There’s no need to explain that my favorite gream reaper its Ronald Knox, right?
💚 R o n a l d K n o x 💚
There’s no need to explain that my favorite gream reaper its Ronald Knox, right?
💚 R o n a l d K n o x 💚
‘Doing the do w that nun’ anon you killed me. Honestly that made me laugh so much. And yes of course you can, sorry this took so long and hope you enjoy!!
❗️Warnings; angst. More so than expected
You were beyond upset. When your relationship with Sebastian started, you were fully aware of his duties and obligations to his contractor and in turn, his duties and obligations to the Queen. The main consequence of that was Sebastian’s lack of free time, something which you were always very understanding of as he literally had no choice. You also knew he would be directly involved in many of the major police investigations happening in the area and as such would have a hand in how they were conducted. You had no idea that it would mean this.
You swallowed hard and flicked a stray tear from your cheek. As a demon’s mate, you were supposed to be afforded certain things by him as well. Like for example, him remaining faithful to you. You thought you at least deserved that. Mates were meant to share an unbreakable bond and whilst you knew there were very few extents Sebastian wouldn’t go to for the sake of obeying his master, you had at least expected he would tell you if doing something like that was an option for him, or checking that you were alright with it. Clearly not.
You blinked rapidly in am attempt to diffuse the mist in your eyes, jumping slightly when someone knocked at your door. Three quick, hard knocks in succession, and there was only one person you knew who knocked like that. The last thing you wanted to do was deal with the demon right that second, but you knew he would be well aware you were at home and as such you wouldn’t be able to ignore him. You walked quickly over to the door, ripped it open then stalked away again, not giving the butler a second glance. You stood in front of a window, leaning your hands against the sill and huffing quietly. You tracked Sebastian via his footsteps, refusing to turn towards him.
He murmured your name quietly, barely a breath behind you but you remained stubbornly staring out the window. The demon’s hand came to rest on your shoulder, which promptly stiffened without your permission. He let out a short breath.
“Y/N…” You squeezed your eyes shut for a moment. You both stood in silence for a couple of minutes, until he tried again. “Will you at least speak with me?” You had to restrain yourself from physically growling and unable to contain yourself, you spun around to face him, knocking his hand away from your shoulder at the same time. Sebastian’s eyebrows drew together in concern when he saw your red rimmed eyes and the moisture still residing in them. “Y/N I’m so s-”
“Don’t.” You were looking past him in favour of meeting his crimson gaze, trying to keep your voice steady. “How dare you,” you ground out, upset and angry all at once. “You barely leave my side when we’re out together, you have an arm around me before another man can so much as look at me, then I turn my back for one minute while you go on an investigation and you do this? And with a nun, Sebastian?! I’m supposed to be able to trust you, what were you thinking?!” You went to shove him as hard as you could but he grabbed your wrists before you could.
“Will you allow me the chance to explain?”
“Why should I!” You were angry now, yelling with the tears gathering in your eyes once more. You went to pull away from him but he held your wrists in place with enough force that you couldn’t move so much as an inch. You tugged hard on your wrists again, but to no avail. “What?!” You cried in exasperation, shaking your head. The demon waited until you were finished and looking him in the eyes.
“I needed to gather information for the Young Master, you knew this was a duty of mine right from the start, hm?” Any forms of retaliation were directly cut off when he continued as if you had said nothing. “This was the only viable option for doing so. It was a way to gain information for my contractor, nothing more. You understand that, surely.” You grit your teeth as you tried not to say anything rash, but ultimately you failed.
“No, I don’t. I knew you would need to use certain … unorthodox methods to obey your master to the best of your ability, but you never once method this or anything of the like would be an option. And the way you behave around me when you feel even in the slightest bit threatened-”
“Firstly, I didn’t specifically mention this method by name as you never asked me for the details, and secondly, I do not feel threatened by other mortals, I simply don’t trust them with regards to you. It’s not you I don’t trust.” You let out a long sigh then, feeling the fight and the anger drain from you the longer this went on. Of course he would have loopholes and reasons for why and what it would come down to in the end was that he wasn’t at fault. This just wasn’t something you could deal with at that moment. You allowed your arms to go slack and he finally released his hold on you, being fairly assured that you wouldn’t immediately run off.
