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#just smth i've been thinkin about lately
quirkle2 · 1 year
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Would it be uncomfy if I asked you to just go ham about qpr?
Can be Ledge and Wars or just in general.
It's just the way you write it and draw it is...insanely comforting and I'd love to hear more.
Also your creativity is absolutely amazing and warm and I love your work so much
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NOT AT ALL i love talking abt them and qprs sm i've got u
i think it's the little things that get me ? like,,, wars and ledge both smile when the other enters the room. when somebody mentions their partner in convo they grin at the simple thought of them. there's quick forehead kisses and mini hugs all throughout the day; little glances behind the others' shoulder, watching each other's backs; little use me as a pillows and i bought this cuz it reminded me of yous and Just Because gifts. they r in platonic love in every sense of the word and there's just smth rly rly comforting abt that
it's rly comforting to Them, especially ? in my head they're both Probably Aro but there's ? a little part of them that kinda Yearns for something similar to that? they want a Connection, but neither of them have ever felt that or had the ability to feel that (at least, romantically). neither of them have ever Met anybody they felt that close to
this might be straying vaguely into an internalized homophobia deal ?? a little bit (that might be the wrong term)?? but sometimes they couldn't help but wonder if there was,, something Wrong w them, yaknow? of course there Isn't, but when ur different from everybody around u sometimes that's how it goes. i feel like they were both maybe,, driven to avoid those things altogether, even though parts of them rly, so so badly wanted Something Like That
qprs r such a wonderful thing ?? love is not a straight line that goes friend -> best friend -> lover. platonic love can be just as strong and just as powerful, as mushy and cliche as it sounds, and when wars and ledge finally felt that ?? you've heard it before—they felt like they were on top of the world. it's ?? such a nice experience
they came to terms w the fact that No there was nothing wrong w them—there never was—and even if they had never felt that love there still wouldn't have been smth wrong w them. they r just different than most!! and that's wonderful!!!! they slowly learn that and r accepting themselves and each other :)
sometimes they both still get excited about it. wars will be sitting there and he'll suddenly think "i am in a qpr and i have a qpp and he is wonderful and i lovehim so very much" and he'll get all smiley and giddy and it'sSUCH a fucking experience . and legend ??? god sometimes he doesn't even know how to compute it. sometimes it's all Too Much (/pos) and he just wants to squeeze wars like a stress ball /aff
i rly love thinkin about the different ways they show that giddiness ? that Full feeling of like,,, appreciation and disbelief that u cannot contain. wars tends to wrap himself around legend and smooch his noggin a million times. kisskisssmooch kise kiss mwah mwah mwahkiss mwah mwah mwah. sneaks up behind ledge while he's making a sandwich and makes him get jelly on the counter because legend is currently being Bombarded w 178 Forehead Kisses
legend has a much harder time releasing and conveying that kinda stuff. sometimes he Does just straight up hug wars and Squeeze him but also sometimes he leans into him ? bomks his head against wars' shoulder, against his arm, very gently to his forehead . like a cat. i love you. bomk. i love you again. bomk. give me attention. bomk
they make each other snacks. they totally have that thing where like . ledge makes wars tea and pancakes and they taste amazing but if wars makes Himself tea and pancakes exactly the same way neither of them taste nearly as good. it's about the Love and Care that went into them. look it up it's true
i think i've mentioned it before but one of my fav things to think about is wars reading late at night and ledge snugglin up to him ? my wonderful adored cherished qpp made this for me that shows them all snuggled up together and i love and appreciate that piece oh so much . that is a Routine for them and legend sometimes sees wars nodding off while trying to read—eyes drooping while he's all leaned up against legend and barely holding the book up enough to see the words anyway. silly willy,,,,sleepyhead
^ if ledge wasn't awake to put his book and glasses away, they both wake up like that :) all cuddled up with the book still in wars' hand, glasses crooked on his face (lucky he didn't break em,,) the coziest of mornings . i enjoy thinkin about sleepy mornings where they both lie there and simply play w each other's hair and doze
