#just stop fucking doin it

[sergle]

can I just say how much I love. love love love being able to turn off reblogs on a post. It's so freeing bc people will literally reblog or retweet shit that has absolutely no business being a reblog

#and i'm like what the fuck are you doin. that was just a personal post / mundane and boring post about something very specific #going on in my specific life #I don't have to deal with that now!! I reblog lock ALMOST ALL my text posts #sergle.txt #and the fact that you can STILL DO IT. after a post has gotten big #I can stop a text post going semiviral in its tracks after it already has thousands of notes. no more reblogs for you!! #ppl can screenshot it but absolutely nobody is able to pass the actual post around anymore!! i'm free!!

[b4kuch1n]

fuck it sk8 sketches from da sketchbook. get sk8ed idiot

#sk8 the infinity #kyan reki #hasegawa langa #renga #sure whatever. tagging ship is probably easier than explaining what the fucks up with these two in my head #hi. I watched sk8 with my friend cosme a while ago. I actually dont care about the allegations that much I just got #blasted with teenage years flashback. and now I need reki to have everything on earth and be well #these have been around for like a week lol Ive just been debating posting them to tumblr. bc like. Im not finishing these lol #hesitant to call sk8 ''therapeutic'' but boy oh boy. does it make me confront some stuff. yes a sport anime leave me alone!!! #its just. I think I was this way about raz too actually. listen I have History with Stuff. I'm allowed ok? I'm totally allowed #u can See it in some of these doodles actually. this fuckign anime got me so unwell #hey. if ur a fellow adhd potentials-havers out there. ur a real one. thanks for still hangin out doin what u love/ur best #if u were an 'if u wanna do art u have to be excellent and high-art at it otherwise it means nothing' kid. I am holding ur hand #I'll be normal now I prommy (lying) #well. what I'll be doing now is taking a nap. maybe. gods my schedule backslid like four hours again #eh whatever. I go to bed anyway. got my portion of the day done and tomorrow I go buy new knife #hope someone come give me a new table top and lower the whole thing a bit soon. so I can stop sitting like Im in a shopping cart #have a good night lads. have fun. its imperative

[walleeli]

Enrichment time in my enclosure……

From this:

At the end of Trimax volume 6 (via trigun ultimate overhaul)

#trigun #trigun maximum #trimax #i have an idea for the other side but im not doin it today #i have had enough FLOOR TIME and my KNEES HURT #trying to free hand copy something EXACTLY is such a nightmare… #sitting here like girlfriend i need u to stop before you fuck it up beyond repair #i know u see that his lower left eyelid is the wrong shape #and the eyes are too wide and wet and pathetic #buts it IS on brand for him #and im BEGGING you to just let it go #(thats me talking to myself) #anyways. i love that description so much i think about it constantly #basically a gentle guy who is a pacifist and carries a burden of sorrow #yeah #so tru nightow #couldnt have said it better myself <3 #im having fun

[fooltofancy]

daily i hear mallow doing something illegal behind me somewhere and turn around to (probably) tell him no, and the thing he's doing is either so fucking cute or looks so fucking stupid i just laugh.

#HE'S SO. #i think he's fundamentally less evil(tm) than horatio was but god #he finds problems to create i didn't even know could be problems daily #but he's so fucking cute AND so fucking smart i just have to be like goddamn buddy #you're doin great!! #please stop!!!!!!!!!!

[prestonmonterey]

the gay urge for physical touch (like platonically its just comforting) battling the autistic urge for people to get the fuck away from me

#marble musings #augh #idk what im doin man #currently dying bc i SHOULD fucking sleep #but also im not tired and i need to let my hair dry so its not all spiky tomorrow #and uhh no i will not use a hair dryer i fucking hate those #my hairdresser as a kid tried to get me to stop being scared of them and it made it worse #so just #no #my hairdryer is reserved for drying paint thank you very much #anyway trying to stop fucking picking at my skin #i should #trim my nails #yk what lets do that actually #(ummm if you think keeping my nails super short is bad or ugly uhhh. think again buddy bc its either this or my scalp is constantly bleedin #it is #not a voluntary thing #:P #ok bye now ill shut up

[zapsoda]

"do you take spiders ooutside or kill them" secret third answer i let them live in my house