“Exactly,” you muttered, “and I’m supposed to be able to trust you as well. All you’ve proved to me today is that I can’t.” You turned your gaze away from him.
Sebastian stood still as you stepped past him, once again not giving him a second glance. You opened your front door and waved a hand through it, gesturing for him to leave. He remained still for a moment as if waiting for you to start laughing at the joke. You didn’t.
You didn’t watch as the love of your life walked away, for who knows how long, choosing instead to shut the door and go back inside. You resumed your previous position on the sofa, and this time you did let yourself cry properly. You didn’t know the extent to which the exchange had hurt him too.
with a bonus Agni as Baphomet :))) (it’s ugly don’t look at it for too long)
Let me just-
(major spoilers for both mangas ahead)
- the rich, orphaned, noble, insufferably bratty MC’s “butler”
- absolutely not human
- named after someone from MC’s past
- dark hair, same length too
- saying “young master” 24/7
- g l o v e s, h o t
- technically mildly antagonistic as they are both supposed to kill the MC at some point (it’s more complicated than that for Uriel but still)
- they both infiltrate the MC’s school?????????
- everyone agrees that they enjoy inflicting pain
- appear right after MC’s parents die
- butlers the whole fandom simps for
- weird eye colour
- could and would kill you
- better butler than the aforementioned asshole
- dead lol
Will do!! Sorry this took so long, hope you enjoy!
You had been feeling worse and worse all day. What started as a simple sniffle has progressed into a particularly severe cold. You finally had to admit defeat when a violent coughing fit had you collapsed to the floor and unable to draw breath, eyes misted over with tears. Sebastian was on his knees next to you in moments, and a hand pressed to your back and eyes glinting crimson as he tried to work out what was wrong.
“Y/N,” the demon murmured, catching your arms as you fell forward once again and tried to even out your breathing. “I thought you were sickening earlier on,” he continued, then leaned down to gather you into his arms. Sebastian stood, cradling your body to his then starting to walk further into the maze of circus tents. “Come, lets get you to the medical tent.”
Time seemed to skip by in strange blocks from then on. The demon found the troupe’s doctor in no time, the man looking more than concerned at your state. The next you knew you had been laid in a bed, a glass of water on the bedside table that you couldn’t bare to drink. You remembered the doctor commenting lightly on the tattoos decorating your neck, the silver one Sebastian’s and the golden one belonging to Claude. Your heart jumped even in your weakened state, but all he said was how unusual they were - Sebastian managed to direct the conversation elsewhere. When you woke up properly, albeit only for a few moments, he was sat next next to you. He explained that the investigation needed to continue and he would be exploring further with Ciel, that you just needed to rest and Claude would probably drop by soon to check on you.
The other demon did go to see you, though you couldn’t decide how soon it was after Sebastian left. You drifted in and out a few times while he was there, seeing him press his wrist to your forehead and tut at the temperature of your skin, then hearing Alois complaining that at this rate, Ciel and Sebastian would uncover the truth about the circus first and they would lose. By the time morning came you had improved somewhat, though you were decidedly below par. You were also aware, thanks to the idle chatter of a performer injured during practice, of Sebastian’s rather choice method of gaining information. No doubt Claude was looking forward to your reaction, but you were fairly certain he would be expecting something different.
You woken, it turned out, by Sebastian’s gentle lips against your forehead, softly whispering you back into the world. He trailed his fingertips over cheek, smiling just a little when he saw you open your eyes blearily.
“We can go home now my darling,” he told you, “our business here is done.” You just nodded, finally reaching over for the glass of water.
“I’m feeling better today,” you told him, recieiving a confirmation that you looked it in return. When you mentioned he wasn’t wearing his gloves though, he paused.
“About that, Y/N, I must tell you-”
You held up a hand to prevent him from talking.
“I know about her,” you started to his great surprise, “but I know why you did what you did. It was for information, nothing more. Right?” Your concern showed through only at the very end, whereupon he took your hand.
“As you say, that is all. Thank you, my dear. You are uncommonly understanding.” With that, he picked you up and walked out of the medical tent, leaving a soft kiss on your hair and heading to the carriage which would take you home.
