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Pairing: So'lek/Human!Fem!Reader
Summary: There are plenty of abandoned Resistance field labs across the Western Frontier of Pandora, and you happen to be assigned to the one that cuts through one of So'lek's usual routes to HQ.
Word Count: 8k+
Na'vi Words Used: 'eylanay - acquaintance (with the potential of becoming a friend), kuru - queue braid, 'eylan - friend, palulukan - thanator, sevin 'eve - pretty girl, kalin - sweet, mawey - calm, tewng - loincloth, tawtute - human
Warnings: NSFW, mentions of solitude, keeping sane, potential danger, smut, dni minors, oral (fem!receive), mentioned biting, scenting, and claiming, p in v, unprotected sex (wrap it you skxawng), belly bulge, creampie, swearing, etc.
Taglist: @mooniequeen
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Wooden Glen Field Lab, a Resistance Field Lab, just northeast of the Aranahe Hometree. Your new home.
It had been overrun by the flora and fauna of Pandora, left abandoned when the Resistance had to close back up due to heavy RDA activity. Several of these sites were vacated, but times have changed, and the Resistance needed these labs back up and running now more than ever. You've never been stationed at one until now, and from where you stood, it was quaint. Back on Earth, you wouldn't have been able to afford anything at even half of this shack's size, so you took it as a blessing. Thank you, Eywa.
Speaking of, you noticed something indicating a different kind of wildlife has been through here. A campfire just outside the lab on the forest floor and Na'vi-designed woven baskets and material stationed around it. Signs of the natives using this place as shelter. One of the remaining Sarentu acted as your guide and protection for the journey here, and explained that it was normal for any friendly Na'vi to rest at the scattered field labs throughout their journies and you would likely see more of them. They didn't say much else after that, however, wishing you luck and leaving once they were sure there wasn't any nearby danger around.
Taking a deep breath through your mask, you walk up to the human-fashioned shack surrounded by wildlife and vegetation. It hadn't been used in some time, so you take out your SID device and use it to power up the small complex, watching as the lights and terminal flash then power back on as if good as new. Someone had tried to turn this place into a more welcome environment, placing various small potted plants all around the space and in makeshift shelves made of tree branches. It looked a bit hippy, and you wouldn't be surprised if the former RDA-turned-rebel who lived here used to be a botanist.
Looking up, you took note of the netted hammock that was storing extra supplies and luggage up above to keep out of the way. Looking down, you're careful to watch your step as occasional rubbish and cables scatter across the floor, left abandoned by its former resident. One side of the small lab was clearly meant to be for business, hosting a work bench, the terminal, and additional medical supplies and weaponry.
On the other side, it looked more like a living space, sporting a portable counter fridge, bookshelves, and of course all of the freaking house plants. One corner looked like a reading nook, with a bean bag made of several different colored-fabric, surrounded by papers and empty paper coffee cups, the lights above giving off a warm atmosphere. Setting down your things, you decide on tidying up your new home before settling in for the night.
You must have been cleaning the space for hours by the time you heard a faint rustle outside. Looking up, you spare a glance at the rifle on the wall before bravely deciding to check out the noise without it. It's your first night here... surely there wouldn't be any danger right away, would there? As you step out of your new base, you glance around until you notice the unlit campfire. Standing there stood a male Na'vi, but not just a random stranger.
You recognized So'lek as one of the most significant Na'vi faces who tend to prowl around Resistance HQ. Everyone knows who he is, everyone knows his story, and everyone -including humans- knows to give him a wide berth. His sharp eyes had been looking directly at you, since he noticed you before you saw him, and his gaze narrowed with suspicion just as you gasp in shock.
"Oh! Hello."
His hard stare is the only thing keeping your feet frozen to the floor of your lab before he knowingly states, "You are from the headquarters."
You nod, faintly shocked that he remembered your face, especially since neither of you have shared a word until now, "Alma and Priya asked me to man this lab so it stays functional for botany research and RDA activity."
