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#30 with good boyfriend Kenma? :)
some stuff - kenma kozume x gn reader
prompt: โi love you.โ /ย โi love you even more.โ
warnings: animal crossing reference, short
the both of you were sat in the living room. you wore matching hoodies and shared a soft blanket. a film was playing on the television but you ignored it, favouring the consoles in your hands. various snacks and drinks were laid out on the coffee table in front of you.
โcan i borrow some stuff?โ you asked him. kenma nodded, not looking up as he decorated his island.
you proceeded to take some random bits and bobs from his island. by the time you had collected everything you needed, it was night in game.
โkenma, come sit with me on the bench.โ you made your character sit on a bench situated on the cliff overlooking his beach. it was decorated with different flowers and a singular lamp post.
you only waited a minute or two before kenmaโs character sat on the bench with you. as his character sat down, he saw the shooting stars in the background which made for a romantic backdrop. the both of you took a picture, small smiles on your faces.
โthank you for the items,โ you said to him.ย โi love you.โ
kenma leaned his head against your shoulder. his character was now following your character around the island, watching you interact with his different villagers.
โi love you even more.โ
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HOLD TO CONTINUE..
a kenma kozume ร reader smau
description: what happens when your management wants you to fake date another streamer for publicity? seems easy, if you didn't have a crush bigger than your storage
remember: male implied reader but can also be gn with he/him preferred pronouns! steamer smau! blank & ageless blogs dni or im blocking you ^^
warnings: swearing, suggestive themes at times cause my two favourite idiots r main characters, slight angst, mostly fluff
note: think thereโs only gonna b a few more after this :p
taglist: @shusbby @tinjao (if ur in bold i canโt tag you)
masterlist
006: WHAT IS THIS TMZ?
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Could I request kenma x male reader omegaverse where kenma has a huge crush on reader but doesn't know what to do with it?
Warnings: references to meeting someone on the internet and getting kidnapped/molested.
Omegan Stranger
Kenma Kozume x male reader
"Kenma!! You've gotta meet my friend (Name)! I feel like you guys would like each other!" Hinata jumped onto Kenma, almost latching onto him as a baby koala.
Kenma sighed and tried shaking Hinata off, "Hinata, for the last time please stop coming up behind me, like that you are going to give me a heart attack".
"But! He also likes video games!"
Kenma just stared at Hinata, giving a look, "So you think just because we both like video games, we would like each other? Pass".
"Hey, what are you two gossiping about?". Kurro walked up towards the duo.
"Oh hey, Kurro! I was just telling Kenma about my friend that he would like!"
"Oh is that so~ well you should give up, Kenma's alpha is like non-existent. Speaking of which, are you sure you're an alpha? You know, I've heard of school testing coming out wrong".
"Can both of you quiet down? I'm trying to finish this game before the match starts... also I'm kinda already 'talking' to someone.." Kenma rolled their eyes and focus on his phone.
"WHAT?!"
...
The three walked towards a corner store, "come on Kenma, can you give us a little details about them?"
"No".
Kurro sighed, "Okay... how about where y'all met?".
"On LOL".
Hinata and Kurro, gave eachother a look. "Okay listen buddy, I'm sorry to say but the person might be an 40 old man".
"No they arent".
"Okay! But how do you know! It's a stranger!" Hinata yelled.
"Keep it down please, we are supposed to meet up today at the Internet Cafรฉ".
Kurro put a hand on Kenma's shoulder, "As your best friend-"
"You're not my best friend"
"Shush, again, as your best friend, I and Hinata will come with you to make sure you don't get molested or kidnapped by a stranger on the internet".
...
Kurro snickered, "Are you really wearing your volleyball uniform to this "date"".
"Yeah because I told them that I will be wearing a red sweatsuit"
"Okay but what are they wearing?"
Kenma looked at his phone, "He said a yellow turtle neck".
Kurro whisled, "Oh so it's a guy?".
"Yeah... is that a problem?".
"Oh no! I'm an ally!"
Kenma gave Kurro a look, "Shut up, we are here".
Hinata looked through the window, "OMG ITS (NAME), I'LL BE RIGHT BACK".
Hinata ran inside, "Jesus what's his problem, right Kenma? Kenma?".
Kenma just stared at the duo through the window, his breath hitch.
'This scent... it reeks'
"Kenma... hello?" Kurro kept shaking his hands in front of the blonde, trying to get him out of his trance.
"Sorry I can't do this". Kenma started walking away from the cafรฉ.
Kurro looked af Kenma in shock, "HEY BRO WHERE YOU GOING?!".
Hinata and (Name) came out of the cafรฉ, "(Name)! These are my friends! Kurro and Kenma! Wait were did Kenma go?"
"Um.. I don't know? He kinda just walked away".
"It's okay Hinata, I'm just waiting on a friend to show up, which could be any minute now".
Kurro gave Hinata an awkward look, "Listen, why don't we keep you company untill your friend arrives? So it's safer!"
"Um..." (Name) looked at their phone, "sure that's okay".
...
[11:43 p.m.]
Kenma just stared at his PC screen, debating whether or not to turn it on. 'If I go online, my online statues would be seen and if they are on, they'll wonder why I didn't show up today'.
'Fuck it. I am not wasting my daily rewards on some man' .
As soon as Kenma launched the game, he saw that his inbox had three missed messages.
Hey! I'm at the cafรฉ! Let me know when you are here! :)
Hey, I don't mean to be a bother but are you coming? My friend came by and is keeping me company until then.
Hey, is everything okay?
Okay, I'm going to go. Sorry things didn't go as planned. Maybe next time? :)
Kenma stared at the messages and sighed, 'God, I'm such a dick'.
[Ding]
Kenma looked and saw that he was invited to an private in game chat.
'Time to face my consequencess'
"Hey, sorry that I didn't show up. Something came up".
"Oh, it's okay! I wasn't alone but we should really try meeting up again next time".
"Yeah. Next time.".
"Yeah.... I was thinking at the in person tournament? It's this Saturday! There is a grand prize too!".
"Yeah, we can try Saturday. Are you thinking about teaming up?".
"Yeah! Of course!".
"Good. Let's do a practice round".
"Ready when you are!".
...
"So why did you leave yesterday?"
Kenma stared at Kurro, "something came up".
"Bullshit". Kurro crossed his arms, giving a judgemental mother look towards Kenma.
Kenma sighed, throwing the volleyball towards the wall, "I don't know, I just kinda froze".
"You froze?"
"Yeah..."
Kurro scoffed, "for an alpha that was adopted by two omegan parents. You sure are skittish around them".
Kenma dropped the ball, "wait, they are an omegan?"
"Duh".
Kenma looked at his chest, 'Is that why you were acting up yesterday'.
"Well if it makes you feel better, we are going to retry Saturday"
"Way to go buddy!" Kurro put Kenma in a head lock, " I knew you could get bitches!".
Kenam growled, "LET ME GO".
"Woah woah, easy there baby alpha. Oh my God look at my baby, he is already growling".
"Please shut up Kurro!".
"No, but for real, we need to get you to prepare! Don't want you freezing up again!". Kurro teased.
Kurro looked at Kenma, "why did you freeze up again?"
Kenma face turned red, picking his nails, "I don't know. At first, his scent reeked then it felt welcoming and I don't know it just kinda made me freeze".
Kurro smiled, "Man, that omega has gotten a hold on your alpha".
"..what".
"Wait how long have you've known him?"
Kenma took a minute, "Well we've been playing on LOL together for a year now".
"And yall are going to meet for the first time Saturday?".
Kenma nodded.
Kurro sighed, "Well you might aswell confess now".
Kenma started choking, "WHAT?".
Kurro started tsking, "No omega would meet up with a stranger they meet on LOL for christ sake. So let's get you to prepare for Saturday".
โก
[Saturday]
"Now Kenma, what did we practice saying?"
"Don't tell him that he stinks"
"Good. What else?"
"Make them feel like they are being heard in the conversation".
"Wonderful. Last thing?"
"Um... food is the way to the heart?".
"No, but just be a good host".
Kurro gave Kenma a pat on the back, sending him his way into the convention center.
Kenma laid eyes on (Name), freezing again, "hey buddy, you are going to be okay". Kurro pushed Kenma foward.
(Name) turned around and smiled at the duo, "hey! Are you Kenma?".
