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Desperately wanting attention but getting the vibes that no one wants anything to do with you is A Feeling
#am i logically aware that my friends probably aren't all sick of me at once?#yes#would i rather shrivel up and die of lack of affection like an infant than risk annoying anyone?#also yes#(i know two of you are on here so if you see this don't feel bad or like you have to message me!!#just sharin ma feelins)#vent ?
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Last Line Tag Game~~~~~ ✨✨✨✨✨
jjjheeyyyy @parallelmarvel!!! tysmmm for tagging me on this!!! hahahaha i’ve actually answered this before but i’ve written new things in the time since i answered that so idk,,, felt like answerin it again! hahahaha 🤷🤷🤷🤷🤷
anwwww....
here i gooo hhahahaha...
“Leslie Knope?”
“Yes.”
“I’m Chidi. Come in, I’m sure you have questions.”
Without a second thought, Leslie stood up and headed to the room Chidi came from.
hahahahhahahaaaaaaaaa gosshhh it’s a bit weird to be postin da draft line for the follow up of a parks fic that i’m not even sure if i’ve posted/shared here yet.... (i have a rlly strong probs 100% right feel like i havent... hmmmm) hahahhaa.... but idk,, i rlly feel like it’s the last line i wrote out of the buncha works im workin on rn hahahha
anwww.... @thegeekogecko i kno u’ve answered this b4,,, im sure cus im da one who tagged ya hahahha but idk,,,, maybe yall be like me n would have written something else in the time since i tagged ya last n would feel like sharin,,, idkk hahahha
@justanotherfangirlpassingthrough @jedipercy (yalls responded on da last writer tag game i tagged yalls on so imma tag yalls on dis one too hahhaaha)
@tare8chan (now i return da favor hahaaha)
@secretlifeofacloud @ohdarnitripped (i cant believe it didnt even register on ma broin ya guys wrote stuff,,,, im so annoyed at mah self hahahhaa 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🤦🤦🤦🤦)
@totheendofthegalaxyandback @zsanelleballeras @warpedharpy (only if ya guys wanna obviii 💖💖💖💖💖✨✨✨✨✨)
@galaxy-parker @spideychelle-romanogers @spiders-n @dead-end-street @mamgt @spideychelleforever @queenwinry idk y im actin/feelin familiar with ya guys,,,, i just am,,,, hmmmm hahahaha 🤷🤷🤷🤷🤷✨✨✨✨✨
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Honesty - Remy
LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE
Name: “Remington Anne Thornbolt. My ma and pops wanted a name that could fit either a boy or girl. They both settled on Remington, and my middle name would be Anne or Anthony. I like my name! It’s real fun ta say.”
Eye Color: “Yellow. I’m told they got a real piercin’ look.”
Hair Style/Color: “Falls ta my shoulders like weeds. Can look green or red dependin’ on how the light hits it. So we’ll just say both. I try ta brush it whenever I can, but I’m real careful ta not do it too hard else I can brush part of my scalp right off.”
Height: “Five feet and six inches. Climbs up ta around five feet and nine inches with my hat on. Pops is six feet and four inches. Ma is around five feet and five inches. Guess pops gave me some ‘a his height. Barely.”
Clothing Style: “Beaten leathers. Sandy ponchos. Cloaks. My hat never leaves my side. I love this damn thing. Only thing I still got left of my ma. Pretty little flower-stitched gunbelt. Skinnin’ knife. Diplomacy, he’s my pistol. And ol’ Bessy, she’s my rifle.”
LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
Your Fears: “Bein’ buried alive. Bein’ trapped. Goin’ overboard at sea. The deep ocean.”
Your Guilty Pleasure: “Shitty romance novels. They’re a fun read from ta time. Lets me forget about bein’ dead fer awhile.”
Your Biggest Pet Peeve: “Scarlet Crusade. I fill every single one ‘a them with holes. They’re like fuckin’ roaches. Buildin’ off of that, I suppose, is folk that judge who I am based on the way I look. Just because I’m dead don’t mean that I’m wantin’ ta shove blight down yer gullet. And if ya think that every Forsaken wants yer guts, don’t be surprised when we find comfort in relyin’ on ourselves than any ‘a you livin’ folk.”
Your Ambition for the Future: “I s’pose it’s ta keep all of my people safe. Been wantin’ ta be an author myself--Maybe compile a book ‘a all the folktales I gathered over all my years.”
LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
Your First Thoughts Waking Up: “I don’t sleep. I rest, but I don’t sleep. I s’pose it’s... ‘Is there anyone else up right now?’”
What You Think About the Most: “Keepin’ my people safe. Keepin’ my people fed. Keepin’ my people happy. “
What You Think About Before Bed: “This is gonna be a long eight hours. Where’s my sketchbook...”
Your Best Quality Is: “S’pose it’s my heart. I got dangerously close ta fallin’ inta the pit of war against the livin’. I know what both sides are like, livin’ and dead. I’ve lived through both ‘a them. Can empathize real well with folk. Feel what they’re feelin’, ya know?”
LAYER FOUR: WHAT’S BETTER?
Single or Group Dates: “I’m datin’ two folks, but I’m always gonna prefer single dates. Lets me focus on one person and give ‘em my all durin’ it.”