wars gets giddy about calling legend his partner sometimes too :) he doesn't rly get a lot of chances to call him that out loud, but when he does he smiles so wide,,,,,, sometimes he says it in his head and melts. my partner,,,, legend is my Partner!!!!!!!!!ohm y hylia,,,
^ legend will never admit it but he does that constantly in his head . wow that's my partner . he isliterally just sitting there but that's My Partner. wow.wow. hyrule once witnessed him say to a clerk "yeah i'm gettin' this for my partner he loves candles" and he's got that Smile when he says partner. hyrule is sworn to secrecy and his very life is on the line if he tells a single soul /hj
i!!!!!! wanna talk about the others real quick and what They think of the qpr . they r so happy for them,,,,,,,,,,,,my god they r so happy. the chain can tell both of them are MUCH happier with each other and legend is looser and wars is more laid back,, it's just so nice?? time especially just,, loves seein his boys so happy. he takes comfort in the fact that his boys r okay and content and Enjoying themselves. he loves seein legend so smiley sometimes—Loves seeing wars loosen his shoulders and sneak through those walls. he Adores seeing wars finally have somebody close—at the beginning of lu wars had a certain,, sadness in his eyes. that went away the closer he got to the chain and to legend. the bitterness faded from ledge's gaze a little, even. they Both needed each other and now they have each other and the entire chain is so genuinely happy for them
lastly . i Have mentioned this one, but wars kissing legend's knuckles and rings in private moments has me in Tears okay . legend fully melts—doesn't know how to compute all that so he just sits there and stares and Melts. he turns so red and wars gives him such a warm smile. those r such nice moments
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ryuuka-balaen · 10 months
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personal q/tag game
used to love seeing these things going on & wanted to Participate but never did,,
stolen from @cute-girls-from-vns-anime-manga
1. are you named after anyone?
- sort of! my first name isnt but my middle name was sorta inspired by an MTG character
2. do you have kids?
-for the longest time I've been super against the concept bc I'm. not good with kids. but been thinkin a little lately that once I'm financially stable and have enough space I may consider adopting an older kid,, in like a decade maybe.
3. do you use sarcasm a lot?
-yes and no, I do a lot when I'm at work and pretending to be a CisHet but with friends I want to try to be more genuine, y'know?
4. when is the last time you cried?
-couple days ago, had a Mental Illness Moment & went into a bit of a depressive spiral. it be like that sometimes.
5. what is the first thing you notice about other people
-uhhhh
I dont know??? I don't pay attention,,, probably if they look queer
6. eye colour?
-green? blue? can never tell. something like that.
7. what sports have you played?
-i am not an athletic girlie, sports isn't my jam
8. any special talents?
- I'm cute (⁠◕⁠ᴗ⁠◕⁠✿⁠)
9. where were you born?
-in a hospital bout 20mims away from where I live now (Alberta, Canada)
10. scary movies or happy endings?
scary movies activates Brain Paranoia and then I won't be okay for like a week after. happy endings wins, but I also really like some things that don't have happy endings
11. do you have any pets?
- i've my kitty baby bastard Priscilla, and a ball python named fiona
12. how tall are you?
6'2/188cm. too tall I need to be smaller so I can be peak cute
13. what are your hobbies?
girl have u looked at my blog I'm big nerd ;3
I like warhammer 40k, building gunpla, magic the gathering, 3d printing, vibeo gayming, watching anime,, there's more but idont rember rn
14. favourite subject in school?
-anything that requires direct memorization and regurgitation of information, bc that's easy for me so it means I can sleep in class.
15. dream job?
- I ruined the chance I had at it, but I'd really like to be a housewife
I don't think I know anyone that'd be interested in smth like this so imma just post it & if someone wanna pick it up & fill it out & keep question game goin then they're free to
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nonsamaro · 2 years
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hi, "new" host here. y'all can call me wilted for now so you can seperate me from old host with a name.
I've been thinkin more abt this blog as of late, and I just feel. weird about it. I have this audience for this thing I technically am you know, but idk. I'll be real with you here: I hate the old host. and the non sam aro flag is truthfully the old host's creation. even if it was "made by the same hands", it's not mine. I felt a lot of pressure in the past to pick up things that they left behind, to fill into their roles, that it was my duty to do such, and that I was wrong and selfish if I became my own person. but I don't want to be something, someone I hate.
