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singto-prachaya · 10 months
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It's been a while. April to be exacly but I thought I would do a post again.
Home School
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The only non BL show I am currently watching and it's really good. Pennueng is totally my favorite character and I want to protect him at all cost.
House Of Stars
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It's messy. The plot that is. But in my opinion the good kind. Pawin is by far my favorite character. And they did such a good job with the casting for that. Also the chemistry of the actors who play Pawin and Korn is really good.
La Pluie
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My favorite airing BL at the moment. I just love the soulmate trope. And I like how they are tackling it here.
Shigatsu no Tokyo wa
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I said I was going to prioritize J-BL's this year. And for the ones that interested me I totally did. So far 2 eps in this is really cute. Now let's wait how the FWB plot is going to turn out. Will we get a lot of angst?
Tie The Not
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Pinoy BL! It's been a while since I have watched one. This is a shorter one. Only 8 eps of 15 min. I am not expecting much quality wise. So far this has been pretty funny.
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The list for upcoming shows in July I wan to watch is long. So kill me now. I will be super busy.
Be Mine Superstar (3 July, Viki, IQ)
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JaFirst in another BL? I can't wait. The trailer did however look a bit to comedic for me. But we will see.
Minato Coin Laundry 2 (5 July, Gaga)
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I am not really a fan of season 2's but I liked the first season of this so I will tune in for season 2. Let's see if they don't screw this up.
 Low Frequency (8 July, IQ)
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Let's see how this Kantana BL is going to play out. Im not expecting a masterpiece but I hope it's atleast decent. Can't wait to see Guitar on screen. From participating in a survival show to try and get in a boyband to starring in a BL.
Hidden Agenda (9 July, YT)
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Plot wise this is kinda basic but it's JoongDunk so I will watch! Let's hope they get another BL next year and it's something completely different.
Laws Of Attraction (15 July, One31)
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I am definitly here for more JamFilm. They are really good actors. And I love mature plot lines. And I trust One31 on the quality.
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taumoeba · 1 year
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So its confirmed there are 8 (hour long? im guessing) episodes for TLT. how do we think theyre splitting it up? this is my vision:
ep 1: (chapters 1-4) ms dodds, school, the three fates, grover following percy home at the end of the year. ends with percy dragging grover to the big house after losing sally and killing the minotaur
ep 2: (chapters 5-6) percy reconciles with sallys disappearance, gets introduced to camp. dunks clarisse. ends with annabeth staring at percy and saying that she wants him on her team for capture the flag
ep 3: (chapters 7-8) percy getting acquainted with camp, getting a knack for swordfighting, capture the flag. ends with him getting claimed
ep 4: (chapters 9-11) percy gets a quest, blows up the bus, almost gets trapped by medusa. ends with percy signing the box with her head and him saying "i AM impertinent."
ep 5: (chapters 12-15) poodle and amtrak shenanigans, the st louis arch. then percy sees himself on the news and they contact camp and then they go to the diner where they see ares.
ep 6: (chapters 15-17) starts with waterland love boat hijinks. then traveling to vegas and the zoo truck scene. then lotus casino. i need this to match the energy from the movie. then quick montage traveling to LA. ends with killing crusty and sweet talking charon onto the gondola.
ep 7: (chapters 18-20) training cerberus, flying shoes scene, meeting hades. being tricked. escaping the underworld. ends rifht before he's about to fight ares
ep 8: (chapters 20-22) fighting ares, winning, crying on tv to make money #malemanipulator. then flying home, meeting the gods, seeing his mom, and going back to camp. Gabe "disappears". everything seems good but its not. luke reveal. FAKE ending of percy passing out from the scorpion sting, a beat of blank screen/silence, then he wakes up in the infirmary again. ACTUALLY ends with percy telling argus he wants to go home. roll credits
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bookgeekgrrl · 4 months
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My media this week (17-23 Dec 2023)
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shout out to matt rogers for this delightful new entry to the xmas song canon
📚 STUFF I READ 📚
🥰 Bookshops & Bonedust (Legends & Lattes #0) (Travis Baldree, author & narrator) - prequel novel of Viv's much younger days - just as fun and cozy as Legends & Lattes
🥰 Hashtag Soulmates (everwitch) - 44K, RWRB AU - deliberately tropetastic sort-of meta fic where Henry's a fanfic writer & Alex is one of his biggest fans and they work together but don't know it. Hard to explain but fun to read. Good stuff on the nature of fanfic; also hilarious bits where it walks right up to the crackfic line but doesn't go over. I really enjoyed reading something the author so clearly had a blast writing.
😊 In the Form of a Question: The Joys and Rewards of a Curious Life (Amy Schneider, author & narrator) - entertaining read
😍 Tommy Cabot Was Here (The Cabots #1) (Cat Sebastian) - reread, novella; just really in a mood to reread in this universe! Hadn't read this since I read Daniel's book, so it was fun to see him guest star as a 12 yr old
😍 Peter Cabot Gets Lost (The Cabots #2) (Cat Sebastian) - reread; I love all the Cabots but this one is my #1 fave by a smidge. The grumpy/sunshine is *chef's kiss*!
😍 Daniel Cabot Puts Down Roots (The Cabots #3) (Cat Sebastian) - reread; Alex & Daniel are actually dating but too oblivious (and busy pining in silence) to realize it. I love these dumbasses.
😍 Luke and Billy Finally Get a Clue (The Cabots #3.5) (Cat Sebastian) - reread, set in the Cabots 'verse but with no Cabots in sight. Just two baseball boys pulling their heads out of their asses and figuring out what they mean to one another.
