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#just me rambling again
asfdhgsdkjhgb · 2 years
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a very specific feeling ive had quite a lot recently
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pyrocephalus-rubinus · 2 months
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I am just obsessed with the recurring themes of our lives as stories in the Junoverse.
Alessandra Strong reminding us that there are no Happy Endings in real life, only Happy Middles.
Juno being reminded that stories are a way humans have of trying to frame our lives in a way that makes sense, but real life is not that simple. In the reminder that you might want to become the villain in a story to make sense of it but maybe sometimes little kids who live in Oldtown die and no matter how much you blame yourself, it is just not that simple.
In the way Sarah Steel got her story stolen away from her. Andromeda's story, yes, but also her story. And how she couldn't deal with that.
How Juno tried to rebuild a story to survive, with him as a hero as much as he was embarrassed to admit it. And with the part of Sarah Steel pumping through his veins as the ultimate enemy. An epic of heroes and monsters. The way his life was not a simple story in which there was One Clue that would explain everything, One Answer from Ben that would make sense of it all.
The way Juno got robbed of his story by Ramses. Made all those sacrifices, those actions that felt heavy on his shoulders for a plotline that didn't exist. The plot twist was the unraveling of the story, leaving only pain and sadness behind. The way Juno was able to overcome that. To start a new story, to do with his life as he saw fit.
I also love the reminder that we do need stories like Mick's to keep us hopeful. To gather strength to face the big mean world. The acceptance of how useful and sacred the tool of "stories" is.
The way dreams - stories- like having a life of adventure among the stars with the one you love, or like having a home in a city that means death but also hope to you… that those are also necessary. But we can't live in a dream. And the dreams may pass, but it's okay that we dreamed them.
The way Juno could recognize the brutality of stealing Nureyev's story away from the thief. The cruelness of it. How he could sense it coming, looming from that door. How afraid he was for Nureyev.
The way Nureyev's only way of coping all these years has been telling himself a story over and over again. A story of martyrdom. A story of devotion… In order to keep Juno away and not succumb to the desperation to be next to someone he loves and feels like he doesn't deserve, he has been telling himself this story. This lie of how Juno would be better off away from him. How Juno would never understand the sacredness of his life's work.
All these stories, all these versions of what's going on… All these precious lives being used as little clogs of an infernal machine that does not care for stories. Only results and getting richer and richer…
Just ugh… this podcast…
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aqueerchronicle · 4 months
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As much as I absolutely despise the fact that we never got to see Lena and Kara properly together on screen, I understand (given how the show was written) why they would’ve gotten together after the fact.
Despite Lena being her best friend, Kara always had to keep her at arms length. She couldn’t allow Lena to truly know her, not all of her. They couldn’t have had a true, meaningful and intimate relationship until Kara could show Lena her entire self.
Everybody saw Supergirl. Everybody admired Supergirl. But as Kara, she was used to being unseen. Even the few people who did acknowledge her also knew she was Supergirl. They knew what she was capable of, even subconsciously. She had proven herself to them.
Lena was the only one who knew Kara just for Kara and loved her for it. She didn’t need her to be Supergirl to see the true hero inside of her. She believed in her capabilities after just one meeting.
Somehow being the only one not to know the secret made Lena the only one who truly knew Kara just for who she was, without her powers, without the supersuit. Just Kara Danvers. And that was always more than enough for Lena.
What I’m getting at is this,
I think Kara was afraid to give up the only person who ever truly made her feel seen, wanted, and loved for exactly who she is.
Coming to terms with who she is, (not Kara, not Supergirl, but some perfect combination of the two that deserves to be seen for both her super and human parts) was necessary for her before she could ever take the next step with Lena.
And now they can both love each and every part of one another fully.
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homicidal-slvt · 9 months
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Informed my mom that after RE3 Carlos disappears like he's just gone- doesn't return and she's incredibly upset about that fact.
Also had to break it to her that Ashley doesn't reappear either and now she's pissed at the writers because "She was so cute and sweet."
And she's mad that Luis is dead- I offered to show her to death scene (just to be funny) and she was like "No I don't wanna see that I'll be more upset!!!" Lmao
All in all my mom doesn't like Resident Evil because it's mean to the characters and too sad when she likes happy endings. But she loves simping for the characters with me.
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gloomiegalaxie-sims · 18 days
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The urge to infodump allllll the cool stuff I’ve been working on and then like, disappear for a week.
