I thought I could handle it, I'm used to your level of angst after all haha but wow that hurt me so much bc sn/sy yngojo endgame :'( and it hurts seeing him w someone else as it hurts seeing yn w toji :'( I just feel like I need the whole day to recuperate lol but no seriously another great and amazingly written chapter !! thank you for it, saint!! I hope you're well <3
Anonymous said
I literally felt sick to my stomach after reading the whole gojo / hime thing. i genuinely had hope that we‘ll get gojoxyn again and they’ll be happy together but I just can’t see how it would work out anymore :’( im scared for yn
Anonymous said
nah the way it takes yn years and moving to another continent to only partially get over gojo and move on, but gojo takes a night and sleeps with her best friend??? and keeps it going??? i wouldn’t say it’s a betrayal but that still hurts 😭😭 also if gojo defends utahime when yn goes off on her (as long as what she says is valid)……gojo ur already on thin ice don’t make it even worse
Anonymous said
yall gojoyn supporters are strong. he has a sidepiece in every story. if i was yn, i would have totally blocked him off my mind the moment i learned abt him and utahime because that would be my peak. just walk away and pretend they dont exist except for when sachi's involved, but he said it himself that they should only cross paths when necessary.
Anonymous said
Saint you are so spot on with this "I love u" bullsh*t from Gojou, and then begging for her to take him back. reminds me so much of my ex lmao i used to believe it, but i learned. so when Gojou said that, I was scoffing to myself lol then he fucked Utahime so i guess i was right. men are so trash. goodluck to Utahime he's ur problem now
Anonymous said
Saint, I’d be honest after you shared that story of yours, where you always put your friends first or you, giving up a man for the sake of friendship had me thinking Utahime is going to be inspired with it 😭 I’m really disappointed, I’m rooting for her to be that kind of friend. Turns out she’s weak for dicks just kidding lmao It’s my fault for setting that expectation to her. I just hope it will be worth it at the end and she’ll not gonna end up with a broken heart and regret for jumping into a relationship with a broken man. I also can’t blame Gojo for jumping to another coochie cause let’s be honest, when we’re broken or sad we tend to decide with our emotions, the what ifs, the hope to fill the void and patch those broken pieces and a good source of distraction I guess?
Anonymous said
ermahgod everyone pls stop asking for smut btw 😃 y'all never really learn ur lesson: the more u ask saint to write something, the more pain u gonna get when she really deliver and it's totally not something you expect. if i have to read a detailed smut of gojohime making love in the future while gojo professes his love for utahime, im blaming all of you anons for asking for more smut 👺i also do not want to read another goodbye-heart-wrenching smut for gojoyn. or tojiyn's. in the words of yn: stop. stop. STOP!!!!
Anonymous said
We all know that Gojou is not in his right state of mind so he's gonna drop Utahime bc he's not ready for commitments at all lmfao 😐
Anonymous said
u know what. GOOD FOR GOJO lmaoooo im at this point where im like “they just need to be happy even if theyre not together”. maybe im just such a gojo fucker that seeing him trying to move on is so nice like i love seeing him speak normally and not crying and apologizing i swear its so refreshing LMAOAOA. maybe im also saying this bc i know his heart wasnt totally in it w/ utahime. while i dont mind them together i also dont mind if gojo and yn end up being endgame because sachi deserves that too. im at a point where really i think im fine with anything thatll happen LMFAOAOO
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hey guysss!! tysm for sending all ur thoughts abt sy7. i hope you don’t mind me compiling them bc my askbox is really flooded right now and these are just some of the shorter ones sdjsfjs all the other asks i receieved are really long paragraphs
so sorry i can’t respond individually but i thought it’d be nice for other readers to see the reactions and possibly relate to the anons!! :’)
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castee-yel · 3 years
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Hi! I have one question for you - do you think Misha would still want to play Cas in spn reboot (I don't think there will be any so this might be irrelevant, I'm just curious). I mean Jensen and Jared mentioned him like once during the entire panel just to make an impression of him and laugh about it and to do that to a friend you've been working with for 12 years is kinda disrespectful in my opinion. Not to mention that they acted like Cas doesn't even exists which is even more fucked up because without him spn would have ended years ago. And it's not like there was no chance to talk about him, they chose not to - Mark talked about him even when the question wasn't about Cas/Misha and what he said was actually very nice.