💖💖 +102K of shorter fic 💖💖
📺 STUFF I WATCHED 📺
Game Changer - s5, e6
Make Some Noise - s2, e15
Dirty Laundry - s3, e8
D20: Fantasy High: Sophmore Year - e16-20
Star Trek: Strange New Worlds - s1, e1-6
🎧 PODCASTS 🎧
It's Been a Minute - The IBAMmys: The It's Been A Minute 2023 Culture Awards Show
Today, Explained - EU vs. AI
Pop Culture Happy Hour - Songs To Help You Study
The Atlas Obscura Podcast - A Return to Recipe Graves
The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Old City Hall Station
⭐ Switched on Pop - "Did I mention that it's Christmas in this club?" (w Matt Rogers)
The Sporkful - New Year’s Food Resolutions 2024
Today, Explained - How Barnes & Noble survived
Big Gay Fiction Podcast - "Time to Shine" with Rachel Reid
Las Culturistas with Matt Rogers and Bowen Yang - “They Couldn’t Be Nicer Boys” (w/ Seth Meyers)
NPR's Book of the Day - 'Black AF History' examines American history from the perspective of Black people
Code Switch - Here are our favorite Code Switch episodes from 2023
Ed Zitron's 15 Minutes In Hell - Episode 20: Jamelle Bouie
Ologies with Alie Ward - Lemurology (LEMURS) with Lydia Greene
99% Invisible #564 - Mini-Stories: Volume 17
Today, Explained - The stretched-too-thin blue line
The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Sniffing out What’s Special with Saskia Wilson Brown
One Year - 1990: The Angry Death of Kimberly Bergalis
Las Culturistas with Matt Rogers and Bowen Yang - "You Can't Trust These Gay Guys"
⭐ Films To Be Buried With - Leslie Jones
Dear Prudence - My Mother-In-Law Doesn’t Wash Her Hands After Using The Bathroom. Help!
Cautionary Tales - When Stalin Killed the Weekend (with The Happiness Lab)
Our Opinions Are Correct - How Doctor Who Stood the Test of Time
Our Opinions Are Correct - BONUS: If You Could Turn Into Any Form of Transportation, What Would You Pick?
It's Been a Minute - Why does flying suck so much?
Off Menu - Ep 217: Ross Noble (Christmas Special)
⭐ Song Exploder - Foo Fighters "The Teacher"
⭐ Overinvested - Ep. 290: The Cutting Edge
🎶 MUSIC 🎶
my christmas playlist
Celtic Christmas
The Beach Boys' Christmas Album [The Beach Boys] {1964}
Merry Axemas & Merry Axemas 2
Orchestral Christmas Pops
Latin Jazz Christmas
Punk Rock Christmas
Lindsey Stirling Christmas
Orchestral Holiday Pops
It's a Holiday Soul Party [Sharon Jones & The Dap-Kings] {2015}
my Christmas Divas playlist
Have You Heard of Christmas? [Matt Rogers] {2023}
Simply Christmas [Leslie Odom Jr.] {2016}
The Christmas Album [Leslie Odom Jr.] {2020}
Christmas With You [Laufey & Norah Jones] {2023}
Christmas Island [Jimmy Buffett] {1996}
'Tis The SeaSon [Jimmy Buffett] {2016}
Quality Street: A Seasonal Selection for All the Family [Nick Lowe] {2013}
The Muppet Christmas Carol (Special Anniversary Edition) {2005}
Punk Rock Christmas
Classical Christmas
Rock & Roll Christmas
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ficuscircus · 2 years
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Yes!!! The Lemay song was for Romain, as were most of my hints btw (gaynor, ghosts, etc...) 💔 Fun fact, I had actually forgotten that Morgane re-enacted Titanic on the boat (and incidentally explicitly asked Karadec to hug her mhhhhh 👀👀), I just hinted at Titanic because there was a boat involved in the ep, I giggled SO HARD when I rewatched that scene last night 😂😂
And 1,000% agreed, poor Théa, she deserved so much better, and I actually have already written several scenes about her in an upcoming fic because SERIOUSLY some fixing needs to be done 😭😭😭
The logistics of Romain's disappearance and the resulting absurd plot made zero fucking sense, I think this discussion deserves a post in itself because honestly y'a rien qui va 😱😱😱
And awww, Gilles my beloved, the therapy conversation had me IN TEARS, he is such a precious inappropriately helpful bean (see also: he's right) 😍😍
Gotta love how committed you are to getting hugs out of this show, I commend your dedication 😂 (Food for thought: when they hopefully backtrack in S3, they’ll surely be very wary of touch… Until a near-death experience, probably, that will lead to The Most Emotional Hug You've Ever Seen. Il n'est pas interdit d'espérer... characters hugging > characters kissing)

I’m not saying I watch HPI for a thrilling mystery-of-the-week, but c’mon, the audience has standards 😆 If I may try to Fix That Plot:
In 2005, Romain borrows 50 grand from Mafioso and enlists Serge’s help to make bank (btw: le gars veut une vie simple mais trempe avec la pègre pour s’acheter une baraque à La Rochelle ? Since when does organized crime, like, save the turtles and stuff? Elles sont où tes valeurs Romain ???). Dirty Cop figures it out, robs Romain and leaves him for dead. Serge, qui sent que ça se gâte, takes Romain to le vil Facchin who saves his life and helps with the whole fake-body thing. Romain leaves for the UK, etc. Facchin decides to blackmail Dirty Cop for his troubles, ex. "Give me half the money or I tell everyone you killed that guy" (he could claim there was DNA under fake-Romain's fingernails and ask for his share in exchange for his silence). To clear his conscience, Facchin sends some money to Romain every month. 15 years later (did you notice how they insisted on that, rather than dates, so they wouldn’t have to age Théa up 😂), Facchin fait l’objet d’une enquête, puis Dirty Cop est interrogé à son tour (maybe he was seen near the casino around Romain's assumed time of death?). Uh-oh, ça sent le roussi pour les ripoux ! Dirty Cop threatens Facchin to take him down with him if he doesn't kill Roxane ("she dragged your name in the mud anyway, so it’ll be two birds with one stone"). Facchin shoots Roxane (and maybe he misses intentionally), Dirty Cop stages Facchin’s suicide (suffisamment mal pour que Morgane flaire l’embrouille). When Morgane investigates Mafioso, he figures out Dirty Cop has something to do with Romain and the money, and abducts him. Ta-da! Now all that's left is to save Dirty Cop and follow Facchin's money to the UK. Note: Romain never called because he was afraid of repercussions he’s a dick, and Serge never said a word about it because he was afraid of repercussions he’s a dick too. (Not to 🎶 generalize about men 🎵, but most of them were sucky in this episode. Ils n'ont qu’à en mettre moins dans l’intrigue 😆)
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(that's me rn. remember when I said ranting was half the fun of watching a show? that's what I meant)
All this to say, I think it could've made more sense, even if they'd kept the same number of characters and victims. BREF.
Agreed that Gilles is Most Right and Should say it, but also read the room first, because his timing is horrid 😂
Maybe it would benefit Théa too... She sorely needs your fix-it, at least!
