#just-my-life-n-stuff

[ace-culture-is]

ace afab culture is seeing a penis for the first time in real life and finding it interesting but only from a highly biological 'scientist that has discovered a new species after years of theory' point of view 

#asexual #asexuality #ace culture #ace culture is #actually ace #genitalia mention #penis mention #just-my-life-n-stuff

[wambs]

love the things you put in your tags so much man idk every time i read them i nod and agree it makes me furious how much i started to like reading tags. your takes are always so nuanced and no bs but still really nice to read idk i have fallen for your tags i guess k sappy talk over have a good day

oh my god.

oh my god?

that is such a nice thing to say. i feel like that tags are the perfect place to say what i think about things without actually adding them to the post itself. people can read them if they want but they can also skip them easily. it feels less invasive that way. at least to me.

i am so flattered to hear you enjoy them, thank you.

#thank you #just-my-life-n-stuff #answered #also #vindication #somewhat

[favoure]

i drew ll!scar for a bday banner collab on twitter ! GO LOOK

#goodtimeswithscar #gtws #last life #last life smp #mcyt #favourarts #eeehhhh too lazy to think of more tags lol #im gonna be so real i spedrun him in like 2 days #n u know im glad i did bc now im considering to change some stuff up in my art progress to make it easier for me jdfksdfs #i keep fighting for my life just to finish a piece but now i wanna finish stuff more ... #so i m happy that i drew this ! i rlly needed it after not sitting down n drawing anything properly for like 3 months GUH #okay life update in the tags OVER see u guys in my next piece o7

[clownsuu]

Wally talks to his dad about his love life

Home I feel is a really good listener (maybe a little too good since he eavesdrops a lot on accident- very observant of his surroundings)

cw minor obsessive/possessive behavior on first photo under cut

I remember I freaked out years ago when I found out some bugs, specially some spiders, have lil beaned peets

#I will never get over that fact it’s the cutest thing ever #I think that’s what cured me from my fear of spiders LMAOOO #That and djmm #B e a n s #Welcome home #welcome home howdy #welcome home wally #welcome home home #howdy pillar #wally darling #wallypillar #howdydarling #funfact I was gunna draw some ship stuff for mob au with these two #Bbbbbut u h h h h h h #Every single time I ask anything relationship wise with mob howdy and Wally it’s like- #R e a l l y a b u s i v e JDHFHHDJDJDJ #I had a fic where I asked if howdy was married and he depressively said yeah #And I was like “why u so sad dawg isn’t married life supposed to be good specially with someone so powerful” #And he’s like “yeah but I’m just seen as another object- if anything the torture got worse afterwards-“ #And I was like o h #And I ran away with him LMAOO #But then later we got caught by Wally and Wally killed me rip JDHDHDDH #In “canon” mob Wally marrying someone who is a part of the “mob family” he would treat mostly gently #However when it comes to howdy he would still use him as a punching bag #Howdy rarely gets any sleep- and to then be bound by the boss? Who never sleeps and is incapable of doing so? W h a c k #Another funfact #Since Wally can’t sleep he would stare at his (current/possible) partner while they sleep #Very awkward

[077891st]

upside down🌀 downside up

#new life smp #new life smp fanart #new life scott #smajor fanart #smajor1995 #dangthatsalongname #mcyt #my art #you ever just do a sketch and lose your senses #yeah hahaha #every time i thought i was done i saw like 3 things i hadnt colored yet #i had some leftover momentum from artfight so~ #my brain is going blank i just finished this #tada #OH YEAH #its A Lot so i limited the palette where i could. #the sand and all the gold has the same base color orange as the orange highlights in transporter!scott's hair #should i add links n stuff at the end of posts? been thinking about that for a while #i'm gonna open comissions soon hehe

[non-un-topo]

All it takes is a wee little nightmare to make you too scared to step foot outside for fear of Bad Things happening, like it’s an omen lol

