#kinda lonely but that's okay!

[devoted-squeaktoy]

Shh.. The Kitty is finally sleeping. 🤫

#i hope everyone is staying safe and healthy #i hope everyones having a good day/night! #feelin pretty good today. #kinda lonely but that's okay! #💌.ivy #happy kitty #cats of tumblr #i wanna kiss their cheeks #cat #femme4butch #nonbinary #sapphic #SOMEONE PLEASE LET ME GUSH TO YOU ABOUT MY CATS #you the beans are okay to reblog

[jade-len]

you know it's bad when i read svsss and tgcf, stories about just two guys falling in love and getting together, and think, "god i wish i were in between them."

gay little domestic cottage core life with binghe and qingqiu? please and thank you. being sandwiched by hua cheng and xie lian, two pretty men who are hundreds of years old? i am blushing, kicking my feet and giggling

and again, it's not even that i would want only one of them. like in both of the relationships, the two love each other too much to the point it'd feel wrong if they were separated! it wouldn't feel complete, so you gotta be with both of them!

but that's the thing; i just?? i feel so incredibly guilty whenever i think about being loved by these mxtx couples??? like it's so stupid but i feel like i'm intruding in on something and it's like, everyone else seems to just want them together only, not wanna be with them. like it's fuckin taboo or whatever

i feel like with any other character from any other media it'd be fine to simp for and write/read x readers of them, but when it comes to these books, it's off limits! no way, what are you, crazy? yes, yes i'm unhinged and desperately want their love and affection simultaneously. i want to be in a happy little poly relationship with these overpowered beautiful men with long hair.

i can't be the only guy or whoever to feel this way?? to wanna be kissed by these characters? sandwiched?? i have two hands for christ sake and they all look so happy together and im just like "lord i wanna be with them so much". someone tell me i'm not alone cmon <\3

#okay i havent read mdzs yet but i'll probably feel the same way #god i just wanna be in between shen qingqiu and binghe or hua cheng and xie lian please please #im sad im queer and im ready for a gay poly relationship with these mfs #i love them all #i remember seeing some post where it was like 'hua cheng x fem reader headcanons' #and i was like 'huh thats interesting. not fem but i'll check it out bc ive never rlly seen anything like that' #and then it was like 'he'd leave you for xie lian' and it was fucking hilarious actually #but then i saw the comments on that post and they were all like 'omg i was about to unfollow and block you' 'thank god' etc #and i was just like #'damn?? do people really not like this type of stuff when it comes to danmei novels or smth?' #i don't know if it was just bc it said fem reader or bc yk it's danmei and hua cheng and xie lian are very much in love and happy #but it lowkey kinda got me self conscious lmao and i was hella feeling bad #also no hate to that poster or those commenters im just a lonely queer man #'he would leave you for xie lian' was fucking brutal though i laughed my ass off at thag KAHSNZJ #please i swear i wont stand out too much i can fit in i have long luxurious hair too let me show you my hair care routine guys </3 #svsss #mxtx svsss #luo binghe #bingqiu #tgcf #heavens official blessing #mxtx tgcf #mxtx novels #mxtx characters #hua cheng #xie lian #hualian #shen qingqiu #the scum villain's self saving system

[skitskatdacat63]

Fernando S2E2 - "Welcome Home"

#theres a lot of other random things i wanna post from this ep but this montage particularly stuck w me #waaahhh he seemed so lonely :(( #THEY MADE HIM GO TO ABU DHABI ALONE OKAY :< #he misses his parents and sister so much sob sob #so he had to have a cinematic moment hahaha #like seriosuly just like that random moment w carlos sr from the first season its seriously so cinematic #like pls tell me in the tags what kinda movie this would be from hahaha #so the other stuff i might post is basically him just being puppy sad in his hotel room #...and i also took way too many clips of his hands cause...reasons. so uh yeah lmk if i should in fact make that #fernando alonso #f1 #formula 1 #fernando(show) #fernando s2e2 #i love how ive posted other content from this ep(twink montage) but i feel like it got shadowbanned LMFAO #we do a little bit of f1

[screwpinecaprice]

Connie performing Tameshigiri, requested by Sharkman Jhones at Patreon!

(And an extra page.)

Okay I didn't know about this practice until this request was made. I think it's pretty cool. 🤩 Admittingly, I haven't done my research as much as I wished I had. I just basically skimmed it on wiki, looked at Google images, and heavily used poses from this video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fonwRv5yQaA And I just learned the sword is suppose to be facing up when you put it back in the scabbard, blergh, too late for that now.  :P

Also, Patreon shoutout~ ♪

#connverse #Steven walking in on her and just thought 'anime' because basically he knows Lonely Blade but isn't much familiar with Tameshigiri. #Maybe? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #Connie Maheswaran #Steven Quartz Universe #SU #my shiz #skedoobles #Patreon sketch request #July Patreon sketch request #Sharkman Jhones #Okay. I dunno about that 'SLICE' panel. It kinda looked funny ngl. But the pose really does end with that after swiping the bamboo in that d #irection #HM. Yeah. Maybe I shouldn't've just drawn the added swishing motion. 🤔😓 #I made the katana face down on the 5th-6th panel because I didn't know it should be edge up :/ #..... Can I make the excuse that it's a tachi? #Well nevermind I drew the edge faced up on the first panel anyway. lmao #comics #my comics