Kenma gulped, "um yeah".
"Oh cool! My name is obviously (Name)! You know the guy you've been talking too on LOL".
The two both nervously laughed, Kurro smiled at them, "Well I'll leave you kids to do whatever nerd shit this is! Later!".
(Name) smiled, "So... the tournament doesn't begin until 1:50, I was wondering if you wanted to check out the anime convention next door until then? There is a lot of VAs here!".
"Um yeah sure that's cool".
"Great!".
The two walked around endlessly in the hot box of an convention center, pushing pass people, looking at the over priced dropshipper vendors.
"Oo! Actually Kenma there is an local artist I want to check out before we go eat. Is that okay?"
"Yeah sure, what art do they do?"
The two walk up to the vendor, "Well they just do fan art but I can't resist keychains".
As the two waited in line, something caught Kenma's eye.
"Hey, (Name). I'll be right back!".
"Oh okay! I'll meet you at the food court?" (Name) chirped happily.
Kenma walked up to an LOL vendor that was selling keychains of the video game characters.
"Um excuse me? Can I get two of these?"
โก
"Kenma there you are!". (Name) smiled and walked towards the blonde carrying drinks.
"Hey" Kenma smiled down, rubbing his neck, "Well I got this for you".
Kenma held out (Name)'s favorite LOL character in a keychain.
"Oh my goodness, Kenma.. you didn't have too".
As (Name) reached out for the Keychain, Kenma grabbed the man's hands.
(Name) look at the blonde, "(Name)...."
"Yes?".
"(Name) if we win this tournament... can I court you?".
(Name)'s face flushed in red.
โก
[Few years later]
"Name... wake up. I don't have time for this today".
(Name) snuggled closer in the bedsheets, just coming off of his latest heat, "I don't wanna, if I do get up that means I gotta be a person today".
Kenma chuckled, "Babe, I love you but I'm trying to stream... I don't wanna anyone else seeing my omega laying in their natural habitat"
"NaTUrAL HaBiTAt, you make it seem like I'm an animal"
Kenma sighed, "Well.. you do bite..".
(Name) threw a pillow towards the man, "You dick!".
(Name) charged towards Kenma; Kenma grabbing (Name)'s legs and flipping him upside down.
"AND HIS NAME IS JOHN CENA! BOOM BOOM BOOOM".
This was my first request and I am very happy! It was long, barely proofread, but I think it was goof! I hope you enjoyed it. Thank you so much! This was kinda rushed, sorry user if this wasn't as good as you hoped it to be. Thank you for the request anyways!
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STREAMER GETS FINGERED ! kenma kozume
warnings ! top m! reader , trans character (afab) , nsfw , fingering , voyeurism , exhibition , squirting , daddy kink , slight spanking
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. . . โ keep your fucking hips up. " your hand came into contact with kenma's face , his head whipping to the side from the force of the slap as a sharp whine left his lips from the sting.
your long fingers were buried deep inside kenma's pink cunt , his legs spread wide just for you as you moved both your middle and ring finger in and out of him slowly , watching him suck them back in with minimal ease. such a fucking whore.
the black haired man could only hold his legs open and move his hips down against your fingers for better friction. thighs quaking as he asked you to give him more , make him cum.
kenma was propped onto his back , arms wrapped under the backside of his knees to keep his legs in the air. his streaming camera which was usually facing his gaming chair was pointed toward the bed , zoomed in on his dripping cunt.
" look at his pretty little pussy , taking my fingers so well. he's leaking everywhere. you like being shown off like this don't you bitch ? "
he nodded his head obediently , toes curling in ecstasy , " yes daddy. i l-luh-love it ! "
the poor boys legs were shaking and a bit sore , being forced to sit still as you had your way with him - antagonizing him with the slow movement of your fingers. he just wanted to cum.
you pump them in and out of him quickly , spurring on gasps and high-pitched moans. his pussy fluttered around your fingers , head rolling to the side but not once did he drop his legs.
" pluh-please daddy. . . ngh-oh fuck! " his slick juices seeping out and coating your fingers to the knuckle , the excess sticking to his thighs.
" are you going to cum baby? you've been so greedy , pussy swallowing my fingers. i'm sure our little viewers would love for you to cum like this " you placed a kiss on his ass cheek and smirked at the camera. slowing your fingers to hear the loud wet slick sounds that cause him embarrassment.
as if getting fingered on the live stream was not enough. kenmaโs clit throbbed , twitching for stimulation. heโs been good, doing as you say and letting you pull orgasm after orgasm out of him.
" d-deeper! fuck. . . push them deeper " he let his words trail off into a gentle groan. pushing his ass back in time for you to push your fingers further into his cunt. โyes . . ah! like that daddy ! โ
there was a split second of shock as kenma's back arched off the bed with a girlish moan , thick cream gushing from his sloppy folds as he tried his hardest to pull away. " whoa baby , was that it? did i find your spot? "
you teased him to no end , stimulating the spongey area while rubbing gentle circles on his throbbing clit. kenma's broken garbled language had your thick cock begging for release.
but of course , you could deal with that after you've made him cum again from your fingers. it didnโt take him long , he was already at his peak again. but this time he felt different , wetter.
his clit twitched underneath your thumb and his pussy walls clenched around your fingers , spasming with wetness and heat before kenma's eyes crossed and a loud sob of pleasure left his throat. body going rigid and legs tensing in air.
clear liquid spurting from his cunt , and his hold on his leg going weak as his body went limp. but you leaned over to catch some of his release on your tongue with a giggle.
" you made such a mess ken ! look at that ! โ
pulling your fingers away from his used pussy and spreading his folds, you glanced at the camera with a smile, bringing your other hand down on the fat of his ass before gripping the flesh.
kenma panted , mewled , and giggled. the orgasm leaving him in an almost braindead state. if he was this way with your fingers , he was going to be even better with your cock buried in his cunt.
๐ฐ๐๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ฎ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐๐ฒ๐ธ๐ฒโข
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๏ผซ๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ ๏ผญ๏ฝ
๏ผด๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ ๏ผน๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ผ๏ฝ๏ฝ
๏ผค๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ
โ ๐๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฎ๐ข ๐น ๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ
You were smiling at him. He was over at your house, and after a few snacks, you had taken him to your bedroom to play some games.
"We won!" you exclaim as you tackle him in a hug. Kenma hums in reply.
There was a literal fire burning in your eyes as you queued up another game, "Let's play another one,"
After many games though, he felt himself getting a bit frustrated. You weren't giving him much attention. He smirks as he leans back and vows to win this round. Hours had passed by, and the house was asleep, you guys being the exception.
He was getting a little bored.
The end card shows up once more, and you whirl to face him, raising your hand up for a high five. He looks at your hand, then at your face. He raises his hand just a little bit.
"Kenma..." you whine, but as he thought, you shuffle forward to reach his hand.
"Sorry, I'm feeling a bit lazy," he replies.
As you reach his hand, he grabs it and yanks. You let out a startled gasp and fall onto his chest. He presses a few buttons on his controller before the game shuts off.
The both of you shift until you're sitting between his knees, facing him, pouting. Absentmindedly, his hands go to your hips, slipping under your sleeping shirt to trace small circles on your skin.
"We had a streak! What's wrong Ken-" You stop mid-sentence as he leans forward, placing his forehead on yours. Moonlight streams through your window, and you look up at him. He thinks you look very pretty. Kenma says as much, nuzzling his nose against your cheek.
He feels you huff in annoyance, but you donโt push him away. He pulls you closer, kissing your cheeks before backing up just enough to kiss the tip of your nose.
He smiles as your pout melts away.
But he notices the way your eyes flicker down to his lips.
โYou want something?โ He knows heโs being a little mean, but he justifies it with the goosebumps that rise under his finger tips.
Kenma chuckles before grabbing and kissing you. Your hands fly to his shirt, and he looks at you through hooded eyes. You kiss him back, and he canโt help to smirk at how flustered you get.
Breaking the kiss, you turn away and lay down on the bed. He canโt help but think you look a little drunk. Coming up behind you, he balances himself on his hands as he kisses your neck.
โG-go to sleep, Kenmaโ You say as you turn to push him down.
He pouts in return, but youโre already pulling the covers up and snuggling into him. Kenma kisses you again before finally grabbing you and closing his eyes.
