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“What’s wrong with me?”

Little bit of angst cause I’m in that kind of mood

Karl Heisenberg x Reader x Ethan Winters

Might do a part two if it is requested of me

3,424 words. Jebus i went a little overboard huh-

Big ol’ disclaimer before we start the fic! This will contain Violence, reader is confused and hurting and fucking bawling. They get kidnapped and turned by the Cadou by mother Miranda sort of against their will. They deal with transformations and having to deal with the fact that they killed someone. If you think this will be triggering DO NOT READ. I repeat for those in the back, do not fucking read this. I love all of you and appreciate the support, but if you think this might upset you in any way other than just breaking your heart, I don’t want you to read this. Your safety and health comes first always.

THIS IS NOT YOUR RUN OF THE MILL ANGST. THIS IS PRETTY DARK. CONTINUE AT YOUR OWN RISK. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED

Anywayssss off we go to the Angst!!

You had thought that Mother Miranda simply needed help with something in her lab. She requested you to come down to the church and she’d take you down there. No one was allowed to know exactly where it was, heaven forbid someone rebels. Much to your husbands' dismay, you decided to go down.

You understood why the both of them disliked her, but you somewhat understood her which is why you sympathized. The two of you got along well enough, and you even went to her when you first realized your feelings for Karl, hoping she could help. A while back, a little bit after you and Ethan welcomed Karl to the relationship, you spoke to her about your curiosity and slight desire to be infected with the cadou.

She offered to inseminate you with it, but you refused at the time. You would have to talk with Karl and Ethan about it first seeing as it’s a life changing decision. You went home to the factory and spoke with them about it. It led to an argument which led to you staying at Donna’s place that night.

Peeking into the open bedroom door, you tried your best to sneak back in. You did tell Karl that you’d be going out of a bit and told him to tell Ethan. Except, Karl has a habit of forgetting and you were out longer than you meant to be.

You left the factory at noon, just making your rounds to the other lords to check up on them. After that, you decided to stop by and say hi to Miranda in the church. One thing led to another and the next thing you knew the sun was going down outside. You quickly excused yourself. On your way out, Miranda called out to you, “Don’t forget what we spoke of, Y/n. Just let me know.” You gave her a nod and rushed out of the church.

Ethan and Karl were sitting on the bed, talking about where you were. They both turned towards you and let out a sigh of relief. Karl got up and engulfed you into his arms, picking you up and bringing you over to the bed. “Hey, sweetpea, could you please let one of us know before you disappear for a while?” he asked while getting situated on one side of you with Ethan on the other.

“Dude, I literally told you I was making my rounds today and to tell Ethan.” You snapped back, slightly annoyed.

Ethan chuckled, and responded “This is why you tell me things, love. We both know he probably wasn’t paying attention.” Karl huffed at this, but decided against saying anything, opting to bury his face into the crook of your neck more.

After about an hour of cuddling, Ethan decided it was time to have dinner. Late dinner, but neither of them had the stomach to eat until you came home. He insisted on cooking, so you and Karl decided to just hangout in the kitchen with him. There was witty banter and small talk, so you decided it was a decent time to bring it up. “Hey, uh, what would you guys say if I maybe kinda wanted to be infected with the Cadou?” Karl's face hardened and he turned to you.

“No. End of discussion.” You weren’t happy with that answer.

“Why not? It’s not like I haven’t been infected by mold before. What’s it gonna do? If I was gonna die from it, I’d be dead already!”

That’s when Ethan chimed in. “Darling, while that may be true, it’s still not a good idea. This could be different than Louisiana, we have no idea. Chris is still figuring it out. You know that’s the only reason he and his team haven’t taken out Miranda yet.”

The argument goes on for a while longer, until eventually you storm off. You pack a night bag and tell them you’re going out for the night. They think you’re bluffing, and that you’re going to be back in an hour, tops. You didn’t plan on coming back until you had time to cool off and talk to someone. You walked to Donna’s, deciding that she’d somewhat understand. Also, she’s probably the only one still awake. She told you to do what you want, but it might not be quite a good idea. You went back home the next day and told them you wouldn’t do it. Yet. You told Miranda you’d keep trying to convince them.