And Misha looks so tired when he has to talk about spn, he looked 10 years younger in one of his recent gish videos (where he was with his children) compared to that spn panel. So maybe he just wants to forget about spn and move on? Maybe he doesn't even want to talk about it? I wouldn't be surprised, they don't treat him well now that the show is over (hell, they never treated him well) and he deserves better.
You know what I have one more question - would you watch spn reboot without Misha playing Cas or without Cas as a character?
Sorry if this whole ask is inappropriate, I'm sending you this as anon because I don't want to receive hate, so you can ignore it. I just wanted to know your opinion, thanks!
And one last thing - I love your blog, you're amazing! ❤️
hi hello!!
i believe that mish would be interested in it if and only if jensen ackles was behind the production 100%, no kripke or anyones input into his character.
i really doubt jared gives a shit about mishas role in supernatural as by his actions he's just been cordial to not make stuff look bad, he's been downright grim towards misha (from "pranks" that put misha + his kids lives in danger to s*xually harrassing misha to the point writers stopped witing sam/cas scenes because of jarpad)
hence why i think the panel was stripped of misha/cas' name because i doubt jackles wants to talk about misha with someone like jared, who would most likely say something stupid or offensive in front of thousands.
i think misha wants to talk about the fans, the characters, and the people he made great friends with throughout the years, but i think he's sick of talking about the production, the writers, "alternate endings", and what could have been.
if thats the case i dont blame him, jensen and jared at least got a consultation on their characters whilst misha barely was involved despite being there for twelve years.
on the topic of a supernatural reboot without misha/cas, i would probably watch the first episode(s) to see whats going on (+for ackles) and stop watching if it does not revolve around jackles and jackles only.
[also thank you anon, sorry for the late reply, i didnt want to rush my answer <3!]
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sinningtamer · 3 years
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how does the birth go? i mean of course it ends fine but it is a medieval setting with limited help, it cant have been an easy birth
HEH! this is a fun question i get to ramble about in an unexpected direction.
i keep calling this an AU of a canon divergence AU, because it's kinda an AU of my producer AU (check that tag on my main if you haven't seen it) producer AU diverges at week 6, and ends up being a happy "the cast works together to break out of the server and put aside killing each other for their greater survival" it's a... work in progress
THIS AU is kinda similar? id take out the public broadcasting part probably, but it'd still ultimately end with the cast breaking out before anyone perma dies, except this time it's less fueled by (plans for producer AU that are secret) and instead certain characters slowly finding out about RD's situation and being like..."this is unnecessarily cruel we should do something about this", and then finding a way out. i meant it when i said i am grasping at strings to make this a happy ending
BUT WITH THAT OUT OF THE WAY, your actual question! since they break out before things go south, theyd end up somewhere safer. the gang sticks together and rebuilds their kingdom in a non-death situation? where everyone is friendly now? idk
i have... not figured out how alternate versions of characters work here, but HC/S7 is explicitly canon to 3/L, specifically RD, so, uh, maybe there? but S7 just ended and the server is canonically abandoned, but also FUCK how timelines work, because i've drawn their kids interacting with Scarlet at the same age, but Scarlet is also a universe shifter, so i. dont know where i was going with this. anon i dont know. great question, this is a half assed answer of me confusing myself with my own ideas
TDLR: because of AU ideas it'd actually probably not be a medieval setting and somewhere safer, but idk where that is yet so i have not thought of the actual scenario much at all
i am sticking 100% to the fact that because of the influence of red winter it happens during a blood moon, which is where one of their daughters gets the name Eclipse :D
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freebooter4ever · 3 years
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Ref anon: I hope you can get help for that pain. Maybe a nerve is pinched? I'm really not sure about my future. I have a lot of hobbies but just work a shit customer service job. Getting motivation to do drawing at all is difficult let alone animate. Which is a great mental state to be in when my only plan for my whole life since childhood was animation. 🤷‍♀️
its tendonitis and im pretty sure the only way to get rid of it is to take a break from working which is obviously not possible so just gonna ignore it till i die i guess \o/
so yeah you struck a cord with me, this got long...