#theyre called house spuders cause they live inyour house #besiiiides they aren doin anything wrong theyre just lapping up the flies and mosquitoes that get in #on an unrelated note i cant stop thinking about this old mlp fic i read earlier this year i think(?) #it was so fucking good #they addressed like. horse racism. and horse ableism/sanism #andit was UNFINISHED

[majimassqueaktoy]

Majima and Kiryu just about to have a brawl and Majima calls Kiryu pretty boy and he just puts down his fists like "Aw, Majima-san, you think I'm pretty? :)" and Majima's just thrown off for a second before being like, "Well obviously yer a beautiful man, Kiryu-chan."

#the passerbys just :)? what the fuck are those yakuza doin #anyway. i think kiryu would stop a fight to say thank you when dalled pretty. i believe he would. hes a nice man. #kazumaji

[doodlboy]

[crumbles into a pile of dust]

goodnight

#still doin real bad #heart hurts #emotionally and physically #im real fuckin sad folks #the medication is not in fact helping #im still real pissed they only gave me medicine for my mental health issues with the condition of me having to go to college #if i stop my application process they stop medicating me [they being my doctor] #and both my doctor and therapist don't think I have adhd ir autism at all but like- man i live in my body and ik something is fucked up #just gave me stuff to make me feel better about it- like a reassurance thing rather than a actually medicating me 4 my issues thing #im tired #and sad #more than sad. severely depressed and its taking a toll of my health bc im gettin sick more often now and i eat less and less #im- man i dunno. tired doesn't even sum it up anymore but its the only thing i can think of #anyway gn #✌💙🌙 #elliot rambles

[dazais-guardian-angel]

Break 🤝 Ebisu - waiting for years to die and then realizing when the time comes that they want to live...

anon i don't know who you are or what prompted you to send this, but....... yes, I suppose? but also Ow why did you have to make me think of this

#anonymous #the only difference though is that one's death was well written and necessary for the plot/characters #(while still feeling terribly sad but not like in a betrayed way) #and the other one was just cruel shock value and spitting in the face of their character arc for the entire series #oh never think i ever stop being salty even after 9 years :)))) #it's funny though because that kind of death for that kind of character is my most hated trope in media #and yet this comparison proves that i don't always necessarily mind it.......... #i think with Ebisu it's softened by the fact that he gets to reincarnate #and his reincarnation is able to finally value his life and GETS that second chance to do that that he deserved #his death isn't as terrible as it is for break and anyone else because he's a special case and he gets to reincarnate as still himself #it's still sad for that PARTICULAR Ebisu but....... he's still always Ebisu. and he needed to die in the story for so many reasons. #but he still gets that second chance #am i still incredibly fucked up by his death always? yeah lol because adult Ebi is MY Ebi and he's Yato's Ebi #and the Ebisu arc will forever be my favorite........ sobs #but it's still not nearly as bad as Break cause........ yeah #would ph fans still burn me alive for daring to criticize the ending chapters of the series? who knows lol #the ending chapter of noragami does remind me tho that i've been right to have trust issues ever since the ending of ph all those years ago #it wasn't /nearly/ as bad as the ending of ph but man... man.... every time i think mangaka know what they're doing i'm proven wrong :') #they just can't ever stick the landings man. what's up with that. it sucks. and then there's asagiri who lol... is doing whatever he's doin

[toshidou]

neurotypical people piss me off. wdym that people can get away with breaking social norms by being actively rude, pushing work onto other people and expecting to do nothing in return, being passive aggressive at every turn, but then I'M the freak because I get so excited about the things i love that i talk to fast and too loud? that sometimes too many sounds and a busy environment can get stressful? that i need to wear earplugs to block it out?

i just realised that i have spent my entire life agonising over every societal rule and norm, that i have painstakingly moulded myself to fit into a box just so i can be accepted, chipping away at my personality and sanity JUST to ensure this. only to find out these neurotypical fucks who put these rules into place doN'T EVEN FUCKIN FOLLOW THEM??? AND THEN THEY HAVE THE AUDACITY TO JUDGE US

i do apologise karen that i enjoy nerdy things and love talking about them extensively, that sometimes things just spew out of my mouth with little to no control. i am so sincerely sorry that the prospect of me having a favourite fork, and having to use that fork disturbs you so much. but yesterday i watched you call a starbucks worker a "stupid slut" for not making your "grande vanilla caramocha frappe with zero fat oat milk and no ice" just right so who's the REAL freak?

