♡ hi im back to make you all sad! projecting all your emotions into work you love to do is the best coping mechanism omg. but pls enjoy today’s chapter!
pairings: Kuroo x Tsukishima
genre: angst, hanahaki disease au, pain
warnings:will make you cry, made me cry lol, hospital setting
notes: hanahaki disease: a fictional disease born from unrequited love, where the patient’s throat will throw and cough up petals and flowers. but this isn’t a typical hanahaki au, in this story.. the main character (in this case it’s kuroo) finds out that his partner (aka tsukki) doesn’t love him anymore because he started developing the disease.
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why? why is this happening? i gave him everything, all of my love to him. why is he falling out of love? i felt myself drowning in the flower petals i coughed up. going deeper and deeper, the smell of roses wafting through my nose, the air becoming thinner. why?
Kuroo and Kenma were in Osaka for a work trip one Halloween. They visited Universal Studios and tried out as many haunted houses and mazes as Kenma would put up with. Neither of them were particularly scared of haunted houses. They knew it was all fake and they mostly just enjoyed the scenery and watching other people get terrified by fake stuff. Kenma would sometimes get scared by people jumping out at him or making an unexpected noise and he’d freeze up or get closer to Kuroo. Kuroo usually chuckled and took Kenma’s hand until he felt Kenma relax again. But Kenma usually got a chance to chuckle at Kuroo whenever his head hit something or Kuroo thought there were spiders and webs on him. Kuroo would always let out a short high pitched yelp and jump.
Once they were older, Kuroo really liked going to Halloween parties. Street parties. Train parties. Any Halloween party. Kenma wanted nothing more than to stay on the couch as far away from drunk humans as physically possible. So they’d trade off. Some years they’d do a party. Other years they’d sit on the couch and invite some friends over for scary movies.
Okay hooooo boy here we go! I don’t read a lot of new fics, only bokuaka ones, so for the others my recommendations are a bit basic, but here are a few! Also you can go through my ‘fic rec’ tag to see past fic recs of mine, I recently did a iwaoi and daisuga one so pls check this post for those ships!
I FORGOT ABOUT THIS ONE UNTIL I WENT THROUGH MY BOOKMARKS AAAAAAHHHHH it’s very long and usually i don’t read such long fics but this one was definitely worth it for me! Very well done plotline, amazing characters, 10/10!!
The whole concept of Kuroo being out of reach from Kenma bc of college is, how do I put it, very americanized?? Like don’t get me wrong it’s cool for the angst potential but realistically if he were to stay in Tokyo, which apparently he has, it doesn’t take him that long to uni! Public transport is great and the city isn’t WIDE it’s just extremely densely populated. The whole living at dorms thing is more for people actually coming from other cities or countries not so much if you’re already living in Tokyo,,, also like mind you all this is second hand information from someone who’s never lived in either Tokyo or Japan in general but personally it takes me 45 mins to uni with public transport and I have not once considered moving to the dorms sdfsdg
Because I feel like I’m talking out of my ass here (which I am) I went ahead and did some fact checking, so officially Nekoma High is located in Nerima ward, which is marked here:
We don’t know where exactly Kuroo and Kenma live, just that they take the train to school every day so it’s gotta be reasonably close, which is why for further reasoning I’m just gonna use the centre of Nerima ward as a starting point!
Now obviously another thing we have no idea about is where Kuroo actually went to uni but I’m assuming he studied business?? Marketing? Who knows really but here are locations of some places that supposedly have good business programs:
From the centre of Nerima ward (selected by google, Idk if it’s acutally the centre; marked red) it takes on average 51 minutes to each one of these. If we remove the outlier (Hitotsubashi University, 73 minutes), we’re down to 46 minutes. There’s people in my study course who take over an hour on the train to get to uni and still do it every single day because moving to the dorms costs a lot of money and effort, not to mention getting separated from your social circle!
Again no shade to people who like this kinda separation/ long distance hc, it just bothers me that everyone kinda acts like it’s a given, because it’s really not!!
Alright that’s all thanks for coming to my ted talk I’ll see myself out now
does anyone know what happened to @/agaassi?? their account has been deleted, and when i click on their tags that i follow all the posts are gone. they wrote the haikyuu “daddy diares” series, with that one bokuto smau where the reader got pregnant and they called the baby like “little bean” or something like that. they’re pretty prominent here on haikyuu tumblr? she had like 3k or so. idk. she just had really good content and i used to send her asks and stuff. a very nice person.
i’m gonna use a bunch of haikyuu tags so that hopefully some people see this. please like / reblog or dm me if you know what happened to her.