The last thing he sees is you smiling at him.
โ ๐๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ด, ๐ด๐ฉ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฐ๐จ๐ด ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ค๐ช๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ! ๐๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ด๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฅ๐ช๐ด๐ต๐ณ๐ช๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฌ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฎ๐ช๐ด๐ด๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ
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Sub Kenma x Demon Fem. Dom reader โค๏ธ
Part 1
MINORS DNI, HEAVY NSFW
Warnings: drug use or abuse idk (reader smoking weed) , breath play, fingering, size kink, rough sex, blood, spanking, marking, biting, slapping, pet play, bondage, humiliation, orgasm control, cursing, heavy language, overstimulation, age gap (age isnโt mentioned), choking, hair pulling, squirting, anal, spit, pegging, mommy kink
So Iโll just make something clear right ahead or ppl get confused, the reader definitely has some demonic abilities and features like horns, wings and a tail, Iโll just say that Reader herself can choose who sees the features or not, so people might not see them. Iโll also write it in readers pov.
After I ended my 9 hour shift, I just needed something to drink, an energy drink would do itโs job tho, so Iโll buy two for my boyfriend too. after I say goodbye to my coworkers, I quickly left.
my legs were hurting. standing all day really wasnโt made for me, I could just fly all day, but of course I canโt do that, what would people think of me, seeing some cashier randomly floating in the air? theyโd probably freak out and call the police, so yeah, I canโt do that here.
Itโs about 8 p.m. so now Iโm on my way to the nekoma highschool, getting my boyfriend from his volleyball training. I could hear his friends already yelling and laughing, nothing new though theyโre always fucking around with each other. I bet Yakuโs beating Leviโs ass again.
Only thinking about it got me crackling. I mean he shouldnโt mention Yakuโs height all the time, so itโs his fault. As I walked closer to the boys, I looked for Kuuro cause where Kuuro is, Kenma canโt be far away.
,,Sup bitches. Whereโs Kenma at?โโ
I yelled out of no where, suddenly the pain in my legs all gone, and adrenaline building up in my body, thatโs one thing I love about his friends, they never fail to light the mood. Most of them nearly got a heart attack, which brought a wide grin to my face.
,,Damn y/n, you couldโve warned us at least, Levi almost shat his pants. Anyways your boyfriends on the toilet right now.โ
Kuuro told me, almost loosing it himself thinking about Leviโs scream, but couldnโt suppress a slight grin on his face. So I sat down on the bench next to the boys, listening to how their training went, how Levi kept on fucking up the easiest stuff, or how they once again tried to stop Yaku from beating his ass, which I know had Kenmaโs hair growing grey soon.
,,Damn Levi, you really should keep up with the training, if you keep fucking up Yakuโs really about to kill your tall ass.โ
I told him, while opening my energy drink.
,,But itโs not that easy y/n-Chan, I just seem to really be too stupid for all this. And stop calling me โtall assโ, or I might call you minor dater, old hag or something like that.โ
he said already getting himself ready to run for his live.
,,The fuck you said you lil bitch?โ
I yelled at him, ready to rip his limbs one by one. I was ready to yeet his stork ass, but couldnโt do it. He got hit pretty hard in the face by some basketball.
,,OWWWW! That FUCKINโ hurt man!!โ
He yelled while blood ran down his nose.
,,Then shut your reckless fucking mouth, bitch.โ
Everyone now looking shocked over to the direction the basketball came from. An angry Kenma walking towards us. Okay he was pissed, even more than me myself, you can see it, even a blind person could see it. The fact he extra got himself a basketball instead of a volleyball proves it even more.
I walked over to Levi, and stared straight into his eyes while he sat in the ground, Tora holding a paper wipe on his nose.
,,You can be happy it was Kenma who threw the ball, if it was me and Iโve had be half as mad as Kenma youโd be headless by now. So watch your language.โ
I told him, I know heโs probably shitting his pants, but he must hear it.
,,I-Iโm sorry, y/n-Chan, Kenma-San, wonโt do it again I promise.โ
I kneeled down of his level of height and grinned slightly.
,,Youโre good, lev. Donโt worry, I wouldnโt kill you. take my energy, itโll help with the pain, yeah? Keep the cold can on your nose itโll help it to stop bleeding. โ
I stood back up walking over to Kenma handing him the other energy I bought.
,,Take it. You need to calm down. Youโre right about what you said but you really didnโt needed to throw a whole ass basketball in his face. Poor manโs probably got a broken nose by now.โ
I told him still grinning, I know Lev deserved it, and the scene replaying in my head almost got me loosing it.
,,Whateverโฆโ
Kenma said, taking the energy drink out of my hand.
,,What you say?โ
I asked him, voice stern.
,,Sorry, I meant thanks, Babe. He just pissed me off.โ
he told me.
,, Yeah, I understand, letโs go home. Your live stream should start in about an hour.โ
we walked over to the others.
,,Weโre leaving now, his livestreamโa gonna start in a hour. See yโall tomorrow!โ
After we said goodby to everyone, weโll except to lev for Kenma, we walked home, enjoying the weather, itโs so hot outside like weโre almost melting. We went inside our apartment, while he started his livestream I started cooking. Some Katsu cutlet with rice and fried eggs and soysauce.
Placing it in two rice bowls, and walking to our shared bedroom. I opened the door quietly, careful not to make any noise, not to disturb his livestream. I placed his bowl next to his PS4, and quietly sat down on our shared king sized bed. I ate my food while watching him gaming. After about 10 minutes I finished, meanwhile he didnโt even touch his food once or looked at it. I didnโt wanted to disturb him, so I sent him a message to eat his food before it gets cold.
After another 10 minutes I got an idea on how i could make him eat. I crawled under his gaming desk, gently laying my head on his left thigh, gently massaging the other one with my right hand. He slowly looks down, while I whispered to him to eat his food. Which he nodded to, but still didnโt touch his bowl once. This. Little. Bitch.
The fuck he thinks he is to just ignore me? So I decided to change my plan a little. Just a little. While he kept streaming and talking to his viewers I started massaging over his crotch, which finally got me a real reaction. Manโs almost choked on his own spit but no one noticed. But he kept ignoring me, so this bitch really wants to know it huhโฆ?
Playing all cool in front of his friends, only if they knew what a little slut he is for me. I kept massaging a little harder on his crotch, already feeling how his boner grows. Still acting all cool huh? Wait till you feel this. I slowly pulled down his pants, together with his boxers. His cock jumping out of his boxers, saying hello to the cool air. A little whimper can be heard.
,,AYO? What was that Kodzuken? ๐คจโ
I heard one of his friends ask.
,,Nothing, are you schizophrenic or something?โ
,,Nah, I heard what I heard. But if you say soโฆโ
heh. You heard damn right, I slowly licked a stripe along his cock, then a few licks on the tip, which ended in me sucking his cock while heโs streaming. I can hear his breath getting faster, heavier, it got worse with every second. Swirling my tongue around his cock, adding my hand to pump what doesnโt fit in my mouth. When I felt him almost cumming I suddenly stopped and stood back up and let myself fall on the bed, watching some TikTokโs. After another 5 minutes I heard something like,
,, Alright, thatโs all for today chat, see yโall in 2 days. Bye.โ
then he ended the livestream and turned off his PS4, and walked over to the bed, laying down next to me, trying to kiss my neck.
,,Uh excuse me sir? Sluts that donโt eat donโt get to cum, itโs that easy. So eat your food now it might still be warm, if not put it in the microwave. After you ate we can maybe talk about this.โ
He looks at me with the โare you serious right nowโ look on his eyes, but stood up and started eating. I knew he wanted to talk back, but this ainโt working on me, itโs only gonna make everything even worse for him, and he knew this. So I continued watching my videos, after a few minutes i felt something entering the bedsheets, one look down already told me everything.
so I laid back, turning off my phone and laid it down on the little nightstand next to the bed. I felt my pants being pulled down, then some light kisses and rubs against my clothed pussy. My heart starting to beat faster, legs lightly trembling. I felt him pulling my panties aside, his hot breath meeting my now free pussy. He slowly started licking along my pussylips, just how I like it. His tongue meeting my clit, licking lazy circles around it, sucking on it here and there.
,,H-hahโฆkeep going, pretty boy.โ
I told him, my breath getting a little heavy. He then moved his wet tongue from my clit to my entrance, now tongue fucking me.