#should this go on my personal blog? #probably #BUT NO #i will whine about it here because i had a sudden realisation and i am PISSED #WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SO CONCERNED ABOUT ALWAYS PRESENTING AS PERFECT WHEN NO ONE ELSE EVEN TRIES?? #this society has made me into a chronic people pleaser #and i mean CHRONIC #I CANNOT STOP #I HAVE TO MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY ALL THE TIME BECAUSE IM SO SCARED OF EVER HAVING ANYONE LOOK AT ME IN A NEGATIVE LIGHT #OR DOING SOMETHING THAT GOES AGAINST THE GRAIN #AND YET #/AND YET/ #HERE COME THE NEUROTYPICAL FUCKS WITH THEIR 'NORMAL BRAINS' #JUST DOIN WHATEVER THE FUCK THEY WANT WITH LITTLE REPERCUSSIONS #please #please someone tell me they also feel this #i think im about to go insane

[lavender-femme]

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#don’t mind me I’m just having a night™️ #i hate living with my dad more often than not #the only consistent pro is not paying rent #which I only get because every time I ask him what he wants me to pay him he gets all kinds of passive aggressive #I got roped into being his caretaker post knee replacement just because I’m here #and he can’t be bothered to treat me with half as much respect as he does his numerous girlfriends who treat him like shit #I’m so so so tired of doing every fucking thing around here #i haven’t done laundry because I’ve been in too much pain #i haven’t done dishes because I’ve been in too much pain #so of course the sink is overflowing and his laundry just sits downstairs because he ‘doesn’t want to’ #the knee replacement hasn’t even happened yet #and I just know I’m going to end up doin every goddamn thing around this house even more #doesn’t matter that I am in a shit ton of pain and can’t even properly treat it #doesn’t matter that I might be having a difficult time with my mental health #doesn’t fucking matter !! he doesn’t want to do something now so I can end up doing it later #just thinking about how he and my uncle joked about ‘if you do it wrong enough times you stop getting asked to do it’ #about dishes and laundry and shit #and that is so fucking disgusting to laugh about #especially when you literally put everything off so your kid can do it despite you being perfectly capable #and then refusing help when you actually do something #I’m just so fucking annoyed #i am in so much pain and all I asked was for one thing #doesn’t matter that I’m using my limited gas to drive him to and from the hospital tomorrow #or that I’m the one who went out and found him crutches #or that I’m the one who told him to think of some meals for the week since he’ll be recovering and I’ll be cooking them and then he refused #Fuck #I’m just so exhausted #and i I have to wake up super fucking early #i wanna bury my face in a butches chest and never come out #it’s fine I’m fine everything is fine

[ezraphobicsoup]

it’s for real this time i’m gonna sort things out and i am going to end this (talking about work)

#and you could say hey ezra. what were you doing all day. why didn’t you do anything during the normal hours. ezra. #you weren’t even having fun. why do you do this to yourself. why are you like this as the gay people say. #maybe you should practice healthy sleeping patterns and stop feeling weirdly bad about sleep. #hey ezra why aren’t you listening to me. i’m saying the logical rational thing here why are you doing this it’s just not sensible #and to which i say #actually can’t think of a very good counter argument #but i’m doing one (1) thing tomorrow at 3pm that will last like 2-3 hours so that’s like all of tomorrow (today) gone #so if i don’t get this done now it’ll be too late #ezra’s real life rambles #i will fucking slaughter ecology just you wait #that sounds not very good without context internet people don’t worry about this :) #just doin my silly things #(thing is idk when i’ll even be able to hand this god forsaken hell forsaken booklet in but i still feel #i must do it in time for the due date it’s very important #re on the other hand can just go die i really do not care)

[homestuck--edits]

could you make a pesterquest edit of her? preferably using one of feferi's sprites, but if thats too difficult any one of the girl characters is fine!