I’m not good at spacing things out, trying to be patient and queue stuff 🙃
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zarazaipozoga · 3 months
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I can't write even a single thing these days, but the ideas are gnawing at meeeee
I want to write some orinthara that doesn't involve tadpoling so badly. Just the two of them, Orin probably holding Minthara prisoner cuz she caught her eye and them trying to murder each other daily, our favourite drow coming up with a new ways to use common household things as murder weapons. They're playing around each other, until slowly Minthara let's go of her Lolth worship, seeing the absolutist made her realise she was being used by her god all this time. Finding her new purpose in serving Orin, planning to take the power for herself once the opportunity arises. The drama, the angst of it all aaaaafnsnd I need this
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byler-4-life · 2 years
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Okay, I decided to list all Byler possibilities (good and bad) that I see for season 5 and assign a percentage to them. There are five in total. So, we'll go in order from least likely to most likely.
0% - Mike finds out Will's feelings for him, either via confession or figures it out on his own (ha!), and rejects him cruelly, and is upset and/or homophobic towards Will. This has no chance of happening. Even if there's no romantic reciprocation, Mike and Will's platonic friendship is too important to the show to throw it away completely. Plus, I doubt Netflix wants one of their main characters in their most popular show to be outwardly homophobic.
5% - Will dies and Mike either finds out about Will's feelings afterwards, or never finds out. Doesn't really matter for this option, because I really don't think it's happening. If they kill off the sad, gay kid in the end, a lot of people are going to RAGE. Joyce would be a empty husk of a person. Jonathan would be devastated. Everything they worked for to save Will in S1 would be for naught. Just...no.
10% - They never address Will's feelings towards Mike again. They leave it at the veiled confession painting scene and Mike never finds out how Will feels. I find this fairly unlikely as well. They would leave a lot of plot holes open if they went this route. They deliberately set up the problem of El telling Mike in her letter that she didn't know what the painting was, followed by Will telling him El commissioned it. That was within the same season and was intentional. They won't leave that unaddressed. Mike is gonna find out that painting was Will's idea...and then he's going to want to know why Will lied. Plus if they do this, they really would have just used Will's confession to prop up/fix a hetero couple with no closure for Will at all. Gross.
20% - Mike finds out Will's feelings, either via confession or another means, but does not reciprocate. However he is kind, understanding, and "let's him down gently". Will is forced to plaster on a fake smile and watch M*leven live happily ever after while he just "gets over" Mike. Out of all non-Byler options, this is the one I fear most. However, I still think it's unlikely. Like...how would that conversation even go. It would be SO AWKWARD if Mike rejects him, however nicely it is. I can't even imagine any dialogue for such a scenario. Do they want to drive that wedge between Mike and Will in the final season? Plus, as I discussed before, I think Will has been through too much for the show to give him a rejection of this nature in the end. It would leave a bad taste in everyone's mouth.
65% - Requited Byler. This ended up being right around where I thought it would. It really is the only option that makes sense narratively. They've given us SO MUCH proof in subtext of requited Byler. And now, with the scripts, we've pretty much gotten actual text proof on Will's behalf. All we need now is the other shoe to drop.
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misti-chan · 1 year
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I would totally kill for headcanons about Kaeya and Venti with an impossible to tease reader. Because the boys are always described as huge tease but what if the reader is completely unashamed to it? The reader is just utterly sweet and unashamed to show love and kindness and always says corny things. Like "I'm so happy to be by your side.", "You always make things so much better." Just a sweetheart reader with lot of love to give. So when Kaeya and Venti tease them they're just happy because they take it as a mark of affection. Yeah I just like the idea 😔❤️
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So I saw someone mentioned the deleted scene from 5x16 where Beckett almost says I love you on the phone but Castle cuts her off. After rewatching that scene what do you think? Was it almost her first “I love you”? While I understand what that person was saying, I also think we could interpret it as Castle cutting her off knowing/thinking she was going to say more than I love you. He didn’t want empty promises on how they were *going* to get her home and she was going to be *just* fine. And he didn’t want to deal with that conversation, he wanted to get off of the phone to look for evidence of where his daughter could be. Thoughts?
So, after the whole “I love you” discussion, I obviously went through and watched all the deleted scenes like a totally sane person would 🤣
And I agree with you, I think that this scene could have been so many things. There’s definitely an “I love you” right there on the tip of her tongue, but I did feel like it was the beginning of more.
In the episode itself you can see that Kate so desperately wants to reassure him, to make him a million promises that she knows she might not be able to keep, but she is desperate to soothe just a little bit of his pain. And again, in the episode, he states that he doesn’t want her to promise these things because he won’t forgive her.
He can handle the pain and the anger so long as it stays separate from Kate. For so long, Alexis was Castle’s whole world. He could never survive that loss alone. Kate is his beacon. But if she promises that everything will be okay, that Alexis is fine and is coming home, and then she doesn’t… that’s when Kate becomes tangled up in all that hurt and the lifeline he knows he will need if everything goes south will be gone.
But… I have been known to take something simple and let my mind run wild with it so… 🤷🏻‍♀️
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consterions · 6 months
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So... I watched The Eighth Sense
Starting from my expectation, I have thought that it would be a lot heavier than other stuffs I watched days prior, like Sing My Crush, Our Dating Sim, or Love Tractor. Maybe my consciousness take it into consideration without me realizing it.
