#just sharing this for the sake of it lol

[ruporas]

i made a digital vw zine, there's a bunch of stuff on here that hasn't been shared elsewhere! if you're looking for a barrage of vw being really clingy and all, look no further :]

LINK

#vashwood #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun #trigun maximum #trigun stampede #ruporas art #HI....... HELLO..... this is my first zine ever.... this is primarily a sketch log with a few finished stuff that i just never posted #there's a few drawings that i did share but never cross - platformed posted them before #compiled them for convenience sake in this lil zine #NEXT YEAR! i will definitely do a physical zine if there's still garnered interest in that lol... it's been in the wips but it's taking #a bit because there's long-ish comics i want to finish for it; alongside that i hope to set up sale for physical goods in general soon.. #i'm still figuring that all out :') but in the mean time - please enjoy this if u are able to buy!!

[orykorioart]

June 2023

How could you forget Lup?

[Image Description: A 5-panel illustrated comic featuring Taako and Lup in a limited color palette of pink, light brown, light red, purple, blue and yellow. Taako is is depicted with light brown skin and dark hair, which he ties behind his back. He wears a purple cloak. Lup is depicted with light brown skin and dark hair, which she ties in front of her. She wears a red cloak.

Panel 1: Young Taako and Lup, on both sides of a pot. Lup is stirring as Taako looks in. Below the panel is captioned with purple text:

“What’s the feeling”

Panel 2: Close-up of young Taako and Lup. You can see half of their face, and they are excitedly talking to each other. Below the panel is captioned with purple text:

“When you have a broken home, home, home?”

Panel 3: Pans down to young Taako and Lup’s torso. They are standing close to each other, indicating that they are holding hands. Below the panel is captioned, text in purple:

“Where’s the love when you were left on your own”

Panel 4: Taako’s hand, wearing the Bureau of Balance bracer. His hand is relaxed, but alone. There is a brief out line of Lup’s hand, reaching out for his. Below the panel is captioned with purple text:

“So alone”

Panel 5: Taako is standing center-frame, and you can only see the bottom half of his face and his torso. There is a single tear rolling down his cheek, his mouth slightly agape. He is grasping the Umbrastaff tightly in one hand, holding it close to his chest. There is a faint outline of a hand on his shoulder. Below the panel is captioned with red text:

“Who said you’re on your own?” End ID]

#taz #tazb #the adventure zone #taako taaco #lup taaco #lup #taako #lup taz #taako taz #illustration #the song is no lullaby by siames if folks are wondering. #color palette used here is mildly inspired by the animated video! #i actually wanted to use the style too but ended up defaulting to my style but a little more cartoonized #btw the sketch i did for this was from like. may 2022. #just never got around to actually finishing it bc i always prioritize finishing my r*ihan pieces bc of the brainrot lol. #normally draw the twins with dark brown hair + dyed but for the sake of a good limited color palette they have raven hair now #excited to share this w yall bc this is going to be the first ‘fully finished’ taz art im showing #anw augh ive had this in the drafts for more than a week bc ive been so tired and couldnt think of a good way to write the id #i hope it ended up good hauhhg

[eternal-reverie]

Something in the back of my mind has been bothering me for a long while, and I figured out what it was. I have this tendency of censoring myself when I speak? I dance around a subject, which I keep hinting at, but never explicitly say what I want to say, and when someone doesn’t pick up on that, I get disappointed when they don’t help me open up to the topic.

#the disappointment deepens and I guess the fear of truly opening up of showing my self flaws and all is scary #in short I’m scared to have an opinion!!! #also when people ask me what I’m into reading to watching oh man I feel the pressure to pitch it and possibly defend it #and instead I just vaguely share what it’s about for the sake of not spoiling the experience #then the envy I feel when other ppl share wholeheartedly what they love and take their time with it explaining #and they explain it so clearly and I wish I could do that #click clack #the problem was so vague it’s taken me awhile to discern #I’m guessing this all stems from being made fun of or dismissed for my interests 😔 #a long time ago but the effects still linger #the fear of being perceived is all wrapped in me #I do the same thing here. it bleeds to all the ways of socializing this day and age #I wish I were one of those ppl who have a more lively social life online and talking to ppl regularly #but my first instinct to a message is to close the notification and leave it for later because it’s so intimidating!!! #it feels like I have to perform an image that’s guaranteed to be liked rather than just be me authentically #ok I got to the crux phewwww uhhh lol got all my vulnerabilities out in the middle of the night

