#just wondering why i decided to attach so much emotional dependency to a goddamn mobile gacha game.

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#i did EVERYTHING i could. i did E V E R Y T H I N G. #i wasn't able to finish the missions of truth or whatever the fuck they were called #bc i missed two separate days of guild battles. #so 600 lantern things right down the fuckin drain! #i don't have a job anymore so i can't afford to just BUY more. #i haven't even reached the 'oh we'll toss you a pity pure vanilla after this many draws :)' milestone. #this event is ending in FIFTEEN HOURS. #i am NEVER GOING TO GET HIM. #i'm fucking MISERABLE. #the last draw i was able to do in the nether gacha… i got 3 epic soulstones. that's IT. everything else was rare or common. #i have only gotten NINE pure vanilla soulstones. i don't like to be negative but i am SO pissed off right now. #literally anyone who has pure vanilla right now: TREASURE YOUR LUCK. TREASURE IT. (and also a little fuck you. especially if he's 2+ star) #i have a headache. i'm going to sleep. #lmao i chickened out and took this out of the main tag. only my 5 followers will see this now! #just to clarify: i'm very sad and desolate and only a little angry. i'm not frothing at the mouth or anything. #just wondering why i decided to attach so much emotional dependency to a goddamn mobile gacha game.