sorry abt the wait !! here she is :>

-mod davesprite

#mod davesprite #oc edit #pq edit #ummm uhhh ummm uhhhhh fuck snow all my homies hate snow #its COLD and i CANT LEAVE THE HOUSE #+ my gf lives in the middle of fucking Nowhere so she loses power/wifi/ability to get to town suuuuuper easy :< #i think the sky should ummm. stop that please #also sorry i have no fucking clue what her other horn is doin i just made it the same hope thats cool

[softle0]

So my game is fucked up after I tried to do everything to solve it lol I have to re install the game and hope for the best. I did some savings but sadly I forgot to save some of my lots and sims which I spend a lot doing cause they’re pretty big lots and very detail sims lol I’m honestly so damn sad but there’s nothing I can do at this point, I guess this is a life lesson for me to ALWAYS save every single lot and sim I made even if they aren’t finished 😭😭

#men I’m so sad right now #I’m so sick of fucking ea ruining everything for someone always #I even considerated to become vanilla player so I can’t stop dealing with all this shit #but ofc that’s not gonna happen lol sims is so fucking useless and horrible without mods honestly #:((( #I honestly don’t know that the fuck just happened #likeeee not even in the big updates this ever happened to me 😔 #now I’m gonna have to start from scratch #I’m not mad at all cause it doesn’t feel so bad to start with a clean canvas and ofc I saved my favorite sims #but I totally forgot to save some lots 😭😭😭 that I have spend a lot of time on doin them and they were so damn pretty 😭😭😭

[pepperpixel]

what 4 days of playing maplestory m does to a persons wrists is…. appalling… straight up sickening…. Honestly disgusting… like, holy shit…

#lIKE… I was trying to actually draw today cuz I’ve been. just only playing maplestory the best 4 days lol. #and it was BAD #like this shit hURTED #it STILL HURTS #like I’m actually like shit I’ve gotta fuckin look up fuckin wrist hand exercises or something this is bad!!!! #i actually even… yesterday I tried playing it more w the auto quest auto battle on. i admitted defeat… #but. THE AUTO BATTLES SO FUCKING STUPID GHG #like it doesn’t kno my character has a fucking double jump… #it also doesn’t know I’m an ARCHER!!!! LIKE IM A RANGED THING. I DONT HAVE TO GET RIGHT NEXT TO SMTH TO KILL IT UR WASTING MY POTIONS GHGH #and like!!! when it’s a fetch gathering things quest… it just… it. fucking. it leaves the shit in the ground.. it doesn’t care…. #it so stupid….. but fuckin… I rlly do gotta use it more if I wanna keep playing cuz this is bad lol #pepper words #*the PAST 4 days. not the best lol #also to be fair I probable should be doin them excersizes anyway but liKE #MY HAND N WRISTS HAVENT FELT THIS BAD.. like they didn’t hurt at all #I kno I’ve pushed em to far when I was younger and they would hurt sometimes #but this is the first they’ve felt like this in a long ass time… #and it’s like wowwww. I rlly do have to do those stretches n use that auto battle feature #or my wrist just WILL explode… wow…. #or I could stop playing that’s also an option. and I probably will eventually ghg #but not yet I’m not bored yet I still wanna play more maplestory! #it’s fun it’s nostalgic… it may destroy my wrists but it’s bringing me back to my childhood ghgh #even if I am playing the mobile version . which is admittedly probably just maplestory but worse lol #I don’t care im still havin fun w it lol

[genderfreakxx]

Anyway a really fucken handsome dude bought me a beer at a concert today so I’m gonna be riding that high for the rest of the year

#I will also be riding the regret of not getting his number god DAMMIT #for some reason in my anxiety riddled mind I thought I’d see him again #MAN #what a doof #he was so sweet and cool and he had an MCR tattoo cuz he saw them at their fucken warped tour what the FUCK #blithering on #oh and also at my work earlier a girl KEPT asking me out but it was the opposite of a good time I was like fucken girl STOP #and then as I was walking home the worlds tiniest white man in basketball shorts passed me on my way out of a gas station and said #‘how ya doin beautiful’ #it was 1am #anyway. big day for my ego. #dude at concert has me on cloud nine tho I really seriously feel bad for just like. leaving. #his name was Casey #the person he was with also seemed incredibly cool but I don’t know if I got her name which I also feel bad about ;-;