Insecurities
SFW (gender neutral)
CW: slightly hateful words
Genya:
You've always doubted yourself when it came to most things you felt weak, useless, and like an outcast. You just felt like every time you tried to help you made it worse.
When you told your parents that you were thinking about joining the demon slayer corpse they laughed In your face telling you , you'd die within a couple seconds.
This didn't stop you! Sure at times you've thought about giving up, but proving everyone wrong and seeing the look on there faces to see that you've succeed in your goal kept you going
When you met Genya you almost immediately fell for him. You really also really admired Genya.
He was so strong, polite, kind and tough, so when he confessed to you all nervous and blushy, you where excited, confused, happy , so many emotions all at once. He was yours and you where his.
Genya took care for you, you loved it and hated it. It made you feel weak, at some point in the day you and Genya were walking through the town when Genya stopped to buy something from this mini store.
As you where waiting outside you over heard a group of women and men talking about how Genya looks to good to be with you, to strong, tall to better to be with someone like you, weak
You felt all lump in your throat form and your eyes blur as tears form. That's when Genya stepped out smiling but quickly changed when he saw your sad expression.
"What's wrong?" He asked worriedly you shook your head and looked away "let's talk at home" he nodded his head and grabbed your hand running his callous thumb over your hand. So you two walk home in silence.
The walk home seems so long but when you finally arrived at your shared home and sat down on your bed ...and finally letting it all out
You broke down letting all the years of built of sadness out Genya was shocked and quickly went to comfort you, sitting next to you and wrapping his arms around you.
"What's wrong?! Did someone say something to you? " you shook your head taking a deep breath in and looking down.
"I.. I feel so useless all the fucking time.. Like I'm this little weak thing that can't do anything right... Your so much better than me, your stronger, tougher, just ... Better.. I look fucking pathetic standing next to you"
Genya cupped his hands on your red cheeks and looked at your teary eyes " [Name] I love you so much, you're not useless at all... How could you think that. Being useful doesn't always mean being strong or strength in general. It could mean mentality, you are so sweet and give amazing advice.
You listen to me and the others and really help us get through our issues.I admire you so much... I don't know what we'd do without you." Hearing those words were all you need to hear, that's all you wanted to hear, and you finally got to hear it.
You looked at Genya and hugged him tightly crying even harder soaking his shirt. Genya gently hugged you resting his chin on your head, rocking you back and forth slowly.
When finally the tears stopped Genya lifted his chin off your head, cupping your cheeks and kissing your forehead "come on let's go make some food, I'm hungry" you chuckled and nodded your head taking your hand into his.
Muichiro:
You grew up in a household where you had to be the highest achiever. You've always felt as if you where nothing as if you have achieved nothing in your life.
You had to be the best at everything, not good but the best of the best. You didn't even want to join the demon slayer corpse, in fact you where scared shitless. You just wanted your parents to be proud of you ,so you joined anyway.
And when you came back home from your training, all you got was "so when are you going to become a Hashira?" That's okay you could do better and you would! You could do it! So you pushed your self.
You first met Muichiro because you applied to be his Tsuguko and he accepted. You and him would often talk, well mostly you. Laying down on the grass and staring up at the fluffy clouds. He would listen and put his thoughts here and there, and sometimes would laugh. He enjoyed spending time with you and so did you.
He was so hard working, logical and a genius he became a Hashira within two months at 14, you felt like such an idiot for taking a year to finish your training then another year to become an official Hashira.
So when you gathered up the courage to confess to him you thought he would look at you blankly and walk away. But instead he smiled and the took your hand into his and said "I feel the same way [Name]". It seemed like time had stopped and you felt so many emotions all at once. Mainly happiness
You and Muichiro where sitting in the estates garden, you where talking about how you thought how beautiful the flowers where and all the different types of flowers, while Muichiro nodded and smiled.
That's when you spotted two demon slayers not to faraway looking at you. "Hey [Name] I'm gonna go get a snack I'm a little hungry, would you like anything?" you shook your head no "okay, I won't be to long" he smiled.
