#kristen rambles

[peterman-spideyparker]

There’s feels under the dots so just scroll by cuz I’m on mobile and in my head and it’s super late and I need to get this out

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I love writing but sometimes I just can’t help but at look at the stuff I do and the stuff that others do and feel that my fics are just so sub-par compared to everything. There are so many talented writers on here that capture the essence of characters so well . . . I truly just debate if I should just stop altogether. I can’t write those characters as well as they do, I can’t do a plot as well as them. I don’t know, I’m just feeling really discouraged.

#delete later #Kristen rambles #fanfic #marvel fanfic #marvel fanfiction #Matt Murdock #Loki #Matt Murdock x reader #Loki x reader #moon knight #Steven grant #Marc spector #Jake lockley #Steven grant x reader #Marc spector x reader #jake lockley x reader

[alittlestarling]

it's me, hi, I miss writing so much, it's me. but growing a human has really taken everything out of me, so it's mindless scrolling and binge watching tv shows in bed for now.

#personal #kristen rambles

[everybirdfellsilent]

I’m so tired, Katniss.

*blocks the 75th bot this hour*

#it’s ridiculous #i’m so over it #stop the madness #i said something #kristen rambles

[acadieum]

just hangin out n silly stuff

#adrien rambles #adrien doodles #dimension 20 #fantasy high #kristen applebees #fig faeth #figueroth faeth #adaine abernant #fabian aramais seacaster #fabian seacaster #riz gukgak #gorgug thistlespring #also bc i can- i liike to think they all made bracelets together....

[the-great-kraken]

one of my favourite things about the bad kids is absolutely none of them are part of conventional families. you've got:

- fig "four parents" faeth, with her mom and bio dad and step dad and step dad

- fabian, whose dad is dead, living with an emotionally absent alcoholic mother with her boyfriend in the garage while most of his parental connection comes from his maid

- adaine being disowned and moving in with her guidance counsellor turned adoptive father and her older sister, who's kind of an asshole but they're working on it

- transracial adoptee gorgug who loves both sets of parents very much, thank you (and doesn't need his parents dickhead relatives in his life)

- riz and his overworked but genuinely lovely single mother

- and, of course, kristen applebees, who lives with two of her best friends and her ex-girlfriend's uncle

#not to mention ragh and tracker and ayda and #this is ignoring the fact everyone but gorgug can be construed as each others step-siblings btw #rhi rambles #fantasy high #the bad kids #fabian seacaster #figeroth faeth #fig faeth #riz gukgak #kristen applebees #adaine abernant #adaine o'shaughnessey #d20 fantasy high #d20 #dimension 20 #dimension 20 fantasy high

[strawberryscare]

ally confirming in the adventuring party that kristen still wants to be a cleric and still a follower of cassandra is both comforting and sad. there’s been speculation abt kristen switching to monk/sorcerer/etc and while that would be really interesting narratively, it would sort of throw the last three episodes of sophomore year out the window in doing so.

i also think this last episode mirrors/reaffirms her commitment (in that she opted to allow cassandra to turn their anger onto her willingly), hence the comforting aspect of her keeping her class. but it is really sad bc as ally said: it’s not that kristen’s not caring, but she’s truly disorganized and so young. in a perfect world someone else would have been cassandra’s prophet, and kristen could just be a normal cleric of cassandra.

the unique role she’s in now, as cass’s sole follower AND prophet, is so similar to the life she left behind as helio’s “chosen one” that i can’t imagine it WOULDN’T be triggering. in a way she’s been almost set up to fail.

#just some ramblings #this js coming from someone who doesn’t personally play dnd but i assume most clerics aren’t prophets? #hopefully this makes sense oop #kristen applebees #cassandra fantasy high #fantasy high #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #dimension 20 #d20 #ally beardsley

[i-dont-actualy-like-oatmeal]

i'm so fucked up by buddy dawn oh my god, dying by his party members blade, kristen immediately trying everything she could to revive him, kristen who has been there herself, kristen who has died and seen the same god buddy will see, kristen didn't even hesitate to try to save him

oh my god i need them to have a very long deep conversation about religion

#to be clear I'm not shipping them just FYI #it sounds a little shipy it's NOT #fhjy #shitpost #fantasy high #text post #brennan lee mulligan #d20 #dimension 20 #kristen chilis applebees #kristen applebees #d20 fhfy #fhjy spoilers #oat rambles #fantasy high junior year #d20 kristen applebees #d20 buddy dawn #buddy dawn #fantasy high spoilers #d20 fantasy high #fhjy theory

[gothboyboogie]

people resonating with my kristen art saying she looks like them makes me cry. anyway do yall wanna see my other bad kids designs or

#ypu have seen fat kristen now get ready for mtf adaine #fhjy spoilers #dimension 20 #d20 #dropout #rambles #dnd #dungeons and dragons #fantasy high junior year #my art #fantasy high #kristen applebees #riz gukgak #fig faeth #fabian seacaster #adaine abernant #gorgug thistlespring

[angelwiththeblue-box]

yeah yeah canonically they all got seperate rooms at the gold gardens but to me they pushed two beds together and all slept in a huddle

