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tabibitto · 1 year
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Always Yours | Sebastian Michaelis
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cw: fluff, smut, angst, toxic relationship, butler x master, oneshot, gender neutral, main character death
A/N: should i make a mini series about something like this?
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Upon a summon, a demon negotiates a price, and a deal. What to give and take.
As a creature of sin, he of course, tries to make the best bargain for himself. With you, it was different. The first of contracts in over 500 years where the terms were of equal measure, in your gaze and his.
Sebastian, as you named him. Promised three things to you: Pleasure, Protection and Absolute Service. In service, he swore honesty, he swore loyalty, as both a butler and a lover. He swore to "care" for you.
Whether you looked at it as genuine kindness or the simple task of taking care of a lesser animal was up to you.
In this Loom of Fate, where you had no real future. No heirs for your earldom, where your work in your manor and buisness was for naught, you still worked hard and gave it your utmost devotion.
It amused him—watching as you worked and packed your schedule for seemingly no reason. In a hundred years you would be forgotten, but the demon supposed that this was another little quirk of the complex nature of humans.
Sebastian often pondered weather you did this to feign a sense of normality, or weather it made the perfect excuse for him to...destress you.
He teased you about it before, that there was no need to work so hard for his cock and attention. In response you had slapped him, and rode him harder that night. It was never brought up again.
You never did answer his question as to why pretend to be normal. Then again, he didn't say anything when you asked why he would pretend to love you. And unlike your usual stubbornness, you dared not to press when the chatty demon suddenly grew quiet whilst he washed your hair.
You never learned whether his silence was an answer in itself, or because...he didn't know either.
Sebastian took care to remember everything you mentioned you liked and hated, without your orders to do or not do. He insisted he always take care of your hair and body. Never allowing you to lift a finger when he was around. Sebastian always had a new excuse
Chivalry, Duty, Honor. Trivial ideals that mattered not to him.
How Sebastian took gentle care to prep you and love you the first time you urged him into your bed.
How you insisted he was the only one who could, because he was your loyal slave who would never open his mouth and boast nor gossip of his Lady in bed, to which he agreed
Sebastian would not dare, contract or not to allow another man nor woman know of your pretty moans and expressions, how you quivered around him and uttered i love yous and stay with mes that nearly convinced him of your affection.
In return, he uttered the same sweet nothings to you.
He tore apart anyone you wished dead, brought you their heads and tongues like a proud pet when you requested.
Sebastian knew it was not distrust that made you ask for proof of death. You were just as twisted as he and it made him crave your own demise even more.
Deep down, where his heart was supposed to be. Sebastian knew he loved you, he was obsessed with you and would do anything for you. His own addiction made him nurture and love your soul even more, each time he kissed you, he could faintly taste the delicacy he has cultivated for years, and would fuck you hard to satiate his thirst for your soul.
he fed you, bathed you, fucked you, loved you
he gave you everything you never had
In return, you fullfilled your own end of the contract.
you were a loyal lover to him. Never pleased nor been pleased by another man or woman then Sebastian himself. Turned down every marriage proposal and attempt to court you. Danced with no one unless absolutely needed
Never smoked nor did drugs to preserve your soul's taste, though you did enjoy wine and liquor.
You called him when in danger or if someone tried to force themselves on you, and he protected you, held you as cried and trembled, Comforted you as you wanted.
Making gentle love to you, kissing you, hugs, cuddles. Watching over you while you beat and tortured men to death. Brought you whatever parts you wanted, mailed the rest to their homes as a warning.
Sebastian would never dare himself say he loved you. He would never think it possible. Demons and Angels could not love nor hate. The divine and damned existed for a sole purpose, to carry out the word of the lord, or bring damnation to humanity. He was the latter, nothing more or less.
With you he could pretend he was someone, someone more. Someone who could come home, who could love and live. He would lay awake at night, and pretend you meant your words. Your confessions. Allow himself to feel
What Sebastian would say, is that he was simply possesive and obsessed with you. And if he had to call it love for your sake...and his. So be it.
Until the day when he would please you one last time before tearing you apart as he came. Relishing in your screams and cries, as much as it destroyed him to do such a vile thing. He would enjoy you. Every inch, every drop of you was his.
Sebastian Michaelis would love every inch of you until then. And bury himself into starvation with your body, to love and be loyal to you, his mistress. Until the end of time.
Because there was no one like you, would be no one like you. You were everything he wanted and would ever need.
Even if his stomach ached for even a cheap soul, he would ride it out until death. As punishment for making you suffer, and to keep his promise to you.
usque ad mortem im tua
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finding out his s/o is pregnant hcs ; older!our!ciel
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requested by ; echosoftheocean (—/02/23)
fandom(s) ; black butler
fandom masterlist(s) ; hub | main cast
character(s) ; our!ciel phantomhive
outline ; “ Saw the fluffy February event and meant to send an ask in sooner but forgot. I hope I'm not too late. I'm sure you know me by now, but my request is some fluff with OCiel x female reader regarding him finding out she's gonna have his heir.”
warning(s) ; none, just fluff!
