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Anything For You

This was requested by the amazing @lovely-kpopp-blog

Pairing: Jaebum x reader

Warning: Angst. Cheating.

Word Count: 1.6k

Jaebum woke up this morning to his worst nightmare. In his bed, a random woman laid naked next to him. A naked woman, who wasn’t you. It wasn’t the love of his life. It wasn’t the one he wanted to marry. It wasn’t the one he saw himself having children with, growing old with, watching your grandchildren play. It wasn’t you and he was heartbroken. As much as he tried to remember the previous night, everything was blank. He had rushed around the hotel asking, and begging all the guys to tell him what happened – what he did. Everyone had shrugged their shoulders saying they had left earlier while he and Bambam had stayed to party. Of course Bambam was involved. He never did like Jaebum's girlfriend, nor had he even tried to get to know her. Bambam was the last of the men that Jaebum found. “Hey man! Craaaazy night last night, huh?” Bambam laughed, patting Jaebum on the shoulder. “What the fuck happened?” Jaebum yelled quietly. “Well we drank quite a bit of tequila, you danced with a super hot woman who suggested you to take her back to your hotel room and you happily took her hand and took her there.” Bambam laughs. “Why the fuck would you let that happen?” He yelled. “You know I’m with Y/N! Why the fuck did this happen" he whispers. “You can’t seriously blame me for this? You clearly aren’t happy with your relationship then" Bambam suggest, which just pisses off Jaebum. He was extremely happy in his relationship, he’s not this guy, he doesn’t cheat. “But I mean, you drank a lot so you would loosen up a little." Bambam winks. The entire flight home Jaebum anxiously waiting the arrival to the dorm. He racked and racked his brain trying to figure out what the fuck he was going to say to you. Should he tell you? It was a one time thing. But he knew the guilt would eat him alive. He could never keep things from you in the 3 years you had been together. 3 years. He ruined a 3 year relationship because Bambam got him too drunk. He couldn’t entirely blame him though. He was the one who fucked someone else. He was the one who ruined the relationship and he had to fix it. He needed to fix it. He couldn’t lose you, you were the best thing for him. Once he had arrived to the dorm, he sat down on the couch, staring at his phone and all the messages you had sent to him. [8:42pm] Baby Girl: I miss you so much. I can’t wait to see you. [8:56pm] Baby Girl: I just want to kiss you and be in your arms. [9:03pm] Baby Girl: Are you home yet?? He texted you back, telling you he was home now. He paced around his living room, running his hands through his hair, the knots in his stomach were almost crippling. He didn’t know what he was going to say. How would you react? Knock. Knock. Fuck. You were here. Jaebum took as deep of a breath as his body would allow. He tried to swallow the spit that was building up in his mouth, but his throat was so dry he wasn’t able too. He turned the knob, opening the door to reveal an overly excited you. You jumped on him immediately, wrapping your legs around his waist and your arms around his neck. Jaebum hugged you back, tightly. He nuzzled his face into your neck, breathing in your scent, hopefully not for the last time. “I missed you so much" you whispered into his ear. He didn’t say anything. You slowly slid down his body, closing the door behind you while looking at his face. He looked so upset. “What’s wrong?” you whisper, worrying he was going to break up with you. “I need to tell you something” he says, grabbing your hand and leading you to the couch. The two of you sit down, your hands in his as he took another deep breath along with a sigh. “You’re really scaring me, Jae" you whispered. “I..” he pauses. “I cheated on you." He blurts out, a tear rolling down his face as he looked down, not making eye contact. You pulled your hands out of his, moving a little further away from him on the couch. “What?” you asked, shocked. “I’m so sorry. It didn’t mean anything!” he tries to explain. “Is that supposed to make it better? Is that supposed to excuse the fact that you slept with someone else?” you ask, the rage beginning to rise. “I never meant to hurt you.. please you have to believe me" he whispers. “I can’t.. I can’t believe this. 3 years Jaebum! 