'Glad All Over (Cake By The Ocean)', Chapter Five
Summary: Nyssa wakes up with a bad hangover and some confusing gaps in her memories of the previous evening. However, she had just enough memories to feel utterly mortified around a certain Australian. However, before Nyssa's full memories click into place, she'll have to content with a a lovely evening bicycle road along the coast with Tegan Jovanka. Who knows; maybe honesty really is the best policy for these two dorks?
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(Warning; things may just get a little saucy towards the end of this chapter so -if that's not your cup of tea- I'd recommend skim-reading the last couple thousand words)
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Read on AO3.
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The first thought Nyssa had was that surely her alarm wasn’t that loud.
The second thought was that her brain smelled badly of wine.
The third thought was that she had to be at work today.
Groaning, Nyssa opened her eyes a fraction. The light streaming in through gaps in the curtains made her head hurt. Good grief, how much wine had she drunk?
She awkwardly propped herself up in bed on her arm, and reached over to turn her alarm off. Was… was that a glass of water and two paracetamol tablets?
Had Mel put them out for her? Strange; Nyssa didn’t remember giving the redhead a call to help Nyssa walk home.
Nyssa took the tablets with a mouthful of water, and climbed out of bed. She headed to the kitchen, and refilled the glass with fresh water. Taking several large mouthfuls, she touched her forehead gingerly. It wasn’t a full hangover, mercifully, but she definitely had a headache. Her mouth still stunk of wine, and there was an unpleasant aftertaste; she presumably hadn’t brushed her teeth after she had gotten home.
How had she gotten home? The last thing she could remember was ordering a second bottle…
Nyssa made herself a bowl of granola. She decided not to have a hot drink, and instead stuck to the water; she needed the hydration.
‘Morning!’
Nyssa winced as Mel swanned into the kitchen, already wearing her uniform.
‘Yowch,’ the redhead said, as she leant against the counter. ‘You look rough; how much did you drink?’
‘Couple of bottles,’ Nyssa mumbled, taking another sip of water. ‘I don’t know what I was thinking…’
‘Probably something to do with a certain Australian,’ Mel said, with a giggle. ‘I take it Tegan got you home safe last night?’
W-what?
Nyssa goggled at the redhead, her brain frantically trying to assemble the scrambled pieces of her memories from the previous night. She had been in the pub… and she’d steadily drunk her way through two bottles of red wine… and then she’d started singing… and then…
Tegan Jovanka had arrived to pick her up.
Nyssa let out a squeal, eyes widening in dawning horror. No, no, no…
‘Nyssa?’ Mel said, raising an eyebrow. ‘Everything okay?’
Nyssa put her hands over her mouth, and shook her head slowly. This was bad, this was bad, this was baaaadddd…
‘Did…’ Mel asked, gently. She placed a calming hand on Nyssa’s arm. ‘Did something happen?’
Nyssa stared ahead, hands still covering her mouth.
And this is crazy… but here’s my number… so call me maybe…
Nyssa let out a strangled cry. Mel stared at her in bafflement, looking rather concerned for her friends’ sanity. Maybe she was right. Nyssa was barely think clearly.
This was the end. Tegan Jovanka had seen her tipsily singing and dancing. The world might as well blow up.
‘I…’ Nyssa said, very quietly. ‘…am never drinking wine again.’
*
After getting through her morning appointments without too much difficulty (her headache had almost completely gone), Nyssa finally sat down in the small breakroom at the surgery. She bit into her sandwich. The bread was a little stale but still soft.
Soft like a… koala!...
Damn it! Damn it! Damn it!
Nyssa dropped her sandwich, and put her face in her hands. What other drunken nonsense had she said to Tegan? She honestly didn’t think she could physically feel any more mortified.
Groaning, she picked up and finished her sandwich. She then made herself a cup of coffee, and sat down again, sipping the drink absentmindedly.
Just to summarise, she’d gotten incredibly drunk on wine, hugged Tegan several times, had potentially let her hands wander during those hugs, drunkenly danced and sang, ruffled Tegan’s hair, and… wait, how had Tegan gotten her home safe?
Are… you’re gonna take me to bed, Tegan?...
Nyssa almost dropped her mug.
W-what? No, surely she hadn’t said that?
Her brain replayed the scene. Because apparently it hated her. Probably due to the cracking headache she had woken up with.
Nyssa let out a long, deep groan.
Of course, Tegan hadn’t paid attention to Nyssa’s drunken question, clearly knowing fully well that Nyssa wasn’t in her right mind. Instead, the Australian had been the perfect gentlewoman and simply helped Nyssa up the side-street to her home.
Given that Nyssa couldn’t really remember much after that (aside from some blurry half-conscious and excruciatingly embarrassing professions of deep affection on her part for Tegan), she had presumably half-dozed off just after getting inside the house, and Tegan had gently tucked her into bed and left some water and paracetamol for her to take when she woke up.
Nyssa felt her heart well. Tegan was such a lovely person. She just hoped Tegan wouldn’t think too much of what Nyssa had done whilst under the influence.
*
‘Where Tegan works on a Tuesday?’ Mel repeated, casting a knowing look at Nyssa. The two of them were chatting in the practice’s reception, having just seen the last client of the day. ‘I think Barbara mentioned that she normally looks after the town garage; auto repair, paint jobs, that sort of thing.’
Nyssa rolled her eyes at the redhead.
‘I just want to thank her for getting me home safe.’
‘Of course,’ Mel giggled. ‘I mean, it’s not like you sending her a quick text would also do that…’
‘Tegan’s my friend!’ Nyssa exclaimed. ‘She deserves an in-person thank-you. And… and an apology as well, given how I acted.’
Mel laughed, cheeks dimpling.
‘I’m sure Tegan wasn’t complaining.’
‘You would be sure of that.’
‘Because -unlike you, Nyssa- I can tell when someone clearly has the hots for me.’
‘Is that why you haven’t kissed Ace yet?’
‘I’m savouring the anticipation,’ Mel shot back, with a grin. ‘Besides, she bopped my nose with hers; that basically counts as a kiss. Meanwhile, you’re still dithering about whether Tegan might possibly find you attractive.’
