#kjcl talking

[kjclfaller]

WHO IS CALLING ROIER MARIANA AMD SLIMECICLE AS THE CIRCUMCISION GANG IM GOING TO EXPLODEEEEE

#i know its bc of the circumcision rap but ☠️☠️☠️☠️ #man sorry this is so funny. i love what qsmp had brewed #cant get this shit elsewhere i guess #kjcl talking

[kjclfaller]

never actually watched the stream of Tilín losing their last life and 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 god that hurt way more than I thought it did

#im trying to watch the whole juanaflippa arc before mariana's vods disappear from twitch #its a time crunch now because 2 months is almost up and mariana doesn't have a vod channel on youtube #there used to be one but i don't know if that was him or a fan but its gone now #SO LIKE YOU KNOW. gotta watch the mariana stream of flippa losing her last life and then the funeral streams #i think im gonna skip charlies eggxile stream since its on YouTube and isnt on the verge of disappearing on me #also its 4 hours long slime ily but wtf i don't have that kind of time rn #after im done with the funeral stuff then ill watch eggxile and finally catch up w current lore #kjcl talking

[kjclfaller]

k back to my despair IM DESTROYING THE WORLD IM EXPLODING SOMEONE YOU CAMT FUCKING DO THIS BROETHER NONONONO

I know it's not her I know it's not her but I want to hope I want to BELIEVE it's her it's her it's flippa it's juanaflippa she probably crawled and escaped out of the federation holding cell IDK MAYBE THE EGGS THAT LOST ALL LIVES NEVER DIED MAYBE THEYRE BEING HELD THERE BEING EXPERIMENTED BEING KEPT HOSTAGE WITH NO WAY TO ESCAPE

it's flippa it's her please don't do this to me there's no way an escape from the federation would have left her unscathed she got those cracks from them or from her escape that's why she's typing weird the escape did damage to her but it's still her okay it's been months her memory's foggy she probably want given the proper rations or meals in the federation okay she's a little fucked up but it's still HER.

right?

#it is a fucking sunday night how am i supposed to WORK TMR #anyways im kinda happy charlie's getting into some lore hehe ^-^ but also 😭😭😭😭 #he's already fucked up man he's not once forgotten about flippa he loves her he loves her and misses her everyday #you cant DO THIS TO HIM #fuck man ......... #come watch the qsmp this is a totally normal server! :) #kjcl talking

[kjclfaller]

sorry I'll go to bed I just gotta RAAARARFARAFAFHGDHDHDJJD

#funny thing was bumbleby wasnt my top ship back when i was still active in rwby fandom #naw my top ship was ironqrow ☠️ #but i still liked bumbleby casually #and i can appreciate a good confession when i see it #that was a GOOD scene seriously #especially comparing that to the arkos kiss and renora kiss #bro crwby didnt even let you sit and enjoy the renora kiss when it happened 😭😭 #bc it was supposed to show how ren -who was trying to stay focus and wary of his surroundings- finally let his guard down and it backfired #<- idk that's how i saw it. come on its been like 2 or 3 years #and the arkos kiss ... yea we all know how that ended #first actual happy healthy romantic couple between the main characters. baby this is a defining moment #rwby spoilers #<- for tag filtering. sorry i couldnt stay away from this ep #okay NOW i sleep 😴 #kjcl talking

[kjclfaller]

cleo's limited life episode is soooo ridiculous I had to pause and scream and bang my head against my desk like multiple times

#its been SEVEN MINUTES #scar has said cock THREE TIMES GET ME OUT OF HEREEEEE #also love the contrast btwn the episodes I've watched so far #like you have bad boys making dumb puns and purposely putting themselves in reckless situations #you have TIES swearing loyalty to just about anyone and not being able to keep a cow alive #and with clockers you have. y-you have- ☠️☠️☠️ #its gonna take me an hour to get through this 40min video #stacked video fr thats when you know its good #kjcl talking