I say this because runnin a cool blog for bein all abt bein queer would be fun possibly, and honestly things like the overwhelmin positivity there is for mspec gays n lesbians that exists now when I went in the tag was honestly... idk happy? like before it was the most forbidden thing ever, and just the whole idea of queerness bein less hostile now on tumblr.
however, I feel strange about this blog. there's a history left behind here. and it's not mine. the flag itself can be straight up uncomfortable for me at times because of old host, but also uncomfortable knowin the story of how it was kind of ripped out of under the host's feet. because it was made for havin a recognizable symbol, to have it be able to be traced back to a non sam aro, the old host, to be able to speak about issues that non sam aros specifically face. but it was taken, thrown around, and even profited off of without permission. people who claimed to accept and love non sam aros used it, only to continue participatin in things that harmed non sam aros. non sam aros didn't gain anything but a recognizable symbol and harder to tell who actually was and wasn't an ally.
now, I also said I was technically a non sam aro. so, am I? yes and no. yes, because I do not use the sam in the traditional ways, do not prescribe to havin a sexuality, and am aro. no, because it makes me uncomfortable to be labeled as such for reasons I've stated, but also I do split my attraction with romantic, sensual, and platonic. it's complicated.
but this place is for non sam aros. but it's honestly kind of depressin to see how this place went from a hub solely for non sam aros, to a general queer blog, which in and of itself erased the voice old host wanted to create. which even I am guilty of, but I know that mspec gay n lebsian labels were of importance to old host, so I reblogged a couple things. maybe a non sam aro blog wasn't right for old host. but I am not them, and this rightfully isn't my blog.
old host is gone. and I don't know what to do, but I don't want them back. if any1 wants to reply or send asks or smth abt this and what I should do, feel free. for now I'm just lost with this blog and usually carry on with other things in my life.
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eggdritch · 6 months
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so im a whiteboard bitch now
Got a big whiteboard that I've currently separated into DAILY GOALS, WORK tasks, and ROOM tasks (because I just moved my bedroom so it's not quite put together yet here's what it looks like I've got a lot going on lately so ig it seems weird to add EXTRA TASKS but most of my time management issues are due to executive dysfunction so the hope is even if I don't do ONE task I will have others to fall back on instead of sitting in mounting stress and frustration!!
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Cropped to obscure my work-specific tasks
For my dailies I want to start trying to do one thing from each category every day; very often that doesn't happen but it's okay, it's just so I can see my progress and prioritize stuff I want to do/be an easy list to pick from if im listless or antsy or need a break from work. This is also to help me have Other winddown activities aside from drawing so I don't burn myself out on my primary hobby, which is no fun at all. My categories are for my Physical, Spiritual/Mental health, my environment, and Projects (hobbies or activities I've wanted to do but have put off for a long time bc it's easier to just scroll or watch videos or draw) DAILY TASKS ☐ Meds (did I take em???) PHYS - ☐ Walk ☐ Workout (i have a desk job so for me a physical break is actually getting up and moving) MENTAL - ☐ Meditate ☐ Pray (i have a meditation podcast thing & I do the rosary w my grandmother - these are both more about me doing a quiet mindfulness activity where im not allowed to be distracted or go on brain spirals) ENV - ☐ Chore ☐ Self (improving my environment!! I do one picking-up-around-the-house chore OR one self-care thing - do my nails or skincare or smth etc etc something to make me feel nice) and my PROJECTS ☐ ASL (i just feel like learning it) ☐ Guitar (used to know how to play, wanna pick it up again!) ☐Chess (once my little sister lied to me about the rules so now i want to know how to play) ☐Harp (this is a woodburning project im doing on an old lap harp ☐ Shop (been thinkin' about setting up a shop, printing some tshirts ☐Bees (prepare to keep bees next year!) ☐ Read (books!)
Also a tally of how many glasses of water I've had. working on that
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animosus-blog1 · 5 years
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in any modern sort of verse, newt's wardrobe consists mainly of collared shirts, sweater vests, and bowties. he has so many different bowties. blazers over the sweater vests for more formal occasions. you'll rarely catch him in only a t-shirt BUT on more relaxed days he may settle for a cozy sweatshirt.
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mcousland · 4 years
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The calm dignity she had, that frosty, even icy kind of passion.