,,Hngghโฆjust like t-that..โ
I grabbed a fist full of his hair, pulling on it, he moaned into my pussy, sending little vibrations straight to my core.
,,Mmhh..g-gonna cum soon, pretty. Make mommy feel good..โ
he then again started massaging light circles around my clit with his tongue, adding two fingers inside me, curling them up to meet my g-spot.
,,H-hnggghh~โฆjust like thaatโฆyouโre making mommy feel soooo good..โ
my moans getting louder from minute to minute, the lewd sounds working me up even more,
,,P-pleaseโฆmommyโฆwanโ you toโฆc-cum all over..m-my faceโฆm-mโ s-sooโฆneedy for your c-cum..โ
thatโs all I wanted to hear, him begging, knowing his place, the lewd sounds of moans and being eaten out mixed together sending me over the edgeโฆ
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Sup:) Thereโs definitely going to be a part two for sure! Itโs just itโs 1 am over here and I have to work in like 5 hours. ๐ so Iโll post part 2 tomorrow or Thursday:3 I hope you liked it
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When Tooru was nine years old, he met a pretty boy with long hair and a bright smile on the playground. It was the first time heโd ever seen him, which probably meant the boy was new to the neighborhood. So Tooru told him he was pretty, and the boy shoved him to the ground, telling him not to call him that.
โIโm Oikawa Tooru,โ he said, a little starstruck as he stared up at the boy from the ground.
The boy looked at him, slightly concerned at the reaction, but introduced himself. Tooru believed that name to be his favorite word until he heard the name Y/N. That was far better than anything heโd ever heard before. Looking back on it, heโd fallen in love far too fast without even knowing it.
It was early winter during Tooruโs third year of junior high when Y/N received his first confession from a boy. He learned about it during their weekly phone call since they were in different prefecturesโtoo far away from each other. He didnโt know who Aoi was, but he knew that he liked Y/N, and he knew that Y/N had uncomfortably rejected him.
Even though Tooru knew Y/N wasnโt interested in him, he thought about how Y/N could be interested in someone. He could be interested in someone who wasnโt Tooru, even though he was so interested in Y/N. Interested to the point that heโd write an over-the-top girly love letter to Y/N if he had to. It was the nausea and frustration that washed over him that made it hard to breathe.
โAre you there, Tooru?โ Y/N asked, voice timid. Tooru tried to breathe normally, but it hurt. All he could picture was Y/N holding a faceless guyโs hand, and his chest hurt from how hard his heart pounded.
โI love you,โ Tooru said, and his voice shook. He wished he sounded confident, but apparently, that wouldnโt be happening today. โThis is me confessing to you: I love you.โ
There was silence for 30 seconds before Y/N blurted. โIโm a boy!โ He sounded completely frazzled. โIโm not a girlโnever felt like one. Iโm a boy.โ
Tooru didnโt say anything. He didnโt know what to say. Both of their confessions were unplanned, and he was trying to process both of their wordsโtrying to process the weight their words had on each otherโs shoulders. He didnโt understand what Y/N saidโdidnโt know what it meantโso silence seemed to be the better option over asking insensitive questions. But the tension between them thickened, even over the phone.
โOkay,โ he said, and Y/N let out a shaky breath. โDoes this mean I like boys?โ
Y/Nโs laugh was filled with tears. โI guess?โ
They spoke about it. Things were ironed out, and Tooru realized heโd never liked anyone but Y/N. The details of if he liked boys or girls werenโt relevant in that case, because Y/N could be anything in the universe and Tooru would still only want him.
One day during summer break, when they were both in high school and finally in the same prefecture again, Y/N confessed more. Theyโd been dating for nearly two years, and it wasnโt their first date by any means, but Tooruโs excitement always felt like the first date.
They were at a park, drinking soda from the vending machine, and Y/N sat so close to Tooru. Their sides were nearly touching. Tooru wanted to lean closer to him and feel the heat radiate through Y/Nโs clothes.
โWhat do you want to do after high school?โ Y/N asked as he looked over at Tooru. Tooru was already looking at him, admiring the way Y/N watched the world around them.
โPlay volleyball,โ Tooru said without hesitation, because that was all heโd ever seen himself doing. Volleyball was a core piece of him, and he didnโt know how heโd ever be able to part with it, so he hoped heโd never have to.
Y/N chuckled, his eyes glimmering in the sunlight. The wind blew Y/Nโs hair back, exposing his face some. Heโd recently gotten a haircut, and it was shorter, but not the length he wanted.
โI shouldโve figured,โ Y/N said, mild amusement in his voice. He looked away from Tooru, and his hair blew into his mouth. Tooru tried to bite down his laughter at Y/Nโs reaction to spitting it out. โI want to edit videos.โ
โLike our YouTube videos?โ Tooru asked.
Y/N shook his head. โNo, like movies or TV shows. Big things.โ He got quiet for a second. โBut I canโt stay here and do that.โ
Tooruโs brows furrowed together. โWhat do you mean?โ
โIโฆ Iโm never going to get to be myself here,โ Y/N said, and his brows furrowed as he stared at something in the distance. โIโm always going to be forced to beโโhe motioned to himselfโโthis person Iโm not. And I donโt know how much longer I can do it for.โ
โThen weโll leave,โ Tooru said, as if it were that simple. At 16 years old, it seemed that simple. Just about everything but getting to Nationals seemed that simple. โAfter high school, we can leave and start over.โ
Y/N slowly nodded before looking at him. โOkay,โ Y/N said softly. โStart over after high school.โ
Y/N didnโt wait for Tooru to start over. He graduated high school before Tooru, and he had university figured out. Yes, the train ride to Kyoto would be expensive, but Tooru would figure it out. He was already setting money aside, and Y/N hadnโt even graduated high school two days ago. But then they were in the park they met at, and Y/N wasnโt himself.
โI canโt do this anymore,โ Y/N said, and he forced distance between them. Whenever Tooru took a step forward, Y/N took a step back. โItโs not fair to you or to me.โ
โWhatโs not fair?โ Tooru asked, and Y/N wouldnโt look at him. He wouldnโt make eye contact with him, as if itโd hurt him. But then he looked at Tooru, and Tooru wished he hadnโt. The coldness in his eyes hurt more than not being looked at.
โBeing with you,โ Y/N said, and his voice was so dismissive. โItโs been going on for way too long. I canโt pretend to be in love with you anymore.โ
Fear rushed through Tooru, making his fingertips buzz and his chest ache. He didnโt understand. Yesterday they had shared secret kisses as they whispered that they love each other, but now Y/N was saying this? He didnโt understand.
โItโs all been out of pity,โ Y/N said. Tooru felt faint and ill and he couldnโt do this. โAnd liking the attention youโve given me. None of it has ever been real.โ
โAre you breaking up with me?โ Tooru asked, even though part of him wanted to yell that Y/N was lying. He was lying, because none of it made sense. This wasnโt him.
โYes,โ Y/N said as he sighed. โI never wanted you, and I can finally be free of you.โ
ย โBut I want you,โ Tooru said, because he did. His chest had always ached with want when it came to Y/N, from the first day they met. Tears burned his eyes, but he tried to fight them off. โHow can I make you want me?โ
Y/Nโs expression remained devoid of anything like himโcompassionate, scared, hopeful. โNothing. You canโt do anything to make me want you.โ
Tooru clenched his jaw as he tried to not cry. Y/N had always been good at hiding himself, but never in front of Tooru. Theyโd always been open and honest with each other, especially after Y/N came out to him and Tooru realized he loved Y/N more than words could describe. This wasnโt Y/N. It wasnโt his Y/N.
โWhy are you doing this?โ Tooru asked, and Y/N simply tilted his head to the side as if to ask what Tooru could possibly be talking about. โWhy are you breaking up with me?โ
โBecause I donโt love youโI donโt want you,โ Y/N said. His voice was unforgiving in a way that made Tooru flinch. โIโm tired of being miserable every day because I have to pretend. I donโt want to be miserable, and I donโt want to pretend.โ
That was when tears finally streamed down Tooruโs face, and he couldnโt stop them, no matter how hard he clenched his jaw or closed his eyes. His cheeks turned wet, and Y/N just stared at him. No reaction came from him, and Tooru didnโt cry harder from it, but he nearly did. He nearly completely broke down, but he had to keep some part of himself together. Even if Y/N knew heโd driven a knife into Tooruโs chest and turned it in a way he may never recover from, he couldnโt let himself fully feel that yet.