his schedule had been packed full of meetings and missions for the past few months, leaving him very little time to spend with you during the day
this also meant that he saw very little of your early symptoms — certainly not enough to predict such a substantial announcement
of course he realised you were rather ill, but he assumed you were just under the weather and instructed the staff to keep an eye on you
to keep you fed, warm and healthy
so when he finally has the afternoon free to lounge with you, and he calls you into his office to spend some quality time together, he doesn’t quite understand why you seem so fidgety
nor why the servants are grinning and giggling amongst themselves as they escort you to his private office
and he certainly doesn’t appreciate he the knowing smirk on sebastian’s face as he dismisses himself with a warm smile and a bowed head to you
not until you take his hands in your own and blurt out that you were pregnant
like actually pregnant, having confirmed it every way you could: anecdotally (via bard), medically (through the family physician), based on symptoms and even according to demonic intuition (three guesses)
and as you’re explaining all of this, he’s dead silent with this startled expression on his face as he takes in the news — not quite able to believe that you were with child
this is the case for several moments until — just as you’re starting to worry — he snaps out of his stupor and he grins this broad, earnest grin and just starts laughing
he pulls you to your feet and into a kiss before dropping to his knees and placing his hands on your stomach (despite the fact that you were too early to show)
you were going to have a child, you were finally starting a family — you and him and this baby you were carrying
it was a dream come true… something more even
and between the affection and celebration of the moment he’s calling for sebastian and instructing him to ready a room adjacent to your own to become the nursery — and to increase protection around the estate
you mean the world to him and he wants nothing more than to nurture and adore this life you’re carrying — and whilst he’s scared and hurt and fearful for what the future holds, he knows that he’ll be able to bear it so long as you remain by his side
as is the nature of love
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sunflowerrosewood · 2 months
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Falling and Confessing Headcanon ~ Sebastian Michaelis
Author's Note: Since my other account @cheekyredwillow got deleted. I am adding some of my favorite fanfictions to this account and revamping this one with new ones. I hope to make an actual list of fandoms I am still a fan of! NO requests for the time being.
On to the headcanon!
Falling
~Sebastian would first meet you with Ciel
~A friend of Ciel’s but not entirely royalty
~Your father is a business partner who left it for you to pick up
~But you never acted that way
~Probably why you got along with everyone
~And Sebastian couldn’t help it but liked you as well
~He would always say yes, my princess to you
~Causing you to flush with embarrassment
~Ciel would catch Sebastian about these quirks
~But Sebatian would tell him not to worry and that he was being respectful
~Ciel would ask you if it was offending you to be called that
~Which Sebastian wouldn’t confess but he was worried
~He liked calling your princess
~But when you said it was fine for him to call you that
~He was happy and content
~Sebastian would not realize he was falling for you
~Until one of Ciel’s clients broke into the house
~And had you pinned to the bed 
~The client was planning a kidnapping of you 
~But did not expect you to bite him and scream
~Sebastian, being awake, ran in
~He immediately yanked the guy off you and pulled him away
~The echoes of him screaming and then silence would echo in the building
~Ciel would be pissed in the morning
~But Sebastian was worse
~All he saw was red seeing a man on top of you and you scared
~He made sure his death was agonizingly painful. 
Confessing
~That’s when he realized that he had to protect you
~So every time you would come over, Sebastian would watch over you and Ciel
~Ciel knew something was up with his butler
~Which would cause him to ask you to move in
~Just to test a theory
~And when you began to move in with help from Ciel
~Sebastian came out to help
~He held his shock as you said Ciel offered you to move in since you were by yourself
~It was as if Ciel knew
~This began Sebastian’s need to be around you
~And Ciel’s push to just go out with you
~But Sebastian would not ask you right away
~You going out with a butler might cause ideas
~He does not need that
~He didn’t really see the idea of telling you until another client came in
~It was this young guy who wanted to partner with you and Ciel 
~He was flirting with you heavily
~Kept saying that if he was dating you, life would be easier
~Sebastian couldn’t help it 
~Anger and jealousy built up
~He hated seeing another man touching you
~Causing you to blush
~He slammed the tray of teas down
~Causing one of the hot teas to tip and get on your arm and lap
~You yelped in pain as the client was trying to dry you off
~But Ciel ordered Sebastian to help you clean up and Ciel would deal with this guy
~So Sebastian pulled you into his room where he could help
~He also called a maid to get some lazier clothes for you
~The maid brought a shirt of Sebastians and a pair of your shorts
~He was stumbling around to find the med kit
~And you were sitting there with your head cocked
~As he took a cold rag over the burns on your arm, you hissed before sighing in relief
~That’s when Sebastian apologized about the next step
~It had burned your thighs
~He turned away for you to change
~And when he turned back, he couldn’t help but blush
~He did not expect you to look good in his clothes
~His hands were shaking as he was healing the burns on your thighs
~Which when you questioned it
~Sebastian confessed
~He had fallen for you hard
~But he knew you dating a butler was not what you wanted
~Before he could say anything else, you'd kiss him
~His bright red eyes would widen but he would kiss you back
~And tangle a hand in your hair
~Before muttering mine, my princess 
~And causing you to try and hide your face against his chest
~You would confess you had loved him for a while 
~But did not want to make a move
~And as the two of you stayed in each other’s arms
~Sharing kisses and Sebastian leaving a hickey on your neck
~Ciel would have kicked that client out but not before paying him a pretty penny
~For being the spark that Sebastian needed
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todoroki-waifu · 1 year
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Headcanons about Sebastian, Agni, and Rei with short gender neutral s/o?
Note: Sorry it’s so late! Was away on vacation and then I lost some motivation to write. 😩
Warning: Gender neutral reader. 
Genre: Fluff
Word Count: 522
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~Sebastian (Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler)~
He'll definitely tease you about it. 