"I see."
You relax some, only for a thought to dawn in your head as you point to the Na'vi made structure right outside your new home, "Wait, is this your campfire? Have you been living here?"
"When I occasionally travel through this area, yes."
Nodding, you open your arm out wide to gesture to the whole yard outside the lab, "You were here first, so help yourself to whatever is yours. I'll stay out of the way."
"No need," he shakes his head then, the first movement he ever made upon recognizing you, "You will be staying here for a lot longer than I. And besides, I prefer to rest outside."
"Alright, will you be resting here for the night? I think it's supposed to rain so I plan on shutting down the place and locking myself in."
"I am moving on for the night. Just needed some things I left behind. I will be coming back this direction on my way to HQ in three days."
"Sounds good. Safe travels."
He nods and turns to go, before pausing two seconds and then tilting his head back toward you, "Stay alert while you're out here, 'eylanay. Do not ever let your guard down."
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His words were haunting and bothersome, but you suppose he doesn't have a choice than to be that way after everything he's been through. Plus, he's from this world and knows its dangers better than you do. The thought that something could be lurking just outside or staring at you through the window sent chills down your spine.
As you stated, you locked down the two large doorways that open up the shack and secure all the windows, waiting until the oxygen levels are steady before removing your mask. You had closed everything up just in time, the storm hitting just moments after. Out of everything beautiful here, you didn't envy Pandora's storms, so fierce and terrifying... and you were alone.
A beep pings from your terminal and you try to pretend you didn't dash over to answer it, "Hey, Priya."
"Hey! Did you settle in okay? Is it scary? Is it dangerous? Oh, what am I saying? Of course, it's dangerous! And scary and dangerous are almost one in the same--"
"Priya, I'm fine," you smile to yourself, unsure if you missed her ramblings or not, "Everything's fine. It's actually quite peaceful here."
"Oh, good!"
"And it's comforting to know that So'lek treks through here often enough to where I won't feel completely alone and he could check in if I need any help."
"You saw So'lek?"
"Yeah, he just happened to be passing through."
"That's perfect! Oh, that makes me feel so much better! I'll make sure to send another radio with him next time so that you two could chat between each other or if you need him to check on you. Oh, this is gonna be great! You guys can chat to each other whenever you need some company!"
"Uh, Priya...?"
"I mean, just think about it! You're going to be living alone in the middle of the forest and he's constantly traveling alone. It's perfect! So cool!"
"Okay..." You try not to sound a little put-off by her suggestion but decided to kindly cut her off, "Hey, I think I'm gonna clock out for the night. I'm tired from the cleaning."
"Cleaning? Why did you need to clean?"
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Three days later, So'lek comes back through, as promised. He immediately finds you outside, in your mask, wearing worn-out clothes while you work around and monitor the plants that the resident before you had planted. The plan was for you to continue their work, and while you weren't a botanist, you figured that the notes the previous tenant left behind could help you continue their research.
Looking up from taking notes, you noticed So'lek standing a half a dozen yards away from you. To attempt at being friendly, you wave him over and feel both surprise and pride when he walks closer to join you.
"I half expected to find you dead already."
"Only half?" You snort in amusement, "It's nice to hear that you had some faith in me, if only a little bit."
He kept his face blank, not reacting to your tease, "I still would never drop my guard if I were you, 'eylanay."
"Yes, yes, I know," you take note of the direction he came in and come up with your own observation, "Are you heading back to HQ?"
He nods and you flash a small smile of sympathy, "A word of warning? Priya is going to be handing you a radio to bring back to me when you get there. She wants to make sure you and I keep in contact should I ever need help."
You don't miss the small grimace on his face when you mention Priya. You can't entirely blame him, knowing that Priya is a lot to handle for someone who prefers to be left alone, and everyone knows how desperate Priya is to make Na'vi friends, So'lek most of all.
He nods once more, schooling his face back to something more neutral, "Very well. Is there anything else you need from Headquarters?"
