Welcome to the End of the World. // kenna // v; 003
When Kenna wakes up from cryo sleep on Earth and finds the world is not how she left it.
The first thing Kenna thought as she began to come out from a deep sleep, was that she was freezing. The second was that she couldn’t breathe. After a moment of panic, she heard a pop, and she sucked in a breath of air. It was stale, dry, maybe a little bit dusty. But at least it was oxygen.
She slung her legs to the floor, and realized immediately her feet were bare. The tank top and shorts she was wearing also didn’t help with the cold. Besides that it was also dark. The room was illuminated by a few sparse blue lights, barely enough to see by, and it took a few minutes for Kenna’s eyes to adjust to the dark. When they finally did, the room looked familiar. She remembered being brought here, crawling into that cryopod to await her trial. She did not remember where they’d put her shoes.
The silence was disturbed when someone began banging on a nearby pod. “These old pods are pieces of shit.” In the dark, Kenna hadn’t realized there was anyone else awake. The man ran past her, and started prying at the lid. “Don’t just stand there, lady. Help me!”
Kenna shook herself out of it, and rushed over to join him. After a moment of pushing and pulling the lid popped free and the woman inside took in a deep breath. “What the fuck,” she sighed as she slid to her feet. “Where is everyone?”
Kenna realized for the first time that there were several other rows of cryopods, the rows closest to the doors were open. The last row was closed, and the lights were dark, but they weren’t empty. Kenna’s stomach churned at the thought, and she quickly looked away.
“Dunno,” the man said after a moment. “But we’ve been down here a while.” He walked away to grab something from one of the lab desks.
The other woman took it from his hand. “This article is dated from 2049,” she said. “My trial was supposed to be in 2045. They just...left us here?”
“So, it’s been, what? A Decade?” Kenna hedged. But as her eyes scanned the room, she already knew the answer. There was a thick layer of dust on everything, the air was stale as if the doors had been shut for a very long time. Even the pages of the old newspaper threatened to crumble under the others’ fingers.
“I think it’s been a lot longer than that,” the man told her gravely. “I’m Terry, by the way, but my friends called me Red.” The man’s hair meant there was no reason to ask for a story behind that one.
“Kenna,” she introduced. “Just Kenna.”
“Nice ink.” Red gestured to the stiletto knife tattoo on her forearm. She hadn’t had it long before she’d been arrested, maybe a year. It still was a surprise sometimes when she caught a glimpse of it. “House of Shadows, right?” Kenna nodded. “I did time back at New Rikers with a couple of those guys.” He paused for a moment, searching for the name. “Cal Malikov, that’s the one. There was another, Gavin or something? He didn’t talk much. Not sure he actually spoke English.”
Kenna recognized Cal’s name. Andrei Malikov’s son, the one who was still living at least. Or...well, maybe he wasn’t living anymore. The Shadows had taken her in when she’d had nothing. Her aunt had married one, and after Kenna’s parents died Marueen was the only family she had left. They hadn’t been able to stop the feds from taking her, but they had been able to give her a couple of years of freedom. Living on the lam wasn’t so bad when you had people to watch your back.
“I’m Maria,” the other woman whispered. She had that shell shocked expression on her face, and Kenna realized she was older than she’d first thought. “We, um, should look for supplies. It’s pretty clear this building is out of commission, the air isn’t circulating anymore. Oxygen is going to run out eventually.”
“Yeah, we should get moving,” Kenna agreed. “Find out what’s out there.”
“Those guys probably sacked the place when they woke up,” Red said, gesturing toward the empty pods. “But still, worth a look.”
A preliminary search turned up very little, and they searched for hours. The lab was huge, two floors and endless hallways, most of which were dark as night. Only the room they’d woken up in had any working lights, and those were still few and far between.
Red ran his fingers through his hair. “Maybe we should just go. There’s gotta be supplies and shit out there right?” Kenna shrugged. She wasn’t quite ready to think about the outside. They still didn’t know how long they’d been down here, or why they’d been left. There was no telling what was waiting for them on the other side of that door. “Fuck it, I’m going.”
“Okay,” Maria agreed. Kenna realized she was holding the newspaper again, but didn’t say anything about it. The three of them walked toward the door. Red gave them an encouraging grin, then pulled the door which led to the stairs wide open. Kenna began to follow, hesitantly, but Maria grabbed her wrist.
In the other room, Red had started climbing. They’d realized they were underground fairly quickly, so the only place to go was up. “Close the door,” Maria said quietly. Kenna turned to look at her with a frown. “Close it, Kenna!” Before she could, Maria pushed it shut. The seal around the door sucked back into place just as the screaming began.
---
Three hours passed in silence. Maria found a few cans of soup and a box of stale crackers, and they split a can. Kenna was too hungry to care that it was cold, and probably expired. “Did you know that was going to happen?” Kenna asked.
