#kaykay update

[thedefinitionofendgame]

The big news is out, I will be updating 'Begin Again', the sequel to 'Willow' on September 7th! Mark your calendars lol

I've decided that for each chapter of Begin Again' I will be posting a small collage with pics inspired by the upcoming chapter. Some might be teasers that don't make sense, others might tie directly to the chapter (and you'll recognize them in the writing right away!)

Just a surprise to get you all hyped for the next one. I'll be releasing chapter 2's collage a couple days before THE BIG POST...aka when I update the story for the first time in like 9 months.

#kaykay story update #begin again #willow #collage teaser #upstead #chicago pd fic #upstead fic

[mbappebby]

Sometimes you just need your brother || Pt.2

Summary: After finding comfort in her brother’s place, it just seems too good to be true when her father knocks the door….

Makayla Verstappen (OC) x f1 grid

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Makayla had fallen asleep with her head rested on Max’s chest. Max didn’t notice until he looked down and seen his little sister asleep.

The 3 other drivers were still at his apartment, Kelly and Penelope were due to come back any moment and that’s when Daniel, Charles and Lando would leave.

“I can’t believe he actually kicked her out.” Max said as the 3 of them looked up at him. “It’s awful, I really don’t understand him” Daniel said.

“She’s only 16 like,” Lando added. “Does he know she’s here?” Charles asked. “Probably, she can only go either me or Vic” Max told him.“You think he’s going to try and take her back?” Lando asked.

“I’m not letting him, I know how he’s been treating her and I’m not letting her go through that anymore” Max added as the door opened.

“Maxie!” Penelope exclaimed as she made her way towards him but stopped when she noticed Makayla there. “What’s KayKay doing here?” Penelope asked.

“I’ll tell you everything later okay? Just keep the noise down as she’s asleep” Max said as she nodded before running back to Kelly.

“We better be going, message any of us Max to update us. Remember we are here to help, Mack is like a sister to us as well” Daniel said.

Max moved his sister‘s head in his chest and onto a pillow before he walked to the door with his 3 fellow drivers. “Thanks guys, means a lot” Max said before bidding goodbye to them.

“Is she okay?” Kelly asked referring to Makayla. “Dad kicked her out, she used all her savings to get a flight over here” Max said. “He kicked her out? Who would that?!” Kelly replied.

“Him apparently, you okay with her staying with us for awhile? I know P loves her anyways” Max asked. “You don’t need to ask, she’s your sister and I know P loves her too” Kelly said with a smile.

“Thank you” Max added.

//

Makayla had woken up to see that she had fallen asleep on the sofa. “Hey sleepyhead” Max joked seeing his sister finally awake. “Shut up, I was tried” Makayla mumbled.

“Is KayKay awake?!” Penelope shouted and when she seen the girl awake she ran and jumped on the sofa with her. “Hey P!” Makayla said as she tickled the young girl.

“KayKay! Stop!!” Penelope giggled as she tried to get out of her grip. Kelly sat down by Max, the two had smiles on their faces seeing the two girls together.

“Hey Kel, sorry didn’t see you there” Makayla said. “It’s alright, happy to see you smiling Mack” Kelly replied with a smile. “Mummy! Can Kay take me to the beach?” Penelope asked.

Makayla gave her older brother a certain look, that he knew he couldn’t say no to. “I hate when you do that look, just be careful you two okay? Be back before it’s gets dark” Max told them as Penelope cheered and ran to get her coat.

“You sure you’re okay with this?” Makayla asked, mainly directing the question to Kelly. “Mack, you I trust you with P. How many times have you watched her before this?” Kelly said.

“Just making double sure. Thank you, we won’t be long!” Makayla said as she got ready for the couple watched the two girls leave the apartment.

“I hate how he’s made her think she isn’t allowed to do or go anywhere..” Max mumbled. “She’ll be alright, Mack is a strong girl. We just need to make sure he stays away from her and not try and take her back” Kelly said.

//

makaylaverstappen

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makaylaverstappen: P💗

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user16 Aww so cute!

user19 I adore their relationship!!🥰

user93 So cuteeeee

kellypiquet She loves you so much💗

makaylaverstappen I love her more💗

user72 Awhhh!

user99 P loves Mack so much🥹

user13 💗💗💗

user4 Adore them so much!!🥹💗

maxverstappen1 She likes u more than me!

makaylaverstappen well obviously😌

maxverstappen1 🙄

user63 lol Max🤣

user02 Max and Makayla >>

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Makayla and Penelope made their way back to the apartment, the young girl ran to her mother while Makayla followed behind her after taking her shoes and coat off.

“I want KayKay to take me to bed!” She heard Penelope said as she entered the room. “I’ll do it Kel, c’mon P! Let’s finish that book off we were reading!” Makayla said as Penelope jumped in her arms as she carried her to her room.

Max and Kelly smiled at the pair before quietly following them and stood by the door watching the both girls. Makayla finished reading before kissing Penelope’s forehead and leaving to door to be greeted by the couple.

“Watching us were you?” Makayla joked as the three made their way back to the living room. “You are so good with her, she adores you” Kelly said. “I love her” Makayla replied with a smile.

The three of them started to watch a bit of TV, Makayla was on her phone a few times before it was starting to get late and they was about to make their way to bed, but there was a knock on the door..

“Makayla! I know you’re in there, you better come here before I phone the police!” They heard Jos shout.

The girl looked at her older brother with fear on her face, how was she going to get out of this? Kelly came over and pulled her into a hug, before Max started to make his way towards the door.

“Makayla, get here now!” Jos shouted.

#f1 #f1 imagines #max verstappen #max verstappen imagine #max verstappen x sister #formula 1 #formula 1 imagines #f1 fanfic #verstappen!reader

[callsign-magnolia]

Update:

Hey y'all! So I know I made a post but now I'm making a pinned post! I am currently taking a break from ALL social media! I think it will be good for me, plus I'm moving into my new house in a week! So packing is taking up a lot of time! I am still writing and I plan to come back with plenty of material to keep y'all entertained! You will be getting 1 update of IHYD, Undiagnosed, Love In The Dark, Imperial and a holiday Rhett one-shot! I plan to come back in some time in January but it could be sooner or later! Any and all asks and messages will be responded to when I return! For all my new readers, here is my masterlist, please enjoy and I will be back with more soon!

Love,

KayKay 💕

#hiatus announcement

[lovesosweeet]

better left unsaid // cth

chapter thirty four

in which orion has leukemia, and calum doesn’t know.

calum hood x fem!oc

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october 14, 2018 san diego, california orion

Going to chemo is a soul-emptying experience. Macy, Emelia, and Ashton all send me luck, but the more texts I receive in support, the worse I feel about it all. The more I wish I had Cal here, supporting me, whether simply via text or in person, holding my hand, offering me bags to throw up in… all of the gross shit. 

The Calum I love would be there through it all, but I pushed him away. I didn’t want him to see this. I still don’t want him to, but at the same time, I know my life would feel easier. His would feel way harder, and that’s what I’m trying to ameliorate.