โFine,โ Tooru croaked out, his throat slowly turning raw from crying. It wasnโt loud crying by any means, but it still tore through his entire body as if to tell him he had been ruined. โWeโre broken up.โ
Y/Nโs breath hitched so loudly Tooru could hear it, and there was a faint flicker of hopeโhope that Y/N was lying. Perhaps Y/N was playing a part that Tooru knew nothing about. He wanted to scream at him, but he feared itโd make no difference. He feared fighting would only make all of it worse, and he couldnโt do that. What if fighting forced Y/N and Masaru apart? What if it forced Hajime and Y/N apart? Tooru couldnโt do that to the people he loved.
โFinally,โ was all Y/N said before walking toward his house. It was so close to the parkโcloser than Tooruโs house. So Tooru watched him walk all the way there and into the house. His breakfast sat heavy in his stomach, some of it begging to come up his throat and onto the grass beneath his feet.
Tooru had never thought there could possibly be a world where there wasnโt him and Y/N. Maybe being in love and dating your best friend was the worst thing to do when it led to this, but Tooru knew there was no universe that he wouldnโt love Y/N. There was no universe where Y/N didnโt love him, even if Y/N said he didnโtโeven if Y/N said he never did. Tooru didnโt believe it, and maybe his delusion caused him to run to Y/Nโs house. He pounded on the door, and he didnโt know what he was doingโhe didnโt know what he was going to say, but Y/Nโs parents werenโt home, so he could talk freely.
Y/N opened the door, and he still looked so passive. Tooru shoved inside, not waiting for him to speak or invite him in. โWeโre not fucking doing this,โ Tooru said, and Y/Nโs eyes widened a little. โWeโre not breaking up when youโre the love of my life.โ
โBut youโre not mine, Oikawa,โ Y/N said. Hearing him use Tooruโs surname stung, but he tried to ignore it. โSo, we are doing this.โ
โNo.โ Tooru grabbed Y/Nโs shoulders. โI donโt know what youโre thinking, and God knows if youโre going to actually tell me right now, but you canโt seriously tell me this is what you want.โ Y/N was quiet. He stared at Tooru with an annoyed expression, and Tooru couldnโt figure any of this out. โTalk to me.โ
โGet out,โ Y/N said as he knocked Tooruโs hands off his shoulders. โGet out of my house and leave me the fuck alone. Thatโs what I want.โ
Tooru shook his head. โNo, itโs not. I know you, and thatโs not what you want.โ
โYou donโt know me!โ Y/N yelled as he pressed a finger into Tooruโs chest, and it dug into the material so hard itโd wrinkle it and the pressure would cause a fingerprint bruise to rest there. โYou may know my secrets, but you donโt know me!โ
โBut I do,โ Tooru argued back, and he leaned into Y/N. He let the pain of his heart and chest ground him. โI know you better than I know myself.โ
Y/N dropped his hand as he shook his head. โGet out.โ
โWhy are you lying?โ Tooru asked, exasperation consuming his voice. โWhy are you doing this to us?โ
โWhy wonโt you leave?โ Y/N snapped, and he took a step forward, which caused Tooru to stumble backwards slightly. โWhy wonโt you leave me alone when Iโve asked you to?โ
โBecause I donโt know how to,โ Tooru admitted without hesitation.
Y/N stopped for a moment as his mouth opened slightly. He finally looked like he didnโt know what to sayโlike the act was finally melting away. โHave you really become so attached you donโt know how to say goodbye?โ he asked, completely surprising Tooru. โDo you not know a version of you without me?โ
โWeโve known each other since we were children,โ Tooru said, as if reminding him. As if Y/N somehow forgot that information. โItโs inevitable for who we are to be connected to one another.โ
Y/N turned away from him as he shook his head. โNo,โ he said, weak and wobbly. โNo. I hate you. God, I hate you so much right now.โ
For once in this entire fight, he didnโt sound like he fully meant it. It sounded like he was trying to convince himself. It sounded as if there had been a script and he was deviating from it.
โWhatโs going on, Y/N?โ Tooru asked, far softer than heโd been speaking. โJust tell me.โ
Y/N barely turned toward him, and Tooru couldnโt even see Y/Nโs face, but he tried to picture the expression Y/N wore. He tried to, even though he feared itโd hurt him more. The idea of Y/N looking angryโgenuinely hating himโmade Tooru sick to his stomach, but he pushed that thought aside. It was all he could do.
โI canโt,โ Y/N said, voice strained, and he was crying. โJust leave.โ
Although he wanted to keep fightingโwanted to keep Y/Nโsomething in Tooru paused. That urge to get him back faltered, because Y/N was crying. The boy who stayed strong for everyone elseโfeared that his weakness would only bring others downโwas crying. Tooru had seen him cry before, but itโd been so long. Itโd been so long since Y/N broke down.
โOkay,โ Tooru said, even though he didnโt want to. โOkay, I will.โ
It all felt robotic how he turned and left, the spring wind brushing over his face as if to tell him it would be okay. It wouldnโt be, though. It wouldnโt be okay at all, because he just possibly ended Y/Nโs friendships with Iwaizumi and Masaru as well. That guilt and heartbreak would consume his entire chest until he couldnโt breathe anymore. He shouldโve told Y/N to not bring them into this.
The walk to his house wasnโt farโonly 20 minutes. Heโd be stuck in his head for 20 minutes, and he knew it wasnโt a smart idea, but there was nowhere else to go, though. His steps were slow, because there was nothing left to him. Heโd never been so drained in his entire life, and it was so bad that he didnโt even know how long heโd been walking. Itโd all just been repetitive of one foot in front of the other until someone crashed into his back. Crashed into him so hard he stumbled, but the arms wrapping around him made it to where he didnโt completely fall.
โDonโt leave,โ Y/N said, desperate. โDonโt leave me. Iโm so sorry.โ
Tooru took a deep breath in and let himself melt into Y/Nโs embrace. โI wonโt,โ he breathed. โIโm staying right here.โ
Y/Nโs plan had been to cut off contact with everyone and disappear, because he knew his family wouldnโt support him. Theyโd most likely kick him out and make his life miserable, so he thought that going no contact would simplify things. To do this, he had to break up with Tooru. He had cut off all ties to everyone he loved or else theyโd get caught in the crossfire.
Tooru told him heโd do whatever he had to in order for them to stay together. If that meant making up that heโd met someone new, then heโd do so. Heโd do whatever Y/N needed him to do. Heโd follow him to the ends of the earth if thatโs what it took to keep him.
Now, three years later, Tooru gets out of his car and sees Y/N sitting on the swing he once told Tooru is his. Itโs the only swing that doesnโt have creaky chains, and the seat isnโt completely worn to a faded gray when itโs meant to be black. Tooru always saved it for Y/N, not interested in it if Y/N was with him. Itโs strange seeing Y/N back there, sitting on a swing in their childhood park, because he looks like himself now. No longer is he playing a part he never signed up for but now plays the part made for him. He looks like the boy Tooru fell in love with.
โThere you are,โ Tooru says, and Y/N looks up at him. Even though thereโs distance between them, Tooru sees how puffy Y/Nโs eyes are from crying.
โTooru,โ Y/N says, and his voice cracks. Itโs so raw and full of emotion. โIโmโIโm sorry.โ
Tooru hurries to his side, knowing things will only fall apart if the distance remains. Y/N has always loved close proximity, even if theyโre not touching. Heโs always preferred being in person over texting, because he believes it changes the experience entirely. Quality time is so meaningful to him, and Tooru knows this.
โYou donโt need to apologize,โ Tooru says as he crouches in front of Y/N. He doesnโt reach out for him, letting him take his time to come to him.
โIโm so scared,โ Y/N says, and his voice is soft but not a whisper. โIโI donโt know what to do.โ
Then he breaks down into tears, and he leans forward to press his forehead against Tooruโs shoulder. Itโs an awkward angle, but he puts an arm around Y/N to ground both of them.