Sebastian will still help you reach for things you can't, but not without making a joke.
Kinda likes watching you struggle. He finds it cute how you're standing on your toes, extending your arm to grab that cup from the top shelf. 
Hides anything that you can use to step on. 
Doesn't move anything to your level.
Why?
Because what kind of butler would he be if he wasn't ready to tend to your every need? (Yeah, right lol he just wants a laugh at your lack of height..but really wants to feel needed by you.)
Takes advantage of how tall he is especially if you get a little sassy.
Like holding up something above your head or taking big steps ahead of you. 
Or put a hand above your head and lean down, challenging you to continue with your attitude.
Will also tower over you and place a hand under your chin, lifting it up to press your lips against his. 
~Agni (Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler)~
The first few times Agni saw you have a difficult time with your height, he made sure to adjust everything to your convenience.
The items you used frequently were placed at a more easier spot. 
Sturdy step stools were always available (but tries to make himself more available). 
Agni never teases you about how much shorter you were compared to him. 
If anything, he finds it adorable. 
He likes that he can lean down and kiss the top of your head whenever you two embrace. 
Agni doesn't prefer this (because of the possibility of you getting hurt), but likes that he can catch you if you fall.
Will also defend you from anyone who dares make fun of your height.
He loves you just as you are and wouldn't change it!
Notices that other people tend to bump into you a lot because they don't see you.
So Agni will either gently maneuver you out of their way or he'll move others from your path. 
~Rei (Buddy Daddies)~
He doesn't notice you struggling to reach for things in the beginning. 
The time Rei became aware of your height, was when you almost fell while trying to climb on the counter.
You were reaching for a mug that ended up being on a high shelf. You wanted to make him some coffee.
You used a step stool, but it wasn't tall enough to help boost your height. 
Dropped his game immediately as soon as he heard something break. 
Thankfully, you weren't hurt, but he made sure to be more mindful of what you're trying to do. 
Whenever the two of you are together and he knows there's something you want that's out of reach, he'll grab it for you without you asking. 
Bought a taller and safer step stool for you to use.
Loves that he could rest his chin on top of your head while you're sitting in front of him as he or both of you play video games.
Rei finds that you make a good cuddle 'pillow'. 
Likes being the big spoon because he feels that you fit perfectly against him.
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lucifer5lucy · 2 years
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hey, I don't know if requests are open "or if you actually order", but as I'm adventurous and I like to test my luck, I'd like to ask if you do/would make headcanons of Grell with a "twin brother" of Sebastian, I think that would be fun
Hello there lil mage! I do in fact take requests and review headcanons.
My masterlist is under editing so the request status isn’t seen(sorry for that!). 
P.S: I usually use female pronouns for Grell as Yana-san does. I hope that's alright.
Since I was in an amazing mood, I wrote a scenario for their first meeting. 
This was really interesting to write by the way!
Now onto your ask, Grell with Sebastian's twin as her S.O
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Assassin and Scythe {Headcanon}
It was always a blessed day whenever Grell could meet her devilish crush.
The bespeckled reaper had just finished her workload for the day when she heard a familiar voice from the bakery  below her. Inquisitive she landed near the person, dressed in a freshly pressed maroon suit and raven hair.
The man turned to find her standing behind him. Our flamboyant redhead pounces on the gentleman, paying no heed to the bread in his hand. “Oh SEBAS-CHAN!! You look so dashing in red! Are you finally admitting your feelings towards me?!” She lets out a small squeal whilst hugging him.
The man’s voice, much softer than Sebastian's usual tone, made her move away from him. “Do I know you Sir?” Her eyes widened at the figure before her. “How could you forget me! ”
She places a hand on her chest whilst dramatically leaning backward. “To forget a lady such as myself.. It’s just unbearably cold. However that makes me so very very hot.” Stumped at her confession, the ravenette blinks a few times as he registers his mistake.
  “My sincere apologies milady.Let me…” His eyes wander the streets and settle on a cafe.“treat you to a cup of coffee? ” 
Grell excitedly agrees,taking note of his change in addressing her and his attitude.
After they seat themselves a waiter comes to take their orders.The duo make small talk with Grell mainly speaking and the other listening intently.
As she begins to state Sebastian and her meetings and interactions the twin smiles, realising that she has mistaken him for his brother.
“How wonderful!”he exclaims.” You must be the attractive lady my brother often mentions meeting.”
“your brother?” she questions, a blush rising to her cheeks.
“Oh! Such impoliteness on my part. I am Sabius Alacritas Michaelis, Sebastian is my younger twin.” He flashes Grell a charming smile, taking her hand and kissing the back of it.
Grell makes an attempt to talk that goes in vain, the heat caused due to Sabius’ words never leaving her face.
“I apologise for my brother’s behaviour. I may have pampered him a little too much.” Sabius reminisces about his time with his younger twin.
When Grell recovers from her initial shock she asks Sabius, “Why didn’t you correct my misunderstanding while I rambled?”
He replies smoothly, “ It is abundantly rude to interrupt a beautiful lady while she speaks.”
That day was an interesting turn for the two of them. They had multiple rendezvous following their first meeting, with both taking an equal interest in each other. Sometimes the duo would meet up after her work time or Grell would come to meet Sabius at his workplace in the secret society HQ.
The sniper demon and the crimson reaper, they make quite the pair.