‘I- I know Tegan finds me… but it’s not… not like-’
‘Well, then; what are you waiting for?’ Mel said, smiling encouragingly. ‘You like her, you know that she clearly likes you; girl meets girl and all that. Come on, Nyssa; you’re amazing, you deserve to some happiness with the woman you fancy.’
Nyssa sighed.
‘It’s no good hoping for that if I grossed out Tegan last night.’
‘Did your hands go a-wandering?’ Mel said, with a fond roll of her eyes. ‘Nyssa, just because you did that once under the influence during that night out with Polly-’
‘We agreed to never speak of that again!’ Nyssa said, face turning crimson. ‘That was in first year; I still thought I was straight!’
‘-doesn’t mean that Tegan would necessarily hate that,’ Mel said, ignoring Nyssa’s outburst. ‘Polly was very flattered to have helped you out of the closet, if I remember correctly.’
Nyssa glowered at her, but Mel only responded with a giggle.
‘Go and find your girl, Nyssa; the garage is near the top of town. But… maybe change out of your scrubs first, ‘kay?’
*
About an hour later (after changing into three different outfits before settling on a blouse and shorts), Nyssa arrived at the garage and headed inside.
It was a fairly typical garage, filled with large moveable toolboxes on wheels, and various cars in differing states of disassembly. The only thing that wasn’t typical was the person stood next to an old Toyota.
Tegan was wearing a set of oil-spattered dark blue overalls, with the top part tied around her waist by the sleeves, revealing a white sports bra, that contrasted nicely with her already-bronzing skin (thanks to the sun of the early summer). A pair of welding goggles was on her head, pushing her hair backwards. Her bare arms, shoulders, neck, face and stomach were also spattered in oil, as well as a significant amount of sweat. Nyssa found herself unable to tear her eyes away. Was… was this how Tegan dressed when working at the garage?
The Australian’s eyes were shut and Nyssa could see that a radio was propped up on the top of the wheely tool-kit on the ground beside her.
She could also hear that Tegan was singing along.
‘I've been denying how I feel, you've been denying what you want… you want from me, talk to me, baby…’
Tegan punctuated each line with a gesture, singing loudly. She was clearly unaware that Nyssa had entered the garage.
As the chorus began, Tegan suddenly spun on her heels, turning a perfect pirouette before darting sideways like a ballet dancer.
‘I wanna play where you play with the angels… I wanna wake up with you all in tangles… oh,’ -Tegan wrapped her eyes around her middle and twirled around again- ‘ I wanna cut to the feeling… oh, yeah…I wanna cut to the feeling… oh, yeah-’
At this moment, Tegan opened her eyes. Immediately, Nyssa found herself reflected in those beautiful brown orbs, and the Australian froze where she stood, the song continuing on the radio.
‘N-Nyssa, hi!’ she said, quickly. She darted over to the radio and turned the volume down. Was… was Tegan blushing? ‘How… how are you? Sorry, you caught me in the middle of- well, you obviously saw me singing but…’
Nyssa giggled.
‘Carly Rae Jepson, right?’
‘Y-yeah,’ Tegan said, quickly. ‘I know I’m not the best singer but I thought… y’know, no-one would be here so... sorry, that sounds rude… I-I mean…’
Nyssa giggled again.
‘I loved your performance,’ she said, smiling. ‘You didn’t tell me you had a dancing background.’
‘I… may have qualified as a ballerina at one point,’ Tegan said. ‘You never really forget how to do the steps.’
Tegan rubbed the back of her neck, clearly very embarrassed. Nyssa found herself unable to look away as the Australians arm and shoulder muscles bulged and flexed under the oil and dirt marks. Nyssa had been aware of this before but… wow, Tegan really was in excellent shape, wasn’t she? The tanned skin only accentuated it. Good grief… Nyssa ought to drop by this garage more often-
No- Nyssa thought, stopping that suggestion in its tracks- you are not to bother Tegan whilst she’s working. Certainly not. Tegan was busy as it was, and it wasn’t Nyssa’s place to drop by constantly. This situation was a one-off; Tegan had a job to do, after all. Nyssa would make sure not to bother her.
No matter how hot she looked in a sports bra.
‘I… I just wanted to say thank you for getting me home safe last night,’ Nyssa said, before she completely forgot the reason for her visit. ‘I really appreciate it.’
‘No worries,’ Tegan replied, with a quick grin. ‘Happy to help!’
‘I… I know I was rather… difficult to handle,’ Nyssa said. ‘So my apologies for how I acted.’
‘How you… acted?’
‘I mean, the dancing, the singing, the… stroking your hair,’ Nyssa stammered, feeling her face burn. ‘And, well, when I hugged you, I think I may have gotten a little-’
‘Oh, that!’ Tegan said, with a bark of laughter. ‘Nah, it’s all fine. Believe it or not, that’s not the first time I’ve had a tiddly woman unintentionally touch me up during a hug.’
‘I really am sorry,’ Nyssa said, face now bright red. ‘It wasn’t appropriate. Especially since you were so lovely about getting me home safe. I’m sorry I implied that you were trying to… to…’
‘No worries!’ Tegan repeated, a tad quicker this time. ‘You were drunk, after all; you… you weren’t in your right mind.’
There was a very awkward pause.
‘Tegan, did I… do something else to you after you got me to my place?’ Nyssa said, slowly. Then a horrible thought occurred to her. ‘Oh, no; did I throw up on you? I don’t drink much normally, so I really am sorry-’
‘No, you didn’t, it’s all fine,’ Tegan said, just as quickly. ‘You were good as gold; well, you did forget to do your nightie up but that was easily sorted-’
‘I what?’ Nyssa said, raising her hands to her mouth in horror. ‘Oh my lord! Tegan; how much did you-nevermind! I’m… I’m so sorry! That wasn’t right at all! I shouldn’t have put you in that position!’
Tegan waved a hand airily.
‘It’s not like I haven’t seen you half-dressed before, so no issues,’ she said. ‘Don’t stress over it. You weren’t kidding about being a bit of a dark horse, huh-’
‘Tegan!’
