#kinda heartbroken but i saw they bf thing coming

[alinastarvko]

promising young woman.... im speechless

#so good #kinda heartbroken but i saw they bf thing coming #also she was a genius #pepaus talks

[itgirlification]

supermodel (2) | jjk

your story with jungkook never seems to end, yet you’re still worried about how it’s gonna end.

pairing: ex-bf!jk x thick!reader

warnings: TOXIC (i cannot stress this enough shit is hella toxic), yn is kinda (very) dumb, jungkook is an actual asshole, borderline mental abuse, infidelity, more insecuritiiiies, mentions/hints of sex, etc.

part one part three

There you were in his arms again, with only your panties and his shirt on.

At this point, you couldn’t even explain yourself. You were guilty, but you know what they say; love hurts.

With his arms wrapped around you and you clinging to him like that, you couldn’t care less about what was gonna happen next. You knew you were probably gonna have a mental breakdown when you go back to the dorms but for now, you were okay.

After he came over that night, he contacted you again. He said he didn’t want this to be serious, he wanted it to be a solely sexual relationship.

“You know, you’re the first girl I’ve been with, who seems to like getting hurt and degraded”, he sighs against your hair. “Sometimes I feel like you can’t get enough of it.”

You stayed silent. What were you supposed to do anyway? Tell him he’s right and stay like this for a while or react defensively and start an endless argument? You chose the first one.

“You’re the only woman that’d let me do all this stuff and still love me. Maybe that’s why I came back to you.”

Holding back the tears, you cling closer to his larger body, as if you were using him as some kind of shield. He thought you were an easy target and forgiving. What else would a man want from a woman he was only interested in fucking, a side piece? Even if she’s in love with him, she was gonna ignore that just to spend as much time with him as possible.

“It’s not like you actually came back.”, you responded, keeping your voice as stable as you could. “We’re just fucking.”

Jungkook sighed deeply, most likely noticing your petty undertone. “Don’t be like that. We aren’t fucking right now.”

You weren’t sure what point exactly he was trying to prove, you agreed to be his side chick. Did he think you didn’t know what a side chick was supposed to do? Because you did know, you just secretly thought you guys were meant to be, you weren’t just some side piece.

Looking around the motel room, your stomach began feeling weird. He wasn’t usually cheap, but you guessed he thought a side chick didn’t deserve a better environment than a cheap motel room rent for a night.

“Because we literally just did.”, you calmly said. You weren’t trying to piss him off.

But Jungkook wasn’t having it. Out of nowhere, he shoved you aside and put his hands over his face, noticeably frustrated.

“What happened?”, you weren't sure if asking that was the best option.

Jungkook turns his body to you. “What happened?? You keep on fucking me up and being a bitch about all this and you ask me what happened?”

He was so furious, his eyes were dark and his face was screwed up. You were now both standing, his tall figure towering over yours.

You saw his hand forming a fist and it would’ve been a lie if you said you weren’t terrified. He hasn’t touched you once throughout your relationship, but you never know.

“I didn’t even say anything. Maybe you’re just a little too sensitive.”, you were pouring salt on a wound at this point, but you didn’t want to be weak and let him talk to you like that.

“Me, sensitive?”, his tone was dangerously serene, as he leaned closer to your face. “If I wasn’t here with you, you'd probably still be crying over me. And you know where I’d be? Laying in bed with the beautiful model I have the privilege to call my girlfriend. Yn, I don’t need you. Don’t get bold with me, ‘cause we both know who’s gonna be heartbroken in the end.”

You couldn’t look him in the eyes, what did you get yourself into again? This wasn’t Jungkook’s fault, this wasn’t anybody’s fault but yours. You should’ve never opened up, you should’ve never said yes to being his side piece, you should’ve never been his girlfriend, to begin with. You stayed silent, but your loud sniffs and your uneven breathing said more than you could at the moment.

“I’m leaving.”, he announced coldly before throwing his black leather jacket over his broad shoulders, leaving you half-naked, crying on the poor-quality motel bed you just had sex on. When he got out of the motel room, you looked outside of the small window, watching him leave in the car he drove you here with.

Now, you had no other option than to call Jane to pick you up since your dorm was a half an hour walk away from the motel and you didn’t have the energy to walk for even a minute.

You weren’t sure if you had the energy for all the questions Jane was gonna ask you when she sees your mascara smeared face and your messy hair. Not to mention the motel. You weren’t a motel type of girl and she knew that.

Still, you called her and she answered almost immediately. “Yn? What happened? I thought you were gonna sleepover at your parents’?”

Sleepover at your parents’ house? You had almost forgotten the bad lie you told Jane just to have sex with Jungkook in this cheap-ass motel. And to think you were convinced you two were gonna stay the whole night.

“Uh”, you quickly coughed to cover up the voice cracks you got from crying. “Yeah, it’s a long story, please pick me up. I’ll text you the address.”

About 10 minutes later, Jane arrived and looked at you like you were out of your mind when you got into the car. “Yn, what the fuck? I was so worried about you. And this isn’t your parents’ house, this is a fucking motel. Did you meet a guy? Did he do something to you? Should I call the cops?”

“No, no, no, oh my god, please don’t”, you knew she was gonna ask a lot of questions. “I lied to you. So what actually happened was me and Jungkook reconnected an-“

She rolled her eyes. “Of course it was Jungkook. So I’m guessing he left you here?”

You hesitantly nodded.

“So when were you gonna tell me you ‘reconnected’ with him? When did you even ‘reconnect’ with him?”, she mockingly asked you. You weren’t blaming her for being pissed off, you’d have been too in this situation.

“A month ago? I think..”, you muttered.

“Hm”, Jane nodded, sighing at your naivety. “And when did he even break up with his model chick?”

You awkwardly looked away and Jane was hoping it wasn’t because of what she thought.

“He didn’t break up with her??”, Jane was beyond frustrated. “So.. you’re like his side chick now? Are we gonna stoop that low for men, yn?”

Jane always wanted the best for you and you knew she knew what was the best for you too, you were just too foolish. And too in love with a man you can’t force into loving you again.

“I know but please can we not talk about this right now? I just don’t feel like it.”, you asked, looking down on your fingers, ashamed of yourself.

“Alright, I’m sorry, babe.”, Jane hugged your side quickly, before starting the engine and heading back to the dorm. “You know I just want what’s best for you.”

You nodded, looking out of the window with your head full.

_

“Bella just texted me and said her birthday party will be 90s themed? Can’t she be a little more specific?”, Jane barged into the room, looking down on her phone in disbelief.

Bella was a person you two met at college in one of your shared classes. She was a sweetheart, but she was a little spoiled too. The only reason why she got into the college was that her rich daddy bribed them, but you couldn’t be mad, your parents would’ve done the same if they had the money.

She was extremely extroverted, a people person. She probably never had a boring day in her life with all the parties she threw whenever her dad and his 20 something-year-old girlfriend were on vacation or business trips. She even had some celebrity friends and would just casually post selfies with them on her Instagram story like it was a normal thing to do. She was basically living the dream, clueless about what real life for others really was about.

Jane had a love-hate relationship with Bella ever since they met. She thought Bella was a nice girl, but it was ‘unbearable’ to have a conversation with her because she was too self-centered to talk about anything else than herself.

You shrugged. “Just wear something Aaliyah would’ve worn.”

“Hm. Fair enough. It’s really not all that deep, actually.”, She said. “So what are you gonna wear?”

“I don’t even know if I’m going, Bella’s parties are boring.”, you answered honestly.

You really weren’t sure if you’d go. You did feel like seeing people and having a little fun but it wasn’t like you ever had fun at any of Bella’s parties. One time, a guy puked all over a new dress you bought just for the party, and another time, you were forced to drink 4 beer bottles. You hated beer.