You looked down at your hands still feeling the gaze of the two slayers. "Hey, you're [Name] the new Hashira, aren't you ?"You looked up to see the two demon slayers now standing in front of you.
"Oh, um yeah" they both looked at each other and laughed, you furrowed your eye brows "Is something wrong? Er-". "Oh come on, do you really think Muichiro actually likes you?"," Yeah, he only said yes because he feels bad for you, I mean look at him he's better looking and he became a Hashira in two months. Then there's you.. Two years it's fucking pathetic, you'll never be up to his level".
Then they walked away, you where at a lost for words what the fuck just happened.. I mean what the fuck...I mean they were just demon slayers not Hashiras..But..Maybe they where right.. You'll never be good enough, never be up to his standards. It was all to much and you let the tears fall.
"[Name?....] You looked up quickly whipping away your tears, "what happened?" He sat beside you gently taking your hands into his. Oh no you felt tears at the brim of your eyes again "come on talk to me... I'm listening"
You took in a deep breath "I will never be up to your level no matter how hard I try.. You're just so good looking.. And a genius over all I mean, you became a Hashira in two months and it took me two years!
You looked down in shame not wanting to see his reaction to this. What if he thought you were stupid for saying all this. Where you too much for him? Did you say too much? There were such "what if's" going through your mind.
Bu your thoughts where all silenced when he lifted your chin to make you look and him. And took your hands into his and said "Honestly.. I thought you where the one too good for me, I admire your resilience, I don't know how you do it sometimes. Me taking two months while it took you two years doesn't mean anything. Just because you took longer then me doesn't mean your lesser than me. It's okay to take longer then someone else, I can be good at fighting but you can be way better at it, we all have different strengths and weaknesses. "
Yeah. All you needed was words of kindness, caring words. He cared and it showed he loved you he truly did. He thought no less of you in fact he thought more of you. You then leaned in and kissed his left cheek "thank you, Mui" you said with a smile
Muichiro cheeks turned bright pink and looks away "yeah no problem.. " he trailed off. "W-well, I tried to learn some origami want to come and see?..." You shook your head yes happily and he got up and held out his hand, so you took his hand walking to his place.
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mitsuri brainrot bc i <3 demon slayer
also bc she is so cute and im feeling gay rn
mitsuri x fem! reader
MDNI - nsfw below the cut
mitsuri who whines when you don’t pay attention to her, wanting to cling at your side when you train, eat, sleep, breathe.
mitsuri who believes in love at first sight when she sees you, immediately falling in love at the sight of your pretty face, drawn in by your lips and the curve of your waist. enticed by the swell of your ass and your breasts.
mitsuri who throws a fit when you don’t let her cum, crying and begging, gripping you and pleading for you to eat her out again, desperate enough to take anything you give her.
mitsuri who gets so embarrassed when you make her squirt, but asks you to do it again when she catches her breath.
mitsuri who desperately grinds down against you, clit rubbing against your slick as she clumsily tries to get you off, too focused on her own orgasm that she’s turning red, pretty tits bouncing in your hands.
mitsuri who loves to serve you, to eat you out with her hands behind her back and loves feeling you use her.
mitsuri who lives for the way your fingers feel in her tight cunt, so wet and hot.
<3 <3 <3
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Mitsuri with a Tsuguko!Reader
- Warnings: English errors, Reader is Gn (I think).
- Mitsuri is the type who gets emotional in training, while doing different positions she can start to chatter fast sometimes: "Heyy! [Name]! did you get it right?" ...She can end up explaining too quickly sometimes and you can end up not understanding anything
- She is one of the few Hashiras in which she helps you MORE than necessary, if you can't repeat the same training position she keeps helping you distracting you with sweet words so you don't focus so much on "I can't"
- Is usually very admired when you fight and proud, this girl can end up distracting from the mission you are together.
- Were you hurt? 100% worried asking you if it was something serious, She might end up talking too much about it.
