#kachu rambles

[kachulein]

my poor granny is needing three surgeries within the span of a few days🥲

#and they don't even know yet whether these 3 are enough #jfc why do these things always have to happen :( #kachu rambles

[dreamyaqua]

oh no, one of my fave kpop astrology blogs deactivated🤧 I've been so busy with studying and work that I didn't even know what was going on :( I hope they're okay--

#this is so sad aw :( #their blog was my lil cheer up #i always went there for distraction when things got tough #i nevee thought they'd leave i really hope everything's okay🤧 #kachu rambles

[littlefallenrebel]

17 Questions 17 people

For once I am trying to do a tag game because I have way too many or these piled up skddj But thank you @kachulein for tagging me, i swear I'll do the previous ones someday :')))

Nickname: Soph, Soap, I don't rly have that many sjdh

Sign: Pisces Sun, Scorpio Rising, Taurus Moon

Height: Tall 186cm | 6'1 ft

Last thing I Googled: Hades PS4 because I am desperate and I want that game but Oy local gameshop confusing on whether they have the ps4 version or not djdjd

Song stuck in my head: Only Us by Miracle of Sound, reeeeally delicious haunting vibes right there 👌👌✨

# of followers: 370-something I think? I randomly lost like 200 followers earlier this year for some reason lmao

Amount of sleep: Roughly around 6-9 hours I think, depends, I tend to sleep late on weekends unless I have morning shifts

Lucky number: I don't really have one honestly sjdjd but maybe 4, I used to joke that number haunted me at one point 😂

Wearing: Comfy pyjamas because it's sleepy time yet here I am

Dream job: Full time artist/illustrator/graphic designer. Sometimes I still dream of being professional dressage or cross country rider

Movies/books that summarize you: Not sure if this like aesthetics wise or something but uhhh the PotC franchise, Grishaverse series , The Raven Cycle series, Priory of the Orange Tree, Gintama it's an anime but shhhh it shall be counted

Favourite songs: oh god there's so many and they change around often but here's some

I Am the Fire - Temperance

Only Us - Miracle of Sound

Light - Ancient Bards

Hellevator - Stray Kids

Soldier, Poet, King - The Oh Hellos

Say My Name - Ateez

Farewell - d'Artagnan

When I'm Old - Lawson

Diamanti - Temperance

VISION - Dreamcatcher

Fave Instrument: Uhh I guess guitar, flute, violin and piano

Aesthetic: Local mothman lurking in the bushes, sprinkled with goblin and witch vibes, lots of dark colors with shiny gold accents, crystals and other shiny things, mythical creatures, crows and ravens, pretty dice sets, sharp nails on bony hands, bones in general, also comfy, loose clothes and such and any pirate related vibes.

Fave Authors: Leigh Bardugo, Samantha Shannon, Neil Gaiman, Holly Black and uhhh I'm not sure about the rest

Fave Animal noise: I shall agree with Kachu and say the ferocious war cry of that rain frog 😂 it's absolutely golden. Such anger

Random: Okay what can I put here...I love DnD, even though our first campaign ended I still love my bard boyo to death and will forever continue to do so. I also recently found some tips on how to pull together a plot so I may finally have that done for my Moiraverse stuff 👁️👁️ I hope. Speaking of which I have been drawing them too a it more recently so I am happy about that. Idk if this was made for rambling but it shall do sjddj

Tagging: Okay so sadly I can't pull together 17 people but I'll try my best sjdhd

@http-peachie @my-me1ody @chop-chop-im-cookin-up-a-hotpot @procrastinatingdragonfly @imjaebae

#absolutely no obligation to do this but just for fun if you want to sjdj #God i haven't done tag games in so long i missed these honestly sjdj #tagged #mutuals #tag game

[fluffyheadcanons]

Hiatus until further notice

I'm so sorry I haven't been posting in such a long time and also didn't really give an update. So much has happened in the past few months and I've realized that I just don't find the time to write anymore. I didn't think there's still people who care about my little blogs, so I didn't really post an update or anything...but I definitely should've done that and I owe it to anyone who's been waiting and/or wondering where I've been.

It's been a rough year for me so far and I realized that I won't be able to continue writing on my blogs... not during this time of my life at least. I have a lot of interests which can be a curse because these days, creative writing just doesn't fit into my schedule anymore. I will always love writing and maybe it will become one of my priorities again someday but up until further notice, that won't be the case.

I'm sorry that I have to say that :(

And thank you so much to everybody who's supported me and who's enjoyed reading my stories. You're the best!! 💖💖💖

#finally an update i guess :( #i hope that even if i don't write any further stories that you can still enjoy what i've written so far :( #i've started feeling really bad about writing fanfics which i know is kinda dumb but i let other people's voices get to me #and now i can't write anymore without feeling incredibly guilty and ashamed for using someone's name/character in my story #i should have never read all these comments of non-tumblr people and their thoughts on fanfiction #it's affected me so much that i haven't been able to write ever since :( #apart from that i've just been really busy with university #and on top of that my dad has passed away earlier this year and it's just been a lot :( #i'm sorry guys :( i didn't want to let anyone down #kachu rambles

[kachuwritings]

I've been too busy with uni to sit myself down and actually write for once, so I wanted to announce a semi-hiatus, just so to let you know that I'm not very active on here and can't promise that I'll be posting new content at the moment >_<

#kachu rambles #update #info

[kachusworld]

lunaticpoetgirl >>> kachusworld

hellu this is kachu and I just changed the url of my poetry blog, just letting you guys know

#kachu rambles #url change

[kachulein]

I got sick last Wednesday and lost my sense of smell and taste on Friday, and today, I decided to get some clarity and do a test and well, fuck. After three years of evading this bitch, she finally got me.

