#kittog

[kittog]

neon.

She’s surrounded by neon lights or so it seems. Many of them are various shades of pink and purple and when her eyes shift off the lights, her world appears dark and quiet again, as if the ambiance switched with her iris. The characters around her, the ones who talk to her, interact with her—they’re familiar—she’s convinced they are although part of her knows their paths never crossed before and they’re nothing but a product of her unconscious. She ignores it, absorbed by the gleaming walls and the peculiar darkness—it’s almost comforting, in a way, being lost in this world. 

Time is an eccentric notion within the dreamscape, and suddenly, her body is tense. The idea of running and escaping the extravagant party she came to uninvited is floating in her mind, before hammering her with such force she knows something is wrong. Her legs, however, refuse to respond to her desperate cries, and stay still, heels stuck against the wooden floor. There’s a silhouette ahead of her, one of the familiar faces, frowning, waiting, impatient—what are you doing—she looks at them, eyes watery now, she’s too slow, in fact she’s trapped—I wish I could tell—and no matter how hard she tries, her arms and legs resist to all attempt. Soon, she suffocates, prise au piège. She feels heavy, her throat is dry—she can feel it tighten as she breathes. She has to run, she has to leave. Her screams get lost beyond the electronica and white noise around her, maybe she will lose her mind, maybe she’ll go insane, maybe she’ll turn into a freak and pull her hair out—she deeply wants too. 

There’s danger, the situation is somewhat alarming, it’s deadly. She can feel the pressure of her comrade’s stare upon her, she can feel how perilous and risky their adventure is yet she cannot see the menace itself. It’s right here, it embraces her, sticks to her clothes and makes her heart quiver in fear, however invisible even to the sharpest eye. Her legs become more of a burden with each of her screams—she can barely handle it anymore, hope flies away from her, inevitably. Strengthless, she howls, longing for her promised awakening, after which she’ll be free to move again.

#ASMRYouScaredOfTheDark #hitrecord #writers of tumblr #writblr #dream #fiction #text #txt #kittog

[goghs-plants]

léna 🌵

-butterflies

-hoop earrings

-fluffy dogs

-amethyst

-green eyes

Thank you!

Send me ur name and I will tell you 5 things I associate with it *NO MORE PLEASE*

#kittog #answered

[bentostudy]

19 and 25? have a lovely day 🌻

You too!!!19: a fact about your personality.My level of weird is quite impressive and as much as people say “express yourself”, eh, sometimes it doesn’t do me any favours :/

25: my idea of a perfect date.In a secluded spot or a cute cafe. Chilling out and existing around each other. Or going to see nice places on chill day trips etc. Maybe some homemade food somewhere in there and a train ride ☺️ I like cute low-key surprises too!

Thank you for asking!!! ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

#asks #thank you!!! #kittog #bentostudy

[prefixing]

Hey there! The yellow pencils are from the brand STAEDTLER. Hope that helped! ^^ xxx just-another-martian ((also idk if everyone's actually doing physics but physics is quite cool anyways :3))

thank you so much!! I’l try harder looking for them!!

sidenote on physics: i honestly thought i’d pretty much set my mind to doing art/design in uni but then i think about physics… my biggest love/hate subject… and it would feel so weird to leave that part of me behind ):

#kittog #ask

[pyojhoon]

Hello there how are you? :D I saw you reblogged something about A.C.E.? And... Please introduce me to them I'm curious af rn Also, Have a nice day! :D take care xxx

Heyyy gal!❤ I’m fine :P YES OFC I WILL INTRODUCE YOU TO THEM!

A.C.E is a 5 member group under Beat Interactive. They will be debuting with their title song ‘Cactus’ on the 23rd of this month at 12pm. A.C.E consists of

Jun (leader, lead vocalist and lead dancer - 94 liner) (he’s v good looking as you can see)

Donghun or Donghoon or maybe just Hun (its debatable) (main vocalist - 93 liner - the eldest believe it or not) (he had braces. it was precious.) (edit: lol he still has braces)

Jason (my bias!!!!!!) ( main dancer, rapper and vocalist - 96 liner)

Wow (yes…his stage name is wow.) ( main dancer, rapper and vocalist - 93 liner) (i like to think of him as the emo of the group)

Chan (main vocalist and maknae - 97 liner) (its very obvious hes the youngest. a smol bean if you will.)