Claude had watched your condition worsen throughout the day. Ending up caught in a heavy downpour and then having to stay in a freezing tent overnight had given you the worst cold you’d ever had and you suddenly found you could continue the investigation no longer. You were with Claude when you finally fell into a coughing fit that brought you to your knees. A critical gaze running over your form, Claude crouched down next to you until it finished. You looked up at the demon as he ran a thumb under your jaw.
“We need to take you the medical tent,” he told you, putting an arm under your knees and around your back to pick you up. You found the doctor a few minutes later, who ushered you both quickly into the medical tent. In a few short minutes you were in a bed with Claude holding an ice pack to your forehead and the doctor going through his supplies to find the medicine you needed.
From then on, things started to get hazy. You saw the doctor leave then come back in again, followed closely - or at least you thought so - by Alois. He made enough noise to wake the dead and you must have made some noise of discomfort, for soon after that he left again, this time with Claude. The next you knew, Sebastian arrived to give you an update on the case and offer his words of comfort. He gently ran his hand up and down your arm then seemed to disappear in the next moment, leaving you alone once more.
You seemed to be suspended in space for a while, woken eventually by Claude’s gentle hold on your wrist and his thumb running over the back of your hand. As you returned to the waking world however, it was not as peaceful as you initially expected. Alois was standing just behind the demon, taunting him about something. You blinked uncomprehendingly, hearing Sebastian’s name and wondering where he was as well.
“Drink this,” Claude told you softly, handing you the glass of water you were yet to touch. You found yourself finally able to do so, even if it did make you cough once more. By this point, you were fully awake and thus able to listen to what exactly the Earl of Trancy was talking about.
“Who do you think they’ll pick, Claude?” The demon in question just huffed and turned back to you, doing his utmost to ignore his contractor. “Well? Do you think it’s you they ant to go with? Or will they pick Sebastian?” The boy then started laughing as if he had heard a magnificent joke, to the point where he doubled over to clutch at his sides. “What’ll it feel like, huh? If they pick Sebastian when it was you who insisted on staying here the whole time-!” He broke off into giggles once more, Claude restraining himself from rolling his eyes. His contractor had a point though - it would be quite the distressing turn of events if it turned out you wanted to go home with Sebastian rather than him. He didn’t need to have worried though as it turned out - much to Alois’ disappointment - as you quietly reassured him you wanted to go back to the Trancy manor, rather than with Sebastian.
Claude wasted no time after that, picking you up and holding you close to him once more, Alois walking by his side as he made to leave the medical tent for good. He pressed a gentle kiss to your hair as he walked outside, smirking lightly as you curled further into him in the frigid morning air.
Bonjour @whiteroses220 , for some reason your request got deleted!! Tumblr went weird. I’m good thank you and hope you are too, sorry these took so long and hope you enjoy!
- he’s so nice??? even when he’s being an ass he sounds so soft about it????? (even when he tells Grelle to just go die somewhere else, somehow)
- i said he’s so nice to everyone but he’s still so mean with Ciel and that’s way too funny (but he still sounds like he cares a lot? He’s just one big softie)
- he’s so expressive and it’s hilarious. his lines are great, but the best part is the freaking sounds he makes (For example: when Lizzy comes to visit in ep 3, Ciel and Sebastian come home and see the decorations. Ciel sounds just as surprised as in the japanese dub, so not that much, but Sebastian is straight up screaming??? or gagging???? idek how to describe that sound)
Hello!! This is my demons masterlist. If that was what you wanted feel free to carry on, if not go back to my main masterlist to find what you were looking for. Also go there for information on requesting things (askbox currently open!!). Hope you find something you like!
Ohayou!! I’m good thank you, how are you? Absolutely, sorry these took so long and hope you enjoy!
❗️Warnings; canon typical violence, guns (obviously), death all that stuff. Also Book of the Atlantic spoilers but I guess everyone’s seen that by now??
