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kurinhimenezu · 4 years
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Did y'all notice that these 3 songs can be like the start, middle and ending of a love story ? Tbh I kinda imagine this to be Hawks. Have a 3-in-1 ficlet before I forget and listen to the songs to get the mood :D
||Break Even|| Hawks X Reader
Hawks was always so busy. Being the number two hero does that to a person.
You should've known better. You tried to understand, being a hero yourself, though not on the Top 5 even, the people come first but always being put on the back burner does a number to a person. As you waited for Hawks to come through the front door, anniversary dinner getting colder by the minute, you sighed, not pretending to even hope and blew out the candle. It was already late. Already the next day actually, the clock chiming out at midnight.
The door swung open quietly just as you put the cork back in the half empty wine bottle. 5 years old, very expensive.
"Oh Dove...did you wait for me?" You didn't turn around as you closed the refrigerator door softly. "I'm sorry I should've messaged-"
"It's okay Hawks"
The way the tone of your voice said his name made him feel like ice was slowly freezing his bones. He saw the candles, the way you wore the dress on the first date he asked you to be his (of course he remembers! When he first saw you in that dress it felt like Cupid stabbed him with a dozen arrows) and the way your eyes just look so tired.
His heart stopped as he swallowed the lump at his throat.
"(Y/n).. I'm so..I'm so sorry..I know I placed our anniversary on my calender it's just.." He trailed off as you stood there staring at him, he's scared. Do something..please say anything don't say that it's fine..yell at me!
"(Y/n)... I..I love you.."
You just smiled and nodded, loosening the curls in your hair that took you hours to get right. He can see your eyes misting over.
"I'll be better..I'll make more time.."
"Hawks ..? Can..can you sleep in the guest room tonight..? I need..to think things through"
"Okay.. I'll make breakfast-" The bedroom door closed before he could finish.
||The Man who can't be Moved|| Hawks X Reader
He still remembers the day you left him. He didn't bother looking up as he made his patrols, just letting his feathers do the work as much as he can.
Because of his latest blunder, not even getting up when he was knocked to the ground by a low grade villain he was assigned to just do patrols near the agency.
It's only been 6 months and the pain was still fresh. When he fought villains, his sidekicks had to pull him away before he might actually kill someone. The tabloids were all over it. His aggression, his sloppy hero work, his break up. Why can't they just leave him alone ?
It's amazing he's still number 2. He has his loyal fans to thank for that. They heard about his break up and was giving him encouragement and keeping his popularity up. How long will that last ? Will their love for him die out like it did with you? He couldn't even muster to be angry at you be cause why should he ? You deserved someone better than him. Someone who can give you their time and love.
Oh but he loves you..he loves you so much.
Do you miss him as much as he misses you? If he could take everything back..he would. In a heartbeat. He felt his heart lurch. Hawks stopped his patrol as he looked where he was. He almost threw up when he saw the corner cafe you two always meet up during lunch breaks. He can still remember your exact order, down to the last sugar level. His lip trembled as he slumped against the brick wall of the cafe.
The owner gave him a pitying look as he gave the hero a pat on the back, resuming his work.
Ironically, this was the first place he saw you too. A villain attack that launched you across the street and into the wall. You didn't even hesitate when launching back to the fight. He smiled in nostalgia's sake as he remembered all the memories of you two.
He never felt so pathetic. He tried to get back in the swing of things. In the first month he dived deep into his work that he almost passed out in exhaustion during a mission. On the 2nd, 3rd and 4th he got angry. Angry at himself, at his responsibility as a hero. All he wanted to get rid of crime so he can have all the time to relax! On the 5th..he stopped caring..on the 6th he finds himself hurting and slumped against the cafe.
Hawks took off his visor and rubbed his eyes. He can feel the waterworks coming in again. He didn't notice the owner handing him a cup of coffee on the table beside him nor the group of teenagers live tweeting his misery.
"Hawks..?"
His eyes widened at the voice he's been wanting to hear for months.