A.C.E are basically the whole package. They are good looking, cute and insanely talented in all areas. You should definitely watch their videos on youtube because they do insanely amazing covers from groups like bts, seventeen, nct, kard, bigbang etc. I would definitely recommend their cover of playing with fire by blackpink because its what got me into them. So, heres all their links:

YouTube | Instagram | Twitter | Facebook

and if you want subs: here you go

basically you should stan a.c.e and support their debut :) ♡

#ask #kittog #ace #a.c.e #jun #donghun #donghoon #jason #wow #chan #kpop

[apassionthatisdead]

Hello sunflower 🌻 jazz, champagne, glitter, and gold? Love u 🌵

sunflower

jazz: name a song that resonates with you and your emotions. explain the reason why[sweats] there are many, what must u make me choose one ;;__;; can i just saw agust d’s mixtape bc reasons and then slinky slide away into the abyss? :’)

champagne: what topic could you talk about for hours?um… well i guess music, because there’s so much to discuss ? maybe girl groups because i got a lot to say 

glitter:describe someone special to you.small. tries to be tol but is smol. also small. brown eyes. likes chicken and footballs. does not like balloons or stuffed animals. pretends he doesn’t like me but secretly loves me. scared of vacuum cleaners. 

gold:describe what you would call the most perfect meal.um i genuinely don’t know wow i’m stumped. i’ve been sitting here trying to think of something and all i got is cheese 

thx my smol sunflower

#ask #kittog #lena

[woojeez]

You said I'm your tags you wanted to be bothered so here I am !! :3 my bias is Kyla from pristin >w

thank u !! 

- “””borrowing””” her sweatshirt-couple selfies -endless compliments following couple selfies-”omg you look so beautiful” “no yOU look beautiful !!” continues for like ten minutes-playlists of songs that remind you of each other-dance paries- “happy birthday babe i made you a mixtape”

/send me ur bias + i’ll tell you your couple aesthetic

#mun replies #kittog #thx for the message! hope you have a nice day ^^

[byeoltan]

Hey there! I just listened to your cover of IU and it's really good!! Your voice is really nice and soothing. I hope you are sleeping now though if it's already 2am where you live... take care!! and keep on going :)) xxx

thiss is sooo nice of you im 

thank youu im so shyyy;;

#im soo so so soft for you bby #i honestly didnt think id go out of my way to post it #but i guess i did :') #dilareplies #kittog

[sachesky]

hello there~ kiwi? :3 have a nice day -^-^-

aside from fandom stuff, psychology always fascinates me. especially when it comes to neuropsychology, aka the connection between brain and behavior. well, tbh everything about psychology is interesting.

have a nice day too!

(ﾉ´ヮ`)ﾉ*: ･ﾟ

#also to answer anon's message #replies #personal #tumblr #kittog

[hideyseek]

tagged by @echokomazgeda (thamk u soup!)

bold the options that resonate with you.

[SOFT.] baby pink | iridescent | glitter is always a good option | no bra | minimalistic tattoos | cherry patterns | sweet scented perfumes | wearing generous amounts of blush | doodling hearts | getting excited to pet an animal | fun nails | rewatching old barbie movies | hair sticking to glossed lips | heart shaped sunglasses | taking pictures of the sunset or sunrise | stuffed animals | protecting nature | stickers everywhere | teen movies | the light rain that falls from a clear sky at the beginning of the night |

[DARK ACADEMIA.] neutral tones | masculine outfits | studying languages | worn down copy of books | grey skies | turtleneck sweaters | loose fitting pants | hair tied with a silk ribbon | trying to remember a cool difficult word you read somewhere to use in a convo | thick belts | minimal makeup | windows fogged by rain | vintage jewelry | blouses with cuffed sleeves | reading a murder mystery and trying to solve it | oxford style shoes | sweater vests | subtitled old movies in a language you don’t speak | leaves crackling as you walk | annotating books to express your emotions about the story |

[EDGY.] closet full of dark clothes | fishnet tights | makeup sweating off | neon signs | searching for unknown songs | chokers | band tees | doodling on old converse | finding smoking aesthetically pleasing but not doing it | weird humor | accidentally very dramatic | dim lights | layered outfits | chain belts | chipped nail polish | messy hair | low quality pics | piercings | combat boots | scribbling on desks |