“Why not? It’s gonna be fun and you’re coming.”, she decided for you, making you playfully roll your eyes. “And wear that black latex dress, I haven’t seen it on you in forever.”

To say that Jane was a fashionista would be an understatement. She was too invested in fashion to be bothered with anything else.

“Alright, but only if we don’t stay for long.”, you tried to compromise with her.

She nodded. “We gotta buy her presents though. Is there even anything she doesn’t have?”

You sighed, annoyed. “C’mon, there’s gonna be at least 200 people at that party, it’s not like she’ll notice if we just don’t get her anything. Besides, she’s rich as fuck.”

Jane snickered at your comment. “Girl, you must not know her, she checks every damn person and probably throws them out if they don’t buy her a Chanel bag or something. Bitch is a little crazy.”

It was amusing because you both knew that was exaggerated. Bella wasn't that serious about gifts. But let’s just say, for the money that her dad had, she was a little too greedy.

But you were too bothered with your own life than to worry about other's.

_

As soon as you arrived at Bella’s mansion, two security guards were standing in front of the door. They let you in as you showed them your invitations. It was a little bit extra, but that’s just how Bella was.

The first thing you noticed when you entered the house was the smell of sweat and weed. Already? You weren’t really surprised though.

Bella was standing there, wearing a skintight red dress that, ironically, didn’t really fit her own party’s theme. But she did look absolutely beautiful greeting her guests with the biggest smile on her glowing face. She had her strawberry blonde hair down in elegant beach curls and there were some cute butterfly clips placed in them.

You could recognize that it was her birthday from miles away. She was basically shining.

“Oh my god, Jane, Yn!! I’m so happy to see you guys!”, an overly keen Bella came, hugging you both with strength. “Oh, I see you got me something, girls you know you shouldn’t have!”

She tried hiding her smile at the bags in your hands, freeing the two of you from them immediately.

“It’s your birthday, Bella. We can’t just come here without any gifts, girl.”, Jane smiled. “Happy birthday.”

You looked to your side, admiring Jane’s acting skills. “Happy birthday, Bella! I can’t believe you’re 23 now.”

“I know right, if you were a year younger, you’d be as old as your dad’s girlfriend.”, Jane joked around, making Bella hysterically laugh.

“C’mon, almost everybody’s here already”, Bella excitedly pushed you towards the living room.

The room’s stench was even more unbearable than the one at the entrance, leaving you covering your nose for a second leaving out an ‘oof’.

The 90s trap music was heard extremely loudly through the whole house and there were people dancing and grinding. There were some couples that sat on one of the many couches, acting like they were in their own little world. It wasn’t very pleasant to watch, but you just chose to ignore it. The stench was something you couldn’t ignore though.

You were already bored out of your mind.

A few minutes of pure boredom and dry conversations passed then the music stopped playing and you could hear Bella’s voice calling for everybody’s attention. “I’m gonna open the presents now, so everybody come here and Daphne, please bring the gifts here so I can open them.”

Daphne was Bella’s personal maid. She never really talked, but she did everything she needed to. She brought all the bags to Bella one by one and you could’ve sworn she was trying not to cry out of happiness.

“Oh my god, Jackson”, She cried out as she pulled a pair of Saint Laurent shoes out of a box. “These are so beautiful. You even got the right size. Thank you so mu-“

“Bella, I’m so sorry we’re late, we had to run some errands”, a soft-spoken voice interrupted, making everybody in the room turn her way, just to see the charming model with none other than Jeon Jungkook by her side. Wow.

As soon as you turned your head to see who it was, you turned back around, looking at Jane to make sure she saw what you saw. You sent her a questioning, almost panicking look just for her to shrug.

“Yuki! It’s fine, girl. Come here, I’m opening my presents right now.”, The birthday girl exclaimed, making Yuki immediately hand her her gift.

Jungkook was just walking behind his girlfriend, making no type of noise whatsoever and you prayed he wouldn’t see you.

They sat down at an angle where you couldn’t help but look at them though and you were sure he looked at you for a split second as well. They looked beautiful together.

Bella just continued opening gifts and thanking everybody dearly, but you weren’t paying attention to that. You just zoned out for most of it. Those were a lot of gifts she got.

You couldn’t help but steal another glance at your ex-boyfriend and the girl besides him.

She looked even cuter in real life. Her cheeks had a natural blush to them and her hair was long and healthy. She was thin and her skin tone was warm and even.

You’ve always been insecure about your hyperpigmentation, but she didn’t seem to have any problems with how she looked. She was near damn perfect. Perfect wasn’t real, but if it was, it’d be her.

Jungkook probably never had a problem introducing her to his parents or his friends. You always felt like he had difficulties with that while he was dating you. He just wasn’t confrontational enough to tell you he was ashamed to have you as his girlfriend.

You seemed to be stuck in your place while everybody else was either dancing or making conversation.

Jane was sitting next to you, talking to a girl with blond box braids about a new movie that recently came out. You heard what they were saying, but it sounded like a foreign language to you since you weren’t focused.

“Yn? Are you okay?”, Jane whispered in your ear, hugging your shoulder. “I’m sorry, I didn’t know they were invited.”

You shook your head. “It’s fine, Jane. It’s not your fault, I just kind of wanna go home.”

She looked at you apologetically. “Can’t we stay for a little while? I promise it won’t take long, I’m just actually having fun here.”

You had to admit you were being selfish, not just in that moment, but whenever it came to Jungkook. You’ve dragged Jane through all of your shit and never really thought about how she must feel like.

Nodding in response to her. “I’m gonna get myself something to drink.”

You finally stood up from your place, looking around unsure, feeling like you’re taking up so much space wherever you go, even when you were doing absolutely nothing.

You wore the latex dress, but only because Jane insisted and made sure you knew you looked good. She convinced you for maybe a second, but all those insecurities were coming back. You tried sucking in your stomach the whole night, but it just wasn’t enough.

You were asking yourself all kinds of questions. If your arms looked too fat and if your cellulite was visible, if your hip-dips were as noticeable to others as they were to you. You felt like everybody was looking and they were judging really hard.

All you wanted was to fade into oblivion.

You were feeling his eyes on your back and god, you wanted to look too but you fought the urge, just continued walking to the bathroom. You weren’t in the mood to drink after all.

Your gut feeling was telling you he was following, but you ignored it.

Until you were about to close the bathroom door and you saw black timberlands stepping between the door and the doorframe to stop you from closing it.

You sighed, opening the door, resulting in him getting in the bathroom with you.

“Why are you avoiding me?”, the handsome man facing you asked, brown eyes looking deep inside of yours.

“How can I avoid you when you didn’t even try talking to me?”, you asked back, looking away immediately.

You hated how your relationship was just a cycle of him hurting you and coming back, acting like he hadn’t done anything wrong. And he was so good at it too.

He chuckled darkly, letting his eyes glide down your body for a second just to look back into your eyes. “You know exactly what I mean, yn. Don’t play dumb.”

You did know what he meant.

“And? It’s not like I have anything to say to you.”

Jungkook came closer to you, softly wrapping one arm around your waist, whispering in your ear. “You don’t?”

You couldn’t believe how shameless he was, being so close to you while his girlfriend was a few meters away, outside of this door, probably thinking he’s getting her a drink or something. You wondered if he did the same thing to you when you were dating.

“Jungkook, stop. Your girlfriend is here.”, you tried to convince yourself you didn’t want it. “How can you even do this?”

“It’s nothing we haven’t done before, princess.”, He kissed your earlobe. “You can’t possibly think it’s okay when she’s not around, but not okay when she is. It’s the same thing.”

You knew he was right, besides, you were just as guilty as he was. You were messing around with a taken guy and the worst part was, you knew he was taken and you still did it.