i cant help with motivation, i have too much of it. i lived with my grandparents for a year while grandpa was sick, and it was the first time they'd ever really seen me /work/ and even they were shocked. it really is constant - if i have twenty minutes and im not using it to draw its wasted time, you know? my first roommate here in LA was concerned too - she kept trying to get me to stop working and go out and back then my excuse was i didnt have a job and no money for going out, but really im just like that all the time. i try to balance it with seeing friends and social media and everyday shit like eating food, but its hard, my favorite people are the ones who will just sit and work with me lol! (or going out and working in places im not alone and quiet). i guess what im saying is...if its really your passion, is it not there all the time? i only ask because it took me a long time to realize that although i loved to analyze animation and watch it - the way i process art doesnt quite have what it takes to do that. we all love the end product, but just because the animation part is the most front facing part...doesn't mean that's necessarily where your actual passion might lie...if that makes sense? there's SO MUCH to do in the animation industry, its crazy. for me, i finally realized that all my obsessive energy revolved around character and especially faces, and i just started focusing on that. i would much rather be concepting a wide variety of characters than spending a whole year animating about one minute of a two hour movie.
that said there's also the sad reality that some people have had doors open more easily than others. i feel you about being stuck in a retail job you feel wasted in :( im sorry you are in that position. i hope you are able to make a change, but i understand just how fucking /trapped/ that can be. watching life slip by into nothingness while the tiny snatches of meaning only happen during off hours and scraped together seconds of free time. one of the biggest ironies though is that this is how a lot of original animators felt about dsn*y. i mentioned that on my road trip i stayed with the son of an animator who worked on snow wh*te - he wasnt one of the 9 old men but he was their contemporary and friend, and the animator took the job just to make money off his art. animation just wasnt his full passion and he eventually quit, moved up north, and started experimenting with helicopters and boe*ng lol. 
and in reverse of that, as i grew up with a father and a grandfather who worked for boe*ng and the US space program, ALL my open doors were flight and space related - my cousin currently works for N A S A and my other cousin for boe*ng - they took the doors but i didnt want anything to do with it. it took years for my grandpa to finally come to terms with the fact that my passion for art was as strong as his passion for airplanes. he grew up a farm boy daydreaming about flying, and had to take a circuitous route to finally get there - army, college, mechanical engineering, finally rockets. he gave my dad and me all the chances grandpa would have wanted as a kid - my dad took them - i didnt want any of it. i would much rather have had those chances that the animator got.
and then of course there are the institutionalized gates - barriers against entry for women, minorities, LGBQT, people without money...its a LOT to fight against. which is of course why we celebrate the exceptional people who DO break through those barriers and succeed despite it all. but it can be demoralizing to be on the other side of those barriers. demoralizing is too soft a word. i dont think there is a word for how much it can hurt.
some wisdom that might help: randy pa*usch's last lecture - he is a white male who definitely does not understand the race/sex 'walls', but he makes good points, and also he came at the animation industry sideways for very similar reasons - through education and research rather than the traditional job promotion route. and then someone closer to my own age/time: justin scar*ed - i dont mean his road trip videos, i mean the old vlogs from 3-6 years ago when he was 31 divorced and depressed and realizing he had to release himself from his own pressure of his music career. his quest for positivity is an interesting concept, and i sympathized with that feeling of your life taking a direction you didnt chase after but somehow ends up being the thing you were actually looking for the entire time. if you want a success story there’s always my favorite: steve aok*. he went against everything that was set up for him in life and still made it work ^_^ (of course of these three, guess who also grew up the rich kid lol). or norman re*dus who quite literally accidentally became a model and successful actor. im paraphrasing this horribly, but my impression was that as a teenager he was selling shitty cat paintings on the streets of paris - which sounds romantic but miserable at the same time - and then followed a girl to california, got a crappy job in a motorcycle shop, went to a party and yelled at some people from a balcony, landed his first stage role...and eventually created the character of daryl and finally got the chance to have his genius really shine. (sometimes i wonder though, if it was frustrating to end up being famous for acting rather than art which was arguably his true passion?)
i hope any of this helps, i am pretty exhausted lately so apologies if my sentences are incomprehensible in some parts. and you know, my DMs on here are open if you want to talk more specifically off anon <3 
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ghost-in-the-stalls · 3 years
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your hc about mary please🤲🏻🤲🏻
Aw thanks so much for asking!! Idk if you're the same anon that asked about Tilda or a different one, but I appreciate you just the same 😍 no one has interacted with the Tilda post yet from what I can see so idk if people care about this in general but im glad you do! And I'd love to share regardless.
Once again this'll probably be long so it's going under a cut. Cw for normal aftg stuff but then also a little human trafficking mention in the beginning and general abuse/neglect both physical and emotional.