[tohkaphobia]

🚬

#fallout #fallout 3 #fo3 #fo3 lone wanderer #fo3 butch #butch deloria #didn't want it to be anything else but upper body and now it looks kinda odd but that’s okay #and this sketch is so old #my art

[widowshill]

roger/victoria + scars

text and id's below:

"Scar: from the Greek eskhara, “scab formed after a burn,” literally “hearth, fireplace.” Or perhaps from Old Norse sker, “isolated rock or low reef in the sea,” from Proto-Germanic sker– , “to cut”. [ ... ] Call it rock, call it reef, we are hardened against that which cleaves us." - "Paternalia," Susannah Nevison

Somewhere does the past repeat itself constantly? - Dark Shadows, 461

"O, gentlemen, see, see! dead Henry's wounds Open their congeal'd mouths and bleed afresh!" - Shakespeare, Richard III, Act 1 Scene 2 lines 55-56

Odysseus sat there beside the hearth, and hurriedly turned round to face the darkness. He had a premonition in his heart that when she touched him, she would feel his scar and all would be revealed. She kneeled beside him, - Homer, The Odyssey, t. Emily Wilson, Chapter 19 lines 388-392

Wash the congealment from your wounds, and kiss The honour'd gashes whole. - Shakespeare, Anthony and Cleopatra, Act 4 Scene 8 lines 10-11

ELIZABETH: But how could she have been shot? JULIA: The wound was not from a modern bullet. ELIZABETH: How long ago was the wound made, can you tell? - Dark Shadows 461

Show me one scar character'd on thy skin: Men's flesh preserved so whole do seldom win. - Shakespeare, The Second Part of Henry the Sixth, Act 3 Scene 1 lines 300-301

#they r unkillable. patricide (x2). car wrecks (x3 at least). public executions (x3). bullets. (okay that one was kinda her fault). #shoutout to kaz specifically for making me think about their scars. #their physical trauma may not have made its mark upon the makeup department but it made its mark upon my heart ! #➤ edits & art. ┊ the evans cottage art gallery. #➤ roger collins & victoria winters. ┊ pain sometimes precedes pleasure，miss winters. #➤ roger collins. ┊ i and my ghosts want a drink. #➤ victoria winters. ┊ because she’s lost and lonely. because she looks in shadows.

[mooodyblue]

so sorry for disappearing :( i miss yall lots. i open tumblr every day and think ill finally reply to people and reply to asks but then i just don't do it. i feel bad that i always have to come here and apologize (even though i know i shouldn't have to or feel the need to) and i always feel like im being down 24/7 /:

truthfully i stepped away because my depression has been at it's worst and everything is beginning to feel like a chore and i don't want to bring that energy here at all :(

i miss you guys and i'm going to try and get my shit together soon and reply to everyone. hope everyone is well ❤️

#ive been mostly on twt tbh #but yea #im sorry guys #im just like #not okay #this has been a very bad month #and life is very overwhelming and im overwhelmed and tired and just #im trying so hard #everything fr just crashed all at once tonight and i felt like i should come say smth tonight lol #i really need to come back and write but it's not making me feel better #i've also been busy trying to find online work because i have no money and nobody is taking me #there's just #so much going on #between money issues and me being soooooooo lonely that it's eating away at me i'm just dusbsjsshxjsj #anyway #idk if im gonna post again after this for a hot min i kinda wanna wait till march #we'll see

[bleachcakes]

The way this cutie is just locked away forever in Shang Tsung’s Krpyt. Such a good design, I want him to be an actual character. Free my boy he ain’t do nothing

#mortal kombat #mk11 #descendant of apep #his eyes look kinda freaky but that’s okay I still love him #it’s so lonely in the kyrpt running around with him #I think he is technically dead in the dlc story mode of mk11 #they did him dirty though #he is alive and well in my heart

[wantbytaemin]

Wait what did you do in London?

well i was there for 3 months twice at one of their top unis as a visiting researcher broadening my scientific horizons learning new techniques acquiring new skills and such. so for like 10hrs a day during the week i was doing precisely that but during the weekends i fucked around (figuratively only you know we’re celibate around here) w sooo many men like idk how many even nor do i remember them all like people would come up to me in the street every damn time i left the apartment and i was lonely & bored without my friends so i started having fun w it a little bit 😇

#most notably perhaps i went to a restaurant w the owner of said restaurant whom i met literally straight off the plane just shopping for #food at a sainsburys LMAO and also went to see the Oxford library w a guy who BARKED (i shared this on tumblr too btw ana lore for those #who know) and also went out w a French model who was predictably gorgeous but kinda insane i mean so how it went is id go out w them once #and then ghost them JHOSJFO i know i knoooow listen. im allowed bc i was lonely and bored okay? okay. and then he got so obsessive like #KEPT texting and then he sent like a string of curses in CROATIAN even though he didn’t speak croatian so i was like ouuhhhkaaaayyy and #blocked him 😇 there was so many more but these are the most fun ones i think

[0509-brainrot]

BRING THEM BACK THIS INSTANT !!!