“I know, but I wanna end whatever this is”, you hesitated to say. “It’s unhealthy and you already have a girlfriend, why don’t you go and kiss her, why me?”

You were avoiding this conversation ever since this started. Sometimes it’s hard talking about things you don’t actually want to hear about.

“What do you mean?”, Jungkook feigned confusion, but you knew better than to believe him. “It’s easier said than done, yn. We have a history together, you know that.”

“I do, but that’s all we are. History. And we should both get over it.”, you responded.

“But what if I don’t want to?”, it was more of a statement than a question, really. “What if I told you, you’re special to me?”

You were gonna have a meltdown if he continued with this. Why was he so fucking complicated? You knew he didn’t love you so what was it?

“But I’m not. The only reason why you come back is because you think I’m easy material. It’s because you were my first everything and it’s because you know exactly how much you mean to me.”, you cry out, tears coming up to ruin your makeup again. You wished you wouldn’t cry as much as you did. “You know I’ll always let you in, no matter what. I know I’m at fault too here and I’m not blaming you, but please for god’s sake, don’t make it worse on me.”

You looked in the mirror, almost not recognizing yourself. You felt detached from reality, but not in a good way at all.

Jungkook scoffed, looking down at you. “I know I shouldn’t have tried talking to you. It’s like you can’t even appreciate anybody showing you affection. I’m trying to prove to you, that you aren’t nothing to me and that’s the response that I get. Not everybody’s against you, yn, you’re just too insecure to notice. That’s why you haven’t ever had anybody showing you interest. It’s because you lack confidence and think the world revolves around you. But I did show you interest. In the past and now. But look at you. You haven’t changed at all, still the little yn who compares herself to other girls and thrives off of male attention, because you can’t believe that somebody could love you just for you when there’s skinnier, prettier girls walking around. So what if there are skinnier, prettier girls around? That’s reality, yn.”

You didn’t know what exactly you expected him to say, but that wasn’t it. Looking at him with big, teary eyes, is that really what he thought of you? Of course, it was. Because it was the truth. The cold, hard truth. Not sugarcoated. He knew you better than you wanted him to.

Without a single word leaving your dry lips, you open the door and run out, ignoring him calling your name and the weird stares people were giving you. You needed to find Jane.

Once you found her joking around with a bunch of random people, you go up to her. You most likely looked like you came out of a horror movie.

“Yn? What the fuck happened?”, she lightly took your face in her warm hands and caressed your cheek worriedly.

“Pl- please, can we just go home?”, you whimpered, thankful that everybody was respectful enough to turn around and focus on their stuff instead of ogling at you.

“Sure, sure. Come here”, she took you in her arms and walked you out of the mansion, not caring to say goodbye to anybody.

_

people who wanted to get tagged in pt. 2:

@1-in-abillion @sarcasmflowsinmyveins @chieftoadturkeynickel @madygswich @kb-bangtanenthusiast

thank you for the support love yall!! 💗

a/n: so i know most of yall probably wanted a happy ending but first of all this probably isn’t the ending:) and i wanted to portray it as realistically as possible. It’s really hard to get out of a toxic relationship especially when you’re so in love with them but i’ll see what i can do to make yn happy cuz girly’s going thru it. Btw this wasn’t proofread so there’s probably so many mistakes and i thought this was very underwhelming but i hope you guys like it thank you!

#jungkook #jungkook smut #bts #bts fic #bangtan smut #bts smut #jk smut #jk imagine #jeongguk #jeongguk imagine #jeongguk smut #jeongguk fanfiction #taehyung smut #jimin smut #hoseok smut #yoongi smut #seokjin smut #namjoon smut #jungkook x reader #jeongguk x female reader #thick thighs save lives

[vivid-wisp]

You know how it be suffering from big brainrot being into FNF so I’ve compiled a list of ideas for the characters. This is more so for myself but thought I'd share some of my ideas. Take this as you will, these headcanons are based on educated guesses, actual lore, or just for fun. I also really like explaining my reasoning for some stuff so be ready for that. Long post. :]

Boyfriend / BF

- Is asian specifically Japanese, based on the idea how the dev team like to agree Hatsune Miku is BF’s canon sibling. Can also be asian American.

- Despite his appearance BF is actually somewhat physically strong and capable. If he can’t rap battle someone he’d be down to beat someone up, based on the idea how PA (Phantom Arcade) says he sucks at FromSoftware games and would rather throw down IRL than in video games.

- Him and Pico were exes, but they dated when they were WAY YOUNGER, and this was before when BF or Pico knew how to handle a relationship properly. Pico was the one to call things off. (more on Pico’s section) They may still get kind of flustered around each other.

- For most of his childhood, BF never really felt like he stood out. It leads into the reason why he likes singing since it ironically feels like he's being heard, despite not really liking to talk a lot. He was a very quiet kid back then. He'd always liked singing and rapping, he just wasn't put into a position of intense judgement until meeting GF's father and mother, rockstar and ex-rockstar. Training arc begins.

- BF took courses/majored in music design or sound design in college, but dropped out to spend more time with Girlfriend and practice his musical talent himself seeing as it felt more natural than doing boring classes.

- Despite what people think, BF doesn’t dye his hair. It WAS a different color but a shade, like a lighter blue color when he was younger. (Based on Ninjamuffin/NM's recent AMA answers)

- BF owns a dog, not specific but definitely a large breed of dog that stays at home and is taken care of by his parents. He loves a lot of pets and animals, especially anything blue.

- It’s no surprise BF isn’t the smartest, but this comes from a place of putting on the “bad boy” act and being told he’d never make it anywhere in life so he never tried. BF is really a soft guy who deep down has a good heart and just wants to show his appreciation to the person (GF) who makes him feel okay knowing you don’t have to be the best.

- BF actually CAN speak, but chooses to be selectively mute. More so because he’s not the best when it comes to words, and he’s never felt the need to talk. Don’t expect much because like in Week 6, it’ll likely just be random noises he makes or his signature “beeps!” He still reacts, just with noises. (we ignore the logic of him singing it just sounds like beeps to us the players while everyone in universe perfectly understands) [just saw NM's recent AMA I GODDAMN CALLED IT LET'S GOOOO]

Girlfriend / GF

- GF unsurprisingly, has a very wealthy background and in turn family too. So she’s no stranger to most expensive things. This doesn’t mean she won’t appreciate anything BF gifts her, in fact she’s more than appreciative of anything if it comes from BF her love.

- May or may not be a demon like her parents but she doesn’t want to scare BF, and also has slight appearance anxieties about it so she chooses to hide it by staying in her “human” form. She's self conscious of appearing like a demon, and doesn't want to scare people away just based on her look.

- So yes GF can and will in fact beat you up, a lot more than BF if she really wanted to. Especially if she went into her demon form.

- Also not the brightest, due to her extravagant background she’s been so spoiled to the point where everything is handed to her on a silver plate. Which also means her intelligence. They're both himbo/bimbo dynamic I don’t make the rules sorry.

- Actually really good at singing herself too, she’s a bit more wonky with rapping but she’s still good. Ties into the fact GF is the first to teach you how to rap/sing in the tutorial. If she really wanted to, she would destroy BF in a singing battle.

- Kinda aloof and can be apathetic, but more in the sense of “oh cool" instead of a "not caring" feeling way. Like moving on from something that was most definitely not cool like oh my god does that monster with bloody human teeth have a lemon for a head-

- Absolutely adores the large height difference between her and BF. She loves picking BF up suddenly and swinging him around. It’s cute and funny to her. (BF likes the height difference dynamic too but he'd never admit it)

Pico

- Pico never went to college nor finished, instead he takes up jobs from around the city as a mercenary. He's so skilled to the point it pays well enough he doesn't really need a job. He owns a small apartment.