I know now they are making up the handful of shows they missed after I threw everything off course, and then they’re flying to Europe for that leg of the tour. I’m glad they’re back on track, but it’s a little bittersweet knowing they’re off to visit the continent where I met Calum without me. That’s the leg of the tour I know Calum would’ve wanted me on, if only for a few days. We could have visited with Paula, Ilse, Marta, Giuseppe, Francesca… all of my friends from that part of the world.

I haven’t even told them the latest news. I haven’t even told them I’m dying. 

I know they deserve to know, I just don’t know how to tell them, so I haven’t told them. 

Today is my second to last round of chemo for this cycle, and then we get to analyze how well everything has been working to determine what’s next. I feel nervous, even though I know that there’s nothing I can do to change my fate. Everything is in my body’s hands. 

I’m caught off guard when KayKay calls me as I sit in the treatment room, but I pick it up quickly. She and I have no bad blood, only awkwardness. I’m not doing anything except sitting here, so I might as well fill the silence with something.

“Hi?” I answer, somewhat cautionary in my greeting.

“Orion! Oh my god, I’m so glad you picked up,” Kay says, sounding far too relieved. Did she really think I wouldn’t pick up?

“What’s up?” I ask. There’s an IV inserted into my arm and I’m slated to be here for hours. I have nothing but time.

“Nothing, actually,” she says, laughing slightly. “Just wanted to check in. Everyone has been so worried, but nobody thought you’d pick up, so no one thought reaching out was a good idea, but we’re all just kinda sitting here waiting on an update, so I’m glad you answered. Ash says you haven’t been answering his texts.”

I sigh. “Kay…”

She quickly corrects her course. “Orion, seriously, all of us are worried. Please, please don’t shut us all out. Just let us know how you’re doing, or at least me, since you’re already talking to me. I promise: we won’t show up without your permission or anything, we just want updates.”

“Kay, I just don’t want anything getting back to Cal. I don’t want him to worry about me.”

“Orion, you know good and well that boy is going to worry about you forever.”

I know she wants to say he will worry about me until I die, but I can’t bring myself to correct her.

“Shit’s fine,” I say with a sigh. “I am at the hospital now for a chemo appointment.”

“Do you need anything? Company? Food? A stupid joke?”

I laugh. “Kay, I pushed y’all away because everything is covered. I’ll be…” I want to say I’ll be fine, but she and I both know that’s far from the truth. “I’ll be as good as anyone could expect. Don’t worry about me.”

She sighs and her breath catches.

“Kaitlin, I swear,” I threaten. “Do not waste time on me. Please don’t cry. Focus on important shit. Not me. Okay?”

KayKay takes a few deep breaths. “Orion, I don’t understand how you can’t seem to comprehend that you are important. You’re important to all of us.”

I breathe in and out a few times, trying to calm my body in its response to her words. “Kay, don’t worry about me. In your guys’ lives, I’ve just been a blip. Focus on everything else. There’s so much other stuff to have faith in.” 

“Orion Moss, you know damn well that you have not just been a blip. You are our best friend and we fucking love you. If things are going well, we want to know. If they aren’t, we want to know. And if you don’t believe me when I say ‘we’ then at least believe that I want to know.” 

I sigh. “Fine. No news. I still feel like shit and I have an appointment in a few weeks to see how well the chemo is working, that’s it, I promise.”

“Thank you for sharing with the class,” Kay says, chuckling quietly, and it makes me laugh too. “Are you down in San Diego now?”

“Yeah, we transferred my care here to make it easier.”

“Okay, well, I’m in LA for now and will be joining the boys for the last week of the tour. If you need anything or just want company, I’m more than happy to drive down to see you. Just because you’re shutting Calum out doesn’t mean you should shut all of us out.” 

Yes it does, I think. Anything I tell to any of them they’ll tell Calum.

“I just don’t want him to spend his life worrying about me,” I tell her quietly. I don’t know why, but for some reason now I feel weird talking about this in semi-public. 

KayKay sighs into her phone. “I know, but just because you don’t want him to doesn’t mean he won’t.”

I know she’s right, so I don’t reply. We’re going in circles I feel like, since we’ve already basically said what we just said.

“Can I say something that might make you feel bad but I think you need to hear?” She continues.

I sigh, feeling like I don’t really have a choice even though she’s asking for my permission. “Sure.” 

“I think he’s worrying more now that you’re not together than he would if you didn’t break up with him. He has no idea how you’re doing, so he’s not only going through the breakup but he’s also panicking about you.” 

What she’s saying is true. However, I tried to think of the bigger picture when I made my choice. I know it might suck now, but he’ll have had more time to get over me by the time I die so he will hopefully not be as upset when I die. Hopefully. I need it to happen that way, otherwise all of this pain will just be… a waste.

“He’s also fucking pissed at Ashton and the band dynamic is so weird now.” 

“I wish he didn’t care so much about that. Ashton didn’t do anything wrong.” It hurts to know that I drove a rift between Calum and his best friend. They’re so close and will be in close quarters for another month or so, so knowing that they’re not even on speaking terms sounds like a miserable time for everyone involved. I hate that it’s my fault, which is just another reason to feel horrible.

“I know, me, too.”

“Can you imagine if Ash had gone to him to tell him?” I ask.

“There wouldn’t have been a tour at all,” KayKay says through soft laughter. 

I nod even though she can’t see me. “Exactly.”

“You know, no one is mad at you. Just in case you had any doubts. We’re really all just hoping you’re okay and wish you’d reach out, but we all understand why you haven’t.”

I didn’t want to know, but it is nice to know at least that no one hates me. I wouldn’t blame them if they did. The knowledge wouldn’t change anything, so that’s why it wasn’t on my list of things to ask Kay.

“He won’t tell anyone, but Cal would take you back in a heartbeat if you just called and asked.”

“That’s not going to happen,” I quickly say. It’s not. It can’t happen. It hurts too much to think of Calum being by my side while I wither away into a shell of a human. 

“O, you’re both miserable. I don’t think this is the way.”

“It is the way. If this is all we’re going to talk about I think we should stop talking. I can’t talk about it.”

“I hate how stubborn you are, but I miss you, so I’ll oblige.” She sounds defeated, but hearing her say she misses me hurts. I miss everyone so much. Calum the most, by default, and Ashton and Crystal, since they’re who I spent the most time with over the past two years, but I can’t bring myself to act like things are normal with any of them. 

“I miss you, too, Kay, but just don’t want to complicate things for anybody.”

“Orion, there’s nothing complicated about any of this. We all love and miss you, end of.” She sighs. “But, you don’t want to talk anymore about that, so let me fill you in on everything else going on in my life!” 

Kay spends the next thirty minutes filling me in on her latest work projects, how she and Ashton are doing, and her plans for when she joins them on the Europe leg of tour, and it’s nice to pretend things are normal for a few minutes. She lets me go when she gets a work email that has “URGENT” in the subject line and tells me that I am welcome to call her any time I’m bored. 

I feel empty and numb and weak, both physically and emotionally. I spend the rest of my appointment switching back and forth between reading Tweets about 5SOS and rereading Catcher in the Rye for the millionth time. When the tech finally disconnects my IV for the day, she smiles at me.