โWe continue on,โ Tooru says as he presses his cheek against Y/Nโs hair. โWe deal with everything as it happens, just like weโve always done.โ He lifts his face so he can press a kiss to Y/Nโs hair. โItโs the two of us against the world. Itโll be okay. Iโll make sure of it.โ
Y/Nโs crying dies down a little, and his heart pounds so hard Tooru feels it through his chest. Tooru wants to fix all of this. He wishes he could make everything bad fade away so Y/N can breathe without fear and pain. The wind is gentle, brushing through both of their hair like a fine-tooth comb. Y/N has stopped crying, but his heart doesnโt quit beating so hard.
โI like Kenma,โ Y/N whispers, but itโs loud in Tooruโs ears. He doesnโt pull away from Y/N, because he knows thatโs the only way Y/N can say this.
โYou like him?โ he asks softly and slowly. โRomantically?โ
Y/N pauses, far too long for Tooruโs liking. โYes.โ
Itโs not the first time Y/N has liked someone else before, and it didnโt surprise Tooru the first time it happened either. Heโs always thought of it as Y/N has so much love in his heart that he canโt just pin it down on one person. It doesnโt mean it doesnโt hurt a little whenever it happens, because Tooru is only human. And what makes it worse is that he saw it coming. He saw Y/Nโs crush on Kenma coming from a mile away.
Tooru takes a deep breath, and all he smells for a moment is Y/Nโs shampoo. โDo you want to be with him?โ
โI want to be with you,โ Y/N says without hesitation.
Thatโs always been Y/Nโs answer when asked that. He always says he loves Tooru and wants Tooru before wanting anyone else. He doesnโt have to say that for Tooru to say. All he needs to say is that he still loves Tooru, and Tooru will stay.
โI want to be with you too,โ Tooru says, because it means more to Y/N than just saying heโs not upset. โBut do you want to be with him, too?โ
Y/N lets out a shaky breath, Tooru feels it against his shoulder. โYes,โ he says. โBut I donโt want to be with him if it means losing you.โ
Tooru pulls away, just enough for them to look each other in the eyes. Y/N reaches out and grabs at Tooruโs jacket, right over his heart, just to keep him close. โYou will never lose me,โ he says, and he puts a hand over Y/Nโs. โI will admit that itโs hard to hear that you want to be with someone elseโโ
โI want to be with you,โ Y/N says again, annoyance in his voice. โDonโt make it sound like weโre breaking up, because weโre not. I refuse.โ
Tooru doesnโt know how to explain that this isnโt them breaking upโthat heโs not sure he even knows how to do that. This is him trying to process everything as Y/N tells him, because Y/N has never said heโs wanted to be with someone else before. Itโs just that itโs always been only a crush that heโs not sure where itโll go. So Y/Nโs been keeping this to himself, probably terrified of what Tooru will thinkโwhat heโll do. So Tooru has to choose his words carefully.
โIโm not breaking up with you,โ Tooru says slowly, and he hates that tears are pooling in Y/Nโs eyes again. โIโI just donโt know what to do. Youโve never wanted to be with them before.โ
Y/N looks away from him, but he doesnโt knock Tooru away, so Tooruโs hand squeezes Y/Nโs hand, even if slightly uncomfortably. They both need the skin-to-skin contact. If they lose it, then all of this may crumble around them. Y/N will lose all the courage he has if Tooru lets go of him.
โKenma is different,โ Y/N says softly. โI donโt know how or why, but he is.โ
Tooru lets the words sit with him for a moment, not saying anything because he fears the first thing coming to mind will hurt Y/N. There wonโt be any comfort, because hearing that doesnโt bring any comfort to him. He knows Y/N doesnโt want this to happen. He knows that, but itโs still so hard.
โI knew you were forming a crush on him,โ Tooru says, and he knows itโs not what Y/N wants to hear. Heโs not sure if itโs what he needs to hear, either. โAlways making comments about him with a smile on your face or hanging out with him more than you hang out with our other friends.โ He pauses. โI knew. It was just easier to look the other way.โ
โIโm sorry,โ Y/N says, and a sob rips through him. He leans in and presses his forehead against Tooruโs shoulder, not wanting to be seen as he cries. โIโm so sorry.โ
Tooruโs other hand makes its way to Y/Nโs hair, where he rests his hand for a moment before gently petting him. He doesnโt comb his fingers through Y/Nโs hairโhe just pets his hair in hopes it calms both of them down.
โDonโt apologize,โ he says before pressing a quick kiss to the side of Y/Nโs head. โYouโve done nothing wrong. This is just how you areโfull of love.โ
โI donโt want to be full of love if it makes us feel like this.โ
He doesnโt say anything in return, because he doesnโt know what to say. This is territory theyโve never crossed before. Itโs always been small crushes that theyโve laughed off after a couple weeks, but he knows this is bigger. He fears what this means, but Y/N is here in his arms. Y/N is here and concrete and saying he still loves Tooru.
They only pull away because Y/N initiates it. His crying stopped minutes ago, and thereโs still panic in Y/Nโs eyes, but Tooru knows itโs okay to let go of him now. He knows that now is the time for some distance, so they can breathe their own air while being next to each other.
โI love you,โ Tooru says, and Y/N looks him in the eyes, even though he looks nearly broken. โI love you, and you know that. Iโve loved you since I met you when we were kids.โ Y/Nโs breath hitches, and Tooru fears Y/N will start crying again. โIโm not upset. Iโm not angry. This is not the end of us. I just need time to process it before we truly talk about it.โ
Y/N nods, but itโs not full of certainty. Itโs a small nod filled with nerves. โOkay,โ he says, and he chews at his bottom lip for a second. โThis isnโt a break, right? Because I donโt want a break.โ
โItโs not,โ Tooru says, and he knows Y/N is asking because theyโve done breaks before. Never for anything like this, but for when things felt like too much. However, their breaks arenโt like normal breaks. They still lived their lives with each other, not cutting each other out. The difference is during that time theyโre best friends first. Almost acting as a reminder that their relationship relies on that friendship before it relies on romance. The breaks never lasted long, thoughโonly two months at most. Thatโs not what Tooru wants this time. โWeโre together.โ
โOkay,โ Y/N says before he leans in a little, and Tooru leans in to softly kiss him. Gentle and reassuring, telling him that theyโre okay. This situation here is okay. Y/N pulls away and presses a kiss to Tooruโs forehead, as if Tooru is the only one who needs reassurance.
Itโs quiet for a moment, and the park is so quiet. The only time itโs been like this before was years ago, and maybe itโs a sign that the important things discussed here will have silence. Theyโll have the space they need.
โThey moved last year,โ Y/N says, and heโs looking over Tooruโs shoulder at his old house. Tooru looks at it before getting up and sitting on the swing next to Y/N. โDo you think they miss me?โ
โYes,โ Tooru says, because he knows Y/Nโs family. None of them are inherently cruel people, but they arenโt accepting. They wouldnโt be who Y/N needs in his life, and itโs okay that Y/N cut off contact. Tooru will never judge him for it, because thatโs what Y/N needed and heโll stand behind him in that. โBut I donโt think it matters.โ
Y/N is quiet for a moment. โI wouldnโt miss me if I were them. The way I left still feels so cruelโa letter saying goodbye and that Iโm okay. Itโs still a miracle they didnโt contact the police or try going after me like I feared they would.โ He chuckles, but itโs sad and airy. โI feel like I messed up.โ
โYou didnโt,โ Tooru says without hesitation. Y/N looks away from the house and at Tooru. โYou did what you had to, Y/N. I will always be here to remind you of that and remind you that youโre a good person, because I know you think youโre not. I know you think that youโve caused so much pain that you canโt be good, but thatโs not true. You are goodโyouโre the best person I know.โ
Y/N looks down at the ground, and the creaky swings are the only thing heard between them. โThis wasnโt how I planned on coming out.โ Tooru watches Y/N start crying again. โIโI donโt know how I planned to come out, but not like thisโnot with a photo from high school and someone telling the world for me.โ
He looks at Tooru, and how much pain heโs in rips Tooru in half.
โWeโre going to get everything sorted,โ Tooru says, because thatโs what matters. Y/N needs to know that this isnโt the end of the worldโhe will be okay. โItโs just going to take some time, but everything will get sorted out.โ
Y/N slowly nods. โOkay.โ He looks at Tooru. โWhere do we go from here?โ Tooru tilts his head a little. โDo we go home? Or do we go somewhere else?โ
โThatโs up to you.โ
Y/N looks at the sky, which is so cloudy but beautiful. Tooru canโt look away from Y/N, though. Something that heโs always struggled with is that heโs never been able to look away from Y/N.