3 years of my life I’ll never get back! I loved you with everything I had. Everything!” you scream. “I love you.” He says. “Don’t. Don’t do that.” “I love you. I love you. I love you.” He repeats. “I said don’t! You cannot make me believe that anymore. You absolutely destroyed me.” You cry. The tears won’t stop coming. Your heart breaks into a thousand pieces. “Who was she?” you ask, trying not to cry anymore. “I don’t know. A fan maybe? She wasn’t you. I don’t want anyone else but you" he pleads. “Except for last night when you fucked someone else. Did you even use protection?” you spit. He didn’t know. “Yes of course" he whispers. “So you remembered to do that but didn’t remember you had a girlfriend at home?” you scoffed. “It was stupid and reckless and I’m willing to do anything to make this better. Please let me make this better" he cries. “You cheated on me! There’s nothing you can do to make this better! I trusted you. And you broke that trust. You can NEVER repair this” you spit. “I don’t want to see you. I don’t want to hear from you. I don’t want anything to do with you" Storming away from Jaebum you walk into his room to gather up the things you had left there through out the years. The picture of the two of you on his bedside table? You grab it and smash it on the floor. The poems you had written him while he was away? You ripped out the drawers to rip them up, scattering them in his room. You grabbed the few clothes you could fit into your bag before turning to face Jaebum, who was sitting on the couch with his head in his hands, crying. “You storm past him to the door. Jaebum gets up quickly, grabbing your wrist before you can walk out. “Please don’t leave me.. please" he begs. You don’t say anything but instead you yank your arm away from his hold and run out of the dorm. Jaebum doesn’t hesitate to chase after you. He needed you to forgive him. He needed you to be in his life. He can’t lose you, he won’t lose you. “Y/N wait!” he cries out the front door, as you run across the street to get away from him. “Y/N! Watch out!” he yells, but you didn’t hear him. You didn’t hear the car that was sped through a red light. You didn’t see the car before it hit you head on. The last thing you saw before you were hit was Jaebum's broken face. ** It was been a week since the accident and you were still unconscious. It had been a week and Jaebum hadn’t left your side. He turned off his phone, focusing all his energy on you, hoping and praying that you’d wake up. “Please wake up. I love you. Please wake up, I’m sorry. I’m so sorry baby" he cried. His head drops down onto your limp hand, tears soaking your skin. “Jaebum?” you croak, your eyes still closed. Your throat is dry and hoarse. “Y/N?” Jaebum gasps, lifting his head up quickly. His eyes trained on your face, on your beautiful face. “I’m here. I’m here. What do you need?” he asks. “Doctor" you say. Jaebum hopes up quickly, running out the door to find someone, anyone. “Ahh Y/N. Good to see you awake. How are you feeling?” the doctor asks. “Sore" you say, trying to move your body. “I can imagine. You have a broken leg, fractured wrist, a lot of bruises and scrapes. You hit your head pretty hard but you’re extremely lucky to be alive.” He says, checking you over. ** A few weeks later, you’re laying in Jaebum’s bed, still healing from the accident. You had put up quite a fight, demanding he took you home instead, you’d do everything yourself.” Jaebum rolled his eyes at your demands. You knew you’d never win this one but you fought like hell anyways. You only spoke to him when you needed something, you refused to look at him but slowly your began to forgive him. You thought about the accident a lot, realizing that anything could happen. You never know how long you have with the ones you love and you loved him still, you really did. Jaebum had come into the room to see if you needed anything and like usual, you said no. He nodded his head before walking towards the door. “Jae?” you whisper. He turns around, looking at you with wide eyes. He hasn’t heard your nickname for him in what seemed like forever. “Yes?” he asks. “Do you ever regret it?” you whisper. “Every single second since it happened.” He tells you. “Will you do it again?” “Never. I will never hurt you again for the rest of our lives" he cries. “I want to forgive you, and I do. But I don’t know if I can trust you" you say. “I will do whatever it takes for however long it takes. Anything. I’ll do anything” he says. “I love you.” He says, walking to the bed, sitting down to stroke you cheek. “I will love you again. I just need time.” You say. “Anything for you.”

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