You were wrong. Oh, so very wrong. The moment you walked through the church doors, you were knocked out. Miranda dragged you down to her lab and put you on the stretcher and tied you down. While she was getting all the things she needed together, you woke up and started thrashing and yelling. “WHAT THE HELL! LET ME OUT OF HERE! KARL! ETHAN! HELP!” Miranda started to get annoyed at the yelling and grabbed the sewing needle and thread.

“Either you stop yelling, or I sew your mouth shut. You choose (Lord/Lady) Y/n.” You decided to keep yelling, thinking that it was an empty promise. It wasn’t. She put an anesthetic around your mouth and started sewing. You could see it happening. The needle piercing skin, Miranda wiping away the blood, and then cooing at you how she was sorry and that it was your fault for continuing to yell and that she was sorry, but she had to. You didn’t dare try to open your mouth at all for fear of her doing it without the anesthetics. You were crying slightly at this point, so Miranda wiped away your tears and kissed your forehead. When she was finished, she asked you if you’d rather be under while being infected or awake. One blink for under two for staying awake. You blinked once. She put you on anesthesia, and you slowly drifted off. She grabbed the book that she made weeks in advance, already knowing that she was going to do this. It was planned, not a split of the moment decision.

She gathered your book to write down everything about what would happen. It was already written in quite a lot because Miranda wanted to make sure that every single detail about you was written down. She had many crest ideas and an area on the map all planned out for you. Miranda wanted you as far away from Karl as possible, wanting you all to herself. She had been theorizing ever since you got there what powers you’d have, what body transformations, what personality changes. She really hoped that your personality would stay the same, seeing as she was basically obsessed with you. Miranda gathered everything else she needed and created the incision in your stomach. She grabbed the Cadou sample she’s been saving for you and put it into your chest. She sewed the incision back together then waited.

After she allowed the Cadou to infect you, she saw results almost immediately. The Cadou seemed to be…fighting something inside of you. She felt a disturbance back at the church and had a feeling as to who it was. She set up a camera, made sure the stitches on your mouth were secure, and left. But not before removing your wedding ring.

You had been gone all day, and while that wasn’t unusual you would have brought your phone. Ethan knew that. So, when he saw your phone sitting on the dresser in the bedroom, he thought you ran out real quick. Maybe The Duke showed up early? But when 5 hours had passed, he knew something was wrong. He called for Karl, and the two of them went out looking. Heisenberg remembered that you were going to go see Mother Miranda so that’s where they decided to check first.

“MIRANDA!” Karl yelled out, clearly fuming. Ethan was holding his hand, trying to calm him down just a little bit. She strutted out. There was seemingly nothing out of the ordinary.

“Yes, Heisenberg?”

“Where the FUCK is Y/n,”

“Karl, calm down. They’ve been missing since this morning, and they said they’d be coming over here to help you with something.” Ethan chimed in, trying to calm his pissed off husband.

“Well, Mister Winters, they haven’t been over yet. You’re completely sure they aren’t anywhere else?” Miranda had to stop herself from giggling over the looks on Karl's face. It was a mix of anger and sorrow with just a splash of “I’m gonna fucking kill you.”

Before Karl could say anything, Ethan responded “I mean, we haven’t checked anywhere else yet. We thought-”

“You thought I had them. I don’t. Now, mister Winters. Please take Heisenberg out of here. Do let me know if you find them, I’d hate for anything to…happen to them.” Karl started to growl at her, but Ethan squeezed his hand and started to drag him away to Donna's place.

The Cadou had technically won the fight. It was mostly in control of the mold and had started your…transformation. You were turning into a vampire like Alcina but with a form of magneto powers like Karl. All of the utensils Miranda had in the lab had started to gravitate around you. You got lucky that Miranda puts all the sharp objects in a locked drawer.