#txt #milgram #WAS THE PREMIUM ART JUST A LIE? HUH? #DON'T LIE TO ME SHIDOU I SAW YOU TWO I CAUGHT YOU RED-HANDED /J #okay but fr nooooooooooooooooo bro What happened :sob: #from what i gathered mikoto was fronting more often because of his vc'ed quotes and the conversations he's had with #+kotoko and haruka in tls #so either that's starting to change/he's getting more stressed or the other alters have been really aggressive #maybe they perceive shidou as a threat? #it just seems kinda odd that it's so bad that even shidou is avoiding him (ough he's lonely help himmmm :sob:) #mf help your man !!! where's the smoker's group support huh !!!! where is kazui in all of this?! #OH MY GOD I JUST REALIZED EVERYONE'S LIKE AVOIDING MIKOTO NOW #first haruka (tho that god kinda reconciled in the same tl convo) #then shidou and presumably kazui as well #screams cries bring them back my favorite trio i'm sobbing #my pain is immeasurable my day ruined :pensive:

[defeateddetectives]

blurry 2 a.m. manga pics from my weekly sob sesh last night but i find it soooo fascinating and so fun and so hilarious how much of a loser fallible we get to witness him being in the recent arcs! from the insufferable self-assuredness and the skill to back it up in the early days ('dont miss' / 'who do you think i am? :)' <- ie. within the top ten iconic matoba seiji moments to me personallyyy) to.....being blinded by the hunger for power to his own detriment and to the point of needing to be rescued by the kindest teenager in the world whom he once harassed relentlessly and his weird pseudo-ex who is notoriously weaker than him. oh HOW THE TURN TABLES!!!

#ms. midorikawa has never made a poor creative choice in her life #like the double-whammy of miharu and homura arcs in such close proximity knock me tf out for various reasons but to go #oh he's sad lonely lovesick AND actually kinda dumb sometimes!!!!! re: your most ~fearsome antagonist to date #is such a power move i'm obsessed #on an aesthetic level i am so glad for every shot of his lil kitty eye and its delightful to see how the art has developed over the years #this being the arc where natsume (audience stand-in) goes huh he is like a little kid sometimes (and natori goes ☺️ about it) is also A Lot #and supplements the “OKAY SO I'M THE DRAGON--no shh you are a little failbaby sometimes and its ok” agenda so beautifully!!! #natsume problems #horrible exorcist number one

[bluejaybytes]

Anyways this is Jenna and Maggie to me. Maggie wakes up and realizes she was murdered and Jenna's like damn ! I wonder if they made a Forensic Files episode about you. and then she does not say that

#my OCs #listen i know I said Jenna was a 'regular person' in comparison to Maggie but let me be clear. She's a massive weirdo #its just that Maggie eclipses everyone with her weirdness being on previously unseen levels #Jenna finds a teenage girl passed out in a field in the middle of the day and instead of getting medical help she just kinda hangs around #She didnt believe in ghosts prior but when Maggie tells her she sees ghosts her reaction is 'okay makes sense' #She basically instantly latches onto Maggie and vows to help her based off of. basically nothing #BUT THATS PART OF THE POINT. #Jenna has a horrendously shitty homelife that she wants ANY excuse not to go home #and helping Maggie is a way to get there. Of course- it all IS real so she ends up sticking around out of more than just not wanting to go- #-home- but that doesnt mean Jenna isn't any less weird for just. attaching herself to the first person her age that lets her #the point is theyre both intensely lonely! Jenna by force and Maggie by choice! Their bond with each other is them breaking out of that!!! #NOW: ARE THEY DATING? great question! they dont know either #they're both allergic to communication so neither of them talk about it but they definitely blurring the lines there

[something-in-your-walls]

this is probably gonna get fucked up in quality but whatever ANYWAYS THAT GOOCH AND MELVIN FRIENDSHIP IN MY BINGO GAME WASNT A RED HERRING HAHA i might explain how they become friends if someone asks idk they aren't that important to the story i just thought it would be sweet for melvin to have an actual friend later on in the story

#i'm way too late to the barbie movie art bandwagon huh? #yeah #ignore that #i just thought it was sweet #melvin's a bit of an ass but thats bc he has trouble opening up #but gooch is understanding and patient so he's okay with melvin even if he's a bit of an ass and stuff #plus gooch knows damn well melvin's lonely even if melvin denies it #bro just knows #so he kinda #sticks around and shit #Secret Keeper Captain Underpants au #shitpost #Sk Captain Underpants au #sammy draws

[dromaeocore]

DANCE WITH THE DEVIL

#my art #furry #horror #cj #my ocs #I absolutely love this piece but don't want anyone to worry or know or. okay well i actually am aching to tell people what's going on #bc it's so fucking lonely. but He won't let me. because He knows people will intervene #...sorry if. Yeah #This sucks. #lol he looks like an evil worm on a string #damn hope that's not the last thing i ever say on this blog. but that would be kinda funny though #vent art