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jackiebrackettt · 2 years
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c!charlie is actually still hanging out in las nevadas he just had a jrwi riptide ep 15 moment when he killed cquackity
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phrootsnacks · 2 months
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jjba thursday part 4: ep 19-21
I stayed up til 5am doing homework wheeeee
its time for a bizarre adventure, I think
episode 19 - Shigechi's Harvest, Part 2
so like. is the bank teller a stand user. or is it just a regular bank
this episode is like if death note was stupid. I love it
wowwwwww
"clearly we can't be friends, so trust us with all the money for the next couple of days, k?"
whoa whoa whoa
NOT THE JOSUYASU DUO WHATTTT
wait. okuyasu. do you remember what your stands ability is. what do you mean you have to work to close the distance
oh wow
he;s gonna kill you. by squirting... alcohol... into your veins?? ok
unironically. I love the stupid name calling. its so silly
remember in a previous episode how we learned there was a serial killer in this town
um. stop bullying my lil guy.
character development! except not really
c'est la vie
episode 20 - Yukako Yamagishi Dreams of Cinderella
a normal plot maybe? hey. who's. who's that guy
"I speak like I have low blood pressure I hope you don't mind" ???
so it's just like. a regular beauty salon
so she is a stand user, what's the twist
did. the makeover also change her personality
convenient stomach ache timing
*sigh*
um. hey. what
if cinderella isn't going to harm her, why is her theme in a minor key?? hmmmmm???
(is it because she's just draining her of her money. literal capital harm)
convenient rohan timing
convenient entire cast timing
um. hey. what
no need to cry bro... I got you........... :)
you haven't seen her or heard from her since then? did she.... perhaps........ leave.. a shoe?
wha
what was in that lipstick
wait what do you mean you fell in love with that strong personality?? didn't she kidnap you?????
I feel like... they coulda pushed the visual horror of yukako literally not having her own face anymore, right?
at first the whites of her eyes were black, then part of her face was green, but now its like. ok there's a layer of skin removed around her eyes, but underneath is just regular skin. and also she doesn't have eyelashes and her eyebrows are thin
I get you still want to convey the character's expression, but visually? her not having a face? it should be more upsetting
are you sure you want koichi to decide your face,,,, we're talking about koichi here
remember that previous episode where the ghost was like "whatever you do don't look back" and then koichi looked back and they temporarily blinded him and he freaked out about it
these kids are wild
tho wait. wouldn't shining diamond be able to restore his vision anyway??
episode 21 - Yoshikage Kira Just Wants to Live Quietly, Part 1
this guy again
he;s just a regular guy! he just also has a severed hand in his coat, which he breaks out at the bakery to masturbate the plastic wrapped sandwiches. dull as dishwater!
dont. please dont. hes gonna. yep. ok.
the bros! and shigechi! wait what do you mean youre strapped for cash
they're literally bullying him for lunch money but they're also besties
oh god. shigechi, thats not a sandwich!!!
okuyasu is prepared to take a blood oath for 1000 yen
he's never left a single clue?? in 15 years??? and he walks around town with a severed hand on his person????? the police in this town are. well
why do we have to do this whole rigmarole. just say "hey that's my sandwich." kira doesn't know shigechi doesn't take no shit
the hand has more than just your fingerprints on the ring, if I recall.....
this is. the disastrous life of saiki k, im pretty sure
I love how antagonistic their friendship is :]
shigechi! listen to the bros! it must be the work on an enemy stand......
the exposition dump isn't helping the "closet weirdo" accusation
I choose to grind and hustle. thats how I cope with living under capitalism. ?????
KILLER QUEEN (deadly queen) WOWWWW wait why couldn't he have used his stand to get the hand back sooner. was it for the narrative tension
oh shigechi. youre really in it now huh
this show is so silly. even the normal episodes have extreme levels of silly :3
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whatilistenedtoatwork · 2 months
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From February 12th to February 16th, 2024
12-02-2024
SQUAREPUSHER “Solo Electric Bass 1”; PHOTEK “Modus Operandi”; EUROS CHILDS “Kitty Dear”; SPARKS “In Outer Space”; EUROS CHILDS “House Arrest”; ABBA “Super Trouper”; FOO FIGHTERS “In Your Honor”;TIM HARDIN “Tim Hardin 2”; TAKE THAT “Progress”; SONIC YOUTH “Murry Street”; WEEZER “Weezer (2016)”; THE DIVINE COMEDY “Live At The Cite De La Musique, September 2008”; GUIDED BY VOICES “Do The Collapse”
13-02-2024
REPUBLICA “Republica”; X “Los Angeles”; LESBIAN HORSE “Whatever Happened To Proper Music?”; THE CLASH “The Clash”; THE BALFA BROTHERS “The Balfa Brothers Play Cajun Music, Volume 1”; THE SUNDAYS “Static & Silence”; TRANS-GLOBAL UNDERGROUND “Dream Of 100 Nations”; TAMPA RED “The Guitar Wizard”; HAIR “The Original Broadway Cast Recording”
14-02-2024
CORNERSHOP “Urban Turban: The Singhles Club”; THE SUNDAYS “Reading, Writiing & Arithmetic”; TALVIN SINGH “OK”; GUIDED BY VOICES “Motivational Jumpsuit”; VARIOUS ARTISTS “Dr. Demento's Hits From Outer Space”; SQUAREPUSHER “Just A Souvenir”; JONNY “Free EP”; DEPECHE MODE “Some Great Reward”; LIONEL BART “Oliver! Original Soundtrack”
15-02-2024
ROBBIE WILLIAMS “Reality Killed The Video Star”; SONIC YOUTH “The Eternal”; STEELY DAN “Pretzel Logic”; ABBA “Arrival”; THE DELGADOS “Peloton”; KATE & ANNA McGARRIGLE “Matapedia”; ARTHUR 'BIG BOY' CRUDUP “Rock Me Mama”; ASIAN DUB FOUNDATION “Community Music”; JIMMY SMITH “Home Cookin'”; CAN “Landed”; LESTER FLATT & EARL SCRUGGS “1961, Los Angeles, CA”; EELS “Daisies Of The Galaxy”
16-02-2024
TIMBER TIMBRE “Creep On Creepin' On”; KYLIE MINOGUE “Light Years”; KANTE “Zweilichte”; OPETH “Damnation”; CLINTON “Disco And The Halfway To Discontent”; KRISTIN HERSH “Wyatt At The Coyote Palace”
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I The Crooks annunciano il loro nuovo album
