#just wondering 🙂

[feralnumberfive]

We are getting TUA news this Thursday

#I wonder what it'll be. Based on how Netflix has treated TUA since the end of S2 they'll probably just say - #''Oh yeah this show still exists- anyways-get ready for TUA S4 soon! 🙂'' and that'll be it #I'm taking a random guess and saying that S4 will come out in the mid to late summer of 2024 #tua #the umbrella academy #umbrella academy #tua s4

[eqan]

we had such a nice morning and then dewey guarded a sock from ryker

#dogblr #dog #my dogs #milo #dewey #ryker #ranger #it was still a nice morning i was just 🙂 ok son #that’s mostly what we’ve been working on with the behaviorist #cause dewey would go from 0-100 and just launch at one of the other dogs when guarding #no warning etc etc #im happy to report he now warns before launching like 75% of the time lol #i’ve always said dog-dog guarding doesn’t bother me #(milo does it) cause it’s such a natural behavior. but i at least want the dogs to warn one another and not just. bite #resource guarding is a very corgi problem according to the behaviorist #and i told her i don’t care to extinguish the behavior 🤷🏼 just teach dew he can talk to his brothers in other ways #it’s going well imo #some conditioning training + relaxation protocol are doing wonders (: #he’s going to grow into such a cool dog 😭😭😭😭😭

[multicolour-ink]

Journey to the Underwhere

Another scene for the Mario Dæmon AU I discussed in conversation with @istadris .

Inspired by a scene in Chapter 21 Book 3 of ”His Dark Materials” (some spoilers for the source material!).

I am not sure if I will make a full fanfic of this - cannot make any promises - but for now, have this ficlet instead.

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Halfway through the journey the Bros reunite, but Peach is taken down into the Underwhere by Bowser!

However, in order to journey to the Underwhere to rescue her, they must leave their souls - their own dæmons - behind so they can be accepted as "dead". They are also told that this will be painful (as dæmons cannot travel too far from their humans).

Mario tries to get Luigi to stay behind, as he refuses to let his brother go through that, especially with what he has been through already - but Luigi is stubborn and tells Mario that he'll follow him no matter what, and he'll shoulder this with him.

True to what they have been warned, the journey proves excruciatingly painful in of itself due to the pull; but to their horror, they also realise they can feel the pull away from each other. This is before the Power Star awakens the bond, so this is the first piece of evidence that a spiritual connection still exists between them, despite the "barrier".

And all they can do is hold each other as the pain cuts so deep. The dæmons are crying at being left behind by their humans; the humans feel the pain from being pulled away from their dæmons and each other. And it distresses them so much. They know they are physically next to each other, but they can't stop this internal pain. They hold each other so tight, trying to hang onto the warmth and comfort.

Luigi cries and screams with tears pouring down his face, and Mario holds him. He tries to remain strong for both of them, but inside he's mentally kicking himself from how much he's hurting his brother and the guilt of leaving behind his dæmon - and he ends up breaking too. Everything that's hitting him from the pain and the fear gets to him...

“I'm not strong enough. This is all my fault...”

- Luigi notices this, and while he is still distressed by their suffering, he refuses to let his brother shoulder their burden alone. He looks into Mario's eyes and communicates.

"It's ok. I'm sharing this pain with you."

Mario knows there and then that his brother really is the best in the world.

No matter what, they will never leave each other. They will rescue Peach, find their dæmons again, and set things right with the worlds...

#me: boy this au will be fun / just the concept of mario characters having daemons #also me: hey here's some angst from the books that will be PERFECT for this - wonderful brotherly angst 🙂 #somehow I end up doing this ^^; #super mario #mario #luigi #the super mario bros movie #super mario movie #mario movie #mario and luigi #super mario au #mario au #mario daemon au #daemon au #daemons #his dark materials #hdm #ficlet #multicolour ink writes #angst #brothers #brotherly love #mario bros ride or die with each other ❤💚 #btw this was originally going to be in the masterpost - but it ended up so much longer made it a solo post

[twinkodium]

Love it when I say something in gcs and everyone goes silent 🙃🙃

#just lovely ☹️ #no wonder I’m a lurker and rather observing and staying silent 🙂 #not having the time of my life 😵‍💫 #too much time on my phone I reckon and overthink the smallest things… #deffo need to go outside and off my phone to clear my mind 😵‍💫 #Lola’s ramblings #and I had an ‘arguement’ / ‘misunderstanding’ in the other gc so I feel terrible 🙃🙃

[theirbug]

I am normal and should be trusted around bugs. Btw.