[kjclfaller]

does everybody want joel for his seed ????????? is that what's happening 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#this is about empires smp of which i have not taken a look at ever since joel built that boot in tumble town #so I'm behind like. im gonna say 2 months of lore #are oli and joel married now #i watched none of the crossover except for when the hermits first crossed the rift #i havent even been looking at the recap so im more out of the loop than i need to be #<- guy who's only watched oli and beef in the last 2 weeks #... yeah i gotta catch up fr #kjcl talking

[kjclfaller]

okay but now I'm thinking about what Joel's gonna look like on his red life 😳

#is he gonna get himself a yellow skin or wait until he's on red to change #I'm just stoked that he might have a 3rd red life skin after being in this series for so long #then again he's also pairing with etho who never changes his skin tho #joel pls be fashionable i beg 🙌 its the one thing i need from you #can you tell im gonna go crazy over etho and joel duo #im a joel guy first and foremost. and then second everyone else #.... #okay im gonna gush a bit #im a little sad that joel didnt put the part of him hitting ren and bigb and letting them figure out theyre soulmates #bc literally right after that he goes 'and they call me - the matchmaker!' #like????? you're so lovable im aughhghggghgjhfhg #he did put in the cool guy moment of dropping down mlg water bucket style with etho doing the same #im selfish i want joel to pop off again #im also. lshskqfsldh. i like him yeah #he's a malewife!!!! im gonna go crazy over smalletho #.... okay is that actually the duo name bc thats horrendous (but also kinda funny) #smalletho. tiny even #i mean theyre calling themselves boat buddies?? idk man #kjcl talking

[kjclfaller]

Cannot FRICKIN wait for MCC22 tho like I am bouncing off the walls I literally want to watch half the teams aaaaaaa

#i usually support joel/ren in mcc and if neither are there i go to jimmy #but joel is here and. well after his performance in mcc21 i wanna see him pop off again (also i guess i have a crush on him now but—) #then boom fh team we literally havent had that since the first team of last season of mcc plspls i miss them so #THEN AQUA. oh my god man. oh my GOD #PURPLE 😭😭😭 ARE YOU KIDDING ME #PINK?????? I've been silently wanting oli and tommy together since that one practise stream between oli tommy tubbo and martyn #just havent been saying that into the fire #you're telling me THATS happening NOW??! #hfhfhfhghghghghhfgh ohhhhh i am going to scream this is going to be so fun #thank you scott whaddahell 😭😭😭😭😭 #kjcl talking

[kjclfaller]

First I find out Joel Smallishbeans could be a possible parxie, now I found out Callum Seapeekay IS A PARXIE

#worlds colliding get me out of hereeeeeeee #awsten being linked to any sort of mcyt fills me with FEAR DONT ADD MCYT TO THE WATERPARKS LORE #first he impersonates dream then tubbo gets sent parx music then the whole otto and jack manifold looking like each other joke #i cant do this man im at work this freaks me outttttttt #kjcl talking

[kjclfaller]

kay so cleaning is depressing actually I want to get rid of everything oh my god why is there so much stuff and why is everything so big

#this country is fucking SMALL my desk is SMALL why is my cupboard TALL and that thing i didn't ask for so BIG #I'm just staring at everything halfway cleaned feeling my eyes trying to retreat into my body like my mind doesnt want to be here #cant organise thing A without organising B but to get to B i have to clear C but C is sentimental things and i also have useful things D and #girl why is there so much bullshit in my room is it not enough to keep the essentials why must my brain make me keep everything #why does my metal illness make me keep all these fucking paper bags why do i still keep every fucking lettee envelope #WHY DO I HAVE SO MUCH CARDBOARD. WHATS WRONG WITH ME. WHY ARE THRY ALL THE BIG CARDBOARD #its doraemons pocket up in this shithole im having suuuuuuuch a time #kjcl talking

[kjclfaller]