But, as Tegan gave another bark of laughter, Nyssa found herself unable to stop herself giggling. Things had turned out alright; Tegan hadn’t been upset or offended by anything Nyssa had done whilst drunk, so Nyssa’s own mortification didn’t have the same sting anymore. While the previous night’s events were obviously still embarrassing, at least she knew that Tegan didn’t think any less of her because of it.
And -dare she think it?- Nyssa actually didn’t mind the idea of Tegan seeing her being less put-together. It was almost… comforting.
Good grief, she really was hopeless, wasn’t she?
‘I think,’ Nyssa said, slowly. ‘that we need to go somewhere private, to discuss these… rumours. I can’t imagine it’s escaped the notice of people that you helped me walk home last night; I wasn’t exactly quiet when we were walking up the high-street.’
‘Fair point,’ Tegan agreed, nodding. ‘But Tregonnereth is a small town; going to the café would probably just cause more rumours.’
‘Same for both of our houses. Maybe… maybe somewhere in the next town along the coast?’
‘Perfect!’ Tegan said. ‘We can go along the cycle path; I’ve been meaning to go there on my bicycle for a while.’
‘I- bicycle?’ Nyssa squeaked. ‘But, my bike is still in pieces from the move. We can use my car-’
‘Where’s the fun in that?’ Tegan said. ‘You can sit on my bike’s pannier rack; c’mon, it’ll be fun!’
Nyssa stared into those cheerful brown eyes. She was about to point out that the sight of her sat on the back of Tegan’s bike was not only far less private than driving but would also surely add yet more evidence to the rumours now widely circulating Tregonnereth, but somehow found herself unable to express this.
Eventually, she gave in to the inevitable and gave a nod.
‘Great!’ Tegan exclaimed. ‘I’m all finished up here, so just grab your helmet and meet me in the harbour in -say- an hour. I need to get showered.’
Nyssa nodded, now trying desperately to avoid the mental image of Tegan showering. She was definitely hopeless, wasn’t she.
*
Tegan Jovanka stood in front of the mirror.
A bike ride along the coast, with Nyssa Traken hanging on behind her. How the hell had this happened?
Well, Tegan knew how, but she hadn’t realised until after she’d suggested it that not only would it require Nyssa to get all up-close-and-personal but that, far from dissuading the rumours currently flying around Tregonnereth, it would likely enflame them further.
Tegan rubbed her hair furiously with her towel, and hurried out of the bathroom.
It took her over fifteen minutes to decide on what to wear. Normally, she’d just throw on anything, but this was… special. This was a bike ride with Nyssa. It was… well, it wasn’t a date but…
Tegan eventually settled on a short sleeved Oxford shirt and a pair of old (but otherwise tidy) cargo shorts. She did up her summer trainers, and quickly tucked a pair of sunglasses into the shirt. She had briefly considered putting on some make-up, but decided that she would probably just sweat it off in the heat anyway, so there was no point. Instead, she settled for some lip-balm (her favourite; strawberry flavour).
She’d spent a while desperately trying to decide how to style her hair, before remembering that she’d be wearing a helmet the entire time and that -no matter what she did- her hair would end up squashed regardless.
Grabbing her helmet, Tegan stepped into the storeroom she used as a “garage” of sorts. She wheeled her bike out of the house, and locked the door. She then double-checked that she had her bike lock, clicked her helmet on, and headed down towards the harbour.
The sun was beginning its descent towards the horizon, but Tegan was glad of her sunglasses. Nyssa wasn’t at the harbour yet -Tegan had arrived a few minutes early- so the Australian sat down on a bench, resting her bike against the wall itself nearby.
This was fine. This was going to be a nice evening out with a friend. A really lovely, awesome, beautiful and kind friend who just happened to be Tegan’s-
‘Nice bike.’
Tegan startled.
Nyssa had arrived, walking across the harbour. She was wearing a white summer blouse and a pair of denim shorts, with a pair of trainers. A helmet hung from her hand. Her hair was loose, and her eyes were inquisitive as she surveyed Tegan’s bicycle.
‘T-thanks,’ Tegan replied, cursing herself for her own awkwardness as she stood up. She had to pull herself together! ‘I’ve had this old girl a long while; she’s never let me down.’
‘Why is she painted blue?’
Tegan shrugged.
‘She was like that when I bought her. She had a service last week, so all good to go. All set?’
Nyssa nodded, her soft, pink lips breaking into a wide smile.
Tegan’s face flushed red, and she looked away.
No, she told herself, sternly, you are not thinking about that. Nyssa had been drunk, after all; she had clearly not realised what she was doing. Wine affected different people in different ways; to Nyssa, it clearly just made her very physically tactile. The kiss was obviously just an extension of that.
Tegan climbed onto the saddle, and arranged the pedals so that they could speed off quickly. She then gestured to Nyssa, and the curly-haired woman nodded, doing her helmet up.
Nyssa sat down sideways on the pannier rack, her legs dangling off the side.
‘Off we go!’ Tegan said, pushing down on one pedal.
The bike moved forward.
There was a bump. Tegan startled, as Nyssa’s arms were suddenly crossed around her waist.
‘Sorry!’ Nyssa exclaimed, sounding a little out-of-breath. ‘My balance isn’t the best!’
‘N-no worries,’ Tegan said, keeping her head firmly pointing ahead and ignoring the rush in her pulse as Nyssa clung to her. Those hands were barely an inch away from… oh, dear… ‘You okay?’
‘Yes, thank you.’
Making their way out of the harbour, they followed the road until it reached the nearby coastal trail. It ran parallel to the sea, with trees on either side to provide shade. Not that Tegan could properly concentrate on it, given the fact that Nyssa smelled really nice and was really flippin’ close to her.
As they made their way along the coastal path, Tegan could see someone in the distance. Please don’t be a local… please don’t be a-
It was Jo Grant, walking her dog. Of course.
‘Evening, Jo,’ Tegan said quickly, as they sped past. ‘Lovely weather, eh…’
*
~Guess who I just saw perched on the back of Tegan’s bike going along the coast trail!
~Jo, not this again…
~Benton, shush. Jo, who?