“It was a hypothesis,” she hedged. “I could only think of a handful of things that would grind our justice system to a halt. Even after the Crash, they still loved to pack their prisons. Maybe even more than before.”
Kenna took another bite of cold soup before speaking. “So what does that mean for us? If we can’t go up there, we’ll die down here. You said it yourself, we’ll run out of oxygen, not to mention our dwindling food supply.”
Maria picked up the newspaper and sat it in front of Kenna. She looked at the open page for a moment before the words began to make sense. It was about an Eligius mission. Not the penal colony she’d been meant to go on, but a research trip with the goal of colonizing another planet. Because of course it was.
The article was celebrating the five year anniversary of the mission’s launch. They were too far out of the solar system for contact, but the journalist wanted to remind America that these scientists were going to save the human race. “Funny how they don’t point out that no one reading will be around to see that.”
“Keep reading,” Mari urged. Kenna continued on. It discussed the oil reserves on the planet they were hoping to send back, and the team who was leading the mission. Mari took the newspaper away, deciding Kenna was reading far too slow, and read it herself. “But the real hero is Becca Franco who gave these colonists everything they needed to succeed. Alpha orbits not one, but two suns, which means double the solar radiation. But Franco found a way to protect our scientists from that danger. Read more about the high tech serum, on our website…” Mari trailed off.
“God, journalism has gone down hill,” Mari muttered.
Kenna nodded her agreement. “Blame the corps. They bought everything after the Crash, even the press.”
“Don’t you mean they saved everything,” Mari joked. Kenna cracked a smile. “But you see, there’s a chance. That serum could protect us.”
“You think there’s some here?” Kenna asked. She glanced around the room as if would jump out at her. “This place is pretty trashed.”
“I don’t know, maybe the others got to it first. But this is an Eligius lab, I’d bet money that there was some stored here, whether or not it’s gone now.”
Kenna gave a grim nod. “Then I suppose we should go see what’s hiding in the dark.”
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Four days passed with nothing. Maria rigged up a flashlight of sorts, and they took turns taking it down hallways. They marked each room they searched with an X, and checked them one after another. Kenna was growing hopeless, not to mention weak from lack of food. Or maybe oxygen. Or both.
It was on the fifth day that Kenna finally found a cooler. At least it had been a cooler. It was more of a warmer now. It was also mostly empty. There were a few empty crates, and a box full of used syringes. A delivery receipt cited Becca Franco, so she knew she was on the right track. Kenna was just about to call it quits when she found it. There it was, at the bottom buried under the over turned boxes and broken glass.
The vial was filled with black fluid. She shook it. It didn’t look like it’d gone off, and when she unscrewed the lid it smelt alright, all things considered. Not that she knew anything about crazy experimental serums and how they were supposed to age. She found a syringe that looked clean, and injected herself without a second thought.
Nothing happened. Kenna felt perfectly normal. There was only one way of knowing whether or not it worked, and she wasn’t too keen on rushing outside. Red’s screams still echoed in her mind. Besides, she had to find a vial for Maria. She searched for another hour, before moving to the next room, and the next. She was late returning, and their temporary light began flickering in her hand. “Tomorrow,” she vowed. “We’ll find one tomorrow.”
As the women ate their cold soup dinner, Kenna avoid all talk of the serum. She didn’t want to admit what she’d done, that she’d taken it without thinking. She hadn’t even been thinking of her own survival, she’d just been so excited to finally find it, it hadn’t crossed her mind to wait.
“What’re you in for?” Maria asked suddenly. They hadn’t had that talk yet. Kenna wasn’t exactly eager to dredge up the past. Ana still haunted her nightmares, and the guilt followed her everywhere. “Sorry, I shouldn’t have asked.”
“No, it’s alright,” Kenna assured her. “Um, officially, manslaughter plus kidnapping plus child neglect. But, it wasn’t...” She trailed off looking for the words. “I didn’t kill her, but I am the reason she’s dead. The Crains made sure I paid for it.”
“Oh, shit. The Crain kid, I heard about that on the news. Honestly her parents sounded fucking awful, poor girl.” Kenna nodded her agreement. “She was sick, right? They said you kidnapped her from their safety bubble, refused to bring her back. What really happened?”
“Ana wanted to see the city,” Kenna murmured. “I thought I’d give her that. But we went too far, and she got sick. I did try to take her back. She wouldn’t go, it was prison to her. So she died, because I made a mistake.
Maria put a hand on Kenna’s knee. “Hey, I know how it feels to fuck up for the right reason. You can’t carry that forever.”
“Why are you in?” Kenna asked, changing the subject.
Maria went silent. “I killed my husband.” Kenna could tell Maria didn’t want to say more, but after a long time, she did. “We got married before the Crash. We were young, we had a good few years. Then we lost everything, and Kyle lost himself. He was angry, bitter. He blamed everyone, took out his rage on whoever he could. More often than not, that was me. One time, it was our son. I don’t remember what happened, but when I was sitting in that interrogation room I was wearing someone else’s clothes. Mine were evidence. And I never saw Daniel again, they tried to arrange a visit, before they sent me here. But he refused to see me, he was scared of me. We were going to try again before the trial.”