"(y/n)...."
||Say You Won't Let Go|| Hawks X Reader
3 years has passed and he has never been better.
Granted it was a rocky one. He had a lot of making up to do. A lot of trust to build back up.
Hawks became your friend again and in due time, your love again.
He learned how to manage his time. Remembering to kiss you good morning and goodnight. Remembering the important dates, saying I love you and putting you first.
He will always put you first.
Hawks was smiling again, you were laughing at his cheesy pick up lines.
Dancing in the dark of your apartment, laughing at how dumb the both of you look but not caring, eating together and fighting crime together.
Reaching across the bed to softly touch your sleeping face. Whispering "I love yous" in the dead of night.
And after one particularly drunken night, as you were puking your stomach out near an alleyway as he held your hair up, he knew he loves you. Truly loves you.
He wants to stay with you till the both of you grow old, live with you till you're both ghosts. He'll love you till his lungs give out. Till his wings turn grey from age. He'll scream it to the heavens if he has to.
You have his heart to hold and he wouldn't want it any other way.
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kurinhimenezu · 4 years
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Electrifying
~~~[Kaminari Denki/Kyoka Jirō]~~~
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==KurinH==
"Wow...you look amazing" 
She can see his grin from across the room. It was almost kinda cute how he was almost rolling on the balls of his feet.
You looked so happy, face flushed red at the compliment.
When Mina heard that you were going out, she was so excited that she had the rest of the girls fix you up. It was kinda fun she's not gonna lie.
Jiro sighs and looks down back at her notebook. Still blank as she tapped mindlessly against the empty page. The school festival was just around the corner and class 1A was supposed to open with a show, a simple concert to get the crowd excited. She normally knows what to write but right now her mind was blank, distracted at the soft laughter near the doors.
'What the hell am I thinking? I was the one who told him to pursue them in the first place..just leave already damn..'
Jiro looked back at them just in time to see Denki do a bow and offer his hand out to you. Obviously a show of silly extravagance. Jirou would have rolled her eyes at the cheesiness but you genuinely laughed at his antics to impress. 
Giggling, you took it gingerly as he stood up straight, eager to get the ball rolling. He was already leading you out the building's doors; but not before you noticed your best friend, Jiro watching from the common area. 
You gave her a small, excited wave, silently pointing at the blonde next to you. Jiro only gave you a grin and a thumbs up as she watched the doors close behind you both. 
Her smile dropped slowly, heart heavy with..regret? 
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"You should stop with the flirting, Denki" she snorted as the blonde almost fried his brain again for a joke. 
"Awww come on! It's funny don't deny it" He grinned at her, wiggling his eyebrows. Jirou just rolled her eyes at him and faced the front of the class as Aizawa entered the room. 
Jiro didn't notice Denki stare at her softly with a longing look on his face. 
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"Denki! What the fuck! I'm going to bust a lung!!" You laughed, holding on to your stomach at his 'wheeeeeeyy' face. Jiro spat out a laugh, her whole body shaking as Denki gave the two girls his signature thumbs up. His eyes twinkling at the earphone jack. 
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"Yeah go for it! I mean obviously your flirting ain't gonna work on me..maybe they'll like your lame pick up lines Jammingway" 
The blonde smiled, finally accepting her decision. "You think so huh?"
Denki gasped at the other dramatically, "They are not lame ! They're specially tailored to the specific lady! Or dude~ I'm not picky" He grinned at her. She ignored the confusing twinge at her chest as she pushed the other towards your form near the lockers. Jiro can see you conversing with Kirishima about something as you put your books away.
"Just hurry up and go loser! Someone else might snatch them up!" 
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Her hand dropped to her lap, still staring at the closed door in front of her.  Pen rolling off to the floor, forgotten.
 'Why...did I tell him to pursue them instead?' 
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This has been sitting in my Google docs for a while and I figured why not?
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kurinhimenezu · 4 years
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[Anyone X Reader - Any fandom]
READ THIS FIRST - TW: S - IF YOU'RE SENSITIVE TO THIS TYPE OF CONTENT DO NOT READ
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Another day.