Dopo un periodo di pausa, The Crooks tornano a pubblicare un disco per il loro venticinquesimo anniversario. Ne hanno parlato con noi su Sommessamente, il podcast di Cinque Colonne Magazine. Ascolta il podcast L'album Il concept attorno a cui ruotano le quattordici canzoni di Mediacracy è l'influenza che media e social hanno avuto in questi anni sullo stile di vita delle persone e sulla cultura, descrivendo un confronto stridente con la vita prima dell'avvento dell'era digitale: il sensazionalismo, la ricerca dei semplici numeri a scapito del senso critico nel mondo dell'informazione, la sovresposizione mediatica di alcuni argomenti e la conseguente divisione in "fazioni" dei fruitori, ma anche aspetti più profondi che influiscono sul comportamento personale: l'analfabetismo funzionale, la diffusione di teorie cospirazioniste e strampalate, l'alienazione dalla realtà. Gli ospiti di oggi, The Crooks I The Crooks sono una storica band punk rock ‘n roll italiana, con base a Milano e con numerosi tour italiani ed europei alle spalle. La band, attiva dal 1997, ha pubblicato negli anni un 45 giri (You Make Me Feel So Sick), un EP (The Dog), un EP su 7″ (15 Wasted Years, per White Zoo Records), vari singoli su compilation e split in vinile e quattro album di cui due per Tre Accordi Records/Warner (Speed Kills, Nothing to Lose), uno per l’inglese UK Division Records (High Society R’n’R), e l’ultimo uscito per Dischi Volo Libero/Self (Atomic Rock). Read the full article
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realtysoftgo · 2 years
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Barbie flying into fire vine with fifth harmony song
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There is a Spanish version of the song called “Sin Tu Amor”. My eyes are finally dry To the way it was (the way it was) And now I'm coming alive Miss movin' on, oh-oh-oh The girls first performed this song on the Harmonize America Tour at Lansing, MI, on J. Play Miss Movin' On song online ad free in HD quality for free or download mp3 and listen offline on Wynk Music. Miss movin' on Oh oh oh Yeah, I'm movin' on Submit Corrections Thanks to dreamboat for adding these lyrics. Lee also noted the equal distribution in vocals, saying the group "exchanged the vocals in a way that each member is heard, but in subtle and unexpected ways". 5,00 4 votos * Agradecemos a carla17 por haber añadido la letra de. It is their first single after placing third on the second season of American televised reality show The X Factor and subsequently signing with Simon Cowell's Syco label. It then peaked at number 76., and spent eleven weeks on the chart. Miss movin' on 前に進める猛者だって Everything is changing and I never wanna go back to the way it was 全てのことが変わって、昔の私に戻りたいなんて思わないの I'm finding who I am and who I am from here and now is gonna Sales+streaming figures based on certification alone. Miss movin’ on (Normani: hey, oh) Oh oh oh fuente: Enviar a un amigo/a Imprimir Letra Puntuar Miss Movin' on ¿Qué te parece esta canción? The single peaked at number 76 on Billboard Hot 100 and has been certified Gold in the US. While visiting radio stations as part of the single's promotion, the group sung acoustic versions of the song on KIIS FM and Radio Disney. The main producer of the debut album, Julian Bunetta, said on Twitter that two singles from the Debut Album are coming on June, resulting in the expectations by fans growing. Songwriting and production is largely based on previous The Suspex productions, most notably Demi Lovato's "Heart Attack" which shows similar explosive chorus, huge vocals and soaring hooks. It killed me, but I survived Shake it off like an etch-a-sketch “Miss Movin' On” is the second track of Fifth Harmony’s debut EP, Better Together. After releasing the lyric video for the single on June 18, 2013, the music video was posted on Fifth Harmony's official YouTube account on July 15, 2013. Directed by Hannah Lux Davis, the video shows the five girls enjoying themselves at an amusement park together, all of them having recently gotten over their break-ups with their boyfriends.
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It was released digitally on Jthrough Syco and Epic. It's Independence Day At The Disco Lead Host Of Rock Debuts", "Fifth Harmony Album & Song Chart History (The Hot 100)", "Fifth Harmony Album & Song Chart History (Pop Songs)", "Billboard - Artists - Fifth Harmony - Heatseeking songs", "Fifth Harmony's 'Miss Movin' On' Video: Watch The Girls Rock An Amusement Park", "Watch Fifth Harmony Perform "Miss Movin' On" & "Me And My Girls" On 'TODAY, "Cher Lloyd Announces 'I Wish' Tour With Fifth Harmony", "Girl power: Fifth Harmony take America | On Air Videos | Fox News", "5H on LIVE with Kelly and Michael TOMORROW!, Credits adapted from Better Together's liner notes. and at the 2014 Radio Disney Music Awards. The Portuguese website Original Tune praised the song for "undoubtedly" making the "most complete of an artist revealed by X-Factor US". Miss movin' on, oh-oh-oh, yeah Miss Movin' On - song by Fifth Harmony | Spotify We and our partners use cookies to personalize your experience, to show you ads based on your interests, and for measurement and analytics purposes.
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bookgeekgrrl · 5 months
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My media this week (12-18 Nov 2023)
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📚 STUFF I READ 📚
🙂 Stuff Like Love (lambchop33) - 51K, stucky no-powers friends-to-lovers AU; enjoyable enough, lots of angsty pining
🥰 Stargazer (LemonadeGarden) - 47K, delicious angsty batfam feels, mostly between Jason & Bruce
😍 Artificial Condition (The Murderbot Diaries #2) (Martha Wells, author; Kevin R Free, narrator) - Murderbot reread in prep for System Collapse
😍 Rogue Protocol (The Murderbot Diaries #3) (Martha Wells, author; Kevin R Free, narrator)
😍 Exit Strategy (The Murderbot Diaries #4) (Martha Wells, author; Kevin R Free, narrator)
😍 Home: Habitat, Range, Niche, Territory (The Murderbot Diaries, #4.5) (Martha Wells)
😍 Fugitive Telemetry (The Murderbot Diaries #6) (Martha Wells, author; Kevin R Free, narrator)
😍 Network Effect (The Murderbot Diaries #5) (Martha Wells, author; Kevin R Free, narrator)
😍 System Collapse (The Murderbot Diaries #7) (Martha Wells, author; Kevin R Free, narrator) - MURDERBOT IS BACK! And so is ART! Murderbot has PTSD! [this is my surprised face] Another fantastic episode and I already want more.