I mean... look at the poster!
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Definitely angst material. With the tone and color palette and such.
And so, I watched it. I haven't watched anything surfing related, so it contributes to me deciding to watch this.
Then I finished it in a day. It's exactly of what would I have expected! Expected in the meaning that I know this is how the drama would feel. The main plot and how the story goes is actually something that is not really special or original. Two person get close, shares an intimate time, and later one of them acts like nothing happen? It's not the first time I came across this kind of story.
But I guess since we have another director from overseas that we got a shoot that is so different from Korean drama. I kind of adjusting all the time I watched it but it's SO good and different and I kind of like it sometimes. I still need time to familiarize myself with it, like sometimes even though it's someone else who was speaking, the camera still shoot our main character or our main lead.
Story wise tho? I like it a lot. It didn't feel light, I guess, because it tried to be relateable and potrayed realness into the drama. That love can be easy... but also complicated. That the road is not always full of flower and that kinda stuff, but actually a narrow path with rocks and slippery slope. It really got me, to be honest. I was like, "OK the world is kind of scary, loving someone is SCARY."
Also, Seo Jaewon
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I don't know why but I feel like Seo Jaewon is kind of different from any other character in dramas I watched. Like... it feels so genuine. It's probably the dialogue, the writing, or the small gestures and body language, but I can't really put my finger on something. But I really love how Im Jisub potrayed the role of Seo Jaewon. I kind of have a crush on Seo Jaewon, but who am I compared to Kim Jihyun, right?
If it's really about Im Jisub's acting, I really want to give him a standing ovation.
The only let down is that since this drama is heavy, at the end of the story, instead of feeling excited and giddy looking at how their relationship turns out to be, I feel more like... relief? Like, finally they're together, but nothing to be excited for. I'm just feeling content seeing them finally have each other.
Overall, it's heavy, but it's worth to watch. I don't regret the 40 minutes x 10 episodes I wasted. 9/10 definitely.
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frenchfrywrites · 2 years
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can I pls request some regressor Levi? Can be hurt/comfort, fluff, drabble, hcs, whatever u want🧡! Pls I'm starved for sfw agere in this fandom
Thoughts on Levi age regressing
Levi needs a lot of tender love and care. All of the brothers do, but Levi especially. He needs to be told when to take a bath or when to eat or when to get off his screens. He can’t care for himself sometimes, so much so that it comes off as childish. Which is what brought you here. You’d told Levi about regression, and his immediate response was a mix of shock and confusion, as is the response of many. Standing your ground, you’d sent him some links explaining age regression.
It’d taken a day or two and he’d come knocking, shyly and barely ready to admit that he was interested. You two take it slow and carefully, addressing boundaries, what he’d want/need, what to do if he gets overwhelmed or uncomfortable, how to enter a headspace, and what items/clothes he’d require for regressing. Once the bases are covered you find a time to regress. Levi needs a quiet, isolated space (his room), he needs a protective caretaker that’s prepared to set and help him follow rules. Of course, what he needs most is reassurance and care. Levi will regress to a young age (5-10yrs old?) and wants to play video games, color, or play dress up and pretend. He has a lot of fun while regressing and it's a good time to make sure his basic needs that he may have been neglecting are met. While regressing it's easier to get him to do things, and he's less embarrassed about things. But boy does that embarrassment hit later when he comes out of his headspace. He might need even more reassurance and care when he comes out of his headspace than when he's regressing. Although with each regression he gets more comfortable.
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asfdhgsdkjhgb · 4 months
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no greater joy than being a little tispy and playing jackbox with the people you love
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eddiemunson-fanfic · 1 year
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Has anyone ever talked to someone, giving your support to the person because someone wronged them, and then get a message that your support turned them on? Well. That just happened to me, and I don't know what to do. 💀
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Love how Shawn was in NYC (still is?) when polio has been declared a state of public emergency there /s
Canada apparently stopped vaccinating against polio in 1996. Shawn was born in ‘98 meaning he’s PROBABLY unvaxxed.
Also COVID is still a thing and he was around a bajillion people and traipsing all over NYC without a mask on. Like ok 😐 I know he’s COVID vaccinated, but I’d still wear a mask in a large city such as New York.
Oh! Monkeypox is also doing its rounds in NYC. Vaccinations for smallpox (which protects against monkeypox) ended in 1972. So I 100% know he doesn’t have any protection against it. Contrary to what the media is saying, monkeypox CAN be spread through respiratory droplets.
But let’s just visit NYC where there’s three viruses doing virus things 🙃🙃🙃
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midnight-coffee94 · 8 months
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No single line has ever wrecked me as hard as this one from the Good Place and I think about it constantly
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deimosatellite · 28 days
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