~Nyssa! With her arms around Tegan’s waist!
~Oh, that’s wonderful! So romantic!
~I TOLD you it wasn’t just a one-night thing, Liz! Those two are in lurrve!
~Or, just maybe, Nyssa’s car is broken and Tegan’s helping her pick up some spare parts from the next town. It’s not like Tregonnereth’s garage has a lot of stuff. Or, possibly, Tegan suggested they go for a bike ride to enjoy the evening.
~Benton, why are you like this?
~This chat is for neighbourhood bulletins, Jo; not gossip. Unlike some of you, I’m not obsessed with Tegan and Nyssa’s private business.
~Actually, he does have a point.
~Liz! Not you too!
~Look, regardless of whether they are friends or otherwise, maybe we should all give them some space? Nyssa is still settling in; we should be more respectful of her privacy.
~Exactly; thank you, Liz.
~You two are no fun :(
~Jo Grant, I seem to recall you regarding me as a lot of fun back when you were realising you weren’t straight.
~LIZ!
~I love being aroace; this is blimming hilarious, Liz.
~Thanks, Benton.
~NOT FUNNY, YOU TWO!
*
St Nanswithien was a bit larger than Tregonnereth, with several beachside cafes and restaurants. However, as the summer holidays hadn’t started yet, the place was still largely populated by locals and the occasional elderly couple from up-country.
Tegan slowed to a stop at the end of the trail. After locking the bike up at one of the stands provided, the two women headed into town, their helmets hanging loosely from their hands. It was shaping up to be a gorgeous evening on the Cornish coast, and Tegan couldn’t think of anyone else she would rather spend it with.
Especially when Nyssa came smiling at her like that.
Bollocks.
It really wasn’t fair.
They chose one of the restaurants, and sat down at one of the tables set up next to the sea front. There was a gentle summer breeze rolling in, which ruffled the curls of Nyssa’s long hair wonderfully.
‘So…’ Tegan said, after they had ordered. ‘Er… I didn’t know you liked Carly Rae Jepson.’
As soon as the words left her found, she knew it was a stupid thing to say. Nyssa didn’t want to be reminded of what she’d sung whilst drunk!
‘I could say the same about you,’ Nyssa said, smiling softly. Dimples appeared in her cheeks. She didn’t remotely annoyed by Tegan’s pig-headed question. ‘Also I seem to recall you mentioning that you did ballet?’
‘Fair point,’ Tegan replied. ‘Er… bit of a long story, to be honest.’
‘Tegan, you’re qualified for basically everything under the sun. I’d pretty sure you could land a commercial jetliner if need-be.’
Tegan burst out laughing, and Nyssa grinned again.
‘I… I did ballet lessons when I was at school,’ Tegan explained. ‘Got fairly good at it, to be honest. And… well, when I travelling around the UK, I used to get gigs to perform at random theatres as a last-minute cast change. I never made enough money to make it a career, but it kept the wolf from the door.’
‘Your life is just so fascinating,’ Nyssa said, grey-green eyes widening in delight. ‘Has anyone ever told you that?’
‘Er…’ Tegan stammered, feeling a little hot under the collar. She wished Nyssa would stop staring at her like that, but also wished that Nyssa would stare at her like that forever. ‘N-not the way you did.’
The two women shared a smile, and Tegan was once again reminded of how much she enjoyed being around Nyssa Traken. It seemed a lifetime ago that she’d dumped the Londoner’s shoes in front of her in the sand of Tregonnereth beach. It now felt like Nyssa had always been there, like a place had been reserved for her the entire time in the small Cornish town that Tegan called home.
Tegan smiled softly, and Nyssa’s cheeks dimpled again as she returned it. God, she looked lovely in the gentle sunshine, with the sea breeze blowing through her hair. Her kind smile lit up the world around her, and her sweet grey-green eyes were warm and comforting.
Was it any wonder that Tegan had fallen for her?
*
‘Alright, Mel?’
Ace was standing on the doorstep, smiling cheerfully. Mel had heard the knock on the door, after having just finished doing the dishes from her evening meal.
‘Hello, Ace,’ she said, smiling. ‘You alright?’
‘Good, thanks; just thought I’d pop round to see you.’
‘Oh, you’re so sweet,’ Mel replied, with a giggle. ‘Would you like to come in?’
‘I’d love to, but I have to run some errands for Barbara this evening. Nyssa out somewhere?’
Mel chuckled.
‘Given that she stormed in, spent ages fussing over her clothes before storming out again with her bike helmet under her arm, I’m guessing Tegan invited her for a bike ride somewhere.’
Ace chuckled.
‘Yeah, that sounds about right. Er… Mel?’
‘Yes?’
‘How… how does your hair look that good?’
Mel felt her cheeks burn. Caught off-guard by the sudden compliment, she opened and closed her mouth several times.
‘Er, w-well,’ she stammered. ‘I-I suppose it’s just genetic.’
Ace smiled.
‘I wish my hair was like yours.’
‘Why?’
‘Dunno. Hang on, let me show you…’
Ace removed her hairband. A mane of long light-brown hair descended over her shoulders.
Mel’s mouth fell open.
‘What?’ Ace said, sounding a little nervous. ‘It is weird?’
‘N-no!’ Mel exclaimed. ‘No; i-it looks… lovely! Beautiful!’
Ace turned to look at her.
‘Beautiful?’
Mel nodded, feeling very breathless.
‘People normally just call me cute,’ Ace said. ‘Like I’m a kid still.’
‘Well, I think you’re beautiful, Ace; definitely not a kid,’ Mel said. ‘Although you can be called cute as an adult too.’
Before she could overthink it, she leaned in and pressed her lips to Ace’s cheek briefly.
‘I’ll… see you around, then?’
‘Yeah…’ Ace said, her eyes sparkling. ‘Definitely.’
Mel gave a final shy smile, before she closed the door, biting down on her lower lip to prevent herself from grinning too hard.
Ace slowly turned and walked back along the side-street. As she ambled along, she reached up and touched her cheek where Mel’s lips had just been.
‘Wicked…’ she said, softly, to herself.
