#knights are hard to find. wives are not. or something to that effect in le morte). the way that gawain begs lancelot's forgiveness........

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seeing finny lose it over gawain and lancelot and how lancelot kills gawain’s brothers is like................don’t. you’re going to take me down with you.

#me shuddering and shaking over how the only two person to refer to lancelot w the verb 'to long for' is #elaine of shalott and gawain........ how arthur was ready to forgive lancelot and once again turn a blind eye on guinevere (as he says that #knights are hard to find. wives are not. or something to that effect in le morte). the way that gawain begs lancelot's forgiveness........ #the way that gawain has nothing to be forgiven OF in lancelot's eyes. #the red hilt sword. we can't DO this.