And once again this is in no way to excuse Mary's shitty behavior. She and Tilda were both abusive and terrible mothers and this is more just an exploration of the character and her mentality than anything else. I just love character depth.
Finally, I apologize if this isn't very well worded. I'm pretty tired but I dont like editing myself lmao I'd rather just get this out now. I think I get my points across clearly enough so I don't care as much about how good or bad the writing is
So Mary's mother was a woman who I consider not only having married into the Hatfords but who was basically like... sold to them as a child. Like maybe she was the illegitimate child of some other wealthy family who happened to owe some kind of debt to the Hatfords. And the Hatfords had only one son and were struggling to have another, but were desperate to keep the family line going. So they took this baby in exchange for forgiving a debt, and raised her to one day marry their son.
So this girl (whose name I've decided is Marion for some reason) is raised as a member of the family but like... slightly less. Treated as more of an object than a person. They basically only gave her enough of an education for her to get by, and made sure she knew from a young age that her sole purpose in the family was to marry their son (let's call him Samuel).
So you can imagine she didn't grow into a very happy woman. But she filled her role. She married Samuel Hatford, gave him 3 kids, and then pretended to stay out of the way. Stuart was the oldest, Mary in the middle, and I hc they had a younger sister as well. Don't ask me why. That just popped into my head one day and now I can't imagine otherwise.
So this family dynamic was fucked from the beginning. See Marion filled her role, but she had plans. In raising her children, she gave a great deal of care and attention to Stuart as he was the eldest and the only son. He was to inherit the family business upon his father's death or retirement. And she wanted to make sure she was taken care of properly in her old age. So she made Stuart feel as loved and doted on as she could.
Her daughters served her no purpose, so they got very different treatment. Mary especially was affected by this. The youngest daughter was able to generally slip under the radar and find her own niche in the world (married into a powerful wealthy family through a man she genuinely loved and that was already more than anyone needed or expected from her).
But Mary. She felt her mother's cold shoulder on a very deep level. Their father wasn't exactly a family man- couldn't be bothered. And here was her mother, so plainly and openly playing favorites. Stuart would get hugs and soft words while Mary would- on a good day- get slapped for even opening her mouth. See Mary and her sister were never meant to have any real power in the family. So what did it matter to Marion what grudges they held against her?
So enough years go by and Marion decides its taking too long for her husband to retire. So she takes matters into her own hands. Starts slowly slipping poison into his meals in very small doses until he's too weak to fight back when she slits his throat. She doesn't hide what she did. She doesn't need to. When Stuart takes over at 22 years old, he can't find it in himself NOT to protect her.
But I'm getting carried away. So Mary was now in a pretty weird spot. Stuart being in charge gave her a bit stronger footing in the family (they'd always had a very close relationship despite their mother's attitude), but she was still lower rung. She still suffered at the hands of her mother's emotional neglect and manipulation. And she was getting tired of it.
In comes Nathan Wesninski. See the thing I imagine with Nathan is that he is actually incredible charming. His knives can only get him so much when there are people he can't reach to cut up. And when his rising empire starts doing business with the Hatfords, he and Mary latch onto one another very quickly.
They each have their own intentions in the relationship and neither of them are blind to that. But it wasn't an arranged marriage. See Mary saw Nathan as her ticket up and out. She knew he was vying for power and she knew he was fully capable of getting it. I wouldn't go as far to say they were ever in love- I don't think either of them were ever really capable of that- but Mary definitely had some strong faith in what their relationship could be.
Now, when she looked forward, she finally saw herself on top. She saw her and Nathan standing side by side. That power that had always been out of reach for her? It was now in sight, and she definitely was blinded by that. She didn't see what Nathan really was until she was in too deep.
Stuart and the younger sister had disapproved of Mary and Nathan being together from the beginning. Being in business with him, Stuart knew what Nathan really was and how much he could drag Mary down. Their younger sister had just learned to be much better at reading people. But it didn't matter what they said. Mary had her plan and nothing was going to take it from her.
Mary's commitment to marrying Nathan and Stuart's blatant disapproval of him created a deep rift between them. They had always been very close, but Mary saw his interference as an attempt to keep her in her place. She was stubborn and refused to back down. By the time she and Nathan got married, her and Stuart were barely on speaking terms.
Now the thing is, Nathan knew what he wanted out of Mary. And he also knew that once he had her, she wouldn't be able to go anywhere until he got what he wanted.