They’ve been ignoring you for a while now and frankly, it’s getting really childish. 
“I told you I’m sorry..I was in a dark place and I made a mistake..why won’t you look to me?”
You can feel them shiver when you wrapped your arms around their chest; their muscles relaxes slightly against your hold before pulling away, going towards their home office. 
You frowned, it’s been almost two days since they started this. Everything started out so normal to,until-
“Honey..?” 
Again, they didn't speak and just turned their chair away; looking down at some paperwork.
Irritation ran through your body. I mean, their job is important too but can’t they spare even a single glance your way? 
Feeling your patience running thin, you gripped your fists tightly.
“Fine! Be like that then!” You stormed away from their office. In your haste you managed to bump into a stack of papers.
Cursing, you kneeled on the floor to clean the mess before a hand next to yours picked one up. 
Your eyes softened as you watched your lover stare down at the piece of paper. Their eyes blank before tears welled up inside of them. 
“Why..why did-?” They mumbled, sobbing on the floor in front of you. Fat tears rolled down their cheeks, staining the note. The ink running across the page, joining the dried up tracks from previous days.
“I could’ve helped..I could’ve done..done something..! Anything..!” They choked, gasping for air as they sobbed harder. 
Your eyes lowered to the ground, guilt stuck in your throat as you teared up as well. “I’m so sorry..don’t cry anymore please it hurts to see you like this, forgive me love, I’m so so so sorry..” 
Kneeling up, you wrapped your arms around them, hugging them tight against your chest. They were mumbling something. 
“What was that love?” 
Your lover has been very sad lately, crying silently in their office clutching the very same paper they were sobbing into now. “I wish I told you thatI love you too..everyday” 
Your eyes widened, tears slowly dropping down your face. You forgot again. Call it self-preservation but remembering it full force now only made you scream out again in pain.
You remembered.
The words floating through the air as you remembered how your love left for work that day. The door closing before you managed to finish your sentence. It was the normal now. I love you texts being left on read. Dinners alone and date nights rescheduled to the point of not pushing through at all. Work piling and schedules never lining up for the both of you.
The spark was gone.
They wiped their eyes as they looked down at your suicide note.
You screamed for him to look at you, acknowledge your presence. Tell him that you love him. Tell him that you regret every wasted moment. Screaming to any god that would listen that the both of you would do better this time. Say I love you, kiss with passion anything just please-!
Your hand went through him in your panic.
And it can never be rekindled again.
They looked around the empty room. Everything felt too big and too lonely now. A soft cool breeze brushed against their face.
“Why did you leave me?”  
Somewhere a clock began to chime and it started again.
"Love? Why won't you look at me?"
Another day.
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kurinhimenezu · 4 years
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I was Made for Loving You
== KurinH ==
~~~Mr. Compress~~~Atsuhiro Sako~~~
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A dangerous plan 
A stranger’s hand clutched in mine.. 
“Would you do me the honour, my love..?” 
Never would he thought that he would find himself in this position. 
He remembered the first time he saw you. Your laugh was the first thing he noticed, so full of sparkle and mirth. Next was your smile, so bright and always manages to brighten his day. He remembered how you said that when you laugh, you snort and it made you feel so embarrassed to even laugh too loudly while together, but to him, it made you all the more charming in his eyes. 
I’ll take this chance 
So call me blind..
Shigaraki called him a lovesick fool when he found out about his little crush. Kurogiri warned him to not be blinded and to be careful. 
He took his chance though, performing his tricks and magic. His heart feels so full every time you give him a standing ovation and an enthusiastic “Bravo!” on your lips. You loved the little shows he performs for you, always giving him a big kiss on the cheek after each one. 
Soon, your love bloomed, you didn’t care that he was in the League, in society’s eyes, you were a nobody. Not to him...to him, you put the stars in the sky, you make the flowers bloom wherever you tread. You are his love, his everything. You have no idea what kind of power you hold over his heart. Atsuhiro was willing to give his all for you. 