“But the trial never came,” Kenna whispered. “Maria, I’m so sorry.”
Maria forced a smile, but it didn’t reach her eyes. “I’m moving on. You know, I think I saw a box of snack cakes on top of the cabinet. I can’t reach it, even with a chair, but you’re tall.”
“Oh god, I could kill for some sugar right now.”
Kenna followed Maria into the break room, and dragged a chair over to the cabinet. Sure enough there was a box of Little Debbies. Whoever had put them there had not wanted them to be found, they were so far back against the wall even Kenna could barely touch them. “Just a little bit further.” Kenna leaned in, and the chair slipped. She crashed to the ground, scraping against the cabinets and the counter as she went. “Fuck,” she groaned. “I’m gonna be so sore tomorrow.”
“You found it,” Maria whispered. It took Kenna a moment to realize what she meant. The brunette looked down at her hands, they were bleeding, so was her knee. But the blood was no longer red, it was black.
“Maria, I-” Before Kenna could finish, Maria took a step back into the main room. She paced. “I was going to tell you. I just hoped I could find another vial first. I wasn’t thinking, there was only one and I just...did it.”
“Just, leave me alone, Kenna. I need to...I need to think.”
Kenna nodded, and let Maria go. She sat back down, in their spot, and leaned her head against the wall, and eventually fell asleep.
---
“I promise you, I’ll come back. I’ll find food, whatever I can. Help hopefully.” Kenna sighed. “I’m not going to leave you here to die, Maria.”
Maria gave her a soft smile. After the initial shock, Maria had calmed down. She’d been understanding, and she was trying to be optimistic. If there was one vial, surely there were more. They would look together, but first they needed food.
Kenna hugged Maria tightly. Though it had been just over a week, she felt like they were old friends. There was something about being the only two people on the planet to experience this that bonded you. “I’ll see you soon.”
“Be safe, Kenna.”
Maria walked Kenna to the door, and closed it behind her. Kenna made her way toward the steps. Red’s body lay on the first landing. He was twisted at an unnatural angle, apparently he’d fallen down the stairs. The door at the top was closed, but barely.
The first thing she noticed outside was the bones of two others in the sand. She wondered if any of the other pods had made it, if they’d found the vials and known what to do with them. If there were more out there like her.
The second thing she noticed was that the sand went past the entry way. It covered the whole area, as far as she could see. There would be no food here, at least not for miles. But Kenna wasn’t going to give up. If this desert ended, she would find the other side.
She went back inside and took the coat Red had been wearing, and his shoes. They were both too big, but it was better than nothing. She tried not to look at the blisters on his skin.
Then she ventured into the desert. It took three days of near endless hiking before she saw trees. Kenna broke into a sprint, and collapsed amongst the shade. Her skin was burnt, but from the sun, not the radiation. But as much as she wanted to rest, she was starving, and she had to get back to Maria.
So she hunted. Poorly. But eventually she had meat, and berries that seemed to be non-toxic. She watched a rabbit eat them first. Even that took a day or two, she lost count of how long she’d been out of the bunker. Maria was running out of time, and there was no help to be found. She would have to try again next time.
Kenna steeled herself and walked back into the desert. She did not give herself the time to consider what was buried underneath the sand. That this had once been her city, her home. There would be time for that later. Now, like those colonists on their new planet, she had a mission to complete. She had to save lives.
The door came into view, finally. It felt like she’d been walking for ages. She pulled open the door, nearly tripped down the stairs. “Maria! I’m back, I’ve got food. It’s crazy out there, you won’t believe it.”
There was no response. She pushed open the door, assuming Maria was searching the rooms. She looked for the tell-tale sign of their shitty flashlight. It was so dark down here after days in the sun. Her feet hit something in the break room, and could barely make out the shape of it at her feet. Kenna dropped down, hands reaching out. And then she froze.
Her hands were tangled in Maria’s hair, and Maria was not moving. Kenna pressed two fingers to her friend’s neck. Nothing. Kenna collapsed on the ground like a deflated balloon. All those days in the desert, the only thing keeping her going was Maria. She was going to save Maria.
But she hadn’t. Just like she hadn’t saved Ana.
She wasn’t sure how long she sat there. A part of her didn’t want to move. She felt empty, broken. What was she supposed to do next? Where was she supposed to go? The world out there was gone, or at least what she remembered of it. Everyone she’d ever loved was dead.
Kenna looked at Maria again, her eyes were adjusting to the dark. She’d taken that vial, the only thing that could have truly saved Maria’s life, and she hadn’t even thought about what it meant. She didn’t even know if she wanted to live in a world like this.
But if she gave up, then Maria’s death meant nothing. And Kenna couldn’t allow that. So she stood up, she walked to the stairs, and she climbed.
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