- Sometimes she forgets or sleeps too much and ends up being late in training, she apologizes A LOT, with her eyes watering: "Kyaaa, [Name] sorry!, that was wrong! wasn't it!?" please calm this girl down
- She usually cooks a lot of food, so she always asks you to try it in her free time: "Is it delicious? Did you like it??" - She says as she puts more food in your mouth
– She likes to train outdoors (probably on a mountain) very in the morning, usually because it's a quiet place, she likes to teach different flexible positions like that. She is impressed when you can correctly apply the same flexible positions that she did.
- Don't ask she about something like "how the respiratory system works", she gets confused and nervous trying to explain.
- Her training would probably be adapted to her style, so it will be completely different from another Hashira's training.
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Okay, so I just imagined reader being utterly shocked at how Pastel Goth! Mitsuris room looks after just arriving at her house. Reader wasn’t expecting her room to be decorated with adorable Sanrio plus he’s, an impressive gaming PC and overall aura that was so…pink.
From the mood lights taped to the ceiling, to the massive powder pink Ouija board carpet that covered half the room, reader never imagined this being Mitsuris room let alone any goths room. Not that you had any problem with it seeing as she’s your long time crush and that it fits right with her personality but Mitsuri could tell by your shocked but intrigued expression that you found this all against the pre assumptions you had before entering.
She smiled and blushed a bit, seeing as she expected you to be a bit judgmental like others previously but when you asked her where she bought her cool PC setup and started complimenting her style, she was elated.
“Pastel Goth, eh? That’s pretty cool”
“Yeah…you don’t mind?” She asked Nervously.
You looked at her while holding one of her plushies and smiled.
“Why would I mind? This is who you are and it just adds to the reasons of why I like you.”
You both pause after you say that, warmth creeping up on both of your cheeks. You didn’t mean for that last part to sneak out but now since it’s out in the open, you might as well confess. You look up to see Mitsuris face look as red as a cherry tomato and before you could retract your statement, you feel yourself falling backwards onto the bed and your crush on top of you, cheesing and and squealing.
“I like you too, y/n! Like..a lot!”
After a moment, you both stare at each other and it finally kicks in that you both were alone at her house, laying in her bed and inches away from kissing each other. You quickly look away, trying not to give it away that you were indeed nervous about the position that you both were in but it was too late.
“Y/N?”
“Y-yes?” You respond bashfully.
She waits and glances over you before speaking up again, admiring the little details in your face and how pretty your lips looked. You swore she could hear the thumping of your heartbeat beating loudly against your chest. Her hands placed perfectly above it.
“May I kiss you?”
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𝐂𝐡𝐞𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮<𝟑
Summary : Mitsuri with a empty!reader that doesn't really show a lot of emotion and barely sleep & eat! (Poor mitsuri had to take care of her s/o like a mother 😭
Warnings : mentions of depression (there isn't really a lot of warnings since this is a bit short one)
Type : Headcannons ♡
Don't get me started but when you guys started dating Mitsuri wasn't very aware of you being broken or stuff like that.
When she found out she got a bit concerned about your health.
"Baby are you okay? Would you like some food? You haven't eaten since morning.. "
Don't be surprised when you see her always checking up on you
Even though mitsuri has a broken s/o at this point, she still dearly loves you
Yeah it's very busy for her to sometimes check up on you since she's a hashira
If she's busy she would probably order one of the workers in her mansion to bring something for you to eat since she's concerned about you skipping lunch and dinner
Sometimes she felt like complaining when she got a bit too concerned
"Baby? Are you okay? Please sleep early okay? Dont stay up so late.. Sleep is important..! "
" I love you so much but don't you think you should start taking care about yourself?.. "
She didn't wanted to sound mean saying those words, but it concerned her too much
Poor baby crying over you
Better treat her right since she always tried to took care of you in her free time
LMAO HELP I AM SO SORRY THIS WAS VERY SHORT IT'S MY FIRST TIME WRITING HCS OF A CHARACTER 😭😭😭
Hope you enjoyed it tho!
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