"Uh... when do you think you'll be coming back through?"
"Less than a week."
"Maybe some rations then, just to be safe."
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That is basically the gist of your conversations with So'lek for the next upcoming month. Every time he comes through, whether heading to or from Resistance HQ, he makes time for small talk, talk that only lasts less than ten minutes, then he's gone before you have time to say goodbye. It doesn't bother you a whole lot, but that could be from the feeling of loneliness. You'll take a few moments of conversation with practically anyone and anything if it will keep you sane from your solitude, even So'lek, who was hardly one for words to begin with. Part of you wondered if you'll end up like him if you continued working alone in this lab without anyone else to talk to you.
He never stays the night at his campfire, or maybe he does and he happens to leave before you even wake up. Either way, you never see him sitting outside or sleeping by the fire as you imagined he once did before you came along and took his space. He brings back any supplies you ask of him whenever he's on his way back from headquarters, and sometimes he brings items that Priya practically had to beg him to take to you. They weren't necessities, but you appreciated the comics and recordings of guitar solos one of the Resistance members likely cooked up. You didn't believe Priya would be capable, but you had to wonder whoever was sneaking you dirty romance novels among those supplies, and how your suspicions only heightened when you realize the novels were about a human female and her alien male lover. Despite how horrified you felt when discovering that little surprise hidden among your rations, it was... comforting, to say the least. It helped keep you sane and one with your humanity. You were also thankful that So'lek didn't appear to notice what he was tasked to give you.
One month turns into two, and there was a patch of weeks where you hadn't seen So'lek at all. A part of you told yourself not to worry, knowing he had a mission that took him in the opposite direction of your field lab, or at least that's what Priya told you. The other part of you, however, couldn't help looking out your window before bed every night, wondering if he'd be there the one time you looked. Suddenly you found yourself immerced in those dirty romance novels just to keep yourself from worrying too much, and you were beginning to question your mind when you realized you had begun to picture the male alien lover to look like So'lek in your head as you read.
That one fateful day you decide to leave the large doors completely open to let the fresh air through the lab was the one day you shouldn't have even gotten out of bed. You heard the deep growl first, then your hairs on the back of your neck stood on edge. You were inside the complex and quickly look around for your rifle, but the moment you made too quick of movement was when the thanator leaped into action. It roared loudly, deafening your small ears, as it leapt up onto the walkway leading into the lab before prowling right inside as if it owned the place, it's eyes never leaving you for a second, practically freezing you where you stand. You internally curse whoever designed those doors to be big enough for a thanator and you hope they're rotting in Hell. As the beast corners you into the smallest space of the lab, a part of you hopes you'll meet that inventor in Hell so you can kill them again yourself.
The thanator's nose scrunches as its snarling muzzle curled up, its limbs lowering closer to the ground, ready to strike. When it bows its back to pounce, you faintly catch sight of a collar or some form of restraint around the creature's neck, clearly of RDA make judging by the worn and chipped yellow paint coated over the metal. You wonder if it would be the last thing you ever see, a creation made from the ones you swore to fight against.
An entire barrage of gunfire shrieks through the air, bullets raining into the thanator's side at the same time it cries out in pain. So'lek inched forward until he leaps up into the lab, stepping into the open doorway and continuing his assault until he empties the entire clip into the beast's hind. As he's going to reload, the thanator decides to retreat, mewling and whining in pain as it tries to limp out of the opposite door it came through. So'lek had other ideas, however, loading his rifle once more and emptying out another whole clip into the beast, even after its body fell dead outside.
So'lek finally stopped, the silence ringing in your ears after being forced to be in the same small space as an assault rifle. He hops back out of the lab and trudges over to the dead body outside, knife in hand just to be safe. You take your time, gasping for breath as your mask hissed and testing your shaking legs out as you slowly but surely step right outside the door to see for yourself.