😊 Murder at the Highland Castle (Miss Underhay Mystery #14) (Helena Dixon) - Kitty & Matt go to a remote Scottish castle for a case in time for Hogmanay
💖💖 +120K of shorter fic so shout out to these I really loved 💖💖
My Big Fat Wolf Wedding (AggressiveWhenStartled, galwednesday, quietnight, silentwalrus, skellerbvvt) - MCU: stucky, 12K - reread; comic accidental marriage between vamp!Steve & werewolf!Bucky
Crocodile Jock (entanglednow) - Stranger Things: steddie, 4K - short but super hot
Slide To Answer (relenafanel) - MCU: stucky, 6K - reread, forever fave; no powers wrong number AU
📺 STUFF I WATCHED 📺
Shakespeare & Hathaway - s1, e6
QI - series Q, ep 15
QI - series T, ep 12-14
Oops: 250,000 people came to your book club
Aabria Iyengar On Dimension 20: Burrow's End, Critical Role & Much More
Finding Your Roots - "Breaking Silences" (s6, e15): Gayle King, Jordan Peele, Issa Rae
Finding Your Roots - "Far From Home" (s9, e4): Cyndi Lauper, Danny Trejo, Jamie Chung
D20: Burrow's End - "The First Stoats" (s20, e7)
D20: Adventuring Party - "If I Had A Nickel" (s15, e7)
🎧 PODCASTS 🎧
Vibe Check - The Battle None of You Have Been Waiting For
Outward - Amy Schneider is a Champion
Culture Gabfest - Does Voice-Over Kill the Killer?
Ologies with Alie Ward - Road Ecology (ROAD KILL) with Ben Goldfarb
The Atlas Obscura Podcast - The Lightning Field
The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Tiny Bread Box
The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Montezuma Well
The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Café 't Mandje
What Next: TBD - How Deepfake Porn Infected a School
Dear Prudence - My Family Won't Let Me Host for the Holidays. Help!
Today, Explained - F1: Gears and Loathing in Las Vegas
The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Dolly Parton’s Dreambox
The Atlas Obscura Podcast - A Long Walk Home
The Atlas Obscura Podcast - Gregynog Hall
The Atlas Obscura Podcast - The Immovable Ladder
Switched on Pop - Why Country Music Dominated 2023's Charts
Ed Zitron's 15 Minutes In Hell - Max Collins
Submitted for the Approval of the Midnight Pals - S01E02 The Tale of Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde
Welcome to Night Vale #238 - The Big Dig
Cautionary Tales - Laser Versus Parchment: Doomsday for the Disc
99% Invisible #559 - The Six-Week Cure
Twenty Thousand Hertz+ - Sounds That Sell
Song Exploder - Sampha - Spirit 2.0
Shedunnit - The Pimlico Poisoning Mystery
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Iron Maiden
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Rockstar [Dolly Parton] {2023}
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roseillith · 3 years
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satsuki and nonon, kill la kill episode 15
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sanchoyo · 3 years
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danny phantom episode 4-7 Thoughts: (under a readmore because, these got kinda long!)
-the outfit danny had to buy for dash's party. CLASSIC 2000S i cannot stop laughing. And also showing up to the party and everyone is dressed like the trio is hilarious. and further proof that everyone looks good dressed goth.
-dash has a closet full of cute lil bear plushies?? LOVE that. adorable. also his response to danny trashing his room fighting a ghost was SO valid if somone BROKE MY BED IN HALF ID BE PISSED TOO.
-technus being like 'oh smart, u should be a tutor!' then later being like 'forget tutor, be a teacher!' :) supportive king <3 I also really like his upgraded suit/design. AND SPOCK CAMEO??? HELLO??
-the music in this show is super. its so funky. I looked it up and the guy who does it, guy moon (awesome name) also did music for other cartoons like fairly odd parents, barnyard, chalkzone, billy & mandy, AND some actual movies like FIGHT CLUB??? the whiplash I got from reading that)
-sam being rich explains a lot about her, actually.
-I know the moral of the episode was supposed to be 'dont ditch your friends for popular people/spend a lot of money on clothes that arent You to Fit In'. but tbh. it wouldve been easy for danny to have been like 'well, okay, ill come but only if my friends can!' but I get. that hes 14. so. not a lot to say there.
-BOX GHOST IS BACK!!!!! also, danny sitting up and wearing the dress/wig/makeup. umm thats how I dress everyday LMFAO. unironically me. (hate the jokes that boil down to 'haha funney man in dress' tho. but this is a look)
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-jazz being protective of her brother once again being like NOOO YOU GUYS BETTER NOT STAKE OUT HIS (actually haunted) LOCKER!! shes aware of how people perceive him and she wants to help :( which is also probably why she told dash to invite him to that party even tho she had no interest in going!! she wants to help him out :(
-gotta say im with tucker on the whole 'should danny use his powers to get back at bullies' debate. 100% yes. let him teach kids to fight back. making dash throw his food at paulina out of the blue? no. but when hes actually about to pick on someone? yeah! for self defense? YEAH! if dash and his friends just threw food at him, I think rather than. idk doing sneaky shit with frogs he couldve just threw it back and not pulled punches if they tried to fight. I kNOOWWW its a kids show so they are like 'if u fight back ur just as bad!! violence bad!!' but. theyre HIS POWERS. WHO CARES.
-like my only gripe is that dash really isnt LEARNING ANYTHING WHEN DANNY GETS BACK AT HIM IN THE MOST PETTY INDIRECT WAYS. whatever they had to add a bully psa episode I guess. I hate it and I hate the way cartoons usually handle it because these methods simply Do Not Work. 'aND YouRE USinG YOur poWErs FOR EVill???!' this is Not Evil. even when poindexter takes dannys body, theyre only being 'nice' bc hes stealing soda for them!! bitches deserve what they get (nothing too brutal bc theyre high schoolers but damn, if they pick on danny he doesnt need to be the 'bigger person' he needs to start biting people)
-SAM TRYING TO SMUGGLE FROGS OUT OF THE BIO LAB?? girl in middle school when we had to dissect frogs we could opt out, also, they came to us already dead and preserved...
-sidney's lingo and the fact hes in black and white is sending me. also, danny is a ghost celebrity apparently for being a halfa?? ok. thats interesting to know
-the DENTIST BEING EXCITED ABOUT THE COTTON CANDY FLOOD IS THE FUNNIEST THING SO FAR.
-I LOOOVE the trope of 'wishes gone wrong'. not crazy about the stereotypical genie, or the use of the dreamcatcher looking design. (also, I KNOW theyre scientists but the way theyre handling a cold...are the fentons ANTIVAX)
-the genie. she. whitewished paulina. JKASDFHKJ. (the ghost literally just being hello kitty???? im dying) 'why do i feel that im special and wonderful? because I AM! <3' paulina ilu self worth queen. felt bad for her also getting possessed by (2) boys later who were arguing INSIDE HER. WTF.