“Just one more!” She sounds so cheery, so optimistic. I can’t imagine why. Even if the chemo ‘works,’ my life won’t go on for all that long. I’m limited to a few years if things go well. Months, maybe even just weeks, if they don’t. 

“Hurray,” I say back, without any enthusiasm whatsoever. 

I walk out of the building and find Mom waiting for me in her car. She’s also excited about this cycle being almost over and promises that next week we can go get milkshakes after the appointment to celebrate. Once the cycle is over, I can find out if I have some time to live a normal life for a while, but if not, I’m not really sure what’s next.

Just like I shut everyone else out of my life, I shut those thoughts out of my head. Right now, it’s just about facing what’s in front of me. 

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#5sos #luke hemmings #5 seconds of summer #ashton irwin #calum hood #fanfiction #5sosfam #imagine #fanfic #michael clifford #calum 5sos #calum fanfic #calum fic #calum x ofc #calum x fem!oc #better left unsaid

[eureka-its-zico]

Absolutely obsessed with the Chaos In Their Bones, your writing is phenomenal. Just wanted so ask how your Halloween was and see how you were doing, I love your mini updates throughout the week.

Osiyo KayKay!

Thank you for being a cutie pie 🥰

My Halloween was spent mostly inside. The cold weather affects my lungs really bad and if I get sick it’s game over for me so….it was uneventful and boring lol. How was yours?

I hope the start of November has been treating you well 🖤

#kaykay0315 #answered #I’ve been driving the struggle bus #not sure why #thank you for stopping by ❤️

[kaotical]

Follow up post to the new Q&A

1 and 2.) My OCs

3, 4, and 5.) Hypetale characters

6 — 9.) Inkkay family

Notes:

Oh gosh I forgot I abandoned that HT picture,, it’s so old and eww—

HT Frisk’s soul no longer looks like that multicolored mess, hhh...

Pastel, Sketch, Fade, and Canvas are younger children. I drew those adult versions for fun :V They will answer questions as the smol babs depicted in the doodles ☺️

Reblogs are appreciated but not expected 💖

#update #art #artwork #traditional #digital #kay’s art #ask #ask kay #ocs #hypetale #HT #frisk #flowey #human souls #c-tale #ink #ink sans #kaykay #inkkay #self insert #self ship #ship children

[irwinks]

Ashton Irwin via kaykay's Instagram Story

#5sos #5 seconds of summer #ashton irwin #ashton irwin instagram #instagram update #instagram post #instagram story #kaykay #kaykay Instagram story

[wildflowerhigh]

kaykay is giving us such amazing photos, she's the real mvp

#5sos #5 seconds of summer #ashton irwin #ashton fletcher irwin #afi #ashton updates #5sos updates #kaykay #he's so pretty hgjfjh #the red curls and the glasses and the loose tshirt and just sjsjsjsj #what a boyfriend look

[sexyklaines]

ashton just confirmed his relationship with kaykay during an interview

#5sos #5sos updates #5 seconds of summer #ashton irwin #calum hood #luke hemmings #michael clifford #kaykay #lashton #muke #cake #mashton #cashton #liz hemmings #lauren dawkins #5sos gossip #5sos exposing #5sos tea #ashton imagine

[thedefinitionofendgame]

THE COUNTDOWN IS ON... STORY UPDATE LIST:

T-MINUS 2 WEEKS UNTIL I'M BACK!

This list contains nearly all of my unfinished works. Some will not be updated this fall, or at least don't have a set date.

Begin Again will update FIRST on September 7! More about this later!

miss you like this will update on September 14.

10 Years, A Heartland Story will update bi-monthly starting on September 16 until all the old chapters have been edited.

And there is one final fic that I have yet to talk about. It will be released sometime this fall and will be crowned my 50th fic posted to ao3! I'm so excited to share more when I can.

Code Red & Love Is Enough are mine and @greys-for-days "neglected" babies...and we have no idea when we'll be back to work on them

It's Hard To Be A Hero's Kid has potential for an update before 2023, but I don't want to make a promise I can't necessarily keep

even when forever falls apart should also get an update in the winter, as long as I'm motivated enough lol

don't see the story you're looking for? send @thedefinitionofendgame an 'ask' about it!

#the countdown is on #kaykay fic update #exciting stuff #new story #begin again #miss you like this #heartland #chicago fire #chicago pd #code red #love is enough #it's hard to be a hero's kid #the 100 #grey's anatomy #station 19 #even when forever falls apart #upstead #brettsey #tamy #the definition of endgame

[karajaynetoday]

i'll be honest, it's better off this way | luke hemmings

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hello pals! long time no writing! i know it seems a bit weird to post a luke break up fic just after he got engaged but to be fair, I already had this in the works before the news broke yesterday, so soz not soz. It is kind of a happy break up story though... kind of? this one features lyrics from our song by niall and anne marie that are in italics throughout the piece (you know i love a song lyric incorporation lol) and i’m a bit rusty, so any feedback is welcome! a big shoutout to my dearest @notinthesameguey​ for beta-reading this one for me, you’re a gem blanca! enjoy xo

Word count: 2.3k

Warnings:  mentions of a break up and a car accident/hospitalisation (minor/non-graphic)

(This is a fem reader insert)

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I'll be honest, I'm alright with me

Sunday mornings, in my own bedsheets

The break up with Luke had been easier than you’d first thought. It’d been months of growing apart, feeling like a stranger in your own home, before you finally worked up the nerve to utter those four words: We need to talk. He’d been spending most days and some nights in the studio, and you’d been working overtime at your job too; you were ships in the night who barely had time to say hello and goodbye, let alone have any sort of proper conversation. You’d spent an entire evening rehearsing a script in your head, and as soon as Luke walked through the door and greeted Petunia, you mustered the courage to stand up and speak your truth. 

It turned out that you weren’t alone in feeling stagnant in your relationship, and although you could feel your heart breaking as you said the words, Luke’s hand on your knee was all the gentle reassurance you needed. Just like always, even when your relationship was falling apart, Luke was there for you. And that’s what he promised, that night in the living room. It didn’t make sense for you two to become strangers overnight after 3 years together, but you also both knew that you needed space to grow and heal, and that space needed to happen sooner rather than later. 

You could tell that part of Luke wanted to fight it, wanted to raise his voice, wanted to convince you to stay. But part of Luke also knew that it was time to walk away, no matter how much his heart was feeling like it was being ripped out of his chest, because he did truly love you, and if he loved you, he’d let you go. 

Even though Luke insisted you could stay in the spare room for as long as you liked, it only took a week or so to find a new place. An apartment in KayKay’s building opened up for rent, and thanks to her help, you secured the lease and started moving in as soon as you could. Ashton accompanied you to Ikea and then helped with assembling a new bed and dining table for you, while KayKay helped unpack some of your boxes. You could tell that they were trying to be sensitive, but at the same time were desperate to know what went down in the break up, and after a few slices of pizza and half a bottle of wine, you felt the emotions rushing to the surface.

“It feels dumb to get upset, after all, I was the one who suggested we should break up.” You sniffled, smiling sadly as Ashton handed you a tissue.

“Just because it was something that needed to happen, doesn’t mean you can’t be sad about it. You two shared a lot in the time you were together, it’s only natural that it’s going to take you a while to untangle yourselves from one another and to get your head and heart back on the path that’s right for you.” KayKay spoke softly, throwing an arm around your shoulders.