[musicrunsthroughmysoul]

It is the most refreshing thing to give myself permission to write badly - to repeat words and phrases over and over again, to not remember certain phrases/idioms I want to use and to just put placeholder words in their place so that I can look them up later, to write [INSERT DESCRIPTION HERE LATER]...to just get this god damn story out of me so I can move on to a better/more fruitful project. Whatever it takes!

#crystal visions of lilies in the valley #when I'm lonely in a world of my own #I would like to think that I am shedding the necessity for perfection with this story 😭 and I'm SO GRATEFUL for that! #I have no plans to share it with anyone so it's like...I might as WELL just write badly just to get it out of me already #but now...it would be really growth-like if I could apply that mindset even to stuff I write that I INTEND to share #that is the goal overall with writing I feel like...to just write for the sake of writing and who gives a shit that it's bad #if I'm not in the revising/editing phase of it then TRULY! WHO! GIVES A SHIT! eventually I hope it's not me. :) LOL

[shannonsketches]

y'all ready for a lore drop I rambled at my friends for two hours this afternoon about eidolon gan's descent into his villain era and I only edited it a little for tumblr

#just a Wall of Text with as many breaks as I could reasonably fit in there for my own attention span's sake klasjd #my gan is so specific to my decade+ long story development with him I should kasjdlkasj figure out how to give context without like. waitin #for my happy ass to do a comic that's never gonna get done lol #I decided I want the comic to be fun and pressureless so I think I'm gonna just Share Story without worrying about spoilers #yall already know what happens anyway you've met him aklsjdaskl

[sysig]

So! I have never really know what to request before now. How about someone from yanderapy all bloodied up? I dunno who or why or mood, your choice if that's ok

Day 10 - Shhhh, it's alright now 💕

#My art #Requestober #Yanderapy #Blood #You rolled a Possessive!Ishida! Congrats! #This is actually a bit out of character for him! He falls more on the obsessive-yandere side! Mitsu is the possessive yan of the two #That said they can both do both lol #Or if you'd prefer to think of him being obsessive and the blood and ♥-shushing are directed at the same person I mean #Who am I to stop you lol #Of the two yandere choices it feels like Ishi still has the most likelihood to snap #They both have the potential! But Mitsu has a lot more resources that he's intentionally seeking out #Ishida is....not that lol - he's doing fine! He does have healthy relationships and is decently respectful #And Mitsu does actually make him want to try haha ♥ They're good for each other! They're enrichment to each other's Problems haha #But if just a few things went sideways he would have a lot fewer things to fall back on than Mitsu #You wouldn't have to push him as hard to get the worst out of him basically haha #If this was for Mitsu's sake though now that'd be interesting - 'cause I think outside of the social repercussions? #Mitsu would be like Way into it lol #''My boyfriend covered in blood still wearing our matching bracelets o////o'' Mitsu no lol #But even just as a shared fantasy - they could be honest with each other! #''Would you kill someone for me?'' ''Yes. Next question.'' ''....How? 👉👈'' lol #Something something their college puts on a haunted house and Ishi ends up covered in fake blood and Mitsu needs to lie down about it lol #Drawing blood is still way too fun haha ♪ Thanks for asking for one of my boys bloodied! :D #It also would've been equally funny of me to pick one of the Maeda girls for literally no reason lol

[dogwittaablog]

hey girl! not to be super nosey about this but would you show some of the reddit comments and stuff you found. this is news to me lol i thought he was a chill homebody stoner who mostly has chill hangouts with friends and occasionally parties, but not hardcore does coke partier and is a dick to girls type of guy

Here’s all the other screenshots about the partying and little snow parties and other substances rumours.

