#just thinking abt stuff

[aranarumei]

this is completely personal taste but I really think more bed-sharing should be uncomfortable and annoying. like love the intricate rituals of arguing over who gets the bed before sharing and then waking up cuddling or whatever but. consider a miserable experience instead.

like this: you are in bed with a person you love more than anyone, and you can’t tell them. you have marked the halfway point of the bed with careful, horrible precision, because there are lines you refuse to cross. maybe they elbow you in your sleep. maybe their cold skin digs into your side for a flash or their feet are cold. maybe they snore. does any of that matter. does any of that matter in the face of being hyperaware of their presence, of every movement they make, of knowing that this may be the only time you get to exist this close by their side, and knowing they don’t know it.

you can’t sleep.

#kiri.txt #just Thinking abt stuff #in this essay I will

[headfrst]

i should start wearing cologne.....

#just thinking abt stuff #whats hotter than a dyke wearing cologne NOTHING #rono.txt

[vintageghoststories]

we should make a boygirl turn for agender ppl bc i want to make a funny post However i can’t do it without “gendering” myself in some way

#i loveeed the turn girlies n boyswag n boygirl/girlboy n etc etc However #as a agender person [ probably??? it’s the closest thing that feels correct at the moment so uh. yeah anyways] i don’t rlly feel like it #like connects u know #idk idk idk anyways #a ghost rambles #just thinking abt stuff

[averaillisa]

I think they should be insufferable together. actually

#when hu tao canonically likes to scare/prank/unsettle people #and zhongli canonically likes to act dumb/play innocent/talk circles around people #im just thinking abt the stuff they could pull around liyue ajdlejfle #genshin impact #zhongli #hu tao #wangsheng funeral parlor #wangsheng duo #my art

[time-woods]

EMOTIONAL WIN ! ! the bug lets his emotions make decisions for once !

#when ur bug has rsd #mf needs affirmations after everything man #ppl expect a mystery fantasy drama but its gonna end up being a story abt learning how to experience being yourself #a whole story just about experiencing emotions and how amazing and beautiful that can be #( with a side serving of heavily autistic experiences) #get praaaaankeed #i really dont get kissing but here it sorta made sense i think #kissing with mandibles must be a bit difficult #shoutout to unhinged jaw #chasing stars au #adventure time #fionna and cake #adventure time au #Sīdus the Fallen star #prismo the wishmaster #the carmine cavalier #scarab the god auditor #prohibitedwish #this technically has a part 1 but i didnt line it or anything- i may add it onto this later if i feel like it #Sīdus is the one to usually instigate stuff but he makes sure Carma is the one to go further #kinda just letting him know that hes there for him but no matter what he gets to choose what hes comfortable with- #when hes in such an unfamiliar situation

[cryptcatz]

question: do ppl ACTUALLY say things they don’t mean when they’re angry? or is that just an excuse after letting something true slip? i wouldn’t ever say something i don’t mean in anger, so the concept confuses me.

but something was said to me that is bothering me, though apparently was said in an argument and wasn’t meant. but i don’t rlly believe it wasn’t like, deep down true thoughts/feelings??? anyone have any insight? anyone say things they don’t mean in anger?

EDIT: this was a hastily worded post that i didn’t expect to get notes. this is a genuine question asked in good faith that i got a lot of amazing answers to!

also re: the many ppl saying “OP is lying about not saying things they don’t mean in anger because everyone does it”— i genuinely have never done that. if i say something mean while angry, i meant it. that’s literally why i asked this question and why the concept confuses me, because i wouldn’t do something like that so i wanted perspective from people who do it. idk why y’all can’t believe that lmao not everyone is as prone to anger and outbursts

#i know im asking The Autism Website but lol will tag autism stuff cuz i think my confusion is related. idk #autism #autistic #actuallyautistic #autistic community #autistic problems #autistic life #autism problems #neurodivergence #neurodiversesquad #personal #btw i do wanna note that this post is abt an abusive person tho #not everyone who does this is abusive! but in my specific case yes #just a warning cuz some stuff being said to me can be a lil uncomfy when saying i should forgive them #i HAVE. MANY times. too many #the anger post #< if you wanna hear more of my thoughts on this #and others thoughts

[koipepo]

That omake of little Kabru not being able to show off his howetown sweets because of Misril gets to me a lot so...

Here's a happier Kabru (and Lairu)

#kabru #lairu #labru #laios #dungeon meshi #my art #my fanart #fanart #idk why i resort to fluffy fanart even tho i keep thinking and seeing gag/hornt lairu stuff #kabru is just so.. fascinating and actually endlessly tragic #i kinda like that ryoko kui doesnt try to over-explain or dramatize her characters that have tragic backstories. it makes her world that- #-much more believable and realistic. that being said i will devour more kabru stories from her #i kinda cant stop thinking abt kabru (and to an extent lairu) #ik in Lairu/Labru fanart Kabru is usually depicted as humorously in denial guy #but i see it everywhere and it made me think more of their more understanding phase in the epilogue #maybe laios is ooc here but i think he will also warm up to human connection now that he actually has people he cares abt around him #(and maybe because kabru is teaching him tips and trick to be a Normal Guy lmao) #im also not very good at humor so theres only so much i can do with gag lairu 😂

[taxinealkaloids]

behold hitherto unposted htn doodles! harrow+her terrible mentor, harrow+her terrible roommate