A side note because I’m rewatching Book of Atlantic for the fourth time, but dubbed in my language, yee:
Considering how Sebastian never lets go of his butler persona, a French audience would expect him to address pretty much everyone formally (especially with the era Kuro takes place in). But he uses the informal “you” with Ronald and Grelle (not Will, though, he’s always very formal with him –as seen in Book of Circus– and it’s reciprocated, so this is not just a “reapers get no rights fuck reapers all my demon homies hate reapers” kind of thing) and they do it too, which honestly makes their scenes together better? It sounds like he and Ronald are just having fun and being competitive for shits and giggles. It also completely destroys the “Sebastian hates Grelle” vibe because they sound like close friends. I’m not complaining.
Not to mention, Grell calls him “dear Sebastian” all the time and I feel soft as fuck and the “destiny or coincidence” convo is basically translated as “fate or random/luck/fortune” (even though it could easily have been translated as coincidence, which is clear-cut) which is much more ambiguous and generally makes Seb sound less cold towards her. He also asks for things nicely. I’m probably overthinking decisions they made in five seconds but yeah.
Anyway, I could talk about how French Sebastian is basically a different character FOR HOURS.
I have a type and it’s called “demon who considers himself superior to humans in everyway ends up babysitting a human child he saved while having to deal with the stupidity of one or multiple peers who enjoy babysitting the child a bit more”
the fact that this fits more than one character, I–
Of course!! Your English isn’t bad at all, hope you enjoy! Also! Angst. Obviously
¡🖤! Vol. 30
Hi there! I’m good thank you, hope you are too!! Absolutely, hope you like it!
Yes you can, hope you enjoy!
You swallowed hard, trying to control the trembling in your fingers as your breaths remained unsteady. Sebastian was standing mere inches away from you, eyes glowing blood red but gaze as cold as ice. How was it that he always knew what to say to hurt the most? Nothing had really even happened - evidently you had asked one too many questions about what he’d been doing with one Ciel Phantomhive and he had just snapped. You knew work was a decidedly off limit topic, but you thought you would try once more; you didn’t keep all that much from him, after all. In any event, you wouldn’t be trying that again any time soon.
“Fine,” you muttered, features drawn in a deep frown, “I guess that’s just something else you get to lie about.” You stormed out of the house before he had a chance to reply. Although you were cross, you were really more upset than anything else. Relationships are supposed to be built on trust, or so you believed, and there didn’t seem to be all that much of it to go around in yours.
It was about mid-morning as you left and as such you allowed your feet to carry you wherever they wanted to go. You paid attention to your surroundings - London wasn’t always the safest of places - but daylight hours provided far less concern that those of the night. You didn’t feel the need to keep checking over your shoulder either, fairly certain that Sebastian wouldn’t follow. No doubt he’d have a way of knowing where you were anyway, but at least he wasn’t actually here.
In actuality, Sebastian was pacing around the room you had just left in a threateningly calm manner, eyes were much crimson and an unnatural dark starting to swallow up the room. He was cross at you, yes; you didn’t seem to understand that when discussing the topic of work always leads down this road, you should just stop bringing it up. But more importantly, he was cross at his situation. It wasn’t that he didn’t want to tell you, it was that he couldn’t. The Young Master would be in danger if he did and he was fairly certain that was verging on a breach of contract too, which simply led to you being understandably confused and upset. You knew he was a demon, something he felt it wasn’t fair to hide from you, but you knew very little about him besides that.
Sebastian sighed. Maybe it was time he let you in on a bit more of the secret. He still couldn’t give you the fine details about things, but he could at least give you a bit more background information. Maybe if he did that, you would understand the need for secrecy a bit more. The other thing that bugged him was how you always accused him of lying. He didn’t ever lie to you, he was physically incapable of doing it, but that was something else he couldn’t explain to you. It annoyed him because while he did tell half-truths, he knew you wanted your relationships to be based on trust and if you could understand that was exactly what he was giving you, then you might be less intrigued by what he did at work.
That was it; he was going to have to tell you.
You sat down heavily on a bench in Hyde Park, a disposable cup of coffee pressed to your lips. You’d already finished the consolation slice of cake that you bought and you fully intended to just stay put until you had calmed down. You smiled half heartedly when you saw the barista had sprinkled a chocolate smiling face on top of the white foam. A particularly strong gust of wind jostled your hair and the collars of your coat and you took a long sip of the drink, proceeding to almost jump out of your skin when you noticed a man sitting next to you where previously there had been nobody. He laughed a little, a deep rumble in his chest at your reaction.