#bugs #bugblr #🙂 #i just want to hold them #and kiss them #and hold them #theyre wonderful oml #i need to hold a bug pls #pls

[whysamwhy123]

When, Who, What, and most importantly, Why?, please!

Once again, I'm cheating by jumping around on this fic because I've got a lot written and it's all kind of a mess and it needs a lot of work, so we're taking it right back to the beginning on this one.

Hook couldn’t look at him afterwards. It had taken everything he had just to get the words out of his mouth - eye contact felt impossible. He feels like he should be looking Orange in the eye though. He should have to face the consequences of his actions head-on. Confront it, like a man. But he just can’t. So he stares down at the table they’re sitting at, in Orange’s apartment.

It’s late at night. It’s raining outside. Right now, that’s all Hook can hear.

#Thanks a million for sending this my way! #Gee I wonder what Hook could have just told him I hope it's not something baaaaaaaaad 🙂🙂🙂

[akkivee]

are we one and done with these or we thinking they’re going to be a factor in the off arc???? 🤔

#this is vee speaking #idk maybe there’s some underbaked concepts presented here #and by that there’s more to come lol #i’d feel a little bit better if it was mixed up teams in whatever order for the ep art but here’s possibilities to consider lol #the first guidebook art tbh really has me like 🤔 even after all these years lol #it’s that divide man 😩😩😩 i wonder if my guess about it is still relevant lol but i don’t remember the specifics of it #i don’t remember exactly what i said about the cover but i’m sure it was wrong lmao still!!!!! what if unexpected relevancy!!!!!! #as for cross a line there is admittedly a lot in this i can see being relevant i’m just not entirely sure how lol #like gencha and hitoya for instance!!!!!!! yeah they do have a brother complex and carry their brother’s name with them!!!!!!!! #*leans in* and what are we doing with that lmao #sasara and kuukou!!!!!! they want to reform the world because they felt hurt from their families!!!!!!! great!!!!!!! #∠ ( ᐛ 」∠)_ will they be a leader combo finally oooooooooooooooooooorr???????????? #rei and juto!!!!!!!!!!!! they both had the brilliant idea of working with the enemy for their goals!!!!!!!!!!!! #so what else we got???????????? 🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂 #like there’s very obviously stuff here is there more to it????????? there is right??????? #*wheezing* w…………….. why isn’t it august yet………………. #c: rapping boys

[bucky-barnes-diaries]

Some venting in the tags because sometimes it’s easier to vent into the void than talk to my therapist 🙂 Although I should probably make an appointment and bring this up with her. Don’t mind me being depressed for a minute 😂 Carry on with your whoring and other shenanigans

#I’m so deeply depressed that it’s not even funny anymore 🙂 #Even with all the help I’m getting with therapy and how wonderful my parents are in letting me know that they’re here for me and will help #me no matter what I’m still so fucking depressed and bordering falling into a deep dark fucking hole 🙂 #And I feel so guilty because with all this help and love? I surely shouldn’t be feeling like this? #It just fucking sucks and I literally just want to disappear into a fucking cabin in the woods away from all the bullshit #that’s making me so depressed and miserable. #This is kind of dark but I don’t want to live but at the same time I don’t want to die(?) #Idk I find pleasure and joy sometimes in the small things but at the same time I just don’t feel any real joy or light deep inside me. #It kind of feels fake? Forced maybe? This joy I sometimes get. Because I think I just feel empty mostly. #Like there is no real life in me or something. I always think I’m overreacting or being dramatic but this is literally how I feel. #I’ve been trying to suppress this for so long and act like everything fine but I don’t have the strength for that anymore tbh. #So idk? Am I actually depressed or just overreacting? I should probably be asking my therapist this and not the Tumblr void 😂 #and I’m sending a little hug and strength out into the dark void of anyone needs it 🫂