โI canโtโฆ I canโt face anyone right nowโor anyone but you and Masaru, maybe Hajime as well,โ Y/N says, and he shakes his head. โI donโt know. IโI donโt know what to do. I just feel so lost.โ
โHave you eaten yet?โ Tooru asks, which may be the silliest question for some people. However, he knows Y/N. He knows Y/N will forget to care for himself when the world crashes around him. Y/N would rather save those around him than save himself, and Tooru has always loved him for it, even if it hurts him just a little.
โIโฆ I donโt know?โ Y/N says as he looks at Tooru. โI think I may have had breakfast at the hotel this morning, but I donโt remember.โ
Tooru stands up and turns to Y/N. โThen letโs get something to eat. Weโll figure out our next move after,โ he says, and he extends his hand to Y/N, who looks up at him with fond yet sad eyes. Tooru wants Y/N to pull him down and kiss him. โYou ready?โ
Y/N looks at Tooruโs hand before back at Tooruโs face, searching for anything thatโs off. Tooru doesnโt move. He just holds his hand out for Y/N to take when heโs ready. When the muscles in Y/Nโs body slowly loosen, Tooru knows everything is catching up. The reality is that this moment is okay. They are okay. Thereโs no reason to be scared, because Tooru is here to stay, no matter what.
Y/N slowly nods as he takes Tooruโs hand, and Tooru has always believed their hands were made perfectly for each other. Heโs always believed every aspect of their beings was made for each otherโsoulmates who found each other early on.
โYeah,โ Y/N says, and itโs the most confident heโs sounded the entire conversation. โBut letโs get takeout and eat it in the hotel room.โ
Tooru grins as he nods. โOf course,โ he says as he pulls Y/N up, and their bodies press against each other. โAs long as I get a kiss.โ
Y/Nโs smile is breathtaking, as it always is, and his kisses are even more so. Tooru canโt breathe, but this time itโs a good thing. This time itโs because Y/N loves him so much, and he loves him so much in return.
Tooru glances at Y/Nโs empty childhood home as they walk to the car. Part of him wishes for Y/Nโs family to find out and to welcome him with open arms. Theyโd forgive the years of no contact because theyโd understand why he did it. However, he knows them, even if theyโve not spoken in a while. Although heโd been a constant at family dinners growing up, he wasnโt a constant without Y/N. Yes, he is as much to blame as they were for their loss of contact, but he doesnโt regret it. He doesnโt regret it, because he knows that they will never welcome Y/N with open arms. They will never see Y/N as their son, and Tooru wants nothing to do with people who treat his boyfriend that way.
He knows that Y/N is happier with the family theyโve collected over the years. Sugawara is similar to an annoying brother-in-law who cares for them both but will always pick Y/N first. Daichi, who came along with Sugawara, is the person to bring them back to reality. The boy next door or maybe even cousin if he truly needs a title, but Tooru believes Daichi to just be Daichi, and that makes sense to those who matter. Iwaizumi and Masaru have always been their family, from the very beginning to now.
Then thereโs the people theyโve only known for a couple months, but theyโve grown into something that resembles a familyโa slightly dysfunctional one. Tooru knows Y/N wouldnโt change it for the world, though. He knows Y/N is grateful for these people and for more than just being part of his film.
Tooru looks away from the empty house, and thereโs no longer any sadness when it comes to that part of their old life, because theyโve made a new one. Theyโve made one full of love and acceptance, and thatโs what they both need right nowโY/N more than him.
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Random Haikyuu x Reader Head Cannons
Kuroo:
He actually doesnโt cuddle you in your sleep. Controversial, I know but given his sleeping position, he just canโt.ย
To every rule there is an exception: He will cuddle you til you fall asleep. After youโre asleep, he removes his arms from you.
You stay pressed to his side and he enjoys you being there
You almost always fall asleep before you. But you always wake up before him.
You peer your eye over the edge of the blanket, smile hidden as you admire his squished face he has in between pillows
Bokuto:
Surprisingly a good dancer. True he gets a little excited and spins you a little too much but he has great rhythm and timing
Loves dancing with you. Anywhere. Anytime.
Dances in public. There is so many videos of him and you that were trending do to his volleyball fame
Dances in the kitchen, til you complain that the food might burn.
He loves dipping and spinning you.ย
The giggles you let out are the reason he loves it.
Kenma:
no matter you cook for this man, he sees it a a five Michelin star meal
If he thinks really hard, he can almost taste the very first meal you cooked him.
You bring him hearty snacks when heโs gaming.
Has asked you to feed it to him so he can continue gaming. (you said no)
He jokes youโre a healer with your food. Stamina +10, Sadness -25
You sneak vegetables into every dish
On the *extremely* rare occasion he offers to help, you and him are quite the cooking duo
A way to a manโs heart is through his stomach
Sugawara:
Married old couple energy
You have matching chairs, they are also right next to each other
He loves to watch you do your hobbies even if he isnโt interested in them. Heโs more focused on the joy that they bring you
You didnโt even confess. It was more of you spent everyday with each other and asked โAre we dating?โ And he replied with โYeah?โ
Soulmates. Period.
All of your friends say your relationship goals even you just think you both are mature enough to be with each other
Even when problems do arise, it never lead to a screaming match. Instead you talk through the issue with terms like โI know you did this because of *blank*, but I did not like that/understand why because *blank*โ. If you two canโt come to an agreement and are getting agitated: you both will go into separate rooms to calm down.ย
Healthy relationship baddies
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stop playing league - k. kenma
summary; a callout to me and my fellow league players. (not league enjoyers. players.)
genre/extra tags; one shot(?)/drabble, fluff, comedy, slight crack, kenma (kind of) slanders riot games and you, relationship unestablished and unmentioned, if you know the games cool (i hate valorant), self indulgent
[can be interpreted as romantic or platonic] [gender never mentioned] [i make many references to different games and use game terms, sorry]
word count; 489
a/n; no one except for league players can make fun of league in this post now, i make the rules and enforce them. (/hj) you ever think abt the difference between making fun of your favorite things and someone else doing it? yeah it's like that basically. i genuinely like the characters league has to offer, but people always think i like the game. (i play it but i usually end up hating most sessions)
"don't you dare hit that button."
your cursor hovers over the fated "find match" button. the button that has been torturing you for at least a few hours now. your dying urge to play "one more game" has you in a chokehold when you just want to win once.
"kenma..." you whine. the pudding head is playing a much more chill game compared to yours, which was slime rancher. it was a little bit nerve-wracking with how easily he almost slipped off ledges, deal with the occasional tarr slime, or the adorably angry slimes in certain paths. but nonetheless, it's a much healthier game to play than league. "it's not like i can even play slime rancher with you, it's not multi-player. just let me have this. i'm gonna win this time. surely. i'll switch to val after this, promise."
"you still won't be playing with me because i don't play valorant." you can imagine his cat-like glare staring at you through the screen. "and you rarely play tft and legends of runeterra."
"it gets me dizzy, alright?! and also you should know how painful it is to get those annoying people who hold my three stars from me!" you pause when he mentions the card game, "the card game isn't that bad. just not my favorite. what about overwatch?"
"isn't the new hog rework annoying?"
"that's... it's something. what about plate up?"
"you're gonna rage."
"stardew?"
"you're too lazy to update your mods."
"shut the fuck up, actually." you hissed at him as he huffs out a laugh. "i'm waiting for the next update. i think everyone is at this point."
"literally play anything but league for fucks sake, y/n."
"but cute neeko skin.." you pretend to cry, "i just want to play my sillies. maybe even win a game, dare i say." you angrily wave your mouse over your screen. kenma watches your screen share, unamused.
"you spent money on that skin."
"WRONG, I SPENT MONEY ON ONE OVERWATCH SKIN AND TWO BATTLEPASSES."
"still spent money."
"that's a lot of backtalk coming from you. you buy skins and dlc too. you're not clean either." despite kenma trying to prolong the inevitable, you click "find match" and sit back and wait as kenma groans in annoyance. "your signs can't stop me because i can't read." you read the burst of notifications in discord of kenma and your friends making fun of you for even playing league willingly. "fuck y'all. god forbid, i have a hobby." you huffed.