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How some changes occur in other characters lives due to their relationship:-
->The most shock would be faced by Sebastian. Though knew that his brother was different from him, little did he expect his twin to develop feelings for a reaper no less. However Sebastian is extremely supportive of his older brother and Grell’s relationship, partly happy to have Grell off of his back.
-> Another candidate that would have major disturbance would be William. Grell’s sudden shift from constant gushing of the demon Phantomhive butler to that of his angelic twin ate away at both his peace and working hours.
The most comedic part was when Grell announced her relation ship with the demon twin and started bringing him over to the reapers head quarters. William had given up on his sanity with his coworker singing praises about her lover throughout his day.
Subtle things in physical affection:
->Sabius gives Grell a lot of kisses in general. Whenever he sees her  waiting for him diligently or after her having a stressful day, he just kisses her gently and holds her basking in her warmth.
->There is bound to be plenty of  cooking sessions between them because Sabius is the one who taught Sebastian to cook human food.(mainly pastries)
->Grell does not know personal space. Sabius faces surprise hugs and countless loving words as soon as he comes within her radar.
 -> Apt to her personality Grell loves making teasing comments at her crush, Sabius, who returns the favour with more flirty lines making her an embarrassed mess.
->There will be quite a number of inside jokes that they pass while de-stressing in their home. Sabius massaging Grell’s hair as she sits beside him. It was quite an adorable scene that William has walked into.
Dates:-
->Cue for sniper dates:-
Grell gets to exercise her skills and Sabius gets a scrumptious meal… 
->Shopping dates:
Grell needs to get colour coordinated outfits for her significant other. 
->makeup dates or pastry shop dates:
Depending on who needs more cheering up that week, the date could lean to either of their favourite activities.
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icantdothistodaybruh · 4 months
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anewp0tat0 · 10 months
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Happy Fathers Day, I'm finally on time for something!!! I don't have that much flavor this time though folks. just sweetness. that's it. hope that's cool, never too bad.
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if you think this is anything but platonic then no, plz. away
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cherryskyies · 10 months
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Sebastian & Undertaker w an insecure s/o
trying desperately to make creative brain juice flow guys. sometimes my wording feels off but it's been a hot minute since I've been writing on a regular basis.
Masterlist || Navigation || ao3
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Sebastian
Sebastian is well aware of your insecurities regarding your body before you tell him. He sees it in the way you suck your stomach in when his hand brushes against it, body stiffening when he chooses to keep it there.
He is not an idiot, but he cannot help but be confused as to why you see yourself in such a negative light; you're pure and soft, untainted by the evil surrounding you. Perfection in his eyes.
When the topic arises, his hand still against your flesh, you feel embarrassed. "Can I keep my shirt on?"
Sebastian pauses for a moment, "what if I blow the candles out?" he suggests, desperate to feel all of you, not needing the dim light to guide him.
You comply, still hesitant to know you'll be laid bare beneath him, but Sebastian is quick to toss your anxiety out the door with his skilled tongue.
He will fuck every ounce of doubt and insecurity out of you. Praise follows each thrust.
Undertaker
He has seen a lot of bodies in his life given his field of work and yours isn't anything he hasn't seen before, so why are you ashamed?
In his eyes, every bit of you is a work of art. He paints you in his free time but nothing he does fully captures your beauty.
"I've seen a lot in my life, doll," he starts, slender fingers tucking a strand of hair behind your ear, "but I have not seen a girl as alluring as you."
If he could explain you in simple terms he'd say heaven on earth, his very own angel.
Undertaker does his very best to make you comfortable, knowing your insecurities and determined to prove he adores every inch of your mind and body.
His slow hands glide over every curve and so-called "imperfection", leaving kisses followed by praise in areas you tense up.
It is his goal for you to see yourself in the same light he does and he will succeed; don't give him a challenge you don't want him to win.
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akagi0021 · 9 months
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saving myself from insanity by not coloring that one hell no
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writing-fanics · 9 months
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| happiest I’ve ever been | Sebastian michaelis x f!reader
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| summary: love between butler and his mistress and where they are now |
warning: implied smut : child birth :
She giggled quietly, as her lover planted kisses on her neck. Gently, leaving behind love bites in the process. “My…darling..you..tasted..absolutely..exquisite,” Sebastian said between each kiss he planted on her neck. She smiled placing her hand on his bare chest.
He stared down at with a dastardly grin on his lips. His eyes almost seemed to pierce into her soul. “Admiring the view?” She asked, and he smiled leaning down to kiss her on the lips again.
She wrapped her arms around the back of his neck, “My darling, sad to say but I must be returning to my duties,” He said, and she looked at him and pursed her lips.
She frowned, he leaned down planting a kiss on her forehead before kissing her on the lips again. “But, I would love to continue this later,” He said, and she smirked at him seductively before kissing him.
“Very well,” she said, she watched as he swiftly got out of bed and got dressed she smiled watching him get dressed. She’d never been this happy in her life since not before that fateful day. Then, Sebastian came along and as time went by she slowly developed feelings for the mysterious butler.
She didn’t know that it was fake, when she say Sebastian’s “dead” body on the ground. She couldn’t stop crying and seeing his dead body to help solve the mystery didn’t help at all. She took it upon herself to take care of the cats, inside the wardrobe.
She was an absolute wreck at the “funeral” but tried to stay strong for Ciel. But when the bell was rung she dropped whatever she was holding and immediately lunged at him as he emerged from the coffin. Sobbing and crying along with the other servants.