You knew she was right, and the healing would come; it was all part of the rollercoaster of walking away from someone you thought was the love of your life, but had turned out not to be. Time to adjust and find some independence, and re-shape the life you found yourself in until it was the life you wanted. 

But every time I think that I can get you out my head, you never, ever let me forget

Once you’d completely moved out Luke’s house, your reasons to contact him became few and far between. A few occasional texts to advise that he’d let his family know about your split, and a link to a new cafe nearby that he thought was your kind of vibe (and it absolutely was). Everyone in your friendship group was trying their best to help you both cope, but it was hard to avoid the awkwardness that came with a break up of close friends.  

You felt like you were walking on eggshells for a while, so you started to say no to invitations out. You threw yourself into a new work project, and barely replied to any group chats. Whenever your friends called, you had the perfect script rehearsed, about how you were going to be up for promotion, and after the next month or so, you’d have plenty more time for catching up with everyone. You were fairly certain that no-one believed your story, but you were sticking to it nonetheless. You’d seen photos online of Luke out and about with various beautiful women amongst the partying crew, and even though you knew better than to torture yourself with doom-scrolling through the internet, you couldn’t help yourself. You had to keep reminding yourself that it was YOU that wanted the breakup, and that it was for the best. Or something like that.

It was coming to the end of your big project, and the entire office decided to head out for celebratory drinks. You only stayed for a couple, because after a month of overtime you were ready for bed. Your boss took you aside to assure you that the promotion was yours and the new contract would be on your desk on Monday, and as you reassured him you were excited to take on the role, a song playing over the bar’s speakers made you stop in your tracks. You’d spent many a Sunday morning dancing around the kitchen making pancakes with Luke and singing these words; something you’d completely forgotten until this moment. As you stepped outside to await your Uber, the first person you wanted to call with the news was Luke. Your fingers hovered over his name for a good few minutes before your Uber driver honked and broke you out of her trance, and you settled for texting the group chat instead to share your exciting update. Lots of confetti and heart eyes emojis started popping up alongside congratulatory messages, and you let out a giggle when you saw that Luke had sent a photo of Petunia with “congrats!” scrawled across it in purple font. It was the last thing you remembered, before the squealing of tyres and your vision going black. 

Just when I think you're gone, Hear our song on the radio

Just like that, takes me back, To the places we used to go

The rhythmic beeping of the hospital monitors was the first thing you noticed as you stirred awake. The second was a dull pain across your skull, and the third was that your arm was in a sling. Fourth was the large, warm hand that was holding your own and gently squeezing; without opening your eyes, you knew it was Luke’s. You felt too weak to say any words, so instead you tried your best to squeeze back as you slowly opened your eyes. You heard a sharp intake of breath, before Luke’s smiling face came into view.

“Hey there, sweetheart. How are you feeling?” Luke asked, reaching up to gently brush some hair out of your eyes.

“Like I was in a car accident.” You managed to croak out, shooting him a wry smile and earning a laugh in return.

“You are correct, you can pass go, and collect $200. A pretty gnarly accident, the car’s a write-off, but thankfully everyone’s injuries are relatively minor. Some dickhead ran a red light.” You could tell Luke was trying to remain calm, but under the surface he was pissed.

“Not ideal, but at least I get a few days off work.” You joked, grimacing as you tried to sit up. Luke stood and gently maneuvered your pillows to support your back and shoulders better, and you felt a zap of electricity as his hands brushed your arms in passing.

As Luke sat back in the chair next to the bed, you suddenly realised that it was just the two of you in the hospital room. 

“No offence, Hemmo, but what are you doing here? Considering we’re no longer significant others, and all…” You said awkwardly, looking down at your arm sling with sudden great interest.

“Very observant, dear. Glad to see the concussion hasn’t affected your short term memory, I was worried you’d forget me entirely. You did, however, forget to update your emergency contact details, so I guess I was first on the list for the hospital to call. Ash, KayKay and I have been taking shifts but they’re out getting food right now - “ The rest of Luke’s explanation was cut off by a gasp and a cheer at the door, signalling Ashton and KayKay’s return and subsequent delight at you being awake.

The days that followed were uncomfortable physically, but kind of heartwarming emotionally. You got home to your apartment thanks to KayKay’s assistance, and found that your friends had stocked your fridge and freezer full of ready-made meals and your favourite snacks. They’d also made a roster so not a day went by without someone popping in to check on you, although you noticed that Luke never came by. 

Your recovery was slow but steady, and soon enough the doctors gave you the all clear. At this point, it was nearly 6 months since you’d broken up with Luke, and you could feel your mindset shifting. He was no longer the first person you wanted to call with good or bad news, or the first memories that popped into your head when you needed cheering up. It almost felt like… relief? Because for the longest time, even though you knew the break up was for the best, detaching yourself from one another seemed almost in possible after so many years of so many memories. 

I've been waking up alone, I haven't thought of him for days

I'll be honest, It's better off this way

The tipping point came at Calum’s birthday party, a month or so later. Ashton had invited you out for coffee and nonchalantly mentioned that maybe, possibly, well actually extremely likely almost definitely Luke was bringing a date to the gathering at Cal’s house; a girl he’d been seeing for a month or so. Everyone wanted you to be comfortable, and everyone, Cal especially, wanted you to be there, but they also understood if you wanted to avoid any potential awkward encounters with Luke and his new love interest. You assured Ashton that it would be fine, that you honestly weren’t bothered, and laughed off his suggestion of setting you up with a super hot blind date to help level the playing field.

The night came along, and you found yourself stumbling along Calum’s front path in the dark as you tried not to drop the gift you’d bought for him (a new cookbook and a collection of various hot sauces).  “Bloody 5sos and the “no good party starts until 11pm rule”, you muttered to yourself as you almost tripped over again, and you heard an indignant shout that sounded very Ashton-like behind you.

“Oi! Don’t be mad at us, you know that rule has never let us down!” Ashton bellowed, as he came forward with his phone flashlight switched on, KayKay not too far behind him.

“Damn girl, you like fiiiiiine!” KayKay said, letting out a low whistle. You rolled your eyes, knowing she was exaggerating. Your outfit was essentially a denim skirt and a t-shirt - maybe you’d sexed it up a little bit with some thigh high boots, tousled hair and a red lip, but all’s fair in love and war, right?

The three of you made it inside, and a very tipsy Calum greeted you with open arms and a lot of excitement at your gift of hot sauce. It felt so nice to be back with all your friends at a house party, like the old days, and you found yourself stepping out onto the back patio for a moment of quiet reflection and to share some pats with Duke.

You’d exchanged a wave with Luke when you’d entered the house, but hadn’t quite worked up the confidence to go up and speak to him, especially when he had his new girl in close proximity. She looked really friendly, though, and you could tell from the spark in both of their eyes that their relationship was blossoming in the best possible way. Part of you thought you’d be upset about it, but all you truly felt was content. Content in your life as it was, surrounded by friends that loved you just as much as you loved them, and actually quite proud of how far you’d come over the past year. You’d learned to stand on your own two feet, and you’d grown into a much more settled, independent human as a result. 