"I... I thought thanators were territorial?" You find your voice, swallowing down saliva when your chords cracked from fear, "Last I checked, this place wasn't in any known territory."
"These are the Severed kind our Sarentu informers have been running into," So'lek explained almost robotically while nudging the dead creature with his foot, "Animals whose kuru have been cut. Experiments, courtesy of the Sky People."
"There... Usually, there are two of them, right?"
"Nor mentioned he managed to kill one, but not its partner. This must have been the one that got away." He paused as if remembering something, before his eyes finally peer up to meet yours, "Are you alright?"
Your exhale isn't very strong, and your voice quivered, but you nod, "I... I think so. Just... shakened..."
His eyes squint, but he didn't look as though he was judging or analyzing you. He looked... for lack of a better word, concerned, "Perhaps I should take you back to base camp."
You shake your head while trying to muster a weak, joking smile, "I think I need to sleep for two days straight before I do that. That took a lot out of me."
He doesn't comment and instead offers to help clean up the mess of bullets and anything the thanator might have knocked out of place while causing a rampage through the base. You don't refuse or even agree, you just nod and move back inside to get started.
The two of you clean up in silence, all the while So'lek keeps a close eye on you, and you pretend not to notice. It's hard not to, however, since his gaze can drive your skin to rise and heat up unlike anyone you've ever met before.
He noticed how your hands were still shaking as you pick up a couple of fallen books, "'Eylan..."
"I'm alright," you wave off, too strung up to even acknowledge the achievement of gaining a new friendship status with the hard-won Na'vi man, "Just... too tense. How did you know I needed help?"
"I was already on my way here. I picked up the animal's scent and started to run and hope I wasn't too late."
You didn't dare assume that tone in his voice was trembling. You knew that assuming anything out of someone who kept his cards close to his chest would be wrong. Your eyes briefly look up at the Na'vi man, a faint smile on your lips, "You weren't. You were right on time. Thank you..."
Unbeknowst to you, So'lek's chest squeezed almost painfully at the sight of your grateful smile. Even through all that adrenaline and fear, you were still standing and unharmed, which relieved him so much to the point that it frightened him. He didn't think he would feel such fear when he had first caught the scent of the feral palulukan mixed in with the one he had come to associate with you. And yet, his legs moved before his mind was made up, running faster than he ever thought possible out of desperation.
To hear your reassurance that he had managed to save you on time strikingly comforted him, and yet, he didn't feel as though you were completely safe despite the danger being gone. He moved his eyes to watch the world outside your window to avoid your gaze as he spoke,
"I do not feel comfortable moving on and leaving you here alone tonight. If it will help, I will keep watch as you rest."
With his eyes off yours, he failed to notice your face heat up or the bug-eyed expression you sent his way. Of course, you knew you wouldn't sleep very well tonight and would like nothing more than to have some company after nearly dying. However, you also tried to play it cool and nonchalant. After all, this man did warn you to always keep your guard up, and you would hate to disappoint him, despite the odd friendship you now shared.
You simply shrug as a way to try and hide your embarrassment, "I know it'd be useless to try and convince you otherwise, so do what you want."
You activate the doors to slide completely shut, locking the two of you inside as you listen for the familiar hiss of oxygen being filtered in and out. Only when the terminal deems it safe do you remove your mask and walk over the mask station. You hang up yours and retrieve a smaller one for So'lek, handing the device to him. So'lek expertly breathes into the mask once and then lets the device dangle around his neck before he moves to the window. You watch him retreat before moving over to snuggle into the bean bag resting in the corner, trying to ignore the tall Na'vi now standing by your window as you close your eyes.
While he kept watch, he also occasionally watched you as well. You looked even smaller than usual, lying curled up in the bean bag as if trying to disappear from the world. After everything you've been through today, it's understandable you'd still be antsy, but So'lek had to commend you for how brave and put-together you appeared to be in the face of danger. He doesn't know many sky demons who are capable of that, which is why he had found himself conversing with you more than he should have over the course of these months.