She was the one to take care of him once he along with Ciel and Snake, returned from the ship. Seeing that her aunt Angelina thought her how to suture up wounds she helped take care of Sebastian even though it wasn’t her job to do so.
She confessed her feelings to him, as she was bringing him back to health. She wasn’t bothered at all by the difference in their status, she cared for him and loved him and wanted to be by his side.
Sebastian at first found it highly inappropriate especially, with the fact her little brother is his master. As well on his mind the terms of the Faustian Contract, inevitably he’d consume her brothers soul and would presumably return to the demon realm.
He rejected her feelings saying that a butler and a master. Pursing a relationship would be highly inappropriate.
He watched as her smile faltered and she looked down, “V-Very, well I understand it would be inappropriate but that’s the thing I don’t really care.” She frowned, and then left his room so that he could rest.it was awhile before he eventually realized he too had feelings for her and they secretly pursued a relationship.
Our!Ciel quickly found out but was happy to see his older sister so happy for once.
( present )
“Why now?!” She screamed, in pain sweat running down her forehead as she pushed. Of all times for her to being going into labor why now?
When, the Real!Ciel revealed himself along with the Undertaker. And took his place as the rightful earl of Phantomhive. And when, Our!Ciel,Sebastian, Mey-Rin, Bard, Finny, and Snake. Are fugitives on the run.
Cries echoed throughout the room. Sebastian smiled, looking down at his wailing child. “Love, we have a beautiful baby girl.” He said, cradling the infant.
[Y/n] cried tears of joy seeing her newborn baby, her lovers arms. He placed the infant on her chest and she cooed over the baby.
“Lilith Angelina-Rachel Phantomhive,” She whispered, looking at her child. She had jet-black hair and (e/c) eyes and her fathers nose and ears she looked absolutely precious.
Sebastian and [Y/n], looked up hearing the commotion coming from outside the door. “Knock it off!” She heard, Our!Ciel shout at the servant wanting them to be quiet to let the two lovers quietly enjoy the birth of their newborn.
“I think they’ve waited long enough,” She said, gently rubbing her babies back. “Are you sure?” He asked, and she nodded looking at him.
She watched, as he walked towards the door opening. Everyone rushing into the room excitedly seeing the baby on [Y/n]’s chest. “Aw, look at her she’s so cute!” Finny cooed, looking at the baby.
“She looks just like Sebastian yes she does!” Mey-Rin cooed, and the baby slowly opened her eyes and admired the world around her.
“Would you like to hold her?” She asked, looking over at her little brother. He looked at her confused, “Why, would I want to hold your child?” He asked, and she smiled at him.
Eventually, he gave in and gently took the baby into his arms. She cooed and squirmed and he couldn’t help but stare down at his niece in awe. “What’s her name?” He asked, and she looked up at Sebastian and smiled.
“Lilith Angelina-Rachel Phantomhive,” She said, and he stared at her in absolute disbelief and then looked back down at his niece. She could’ve sworn she saw a single tear roll down the side of his cheek.
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tabibitto · 7 months
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some more sebastian michealis content pretty please? ur writing was wonderful to read in "always yours", i love the way you described the bond he has with the reader
Twisted Love | Sebastian Michaelis
A/N: Thank you darling, Sebastian is actually my favorite person to write. His personality gives lots of room for creativity, so i hope you like this as well <3
CW: mentions of religion, female reader, fluff, hurt with comfort, angst, dissociation, panic attack (with comfort)
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The afterlife is a topic that is constantly in question. The Buddhists will tell you reincarnation, the Christians will tell you heaven and hell. The Atheists will say there is nothing, or shrug and say 'i don't know'
Whatever the case may be. The only thing that was certain to you, was you already knew what was after death.
You had given it name, after all....
Sebastian Michaelis.
He was your life, death and the afterlife. You had bound your soul to whatever he had in that dark, sinister and ridiculously tall body of his.
If it even was a him. Demons were not restricted by something as trivial as genders and sex. He could take on the form of your mother for all he cared and watch as your face contorted into one of horror and concern. He could be your ideal lover on paper come to life. He could be a fictional man you fantasize over. It wouldn't matter to him as long as he got to fuck you and devour you after a certain amount of time, and your contract was finished
"Penny for your thoughts, my lady?" Said a deep and familiar voice that snapped you out of your existential crisis. Which was a much more reoccurring thing since the notion of God, demons, angels and Grim Reapers was apperently a real thing now. One you would encounter and ponder about almost everyday of your life
It amused Sebastian, how a tiny human racked her brain over a thing that was so normal to him, it was as natural and trivial as how humans viewed their reality. However it only concerned him on days where it made you dissociate or even have a panic attack when you began to think it over on top of your mental issues
"Darling?" He uttered the name so sweetly, so deadly. From the depth of his throat into a poisonous whisper in your ear. You shuddered, shivered at the hot water, you realized has been tepid for a while, and the sponge in Sebastian's hand had gone from firm and gentle scrubs to lazy little rubs.
"Yeah?" You whispered, your voice surprising you from how it cracked and sounded so...distant. Even to it's host.
"Y/N." The voice was more stern now. Deeper. You realized you hadn't responded to something he had said. Everything felt...timeless. Empty. So quiet your ears rang and you could see yourself across the room...
How your body swayed from one side to the other. Your nipples hardened by the now cold water. With a looming Shadow behind you... embracing you...trapping you....ripping into you—
"Mistress" Sebastian urged. Holding your face. His gloves and vest off. Leaving him in his white,button up shirt and black slacks. The seal of your binding bright and black on his sickly pale skin.