It didn't take too long for Mary to come to understand that what they had was never and would never be a partnership. She was a tool to him. And by the time she had Abram, he was already beating her into submission and openly fooling around with Lola on the side.
But now she was stuck. Their marriage may not have been arranged, but it was still a business deal. And even if it wasn't, Nathan wasn't going to let her go anywhere.
Once it became clear that Abram wasn't going to make an appropriate heir for the Wesninski business and Nathan tried to sell him to the Moriyamas, Mary decided she'd had enough. She was going to get out one way or another.
Now here's the thing. We know what Mary was like with Neil when they were on the run. We know how abusive and controlling she was. And she could say it was for his own good all she wanted. But ultimately, it was all about power. She had been beaten down from the very start of her life. She'd been left in the dust, bloody and bruised, while those around her rose to a power that was always just out of her reach.
But now it was just her and her son. And they may not even have the luxury of being real people anymore, but damn if she was going to lose the one thing she was able to call hers- the one thing in the world she actually had power over.
Because that's really all it's ever about isn't it? Mary Hatford wasn't capable of loving anything or anyone. The people who'd raised her and made her who she was had never taught her how to do that. And maybe the fierce protectiveness she had over Abram was the closest she could get to it. But really she just ultimately became the same thing she had always been fighting against. Now it was her own heavy and swift hands doling out punishment to a misbehaving child. Now she herself was the one getting the last word and making all the decisions. Now she had someone following her every command.
It eventually became clear to her that she very likely would die sooner or later at the hands of Nathan and his men. She could only run so far and for so long. But even in her death, she knew she would never let them take what was hers. She never took Abram to Stuart because the break in their relationship was beyond repair at this point. But she still would prefer Abram eventually ended up in his protection than at the end of Nathan's knife. But until these things came, she took Abram and kept running. The more days they ran, the more days she had of power over him and freedom from everything else. The more able she was to ensure that Abram would keep running after her death; that he'd never fall under anyone else's power and that her voice would be the only one left in his head at the end of each day.
If she could see where he'd ended up, she'd be furious (and she'd be surprised at her own fury, as introspection wasn't something she indulged in often). He was never meant to live. He was never meant to move on from her memory or to leave her dying request behind.
But, at the same time, good for him for finding his own strength and place in the world. Because of course it could only happen once she was gone.
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So thats my take on Mary. Once again, she was a piece of shit just like Tilda. This is not to do anything other than explore the character and give her complexity. I do genuinely believed she "loved" Neil in the only way she could ever be capable of loving anyone. But it wasn't love. It was possession. And good on both him and Andrew (and Aaron and Nicky for that matter) for being able to slowly learn to heal from the abuse they suffered at the hands of their parents.
Thanks so much again for asking!! It means a lot and I love to share my headcanons 😊❤
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sorry i took so long to answer these! i just put them in one post so i wouldn't spam too much
Um I read both your series recently and I just wanted to tell you omg I love them so much I couldn’t put down my phone I got so invested into it and if it’s not a bother if you could add me to the tag list for Amorentia and Call you mine🥺💜👉👈
of course! it’s not a bother! i’m happy to hear you’re enjoying the series! <3
hello, i just want to ask if you have any haikyuu fic recommendations (preferably abt bokuto or atsumu)? Or know any other acct/s that write them? im currently on a fic hunt and i just want some writing that’s as good as yours 🤧
hi there! honestly i havent read many haikyuu fics as of late but alkhale on ao3 is probably my favorite author of all time. they have explicit fics but their rated t fics are just as good. i admire them so much!!
I LOVE UR WRTING omgosh am looking forward to the next part of call you mine SO MUCH u have no idea !!! heheh take ur time will be patiently waitinggg <3 take care!!!
i’m so happy you like my writing it means so much! you take care as well ok <3
My emotions went everywhere!! can you add me to the Call you mine taglist please?😆
Of course!