#eli rambles #eli writes #the bad kids #fantasy high #fantasy high sophomore year #fabians terrible no good very bad day #platonic affection #platonic soulmates #fhsy #fabian seacaster #figueroth faeth #kristen applebees #tracker o'shaughnessey #trackerbees #figayda #riz gukgak #adaine abernant #gorgug thistlespring #ragh barkrock #ayda aguefort

[ratqu33n]

I think the biggest hint at a trackerbees breakup is that Kristen has bangs now

#kristen applebees #trackerbees #fantasy high #dimension 20 #classic lesbian breakup stereotype #ramblings

[thistlefaethfort]

something about kristen, fig, and adaine being reflections or paralells of cassandra, ankarna, and ruvina

#kristen applebees #fig faeth #adaine abernant #thr bad girls #the bad kids #ankarna #ruvina #cassandra #sharkie rambles #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #dimension 20

[peterman-spideyparker]

Some people call it being petty

I prefer to call the term knowing what I’m worth and not letting anyone trying to treat me less than or make me feel less than

#or disrespected #misc #personal #am I in my reputation era? #Kristen rambles

[citruslllad]

philza: yeah my brother grian is a parrot, he's hanging out with Kristen right now for one of his death games

jaiden: oh man my cousin is also a parrot named grian! we've got the same eyes =)

phil:

jaiden:

#HOW FUNNY WOULD IT BE. #just. just imagine okay. phil + grian and jaiden's parents have beady eyes. jaiden and grian inherit it. phil doesn't. #instead he passes it on to wilbur. #mcyt #qsmp #rambles #jaidenanimations #philza #BTW FOR THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW there's a somewhat popular hc that grian + philza are related in some ways #some say cousins but i like brothers personally #just since 1 relations to death (3rd life + hardcore world/kristen) and wing motif #wilbur popularly being hced as phil's son is just icing on the cake tbh

[rainedroptalks]

If there’s one thing Adaine and Kristen are probably great at, it’s casually saying the most batshit and concerning things from their childhood in random conversations

#ramblings #fantasy high #dimension 20 #adaine abernant #kristen applebees #kristen ‘yeah I was part of a cult and they’d use sleep deprivation tactics on me’ applebees #and adaine ‘my parents would actively punish me whenever I displayed signs of mental illness’ abernant #the girls of all time #they’ll say something and everyone will just get sorta quiet #and they won’t know what they did #Fabian’s got his own fair share of weird childhood stories but he knows better and stays quiet #cuz he does NOT want to have a session with Jawbone #ever #fun fact it’s 5am and I’ve been awake since 2 but I need this to be known

[acadieum]

up to no good.. 🤫

#adrien rambles #adrien doodles #i said id work on my untouched wips and drew smth completely new lmao oops #dimension 20 #fantasy high #adaine abernant #fabian seacaster #fabian aramais seacaster #fig faeth #figueroth faeth #riz gukgak #gorgug thistlespring #kristen applebees

[fantasykiri5]

Sorry but I’m just not going to pay attention to some of the bad kids’ canon heights. Some of them are listed as too damn tall (and Gorgug has 100 percent grown since freshman year) so have 80 million headcanons

Like you’re telling me Riz is supposed to be 4’4”?? That’s a tall ass goblin! That’s too big to be reasonably carted around on the others’ shoulders, no no, I’m making the executive decision to draw him as 3’9” - 3’11” from now on and you can’t stop me. I’d give him another inch or two by college and that’s it.

Kristen being 5’11”? NAH She’s 5’6”. BIG 5’6” energy right there.

Adaine and Fig didn’t have their heights listed on the wiki but I’m thinking Adaine is 5’10” and Fig is 5’4”. Or Fig is also 5’10” ish and takes after Gorthalax idk but I’m leaning towards short Fig.

Fabian can actually stay same as canon at 6’1”. Maybe grow an inch or two since freshman year but honestly his still works. He’s a year older than the others, prolly grew a little earlier and plateaued early-mid sophomore year, half-elf youth look and all that. I think he lied in introductions freshman year and was about 5’11” - 6’0” and grew over the year before the others could notice the discrepancy.

And Gorgug. Gorgug. You’re telling me he reached 6’4” in freshman year and didn’t keep growing?? Mother fucker he has to have hit at LEAST one growth spurt since, puberty does not hit that early in boys that he was done growing at 14/15. I’m thinking 6’8” or so by Junior Year so far, maybe another couple inches before graduating, maybe not.

#kiri rambles #fhjy #I’m trying to keep track of their birthdays too #Fabian’s is in prolly mid/late august I would guess? end of summer #he got held back a year because he was out adventureing but his birthdays also like a month or two before most deadlines so he’s- #-technically behind two years #most folks turn 18 DURING senior year and the cutoff is usually end of September? I think? #Riz and Gorgug are both October I think they said- or late September- so right around the cutoff #but I’m gonna say early October for ease of ‘they were technically born after the cutoff but are some of the older students in their grade’ #not sure if we have canon birthdays for the girls yet but my guesses are: #Adaine gives me January/early February vibes #Kristen makes me think march or April- maybe early may #and i feel like June or July for Fig #so she’s the youngest and would turn 17 a little after they let out for summer before senior year #d20 #d20 fantasy high #d20 fhjy #gorgug thistlespring #riz gukgak #adaine abernant #kristen applebees #fabian aramais seacaster #fabian seacaster #fig faeth #figeroth faeth