#also it is p o u r i n g outside and it takes me an hour and fifteen minutes to commute to campus #i'm a good little student but sometimes i just can't be assed #esp with all the crazy stuff that's been happening on public transit and on my campus for that matter #i'm just getting a bad vibe today [insert empath meme here] #warning for me complaining about a graphic nightmare!!!!: #had a few stress dreams(?) last night but one particularly violent one in which a woman got run over by a streetcar-- #--and the paramedics were moving people along but i accidentally got a really good look at her and it fucked me up #she looked like she was just sleeping peacefully but i could only really make out the top half of her body #probably because the bottom half was... yeah. #i think i also had another dream that i was being hunted by a sniper?? and they had called my cell and were threatening me + my folks? #and another one where i had to hide some children from... i don't really know what. some dangerous person who wanted to kill all of us #but the kids wouldn't leave me even though i begged them to. #yeah just a normal collection of dreams for me. literally ugh. #i don't even think i'm stressed in my life rn?? #not any more than normal lol

[luck-of-the-drawings]

DISTRACTIONS sometimes its the drive to help and save our friends that pushes us to learn and to succeed. unfortunately its normally ''unethical'' to replicate that in a classroom setting. I ONLY JUST FINISHED THE LAST PAGE HERE, THE FIRST TWO WERE LITERALLY FROM LAST YEAR, N A FEW MONTHS APART. LOOOOK AT MY EVOLUTION. im very proud of this and bled REALLY HARD FOR THE LAST PAGE. PLEASE ABSORB THIS.

#gillion tidestrider #jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #the last page honestly just took super long bc i dropped it for a long while. only recently wiped the dust off o it. #IM RLY PROUD OF ALOT O THINGS ABT THAT LAST PAGE #LIKE THE PERSPECTIVE N THE WIDE SHOTS OR WHATEVER #IT WASNT EASY BUT I MADE IT LOOK GOOD!! IM SO HAPPY WITH IT #I ALSO just really love drawing gillion as soooo small #just a little guy with the weight of the world bolted to his tiny tiny shoulders #n yknow what while im here ill talk abt the first two comics aswell. i like taking inspo from JTHM for this kinda stuff #more specifically SQUEE n the way his dad was just sooo honest and cruel to him. 'yeah its your fault my life sucks' n all that. i imagine #that gillion prolly dealt with alot o that too. i know weve already seen the elders #but i did initially imagine them to be very much like the Tallests from invader zim. they just hate this little guy. hes so small n lame #hes prolly had teachers like that im sure. i like thinkin about gills experience in school!! #i fell in love with him the moment he said that he wasnt good at being a student like girl ME TOOOO WAAAAAA #HE SUCKS In school and everyone is just sooo tired of him but they gotta put up with him bc hes the Chosen One #but GOD they wish they had someone more competent i bet. it was prolly a relief when they banished him #could u imagine being that? someone so insufferable that people sigh in relief when youre gone. poor poor gillion #ANYWAY THATS ALL MY THOUGHTS #TALK ABT UR THOUGHTS IN THE TAGS TOO DIPSHIIITT CMAAAHHNN

[boingocabinet]

stylization test/much needed update for my scientist ocs totally not planning something nefarious (a visual novel)

#cabinetcanvas #𖦹 weird science #ren'py is literally a life saver these fellas r my everything they deserve a lil visual novel #moreso just for lore and so my friends can seen them in action and interact with them ig :] #not sure if i'd release it publicly but i'd for sure give progress shots n stuff #art

[foulfaced]

hey guys guess who totally didnt forget to post this after finishing it like a month ago. haha couldnt be me uhm... anyway <3

sad i missed ren's bday but if u guys have any ideas of something i could do for a 14dwy drawing let me know! (and as always minors dni sorry!)