“Sorry,” he offered with an apologetic smile, “didn’t mean to frighten you.” Still a little breathless, you assured him there was no problem. “You look a bit sad you know. Want to talk about anything?” To say you were surprised by the stranger’s kindness would be an understatement. You didn’t end up telling him what had happened earlier on, though you did sit and talk for a very long time.
His name was Jason as it turned out. He worked at a local car garage as a mechanic, and a good one at that. During the time you spent with him, short though it was, you felt like you had known him all your life. Without really even realising it, the distance between you had lessened until you were brushing elbows with him as you moved your hands to demonstrate a point, until your knees touched. When he leaned right into your personal space, clearly intending to kiss you, you didn’t catch yourself in time to think about Sebastia-
“Oi!! What the hell was that for?!” A gloved hand had shot between you before your lips could touch and Jason had been hauled upright by the collar of his shirt, Sebastian’s face now very much in his.
“The hell indeed,” Sebastian growled out, eyes flashing as fury burned bright behind them.
“Oh I see,” Jason snarled, eye colour turning to match Sebastian’s in seconds, “she’s yours.” Your boyfriend bared his sharpened teeth in a far more literal snarl than the other demon could seem to manage. You watched on, mute at the whole affair and astonished you hadn’t realised Jason was a demon too. But still, it felt like there was more fuelling this heated exchange than just a kiss.
“How dare you try to mark my mate,” Sebastian hissed, “do you have any idea who I am?” His voice had taken on a shadowy, other worldly quality that sent shivers down your spine. It was something old and dark, belying an immense power that should by all accounts be left alone. Jason on the other hand seemed to know exactly what it meant. He all but shrunk in size, leaning away from the other demon in surrender where moments earlier he’d been leaning forward in challenge. “I need not remind what will happen if she ever sees you again.”
With that he let go of Jason’s collar and watch as he practically disappeared into thin air. Satisfied the other was actually gone, he turned back to you. If you thought he was scary when cross before, now he was downright terrifying. Wordless, he held out a hand for you to take. You did so, albeit hesitantly, to find yourselves instantly transported back to the house. Sebastian crushed your body against his immediately, nose pressed against the shoulder of your coat where Jason’s hand had been.
“Despicable,” he muttered, glancing back as you started to stammer out apologies. “I didn’t mean you.” You stopped short, the demon taking the opportunity to kiss you for as long as possible. It quickly left you breathless and you pulled back, chest heaving and hands against his shoulders. You couldn’t help the smirk that made its way onto your face.
“You’re jealous,” you murmured. His eyes glinted dangerously.
“Is that your attempt at telling me I have no reason to be?”
“ 𝐘𝐞𝐬, 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐝. 𝐈 𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐨𝐭𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮. 𝐔𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐲… 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐭𝐡 ”
- 𝑺𝒆𝒃𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒂𝒏 𝑴𝒊𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒔
Absolutely, sorry these took so long and hope you enjoy!
Ahhh omg yes!! Love this idea!! Sorry this took so long, hope you enjoy!
❗️Warnings; mentions of blood
Vampire!Sebastian looks pretty much the same as our normal demon, only I’d say his eyes are crimson more often than usual
OBVIOUSLY only out and about at night, but honestly he probably doesn’t sleep all that much during the day anyway
I feel like he’d be the type to hang about on street corners in the middle of central London when it’s really busy
It’s midnight, you’ve been out with your friends and just left to start walking back to your place (it’s only just around the corner)
You come across this really tall guy, wearing all black, heavy boots, leather jacket
Maybe a few ear piercings by now because he’s been on Earth for centuries and why not
Smoky, smouldering eyes with just a flash of blood reflecting off the irises
He inclines his head just a little as you approach, one ankle crossed over the other and shoulders leaning against the brick wall behind him
Onyx hair falling to frame his face, crossing over the bridge of his nose
His skin is deathly pale and he’s giving off an heir of someone who knows everything that you don’t
He also seems like someone who is very much in control
He offers you a smirk which widens into something of a knowing grin, stark white teeth glinting in the neon lights and are his canines a bit longer than the rest of his teeth?