Omg omg omg I really enjoyed the most recent chapter of ‘call you mine’!! I know you were stressed about writing/publishing it but GIRLL IT WAS AMAZING AND HEART-WRENCHING - and it was a great read! Keep up the awesome work, and I’m looking forward to seeing reader and Atsumu’s interactions in the future like UGH MY HEART. PLEASE, YOU LOVE BLINDED IDIOTS. Take care, lovely!! <3 stay healthy and get some good many hours of sleep! :)) 
GLAD THAT YOU ENJOYED IT!! yes i dont think it was my best work but i will do my best to keep writing in the future! they are such idiots that i felt myself cringing so hard while writing LOL </3 i will take care of myself and i hope you do too!!!
can I be tagged in the next update of Call you mine? 
yes!
you are such a talented writer and i just love “call you mine”. i saw that you apologised for making part 4 12k words long, but honestly write as much as you want to bc we all need as much of this series as we can get. (btw i saw that you said you don’t know when you’ll post the next update, but i kid you not when i say that i’ll check your blog daily to see if you’ve posted another part of the series and to check our your other content as well 🤭) 
YES HAHA sorry i do get really long winded sometimes hence the huge chapter that i posted a few weeks ago LOL the last chapter will be even longer so prepare for that....... sorry abt my inconsistency that i cant tell you when i’ll update next but thank you for being so patient and supportive!!
could i be added in the taglist of both atsumu fics 🥺
yup!
i am speed
and would love to be added to your general taglist whenever you update any of your fics!! thanks🤍
of course! <3
can i be tagged for the call you mine 🥺 
yes i’ll tag you :)
i’m in love with the hogwarts haikyuu au! i think it’s an amazing idea that needs more stories
ME TOO ANY HOGWARTS AU HAS ME GOING INSANE I THINK IT’S ONE OF THE MOST ENTERTAINING AUS TO BOTH READ AND WRITE. i will definitely be writing more hogwarts haikyuu in the future!!
i forgot to add to that last post that what you’re writing is wonderful and amazing and can’t wait for part 4!
thank you so much for your support!
call you mine is such a masterpiece, you’re such an amazing fucking writer (like the plot and everything???? GENIUS) and i can’t wait for the next update sndnkejdh 
AHHH ANON thank you im so happy that you liked call you mine uiefdiasifua im currently working on the update rn thanks for being patient!!
Hi i was the ao3 reader who discovered you and wanted to drop by and say i am sooo excited to read your latest chapter!!! i also wanted to say I love LOVE major love your hogwarts au fic! idk if you know james potter but you probably do seeing as you made an au but atsumu reminds me soo much of young james potter!! i read some fics of james potter and i find him and atsumu so alike in a a way i would love if you could do more takes on your hogwartsau!!! i could send you the links if you want!!
OMGJOIJAI I hadnt even thought of it that way?? now that you mention it james and atsumu in my story do seem to have some similarities but i hope i didnt make atsumu too much of a dickhead D: i will definitely be writing more for hogwarts haikyuu!
can i mayhap get added to your general taglist? your writing is AMAZING, never fails to send me into the stratosphere from how good it is.
sure thing! i’m happy you’re enjoying my work thank you for your message <3 pls dont stay too long in the stratosphere though it’s kinda hard to breathe up there LOL
hiii!!! can you please add me to call you mine taglist?? 
for sure!
IM SO EXCITED FOR PART 5 OF CALL U MINE AHHHHHHHHH
I HOPE IT WILL LIVE UP TO YOUR EXPECTATIONS!!
Hello!!! Can I please be added to the Amortentia and Call you Mine taglist please? ❤️❤️ I think about them all the time, Atsumu brain rot for life!
Also super hyped for your upcoming Osamu fic! You’re amazing, I hope you’re not too stressed! Stay hydrated and get enough sleep you wonderful human being ✨✨✨❤️❤️
YES OF COURSE U CAN AND ATSUMU BRAINROT FOR ME 24/7 AS WELL. i hope i’ll be able to finish that osamu fic soon aaa thank you for being patient <3 please take care of yourself as well!
Will ch.5 be the last chapter of Call You Mine?
yes!
i just wanna say 'call you mine' is 10/10. your writing? *french kiss* i love how you go into detail - we see both atsumu's reader p.o.v - it gives depth to the characters! it's so realistic too. reader's hesitance is very valid - like how can you be sure of atsumu's feeling, when he's getting his dick wet everyday LOL! thank you for writing this, i am enjoying it so much! <3
HDSUUFHASUHF ANON PLS AHHH IM SO HAPPY THAT UR ENJOYING IT and also atsumu will get his dick wet one last time in the final part... u will see ;)
HELLO AMORTENTIA AND CALL YOU MINE ARE SO NICE im gonna cry my favorite tropes + one of them is a hogwarts!au + your writing 🥺❤️
HELLO HELLO THANK U FOR READING MY WORK!!!
i can’t wait for part 5 of call you mine. this series of yours is literally so GENIUS
i really hope that it will be satisfying!! thank you for your kind message!