You were lost in your train of thought when you heard the song change on the speakers inside. Duke’s ears perked up and he licked your hand attentively when you stopped patting him as the song registered - it was your song. Or at least, it used to be. You felt a smile creep onto your face when you remembered the Sunday mornings of pancakes and singalongs, and the smile grew wider when you saw Luke’s girlfriend dragging him onto the dancefloor, much to his (fake) protests. You made eye contact with your kind-hearted, softly-smiling, gentle-eyed ex-boyfriend, and for a split second you saw a flash of concern cross his face. In response, you raised your glass in a cheers and shot him a wink, which earned a smile and a small laugh from Luke before he turned his attention back to the beautiful girl in his arms. You took a sip, and smiled to yourself. It truly was better off this way. 

When I hear it, I just can't stop smiling, I remember you're gone

Baby, it's just a song on the radio, That we used to know

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#my writing #luke hemmings imagine #luke hemmings one shot #luke hemmings fan fiction #5sos one shot #5sos imagine #5sos fanfiction #lol how do i even write things anymore #i feel VERY rusty #but alas #hopefully it's okay #lmk what you think!

[7-dreamers]

[201205] Siyeon’s Weverse Update:

Sleep well 💙 My cool ones

Gahyeon’s comment: Kaykay unnie you sleep well too🥰

Siyeon’s comment: 💙Oh you

Gahyeon’s comment: Heh🥰🥰

Transl: 7-Dreamers HojuneTL | Please do not take without credit

#dreamcatcher #siyeon #201205 #p: weverse #p: selca #era: dlm #t: trans

[saintanjiro]

Tomura and Touya exchange a few blows, not getting too heavily into quirk use before they see you both almost completely gone from their view.

They spit at each other when they stop fighting, running after the both of you despite how they were told not to follow.

- Tomura + Touya

"We should really get Toga, she must be getting bored with Spinner, Twice and Compress..." I think out loud.

"Yeah! I wanted to meet her too, we barely spent time with her."

"Well, all settled then!" We change the course to the building, while still giggling at nothing and everything. Kaykay tells me about how she pissed Touya off, and we both laugh together.

Once we're at the building, and as soon as we step into the lobby, we spot her.

"Toga!" I wave at her, "Wanna hang out with Kaykay and me?"

"Cherry-chan!" She turns to us, immediately lighting up and running.

Spinner and Twice turn as well, "Sorry guys, girls only! However,"

Don't think I haven't noticed that they were following us, running like stray puppies. When I turn around, my expression turns into a deadpan, and it's directed to Tomura.

"Why don't you keep Touya and your leader busy for a while." I deadpan as well, but as soon as I turn back around, my expression changes into a smile, "I'm sure he's got a loooooot of things to update you on, if he hasn't already; he seems to be on a very chatty and gossipy mood. Who would have thought! Anyways,"

Hooking an arm each around Kaykay's and Toga's, we three turn to leave, "we'll make sure to bring you something later, so long as you don't let them follow us. See ya!"

#✞; el bagdad. #tomura.👑

[angelifylove]

DRIVE - [A.I]

Title: Drive - Ashton Irwin x Platonic!Reader

Song: Drive by Ashton Irwin

Summary: Ashton and reader have been friends since the moment the band moved to California. Recently though, the best friends have to conquer an emotional task; the reader’s father passes. They decided to take a little road trip.

Word Count: 4,348 words

Warnings: familial death, slight mentions of starving, drowning (suicidal) attempt, unrequited love

Masterlist

I know that you're hurtin', I know you still care

I know his voicemails sound like a lullaby

I feel that you're hurtin', I know it's not fair

I know his words still ring like bells in the back of your head

The woman rushes out of her car, heading straight towards the front door of the house of her best friend. She bangs on the door, her breathing pace increases as she stands there waiting for him. Her impatience makes her bang more on the door.

“Ashton Fletcher Irwin, open this damn door!” She screams at the door. There she sees the woman on the other side stand.

“I’ll go get him,” is all Kaykay had to say before she ran over to where Ashton was hiding. (Y/N) walks into the home, closing the door behind her. The emotions start to flood her senses when she sees Ashton round the corner. His eyes land on her, seeing the tears well up in her eyes. She runs over to him, holding onto him tight. Ashton holds onto her, rubbing her back as she lets go. Breaking down in his arms, he couldn’t help but wonder what happened for her to be here. Ashton suddenly pulls away a bit, gesturing his head towards the couch nearby. She sniffles, doing her best to hold her tears in. They get on the couch, her right back into his safe arms. He always knew how to make her feel safe again.

“What’s wrong, bear,” he uses the nickname for her. She looks up at him before pulling her phone out. She goes to voicemail, staring at the recent contact to leave her the voicemail. She plays the voicemail to Ashton, closing her eyes as she realizes this is one of the few things she has left of him.

“Hey, honey! I know you never pick your phone up but I decided to call to talk to you about dinner tomorrow night. If you could, just call me whenever you’re free. I wanna make your mom’s birthday great this year.” The voicemail ends, leaving the room silent. (Y/N) leans her head onto his chest again. Throwing her phone on the empty space on the couch.

“Ash… he got into a… a horrible… a horrible accident… the doctors said… they said they did the best they could.” Ashton’s heart drops, holding her closer to him. He closes his eyes, finally getting the clue in on what she meant. Tears fall down from her eyes again, they slowly grow red as she feels more alone than ever before. He continues holding onto her, not planning on letting go. Around two hours later, she sits in his arms with red eyes and puffy cheeks. Sniffles were the only noise in the air.

“I think we should go for a drive… like old times?” Ashton suggested to her. She looks up at her best friend, a small smile appearing on her face.

“I’d like that.”

We could take a drive downtown to the Pacific Coast

We could work it all out, tell me where it hurts most

We could tie another knot between us in some hope

We could, we could, we could, we could

The two sit in the car as Ashton drives. (Y/N)’s emotions were everywhere, she shouldn’t be the one behind the wheel right now. He looks at her, checking up on the silent woman in his car. She lets the small huff out, seeing the usual sightings. It was the middle of the day and she hadn't eaten anything since yesterday’s lunch. She was too busy stressing over him in the hospital. The windows were rolled down on that sunny day… the day didn’t feel too sunny to her. She just wants it to end already. Everything to end.

“Do you want to tell me… where it hurts?” Ashton asks her, breaking the frozen air on the warm day. She looks at him, seeing the look of concern written on his face as he continues to drive the car. She looks away from him, tearing filling her eyes again.

“I have… a raging headache,” she confesses the pain in her head from all the crying she’s done. He nods his head, pointing at the glovebox. She opens it to see the small bottle filled with ibuprofen. She gets the three pills, looking at the water bottle he had brought with him.

“You can drink out of it,” he says to her simply, already knowing the question she was going to ask. She nods her head, grabbing the bottle. She gets a mouthful of water before putting the pills in her mouth. With a quick swallow, the pills and water in her mouth was gone and down her throat. She puts the water bottle back, going to look out the window.