He leaned in, parting the knees that were hugging your chest so he could kneel between them. Uncaring of how water splashed around them and soiled his clothes. And how the temperature of the water began to warm with his presence
He gently cradled your head. Letting his scent, thick with a cologne you had picked bring you back, ground you. Your eyes were teary, blurry, black
Black beauty he had fallen in love with, strangely enough. Even stranger so, he didn't even know if it was love. He was a demon. Over 500 years old. He was around to bring the black death to all of Europe. He hadn't known, and still didn't if he had ever been human.
If Sebastian Michaelis, the butler of the Victorian era was ever human. He had never pondered it. Never cared. Why would he? He was a creature that could not die to anything of the world he helped shift, make and destroy, depending on what master he served
Sebastian never pondered the before, not..before you
Before you he would rip into any cheap soul he came into contact with to satiate his hunger. Before you, he had begun to starve himself, looking, searching for a specimen good enough for his tastes.
He still recalls how you cried out for him. For anyone to save you from your prison. How weak, delicate and fragile you were. So bony and teary eyed when his shadow appeared, ripped into every human who hadn't been you. Who hurt you
Perhaps even then he had already developed an obsession for you. A twisted devotion for you before he was even yours. Before you even called out for him, had you already been meant to belong to him amd solely his.
Just how you pondered the meaning and existence and purpose of humanity, he pondered you.
On nights like this when he held you in his arms, in the middle of a cold bathtub, dimly lit by a candle or two when you had your episodes. How you so desperately clung onto him. In your mind he didn't actually care. He had made it very clear the first couple times you tried to even utter any feelings for him, that he, a demon, was incapable and uninterested in feelings. Especially for someone of a life form so lowly as yours.
It was a necessary cruelty. Because even now he didn't know if he was feeling love for you, or a twisted, sickening obsession with you. All of you. There were days he wanted to kiss you sweetly, just as he was doing now. And days he wanted to rip into your chest, crawl into your skin and devour your soul.
He wouldn't call that love. Who would?
But if he had to call it love so he could feel your gaze soften, how your soul's taste would sweeten so much he could feel a burn in his throat without even tasting it. To see your teary eyes close and your soft face gently nuzzle into his chest in affection you tried so pathetically hard to convince yourself he could feel.
It was hard, really. To abide by the contract. When you would be so gentle with him of all people. Something would crawl into his chest where a heart would be and it would itch him to rip into himself and tear it out.
Whether he had been human once or not mattered not anymore. He told himself. But on days like this where he had wiped your tears, dressed you gently and tucked you beside him in your chambers, under your order for cuddles. He pondered if he was human, what could he have given you
Would he have been strong like he was now? Could he have the strength to protect you? Could he have bedded you as you liked? Gave you a child even, if it was what you wished? What would a child look like, one that carried his blood in their veins and your sweet face
Would he be able to care for you how he did now? How he pampered you and didn't let you lift a finger?
Would he have been a provider? Not let you work so you could stay at home, pretty and perfect for him to make love to when he came home tired,sweaty and longing to be in your arms
Sebastian pondered these feelings. Exhaustion, joy, pleasure, anger. Things that did not control him, that did not exist in him. In all his years of existence he never spared them a thought
But when he held you he felt them all.
A peculiar curiosity as to the what ifs of a human being. How they had so little time and spent most of it wasting away at a school or a job. How many never felt or experienced true love. How many never had someone to hold or be held. Never felt the joy of a son or a daughter or a loving parent
Did you feel these things? Before your parents died in that fire? Before you lost everything you had ever had and was taken as property for sick and twisted old men to do with you as they wanted? Did you ever want to be a mother? Live to die old?
.... Sebastian glared at your sweet little face. Puffy and pink from tears. Your lips swollen from his kisses. How your hands clung to his bare chest. Legs wrapped around his thigh. Your cold nose burrowed into his neck that sent shivers down his spine.
He didn't notice when he eyes began to water and harden. Glowing red under the moonlight through your window. When the warmth between you two became burning hot and his fangs dug into his lips
He listened as you occasionally whimpered when your dreams tried to darken into nightmares and he would hold you tighter, feel you soften under his arms.
Sebastian felt something warm and wet on his face. It wasn't your tears...no...no you had stopped crying hours ago and the sun was up...
It was up?
Sebastian shot up in bed. Breathing hard.
He couldn't breathe.
He glared at his palm. Wide eyed
It was dripping wet.
"Im... crying?"
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s/o who can speak to cats hcs ; sebastian
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requested by ; anonymous (14/05/22)
fandom(s) ; black butler
fandom masterlist(s) ; hub | main cast
character(s) ; sebastian michaelis
outline ; “What about Sebastian Michaelis with an s/o who can speak to cats?”
warning(s) ; brief canon-typical references to violence, but mostly just fluff!