I wanted to say that your writing is absolutely perfect. The way you capture these characters I’m truly speechless, and each chpt it just gets better and better 😭😭💛 could I ask to be added to the call you mine taglist? Truly, thank you for ur amazing writing !!!! 😭
AHHHH IM LITERALLY BLUSHING... THANK YOU FOR THE COMPLIMENTS IM T___T yes of course you can be added to the taglist and thank you for reading my work!
ALSO YOUR TAKE ON TSUMU IS GOLDEN. IT IS CLASS. PERFECTION. GRACE. I CANT EVEN EXPLAIN. Anywayz CATCH ME CRYING OVER CALL YOU MINE TSUMU AND Y/N 🥲😭💛
PLS ATSUMU IS MY FAVORITE CHARACTER I ABSOLUTELY LOVE WRITING MY TAKE ON HIM. IM HAPPY TO HEAR THAT YOURE ENJOYING THIS TSUMU. AND YES... CALL YOU MINE TSUMU AND Y/N LITERALLY DRIVE ME CRAZY THEY R SO DUMB BUT I CRY WHILE WRITING THEM
Hi there! I love your Call You Mine atsumu x reader fic so much, it’s so well written! Would it be possible for me to be added to the taglist please?
thank you! and yes you can be added!
hi, just caught up with call you mine! i know this might be an odd comment on it but i'm currently going through a similar situation with my best friend as reader is (gray area, we haven't talked in a while) and reading both of their perspectives really brought me comfort. anyway thank you for writing it :)
ooo wow :O i really hope the situation you’re in gets resolved soon im wishing you good luck!! im happy that my writing was able to give you comfort <3 thank you for reading and supporting my writing!
your video edits are just *chefs kiss* my friends and I have been laughing at them for days in our gc and have even inspired memes of our own 😅 hope to see more them, they’re too good istg sending you love from three art school kids from Europe 🥺💕✨
??!#())(!@ OMG HAHAHA i would love to see some of the memes you guys came up with LOL sending love right back at you <3
hi love !! can i be added your gen tag list if you have one?
yes, i’ll add you!
Hello! Sorry for the bother but I’m suck a HUGE fan of your smau! And I’m talking about “Call You Mine” it’s so good and depressing...but that isn’t the point! I know you are busy with something else but I would like to ask if it’s be alright if I made a small fic about that story? If not, that is completely fine and understandable!
Thank you for your time and cya next time!!
yup yup that series comes with an angst tag for a reason! you’re not being a bother don’t worry! i would prefer for no fics to be made based off of the story, i’m sorry :( but thank you for asking!
I just discovered your blog and I love your writing so much.
I was wondering if I could be added to the tag list for call you mine with atsumu x reader? This story hurts me so much and it's written so well.
Thank you and have a nice day 🧡
hi! thank you for supporting my writing! yes you can be added to the taglist and im sorry it hurts </333 hope you have a nice day too bb
When do you think the next part of amortentia will be up? It’s my favorite series 😫 (no rush though!!!!)
hmmm im really not sure unfortunately :(
Sorry to bother, but I literally went through every part of Call you Mine just now AND I LOVE EVERY BIT OF IT. Oh my goodness it hurts how much I love it. The friendship and the unspoken love for each other that leads to a long yearning for each other is literally my fanfic bread and butter. ITS SO DARN GOOD and I felt like I needed to tell you that. Anyways, I hope you are having an amazing week, you’re taking care of yourself, you’re safe and healthy! Thank you for what you do! 🤗
IM SO HAPPY TO HEAR THAT YOU LOVE IT. GENUINELY. KNOWING THAT PEOPLE ARE ENJOYING MY WORK MAKES ME SMILE SO BIG. THANK YOU FOR TELLING ME YOUR THOUGHTS. please take care yourself as well, and thank you for your ask!
Hi! I recently saw your atsumu x reader fic on ao3 (Call you mine) and I haven't read it yet but I've seen others talk about it on tumblr so I was wondering if I could be added to a tag list for that fic (if you have one ofc). Feel free to ignore this ask if you don't have one or it's full!
yes i can add you the taglist! i hope you’ll enjoy the fic whenever you decide to read it! <3
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