“My heart hurts too. You know, I’ve never experienced this before. I thought I would be alright and have come to terms with him gone. He wasn’t the best towards me like he probably should have been. But now that he’s actually gone… I don’t know what to do really.” Ashton nods his head towards her. He’s heard all the stories about him from her. He wasn’t the best of a role model for her like he was towards her siblings/cousins. She stares outside the window, tears going back to her eyes.

“I thought I would be a bit happy with him gone but I’m not. I wasn’t done with him.” (Y/N) sits there as she watches the buildings and signs past by. Some cars here and there but Ashton isn’t the best driver in California. She looks at him as he drives, seeing him bite the insides of his cheeks from the fact he wished he could help her with anything she wanted.

Ashton finally gets the car at the destination, a cliff that the two found one night driving around. Back then, they were younger and a bit more carefree. It was the first time they came up with the idea of driving around to explain their emotions to one another. The small road trips managed to make them feel better. But never have they gone on a drive for a death. Ashton isn’t too sure if she will bounce back right after the drive like usual. Sitting in the back on top of the small car’s trunk, the woman stares at the beautiful view. The cliff stares right towards the water of the Pacific coast. Even from high up, she could still hear the crashing of the waves. Wind blowing on her body makes her feel more alone. But he was there, holding her hand, watching her take the scene in as usual.

“Just drive,” is all she says before hopping off the trunk. She lets go of Ashton’s hand, heading back to her seat inside the car. Ashton stares at her inside the car, watching her slowly break down again. Her face in her hands as her body shudders. He looks away, back at the ocean. The scene did nothing for her. She never suddenly wants to leave after just arriving at their spot. He looks back at her in the car, realizing she truly is broken without him.

We could take a drive downtown to the Pacific Coast

We could work it all out, tell me wherе it hurts most

We could tie another knot bеtween us in some hope

We could, we could, we could, we could

Ashton drives the car in the forest, stopping for gas fifteen minutes ago. They have never driven this far away from home. He knows he’ll have to call Kaykay whenever they stop for dinner soon. She’s always been understanding of the friendship and how much these drives seem to help one another in the end.

“The suns going down… we should stop somewhere for dinner soon,” Ashton tells her. (Y/N) nods her head, staring out the window. She blinks a bit, her eyes no longer red but pink. A sniffle in response makes Ashton know she’s still alive at least.

“Have you eaten anything today?” He looks at her, seeing her shake her head. He lets the small sigh out, understanding what she meant a bit.

“I’ve been so stressed out since the accident,” she confesses to him. He continues driving as the windows start to get rolled up. He soon notices the small town, driving straight towards it. Looking around, he finds a small diner and parks the car outside of the building. He looks at (Y/N), she reluctantly takes her seatbelt off. Getting out of the car, Ashton follows along with her. He locks the car as she heads towards the diner’s front door. Walking inside with Ashton after her, they head over to the first booth her eyes land on. A woman walks over to them, her eyes land on (Y/N).

“Oh honey… it’s going to get better,” the woman says towards her. She just nods her head, not feeling the need to say anything.

“Do you have cheeseburgers?” Ashton asks the waitress. She nods her head, he looks at Ashton. He knows he should just order something for (Y/N). He orders her go-to order at restaurants she isn’t too familiar with, getting the drink she likes. He orders himself his own food before the waitress leaves the table. He pulls his phone out, seeing the worried texts from Kaykay.

“Bear, I have to go call Kay real quick, I’ll be back real quick.” She nods her head towards him, letting Ashton leave the booth. He walks outside, glancing at (Y/N) every other second to make sure she seems okay. He puts his phone to his ear, soon hearing Kaykay’s worried voice.

“Is everything fine? You guys would typically be back by now.” Ashton nods his head, closing his eyes.

“Her father passed away… I think our drive for today may go on for days.” He hears his girlfriend take a deep breath on the other side.

“I understand, tell her my condolences and text me updates. I worry about her more than you to tell you the truth.” Ashton laughs a bit, hearing his girlfriend so worried for his best friend. He looks at the booth, seeing (Y/N)’s hands covering face.

“I have to go, love you.”

“Love you too, now go help her.” Ashton hangs up the phone call, getting inside the diner again. He sits on (Y/N)’s side of the booth, pulling her in for the hug. She breaks down more in his arms again. He rests his chin on the top of her head, sighing as he rubs the circles on her back. The waitress comes back with their drinks and food. She soon leaves the check behind, he sees that the waitress seemed to have been nice and wrote that the meals were on the house. He knows better to leave a tip for the waitress on being so kind.

“Bear, it’s time to eat,” he softly spoke as he pulled her away from him. He helps her wipe her tears away, her nodding her head towards him. She starts with her drink first before staring at her food.

“At least try to eat… for me,” he pleas her. (Y/N) lets the small sigh out before nodding her head. She starts to eat the food he ordered her. He knows her too well. Ashton starts to eat before the small memory goes through his head.

“Do you know why I call you bear?” He looks at her, seeing her shake her head.

“Bears are one of the toughest animals I know yet they can be the most caring animals ever. They fight for family and do everything they can to protect them. They’re resourceful and do they love their sleep just like you. You’re my bear, (Y/N).” She looked at him, raising an eyebrow but finally for the first time that day, he saw a small smile on her face.

“Really?”

“That and just because of those baby pictures of you dressed as a bear for Halloween,” he was quick to tease her. She hits him playfully with her elbow. He sees her continue eating. Ashton smiles seeing her at least a bit happy on a horrible day.

Just drive, just drive, just drive tonight

Just drive, just drive, just drive tonight

Sitting in the car as Ashton drives to the closest motel nearby according to the waitress. He left the woman with a thirty dollar tip. He felt bad for her not letting them pay for their meal. He stops the car outside of the entrance to go get a room. He looks at (Y/N), seeing her asleep in the car. He smiles a bit, happy to at least see her seem to be at ease for once today. He heads inside the motel before coming out with a key to a two bedded room. He drives the car down to where the room should be, parking in front of it. He gets out of the car before getting (Y/N) out. He helped her out, hearing her groan at the fact she had to wake up a bit. Her eyes were still closed as he held his arm around her waist. Getting her inside the bedroom, he gets her to lay on the closest bed. He locks the door behind him before looking at her trying to get under the warm covers. He smiles at her, shaking his head at the sight. He walks over to the other bed, sitting down as he kicks his shoes off. He realized he didn’t see her do that with her own. He stands up, rounding the bed to see her shoes on the floor. He nods his head, realizing he doesn’t need to be so worried for her.

The following morning, after breakfast, they were back in the car heading home. (Y/N) continues staring at the world in the silence with Ashton. He has the music in the background this time, believing she’s at least a bit better after yesterday.

I'm here for you when the world is falling down

I'll be with you when the world is falling down

Down, down, down

(Y/N) notices the happy things in life, wishing she could feel what they were experiencing since she seemed to be unable to at the moment. Closing her eyes, she takes a deep breath in before the idea goes through her head.

“The beach.”

“What?”

“Take me to the beach.” Ashton looks at her, seeing her stare right at him with those (e/c) eyes. He nods his head before looking away from her. He continues driving the car, noticing the closest beach is about fifteen minutes away from them. Once arriving at the beach, he lets her go before checking his phone. There he sees the text messages from his other best friend being worried. Calum was panicking that (Y/N) hasn’t been answering any of his texts recently apparently. Ashton picks his phone up after he hits the call button. He watches the girl walk towards the sand, kicking her shoes off and taking the socks off before stepping on the white powder. He hears the phone ring two times before Calum finally picks it up.