When Miranda came back, she was shocked at what she came back to. Your skin was much paler, and you had some noticeable fangs. You would definitely have to be kept here for a while longer than expected.

Three months had passed. You were still getting used to living in the lab, although you had a plan to escape. Miranda had been keeping you “updated” on what was going on outside. She was telling you about how Karl and Ethan didn’t even try to look for you, and how when they met for a meeting in the church, they didn’t even seem upset. You didn’t believe that but couldn’t say anything because of the stitches in your mouth. Miranda refused to take them out and fed you through a straw.

You managed to build enough trust with her to where she'd leave you alone for an hour at a time. She was out on a business meeting with the Duke, so you decided that now was the perfect time to escape. You bent the bars, with some struggle, and tried your best to fit your bat wings through the gap. They would only retract in times where you were extremely scared, and this wasn’t one of those times. You were confident that you could get back. To go home.

You successfully got through and made your way out. You looked around the lab for anything at all. You found your wedding ring and put it back where it belonged. You also found the book that Mother Miranda made for you. You didn’t have the stomach to look at it, so it was placed back down exactly how you found it.

By the time you got back up to the Village, most, if not all, of the villagers had known about your disappearance, so when they saw your new (and mutated) form they thought it was another monster created because of their lack of praise and sacrifices to Mother Miranda.

Everyone in the town square scattered. Seeing everyone, people you’ve known for years now, made you hungry. You needed to eat, and you decided the closest person in arms reach would do. It didn’t help that the woman was wearing many metal bracelets, making it easier for you to drag her over to you. At this point, you could grow your nails like Alcina, so you grew them slightly and cut the stitches in your mouth. You dug your nails into her and slowly ripped her apart, eating as you went.

Karl and Ethan never stopped looking for you in those three months. It was always checking with the other lords as to if they’ve seen you, going around town, and having the Lycans check the nearby woods. Nights were spent crying and barely eating. Sleeping was always interrupted with nightmares. With what little they did sleep; their dreams were always about you.

They were on their daily rounds of checking the village when they saw you. Or, at least, it looked like you. Your arms and the front of your torso were covered in blood. You’re trying to crawl away from the body of the woman you just killed, looking horrified with yourself. There are tears streaming down your face, mixing with some of the blood around your mouth. You put your hands up over your mouth, gasping for air.

Karl immediately rushed over to you and kneeled down next to you, asking what was happening, where were you, what’s wrong, etc. Ethan soon followed and grabbed your hands. “Baby, hey, look at me.” He cooed at you, trying to be able to see your face.

You looked up at him, still crying, and whispered “Ethan…?”

“Yea, baby, it’s me. Heisy’s here too.”

“Hey there sweetpea,” Karl said, rubbing your back.

“It…everything hurts. Why did I kill her? I didn’t want to kill her…W-what’s wrong with me? Am I a monster?” You asked, looking up at your husbands. There was nothing but pure sorrow in your eyes, no hint of the Y/n they know and love.

“No! You’re not a monster, there’s nothing wrong with you. This isn’t your fault hun. I’m gonna pick you up now and we’ll go home. Is that alright?” Ethan asked, wanting to make sure you wouldn't freak out. You nodded your head, so he kissed your temple and started to lift you up. He carried you, bridal style, and started to carry you back to the factory. You needed a bath and some sleep.

The whole walk home you sobbed and buried your face into Ethan's chest, and then Karls when he insisted on carrying you for a while. Your horns that you had kept poking them, but they didn’t say anything about it. Occasionally your wings would stretch out and wack one of them, but they just brushed it off. You weren’t in control of it, and they both knew. They also knew that Miranda was responsible for this. No one other than Moraue had the Cadou and he wouldn’t dare risk hurting you.

When they finally reached the factory, you did something that really shocked them. All of the metal within a ten-foot radius of you all started to shake and then come flying towards you and Heisenberg. Thankfully, Karl realized and was able to stop it from smacking into him and clinging to you. Ethan just looked over in confusion and bewilderment. Karl shook his head, saying that it wasn’t him. They just tried to get you to the “safe room” as fast as possible.