it was your gift that initially drew him to you — as in his mind it sets you far above any other mortal or immortal being that he’s stumbled across in his many years of life
cats are the purest beings in creation to sebastian, so any mortal who is able to communicate with them must be close to that same level of perfection
he spends a lot of his sparse free time bringing cats to you and asking you to talk to them and pass on messages for him
you’re the only one who gets to know about the collection of pets in his rooms — and the only one who gets to play with them
he was the one to initiate your relationship because of your abilities and his intense obsession towards cats, but over time he became more fond of you and started to pursue your relationship beyond the boundaries of your blessing
calls you a lot of cat related nicknames in private, but it’s not sexual so much as it’s a teasing remark related to your shared fondness for your favourite animals
he’s intensely protective of you in the same way that he is of his master because you’re so precious to him
has been known to slaughter people on the spot if they get too close to you or start eyeing you in a way he deems inappropriate
you have a good dozen pet cats that you’ve raised together and you will refer to them as your children — and for their part whenever you talk to them they refer to you both as their parents
he buys you a lot of cat related things — namely jewellery — as references to your talent and as a part of an inside joke
whenever a cat scratches him, he’ll fetch the culprit to you so they can stand trial for their ‘crimes’ — to which you usually have to explain that they were just annoyed with him
(he never believes you)
(not even when multiple of your cats try to back you up)
(he’s very stubborn)
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yandereaffections · 1 year
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heyy! can I ask for sebastian with a s/o that has an accent and sometimes makes mistakes because english is not her first language? thank youu sm <3
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Sebastians not the type to find your mistakes in the language cute or rude, he simply uses context clues to figure out what you meant to say and corrects you from there. However if some other man dares to snap at you over such a small mistake best believe the demon will snap back.
If you are searching for ways to perfect your English luckily for you Sebastian is quite the teacher, there's nothing he would want more than to have you sat Infront of him, full attention on nothing else but what he speaks to you, he'll be delighted to be your private tutor.
Though that's only if you deem it necessary to pursue the English language, otherwise Sebastians just as good at speaking your mother tongue as he is English. He'll speak his love for you in any language, whether that's in a language you have to translate or not is up to you
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todoroki-waifu · 10 months
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Headcanons about how Sebastian, Agni, and Rei would react accidentally overheard their gender neutral crush saying that they would be thrilled to have him as their romantic partner?
Warning: Gender neutral reader. 
Genre: Fluff
Word Count: 392
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~Sebastian(Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler)~
Will act unfazed, but you can see a knowing smile on his face as he walks in on your conversation.
Offers you refreshments, but pours you a cup of tea first (he knows you tend to forget to stay hydrated).
You're a bit nervous that he's not saying anything because it's so obvious he heard you.
Asks you what's bothering you as if it was like asking how's the weather.
Sebastian will tell you that he did indeed hear what you said, but only after you bring up the topic. 
He's the type to make you so curious that you'll burst and have to tell him what's on your mind. 
Though it's hard to determine what he's thinking/feeling, he is also thrilled that your feelings are mutual.
Finds that he would need to work harder on getting you to not hide what's on your mind.
~Agni (Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler)~
Agni has to immediately slap a hand over his mouth to keep a loud gasp from slipping out.
Tries to keep himself unseen, but fails.
Apologizes constantly because he doesn't want you to think he's eavesdropping on your conversations. 
Agni tells you that he can forget what you said if it makes you uncomfortable.
His heart is leaping out of his chest when you tell him you don't want him to forget, but want to know his thoughts.
Not sure who gasped louder, you or him?
Definitely awkward about it at first, but relaxes after you reassure him to act like himself.
That's what made you fall for him in the first place.
Is too shy to kiss you on the lips/cheeks, but will hold your hand and kiss it.
~Rei (Buddy Daddies)~
His ears perked up immediately. 
Doesn't try to hide his presence.
Will come out and say "What?!"
Rei won't yell it, but his face says everything.
As you try to explain, he cuts you off and asks why you didn't tell him sooner?
Because the two of could have been playing Morio Kart together a long time ago!
He's never asked you before because he wasn't sure if you'd want to play with him.
But now you both can! (If you want.) 
His brain is rushing with different date ideas...most of them consisting of arcades or laser tag. 
Excited that he can share his likes/hobbies with you and vice versa. 
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luffyvace · 2 months
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Ciel Phantomhive relationship hcs~
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He looks so goood in the new artsyle! The animation studio did black butler justice!!
Update: did undertaker will Alois sooner or later 😉
Okay in these hcs your whatever gender you want but your an earl/noble ;}
also Lizzy is your friend and she introduced you to Ciel
okay now that that’s cleared
when Ciel first met you let’s be honest here he probably didn’t fall head over heels in love with you 🗿
cmon guys let’s be realistic
but he certainly did live up to the expectation of the phantomhive hospitality!
he was very thoughtful and caring of you as his guest~
and your comfort definitely took priority!
your were throughly impressed!
he held a small smile as he chatted with you and gave a mini tour
he admits to himself he finds you to be very beautiful/handsome
onwards to after the courtship! :)
when you first start dating it’ll be the phantomhive hospitality all over again
…times 100.