*
Tegan and Nyssa had discussed the rumours flying around the town, but that had barely taken them a few minutes. Instead, Nyssa spent most of the evening enthralled as Tegan basically gave an entire account of her life travelling around the UK. She’d worked as everything from a stage-hand at a theatre, to a catalogue model for active wear, to a Blackpool Rock vendor on the famous seafront, to one very unusual month working as a costumier’s assistant in the West End.
‘I had to get used to seeing women in various states of undress,’ Tegan chuckled. ‘I mean, if I wasn’t gay before that…’
Nyssa laughed, unable to keep the smile off her face. The two of them had finished their plates of fish-and-chips long ago, but they had been unable to stop talking.
‘When did you realise you were a lesbian, then?’ Nyssa asked. ‘I take it you had figured it out by the time you started living in the UK?’
‘Yeah, probably when I was about 8,’ Tegan said, taking a quick sip of her water. ‘Not to be a stereotype, but I think Kylie Minogue had something to do with it.’
Nyssa chuckled.
‘Why does this not surprise me? I imagine her as a mechanic in “Neighbours” was a good deal of gender envy for you, wasn’t it.’
‘Am I really that predictable?’
‘I don’t know,’ Nyssa said, smirking. ‘Are you?’
‘Well, in this case, yeah,’ Tegan admitted, with a laugh. ‘Speaking of which, I hope I didn’t scare you earlier in the garage.’
‘Oh, yes; the image of an attractive woman in a sports bra and overalls dancing to a gay icon was absolutely terrifying,’ Nyssa chuckled. ‘However can I possibly forgive you?’
Tegan blushed prettily.
*
About an hour later, the two women were back on Tegan’s bicycle, travelling back along the coastal trail to Tregonnereth. The sun was sinking below the horizon, and a lovely twilight glow was beginning to appear under the trees. Nyssa had automatically put her arms around Tegan’s waist and, since the Australian hadn’t mentioned it, Nyssa decided to remain that way. She had known that Tegan was muscular, but her stomach was surprisingly soft under the cotton of her shirt. Nyssa resisted the urge to squeeze gently; that would be inappropriate, after all. She had no intention of potentially complicating things further, especially since Tegan hadn’t held her drunken actions against her.
At one point, the trees opened up on the coast side, revealing a sandy beach. Tegan pulled over to the side, putting one foot on the ground to steady the bike.
‘Fancy a walk on the beach?’
‘Er… okay,’ Nyssa said, reluctantly removing her arms from around Tegan’s waist and climbing off the pannier rack.
Tegan grinned, and climbed off the bike. She then dangled their helmets on the handlebars, and hurried down onto the beach, before quickly kicking off her trainers. The wind -soft and warm- ruffled the locks of her shortly clipped hair and her shirt flapped around her.
Nyssa slipped off her own shoes, and followed Tegan onto the sand. The summer evening was pleasantly warm, and the grains under her toes were gentle to the touch.
With a laugh, Tegan waded into the shallows, splashing as she turned to face Nyssa.
‘Come on, Nys!’ she exclaimed, with a wide grin. ‘The water’s lovely!’
The water was not the loveliest thing in Nyssa’s field of vision, but she decided it wouldn’t be best to say that.
Smiling a little shyly, Nyssa waded into the shallows after the Australian, and Tegan approached, guiding her across the sinky sand. Nyssa’s hands were, all of a sudden, on Tegan’s upper arms as she steadied herself.
Tegan grinned, cheeks dimpling slightly. The wind continued to ruffle her short hair, and the splash from the water was already becoming visible on her shorts and shirt.
Nyssa smiled in return, still feeling a little flustered as she felt the muscles under Tegan’s shirt. Were her shoulders really that broad? Was her smile really that beautiful? Were her eyes really such a gorgeous shade of brown, within which Nyssa could see herself reflected?
Were Tegan’s lips really so puffy and soft-
Wait, how did Nyssa know how soft they were?
And, finally, the gap in Nyssa’s memory from the previous evening was finally filled in.
She’d kissed her.
She’d kissed Tegan Jovanka.
In the shallows of that beach, with no-one else around, Nyssa remembered that her lips had been pressed against the lips of the wonderful woman who was laughing happily in delight before her.
Oh, no.
*
‘Nightcap?’
‘Er…’ Nyssa said, hesitantly. The two of them had arrived back in Tregonnereth, and walked up the high-street, Tegan pushing the bike up due to the steepness of the hill. ‘I mean, after what happened last night…’
‘Non-alcoholic?’ Tegan elaborated. ‘I’ve got fruit squash, cola, lemonade; what do you want?’
Tegan. Nyssa wanted Tegan.
But Nyssa didn’t say that. How could she possibly say that?
‘A lemonade, please.’
A few minutes later, they were sat on Tegan’s sofa. The sun had finally set, and Tegan had turned on a few small lamps. The Australian poured two glasses of lemonade for them.
‘Cheers,’ she said, tapping her glass to Nyssa’s. ‘This was a lovely evening, wasn’t it.’
‘Agreed,’ Nyssa replied. ‘I… I don’t quite how to thank you.’
‘Oh, relax,’ Tegan said. ‘The pleasure was all mine; it’s lovely to get to show someone else the places you love. And we did complete our mission of discussing those rumours.’
Whilst probably contributing more to those rumours, Nyssa thought. A bicycle ride along the coast, with Nyssa’s arms around Tegan’s waist? How on earth could that possibly be seen as platonic?
Nyssa took a sip of her lemonade. Oh, it was all so complicated!
‘By the way,’ Tegan asked. ‘I didn’t get a chance to ask herself; how did you realise you weren’t straight? If that’s okay to ask, of course?’
‘It is okay to ask,’ Nyssa replied. ‘I… well, I suppose I began to notice that women were pretty when I was very young, but I thought everyone was joking about the sexual attraction thing for years.’
Tegan looked a little confused.
‘You… you don’t experience that?’
‘It’s… complicated,’ Nyssa said, quickly taking a sip from her drink and leaning back against the sofa. ‘Like a lot of bi aces, I am just… perpetually confused by my own sexuality.’