#decided to combine it all in one go lmao #okay the Reddit screenshot genuinley took me hours to refind just for the sake of providing proof #you can take these as you want #I’m just sharing #rumours #they’re talking about his junior days in Brandon lol #wheaaatieessss #bwk #dec '23 subs #tea #nolpat #nolan patrick

[adriles]

I’m curious which war crimes you do and don’t approve of

i enjoy any war crime induced by rage, racking up a ton of kills, maiming every enemy combatant in sight. only shitheads kill in attempt to live up to the heroism of others

#thinking about malouf’s ransom specifically here lol #when he writes achilles’ having a vision of priam’s death at the hands of neoptolemus #with the attempt of avenging his father. but their is nothing to avenge. same with polyxena #in hecuba they have it be tbat achilles’ spirit comes before neoptolemus and tells him to kill her to return #but i could just be a euripides hater with the exception of his helen play but. that doesnt sit right with me #it is to appease the wind in the same way iphigenia was to appease the gods #it was bound to happen anyways. but it is upon achilles’ grave as neoptolemus again sees himself as avenging his father #it is an unsatisfying act. all that killing for the sake of achilles #sure u can be like. polyxena led him to the gates #but she didnt kill him that is paris and apollo #but paris is already dead so who is left for neoptolemus to target as his father’s avenger #it is a role without any use. it is pointless. #and when we see achilles in the odyssey he barely cares about the news of his own son beyond odysseus saying yeah he is chilling #it is more to lament his own suffering #i dont think achilles cares in the end about neoptolemus. he is just a boy like his father bred for war and desperate #for purpose and attachment #beyond that tho. i dont think achilles would approve of killing priam like that is the main thing #he is not above violence to the man. he threatens him in book 24. but in the end there is a respect there. for the grief and loss they share #malouf writes about the shame that follows neoptolemus after everything #and i think that is a far more poignant thing than disappointment from the father you barely know #to carry the weight of your actions knowing that your father would so differently #again achilles is a piece of shit and would do the same if not worse in his son’s place #but in his place toward priam he wouldnt. and neoptolemus reaps that destruction anyways #this is long winded the point is the shame rather than the actual disapproval of war crimes lol #i will say i dont think achilles’ rage and revenge is to the same level. he laments after patroclus died that it hurts more than he thought #because he would think losing a father or son to be more heartbreaking #but no it is the loss of the equal and confidant that hurts the most #but neoptolemus never knew his father. this isnt for his father’s personal sake it is for his legacy + where neoptolemus will end up with it #and therein lies the difference. they have that familial bond but no real connection #ask

[tart-miano]

doodles from this week!! drops kekkai sensen in the middle of the post and walks away

#i imagine ling and leo would bond over their shared comfort in always keeping their eyes closed for their powers' sake but not much else ig #also ed and winry are dressed like my ocs! no reason besides i just like dressing my favorite characters in different outfits lol #fma #fullmetal alchemist #kekkai sensen #blood blockade battlefront #ling yao #edward elric #lan fan #leonardo watch #greedling #winry rockbell

[lapis-lazuliie]

in regards to my previous rb, someone in the replies said that the lads looked like they hated kissing each other

and.....dude. if that was the case, then they wouldn't have done that

i'm not saying they enjoy doing it lol but they're actors; they're also best mates who have known one another for 3 decades and are clearly comfortable enough to kiss in front of an audience because it's acting

#like. if they didn't want to they wouldn't #but they're professional enough to say that it'a a job #steve said in the interview for 'funny parts' when talking about TLW that it just felt natural that they play the couple #because him and reece have such a comfortable chemistry with each other #that they can pretend to be a couple for the sake of the story they're trying to get across lol #and that casting anyone else would've been weird since he and reece have a shorthand #like it's just Easier and Natural for them to share a kiss because they're aware of their boundaries #just....yeah. if they didn't want to they wouldn't have #they're professional enough to put that shit aside and get on with it #she speaks

[im-no-jedi]

might say screw it and just make a public summary of all the future plans for MLWTBB just so I don't have to keep them secret anymore lolololol

#at this point idk when I'll get back to writing the series #and I'm sick of having to keep from saying stuff for the sake of spoilers #I honestly don't care anymore #maybe sharing some ideas will spark interest again idk #I would tag everything for anyone who DOES care about spoilers #but yeah I just have too many ideas that might not ever come to fruition at this point #and I've been wanting to talk about certain things for literal YEARS now #vacation prep has just made me not give a frick anymore apparently LOL #MLWTBB chatter

[mistbow]

“would you recommend this thing to others” my mode of enjoying things is that I enjoy things for what they are for me myself. who cares what other people think about what I like, we’re all different anyway that’s just a fact.