- He likes spending time when he's not on the job, around BF and GF but this is more so at a distance. He does hang out with them, but don't expect him to show up automatically by their side. Like maybe once a week.

- Despite his original job to kill BF, Pico is very protective of BF and looks out for him albeit distantly. He knows BF can handle himself, but he will risk jumping into a situation if BF needs help. ONLY when he needs help.

- Pico still spends time with Nene and Darnell, but this is more so as an acquaintance thing. They're still friends, but all three of their jobs (as assassin and mercs) make things kind of awkward and distance from one another.

- Pico has a lot of untreated trauma, whether that be PTSD, schizophrenia, OCD, etc, a lot of it is very untreated. While Pico is aware he has some mental health disorders he's not aware of ALL of them. He frankly doesn't care nor does he really feel like dedicating the time to properly help himself, which stems from his upbringing in his childhood, "deal with it" attitude back then. He doesn't think it's a big deal, even though deep down he knows he should seek help. Especially after hanging out with BF and GF who, unsurprisingly, are (relatively) normal in the head unlike his friends Nene and Darnell. His disorders disrupt his everyday life and living routine, he can have a lot of very bad days.

- Pico is a wannabe DJ, he likes to sing and rap but prefers the latter and likes listening to music more rather than doing it itself. When he was a kid he liked BF for his passion for singing and rapping, and admired him in a way.

- BF and Pico went to the same elementary school, and were very much friends. After the events of Pico's School, Pico acted very different than how BF knew him, and somewhere along that path BF and Pico decided to date each other when they were in middle school (at 13-14). This was very much a hasty decision and didn't end well. Pico was the one to break things off due to knowing he couldn't handle the responsibility of another person, especially in a relationship. He had too much on his plate already from the trauma that still haunted him, and also was around the time Pico told BF he would be getting homeschooled instead after many years of decision with Pico's parents. It was best to end things before they'd spiral and get worse.

- While BF was heartbroken, he knew it was for the better even if he was upset for quite a bit. After Pico became homeschooled and left middle school, BF noticeably became more quiet until he'd meet GF near the beginning of high school. Pico and BF tried to keep in contact, but eventually naturally just fell out of touch with each other, both too busy with their own lives now. Pico never really resolved his whole feelings issues, which still show up when he'd meet BF years later again but knows those feelings are best left behind.

- While Pico was very surprised and shocked to see BF again despite being commissioned to kill BF, BF himself was too busy being caught up in seeing an old friend again. Whether that be BF was either too dumb to realize he was being killed or because he was genuinely very happy to see his old friend again, the two had a small reconcile after so many years and decided to rap for old time's sake.

#fnf #friday night funkin #fnf pico #fnf boyfriend #fnf girlfriend #idk how else to tag the rest and I’m too lazy to look it up so those yup #I just thought this list would be fun to make :] #picos school #this is a really long post im so sorry to any poor soul who actually read all of this #also i just read through a lot of NM's answers in his recent AMA and one of them has ruined me dhmu going dark

[marciego]

Dieletta for the ship ask game! 🎶

i love this!! this game gets me to talk about ships i usually don't talk about this is so much fun, thank you so much!

1. Favourite scene of them?

that time they made pizza in vilu's kitchen, it was such a cute scene and they had so much fun, i loved it!

2. What do you like the most about them

this one is pretty difficult because, just like leonara but also differently since lara wasn't an antagonist, i love them for what they are, so somehow even the things i dislike about them well...i do like them in some way? because i feel like it's important to their story?

dieletta is the only violetta ship i see more as a plotline than a ship if that makes sense, so it's kinda hard to choose one aspect that i like more. maybe what i like the most about them is that, actually, that it's not by any means a good relationship, that it's complex and layered and full of so so so many times where you just want to take diego and put him as far away from violetta as possible, but in the end you do enjoy the relationship for what it is. i think it's truly their strength actually

OH and something else i adore! it kinda falls into the same category, but i love that vilu did not fall in love with diego, because imo it makes his betrayal so much more impactful, she's not feeling like this because the man she's in love with betrayed her, she's feeling like this because she gave him her trust and he completely destroyed it. imo it's much deeper that way, because love and trust come in so many different shapes and the kind of love vilu had for diego wasn't something we ever saw in the show before that. the fact that when the truth is exposed, nothing is keeping her away from leon, the man she's actually in love with, but it doesn't even matter because she's still left broken because someone she loved in her own way betrayed her in the worst way possible is just. really impactful. he didn't betray her "romantic" love (in quotes because you know. he was still her bf but you get me) but her trust, that's something i like a lot about their storyline

3. A random headcanon

wayyy after they break up, when leonetta are happily dating and diego is their friend and everyone is happy, one day vilu and diego are hanging out just the two of them and she just. suddenly asks him "when we were dating did you like me or leon more?" and diego just. chokes on his water because that really came out of nowhere

4. If you could change something about them what would it be?

02x20 was gross even for diego

5. If you could date one of the people who would you choice?

so like i want to answer diego but since we're talking about dieletta i'm picturing s2 diego in my head and there's no way i'm dating that. vilu if we're talking about s2, if it's just generally it'd be diego for me

6. Favourite hot scene of them?

ok i'll agree with everyone here, there were some times where you could tell they wanted to go a bit further, it's not hot but hey, diego's there, it's the horniest we can get in violetta

7. Favourite quote?

if eyes could speak my favorite dieletta quote would be the look on vilu's face when diego showed up in a clown outfit

8. How do you see thir relationship in the future?

they're friends! that's super great! i think it took them some time to get comfortable mentioning their past relationship even after vilu forgave him, but with time they're comfortable talking about it together

9. Scene that makes you emotional?

02x76 is an emotional rollercoaster, from diego's apology to the way they're both broken, the flashbacks playing in the background, diego's SOBS and vilu literally crashing into leon's arms while diego is left alone and heartbroken is really Something

#thank you so much for the ask! #i loved answering this #diego and vilu actually have one of my favorite relationships in the whole show #because of how interesting they are you know #but i think that's a pretty common opinion #at least with my mutuals #i feel like everyone likes them for what they are and nothing more #this show truly peaked with this storyline #and that's on diego being our best antagonist baby

[surrealsunday]

This is the anon who said they weren’t going to read Punzel until the whole thing was published and I DID IT! So yay me I guess.

This is going be a long ass story but stick with me because I actually have a point. If I don’t lose it on the way that is 😂

Okay, so it’s really funny because every time you release a new AU I’m like “this is it. This is the time Jaime is going to write a story and I’m gonna hate it” but that never happened because you’re brilliant. This time? I read about 1/3 of the story before I realized I not only hated it, but I REALLY REALLY didn’t like this Eliott and I didn’t want them to end up together. I kind of wondered why that was because it kinda freaked me out.

It wasn’t until I really sat back and thought about it that I realized you had seriously triggered me. In my late teens and early 20’s, after I had come out as a bisexual female, I had a best friend who I completely fell in love with. Like, head over heels. She initiated our friendship by asking me to have an “encounter” w/her and her bf. That she wanted to be with me alone first because she liked me but he wouldn’t go for that. I originally agreed but backed out at the last minute and we decided to stay friends anyway.After that was when things became really confusing for me. She was always making advances toward me when we were alone and/or she had been drinking. We had fooled around a few times but every time afterward she would deny it or blame it on me when she was the one always initiating it. We stayed friends for a long time and I always had this hope that she would finally SEE ME the way I saw her but, I soon came to realize that she liked to manipulate me, and other people, for attention. She only called me to hang out when nobody else was really available but I assumed we were best friends. She didn’t know how I felt so how could she be using me like that? I told myself I was just heartbroken and paranoid.