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quirkle2 · 2 years
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HC's for Warriors during the War of Eras? Please? :)
HMMMMMMMS please forgive the late response my head is made of Hollow Rocks . and also my memory of the happenings of hw is bit fuzzy so sorry for any inconsistencies or incorrect stuff
i personally headcanon that everything during the hyrule warriors dlc/legends parts never happened. meaning he never met toon/wind there; nor mask/time; doesn't know marin, tetra, ravio, etc. this isn't rly anything to do w an actual problem w the dlcs i have, it's just that i generally dislike time travel shenanigans (it is a Miracle i like lu in general actually, now that im thinkin abt it). it makes everything confusing and it's VERY hard not to create paradoxes and paradoxes make me so . sosossoso os [explodes]
basically anything past the shining beacon scenario is Not In My Head and therefore has not been experienced by our dear boy warriors linked universe
it makes it a bit less confusing for me, rly, and it also means that wars didn't let two children (toon, mask) fight in a war . i don't think he'd Ever do that if he could help it (unfortunately wind is not spared from a journey w him later .... even then, wars wishes he could've prevented him from the physical/mental harm lu may have brought on. he may be a damn good hero and very capable, but that doesn't mean wars doesn't regret letting all the trauma seep into him)
other than the many, many (many) scars and burns he gets throughout the war, it obviously deals a great amount of damage to his mind as well. he was fucked up Before the war in a sorta different sense (terrible father, stifling home, forced to dedicate all his time into being smth he didn't want to be, conditioned to overwork himself, fear of abandonment). but the war brings a lot of new stuff:
paranoia is a big one. every time he enters a room his eyes dart to all the exits. he is Never unarmed and always carries at least his dagger w him. sometimes he gets days where the Dread is too much and he's jumpy and easily startled and keeps looking over his shoulder. there's been times where somebody taps him to get his attention and he Whips around and has his dagger to their neck in a second (he always feels terrible abt it afterward and apologizes profusely)
^ that extends to the paranoia he has abt people not actually being who they appear to be. a wizzrobe during his game could shapeshift into other people and be nearly indistinguishable from the real deal. sometimes when his friends/allies have an off day where they don't quite act like themselves, he can't help but be wary of them and watch them closely. he doesn't mean to not have faith in his allies, he just,,,has trouble thinking of anything else
i've mentioned his big fear of fire. in the future, any moment he's ever w the chain and they visit the deku tree he can't look at it without seeing it up in flames. after his final fight w volga and having the memory of a giant dragon pinning him down and shooting fire at him at point blank range, he's likely . never going to get over that fear
ohhhmy god he is FUCKED UP!!!! FROM THE GREAT FAIRIES!!!!!!!!!!
bad claustrophobia 100%. but the great fairies also just like . straight up take him out of the bottle they trap him in and just . torment him. it's Fucked Up actually. they slash at him w swords, rain Giant Bombs down on him, summon Levias to Fucking Strike Him with Lightning Several Times. literally WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!
in the future Anytime the chain goes near a great fairy wars just . stays near the back. or better yet he simply waits outside/a very very far distance away. he's terrified of them for numerous reasons
i also like to think that most of his men adore him and think he's a damn good captain. and during the war there was a certain lil band of em who would dare stray out of line to simply ask him if he's Okay. it may seem,, rude, to speak out of line and out of turn, but wars was never the type to gripe about little things like that anyway. and he ? rly appreciated the fact that they bothered to ask. especially when they thought they might've gotten in trouble for it
and lastly, when he was younger wars was !!! a bit naive. and while his mother had always taught him that the world was good and there was sm good In It and so many reasons to love it, it might not have had the desired effect on him in the long run. he grew up thinking that everybody was simply . good. and that made it all the more challenging for him to identify whether or not he was being used or played or even abused. he's told that everything is good and he should be good too, and then he's immediately thrust into an environment that is decidedly Not Good, but he's 9 years old and who is he to think his mother wrong ? mom Must be right. This must be good
aaalllll the way up until he's 18, he's sorta convinced that the world would never need this many soldiers to defend their land, bc who in their right mind would kill people just for the sake of power ? it's a very innocent way of thinking, and it isn't until literally his First mission out in the field, right before he's revealed to have the triforce of courage and he's promoted, that he learns that not everybody is good. he's ripped from believing such nice, tame, wonderful things and immediately faced with literally some of the most horrible sights a person could ever witness. sure, his father prepared him for a war, but his mother had prepared him for a world that's much softer than this. and he tended to take his mother's advice much more to heart than his father's
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