#some people act like it's a blight to them that i like something objectively so '''''bad''''' #like. i'm just enjoying myself here. why do you care that much #the more i look at others the more i see i just don't share the same opinions as a lot of people and that's fine #and i'm not even saying this to be a contrarian i genuinely just accept that we disagree and sometimes. just sometimes. i happen to be in #the minority and again that's /fine/ #when things like this happen we just have to agree to disagree and just for the sake of the sanity of us both #i will try to distance myself from others. in this case the larger fandom #and is that not what all we want anyway #people care too much about cultivating a community when there's none and trying so hard to be welcoming to everyone when #that's almost impossible imo #again why do a lot of people just assume that when i yell about things into the void it means i try to be '''objective''' #and Convince others #when that's not at all my aim #if you agree with what i'm saying that's fine. good for me even i guess. #but i don't care if you think what i'm saying is bs either lol #just let me yell in peace #whether there are people out there willing to listen or not is secondary #mino rants

[pepprs]

also the favoritism thing is still making me so fucking mad and insane btw. im not jealous / resentful of my brother bc he deserves her love and is also burdened in his own ways by it and bc i think my drama w my mom has shaped my life in profound ways and given me friends i cherish and i would never trade any of that for the world but jesus fucking christ. why do i have to beg you to interact with me like a mother. why do i have to talk to me at all beyond asking me to do you 847439473 favors a day. why do i have to beg you to take an interest in my life and apologize when you hurt me and be nurturing and perceptive for once in your fucking life. like it hurts to hear her asking him about his classes and whatever bc she didn’t think i was stressed out w school but i had to talk to a ****** hotline last decemver when i couldn’t take it anymore and my mental health was crashing and burning and it doesn’t even fucking matter to her at all and she’s going to get him the nice gifts and throw him the nice parties and whatever because she hates me and my sister for… and let me get this straight… being complicated and anxious and depressed and also girls. lol!

#purrs #delete later #sorry i knowive been insane about momposting but this shit has me screeching like an ape. the way when my brother was born she decided me #and my sister would be okay with each other bc we were twins and meanwhile she was leaving my sister to have anxiety attacks and me to take #care of her and all of this happening at like 7 years old and she would come into my brothers room every single night and kiss him goodnight #and talk to him for a long time and she wouldn’t even come in and say goodnight to us. LOL. ok. like our room being a depression nest is not #an excuse. us not helping out much in the kitchen or around the house (which is bad but also we have reasons for it that i think are valid #and i only do it here and not elsewhere btw.) is not a good excuse. you can’t decide you love your one kid more because he helps out and #keeps his room clean and whatever. maybe he is normal because you made it very clear from the time that he was born that he was your top #priority and you gave him your attention and didn’t take it away meanwhile my sister and i have always had to share bc we’re twins and she #cast us aside when he was born and has fucking tormented both of us for years over who we like what we want where we go all of that shit and #then has the AUDACITY to call herself a good mother. being a good mother is more than feeding your kid and projecting your childhood trauma #onto them by preventing them from ever developing cancer to the point where they’re afraid fo like. go outside. you have to be patient and #nurturing and kind and like.. motherly. ans i know no one can be a perfect mother and she has been hurt so badly and she is dealing with a l #lot right now but COME ON. for gods SAKE. i am right fucking here. why don’t you care about me? why do you make it clearer every day? #ask to tag #like the way she would say when my sister and i were growing up and going through it that she wished she could book a hotel and live there f #far away from us and miss out on us growing up so she wouldn’t have to deal with us being anxious and hormonal because we were teenage girls #LOL. totally did not impact me at all. totally is not a wound that informs every breath i take and every thought i have. not at all #* like maybe he is normal because you uh… idk. just a guess here. actually gave him the motherlove people need to be functioning healthy #human beings? idk. just a silly thought. haha