I feel like vampire!Sebastian is very similar to his demon counterpart in that humans are incredibly interesting to him
I mean, obviously he’s out for blood, but I think he’d want to talk to the people he drinks from
Like he’s genuinely interested and curious, he wants to know more about humans
The concept of living for about a maximum of around 100 years is all but unfathomable to him so he wants to learn as much about them as possible in the time that they have
He’s the proud owner of some massive gothic manor somewhere
The whole place has a feel to it like it’s haunted
To be honest, it probably is
It’s surrounded by woodland, a little winding path leading up to it
Really, a horse and carriage look like they would be more at home here than a car
You can practically see people of times gone by living here, walking about
But you’re sure that’s just your overactive imagination
Mention it to Sebastian and all he’ll do is give you a knowing smirk and say something that’s not at all comforting for your steadily increasing heartbeat and the tremor wanting to set up in your hands
“Can you now?” or “How interesting…”
Just try and take a deep breath then carry on
With regards to his s/o, he would drink from them, but not enough to cause any sort of harm
And you would have to agree to it first, of course
He genuinely cares about you in more than just a ‘cornered lab rat’ kind of way, he doesn’t want to see you hurt
He especially doesn’t want to be the one hurting you
If you do agree to it and he appreciates you probably won’t. After all, you would need to have absolute trust in him; he’s so much stronger than you that you know you wouldn’t be able to push him away if you needed to. Not to mention, your life is now entirely in his hands
He reassures you he would never hurt you one more time, then slowly leans in, giving you time to stop him if you change your mind
When he does finally bite you, a hand curled around the back of your neck for support and the other running gently across your shoulder, his teeth are so very sharp that they don’t really hurt as much as you were expecting
He glances up at you before he actively starts to drink, waiting for some nod or look of confirmation
If you give one, he actually drinks very little
This isn’t him feeding; given that you’re his s/o this is his own act of intimacy
It’s an open display of your absolute trust in him and he knows that
He’s in complete control at this moment in time, and perfectly capable of deciding you a better meal than partner and finishing the job
It’s only your faith in him saying he won’t
If anything, this just makes your bond stronger and allows you too to grow closer
You already trusted him, but now you trust him absolutely
His coffin is one of the most impressive pieces of art you have ever seen
He got Undertaker to custom build it
It’s made of solid, polished mahogany, so dark it almost looks black in the moonlight
It’s lined in crimson velvet, something soft and padded underneath for maximum comfort
The lid has two golden handles and is so heavy that it almost takes supernatural strength to move it
When you see it, you’re utterly captivated
You ask if you can touch it, wanting to gently run your fingertips along the hard surface and see if it’s as smooth as it looks
If he trusts you enough, he might let you lay down in there with him
Now. If you’re someone who needs very few hours of sleep, hanging out with Sebastian at night probably isn’t that much of a problem
However if you do need a decent amount of sleep, you’ll probably have to change your routine quite dramatically so that your waking hours compliment his
Maybe you start taking night shifts or late afternoon/evening shifts so you can spend as much time with him as possible
The other thing to bear in mind about vampire!Sebastian is that he’s very protective of you
Like if someone upsets you it’s not you they’ll be dealing with
If you’re getting unwanted attention from someone, assuming it’s at night, one minute you’ll be alone, the next he’ll be walking up slowly behind you, eyes narrowed and everything about him radiating confidence and strength
“My love,” he murmurs lowly and voice ever so soft, a greeting and a warning in one
He gently winds an arm around your waist and stands beside you, fingers splayed and stretching from your hip to your bottom rib
“Is there a problem?” He asks you quietly, completely ignoring whoever was bothering you
If they say anything, they become silent very quickly after the look he shoots them, a simple glance of blood red eyes with fury raging behind them
Needless to say you don’t have any problems with that person any more
Finally, on the subject of turning you into a vampire, I honestly don’t think he would have any problems with it
He’s definitely not the tragic ‘I refuse to ruin your life just so you can be with me’ type
He’s loving the (after?)life, if you want to become a vampire he’s certainly not going to be the one to stop you
Plus if it means he gets some more permanent company, then so much the better
He would only do it if you wanted to though, even then only if you were absolutely sure
You would be connected to him by blood ties if he were to turn you, so it’s not something he does lightly, nor is it something he tries to dress up to convince you to do it