#14dwy #14 days with you #14dwy sona #also yeah i said wrist watch and then hid the text layer and forgot until after i drew the long sleeves i may be stupid <3 #sniffles i have to do so much studying my brain is fried can i just have my diploma theres pretty characters to draw life is so mean 2 me #my art #digital art #okay time to disappear again. i come here i post stuff at midnight n then i scuttle away for weeks on end mwah ily all !!

[lilyminer]

Daan gives me this specific vibe I see so much in series where deities like, indisputable exist in that world. Where like, he wishes he could be an atheist. I feel like if so many gods didn’t all collectively decide to fuck up this one guys life in every way possible he’d love to completely ignore their existence.

#it’s also funny how he calls himself a doctor but at a point dudes just doing healing magic #I wish the old gods like understood human language n stuff just so Daan can cuss them out #f&h #f&h daan #f&h2 #f&h termina #fear and hunger #fear and hunger 2 #fear and hunger termina #fear and hunger Daan #funger #funger 2 #funger daan #Daan von Dutch #I can just imagine Sylvian walking into the hypothetical room being like Ok two of my devotees had this bitch ass kid I already traumatized- #-him whos next? Sulfur god be like Oh Me Me I wanna kill the two most important people in his life! Then Rehr got jealous and decided to- #- fuck up even his personal identity too #they’re way to obsessed with ruining his life tbh

[shepards-folly]

#shep arts #life series #trafficblr #traffic series #3rd life #third life #skizzleman #i adore my friends! (<- said with violent intent my heart) /j /lh #i love that I drop the fun fact that I've never once draw skizz in a way I've liked and then immediately got 10 requests to draw him #i still dont really like this one but eh it is what it is #i do really like the skin i based this off of though #he’s just a red life enderman guy thing? #idk im still not 100% on how i want to draw him lol #I was gonna shade it the way i’ve been doing with my other mspaint brush drawings but ehhh #I just didnt like how it was going so i just did overlay layers n stuff like I usually do #if this wasnt a quick doodle I would've put in the time to make that look good instead of jumping ship #might redraw this properly later this was a no thought just vibing speed through everything kinda drawing #posts from the queue

[kiisaes]

girl mob 💥💥💥

#linked is the song i listened to #originally i just wanted to draw girl mob but i went overboard and now i kinda hate it. story of my art life lol #anyway this is supposed to be disguised mob from ep2 but this can be trans/genderbent mob if u want too #mob psycho 100 #mp100 #kageyama shigeo #fan art #becki draws stuff n stuff #rendered

[moeblob]

Marin is just the town's cat. She can be found lounging about in the sun and knocking stuff off of roofs (it's not her fault if you put stuff that high up). She arrived in the town on her second life and then just. Opted to never leave. She gives a lot of people nicknames (such as Ren is Renke to everyone else and he will throw a punch if anyone else tries calling him Ren)... and despite her willingness to help people, she is very respectful of secrets. If she sees things she shouldn't "know" then that's fine, she won't tell anyone. So everyone in town lets her do whatever and wherever she wants.

#my characters #even though the nine lives is supposed to be like a cat cheating death with dexterity n stuff #thats not the case with marin shes just straight up allowed to live nine lives #her first life ended pretty early but her second life was lived to its fullest #she quote died end quote of old age her second life and then her third was shorter at about 30 years #so being on her fourth life and having lived in the same town for an immensely long time she really does just know people #shes happy to be around people if they dont get in her way of relaxing so... people just let her hang around #and since everyone knows that she knows everyone they consider her hanging around as good fortune #since no one will want to attempt anything bad around the cat who watches everything #her favorite color is yellow btw shes just a good lil cat girl

[avisisisis]

Something I love about ATLA is that it doesn't force the "forgive the villain" on all the characters. It's been left clear that Ozai is a bad person, and there's no chance of redemption; the only reason he's not dead yet is because Aang is a pacifist