I had to stand by her with all of her crazy relationships. I was there to support her at her wedding and with her two pregnancies. I actually really liked her husband and we became pretty good friends. She asked me again to be intimate with them and this time I was totally against it. I liked her husband and didn’t want to make things weird between all of us. She then said something along the lines of the reason she asked me was because she wouldn’t be insecure with any other girl. I was overweight so therefore she wouldn’t be worried about him being more into it with me than her. Ouch.

In the beginning of our friendship I got drunk and told a mutual friend that I was in love with her but he promised not to ever tell anyone. That he understood. A good ten years later, after her marriage and children, she got drunk at a party and told me that this friend had told her and that she knew I was in love with her. Always had. That killed me. I was able to understand her advances toward me because I assumed she was confused or just didn’t know what she wanted. She had said a few times that maybe she was bi or at least somewhat questioning being completely straight and I supported her through it. I had been in het shoes.

It absolutely killed me that she knew the whole time and willingly played on my emotions because she knew how I felt. She intentionally broke my heart over and over again and had no qualms about doing it. I cut off communication after that even though our friendship was already starting to dwindle. It was the last straw for me.

So I saw myself in Lucas and I saw the same dynamic between them in Punzel. The funny thing is that in the end I was able to see Eliotts pov and that even though it looked similar, it wasn’t anything like my previous “friendship” but it also helped me let go of that last bit of lingering anger that I didn’t realize I was holding. She was a messed up kid. We both were. We both still are tbh. I realize now that she probably had no intent to hurt me. She was just extremely insecure and was looking for attention and validation wherever she could find it. So, even though it’s not my favorite thing you’ve written - MT will probably always hold that spot - you still wrote a really good story and in the end I was rooting for their happily ever after.

My therapist told me I need to thank you lol! It’s a breakthrough I didn’t know I needed and it’s been a long time coming. So yeah. Thanks for everything you’ve done for this fandom. You’re providing therapy and you didn’t even know it 😂

This is an incredible thing to share and I really really appreciate you telling such a private story. I so completely get why the story would be triggering in that way. I actually had a few people say similar things - that it reminded them of their own experiences and affected them emotionally because of that. So in one way I am truly happy that something I wrote could resonate so strongly and that the emotions could ring that true, and in another way, I’m really sorry to put you through emotional turmoil 😂😅.

But to have a bit of a breakthrough because of reading this story is incredible and first I majorly congratulate you on that. That kind of personal reflection - particularly about painful memories - is freaking hard. So major kudos to you. And I’m also very honoured to have a part in that. So thank you so much for sending this message and for sharing. I could go on and on but I don’t want to take away from what you wrote. Just know it really got to me and I’m a bit emotional (in a good way!) and very much appreciate you ❤️❤️❤️.

#Punzel fic

[nerdasaurus1200]

Congratulations

A drabble inspired by @lenoreofraven ‘s Liladrien AU. In which Marinette must be protected, Adrien’s an idiot, Kagami is ready to make heads roll, and Viperion is a good bf.

Kagami had enough of this. It was time to give Adrien a piece of her mind. As she stalked towards the Agreste Mansion, she was vaguely aware that she probably looked very much like her superhero self at the moment; with her steely glare and looming walk. But she couldn’t quite bring herself to care; she had a sister to avenge. If it was up to her, she’d be doing this a lot sooner, back when it all began. 

The day had started fine enough, she walked to school joking and laughing with her sisters. It was a perfect moment in her eyes, a much-needed break from Lila. But it only went downhill from there. Chloe made a terrible pun as they walked into the classroom, causing Kagami to roll her eyes and Marinette to giggle. However, the laughter died in her throat when she saw Lila. Only this time, it wasn’t just Lila that caused Marinette’s frown. The little witch was clinging to Adrien, bragging to the class that they were dating now! Kagami didn’t need to look at Marinette to know the poor girl had a heartbroken look on her face. Marinette rushed out of the classroom, and both Kagami and Chloe raced after her. When they found her in the bathroom crying, both Kagami and Chloe were ready to murder the liar and the idiot blonde. But Marinette stopped them. 

“I’m fine, girls. Really. I don’t want you to do anything.” Marinette shakily reassured them through her tears. Both of them knew she was lying, but obeyed her wishes nonetheless. It only got harder from there. Lila took every chance she got that she was dating Adrien and Marinette wasn’t. Kagami and Chloe tried to keep Marinette away from the couple by distracting her with fashion magazines and hamster videos whenever they were near, and for a while, it seemed like it was helping. But this morning, things took a turn for the worse. When she saw the Akuma heading for Marinette in the locker room, she could’ve sworn she felt her heart stop. Within seconds, Chloe tackled Marinette in a bear hug and Kagami drew her sword and sliced the Akuma in half. She even stomped on it a few times for good measure. Suddenly, Marinette was sobbing again, blubbering something unintelligible.

“Mari, honey, use your words. Take a deep breath.” Kagami gently whispered as Chloe held her tighter. “I’m s-sorry. I k-know you want me to b-be happy, but I just can’t handle this. I can’t deal with her r-rubbing it in my face.” Marinette sobbed. And something in Kagami snapped then and there. She couldn’t take the sight of her sister so sad and helpless. She had to make the one responsible pay. Which was why she was here at Adrien’s house. She rang the doorbell and stood her ground as the camera popped out from the wall. “How may I help you?” She heard Nathalie say. “Good afternoon, I’m Adrien’s classmate. I’m here to drop off some homework for him.” She lied smoothly, holding up her own homework from science class. “Very well, please put it in the mailbox,” Nathalie replied. “Actually, he’s way behind on this subject. He said he wanted me to come in and give him some help with it.” Kagami lied again, barely keeping her cool. “Very well,” Nathalie said, sounding a bit annoyed. Kagami decided she couldn’t care less as she walked through the courtyard and into the house. She made sure to keep her sword out of view as she walked up the stairs. She didn’t bother knocking on Adrien’s bedroom door. 

“Oh, hey, Kagami. What’s up? We haven’t talked in a while.” Adrien greeted. “And whose fault is that exactly?” Kagami snapped. “What do you mean?” Adrien asked confused. “Think about it, Adrien! What happened around the same time my sisters and I stopped talking to you?!” Kagami yelled. “I dated Lila?” Adrien thought out loud. “Yes. You dated Lila. A complete and total witch who lies with every breath, doesn’t care about anyone but herself, and is just trying to climb up the social ladder.” She all but hissed. Her temper only flew as Adrien shook his head. “Kagami, Lila can change. It’s just gonna take some time.” Adrien began to lecture, but Kagami wasn’t having any of this. “It’s been 6 months, Adrien! If she was gonna ever change, she would’ve done it a long time ago!” She snapped. “Kagami, change is a gradual process. I’ve spent a lot of time with her, and I’ve seen she’s capable of being nice. Just yesterday, she gave a homeless man some money.” He tried to reason. “She  lied about seeing a cockroach in the bakery yesterday.” She retorted. “Hey, she IS becoming nicer.  She even told me how she felt bad about everything that happened between her and Marinette.” He responded. Once again, the flames of Kagami’s fury roared. “ You mean everything SHE did to Marinette? Was that before or after she told Alya that Marinette tried to flirt with you and steal you from her?” She growled. “Marinette never flirted with me,” Adrien explained. “Exactly! Because of that witch, Alya and everyone else will hardly talk to Marinette anymore! Because. She. Lied to them! If you cared even remotely about my sister you would’ve done something to help her instead of taking the frigging high road like a coward.” She growled at him. “I think you’re blowing this a little out of proportion-” Adrien began, but Kagami cut him off. “ADRIEN, YOU BLONDE, COWARDLY IDIOT! BECAUSE OF YOU, MARINETTE WAS ALMOST AKUMATIZED! SO YOU DON’T GET TO SAY CRUD, BECAUSE UNLIKE ME YOU HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHAT IT’S LIKE TO BE USED IN THAT WAY!” She yelled, but stopped herself before she could continue. This was about Marinette, not her. Marinette was the one who got hurt here, not her. She barely registered the shocked look on Adrien’s face, and his silence was all she needed. 