[theflyingfeeling]

stupid stupid stupid stupid I am so fucking stupid

(LONG rant in the tags. originally a little longer still but apparently there were too many tags so tumblr deleted the rest lol)

#ahahahaha so i applied for a (fixed-period) job that was like. right up my alley? #and i was one of the two applicants and they invited me to a Teams interview which was supposed to be last monday #but when i heard the other applicant is someone who's been working for them for the past semester i was like 🤡 #hmmmm i do wonder which one of us they'll hire!! 🙂 #and i was crushed because why can't things go my way for once #being a job-seeker in this area on my field is so stressful and depressing if you don't have the right connections #so i cancelled the interview with an email on the morning of the interview #because i just couldn't motivate myself to go even for practice. i just couldn't #i did consider calling the place and asking if the sitauation was like i suspected #but i didn't because i am not a fully functional adult ✌️🤷‍♀️ #well. today i noticed that they have opened the position again 🤡 #which means that for one reason or another they're not going to hire the person who's been doing that exact job for them before? #and now i'm crying because lmao what kind of impression i'll be giving of myself #if i call them now and tell them why i cancelled the interview? #''yeah so i stood you up because i'm a hardened pessimist and thought i had no chance pls hire me lol'' #who's gonna want to hire a loser like this 🙃 a loser who couldn't even bother calling them like a normal adult would've #and also what if my employment agency finds out i didn't go to the interview? they could cancel my allowance ahahahahahAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAA #god i hate being unemployed and i hate job seeking so much it hurts #my self-confidence is nowhere near it should be if you were actually to do well in job interviews etc. #''why do you think you'd be good for this job?'' I'M NOT! YOU'LL BE DEFINITELY BETTER OFF HIRING ANYONE ELSE!! #and some people's advice for job interviews be like ''just be yourself!'' like honey no #if i'm myself at a job interview absolutely no one's gonna want me ahaha #job-seeking is just so fucking crushing and humiliating #like. when you're studying and you have an exam? you can study for it as hard as you can and try to do your best #and you'll get the grade you deserve. if someone gets the highest grade it doesn't effect YOUR chance to get the highest grade as well #but when applying for a job? you can write a splendid application text and answer the interview questions as best as you can #but if there's another applicant that's significantly more qualified or experienced than you they WILL be hired over you #so you can try your best and IT'S STILL NOT ENOUGH #and that's why i didn't go to the job interview. because i wanted to protect myself from that heartbreak again #doing the best i can and still not getting the job

[starlightoru-gojo]

Toji actually (really) looked good in this episode. He doesn't look like stinky.

#For the first time I find him handsome hehe because I always see him as scary and smelly and sorry Megumi for trashtalking your bio father #but as I was watching Toji my mind really wonder will Megumi have that built when he will mature and old enough? then I remembered what #Sukuna did and I just moped in the corner 🙂🙄 #jujutsu kaisen

[awoo-ga]

new tumblr update is sewing doubts into my mind, whispering intomy ears that beloved mutuals have blocked me

#had me wondering what their last straws were #no. its just the app doing what the app does best 🙂👍

[thirddeadlysin]

what if there was one single psychiatric practitioner within 25 miles who could return a phone call so we could schedule an appointment

#I HAVE ADHD I NEED HELP *PICKS UP THE ROTARY DIAL PHONE THAT DOESNT WORK JUST FOR THE SATISFACTION OF SLAMMING THE HANDSET DOWN REPEATEDLY* #adhd #if you're wondering why I can't get anyone on the phone during business hours I refer you to my brain not comprehending time #nor does it remember tasks #nor does it initiate them easily #all things that would be much more manageable if someone could call me back so I can talk to them and get meds adjusted 🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂

[kisskissbanggang]

how did I insist on being cis for decades when I start talking to an AI and immediately, as is tradition, present myself as a silly manly dude