#tlt #my art #these were unfinished which i thought was a shame so i sort slapped some colors nd background stuff on them and now here they are. #top one soooo old but i still liked it and didnt want to condemn it to a fate of sitting in my wip folder forever and ever #bottom ones are more recent; they were scattered throughout the margins of a bunch of different wips and i grouped them together #in this one canvas so i could post them cause i like em. im charmed by soup bowl harrow w/ her normal pajamas. she would probably #not wear that. #ive been thinking abt harrianthe a lot lately i want to post about them more but i can't finish anything lately #not cause im artblocked or anything i'm fine in that respect i just have no free time 💀

[harbingersecho]

Tzimisce fashion show ft. Nikifor and Laszlo the Revenant

#vampire the masquerade #vtm #tzimisce #cw body horror #mine #nikifor #concept art #character designs #outfit design #laszlo zantosa #calling it outfit design bc fashion design is like. a bit too fancy i think. like im not alexander mcqueen i just draw shit #sorry abt all the vtm stuff but its gonna be vamptober + halloween soon and im excited.... also this is my blog lol #anyway nikifor does fleshcraft but he's also a fashion designer on his downtime. like he makes clothes that mimic flesh and bone or that #combine fleshcrafting with flesh fashion

[puppyeared]

Big cat

#ft my poorly drawn monstera leaves for vibe #I was thinking abt shinx and luxray like. I know theyre supposed to be lions but I feel like cheetah or serval would work well too #like with electricity and stuff. wouldnt speed and agility make more sense for an electric type? esp a cat shaped electric type? #maybe it would be ok for luxray to be heavy built because itd be really big by then. but I thought hey it would be cool if its preevolutions #could focus on speed for escaping. escaping and hunting yknow #maybe this is just because I watched a cheetah documentary last night and thought they were cool #I also have a hc that luxray can charge up electricity and make its whole body glow like an x ray #like you can see it’s bones through the blue parts of skin. either as a threat display or courtship #the shinier and bluer the fur is the better you can see the bones. which would mean its feeding itself well #but Im not a biology expert Im just using what I learned from birds LOL #so sososo normal abt luxray line (is my favorite pokemon) #my art #myart #pokemon #illustration #shinx #Luxio #luxray #luxray line

[leafsfromthevine]

the boys are fighting (together. homoerotically, even).

#your power duo could never #talented brilliant incredible amazing showstopping #my content has been sparce. i was starved and in dire need of new zukka gif #just the inspiration i needed tbh #ive been very busy just like. planning stuff for my graduation. tis been so exciting but its getting so real and consuming my mind. #i need to take a step back and think abt ✨️them✨️ to ease my brain. it just be going 90 miles a minute man but when i see zukka we full sto #we take a moment to rejoice #i stare at zukka and it shockingly makes me feel more normal and collected than i would be otherwise #anyways. blahblahblah #zukka #zukka gif #atla gif

[ninjasmudge]

cult of the lamb has some really cool visuals and the accent color is my fave so i really wanted to do some post-game designs and doodles to get out of an art slump

#i havent even played this ive just watched a few playthoughs and i think all the concepts and visuals are neat #cult of the lamb #cotl #my art #cult of the lamb narinder #narinder #cotl narinder #cotl lamb #cult of the lamb lamb #im just playing with these designs and looking through canon stuff #i love working with just 3 colors i was doing that for a series of oc pieces a month or so ago #i hope the lamb gets more eldrich as time goes on #i have many thoughts abt some of the lore of this game jts very cool

[skitskatdacat63]

The casual affection, I'm going to throw up

#STTTOPPPP THIS IS SO MARRIED COUPLE #ive been so busy with shitposting today that i didnt see any of the strollonso stuff #THEYRE SOOOOOOO #ive already ranted abt it w dru in dms but their relationship is just truly insane and heartwarming #i dont think any of us expected them to be like this?????? #i mean chill with each other sure but actively kind and affectionate and helpful #god. #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #lance stroll #strollonso #2023 brazilian gp #we do a little bit of f1

[its-roachii]

totk spoilers ///

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"Where am I?" (part one)

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roleswap au pages 1-4. these are some of the more boring pages so i figured i'd get them out of the way. expect more pages soon >:)

#ignore how i handwaved away the very complicated explanation sonia would have had to give lol #the dialogue stuff is boring idc abt writing it all with 7 pannels of various link expressions just fill in the gaps #should i post 4 pages next time as well? or just like 1 or 2? #idk ill see whether or not the first four get any feedback before i think about posting more 💀 #my artwork #totk spoilers #totk au #totk #totk art #totk sonia #totk link #loz fanart #fan comic #totk rauru #forgot the watermark on page four 😩 #amputee link #totk roleswap au

[marshmallord]

The show really hits you with the fact that Annabeth is the head counselor for the Athena cabin. Like, obviously she’s been there for a long time, but none of her older siblings are more fit for the job? How many others who are more experienced and older have already ventured off on deadly quests, never to return? Just how much death and tragedy has this girl witnessed at camp?

#i’m coming to realize there’s a lot of stuff i never looked too closely into when i first read the books #and then had already come to know and accept those facts every time i reread them #in my defense i was in first grade when i started pjo #so. wasn’t overly concerned with the mental and physical toll put on annabeth at such a young age #but still #absolutely crazy #there’s probably smth to be said about young girls being forced to mature early and blah blah blah but i’m too tired for meta #just thinking abt annabeth #this poor girl #percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo #pjo tv show #pjo tv adaptation #what tags are we using #annabeth chase #annabeth pjo #pjotv #percy jackson disney+ #rick riordan

[koipiu]

starburst

#isat #in stars and time #isat spoilers #just in case???? idk what abt but like.just in case #anyway i dont think ive been this art prod. in Ages thank u insertdisc5 #AND!! ive been working on like my Own story stuff too???? isat cured my adhd??????