‘Oh, I thought you were…’
‘I’m biromantic and asexual,’ Nyssa explained. ‘But I find queer suits me fine as well. I’m sex-favourable, you see.’
‘Oh,’ Tegan said, slowly. ‘That’s… good to know.’
Nyssa giggled, putting her glass down on the table.
‘Good to know? Why on earth would that be good to know?’
‘I… I don’t understand.’
Tegan genuinely looked baffled. Nyssa took a deep breath and began to explain.
‘A lot of people assume aces are all repulsed by sex,’ she said. ‘But we aren’t; like with everyone else, it’s very much unique for each ace person. There’s a lot of confusion, because asexuality is still such an unknown thing for most other people. I’ve even had people ask whether I get grossed out by kissing.’
‘And… and you don’t?’
Nyssa swallowed. Tegan was looking at her, looking slightly nervous.
‘I find it rather lovely,’ she said, quickly. ‘But every ace person is different. Just because I’m ace doesn’t mean I’m automatically aromantic as well. Does… does that make sense?’
‘Yeah,’ Tegan said, softly. ‘It does. Sorry; I’ve made this all heavy.’
‘No, I don’t mind explaining,’ Nyssa replied, with a smile. ‘I just… I don’t know why you seem so concerned. Normally, my friends just nod and then we talk about something else.’
‘Well,’ Tegan said. Were… were her cheeks flushed? ‘I ask because…I… I think it would be rather important. To know about this, I mean.’
‘How?’
‘Oh, come off, Nyssa,’ Tegan said, with a nervy laugh. ‘Don’t act like you don’t know. It’s been blindingly obvious for a while now; I’m not exactly good at subtlety.’
‘I… what are you talking about?’
Tegan’s face had now bypassed red and turned scarlet.
‘I’m taking about the… the fact that I fancy you and it’s embarrassingly obvious.’
Nyssa’s mouth fell open. What? How? When-
‘I… Tegan,’ Nyssa gasped, scarcely able to believe what the Australian had just said. ‘Do… do you mean that?’
‘Of course,’ the Australian said, sounding utterly mortified. ‘And I know you probably don’t feel the same for me; that’s okay. I just… I love spending time with you and I’m more than happy to be your friend. If… if that’s okay with you. But I understand if you don’t… if you’d rather not be around me for a while.’
Nyssa stared at her, utterly astonished. She couldn’t believe what she had just heard; Tegan… fancied her? Nyssa knew that Tegan found her objectively attractive; that much had been confirmed fairly soon after Nyssa had moved to Tregonnereth, but… for Tegan to see her like that? It blew Nyssa’s mind.
‘Tegan,’ Nyssa said, softly, before her nerve disappeared. ‘Is this why you didn’t mention that I kissed you last night?’
Tegan choked on her drink. Spluttering, the Australian gaped at her, face turning bright red.
‘Y-you remember that?’
‘I… well, I only remembered when we were on that beach.’
‘O-oh,’ Tegan stammered, putting down her glass on the table. ‘And… you weren’t bothered by it?’
‘Tegan, you’re a lovely person; how could I possibly-’
‘I… I just figured,’ Tegan said. ‘That, since you didn’t bring up the kiss, you’d rather forget it happened. I guess I thought you regretted it.’
‘Regretted it?’ Nyssa repeated, shocked. ‘Tegan, I could never regret kissing you!’
Tegan stared at her.
‘I mean, obviously there’s the fact that I just planted a kiss on you without clear consent,’ Nyssa rambled. ‘Which is wrong and bad, and obviously I wouldn’t do that I was sober...’
Nyssa was suddenly aware that the two of them were sat barely a few inches apart. And that, during her rambling, she had actually moved closer to Tegan. Who had then moved closer to Nyssa.
‘You…’ Tegan whispered, so softly it was like velvet to Nyssa’s ears. ‘You mean you’d wished you’d kiss me whilst sober?’
Nyssa could hear her heartbeat in her ears.
‘I… yes, I do. Tegan, I… I thought it was obvious that I… my feelings for you… they’re...’ she stammered. ‘I… I thought I was the one with the obvious crush on you!’
Tegan’s face broke into a wide smile.
‘You… you mean that? You’re not just trying to… to…’
Nyssa leaned forward. Tegan’s face was barely an inch from hers. The Australian was blushing prettily in the glow of the evening sunshine, and Nyssa could practically see her own flustered face in those gorgeous brown eyes.
Tegan’s eyes fluttered shut.
Nyssa closed the distance, and pressed her lips to Tegan’s.
She tasted of lemonade, and chips, and a vague lingering sensation of strawberry that Nyssa guessed was her lip-balm. Tegan gave a soft sigh against Nyssa’s lips, and Nyssa deepened the kiss, feeling her hands come to rest gently on the older woman’s shoulders.
It felt… oh, how to describe it? The events of every day since she had first met Tegan swirled in her head. She was unable to focus on anything other than the fact that her mouth was pressed against Tegan Jovanka’s, and that she would happily continue to do until the earth blew up.
The Australian raised her hands, gentling folding around Nyssa’s back, to softly pull her closer. Nyssa got the distinct impression that Tegan was trying to keep calm, so as not to overwhelm her. Her heart welled; what had she done to deserve the affections of such a sweet, kind-hearted woman?
Their lips parted, gently.
‘Wow.’
Tegan giggled.
‘Thanks; I am rather good at kissing women-’
‘Shush, Tegan.’
‘You gonna make me, Nyssa with a y?’
In response, Nyssa put her finger underneath Tegan’s chin, tilting her head slightly up. The Australian’s eyes widened slightly, and her lips parted, breath hitching huskily.
‘Yes.’
Nyssa pressed her mouth to Tegan’s, and this time it was far less chaste. Her lips pressed hungrily against those soft, irresistible lips. Tegan responded in kind, her tongue slipping gently inside Nyssa’s mouth, and Nyssa felt a warmth spark into life in the region of her stomach. Her hand slid up from Tegan’s chin, burying itself in the short, cropped hair near her ears. Nyssa felt a heady shiver go up her spine, and she pressed herself close to the older woman, her other hand sliding down Tegan’s back and coming to a rest on the toned muscle around her-
Tegan let out a breathy moan against Nyssa’s lips. Bingo.