The one episode where a character is supposed to forgive someone who has hurt them in the past is the one where Katara is off to kill a man (which, fair) and Zuko helps. In that episode, even if Aang is telling her to let go, she doesn't forgive him. She never will. But she spares him. Not because she thinks he doesn't deserve death (he does), but because she's not willing to continue the cycle of violence

Killing someone can have a very important impact in your entire being, mostly depending on who you are as a person. Aang would've never recovered from killing Ozai. Katara wouldn't be who she is now, had she taken her revenge on the man that killed her mother

And the best part of it is that Ozai doesn't deserve to die. Not in a "I'm defending him" way (ew), but in a "he deserves worse that than" way

Taking away his bending was the perfect punishment for him. He believed bending made you superior and he never cared enough to train something besides his bending. What a loser. Zuko and Azula wouldn't be restrained by something like that

He's alive. Nobody has forgiven him. Nobody ever will

#on a “ozai deserves smth worse than death” mood #which is. my everyday mood but we're not talking about that #read a fic where ppl were mad ozai was still alive #zuko clarified that he's still alive not only bc that's what aang wanted but bc death would be a mercy for him #that's the man who ruined everybody's life(s). you can't tell me we can just let him die like that #and they're not even torturing him. he's just in prison #but he's so fucking weak that not having his bending = torture #pathetic #honestly what did he even do? his entire family was better than him #zuko was better at any kind of fighting and he learned firebending from the fucking dragons #azula is. azula! she bends blue fire and is the best at lighting n stuff #iroh created a whole new bending technique and broke out of prison w no bending #ursa killed the fucking fire lord #i mean sure ozai can shoot lighting out of his hands. but so can iroh! so can azula! #his 14 year old daughter is better than him #she could kick his ass if she wanted #but that's her dad right there and the obssession she has w pleasing him is straight up unhealthy #man. poor azula #anyways back to the point: ozai is pathetic #loserlord indeed #atla #avatar the last airbender #fire lord ozai #zuko #aang #katara #azula #uncle iroh #avis' post #avis talks

[taegularities]

🤍🫂🌹

#this is a very very soft announcement bc it might change (as you know me smh 🙄) #as some might remember i said like 1-2 months ago that id see how i feel about tumblr after cmi11.5 and see whether i want #to stay or close that chapter of my life! and i've been thinking about it a lotttt these days and i keep going back and forth #but i think depending on how everyone likes Entertainer it might be my last fic on here 🤍 #which again.. can change depending on my mood n motivation.. im also not saying this to get attention etc but to inform you where i stand :) #writing is just a looooot of effort and tumblr has been vvv quiet (i also think my blog has lost some relevance but that's okay!! things #move fast) #i have soooo many wips i love lol 😭 but im not sure if i have the energy to write 20-40k stuff when nobody's around anymore :( #but let's see how you like Entertainer bc im vvv excited for it!! 🥰 keep spreading love until then <3 #love you guys sm 🤍 #might delete since it's an unsure post.. just wanted those who see this or care to know 🫂

[dizzybizz]

meowzers

#hey guys i made a little freak. thoughts? #hes got ghost fish friends :) #and hes a catboy #ALSO WTF IS IT WITH ME AND LIKE.. #FISHERMEN LATELY. FIRST GUY NOW THIS FUCKER WTH #uhm but he basically came to be bc i was like “damn i rlly want to make more original art....” and the first thing that came out of my hand #was a catboy. not gonna read into it too deeply. #i dont have any proper explantation for the fish... the idea is that he ?? eats them and then magics them into big ghost fish and idk #its cool in my head!! im just so bad at formulating my thoughts in a way that makes any sense at all 😭 #my art #dizzyoriginals #oc #idk what he does with the fish. maybe theyre friends of his. maybe its like a they give him their life and he gives them new life or smth. #a give and take back and forth kinda thing- listen these r late night rambles. #also i just love the cartoony ass fish skeletons in cartoons n stuff. theyre so dear to me. i wanted to draw em #cw eyestrain #eyestrain