<3
Sebastian might as well be your butler by the way he’s making your butler/maid look
LOL
your pillows are fluffed and your sheets and blankets are warm and clean each day
(thanks mey rin 💗🗣)
the food is always scrumdidiliumstious (scrumptious)
you play many, many games to keep you from being bored
any drink you want is in your grasp
whatever you want to do—as long as Ciel’s not busy—sounds wonderful to him! 😊
if you annoy him like how Lizzy does in the anime you’ll never hear of it
and I mean- don’t get me wrong he’s not perfect
especially not someone such as him, who has a lot of stress on him
so you might here a huff (that you weren’t supposed to hear)
but he’s sure to make it up to you quickly 💖
his love languages are acts of service and gift giving
half because those two things can be materialistic which ngl is kinda easier for him
particularly when it comes to showing love and affection
and half because he feels really good when he gifts you something you love
even if you don’t have a grand reaction he still feels satisfied
and acts of service is easy too!
he can simply tell Sebastian to do whatever it is you want!
even though you have your own butler/maid- 😃
AHAHHAHA
He most certainly won’t like pda
If you initate it he won’t shove you off obviously
he loves you!
and that’ll ruin his reputation!
but when your back at the manor he’ll gently break it to you that he’s not comfortable with it and it’s not that he doesn’t love you it’s just that!-
he also plays it very safe when it comes to what you do in the public eye
everyones looking for him to screw up
Even more so because he’s so young
to which he always make sure to use utmost care and delicacy when out and about with you
honestly I feel Ciel would like someone who’s a bit more patient or calm
at least don’t be bouncing off the walls 😞😭
he enjoys going on walks in his or your garden
I think he would be happy with traveling as well
somewhere relaxing and quiet
less bustling with chatter and carriages
It’d make a perfect anniversary gift for him *hint hint* 😉
even though I’m sure he’d have more than enough activities for you all planned
i know you two’ll work it out 💕
Ciel absolutely keeps you away. from Alois
he tells you who he is (some things) and all so you don’t get too curious
so please, don’t be curious.
that killed that cat! :P
Ciel would want you to try out Earl Gray but if you don’t like it he wouldn’t mind indulging in what you like 👍
Ciel doesn’t believe himself to be the best possible candidate for a partner out there
Even though he believes he needs to be. for you.
what you think?
when you hear the word ‘love’ he’s the first person that comes to mind ♥︎
:3 cute.
Yus undertaker next ♪( ´▽`)
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robin-the-enby · 8 months
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Black butler Ciel with a older sister who rather spend more time reading, writing, spend time in her imagination, or her own self interests than run the company. She has her own business of running a successful book series.
Pairing: Ciel Phantomhive x older sister!reader Warnings: mentions of past trauma (not descriptive) A/N: Thank you very much for the ask and, as usual, I'm so sorry for the delay. If you don't mind, I decided to write this as headcanons. Also, the relationship between Ciel and the reader is strictly platonic. I have decided that I will not write romantic Ciel works anymore, because he's a child. And while I did have a crush on him when we were the same age, I have moved on and it would be highly inappropriate, I believe.
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I think it's safe to say that you are very important to Ciel. You are his last living relative after all.
It doesn't matter if you're close or not. I don't think Ciel would appear to want to be close to anyone, even a relative. But that isn't really the case.
Now, he's definitely not clingy. He's self-sufficient, maybe a little too much. He definitelly doesn't need to rely on you.
But that doesn't mean he doesn't like to spend time with you. On the contrary. And since you are the quiet type, it makes spending time together much more comfortable for him.
He would be the type of person to do his own thing and let you do your own, just...in the same space. He could be sorting paperwork in his office, but you would be there as well, just a few meters away from him, scribbling down in a notebook on drawing in your sketchbook.
It's comfortable, it's quiet, and it means the world to him. If he looks past the age difference (and that little voice that tells him that maybe your roles should be exchanged), he almost feels normal. And that type of peace is very rare in his life, so he takes any and every chance to spend time with you like this.
It was very strange to him though, mostly at first, when he returned to the mansion. The way you are so different. He couldn't wrap his head around the fact that you have no interest in the family company, or that you rather spend time in your own head than in th real world.
He does get the appeal of that, it's just that he thinks it's...foolish. He is a logical person, who always thinks ahead, to rule out any possibility of others taking advantage of him again. If he submitted to the luxury of running away from the past that still haunts him, he would achieve nothing.
But the more time he spends with you and the more he integrates himself back into the regular world (as regular as it can be for him at least), he sees that you're many things, but not foolish. Yes, you're a dreamer, perhaps a bit naive, but not stupid.
In the end, he prouds himself to be your brother. You have a great imagination and sometimes you help him more than you could imagine. If he has a case to solve, you help give him an outside look into things from a perspective he could never even imagine.
He appreciates your art as well. It would depend on your style and whether or not you were spared the torture he went through to determine how much, but he definitely appreciates it and thinks it's beautiful. If your style is a form of self presentation, translation of your shared traumas and deepest feelings, he might like it just a smidge more.
When you present the idea of publishing your own book, he is definitely on board. He likes to read your stories anyway, he can't see why others wouldn't enjoy it. He would definitely help you find the best publisher and arrange the best deal for you (with a little help from Sebastian, if needed).
When your book becomes a hit in London and the readers as well as critics start asking for a sequel, he feels proud. Proud of himself, for helping you make your dream come true, but mostly proud of you. For not conforming to expectations of others, who would assume you'd take over the Phantomhive company, but instead following your dreams and working hard to make them come true. It is that kind of strength he really admires. But of course, he knows how the world works and so he thinks his help was neccesary (and would continue to be in the future).
In the end, you have sort of a symbiotic relationship. Whenever you need anything for your work, Ciel gets it for you. Art supplies, sketchbooks, he can get you anything and you best believe it'll be in the best quality as well. He also helps you make deals with potential publishers or anyone who is interested in your work, making sure no one tries to scam you and that you get the most benefits from your labour.
In return, he asks for nothing. You already give him everything he needs from you. Your company. He gladly takes on the task of managing the family business, if it means that you can still sit by him in his study, scribbling away, as if nothing in the world had ever gone wrong.
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