“Whatever, I’m done.” She muttered bitterly as she stormed towards the door. “Kagami, wait-” Adrien started, gently grabbing her wrist. She responded by punching him in the eye. The second he hit the floor and let go of her, she had her sword at his throat. “Let me make this clear enough so even you can understand, Agreste. For the time being, Lila is an untouchable target. If I went after her, it wouldn’t end well. You, on the other hand, are a much easier target. The only thing keeping me from turning you into a kebab is Marinette. But even she can only keep you safe from me for so long. If I see you anywhere near my sister, you’re dead meat. Don’t ever speak to her again. Don’t ever look at her again. Got it.” Kagami growled lowly. Still, Adrien said nothing, but he looked very terrified; which filled Kagami with a little satisfaction. “Anyway, congratulations for making the dumbest choice of your life. Have fun spending the rest of it with an enabler and abuser.” She said mockingly. With that, she stormed out of the Agreste Mansion. After a few minutes of walking, she found a good alleyway that was hidden enough. “Are you okay, Dracling?” Longg asked quietly as he floated out of her jacket. “I’m fine, I just need to blow off some steam. Longg, flame on!” Kagami replied bitterly. With a burst of flame, Kagami’s normal clothes were replaced by her super suit. She let out a dragon-like growl as she felt her wings form, and took off like a rocket. Stunt flying usually worked to calm her down, but this was a special case. Long after dark, Dragon Empress was still flying and still angry. She landed on a building and drew her sword. She began sparring with the air (though in her mind’s eye, she was repeatedly stabbing Adrien), growling and grunting with each move she made. Suddenly, she heard someone clear her throat behind her. She growled and pointed her sword at the culprit. 

“Woah, easy, Dragon Lady, it’s just me!” Viperion cried as he raised his hands. “Oh, sorry, Viperion.” Empress mumbled, feeling a little embarrassed. “You usually don’t spar this hard. Are you okay?” He asked worriedly. “Do I LOOK okay to you?!” Empress snapped. Her heart broke a little when she saw Viperion looked a little hurt. “I’m sorry, I’m just...really mad right now.” She said exasperatedly as she sat on the edge of the building. “Do you wanna talk about it? It might make you feel better.” He prompted gently as he sat down next to her. Empress huffed in response, but Viperion simply put an arm around her shoulders. After a few minutes of silence, Empress finally spoke. “So, you know that guy my sister has a crush on?” She asked as she leaned into him. Viperion hummed and nodded. “He’s been dating the girl who’s making her life miserable for 6 months now.” She explained. “And...you finally killed him?” He asked, making her snort a little. “No, but I kinda wish I did. My sister doesn’t want me to get involved...but I can’t help it, Snakey. She showed me what a real family is like. She’s so nice and selfless, she doesn’t deserve this! And the worst part is, I can’t do anything to stop it. The stupid witch has the whole frigging class wrapped around her pinkie. Thanks to her, my sister’s heartbroken. She barely smiles anymore, and even if she does, it’s hardly real. I feel...useless.” She ranted. Viperion pulled her in close. “Empress, you are one of the strongest people I know. You are NOT useless. You never have been and you never will be.” He whispered. “She was almost akumatized, Viperion.” She says solemnly, and she could feel him tense up. “I can’t let Hawkmoth get her. I WON’T. If she was ever akumatized, I...I don’t know what I’d do.” She whispered shakily. She wanted to cry so bad, but she couldn’t. Not in front of Viperion. She had to be strong. For Marinette. “With you as a sister, my Empress, I don’t think  Hawkmoth will ever akumatize your sister.” He comforted. “If he does, I’ll kill him.” She mumbled, making him chuckle a little.

#miraculous ladybug #liladrien au #Kagami Tsurugi #adrien agreste #marinette dupain cheng #chloe dupain cheng #chloe bourgeois #kagami dupain cheng #dragon empress #lila rossi #akuma #angst #viperion #longg #dragon miraculous #snake miraculous #drabble #emperion #lukagami

[stagtwink]

BBC Ghosts OC!!

(I apologize in advance for any formatting weirdness/errors I copied and pasted this from the notes app so you know how it be)

Name: Daniel “Danny” Richmond

Date of birth: June 7, 1906

Date of death: April 4, 1925

Age at death: 19

Cause of death: gunshot wound

Background: Born and raised in New York City in a lower class family. He met his childhood best friend and later boyfriend at age 8. Grew up and as jazz came and got popular in New York he got into music and taught himself trumpet. He assembles a band of 4 others and they played in clubs and on street corners to make money. At the age of 17 him and his best friend started dating in secret. A year later his bf’s family arranges for him and a Button to met and get married solely for the money. His bf moves away to the UK but he and Danny write often. Another year passes and his bf invites Danny and his band to play at a party at the Button House to which Danny accepts. Danny And Robert are overjoyed to see each other again but have to contain it until later. In between sets they meet up in a guest room and reunite and its v emotional my poor boys. As they are parting they think they’re alone so they sneak a quick kiss before his bf goes back to the party and leaving Danny lingering behind, unaware that a group of 3 guys had seen the two kiss (tho because of where they were and low lighting they didn’t see his bf, only Danny). Danny gets jumped and beat, dragged outside where most of the brutality takes place until he’s shot in the chest just below his heart. The assailants disperse and leave Danny to die in the back outside alone, only to be found the next day by a groundskeeper/maintenance. His bf is heartbroken but has to keep it to himself because no one knew they were anything more than friends (and on top of it he’s married). It kills Danny to see his bf so distraught but he knows there’s nothing he can do. Eventually they move out of the house and Danny is left behind, never seeing him again.

Are they in the Button House or in a different location?: Button House!

What are their thoughts on:

* The Captain: Danny loves to be around the Captain! Even though I think they’d have been born around the same general time given that the Captain is from the WW2 era, Danny looks up to the Captain and admired him. They both miss their bfs :( Danny turns to the Captain for advice and naturally sees him as the leader due to his experience and all. Very intimidated by him.

* Pat: They’re friends! Danny loves hanging out with Pat and likes to ask about Boy Scouts and all that since it was beyond Danny’s time. He sees Pat as something of an older brother(?) or just a best friend. They’re there for each other when the others death day comes around.

* Fanny: They aren’t fans (I’m hilarious) of each other mainly because of what happened with Fanny’s husband and all. On top of that she thinks Danny’s relationship with a married man is disgraceful (even though his relationship began before the marriage). He sometimes goes out of his way to get on her nerves since she’s always on his, resulting in a scolding from the Captain.

* Thomas: Danny used to have a big crush on Thomas when he first died, swearing Thomas was the second most handsome man in the world (next to Robert of course) but knew nothing would ever come of them since Thomas only has his eyes on women. But, when Danny misses Robert he will go to Thomas and just listen to him read poetry. Subtle flirts here and there but they both are love stricken idiots. They’re friends tho!

* Kitty: They don’t talk as much, they don’t have a lot in common but they are friends. Sometimes they hang out and talk about boys and VERY RARELY they’ll have a “sleepover” in kitty’s room. Both have an air of innocence to them. Danny loves music and Kitty likes to sing so sometimes they have fun making up songs.

* Julian: You already KNOW Danny is the biggest flirt with Julian. When he’s lucky Julian will flirt back ;). He enjoys listening to this guys weird sex stories and finds them very entertaining. Together, the chaotic energy they exude is insane. Sometimes when Julian is listening to the radio, Danny sits with him just to hear the man on the radio talk because it reminds him of Robert.