Pulling away slightly, Nyssa stared into Tegan’s eyes, which had fluttered open again. The Australian was breathing heavily, and the effect was rather wonderful to behold.
‘Wow…’ Tegan gasped, as if short of breath.
Nyssa smirked.
‘You like that?’ she said, punctuating the last word with a squeeze.
Tegan nodded, blinking quickly.
‘In that case…’ Nyssa whispered, against Tegan’s ear. ‘shall we head upstairs?’
Tegan’s cheeks flushed still darker; she breathlessly -and enthusiastically- nodded.
Grinning, Nyssa stood up off the sofa, and pulled Tegan up by the hand, before curling her arm around Tegan’s waist. Leaving their half-full glasses of lemonade on the coffee table, the two women -their mouths meeting in hungry kisses once again- made their way out of the room and up the stairs.
Still kissing, they pushed open the door of what was presumably Tegan’s bedroom. Tegan touched a swift, and a small lamplight turned on. As one, their hands began to pull at the fastenings of their clothes, indiscriminately pulling open buttons. Tegan’s cargo shorts descended to the floor, and Nyssa’s own jean shorts followed a few moments later. The top few buttons of their tops were also unfastened, although -by that point- their kisses had become so intense that their hands had stopped roaming. Tegan’s legs were suddenly backed up against the mattress, and Nyssa leaned against her. With a whump, they landed haphazardly on the bed.
Nyssa, who had somehow ended up on top of Tegan, grinned down at the Australian, eyes glittering. The warmth in her stomach had sunk lower, exploding into a deep heat between her legs, lapping at her insides and raising her pulse further.
‘Shirt off.’
Tegan fumbled with the buttons of her shirt, before finally discarding the offending garment off the bed and onto the floor.
‘Damn,’ Nyssa whispered, unable to pull her eyes away. Okay, she definitely had a thing for seeing Tegan in situations like this. The fire between her legs growing hotter every second that she was straddling the Australian. ‘Those tan-lines are…’
‘G-get used to it,’ Tegan stammered, breathlessly. ‘Summer’s only just beginning, and I’m out in the sunshine a lot.’
‘Oh, I hope so,’ Nyssa said, gently trailing one of the lines along Tegan’s skin with her finger. It was slightly slick with sweat, and was irresistibly warm to the touch. ‘This is a work of art.’
Tegan blushed prettily.
‘C-c’mon, Nys,’ she pleaded. ‘It’s not fair I’m the only one undressed.’
Nyssa chuckled, before quickly discarding her top.
Tegan’s mouth hung open, eyes sparkling.
‘Wow…’
Nyssa giggled. She was so glad she had changed out of her everyday underwear; this set was one of her favourites, in which she felt comfortable and yet also a little dangerous. And she could tell that her confidence was causing Tegan some excitement.
Leaning down, Nyssa hungrily pressed her lips to Tegan’s. The Australian gave a deep moan, and Nyssa found her hands beginning to wander, slipping down Tegan’s chest, down past her stomach until finally slipping under the thin fabric and reaching-
Oh, Tegan was definitely enjoying this.
‘Nys…’ Tegan moaned softly against Nyssa’s lips. ‘Oh, god…’
Nyssa redoubled her hungry kisses to Tegan’s mouth, growing hungrier and hungrier by the second. Her other hand began to slip around Tegan’s back, sweaty fingers fumbling slightly with the clasp. More… more…
Tegan breathed Nyssa’s name against her lips. The Australian’s own hands were already on Nyssa’s back, and her legs were writhing on the mattress, thighs aquiver.
Yes. Yes! More! This was amazing, this was-
Beep. Beep. Beep.
Nyssa gave an angry groan, as she felt her phone ring from a few feet away. Who was calling at this hour?
Beep. Beep. Beep.
Well, it could wait! She redoubled her attention to Tegan’s lips, finally managing to undo the clasp around her back and running her hands across the revealed skin beneath.
‘Don’t you want to answer that?’ Tegan breathed, pulling apart slightly. Nyssa swallowed, her heart pounding against her chest.
‘Do… do I have to?’
‘Well, I am more than happy to continue what we’re doing,’ Tegan chuckled, grinning. ‘But it could be important.’
Nyssa sighed.
‘Alright; I’ll be back in a moment, my darling,’ she said, before pressing a quick kiss to Tegan’s lips. ‘Don’t go cold without me.’
‘Oh, I assure you,’ Tegan said, with a chuckle. ‘There’ll be no chance of that happening…’
Nyssa sat up and climbed off the Australia, awkwardly swung her legs over the bed, before standing up. In the half-light of the room, it took her a while to locate where she had dropped her shorts. But, after some awkward scrambling, Nyssa retrieved her phone from her pocket and sat down on the edge of the bed.
She clicked the answer button without looking.
‘Hello?’
‘Hello, Nyssa!’
Nyssa froze.
‘Er… Romana?’
‘Hi! How are you?’
‘Er…’ Nyssa said, suddenly aware that she was only wearing her underthings. She cleared her throat, feeling rather peculiar as she sat with a half-naked Tegan barely a few feet away behind her. ‘Y-yes, I’m fine, thank you. How… how are you?’
‘About the same. Listen, I’ve heard that you’ve moved down to Cornwall recently. I’m going to be near your new place this weekend; how would you like to meet up? Show me around?’
‘Er…’
Tegan was sending Nyssa a quizzical look as she sat up on the bed. Nyssa mouthed “old uni friend” at her, before putting the phone back to her ear.
‘Yes, that sounds lovely. It’ll be great to catch up.’
‘Wonderful! I’ll text you what time I’ll be there nearer the time; see you this weekend, then!’
Nyssa disconnected the call. Tegan was now sat up against the pillows, and was dumping an item of clothing over the side of the bed. Nyssa found her eyes drawn down from the Australian’s face to where…
Wow. Now, that was a sight. Nyssa felt the heat between her legs burst into flames once again, hungrier for the wait it had endured. Good grief, the things this woman was doing to her…
‘Everything okay?’