To be Loved or Respected: “Both in equal amounts. Love’ll make people have yer back. Trust ya. Open up ta ya. But love can’t do anythin’ when somethin’ needs doin’. If ya only love, then folk’ll walk over ya. Ya need respect too, a reminder that folk can’t walk all over ya and get away with it.”
Beauty or Brains: “Brains. Beauty ain’t last ferever. You age. You get wounded. You get scarred. What counts is what’s past all them pretty looks.”
Dogs or Cats: “Dogs! They don’t call ‘em man’s best friend fer nothin’! Ya find a loyal pupper, and they’ll have yer back till the end ‘a their days.”
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Lie: “Try not ta unless it’s ta protect folk. I mostly leave all my cards out on the table.”
Believe in Yourself: “Ya believe in yerself, and ya can move mountains. My pa told me that. And while I call bullshit that I can’t push a mountain over with my bare hands, I understand what he means now.”
Believe in Love: “I do. I don’t know if I necessarily believe in love at first sight, but I do believe that love’s a very powerful force ‘a nature.”
Want Someone: “I’m a lucky undead gal datin’ a blood elf and troll, but I would be lyin’ if I said that I hadn’t had any what-if thoughts concernin’ a few other folk.”
LAYER SIX: EVER?
Been on Stage: “Couple ‘a times. Performed with ol’ Harper singin’ duets and told some stories out in front of a crowd. Been rearin’ ta perform at the Brightmoon Faire one ‘a these days as a guest trickshot act.
Done Drugs: “I have. Can see why other people like ‘em. They’re just not fer me. Prefer my head ta be without any distraction.”
Changed Who You Were to Fit In: “Never. One ‘a the things I will never budge on is bein’ true ta myself.”
LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
Favorite Color: “Red. Always thought it was so pretty seein’ my ma’s lipsticks.”
Favorite Animal: “Anythin’ undead. They know what I’m goin’ through and can sympathize.”
Favorite Food: “Shit on a shingle. Or, if ya wanna be fancy about it: Chipped beef on toast.”
Favorite Game: “Tag. I was always a fast runner. Barely ever got caught. That panickin’ feelin’ of bein’ chased was somethin’ else growin’ up. Also, kept me in shape!”
LAYER EIGHT: AGE
Day Your Next Birthday Will Be: “October 20th.”
How Old Will You Be: “About fifty-three time-wise. But I died when I was thirty-three, and I still look like I’m thirty-three.”
Age You Lost Your Virginity: “I still have it. Don’t imagine I’m goin’ ta lose it unless I somehow change bodies or if they really do end up findin’ a cure fer undeath.”
Does Age Matter: “Ya got frickin’ elves thousands of years old that lives many ‘a human’s lifetimes and yer askin’ me if age matters? It don’t.”
LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL
Best Personality: “Compassion. Empathy. Ya always wanna leave the world in a better place than when ya was born inta it. Ya can’t be uncarin’.”
Best Eye Color: “Hell, I don’t know. If they’re pretty and I’m attracted, I don’t really care what color their eyes look.”
Best Hair Color: “Don’t care. This isn’t a dealbreaker if I’m attracted ta some’un.”
Best thing to do with a Partner: “Even if it sounds borin, it’s talkin. I like sharin’ what’s been goin’ on in my head and them sharin’ what’s goin in theirs. It’s just... a way of ensurin’ that they care--that they don’t mind the rottin’, ya know?”
LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
I love: “My people, and I would kill fer them.”
I feel: “Nothin’ most days.”
I hide: “Behind cover when bein’ shot at.”
I miss: “The way things were.”
I wish: “Ta show people that we’re not all monsters.”
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yaY OVER SHARIN G
i posted about it on twitter and i’m just gonna recap it on here lol
I had a bad headache and the pain pills in the cabinet are weak af, so I asked my mom-in-law if she had anything stronger. She did, and I took ONE. She said it’ll do the trick for any kind of pain, but it might make me sleepy.
an hour later after i ate n’ stuff, the pill finally kicks in and i’m feelin’ loopy and light headed and I just feel weird in general. oh, and i also want to mention that my paranoia and visual/auditory hallucinations had been acting up, so the pill just made my paranoia and auditory hallucinations go away but made my visual ones a little worse. like, they aren’t scary or anything, im just seeing things more frequently in the corners of my eyes, outside the windows and general dark places. anyway, atm i cant really tell if i’m sleepy or if my body is just reacting weird. I also cant tell if i like this feeling or not bc i feel really relaxed but its also freaking me out a lil. I hope I dont get used to this or like this bc I might go back to being a “pill popper” like i was in middle school.
i’ve also come to realized that drawing has become instinctual to me now or something??? bc everytime im really sleepy or just cant really function properly, my hands will work just fine and have the constant urge to keep drawing. and I draw just fine??? and now that i really think about it, i remember one time waking up to a picture lined/inked but the pic was only a sketch last time I looked at it?? but that could also just be my memory putting gaps in weird places idk;;;
also i need to go get ma brain checked or some shit cuz i know something is wrong with me and i just kind of want proof for myself and for others
i need to sTOP RAMBLING IM JUST SPOUTING OUT SHIT AAHH
m e sleepie
#its nothing bad i just wanna ramble lol#pills mention#how do i tag this lol#rambling#chandler speaks
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