* Robin: they’re chill, sometimes they “play” chess even though Danny has no clue what he’s doing. He lets Robin teach him even if it’s kinda hard to understand him 90% of the time. They’re chilling.

* Mary: Danny and Mary wouldn’t consider each other to be friends per se, more so they “live” in the same place and that’s about it. She doesn’t really approve of the whole “man loving another man” thing and thinks it’s the devils work but Danny doesn’t really care because she has no cruel intentions (unlike fanny) and he knows she just doesn’t know any better.

* Humphrey: They dont have many interactions aside from when Danny trips over his head and then feels really bad and tries to help him find his body but that goes about as well as you think it would. They’re chill

* Plague ghosts: he doesn’t really interact with them and actively tries to avoid it if possible because he thinks they’re a bit creepy. Danny is a scaredy cat

* Jemima (little girl): when he first saw her he was terrified. Similar to plague ghosts he will avoid her at all costs

* Alison: he’s indifferent. He thinks she can be stubborn but also thinks she’s chill. When fanny is giving Alison a hard time, Danny will almost always be there to defend Alison and fire back at Fanny just to annoy her. They’re cool

* Mike: hasn’t actually interacted with him but he thinks he’s a nice guy

Do they have any powers?: i think it’d be sick if he was able to write on steamed up surfaces (i.e. after a shower when the mirror is all fogged up he’d be able to write on that) idk I think it’s cool and spooky but other than that Nah

If they could be seen by a living human what would their response be?: Danny would be very timid and shy. He’s not a scary ghost at all. It takes him a while to warm up to people and only does so with the help of Pat. He avoids the living when he can.

Which of the Friends characters would they insist they are?: probably Joey because he thinks he’s the funniest and he considers himself to be a funny guy

What do they look like?:

Danny is a young man with messy, wavy brown hair with a part to the left. His eyes are a blue/grey color. He’s about 5’6” so a little below average for men (I’m thinking Pat’s height or just the slightest bit shorter Idk how tall Pat is). He wears an off white button up that’s rolled to his elbows with navy suspenders that hold up his grey pants. He wears long white socks that go up to about his knees and then grey “work” boots. He also has a jazzy little navy fedora that he wears.

Other headcanons:

-after his death, he’s riddled with paranoia and hates being alone for fear of something happening to him again

-loves birds!!

-he was a newsboy back in his day (age 8) on the street corners of New York and that’s where he and his bf met

-twink

-has a strong New York accent and doesn’t have the best grammar in the world considering his parents couldn’t afford to get him a proper education so his mother taught him what she could

-loves to rough house and cause trouble

#bbc ghosts #ghosts oc #ghostsona #bbc ghosts oc #idk

[rileychester]

Elliott and Lucas are disaster boys, Lucas putting himself out there last Friday only to be crushed, when he finds out that Elliott has a girlfriend. So he’s retreating, reuniting with Chloe and being formal to Elliot when he comes by when Lucas is with the guys.

Elliott coming by all excited to see Lucas only for Lucas to be a bit stand offish since Elliott has a girlfriend. And so Elliot retreats back and is a bit heartbroken that his crush and new friend is suddenly distant after they had such an amazing night together. Not knowing why Lucas is suddenly so distant, not knowing that Lucas knows about his girlfriend.

I think we have all been there, saw someone, interacted with them, you think it might be going somewhere more than just friends. You open up, maybe you get a bit flirty, you connect with someone, and you get all excited that this may be something wonderful happening.

Only to find that they are gay, straight, have bf/gf, married, actually interested in someone else, etc, and are unavailable to you. And that either it was all in your head, you read the situation wrong, they are just super friendly/flirty, etc and it all kinda blows up.

So your hurting and you feel a bit humiliated, embarrassed, and unwanted. And so you close yourself off and throw yourself into something that isn’t real because the thing you wanted isn’t real either or isn’t available to you. And things are awkward, or uncomfortable, or you distance yourself because you thought it was going one way, when in fact it turned another that goes against what you were hoping. You retreat away from person because all your hopes were dashed.

#skam france #elu #elliott demaury #lucas lallemant #elliott x lucas #lucas x elliot

[iguessiwritestuffnow]

Anastasia AU

So I saw Anastasia (the broadway one) in June and it was amazing like if you get the chance go see it. But anyway, since i’m absolute trash i’m jotting down some ideas for a newsies anastasia AU. (based more on the broadway version than the movie but like the plots aren’t too different so). also yes this AU would make more sense with jack and kath as the main characters (love interest) but when was the last time I wrote something heterosexual?

Note: this turned into a somewhat humorous summary of anastasia feat. javid

-So its 1917 in russia and the royal family is having a great time (said royal family is the Jacobs, but we’ll stick with the name Romanov because ‘jacobs’ is not russian)

-David is like ten or something? Sarah is nineteen, and while she adores her family, she has plans to go to Paris to spend time with her girlfriend  lady in waiting, Katherine. David doesn’t want her to go, so she promises she’ll see him soon and gives him a music box and they sing a haunting lullaby together, etc, y'all now how the story goes.

-like five minutes after Sarah leaves a bunch of revolution people come and kill the nobility for the sake of communism. (i feel rlly bad that Les dies). Sarah finds out about this and is Very Sad

-Time jump like ten years. Russia is now Very Communist and people are generally upset about that. But there’s a Rumor in Saint Petersburg that hey?? Maybe that david kid isn’t dead??????? And it turns out his older sister Sarah, who is currently chilling in Paris with her gf, will pay a Lot for his return

-Jack Kelly and his bff Crutchie are basically poor con artists who are bitter about communism. they want to Leave Russia but that’s Difficult. (crutchie is like thirty something- jack’s 22- cause i need crutchie to be older cause he used to be a count or something?). Jack hears about the missing prince rumor and thinks, hey, i could make money off of that. he ropes Crutchie into helping him, and they buy a music box that probably belonged to David. they’re really pumped about this plan

-who else happens to exist in Russia at the time? a kid named Davey who is currently like 20, and can’t remember the first ten years of his life. he’s spent all of his life travelling Russia with close to nothing and no memories, and he really wants to Leave. someone tells him, hey, hit up Jack Kelly he can get you out.

-so he goes to see Jack and Crutchie, who decide, hey, this kid looks vaguely like David (and has a very similar name, because fuck you i didn’t want to come up with another name). Davey sings an angsty ballad about not remembering shit. Jack is instantly smitten. Jack and Crutchie (who i will now refer to as the Dream Team to shorten things up) convince him that he’s probably a lost prince and davey just. goes along with it.

-the Dream Team tries to teach Davey all the Things about being russian nobility and. don’t do well. its okay they tried. Crutchie actually tries to be nice and helpful. Jack and Davey engage in some banter

.-theres this whole subplot in the musical about this ultra-communist dude and his struggle between wanting to kill anastasia for being a romanov and being in love with her. hes v morally grey and actually kinda interesting but i just. dont want to deal w/his story in this. if yall have ideas on how to include him in this lmk

-Jack sings an Upbeat song about how much he fucking hates Russia but also he loves it???? Davey is smitten (My Petersburg is a Bop listen to it)

-ngl i don’t really remember how this part happened in the musical so im going to go off of what i remember from the movie. The Dream Team + Davey go to rehearse in some old ballroom that used to be used by nobility. Davey has intense flashbacks and ends up singing that lullaby he heard literally ten years ago. He may or may not hallucinate his dead family. 

-turns out everyone Fucking Hates Russia but also loves it.

-they leave russia. Crutchie is pumped to see his friend Katherine, who will hopefully take him, jack, and davey to see Sarah. Jack and Davey are both Nervous

-they arrive near Paris, and the Dream Team rush ahead to relish in the fact that they finally got out of Goddamn Russia. Davey stays behind for three minutes and seventeen seconds to sing about how he’s going to finally find his family??? He’s scared but also happy and just. My boy.