"it's league."
"just let me play my silly champions in peace, kenma! you don't see me judging you for picking sebastian every stardew save!"
"he's not even that bad!"
"you always steal him from me!"
"you don't deserve him!"
"fuck you!"
"fuck you!"
a blanket of silence falls over you both as you end your silly bickering.
"you wanna play a pokemon soul link run after your match?"
"fuck you, yeah i do."
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Can you write matching clothes with Kenma?
omg first ask!!! thanks for your request anon hehe <3
pairing: kenma x gn!reader
word count: 205 words
genre: fluff
content warning: none, this is just fluff
you have kenma wrapped around your pinky finger, but there's just one thing he won't relent to and that is matching outfits. the first โ and only โ time you brought it up and tried it out, it ended with him nearly fainting from embarrassment at how cute he found it.
it's something you've always playfully teased him for but never taken it too far as to make him insecure or make him wear one. but when you stumble upon matching hoodies with the cutest design (a kitten sleeping on a blanket), you just can't resist โ you had to get it.
"they're really comfy," you mention casually, dangling one hoodie to show it off with the other on. "besides, we don't have to wear them together."
kenma's eyes soften when he glances toward you as you're looking down at the hoodies, subtly fidgeting with the string on the one you're wearing. a small smile tugs at his lips as notices how you subconsciously want to match with him.
"here," he says, taking the hoodie from your hands. you look confused, then flustered and happy seeing him put it on. he quickly covers your face with his hand. fiery red and facing away, kenma mumbles, "we match now..."
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HOLD TO CONTINUE..
a kenma kozume ร reader smau
description: what happens when your management wants you to fake date another streamer for publicity? seems easy, if you didn't have a crush bigger than your storage
remember: male implied reader but can also be gn with he/him preferred pronouns! steamer smau! blank & ageless blogs dni or im blocking you ^^
warnings: swearing, suggestive themes at times cause my two favourite idiots r main characters, slight angst, mostly fluff
note: i promised this like 2 days ago n completely forgot i about it whoops T^T but yeah itโs kinda short so iโm gonna get the next ch up straight away :3 !
taglist: @shusbby
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004: KENMAโS A SEXY GENIUS
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Kenma x video game streamer reader
A/n: happy birthday kenma yes I know this is months late but this was written on his birthday ๐
โ ๏ธ: gender neutral reader marriage, relationship going public, let me know if I missed anything
Yall meet in high school
You were an exchange student and he had 6/7 classes with you
So yall were together a lot
So when you started to date it was not really a surprise
Most thought yall wouldn't last but here you are 10 years later
You worked as a programmer with a streaming job on the side for years
Till you hit 900k
You choose with rhe help of kenma to become a streamer full time
So now you both were steamers
And did any one know that you were engaged to kenma
No but was is kinda obvious
You both wore each other murch
Fans put it together after 2 things
1. You both started to ware wedding bands
2. You came in his office while he was streaming to give him food
Fans only saw your hand and heard your voice
Yet the found out
So QnA live
People asked so many questions
And yall answered most of them
So was it good to have your relationship revealed
I guess so yall were seane together more at cons
Have a good day and night ๐
Pixie out ๐งโโ๏ธ
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No thoughts, empty head, just thinking about kitty kenma in maid dress while he rides your pretty pink crystal dildo and his eyes sparkles with tears. Each of those precious tears of his gives so much pleasure to you. It's unbelievable.
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hi! if its okay may i request yan!kenma hcs? ty!
YANDERE KENMA HEADCANONS!!!
tws: isolation, murder, aphrodisiac, drugging, non-con, kidnapping, violence, bullying, breaking and entering, non-consensual picture taking, panty stealing/sniffing, camera placing, forced pregnancy
Kenma would for sure know that what he's feeling is wrong. He's too smart not to know.
Kenma would try to ignore those urges and be a normal person. He would try to court you normally. But, when that one classmate of yours got too close to you, nothing mattered anymore. Well... nothing but you.
Kenma would spread rumors about you to make you lean on him more. He's the isolating type, so it'll be awful rumors. You'll likely end up being bullied they'll go missing too
He would also sneak into your room at night and place cameras in every corner so he could get the best pictures and videos of you; keeps it on a flashdrive.
Kenma would steal some of your things over time. Specifically panties, lingerie, chapstick, and the like. He'd also take a few shirts/hoodies of yours to wear at night.
Kenma would try his hardest to keep from killing people, but some of the people around you are parasites. He stalks them for a few days and waits till they're alone to pick them off. He doesn't like to be messy about it. He'll purchase poisons and inject them into the bloodstream, or he'll simply bury them alive after knocking them out.
Since Kenma is incredibly smart, no one would find the body. No one would know what happened. And even if they did figure out that it was murder, no one would suspect that it was him. No one would think that the scrawny boy who hates exercise and social interaction would kill someone in cold blood.
Kenma would end up kidnapping you. It could be that you caught him, he feels threatened by the other students, you were distancing yourself from him- it doesn't matter. You'll end up in his basement or in a cabin that he purchased on the dark web.
If you have a uterus, he'll want to have your own kids. If he has to force it, he will.
He knows all about Stockholm, he'll force that too.
Kenma is male, so he has desires. He can only help himself for so long- especially if you're right there. If you keep refusing him, he'll just acquire an aphrodisiac or a roofie.
He honestly super scary. You'll never know when he's mad. He always speaks to you in that gravelly, monotone voice. His facial expressions never change. He's not easy to anger, but god help you if you manage it.
Kenma isn't one to starve you or beat you. He'll just lock you up for a few days and leave you minimal food and water. He'll deny you showers and hygeine though. You'll learn.
He forces cuddles and physical affection. He has to be touching his future wife/husband/spouse.
You'll never manage to leave him. He's Nekoma's brains for a reason. He will have everything thought out beore you can even plan to leave.
When you finally accept him, and Stockholm comes in clutch, he'll be over the moon. Hugs, kisses, a nice dinner, gifts. Anything you want.
He'll be the breadwinner of the house. Kodzuken makes bank tbh.
Overall, not the worst, but defintely still pretty bad.
"[Name], I love you. It doesn't seem like it right now, but you'll understand some day."
"[Name] is mine. You've jeopardized our happiness and now you'll pay with your life."
"The drink is a bit salty? Ah, I must've dropped some salt in by accident..."
"I love you so much, [Name]. You'll love me too someday."
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Day 22 ~ โYour Hair Is So Soft.โ
Playing with Kenmaโs hair while he is playing video games.
You have been best friends with Kenma for as long as you can remember and as the days go by the urges to touch / play with his hair increased multiple times
But as any friendship can go you asked him to be your boyfriend because the shy little thing would not ask you to be his boyfriend as Kuroo stated a few times during warmups
Thankfully you listened because you have not been happier with your current situation
You definitely stare at it during the video game nights that he set up for you guys to relax after a stressful day at volleyball practice
One day your self-control collapses
He did something small for you, you couldnโt exactly remember but you just remember losing control of your hands
Maybe it was him patting your leg congratulating you on the won in one of your rounds
Maybe it was him slowing sitting down on the ground between your legs to get comfortable for his round after returning with snacks
Who knows?
All you can think of is to touch his shiny hair
โOh wow your hair is so... soft.โ You complemented as you started messing with his hair
โThanks. Kuroo gave me this new shampoo and conditioner for my birthday and it makes it really soft.โ He smiled up at you as he waits for the game to start
โHe says I need to take care of my hair otherwise I am going to be bald by 50.โ He mutters cursing the playing who just shot him
And all you could do was chuckle shaking your head at the bedhead or mostly known as your other best friend Kuroo
โRemind me to thank him during next weeks practice.โ You muttered continuing to play with his blond locks.
All Kenma could do was giggle at the look on your face as he looked at you waiting to respawn
โWould you mind if I braided your hair?โ you question and he just shook his head going back to the game he is playing
Braiding his hair was a fun experience
You have to thank your mom for teaching you how to braid your little sisters hair
And you definitely have to get the name of the shampoo and conditioner he is using because his hair is so soft and luscious
And lastly you have to thank Kuroo for being the hair obsessed weirdo that he is for taking care of your boyfriends hair
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