I’ve been waiting all my life
Please don’t scar this young heart.. 
Oh, you were so scared when he asked you to be officially his. It was almost adorable, if it wasn’t so sad. You were hurt so badly before. 
“How would I know!?” You yelled out in frustration towards him one time. 
Tears were shed as he held your hands in his. 
Kissing your fingers one by one, he only said,”I won’t scar your young heart, just take my hand, even though we may be hopeless hearts just passing through, every bone screaming...but all I know is darling, I was made for loving you…” 
Your kiss was the sweetest thing he had ever tasted.
Please don’t go
I’ve been waiting for so long.. 
When you got hurt, he was beside himself with regret. You were caught in the crossfire and he blames only himself. Atsuhiro watched from the shadows as the heroes took you to safety
...away from him. 
He cried himself to sleep that night. His peers hearing his grieving sobs from behind his door. They can hear his heart breaking in his chest. 
Hold me close
Through the night
Don’t let me go, we’ll be alright 
You assured him that you were fine, nothing on earth will take you away from him, not even this. Both of you cried in each other’s arms in that silent hospital room. Two hearts mending with love with each passing day. 
Touch my soul and hold it tight 
Here he is now, one knee on the grass as he held his breath. You look so beautiful in the moonlight. Your eyes sparkling with unshed tears. 
I’ve been waiting all my life..
Atsuhiro Sako took a deep breath as he adored you from below.
“Would you do me the honour, my love..of being my wife?”
A watery laugh broke through your lips as he, ever the showman, magicked a ring to appear in his hand. 
He laughed, tears dripping down his cheeks as you screamed out a “Yes!!” and tackled him to the ground, sobbing. 
He held you in his arms as he slipped the ring on your finger. Atsuhiro gave you a firm kiss on the top of your head as he began to sing softly. 
“Cause I was made for loving you
Even though we may be hopeless hearts just passing through...
...All I know is darling, I was made for loving you..”
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kurinhimenezu · 4 years
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Kurin’s Masterlist
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Updated Masterlist: 09/23/2020
[A/N]: Will add more characters soon
COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN! EITHER FOR DRAWING YOUR FAVOURITE CHARACTER OR OC MAYBE WRITING A DRABBLE OR FULL LENGTH FIC
Have a coffee break ~! https://ko-fi.com/kurinhimenezu
Request Status: Open (BNHA/KNY/Ouran)
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---- HEROES ----
SHINSO HITOSHI
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(these are the last ones I'll be posting with them being students)
First Kiss
Reply Back?
PROHERO MINDJACK SERIES 
[TBA]
KAMINARI DENKI
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(last fics of them being students)  
Electrifying 
Worth - Part 1/2 , Part 2/2
PROHERO CHARGEBOLT SERIES
[TBA]
IZUKU MIDORIYA
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PROHERO DEKU SERIES
[TBA]
KATSUKI BAKUGO
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PROHERO GROUND ZERO SERIES
[TBA]
KIRISHIMA EIJIRO
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PROHERO RED RIOT SERIES
[TBA]
---- VILLAINS ----
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DABI [TODOROKI TOUYA]
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Gentiana scabra
MR. COMPRESS  [ATSUHIRO SAKO]
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I was Made for Loving You
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---- GENERAL ANIME FICS [NO SPECIFIC PAIRING] ----
One Last Night [BNHA!Anyone x reader] 
Notes [AnyFandom!Anyone x reader] - tw*
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---- GENERAL ORIGINAL CONTENT ---- 
 Rise of the First - Part 1/3, Part 2/3, Part 3/3
Two Things
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kurinhimenezu · 4 years
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Two Things
When you can't concentrate - What do you think about?
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==KurinH==
Do you make up scenarios in your head?
Are you the hero? The villain? Did you cry?
Did you win against that argument you had? Thought up of a more valid point? Do you feel regret?
I think of two things.
1. Nothingness
2. Insecurities
Both seem endless in the black depths of the mind
Was I meant to die and try again?
Maybe.
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