[70s.] colorful wardrobe | doodling flowers | wearing short shorts | using a bikini top or bra as a normal top | listening to ABBA | flowers in your hair | DIYing everything | jamming to songs alone in your room | drunkenly telling your friends you love them | patterned bandanas | mid heeled shoes | messy braids | flared sleeves | walking barefoot on grass or sand | bold sunglasses | the good kind of tired you get after doing something you enjoy for hours | feeding stray animals | fun patterned socks | room decorated with succulents and other plants | likes to go roller skating or skateboarding |

[PREPPY CASUAL.] collared clothes | drinking juice out of a champagne glass | getting excited to see the met gala looks | thick headbands | small pastel cardigans | making your friends take your ootd pics | plaid mini skirts | tweed two pieces | watching reality tv to pass time | frilly tops | watching old hollywood movies | academically driven* | long manicured nails | new year’s eve fireworks | colourful tights | layered golden jewelry | yearns for luxury brand items | decorating your room with fairylights | cursive and neat handwriting | lace details |

*??????

i’m tagging: @musingsofaretiredunicorn @snakesonacartesianplane @plantswithhands @kittog @dryclean-only @swimmingseafish  @lemon-yellow @ayazuri @wali21 @iamanonniemouse and anybody else who sees this and wants to do it!

#today i took a gender quiz and got 'vending machine' #this is relevant and important information #hidey speaks #sorry soup it's been like seventeen yeArs since u tagged me in this

[child-in-the-dark]

Rules: tag something-or-the-other people who you want to know better/catch up with and then answer these questions.

Tagged by: @kittog thanks, babe! <3

3 ships (in order of ????):

wei wuxian/lan wangji (mo dao zu shi)

jeon jeongguk/kim namjoon (bts)

shen yuan/liu qingge (svsss)

Last song: ‘IMAGINE’ by brooklyn ( 브루클린)

Last movie: uhhh shanghai knigths? i think? it was last saturday, in every case!

Currently reading: So Many Fics!!!! oh, and also shakespeare’s ‘much ado about nothing’

Currently watching: on-and-off watching mdzs q and the svsss donghua!

Currently consuming: coffee and chocolate from sinterklaas

Currently craving: PHYSICAL AFFECTION

Tagging: @wolfi-sama, @stampertje & @mymymylovelife uwu <3

#tagged #child-in-the-dark #uwu

[kittog]

5.20—end. (she’s no longer dry)

... and I am terrified of time, how fast it goes by—it flies away, slips in your fingers without a warning: I hate it, I loathe the sensation of time passing by at a pace I struggle to follow. I wish to be stationary: time will not be a variable used to express myself as a function.

Let it be so.

It's sunny out. Mum wants to go out, she wants me to pick up my camera again but she always walk too fast for me to stop at every interesting corner of the park.

I wish not to be an ocean of thoughts as they make me feel even more alone, sadder than ever, depressed. My body (my corpse) is strenghtless. Being alive is a little too much to handle at times and so I am—if they knew enough words they'd call me a liability.

Listening to Melodrama on repeat and blasting japanese indie rock on my radio won't change much. I still scratch my nails, destroy my hands (oral fixation sticks to you, it won't let you go) at age 20. (nearly 21. fuck.)

(I wish time didn't go by so fast.)

I do not wish to be 21.

#the following to this morning's journal entry #random but i want to get a letter set and write nice letters to my friends whom i miss very much #im tired and i need a hug #journal #journaling #journal entry #writing #words #kittog

[verypolish-studyblr]

Thank you for tagging @cmowestudies

1. Name: Anna (please don’t use it, though)

2. Nickname: My aunt call me Mania, in Internet I’m either Frankie, Niko or Mara

3. Zodiac sign: Leo

4. Height: 166

5. Languages spoken: Polish, English

6. Nationality: Polish

7. Favorite season: summer

8. Favorite flower: I’m not big fan of flowers, to be honest, but I like when they have distinct smell, and are on trees

9. Favorite scent: summer in a port city

10. Favorite color: hot pink, preferably sparkly

11. Favorite animal: cat

12. Favorite fictional character: it depends on what book I’m currently reading/what show I’m watching, but at this moment it’s probably Crowley from Good Omens