‘Yes,’ Nyssa said, placing her phone on the desk nearby. ‘Sorry, I should’ve turned it off…’
‘Nah, it’s fine,’ Tegan said, grinning. ‘Friends are friends, after all.’
‘I suppose,’ Nyssa strode across the room and settled down next to Tegan. She couldn’t prevent her eyes from slipping down Tegan’s body and up again. ‘You… you still want…’
In response, Tegan pressed her lips to Nyssa, and the two women tumbled sideways onto the bed, their limbs becoming entangled as they fell. One of Nyssa’s hands came to land on Tegan’s upper thigh, dragging her leg over Nyssa’s, the warmth between her legs burning stronger at the renewed contact. Her other hand was curled into Tegan’s hair, as she pressed her mouth tighter, before sliding sideways to press yet more hungry kisses to Tegan’s neck. God, the feel of her skin was just indescribable!
Tegan’s hands began to roam, travelling down Nyssa’s body before finally reaching-
‘Geez, Nys, someone’s excited,’ Tegan chuckled. ‘If I’d known this before, I’d have gotten out my ti-’
‘Shut up and kiss me again.’
The Australian laughed, before pressing her lips against Nyssa’s once again. Nyssa was now strongly inclined to believe she could get very easily used to this. She had gone a long time without knowing what Tegan tasted like, and she did not want to go back to her prior state.
And, in terms of other things she could get used to, the feeling of Tegan pressed up against her was wonderful. God, this was incredible! She never wanted it to stop! Her hand slipped down Tegan’s side, slipping down her lower back, her fingers sinking hungrily into the soft flesh-
Beep. Beep. Beep.
Nyssa’s brain spat out an angry string of Welsh swear words. Why was everyone trying to ring her this evening, of all times?
Beep. Beep. Beep.
‘Sorry,’ she mumbled, pulling away from Tegan’s lips. ‘I swear, I rarely get this many calls in one evening…’
‘It’s okay; we’ve got all night,’ Tegan said, with a chuckle. ‘Maybe this one is urgent?’
‘It better be.’
Reluctantly, Nyssa climbed off the mattress again, and picked her phone off up the desk.
Nyssa hit the answer button, putting the phone to her ear. She rubbed her forehead with her other hand. She swore, if this was one of those scam callers…
‘Noswaith dda, Nyssa!’
Nyssa stood, stunned.
‘Dad?’
‘Sut dych chi, love?’
‘Er… dw i’n iawn. Is everything alright?’
‘Well, you said you’ve moved down to Cornwall and I thought to myself; Tremas, I said, you could do with a bit of Cornish sun this summer. How about showing your old dad some of the sights, eh? Tregonnereth’s the name of the town, isn’t it?’
‘I… yes, dad; that’s lovely. When were you thinking?’
‘About two weeks from now? I haven’t booked anything yet; thought it best to check with you first.’
‘That should be fine, yes.’
‘Lovely! I’ll get that booked. You alright, love? You sound a little nervous; did I catch you in the middle of something?’
‘Er… sort of.’
‘Oh; say no more, I’ll be off. Noswaith dda, Nyssa!’
‘Noswaith dda, dad.’
Nyssa disconnected the call, before turning the phone off and putting it on the desk.
‘Your dad, right?’ Tegan said, softly. She got up and came to stand beside Nyssa. Under normal circumstances, the inclusion of a topless Tegan into Nyssa’s field of vision would have overwhelmed everything else, but the entire evening had definitely not been a normal circumstance. ‘Everything okay?’
‘Yes…’ Nyssa replied, quietly. ‘Just… he’s coming here to visit in two weeks.’
‘Is… is that not a good thing?’
‘No, it is. But… oh, what am I going to tell him?’
Tegan looked at her, before placing a hand gently on her arm.
‘Does… does he not know about you-’
‘Oh, he’s known that I wasn’t straight since I was a child,’ Nyssa said, quickly, waving a hand absentmindedly. ‘He’s always been fine about it. I mean, he fancied Felicity Kendal too, after all. No, it’s not that…’
She took Tegan’s hand and squeezed it.
‘How am I going to explain about… us?’
Tegan raised two eyebrows, and she blinked quickly, squeezing Nyssa’s hand in response.
‘Is.. is there an us, yet? I-I mean, I’d like to think so, but I wasn’t sure if you also…’
‘Tegan, judging from the past hour, I think we can definitely agree that there is an “us”. The fact that we’re stood half-naked in your bedroom is further evidence, is it not?’
‘Oh,’ Tegan said, before grinning. ‘Yeah, that’s pretty awesome.’
‘Agreed,’ Nyssa said. ‘And speaking of tongues…’
Placing her hands on Tegan’s shoulders, Nyssa pushed her back up the nearest wall. The Australian gave a giddy laugh, before their lips met again. Nyssa’s tongue slipped into Tegan’s mouth, and her hands began to roam, one slipping under the fabric of Tegan’s knickers to pull them down and the other fondling… well, Tegan could tell exactly what parts of her were being fondled, and seemed to be enjoying it immensely. Tegan gave a gleeful giggle at Nyssa’s enthusiasm, and her own hands began to work; first at the clasp at Nyssa’s back, which broke apart under Tegan’s onslaught, and then slipping under the fabric sat at her waist, pulling it down over Nyssa’s rear end.
A few moments later, all their remaining items of clothing had been discarded by their feet. Tegan’s legs parted around Nyssa, who surged forward, pressing Tegan up close up against the wall. Giggling against Tegan, Nyssa could feel her heart pounding happily against her chest. The two women were pressed together, closer than Nyssa had dared to dream barely an hour before.
Work wasn’t for another twelve hours. That gave them plenty of time. Time that would be just for them to enjoy, uninterrupted.
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Thanks for reading, everyone! I did consider drawing out the pining for a few more chapters but there's enough hardship in the world as it is without Tegan and Nyssa agonising over each other needlessly. Healthy communication is important to any relationship, after all. Besides, this fic is supposed to have a chill, relaxed summertime vibe anyway. Stay tuned for a great deal of cute fluff!
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