The safe room came to be when you decided that you all needed somewhere without anything to remind you of what was happening around you. That also meant no metal for Karl to manipulate. It was fully equipped with a bathroom that had a huge bathtub and shower, a bed, and a food stash. It had taken you months to do, and you did it all without any help from either of your husbands. They knew you were working on something and that they weren’t allowed to ask about it or try to see it, but they didn’t know that it was a whole other set of rooms in the factory.

He knew it was your best bet until you could control your new…abilities. You could bathe, eat, and sleep without having to worry about any outbursts. After being surprised with it, Karl made sure that no metal could get through the walls.

It was about two months later. You hadn’t been outside. You hadn’t told your husbands exactly what she did to you. While the physical scars had healed, the mental ones hadn’t. You were currently looking at yourself in the mirror, seeing what exactly you looked like for the first time in months.

You had small, black horns peeking out from your hair. They gave you a headache anytime they started to grow more. The horns were slightly curved like the ones you typically think of when you think “demon.” Your wings were fully grown and sat folded on your back. You’ve been attempting to at least lift yourself off the ground with them, and you've been able to do that much. Anything more than that and when your husbands come to see you, they’ll find you passed out on the floor. You stretched them out so you could get a better look at them. They were like bat wings, except the non-bone parts were royal blue. They were still see through, so it looked like they were tinted. Your fingers can become black claws on command now, and you hate them. They remind you of what you did to that poor woman. Just the thought of it makes your stomach churn. Seeing her guts all over your hands, you eating them, it’s enough to make you sick. Hell, it has made you sick.

You know that you have to leave eventually, you miss Donna and Moreau and Alcina and her daughters. You just don’t know if you can face Miranda yet. But you’re a (Lord/Lady) now so you have to attend meetings with everyone else. Karl told you about a week ago that Miranda demands your presence now that you’re “a part of the family” as she puts it, and if you aren’t at the next meeting then she’ll come and get you herself. You only nodded, even as he told you that he wouldn’t force you until you were ready. You forget that you can speak at times, so used to not being able to without punishment.

It was just a few weeks after when the next meeting came, and you regret telling Karl you wanted to go. Ethan insisted on going with you as well, and you appreciated the support. You got yourself ready to see people other than Ethan and Karl. Everyone is going to be there, even Alcina's daughters.

You dressed in a black shirt with holes in the back for your wings-courtesy of the Duke-and had Ethan zip it up for you. You put on a random pair of pants and started to realize that you’d have to face her again. You turned to Ethan and Karl and started to cry. They both pulled you into a hug and told you that you didn’t have to go. You shook your head, pulled away from them, wiped your eyes, and started to grab your shoes.

When the three of you arrived, all heads turned in your direction. Gasps can be heard, and the daughters all run up to you. They all speak at once and take turns hugging you. Karl shoos them off and takes you over to the bench he always sits on. Donna comes up to you and gives you a hug.

“It’s nice to see you again Y/n. We missed you.” She whispers through her veil.

“I missed you too, Donna. I’ll come over for tea soon.” You whispered back. She nods and Angie starts to chew on your pant leg. “Nice to see you too Angie,” You take her off your leg and hold her in your arms for a bit. You give her back to Donna and she walks back to her seat. Moreau is next to come and see you. He gives you a hug and you chit chat for a couple minutes before he goes back to his seat.

You walk over to Alcina and sit down next to her. She gives you a sympathetic look and rubs your hand. You make small talk for a bit and eventually decide that you’ll go over after the meeting.

“I have some tips on how to deal with the cravings,” She whispers into your ear as you give her a hug. You give her a small smile and walk back to Karl and Ethan. You sit in between the two of them and brace yourself for what comes next. Mother Miranda takes her spot and looks over at you. You don’t miss her smirk as you look at Karl and Ethan. You also don’t miss her frown when she notices your wedding ring back on your finger.

She starts the meeting.

Alrighty then, that’s all for now. If you want a part two I’m willing to make one lmao

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