#oH iTs BeCaUsE i LiKe ImAgInInG iTs HaPpEnNiNg To Me GET OUTTA HERE #shh bel shut up #my self image bounces between being a gorgeous pretty girl and a big strong man and EVERYTHING in between and for years I've just gone 'wow #'I'm so happy for trans and nb and genderqueer peeps they're just living their truth 🙂' #'i wonder what that's like #'because I'm obviously cis very obviously 🙂🙂🙂' #AGAIN BEL PLS SHUT UP

[bbugyu]

aLSO OK so i was watching the knowing bros jeonghan moment w the hybe security stuff w facial recognition and just ,,,, him and gose pd oc walking into hybe together ,,, the facial recog not working on him bUT WORKING FOR GOSE PD and hes just like "what the fuck? u dont even work here" (idk do they? idkidk i need to sleep)

- joha joha uwu

IM ANSWERING THIS ONE FIRST BC THE OTHER TWO ARE RELATED dude i absolutely swear on my life that the facial recognition works better on pd than on jeonghan LMAOOOO like i bet they walk ahead of him on purpose when they enter together so that he wont get pissed off BAHDHSNZ

also!!! technically they do work there but its kinda complicated bc gose is a pledis production, so im sure they do meetings and things at the hybe building, but they use a bunch of diff sets and locations and theres this ooooone sound stage i think they've repeatedly built sets at that they must just choose to rent all the time bc im p sure they started using it before The Inquisition. ORRR it's part of the hybe arsenal of production services LMAO i know those motherfuckers probably bought all those cameras and equipment and shit for the company instead of renting them out all the time 🙃

#but thats just my observation based on what i know about show production 🙂 #which admittedly.... i know quite a bit KFNWKDJKS #hi film nerd here 🤓👍 i wonder who gose pd is based on #ask #좋아 좋아 anon #dlst #hannie

[alchemiclee]

I did a casual hu tao cosplay for a con, was supposed to do another one for another con but missed it because i was too sick to go, but I recently bought a real hu tao cosplay for the next con i'm going to. only problem is, I don't have any shoes that won't look silly with it. I just have my work shoes that are very dirty running shoes, and some boots that would cover up the socks completely. I like the little flower thingys that are attached to the socks. I looked for shoes that are similar to hers, but it's so hard to find women's shoes that fit me because my feet are too big, and mens shoes in a similar style are ugly. and most of them are too expensive to buy for a one-day cosplay anyway. the struggle

#im always having some kind of cosplay struggle. i bought the wrong size boots for my DHIL and had to spend $45 more to get new ones #need to try to sell the old ones but i feel like no one will buy them #i usually buy mens shoes. my size is abundant. but when you meed womens shows for cosplay and your size usually doesnt exist..... #might just have to wear boots and strap the sock flowers to the boots instead of socks 😅 #another cosplay struggle is when i did a casual jingliu for fun and had to buy super thick bra paddings because i lack the booba #for characters that arent as flat as hu tao fhdhjdjdjd #one day i'll buy a jingliu cosplay. amd then we'll see of the booba paddings fit into it without being too awkward lmao #kinda want to cosplay the whole quintet. maybe blade is next. #i wonder if anyone made a baiheng cosplay. but it might be more fun if i jingliu and make a cute girl be my gf......i mean baiheng 🙂

[gamjuni]

its is just so deeply frustrating the lengths my mom will go to defend my dad’s emotional and verbal abuse .. how she stayed with him even as he beat my brothers because divorce would be too shameful. and it is just a reminder that despite what she says that she is not someone who i can rely on to protect me

#and she wonders why we’re not close 🙂 #making excuses for him like its her job #i know truthfully that she does this to cope with the choices she’s made to marry him & stick with him throughout 30+ years of abuse #and disrespect #because otherwise accepting that he truly is a sociopathic narcissist would be soul shattering #it’s honestly so sad seeing how he treats her like a servant and how she just accepts it #i will never do that to myself #i cannot believe that i am related to these people bc it feels like they legitimately do not have any good in their hearts