13. Coffee, tea or hot chocolate: tea

14. Average sleep hours: about 10

15. Dog or cat person: definitely cat person

16. Number of blankets you sleep with: 1 blanket, 1 quill

17. Dream trip: around France, not to sight see or anything, just wander mindlessly around towns, drink inhuman amounts of espresso and smoke pack a day, preferably with my friends

18. Blog established: I think over 3 years ago, but it wasn’t studyblr for all that time 

19. Followers: 489 (thank you all so much!)

20. Random fact: I have such a shitty taste, especially in movies in music, and it’s hard to pretend this isn’t a case

I’m tagging first people from my notifications, but feel free to participate if you want to.

@cats-n-strawberries @mokocchistudies @kittog @philology-studies @zoo-studies @historicaldaydreams @zdzikiejdoliny @seoulightstudies @beautifullydyingalone @coffeeandbookworld @clearintheair @strongstudy @coffeeandbookworld @jabulkom 

#small studyblr #small studyblr network #studyblr #studyspo #study #polish blog #learning #studying #14th #April #2020 #April 14th 2020 #tag game #tag #tagging #game #followers

[mintchocfringe]

10 Biases

Hi hello there I've been tagged by my good pal @pepperminthiya to talk about 10 biases, so enjoy me ranting about my faves because I never do that..... anyway onto the love 😎 I’ve been putting off finishing this bc I lowkey expose myself but sure here we are......

1) Taehyung - BTS

One of my ultimate baes, I really do adore him a lot. He’s so positive, friendly, and bubbly, big lov. I need a minute to talk about his vocal range, because fam it’s very impressive (i’m a music person, i’m in the know) and he has this beautiful, rich voice and I just *clutches heart* love it. I need to talk about stage presence because onstage tae and off stage are different people I swear (esp during Blood Sweat and Tears, that stage where he had the fake scars on his back omllllllllll) and he’s so charismatic!! Big love. Also, he’s adorable! Oh my god so soft and fluffy which makes my heart go w h o o s h, but will also!!! come for my life !!! (y’all saw the dispatch photos I was unable to cope).

2) Hoseok - BTS 

Okay listen. I have been bias wrecked by j-hope for so long that i’m just lying to myself if I don’t bias him at this point. I've been biased the whole time and just never said so.....I really do love him with all my heart, he’s so full of life and energetic, is always picking people up when they’re down and just a genuine good person. Hope World really shook me to my core, the lyrics and everything about it really reached out to me but I loved him so much even beforehand. He’s so talented in so many ways and is super charismatic as well, big big love. Also there’s something about the tonality of his voice as well??? I don’t know how to properly describe it but the whole kinda baritone/raspy thing he has going on ??? oof

3) Irene - Red Velvet

Right okay so I just a minute because i’m so incredibly snatched by Irene, I mean her surname is Bae!!! Meant to be. I love her because aside from being incredibly stunning (how is one person allowed to be that gorgeous omg) she’s so dorky and cute too? Like in her own kind of quieter way but she can be vvv serious, Mama Irene the Ironing Cooking Queen but also silly and funny too. Of late she has been so down for raising up women which I am all about! I only stan intellectuals after all!

4) JiU - Dreamcatcher

 This girl, let me tell you. She may the “fake maknae” type, but she is a powerful woman. Can rock literally every hair colour without trying, can be good at any concept without even trying and she just amazes me. She’s so dorky and weird omg???? Like talks about such weird things and behaves like a toddler on a sugar high but is also a slaying queen??? I am unable to cope, I love her so much. Her vocals are kind of honey-like and really sweet which just makes me ;_; Also she loves the colour pink more than life itself and it’s so cute asjakls

5) Jun - Seventeen

OOoooooooooookay. Where to begin with the vampire meme prince of China??? (I won’t stop talking about his vampire web drama you can’t make me mom). I’m so affected by his presence it’s embarrassing. He’s too powerful and actually damages my general stability in life. So powerful that I abandoned Hoshi for him...(I was always biased though, I was out there watching his web drama calling myself a hoshi stan dasjdalkjds). He embodies “duality of man” so much I get whiplash from him smh... Can be so present on stage and such a character but is a soft baby too??? He makes his little puns (lest we forget ajun nice) and cares for the other members so much and is really really soft. Can be the cutest patoot in the whole world but also the most dangerous man ??? in the space of 00000.2 seconds ?? idk man i’m never okay when he’s out there being himself...