-imagine being the guy trapped in his now flying car. he thought danny and tucker were HALUCINATIONS. imagine being trapped in a flying car with two, what you think are imaginary arguing 14 year olds convinced ur gonna die. i WOULD say this dude is gonna need so much therapy, but he seemed totally fine and excited when they landed (I would be happy too if a chicken was on my head. chickens rule) stoner rights
-sam's bat slippers??? iconic. SO cute.
-I think desiree's backstory is so :( do all ghosts have messed up sad backstories?? poindexter's was sad too...cannot imagine box ghost has any kind of fucked up backstory. but what if. his mom got pushed off cliffs by boxes...........a la cruella... anyway her 'no man may lay a hand on me' iconic. ilu
-I know danny has no concept of how much bras cost but my god dont attack tucker with some girls bra. those are so expensive.
-its really. well its not a GOOD THING he went into the portal and got fucked up, but its good danny was the one to do it rather than sam or tucker. because even tho he was being influenced by desiree and kept getting more malicious and it prob wasnt 100% him...he sucked as a ghost like most the people he 'pranked' were innocent ppl just Chillin and he didnt want to help anyone at all. I think danny is the most responsible out of them but also, hes 14 and shouldnt HAVE to feel obligated to fight every ghost. hes a good kid and wants to, but I also feel like he feels like...responsible for the portal turning on?? because his parents did give it up,, but it was an accident and not his fault (if anything, why was the on switch on the inside. why was it that easy. why was there no safety measures. that seems like smth OSHA needs to hear about). like thats my son. hes a good boy. and hes never done anything wrong in his life, ever. if anyone hurts him im killing everyone in this room and then myself. etc.
-danny's curfew is 10PM????? DUDE. when I was 14...shit I couldn't be out that late, I had to be back at like, 8 at the latest, and my parents had to know exactly where and who I was going with, AND i had to call/text them regularly...is this a case of my parents being overbearing, or the fentons sucking??? the only time i could EVER be out that late was if I was at an overnight sleepover or smth...
-the vultures have lil fezes. why do they have fezes...theyre so fuckin funny 'ask him for directions' 'I KNOW WHERE IM GOING' these ghost vultures are my new grandpas. pick them up, put them in the adopt box.
-'I wonder why those guys were trying to waste dad!' THEYRE GHOSTS. YOUR DAD HUNTS GHOSTS. why is that not a conclusion you'd immediately jump to??
-*jazz voice, clearly disgusted* WISCONSIN???
-mrs fenton with the lab coat and leg warmers and PERM. YESSS STYLISH.
-was going to say 'ew billionaire' @vlad but. super valid he used his powers to assumedly steal and cheat to get that money, thats how all billionaires do it! but ew hes a SIMP. and spending your billions on FOOTBALL STUFF?? you are Not Valid overall. I DO respect the fact you have a castle instead of a mansion. in wisconsin. if youre going to be stupidly rich might as well go all out, torches on the wall and all. I DO like his ghost form's little kitty ears. catman. and his cape! every design can benefit from a cape. and how different his forms look, like danny looks the EXACT SAME IN BOTH FORMS ASIDE FROM COLOR CHANGES. vlad's is like,, I could believe they were different people!! also I love the drama. but dude you are fighting a 14 year old. lame. also he was like, telling danny he wanted his mom and him and like, wanted him to renounce his dad?? WHAT ABOUT JAZZ?? bitch. those r MY kids and they are both important and special. I do agree they need better parents but thats not u sir <3
-I thought vlad's 'little badger' nickname for danny came from the football mascot of the packers, but google says they have NO MASCOT?? so now I'm like?? is it because his hair is sometimes black and sometimes white?? I hate to give him props but thats a PERFECT NICKNAME. theyre also tiny and vicious!
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-why did I get so excited that Skulker is back!! its been like. 2-3 eps LMAO. AND THE DAIRY KING. ICONIC I LOVE HIM. hes the nicest guy ever :) more nice ghosts please. danny cannot be fighting alone everytime with no ghost buds like every ghost being hostile sucks :(
-mr. fenton knew vlad was controlling him, but a few episodes ago he had no clue danny was doing the same thing...is it something about how malicious the ghost is?? he just seemed to think his memory had gaps the first time, this time he was INSTANTLY LIKE 'GHOST'. then again in this ep when danny did it again he was just slightly confused but not immediately freaking out like he did with vlad possessing him!!
-'my parents will accept ME NO MATTER WHAT' so. so why haven't you come out to them yet, danny?? if you really think that?? if theres no harm, and you're sure??? if vlad is a real problem, wouldnt that make dealing with him easier, to expose him???? SO WHY HAVENT YOU COME OUT YET?? COULD IT BE,, MAYBE YOU HAVE DOUBTS ABOUT WHETHER YOUR PARENTS ACTUALLY WILL ACCEPT YOU??? 🤔 ... 🏳‍🌈 I get why people say He Is Trans. I totally totally get u danny.
-sorta unrelated, but it just occurred to me in one of these eps they go to casper HIGH not casper middle school??? theyre 14?? dont highschools usually do ages 15-18? (I didnt go to hs so I might be wrong, if I am ignore this...) freshmen are usually 14-15, could just be a case of them not turning 15 yet but they will sometime in the school year (I say they because tucker said he was 14 too)? I know the show has 3 seasons, so by the end of it will they be older? thatd be neat but usually cartoon characters stay the same age...I love shows where you can see the characters age and grow up, though...three seasons seems like a long time to spend on like, 1 year...
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History Repeats (Part 15 - FINAL)
Prompt: Life’s hard, right? Well throw in a not so great job, a broken heart, and chasing a pipe dream in LA. But could someone come along to make all the bad shit disappear? Or is he just another heartbreak waiting around the bend?
Warnings: language, drug addiction, alcohol addiction, angst/heartbreak, adult themes (??)
Word Count: 2986
Note: Aesthetic made by @mrs-dragneel-stark-solo because she’s absolutely amazing Beta’d by @like-a-bag-of-potatoes​ and @mrs-dragneel-stark-solo . Brainstorming from @carryonmyswansong
**Song Inspiration: 13 beaches - Lana Del Rey; Hoodie - hey violet
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Seeing Hayden… it sent you back down to ground zero. You thought your coping mechanisms were helping. You thought surrounding yourself with so many people and friends every night was softening the blow of losing him. 