-Crutchie is Very Excited about being in Paris. He was there a lot when he was nobility I guess? He leads a very nice musical number about how great france is. Jack comes to the realization that, wow, after this, he’s probably never going to see davey again??? that sucks. Davey meanwhile is Shook by Paris

-Davey Crosses a Bridge

-also somewhere in here Jack and Davey dance with each other. Its cute and crutchie ships it

-meanwhile, in the Richest part of Paris, Sarah and Kath are a few minutes into Reading Letters and Chill when sarah gets sad. She’s angsty because there have been a bunch of fake Davids and she just misses her little bro:( Kath tries to comfort her gf and give her hope, but Sarah just insists they Close the Door forever. She can’t deal with any more pain. She asks to be alone

-kath goes to a russian club to get drunk (not with liquor!!! fame works quicker!!!) and sing a BOP about missing being russian nobility. (dudes. Land of Yesterday is amazing)

-Crutchie and Kath meet up and Crutchie is like “hey so me and my buddy Jack brought a guy who may or may not be David can we see Sarah?” Kath is worried at first but eventually she agrees cause she and Crutchie are Good Friends (the characters they’re based on have a relationship in the musical but none of that straight shit in my AU)

-Davey has nightmares about All of His Family Dying and Jack comforts him by telling him a story about a parade he was at when he was ten. ten year old Jack had watched a parade of russian nobility, and had such an instant crush on young David that he just. ran out in the middle of the street to see him. David had smiled at him and that was jack’s bisexual awakening

.-In order to Add To the Story of Davey Being David, Jack has Davey retell the story from his POV. he says basically the same stuff, but then adds on that Jack had bowed. But Jack never told him that??? Wow turns out Davey is David!!! What a surprising turn of events

.-Jack and Davey finish the song in a very romantic duet and they’re about to kiss but then Jack bows to him instead

-Crutchie comments on how in love Jack and Davey are and wow this might fuck up the plan

-They go see a ballet. Davey sees sarah and is excited!!! thats his sister!!!! he just needs to convince her of that. Sarah sees Davey and wonders if thats her bro?? but no she cant get hopes up. Jack wants to protect and support davey like a good bf

-Kath recognizes Davey as the kid crutchie told her about and takes him to go to see Sarah while Jack waits outside. Jack convinces himself that they can only win. But… even if it works, and he gets the money, he’s going to lose Davey?? He realizes that he loves Davey and pining ensue

s-in the meeting, Davey realizes that there was a reward for finding David and figures that Jack and Crutchie were just using him and he is pretty heartbroken. he storms off, but Jack stays to try to convince Sarah to talk to Davey again. she respects his boldness and agrees. Jack on the other hand, thinks Davey hates him now and is heartbroken. he decides to leave Paris

-Sarah and Davey talk but she still doesn’t believe him. He shows her the music box and sings their lullaby. Sarah is Convinced and joins in on the lullaby. They hug and share a sibling moment. Its very cute.

-theres a Press Conference about David

-Davey realizes he kinda doesn’t want to be a prince cause he’d rather be gay for Jack. Sarah is chill with that. Davey decides to go after Jack

-Davey nearly gets shot but doesn’t.

-Davey finds Jack being angsty as he’s planning to leave. Jack makes some bs comment like “leave me alone i don’t want to be in love with someone who doesn’t love me for the rest of my life.” Davey decides Jack is being stupid and kisses him. They leave Paris together and live happily ever after!!

-(Meanwhile, Sarah lives in Paris with Katherine- they are happy and in love. Crutchie mostly stays with them but also joins Jack and Davey regularly on their exploits. Everyone is happy forever.)

so yeah this is stupid

#Newsies #Javid #newsbians #Jack Kelly #davey jacobs #crutchie #sarah jacobs #katherine plumber #this is stupid #im sorry #im tired and bored forgive me

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A love story  (story still on the works)

i think I want to write for dramas, movies and soap operas. I have this wild imagination in my head when I go to sleep I ALWAYS think and imagine my love story and i should write it down for future purposes. I’m really not good with words but the thought of will be enough for now. 

THEME: GETTING OUT OF THE FRIENDZONE, MARRIAGE 

WILL, male lead: 28 yrs old, a real estate agent, the youngest of 2, might be insecure of his better older brother. IS IN LOVE WITH HIS BESTFRIEND IN COLLEGE but his besftriend is marrying someone else. they met in jollibee while ordering the same thing they became friends (spoof of that jolibee commericial). will is kinda shy but once you get to know him he is warm and fuzzy. he is the type of guy you introduce to your parents but sadly he’s always gets stuck in the friendzone.  A charming young man that doesnt care about what people think of him and allows himself to be a disappointment so that there will be no expectations of him

SOPHIA female lead: a finance analyst in a company, only child, grew up with her grandmother since 3 when her mom left her cause she an ofw while her dad has another family. been single for a year cause her bf went abroad and couldnt take the whole long distance thing while she was willing. now she’s 26 and wants to get married and have a family. 27 is her ideal type to get married since girls “age faster” and wants to have a baby before 30. guys usually dont want to date older women afraid to be a “leftover” (see chinese leftover women for refrerence) she is a planner and she likes thing organized, she follows the status quo, she always wants to live up to peoples expectations of her and just follow what people think about her, she doesnt really know who she is 

FIRST SCENE: wedding reception 

Will and Sophia got invited to the wedding of the bestfriend of will who he is inlove with all his college life while the guy is the boss of sophia. 

WILL being heartbroken and all took a botte of jack daniels and went outside to drink while sophia is scanning for potential bachelors for her to date since time is ticking and wants to meet her the one to live happiliy ever after with Sophia getting her hopes up went outside for a walk sees the slightly tipsy will was talking to himself and self pittying him because he wasnt able to tell his bestfriend he loves him and sophia heard about it and couldnt help but comment on how pathetic he is and will being tipsy was overly confident and ask sophia to drink... sophia ended up drinking because he got annoying anyway, will whines about why he’s always being friendzoned and he gives everything to the girls and yet they chose the other person. sophia being the strong independent woman that she is, she tell him that women ________ (i dont know this part ) 

but anyway, that bottle of jack wasnt enough, they’re slightly drunk and wants to drink some more so they go to a bar, drinkssss, dancing like crazy and ends up at the hotel. 

Morning comes and sophia wakes up, saw will half naked and as very shock but she llooks down and her dress is still intact she looks very pleased so  she went straight to the bathroom, looks at the mirror and she looks like a freaking mess, makeup smeared all over, her hair is like hagrids. she went back to the room and carefully gets her bag and shoes and walks out more like fast walking. 

and she’s trying to recall what happen. (clips of the night appears)

will finally wakes up and went straight to the bathroom to vomit. after coming to his senses he is very surprised that he’sin a hotel. he sat on the bed and he’s head hurts so much. he trying to look for his phone and was found on the floor. picks it up and had 259857 misscalls from his bestfriend. a text from his bf saying where did you go last night. and he clicked the photos and there it was the pics of last night’s shinanegans. ( pictures of drunk selfies, drunk dancing vids) he was so shocked. 

sophia goes home to her apartment and finds out that her housekeys are gone. call her bf and went to her house. her bf saw her face laughs and asked what happened she said later and went straight to the bathroom to shower. after showering she asked for clothes to borrow and called the landlord about extra keys cause her’s was lost. her bf asked what happened again and tells her the story about it. 

after 3 months, sophia went to a cafe on a sunday to do some work and will went to the same cafe and they saw each other and looked away.  (this part needs editing)

SCENE: they talk about a plan sophia will make will out of the friendzone while will help sophia look for a potential husband.