#i was already starting to think i'm stronger than miss rona >:( #but oh well #i'm still stronger than this bitch and i will overcome it soon #another bitch (me) got plans for new year's i can't still be contagious then #smh #kachu rambles

[kachulein]

I'm having three appointments at the hospital this week. I've only had 1/3 so far and already I'm super drained for some reason. All I could do today was try not to fall asleep, it's like my energy levels are in the minus now. Meanwhile, I'm anxiously looking at my phone, seeing all the unanswered messages from like 10 people that I haven't had the slightest ounce of strength to respond to just yet. To everyone I haven't responded to: I'm sorry, I need some time to recharge and figure out why I can't function at the moment. 😅

#kachu rambles

[kachulein]

I am disappointed by the fact that the last 20 followers I got are all porn blogs 🫠

#how did they all flock to my blog like that😭 #kachu rambles

[kachulein]

someone: how are you these days?

me: hm, do you want a detailed version now or just a summary like "I'm fine"?

#the more aware i am becoming the more i realise i can't talk to people #like i can but i can't #hope that makes sense #but really #sometimes i see videos that just make me go 'how can people talk to others so smoothly? why are they not awkward #?' #like i can live with it bc i already branded myself as a weirdo #but sometimes i wonder what other people think when they are on the receiving side of my poor attempts at small talk #even when i imitate what other people say i still do it wrong #maybe it could be my own personal charm to suck at this #and i guess i have the power of shyness on my side #bc usually people still seem to like me despite how strange i am #me being like 'oh uh bye uh yeah enjoy the uhm nice weather over the weekend' #the other person: well the weather forecast said it'll be bad weather #me: oh yeah uhm right #meanwhile in my head *gosh yes i KNEW the weather will be bad but i haven practiced implementing that into my small talk protocols* #or another classic™: 'waitress: have a good meal!! me: thanks you too!!' :)))))) #kachu rambles

[kachulein]

sometimes I really hope that something's wrong with my brain because idk why else I feel criticised and judged most of the time.

#like really #i highly doubt this is normal #and it's annoying me :'))) #kachu rambles

[kachulein]

After my doctor's appointment today I went to get my hair cut and wow, we cut like... 5 - 6 inches off and my hair is still to my waist lmao

#I mean I wanted it like that #but i was surprised how long my hair really was #because it's still really long yet we also cut off quite a bit akkdskldl #but it feels great #hair to my butt was a bit of an inconvenience tbh #and although i finally achieved that bc i always wanted hair so long #i'm now happy with it being a bit shorter again #kachu rambles

[kachulein]

I just want to let y'all know that if my heart is going to burst anytime soon: blame Choi Jiung.

#no god i #idk what to do with myself anymore😵‍💫 #i've seen pictures of him before i became a p1ece and all #and i never thought i'd fall for him this hard???? #i went into stanning p1harmony thinking i'd bias theo #and then jiung appeared out of nowhere and now my brain can't function anymore #i don't think i've ever fallen for someone this fast??? #pls he's so precious #we gotta protect him at all cost <3 #i lub him <3 #kachu rambles

[kachulein]

I'm so happy Eric is back😭😭😭 The Boyz just isn't complete without him. Y'all, we'll finally be seeing our energy boy again ♥️

#ofc i'm also happy he was able to take as much time as he needed to heal and recover!! #but i'd be lying if i said i didn't miss him every time i watched tbz content😭 #kachu rambles #eric sohn #the boyz

[kachulein]

TW: mentions of transphobia

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Oh god, I stumbled upon a conservative media news channel on youtube and I am genuinely appalled by what I'm seeing.

I saw this video "Mom explains what it took to rescue daughter from transgenderism" (using this term already told me enough that I needed to know🙃) and the only reason I clicked on it was the thought 'Please tell me the comment section is full of criticism'

but no, the comments were even worse than the video itself. I don't know if I want to cry or scream or puke or all at the same time.

It was incredibly stupid of me to think that people couldn't possibly be this brainwashed by the right-wing agenda... but here we are.

#transphobia tw #i hate this i hate this i hate this #i hate it when people can't differentiate and end up believing they're doing the right thing #when essentially they're causing harm #if your kid thought they were trans but later on realise they're not then that isn't proof that being transgender isn't real #plus who knows what that kid is feeling now with a mom like this... #how can you think you're standing up for children when you're actively harming them #i just cannot comprehend this #gosh #how can you be this delusional #how just how #god my heart goes out to all the trans kids who don't feel safe at home #that's so heartbreaking #kachu rambles

[kachulein]

Important life lessons with Kachu #1

Don't be stupid. Don't be like Kachu. Don't be too lazy to wear your oven mitts when taking food out of the oven or you're going to burn your hands just like Kachu does. every. time.

#am i stupid? yes. yes i am. #but i keep repeating the same mistake and my clumsy ass messes up almost every time #kachu rambles #important life lessons with kachu