Since the day you first arrived at Wooden Glen, an ugly part in his head immediately told him to stay back, keep away from you, and try not to get used to your scent. Despite hating most humans -with the Resistance balancing on that tight rope-, he surprised even himself when he didn't feel those emotions toward you. You, who immediately gave him space and didn't question him. You, who respected his boundaries and opted to live peacefully in the same space when you learned he would occasionally rest at the lab. You weren't defensive or suspicious, and you didn't expect anything from him. Sure, most of the Resistance fighters were like that -hence why they no longer worked for the RDA- but none of them were you.
So'lek may be hard to talk to and therefore found it hard to form bonds, but he's not blind. He knows beauty when he sees it, and despite hating almost everything the Sky People create, he didn't hate whatever method of creation made you. You were not Na'vi by any means, yet he couldn't help the way his eyes scan your body, so much smaller in comparison to his, and wonder what it would be like to press you into him. And your scent-- oh, your scent. Somehow, it lingered in his nostrils even from miles away in a vastly different part of Pandora. There wasn't much to your scent. It wasn't perfume or deodorant. Nothing distinct, and yet he knows it's you the moment he catches a whiff of it. It's not a bad scent. It's just you. He internally knows that there's nothing bad about it, least of all you.
So you could imagine the horror he felt when he had drawn close to the lab that day, only to smell a thanator in your general direction.
Unaware of his staring, you felt unnerved and restless now that you were finally trying to sleep. You weren't sure if you had laid there for hours or mere minutes, but you began to toss and turn, your heart beating loudly in your chest and unable to slow down.
So'lek noticed your transgressions immediately and voiced his thoughts, "You should get some sleep, my friend."
"I can't," you murmur quietly, "I'm too jumpy and too tense... Too cold."
He wasn't sure what came over him, but the sight of you restless and your claims of being cold pulled him from the window. He strides across the room and crouches in front of your form, ignoring the shock and hidden worry behind your eyes. You had grown still, a little cautious as to what would happen or what he would do if you moved. You get your answer as his large hand slowly rises up and rests over your forehead. You didn't dare move, feeling the heat of his palm against your face, and-- by god, his hand was so large, it could easily fit your whole skull without a problem.
He stomps down whatever he is feeling in his gut when his hand presses against your skin, a little shocked at how smooth you feel beneath his touch. He hadn't experienced many humans before, especially not up close and personal. The softness of your skin was... new and an interesting sensation. So'lek couldn't help but wonder what the rest of you might feel like beneath his touch.
He huffs with a faint smirk on his lips, "You are definitely cold."
Despite seeing anything other than a scowl on his face for the first time, you couldn't help the slight sting of your sarcasm emerge, scoffing and lightly swatting his hand away, "Thanks, Captain Obvious."
His eyes squint in confusion, "I do not understand."
"Never mind," you wave it off easily enough, starting to sit up before you notice So'lek inching closer, beginning to crowd your space. Your jaw nearly slacked before you picked it back up and found your words again, "Uh... what are you doing?"
He wasn't entirely sure himself. His usual instinct to stay away was nonexistent. A different instinct took over, and he wasn't sure if it terrified or intrigued him, but the scent you were giving off definitely wasn't helping him form a clear thought.
"Warming you up."
He said it like it was the simplest thing in the world as if your heart didn't just threaten to leap straight out of your mouth as his large body suddenly started to surround you in every sense of the word. It could've been from being so touch-starved and lonely, or it could've been your attraction toward him. Either way, your body immediately felt hot, and he wasn't even completely touching you yet. If you had half a sensible mind, you would immediately look away from the intensity of his sharp, yellow gaze, hiding the blush beginning to creep up over your face, but you didn't. You found yourself entranced by him, unable to look away.