“Ash, what’s happening?” Ashton takes a deep breath in, he continues watching (Y/N) walk towards the ocean after she puts her shoes and socks down on the small wall.

“Has Kaykay talked to you?”

“Nothing. I’m really worried, Ash. She leaves me on read and I know something’s up.”

“Someone in her family passed,” is all Ashton could bring himself to say. Calum went silent on the other side.

“Oh god, I’m an asshole.” Ashton’s eyebrows furrowed in confusion on what Calum meant by that.

“Cal, she hasn’t told anyone really. I know the feelings you have for her so it makes sense for you to worry. Don’t worry and just give her time to… grieve.” Ashton soon realizes (Y/N) was heading straight towards the water. He couldn’t help but look at the flags, seeing the yellow flag. Worry went through him as he watched her enter the water.

“Cal, I have to go. I’ll text you later!” Ashton quickly hangs up the phone before he gets out of the car. He makes his way to her shoes, staring at them before looking up to see his best friend in the water. He shot off towards her, not caring about his clothes and shoes with the sand or the thought of them getting wet. He noticed his friend wasn’t trying to swim or anything. He gets to her the moment the water reaches her neck. He instantly wrapped his arms around her waist.

“Let me go!” She screams as she instantly thrashes in her best friend’s arms. He starts to head back to the shore as best as he could. The current was strong and he was surprised he managed to get to her so quick.

“I need to talk to him! Tell him I loved him and not hate him!” She screams at Ashton to let her go. Finally getting close to land, he pulls her into the hug as the waves hit their legs.

“(Y/N) don’t, he knows, trust me. Please don’t.” The woman breaks into his arms once more, tears streaming down her cold face. Ashton could feel his heart beating out of his chest as the tears started to go down his own face. He pulls away and puts his hands on the cheeks of her face.

“Don’t ever do that again. I know you two didn’t get along and that you want to change that but trust me, he knows you love him. As much as you didn’t show it, he knew you looked up to him. That is enough for him. Please, please, don’t leave early just for someone who knows that you love them,” Ashton begs of her as the realization sinks into what she just almost had done. She looks at the ocean before looking at Ashton.

“I don’t know what’s happening anymore, Ash,” she whimpers to him before he brings her back into another hug.

“Don’t worry, bear, everything will be okay again.”

The violent voice is loud and deafening

Red lights, they burn us out like kerosene

The future's not so clear, I'll help you see

There's so much more to life than you and me

Standing outside as the priest continues on with his sermon. (Y/N) stares at the wooden casket, not knowing what to feel in that moment. She looks to her right, seeing her mother cry into her tissue as her cousin holds the box full of tissues for her mother. (Y/N) looks down at the black outfit she wears, feeling confused about the color she once wore as a way to express herself often. She looks back at the casket before looking to her left to see her best friend standing there. He stood besides her in the time she needed him the most. She looks down at his hand, grabbing onto it. She looks back up at Ashton, seeing him snap his head towards her direction. Tears forming in her eyes, doing her best to blink them away. He looks at the casket before looking at her. She nods her head, knowing he wanted to make sure if she was alright.

The funeral comes to an end and everyone goes their separate ways for the day. (Y/N) still holds onto Ashton’s hand in an almost death grip, never wanting to let go it seemed. They get over to his car, she stares at the headstone that she can see others still gather around. She stares before looking at Ashton.

“Take me home please.” He nods his head before helping her get in the car. He gets into the driver’s seat and turns the car on. His right hand is instantly taken by hers, she stares outside the window. He looks at her before looking away. He pulls out of the parking spot and heads straight towards her apartment. Ashton typically has been staying there for the past week to help her. Calum has come by to check up on her. (Y/N), of course, confessed what the situation was and apologized for seemingly ignoring him. Calum handled it well and told her it was perfectly fine, reminding her that he is always there for her.

Arriving at the apartment, he helps (Y/N) out of the car and into the home of her’s. She headed straight to the bedroom while he went to the guest bedroom he has been spending the night in. Kaykay would occasionally come by to check up on the two and mostly give love to (Y/N). Ashton starts to unloosen the tie, staring at himself in the full body mirror. He soon stops, looking at himself. The lyrics suddenly went through his mind. He has to do something about them. He rushes over to the notebook he kept nearby to scribble the lyrics down. The knock on the door pulls him away from his mind process, instantly closing the book when he looks up to see (Y/N) entering.

“I ordered Chinese if that’s fine.” Ashton nods his head, placing the book to the side. He sees she changed into sweats and one of Luke’s old hoodies. It warmed Ashton’s heart sometimes with how close the guys managed to get with (Y/N) but not as close as Ashton is with her. The moment she became his best friend, she became their close friend as well.

“Writing anything?” She asks as she sits down next to him. He looks at the notebook, a small smile appearing on his face. He nods his head towards her, knowing she will like the song.

Just drive, just drive, just drive tonight

Just drive, just drive, just drive tonight

Just drive, just drive, just drive tonight

Just drive, just drive, just drive tonight, tonight, tonight

Ashton paces the room, knowing she has to be the first one to hear the song he wrote just for her. He wouldn’t say it’s just for her since it could apply to KayKay as well but he got the idea while with (Y/N). Sitting on the couch at her apartment, he could remember the last time he wrote a song secretly about her. She doesn’t even know it’s about her yet. He has never been ready for that conversation just yet. His best friend doesn’t need to know his feelings he once had held for her.

“What was the surprise?” (Y/N) asks as she brings the drink of lemonade for Ashton. He looks up at her, seeing the small smile on her face. She looked so much better than what she would have been if he had made the song earlier. Of course, it took him awhile to write and produce the song but in the end he believes it’s worth it for her. He looks at his phone before looking back up at her to see her sitting down next to him.

“I want you to hear some of the music I’m working on.” (Y/N) smiles, nodding her head since she knew Ashton had been working recently on an album due to the pandemic that was happening. He looks down at his phone, hesitantly starting the song for her to listen to. He instantly pauses it after he starts it.

“I want to say before it starts, really that… I wrote this for you about your father.” (Y/N)’s smile disappears as she realizes what he is talking about. She looks away from him, nervousness growing through her as the song starts to play. She hears Ashton’s voice start to sing softly to her. She looks up from her hands, staring at the wall in front of her on the couch. Tears fill her eyes, a small memory of him taking care of her during her process of handling grief. He made sure she ate. He made sure she got her sleep. Whenever she would have a nightmare, he would cuddle her back to sleep. If she called him, he would answer. But most of all… he saved her that day she wanted to see her father again. Looking at Ashton, the song comes to an end. She instantly wrapped her arms around him, holding him close to her.

“You don’t understand how much this means to me,” she whispers to him. He couldn’t help but smiles as he held onto her in the hug. He nods his head, closing his eyes as he gets comfortable holding onto her. His chin rests on her shoulder, feeling her hair on his cheek. The two soon pull away. She wipes her tears away.