But you knew it didn’t. Deep down, you knew the day he left your home, you’d never be the same. You would still feel entirely alone in a room full of people. You’d still want to see him before falling asleep and when you woke up. You’d still want to hear his voice as you shared good news. You still wanted to feel his arms after a long day. 
Nothing you did was helping, and you realized it. 
With a lot of work, you kicked your habits. First to go was the coke. You ordered all your friends to never offer you any and if they saw you with it to take it away from you. It took a while, but eventually, you were able to sit right next to someone doing blow and it not phase you. 
Next, was the booze. That was a lot harder. It was easy to reach for a drink. It was easy to go to a bar. It was easy to open a bottle in your house. So you started there. You emptied every bottle and threw them out. You only ordered water and soda when you went out. 
Every step was hard. Turning down drugs and alcohol was hard, but with patience and work, you got better at just saying no. Each day you put between you and your habit was a day you got back. You got back to songwriting now that you could think clearly and drugs weren’t clouding your mind. 
New songs and works in your hands, Trey agreed to get you back in the booth to finish out your EP to a full album. The response to the EP was amazing and you were already getting a lot of recognition. As soon as the album was to hit, Trey worked with a manager to get you a US tour.
The EP evolved, you added so many songs they had to cut a few just to wait for your next one. You worked on album art and merch. Things were looking up, and finally, your album dropped. 
It was a huge hit.
Every platform it went on, it exploded. Almost as if overnight, you were the next star. You had radio interviews scheduled, shows booked, photography sessions scheduled, critics and fans alike agreed that there was so much raw emotion and talent that they all wanted more. Trey and your manager couldn’t move fast enough to get you to every new gig you needed to be at. Merch was flying off the shelves, so to speak, and you were adored. Your fan base was growing every day. 
You were on top of the world, respectively. You loved your life now, and your bandmates were more than just that. They were truly your friends. They helped you when you were down and when you said you wanted to get clean, they supported you as well as everyone else in your circle. 
With your career finally where you wanted it to head, and your social life getting better than it ever had been, all that was missing was a love you weren’t sure you’d ever thought you’d get back. But like with everything else, you channeled it into your art, hoping for some catharsis.
Now the tour was next week, so you decided to take some time to write and reflect before you left LA to embark on this new chapter. 
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Meanwhile, in the city, Hayden had listened to your album for probably the tenth time. He was lying in his bed in the hotel. Your album had been on repeat and he didn’t know what to think.
The songs had to be about him.
Or maybe he just wanted them to be. 
Or maybe they really were.
But then again, that could be conceit talking. Surely you loved other people. He didn’t even know if you loved him. He had a hunch, based on your self-destructive behavior after the breakup, but he still couldn’t be sure and he didn’t want to just assume.
He decided to take action. He was tired of waiting. He texted a friend and asked where you might be. When his friend got back to him, he said the best shot would be the beach. When he asked which beach, what part, his friend replied with the spot. The exact same spot where he first asked you to date him. 
He threw on his jacket and made his way there. The beach was starting to get dark. An overcast covered the sky, but it was light enough to see everything. The beach was fairly deserted, as he walked up. He saw you, sitting in the sand, your knees pulled up so you could rest your notebook against it as you wrote.
The wind was strong, making it chilly, and to keep you warm, he recognized what you were wearing -- his hoodie. 
He watched you write for a moment, admiring how you looked. Your hair was shinier now than the last time he saw you. You looked better, and he was glad about it. 
“They’re about me, aren’t they? The songs? The whole album,” he said as he stood behind you. 
You stilled, stopping your writing. “Does it matter if they are?” Your stomach suddenly felt uneasy.
“Yes.”
You took a deep breath. “Then yes, they are about you. Is that all you came to say?” 
“No, it’s not,” he said as he came closer and sat next to you in the sand. He pulled his knees up and rested his arms on them, holding onto his hands as he looked out over the ocean.
“What else did you come here for?” you asked softly. 
“To apologize,” he began and you groaned gently.
“Hayden, we’ve been over this. I’m trying to move on with my life. I’m trying to get over you, if that wasn't evident by every song on that album.” 
He turned to you. “I don’t want you to. I don’t want you to move on or forget about me.”
“Oh, great, lovely then,” you said, getting exasperated. “If you’re here to hurt me more, please--”
“I love you,” he fervently said as his hands went to each side of your face. “I’m here to say I’m sorry for not saying it sooner. I’m sorry for breaking you the way I did. I didn’t mean to, at all, but then I did, and you were so hurt, I didn’t know how to help you.”
Your eyes searched his as he let go of you to look back at the waves. Did he mean it? Was he just saying that? Was this a cruel game? Why did he say it now? 
“You could’ve told me that,” you breathed. “You could’ve told me you loved me, it would’ve saved me.” 
“I know, but I didn’t want to use it as something to save you. I wanted to save you, or I wanted you to save yourself. I didn’t want me loving you or returning to you to be the reason you got better. I wanted you to realize that all on your own, to be your own hero.” 
You nodded as you muttered, “Thanks. It worked. I’m clean now. The last time we saw each other kind of… sobered me up.”
“I’m glad,” he said with a small smile. “Can you tell me what happened? We broke up and you… you went off the deep end. I know we were perfect, and I hated ending it the way I did but… drugs? Alcohol?” 
You chewed on your lips as you nodded. “Yeah, it was pretty stupid. I just… I looked to alcohol to numb the pain, you know? Not that atypical. I did it after Jason, that’s where you and I met, with me crying in my beer at a bar over my ex.” 
He nodded, understanding. 
“But then… it wasn’t enough. I…” You took a deep breath, fighting the lump in your throat and the fear of saying this. “I love you. I loved you. More than I’d ever loved anyone else, and suddenly the drinks weren’t enough to mask the pain. I needed something stronger. Anything stronger. I was seeing you every day at home and suddenly I couldn’t kiss you any more, I couldn’t hold you anymore, I couldn’t do anything with you any more. I couldn’t have what we had, and it killed me. I thought that if you stayed around, that if I let you live there, I could get over it. All I needed was you in my life, right?” you asked rhetorically with a sad laugh as the tears rolled down. “Then I kicked you out and it was worse. You weren’t there to help me, to brighten my day. You just… you left. I know I kicked you out, but I was mad, hurting, and high. I went to apologize and ask you to stay, and you were gone, as if you were never there. No note, no letter, no text, nothing. I felt like you were just waiting to get away from me.”