He's pressing into your space now, completely pinning you into the bean bag, and yet you didn't feel scared or suspicious of ill intent. You felt yourself trusting his slow methods... as if he was testing to see what you would do. The long length of his strongly corded body overpowers your smaller form, encompassing you with his... well, everything. He took up your vision, your touch, and your hearing, and suddenly, you felt your mouth go dry with the need to taste as well. His eyes flick down, away from your eyes, and your mouth unconsciously opens in a silent gasp. You watch his eyes stare intently at your lips, his strong jaw visibly tightening underneath his skin. His face leans closer to yours until you feel his hot breath fan over your face, forcing your eyes to blink. He briefly looks up to watch your pretty eyelashes flutter before finally opening his mouth.
"Yes or no, sevin 'eve?"
You don't know what that means, but your body shivers in response regardless. You're scared to reach out and touch first in case this is all just a dream after falling asleep while reading those romance novels. You don't miss the way his brow ridge furrows as if in pain as he watched you wet your bottom lip and find the words to speak,
"Yes."
He's molding your lips together before the word even fully leaves your mouth, forcing you to inhale through your nose and feeling dizzy by the scent of his musk. His lips were bigger than yours, making the kiss sloppy until the two of you found a rhythm that suited you both. The air was stolen from your lungs as he seemed hellbent on constantly chasing your lips whenever you needed to pull away to breathe.
You weren't sure how long you kissed, losing track of time, immersed in the sensation before you were all too aware of the wet patch forming between your legs with the way he carefully laid his weight down on your pelvis. You find yourself moaning into his mouth, and his reaction is instantaneous.
His hands are finally on you, starting at your waist and moving up, pushing the fabric of your shirt up as he goes to expose your skin to him. Your heart leaps at the feel of his large hands, practically covering your entire waist, able to expand his fingers over the soft valley of your stomach.
His amazement is replaced by a scowl when his hands push your shirt up enough to expose your bra, "Why must your people feel the need to cover yourselves in so many layers? This is criminal."
You're not offended, finding yourself breathlessly laughing at his expense. You move your hands to grab the hem of your shirt and pull it over your head, "If you think that's bad, you should try unhooking this thing."
He frowns but doesn't protest, taking his mask and breathing in its contents, waiting for your instruction as he stares down at your bra as if it offended him by simply existing. Dare I say it almost looked as though he was pouting if such an expression existed within So'lek. You bite your lip to refrain from laughing more and gently grasp his hands. He clearly had the strength to pull away, his hands so much larger than yours, but he lets you guide him to the expanse of your back where he's met with the strap of your bra. Small hooks kept the offending piece of fabric together, and while he tried to fiddle with it, it only made his frustration grow.
You're not surprised when he finally gives up and just rips the bra apart like it was nothing, but you still groan in slight annoyance, "I only have a few of those, you know."
"You will not be needing any of them from here on out," he states gruffly, with confidence, as he moves down to plant large, smooth kisses down the front of your neck and toward the space between your now exposed breasts, your heartbeat strong against his lips.
So'lek was determined to be rid of all of your bras in the near future. He'll burn them if he has to. This world is not a place for the Sky People's opinions on indecent exposure, nor is their culture and fashion welcome in So'lek's eyes. As if he needed another reason to hate the Sky People, their insistence on covering someone as beautiful as you up was the cherry on top.
His hands and mouth move onto your breasts, squeezing and kissing, licking over both of your nipples. You were more pliable and squishy compared to Na'vi women, but So'lek loved it because it just meant there was more of you to hold. He liked the feel of your tits, warm and heavy in his palms. Why need a bra when his hands are literally right here?
You lean back, sighing up at the ceiling and gasping when he slips one of your nipples into his mouth, unknowingly arching your back to push your chest further into his hands, much to his inner delight. His tongue is wet and rough, running circles around the bud until it forms into a peak then he moves on to the other one, keeping his hand occupied on whichever tit that wasn't currently in his mouth. Your skin rises wherever he touches, and your hips involuntarily try to move, your need for anything to press between your legs only growing when So'lek gently bites his teeth around the tit he was playing with. You nearly rock your hips up at the feel of his fangs sinking slowly into your skin, not puncturing or causing you to bleed, but causing a bruise to form when he finally pulled away, your breasts now slicked with his saliva and one marked with his teeth.