“Thank you so much, Ash.”

“Anything for my little bear.” She couldn’t help but smile more at the nickname. She nods her head before she looks away. Fiddling with her hand she looks back up at him.

“I’m really excited for your album.” Ashton soon goes on about how much he couldn’t wait for the fans to get the new content. He just felt bored during quarantine really to where he had to do it. Besides he grew lyrically and musically by doing this album. (Y/N) listened to all of his words. The conversation soon developed into different topics. (Y/N) mentions how she misses hanging out with the boys. Ashton agreed with her but he talks about the interviews over Zoom they still do together. She sighs before the excitement goes through her suddenly.

“Oh, Calum asked me out on a date whenever we can finally go somewhere!” Suddenly everything hit Ashton, hearing those words from his best friend’s lips. He could feel the color in his face leave and his heart seemed to have stopped. The world went frozen.

You and me

You and me

You and me

You and me

#ashton irwin x reader #5sos #ashton irwin #5sos x reader

[writingfortoomanyfandoms]

I Need You - Masterlist

Pairing: Calum Hood x Reader

Summary: The relationship through the years

Requested: No

Warnings: Swearing, just a lot of fluff, mentions of anxiety

A/N: Yeah so this has gone so much further than originally anticipated haha - below you can find links to all of the spin-off blurbs written for I Need You, laid out chronologically! I hope you guys enjoy reading!

Last Updated: 30/11/2020

I Need You

Fifteen Years Later

Basic information for the twins

The Hood Family

I Need You - Playlist

2009

Michael and Calum give you a nickname

2010

First date

Michael finds out about you and Calum

2011

You meet Ash for the first time

Bonding with Mali

2013

He goes away for football

He gives you a promise ring

First fight 

He gets comforted by the guys // Part 2

You make up

First time sleeping together

2014

Your first public event together

You spend Christmas with his family

2015

You meet Crystal, Sierra and Kaykay for the first time (also set 2018 + 2019)

2016

You meet Arzaylea for the first time

2017

You get Duke

2018

Cocktail chats scene extended

Cheating rumours

2019

You run into fans

Girls flirting with him

The guys talk about you in an interview

You’re worried about him travelling with Coronavirus being a thing

He misses you while he’s on tour

You get matching tattoos

2020

The proposal

Announcing the proposal

The guys crash your date

Michael sees what is inscribed in the ring

You talk about kids

You hear a song he wrote for you

You have an argument about the wedding

The make-up after the fight

You tell him you’re pregnant

You see each other after tour

Behind the scenes of the ‘Old Me’ music video

You feature in the ‘Old Me’ music video

He gets asked about you during an interview

You go into labour while Calum’s at the studio

The boys bring gifts after the birth

The guys meet the twins

The twins are taken to the studio for the first time

2021

He writes you a letter before your wedding

You walk down the aisle

First dance

You dance with the twins after your first dance

Michael and Crystal’s wedding

2022

Soft moment between Maia, Luke and Sierra

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Luke dances with Maia at his and Sierra’s wedding

Maia gets ‘married’

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[kaotical]

Announcement! ✨

I’m willing to answer questions to the following:

My OCs

The Hypetale characters

The Inkkay family (C-Tale)

Me :V

Also, since I’m bad at lighting for traditional art, I’ll be drawing my answers digitally! I’m excited for how it all turns out! uwu

I’ll be trying to stick to some “doodly” style instead of clean line art (maybe,, I’ll find out :P). The more questions I get, the more practice I’ll have drawing things faster. That’s gonna be important to my career as an artist; it currently takes me forever to do a single art project-

Here’s a total list of characters you can ask!

OCs:

KayKay

Para

Draxen

Chorrin

Crimson (placeholder name :T)

Naph

Verxe

Cresci

Prisma

Hatty

Vuelli

Sabe

Coal

Hypetale Characters:

Flowey

Frisk

Lucas (Bravery)

John (Justice)

Casey (Kindness)

Sammy (Patience)

Lauren (Integrity)

Marc (Perseverance)

The Inkkay Family (C-Tale):

Ink

Kay

Pastel

Sketch

Fade

Canvas

Dream

Blue

More (potentially confuzzling) info is under the cut if you’re interested!

First, some things you need to know! (or maybe you don’t. idc just skip to the rules at the bottom X”D)

There are two KayKays: one listed under OCs and the other under the Inkkay family. The former lives in a previous timeline (her first home) and the latter in a current timeline (in the Doodlesphere). Refer to the earlier one as “KayKay,” and the current one as just “Kay.” I know it’s confusing... (⌒-⌒; ) Depending on the question, each would respond differently, so this is important.

On that note, there is an event that draws a line separating the universes of those two. KayKay lives in a pre-incident, pacifist timeline in her own world. However, Kay is aware of everything her previous self lived through, along with the (kinda traumatizing) incident that led her to live with Ink in the Doodlesphere.

Kay is also kinda my persona, so I have no idea what you should refer to ME as. I’m alright with you just saying anything along the lines of “to the artist...” I suppose you can call me by my username as well~

ALRIGHT ENOUGH ABOUT KAY ALREADY.

If you have a question for me specifically, you may or may not get a drawing with your answer. It might depend on the question, and how much time I have. Sorry!

If I ever feel the need to, I will step in to answer questions even if they’re directed only towards a previously listed character. Reasons for this could be if a rule is broken, or if a specific question could possibly affect the story or timeline in a way we don’t want it to. (It’s either this or the character acts oblivious to what you’re saying lol)

The characters listed under Hypetale are the ONLY available characters. The rest of the HT cast (Sans, Chara, etc.) is unavailable. However, you can ask the listed characters questions about those who aren’t there. Same rule applies to the Inkkay family (ask about Error, Classic, etc.)

I freaking swear I didn’t notice I had named two consecutive HT human souls after a character in Bendy and the Ink Machine. I don’t even know how I didn’t notice that before (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)

Flowey will be answering questions in his flower form, not his Omega form.

The comic Hypetale has been discontinued. Asks for them is the next best thing the characters in the AU can get.

Of course, I’m using noncanon versions of Ink, Dream, and Blue in the Inkkay family (the rest are my own characters). You’ll maybe see headcanons that could seem mildly out of character, especially for Ink ( ·᷄ὢ·᷅ ) I’m trying to make it seem as canon as possible though—

I know I've posted little to nothing about the stories of the characters listed, but hopefully, by asking around a little, you can get to know them better! Later, I might post a few pictures so you get at least a slight idea of who you’re talking to. (If you’re an early bird here and wanna see it all now, try searching the hashtag “kay’s art”! Sorry I dunno how to turn a tag into a link lol)

And now, the rules!!

Please keep it PG-13

No spamming

Do not rush me please; I have a very busy schedule :”/

Not too much cussing, it makes me uncomfy u_u

Have fun~ I don’t care what you ask as long as you abide by the rules. Ask deep, meaningful questions! Super complicated questions! Short and simple questions! Weird and crazy questions! Flat out mega dumb questions! Things that aren’t even questions! You name it :D Don’t be shy!

Thanks for reading all that if you did. I probably shouldn’t have written all that, but I seriously appreciate you taking the time ❤️

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