I miss joel

#nothing happened to him lol i just dont watch him much anymore #i miss being ill about him #like he's my special little guy 🥺🤏 #and i havent really been interested in the other smps ever since double life tbh #empire s1 joel i miss youuuuuuuu #started listening to the joel playlist i made years ago lately while on my way to work #amd like. oh i had so many feelings about that cubito. why are there so many tmg songs #he's ridiculous i wanna go back to him #kjcl talking

[kjclfaller]

Fuck offffffff I didn't even update my app why do I have tumblr live now

#turned off auto updates and everything #nah bro im tempted to reinstall an older version of tumblr lmaoooo #now i have to start snoozing this shit 🙄 #gross little camera icon in the middle of my icon bar #we dont want you heeeeereeeee #kjcl talking

[kjclfaller]

I've exhausted all my drowsy fever pills and cough syrup to the point that I CANT SLEEP. I gained immunity from the drowsy WHYYYYYY

#IT'S ALMOST 2AM I HAVE TO GET UP AT 5AM. #hrgrgrhhrggrhrg #so first i get insanely unwell with fever that who even Knows i could have gotten it from #(< sorry that sentence looks so wrong sentence structure wise but im still cottonwalled. wait is that even a real word) #(im becoming incomprehensible. and getting off topic okay les continue) #i spend my entire weekend recovering despite me starting to get sick on like. thursday night #granted Thursday night just felt like regular sinus but it was the morning after that did a number on me #i FINISHED my disgusting cough syrup. are you supposed to shake it before injesting bc the last bits of syrup at the bottom taste horrible #like they taste more potent? #anyway i think im now immune to the drowsy. why would uou do this to me now??! #at least i feel slightly better and can finally stomach food but. come on. being sick thursday night to sunday night is awful #almost kinda lost my voice today too bc i was coughing too much #hrgrgrgrhgrgrrgrhh #okay well i have 3hrs i guess ☠️ #kjcl talking

[kjclfaller]

why did being sick for 3 days make me go thru an existential crisis ☠️

#had the genuine thought of 'what am i doing with my life. im not achieving anytime' and i started wallowing in my regrets #brother i have a full time job that i dont mind at all WHERE did that existentialism come from ?????? #anyway i had a really bad fever that lasted a few days and NO idea where/who i got it from #im better now ^-^ not really fully recovered but for the first time ever im actually going to finish my doctor prescribed cough syrup #the first 3/4 of the bottle tasted fine but the last few intakes .... oh thats so gross i hate the taste actually #anyway the fever illness anxiety combo was NOT WORTH IT 😫 #when i said i was having a bad 2 weeks i was NOT counting for it to last the ENTIRE TWO WEEKS >:((((( #hrrhrgrgrhgrhrggr #kjcl talking

[kjclfaller]

when you are behind schedule by one second

#IM GETTING STRESSED AT WORK #imsobehind so behind sp behind #AND THE OTHERS ARE BEHIND TOO I THINK #and i cant catch up as quick on other days bc im up to schedule or aslo behind for other things #WHY DID THEY GIVE US SO MUCH SHIT TO COMPLETE #WHY #WE DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME BROTWHR WHATS WRONG W YOH #kjcl talking

[kjclfaller]

my want to continue writing that fic I'm writing vs my urge to make a specific au that no one asked for

#or. no one asked for 𝘺𝘦𝘵 #honestly i thought it would have existed by now considering there are similarities #but yeah. i wanna make some stuff about it #but ALSO im writing a fic man #both are about the same media btw. haha vague #maybe I'll draw one or two things about the au (20% certain im so busy all i think about off work is- work...) #but also the au is amusing to ME so thats more incentive to draw it #but ALSO. im unreliable 😔 ill think about it #would be a nice little project tho. i guess i could try #i dont wanna post anything about it on the chance that that lets off enough steam for my brain to lose interest immediately #brother why do you have ideas that you keep in your head forever but never do anything about it. 🧠🤨❓ #wow art school was soooo worth it (sarcasm) #kjcl talking