[mejomonster]

I recognize how i headcanon and intepret the ff7 games is almost Certainly not likely the intended interpretation and probably Not the biggest fan interpretation. But i dont care. Im in my own lane, in the sunshine, having a lovely time. In my lane tifa and aerith like girls and are thrilled when clouds nonbinary ass dresses particularly feminine, theyre even more thrilled to be galavanting together heroically as girlfriends, zack is bisexual (of course) and. Well sephiroth is kind of canonically (id argue) into cloud but its really messy and heavy and woulda been a lot cuter when cloud was a cadet but. Back as a cadet his idolized crush on hero sephiroth was Nothing compared to his actual Friend crush on zack fair.

And yes. As u know. Far as im concerned the game is one massive polycule

#ff7 #lb #feel free to ignore me if ur not in my bubble of fandom interpreting lol i respect u #but also. im like 90% sure nomura shares my vision. except nomura fucking REALLY ships sephiroth cloud. #hes not wrong... advent children certainly did. but like. i can tell nomura wants the player to feel seph lusting for cloud and cloud turned #on and feelin fucked up about it. #nomura is for Sure doing that. also nomuras really fucking into adding extra chaos bisexuals like fucking Roach or whatever #its like genesis and Every bitch in Dirge of Cerberus and Every turk wasnt enough. he had to make MORE #(mixed opinion of nomura look. i was with him since KINGDOM HEARTS. which means i both know how great a #job he can do and also how WILDLY OFF THE RAILS just for the SAKE OF WILD he does shit sometimes)

[dark-magical-ships]

Y’know. As much as I love sharing f/os (like I genuinely love sharing, it is absolutely the best if jealously/anxiety of that type is not an issue for you), and as much as I enjoy writing…. You would think I would write x Reader fics for Seto, huh

#or really any of the other f/os but Seto primarily #I’ve never really tried? I didn’t even know they were a thing until I found the selfship community not even a whole year ago #imagine self shipping for 10 years and never knowing x Readers exist. I was DEPRIVED #anyway. might try that sometime idk. maybe if I can ever figure out a story I want to tell for a more generalized Reader #the closest thing I’ve ever done is 4th Wall which is in first person but the protagonist definitely has a name and her name is my name #as such it has s lot of details from my life. Amy is curvy like I was in high school right now…. #but as time passes and certain medical stuff happens she’ll gain weight in college. idk how much of that will get into her diary… #since I just genuinely have never cared about my weight. but the more I see shippers talk about themselves… #the more I think I really ought yo emphasize this a bit. #since she’s me she’s also technically a masc-aligned trans person who eventually ought to be using he/she pronouns #for the sake of narrative simplicity I probably won’t be depicting this directly… #but if I think of a really cool way to sneak it in I will :P #but 4th Wall isn’t really the point here. the POINT is that I really like to share f/os but Kenna’s off the Kaiba train #and I miss the headcanon exchange :’) #anyway you’d really think I’d try writing some Y/N fic huh. maybe I’ll try it sometime… idk #I’d want it to be gender-neutral but also race-neutral and work for any body type. short ficlets are one thing but a long story #that can’t make the MC's attributes too detailed would be a challenge for sure #hmm. thoughts #🐉💙 cocoashipping 💙🐉 #kinda but not exactly lol

[planetsandthefates]

(@ shinesobrightt is me) im not crazy/dumb right??? thats not how autotune fucking works???? also does taylor even use autotune at all????? i really wasnt expecting some random dude to reply to my tweet bc im used to just tweeting things with no interaction but bruh. thats so dismissive of her songwriting and producing and stuff like ???????? wtf

#im not even like angry or anything im just like HUH?????????? #i hate twitter lol #and yet i use it every day #it's complicated lmfao #anyway ppl need to stop being annoying for the sake of my well being #taylor swift #sarah talks #wanted to share this here bc um i can and also bc it's tswift related obviously #also pls validate me if u can like i need to know if im right about the autotune thing #i know im right abt the other stuff tho lol #tHIS GUY FOLLOWS ME????????????????????????? #sorry dude but im too anxious now so im blocking u bye