6) Youngjae - GOT7

*inhales* hoooooooooo well. I have lots and lots and lots of love for JYP’s resident otter. He just embodies a ray of sunshine and is so bright and bubbly and his laugh adds 2 years to my life!! Although I really love his more expressive side too when he releases his emo songs at 3am and remember it got leaked that he has tattoos????? oh my god. I could go on forever about my love for him because in all honesty he’s very close (if not basically) my ideal type. I’ve talked with some of my close friends about this and we’re vvv similar so idk that makes me all gooey and cringey to think about it ((cringe culture can fight me)) but yeah. I think that says everything I need to say tbh...

7) Dahyun - Twice

There is just something in the water at JYP because I adore Dahyun with every fibre of my being. A soft memey bean who had so much love to give but is so loved too which makes me so happy <3 I’m calling it now but she’s gonna be a hecking good mc on something one day, something funny like weekly idol (or whatever the new version will be.. rip honestly) where her true Comedic Queen self can shine! She makes some hella good jokes and never fails to make everyone laugh when she’s on a variety show etc. Her personality is so likeable and she’s just so friendly!!! ((this seems to be a theme... hmm)) 

8) Kihyun - Monsta x 

mmmmmmmMMMMMMMMMM oh my goodness gracious i’m so affected by kihyun it’s horrific. ((not as much as jun but close)). I always seem to be stanning these “duality” types whereby they’re so soft and fluffy one minute but attacc my whole life the next. Kihyun is such a dangerous man on stage, and is so stunning like his visuals are no joke but is also a soft bean??? Kihyun just kills me, like his vocals are A+++ and any high/ power note sends me to the grave. He’s also too savage for me, which isn’t my usual type but a lot of the time it’s really funny... oops.... 

9) Nayoung - Pristin/ IOI

Idk man there’s something about Nayoung that just gets to me? She was known as “stone nayoung” during pd101 for being so serious/ shy and I understand bc I’m too serious sometimes too lmao but she’s also really sweet! She will protecc pristin with her life and makes such weird jokes as well lmao. She too is super powerful, rapping her way into my heart. A queen

10) Doyoung/Jaehyun - NCT

Okay i’m cheating a little bit here BUT they are both in NCT but anyways... I love them a looooooooot, doyoung is such a bean but will fite u for not picking up your socks off the floor. He’s such a little fluff but will come for my life ((Esp 7th sense hooo that was a time) and he’s such a good mc! Vroom Vroom Talk Show paid off :D ((fight me it was fantastic))

But then there’s jeff. He’s such a meme ((which i’m too weak for save me)), but also such a bean?? The cutest fluff but needs milk but will also fuck me up ?? I can’t handle how fast his personality changes between on stage/off stage/ general existence.... He’s so adorable but really fucks with my sanity sometimes and I h9 him but will fite anyone to protect him. Idk what to tell you fam I just love jeff too much.

Hooooo that was a journey but here we are! Also, this isn’t in any particular order because I have so much love to give, and wish I could include more biases but you can just keep an eye on my posts for that :P 

Tagging: @apassionthatisdead @beingtaessoulmate @kittog @merci-beau-kook @todoroki-bean @hopeless-namjin 

Enjoy!

#tagged #free me this was so hard #thiya

[prefixing]

Choosing what you want to do in uni is quite hard... design and arts sounds great though! My best advice for you would be to really spend a loy of time thinking about you'd really like to do/study etc... but if your mind is already set then that's great! Last year most of us were really lost because we had no idea of what we wanted to do... Take care xxx

despite my very late answer, this message has been on my mind for a while now, thank you so much for your encouragement! i have pretty much decided on taking at least one year off before uni, preferably two, and get back to it when i feel ready. x

#ask #kittog

[pyojhoon]

I was tagged by @keyswaifu ( thanks laura ♡♡♡ ) to post a selfie, my lockscreen and the last song I’ve listened to.

I tag @damaxv, @amiimaginingthings, @holy-yoongi, @attitude-city, @queenofsassandclass, @kittog, @laugh1ngatyou and @kimdaily.

#tagged #my face