“No,” he assured while shaking his head. “That wasn’t it at all. I just didn’t want to make it awkward for you and I couldn’t watch you do that any more. I tried to talk to you a few times when you came home and you just blew me off. It was killing me to see you like that all the time. I wanted to help you, I really did, I just didn’t know how.”
“I know,” you said with a thick voice. “That’s not your fault. None of it is your fault. You broke up with me, and I handled it poorly. I just… I lost the greatest love my life had ever known. I finally found you, and you just left…” Your gaze turned on him, scorching him. “Why? Why did you give up on us? On me? I deserve to know,” you demanded in a whisper.
He nodded. “You do deserve to know. That’s why I came here. I’m tried of not being with you. I want you, I’ve always wanted you.” 
“So what happened?” you asked quietly, your eyes on his, trying to read his mind. 
“Do you remember that date at the restaurant, when Rachel showed up?” 
You nodded. “Of course. You were weird that night and the rest of the week before we broke up. I just assumed you weren’t over Rachel. Is that it? Was that it? =”
He shook his head. “No, not at all. She asked me outside, she wanted to talk…” 
“Hey, Rach, what’s up?” Hayden greeted once the two of them were outside. 
“Who’s that?” she wondered, getting right to the punch.
“That's Y/N. I’m staying at her place. She’s the one who owns the house where you dropped Briar off that one time.” 
“So she’s been around Briar?” she asked, sounding as if she were betrayed.
He laughed, looking around, confused. “Uh, yeah. It is her house. We went to the park and stuff. It was fun. Briar really liked her.” 
“Oh, I’m so glad to hear our daughter had fun with a stranger.” 
He frowned. “Rachel, what are you talking about? Y/N isn’t a stranger. I’ve known her for several months. We’ve been roommates for a while now.” 
“And how long have you two been dating?” she demanded.
“What makes you think we’re dating?”
“You’re on a date and you didn’t deny it.” 
He held up his hands and laughed slightly, no humor in the sound. “Uh, I’m not sure that’s any of your concern. You’re the one who left me.”
“It’s my concern if she’s around my child. Did you think to ask me before you took her on a playdate with your little girlfriend?”
“No? Briar has a right to know who’s in my life.”
“Oh, but I don’t,” she said, clearly offended and angry. 
“That's not what I said. Look, I care about this woman. She means a lot to me. I would like Briar to get to know her, I think she’ll be in my life for a while.”
“Not if I can help it. I don’t like her being around strangers. So long as you’re with her, Briar won’t be coming around.”
“What? Rach, that’s ridiculous. You can’t keep me from my daughter--”
“I’m not, you can come see her any time you want. I just won’t take her to her house. Jeeze, Hay, you don’t waste any time, do you? We broke up less than a few months ago and you’re already with someone else?” 
“We bonded. I don’t know what you want me to say. Do you want me to apologize for finding someone that makes me happy?”
“No, of course not. I want you to be happy, I’m just a little surprised that you found them so fast.”
“What? Am I hard to love or something?”
“No, I’m just wondering if she’s a rebound, so soon after we broke up and everything. I doubt it though. What kind of example is this for Briar?”
“The fuck are you talking about?” he asked, thorugohly confused.
“Well, her mom and dad just broke up, and in no time at all, you’re with another woman. It might make her think less of love. That if we can go from what we had and you can just hop to the next girl who says hi to you. It’s probably very confusing for her. Did you even think about Briar?”
“It’s not like that,” Hayden assured her, getting frustrated. “Of course I thought about her. I spent a lot of time with Y/N before I ever let her around Briar.”
“Ah, hmm, good to know you’ve spent so much time with her. It really shows how much you care.”
“I do care, Rachel. I still love you but we’ve agreed to end things. You brought it up, not me. Now, I’m trying to find happiness again rather than wallow in it.”
“Yes, that much is clear. Let’s just hope it’s not a rebound and both of you get hurt, hmm? Good to see you, Hayden.”
He explained everything and you sat there, dumbfounded.
“She used Briar Rose against you?” you questioned quietly, flabbergasted.
“In a way. I think she was ultimately jealous that I was moving on before her. I did love her, I still do. I mean she was a huge part of my life, she’s Briar’s mom. But I love you so much more. I just… what she said, I started to worry if it was somehow true. If I was setting a bad example for my daughter. The rebound thing didn’t worry me, I didn’t feel like it was a rebound for me, but I wasn't sure about you, so before anyone got hurt, I thought we’d end it. I thought maybe if we put some distance between us, we’d be okay. If we waited a few months, it would prove to us that we were okay, but then you took it so badly and it all got so out of control. I thought if I told you I loved you back then you’d just think I was lying or trying to get you to get better. I didn’t want it to be questioned when I said to you, finally.” 
You couldn't help but grin. “Failed on that front. Still questioning it.”
He took your hands in his.. “Well please don’t. I do love you. You aren’t a rebound, you never were. You’re no one’s replacement. I love you and only you.” He stroked your hair as he looked at you. “I just made a horrible decision to make a choice for both of us without consulting you.” 
You nodded slightly.
“And for that, I am  so sorry. I am sorry I wasn't there to help you get clean and I’m sorry I’m the reason you even had a problem to begin with. I love you so much and I’ll never leave your side ever again. Of course, that’s… if you still want me.” 
Your eyes flashed to his. “Of course I still want you. All I want is you. Did you not hear a word I said in that album? You’re all I can think about, you’re all I ever want. You’re all I will ever want.” 
He let out a relieved laugh. “I’m so glad you feel the same way. I’ve hated myself every day since I ended this between us. I’ve wanted to make it right, to come back to you for so long.” 
“I’m so glad you finally did,” you breathed as you looked into his eyes. You leaned forward, hoping you weren’t crossing a line, hoping against hope that he wanted this too.
Your lips hit his and life ignited in you. Your hands went to his hair and his hands wrapped around your back as he lowered you to the ground. His lips moved expertly and fervently on your mouth, as if it were the air that he breathed. 
When you two broke, you stared at him in wonder.
“Do you mean it? Do you love me?”
“More than I ever imagined was possible.”
“I love you too, please don’t leave me again.”
“I would never even dream of it. I’m here, and I’ll never go anywhere else. I’m yours for as long as you want me.” 
“I’ll always want you.”
“Then you’ll always have me.” 
That was all you had ever needed, from anyone. You thanked your lucky stars that it was Hayden who granted you that wonderful, beautiful, unconditional kind of love, the one you’d searched for all your life. The one you deserved, you finally had.
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