His breath was unsteady now, his eyes blown out of proportion, hiding the yellow color behind those black voids of a pupil. His eyes rake over your form, smugly enjoying how flushed you look with wet, kiss-bitten lips, tangled hair, and scrunched eyebrows, Sitting back on his hunches and taking it all in, So'lek's eyes finally land on your lower half, your thigh muscles clenching at the way his expression turns to hunger.
He hooks his fingers into the hem of your bottoms and helps peel them off your legs, again, showing his disapproval when his need to see all of you is obstructed by your panties.
His hands reach down to grab a hold of the panties, but you find enough willpower to remember to pull away as you fix him a stern look, "I am not letting you rip these."
He scoffed half-heartedly, "They are already ruined," he emphasizes this by gently beginning to rub a finger over your clothed clit, the bold movement surprising you enough to forget your words and gasp out in pleasure. The movement of his fingers sent your head spiraling, unaware you were so worked up to the point that a simple touch had you needy for more. He leans over you, keeping his finger's speed steady as his voice whispers into your ear, "Do you not feel how soaked and uncomfortable they feel?"
You groan in response, silently agreeing that the wet fabric rubbing against your most sensitive area wasn't as pleasant as say his fingers. Part of you wanted him to rip the panties off you so he could quickly return to drawing circles and figure eights over your clit, but the more logical part in your head reminded you that underwear was more crucial than a bra for everyday life. You wiggle your hips and with So'lek's help, you manage to get the panties off at least one of your legs and let it dangle around your other ankle before kicking it off all the way.
So'lek's breath stuttered as he stared down at the tight, shiny wet cunt between your legs, so small that his thumb nearly envelops half of it as he continues to play with your now bare clit. The slick makes it easier to rub and your moans slip out of your mouth without a fear of anyone else hearing. The thought of being able to let you make as many lewd noises as possible without anyone around sent a thrill up his spine.
He found himself moving until he was lying on his stomach, his head inching forward between your legs. Once you realized his intentions, your body began to writhe with anticipation, a little nervous but wanting this all the same. His hot breath fanned down the inside of your leg and gusting over your pussy, making your inner walls unconsciously clench around nothing.
When you felt the wet warmth of his tongue run up the seam of your pussy, you're startled into moaning up at the ceiling, "Fuck, So'lek--"
"Mm..." he mumbled, the vibrations sent straight into your heat and making your skin tingle. He's unashamed of how loud he was being, drinking you up like he's a man trapped in the desert, his moans and tongue causing the most erotic sensation that you have never felt before. His tongue dips into your greedy hole as a gasp is stolen from your lungs.
He hummed as if he just tasted the sweetest fruit, "Kalin."
"Oh, God..." You respond, moving your hips to press further into his mouth. He doesn't seem to mind and eagerly takes as much of you as he can, pressing his nose into your clit as he licks up what he could only describe as your sweet nectar.
He takes it a step further once he knows you're wet and ready and inserts a finger into your entrance, slowly pushing it despite there wasn't much resistance yet. He carefully watched the way you bucked and arched your back as if your body was trying to decide to pull away or push for more. Your eyes were closed, wanting to just feel every sensation, the bottom of your stomach already warm and fluttery. Once So'lek added a second of his large fingers, he felt a tiny stretch against the initial ring of muscle, but it gave way barely a second later and welcomed him into your tight warmth. He slowly pulls his fingers in and out, trying to commit the sound of you and your responsive body to memory, all the while licking up your slick and pressing his nose into your clit.
It felt as though he was in several places at once, and the growing ache was igniting a pleasant, burning fire within you. Every lick and every thrust of his fingers were barreling you closer to some unforeseen peak, threatening to push you over the edge. You rock your hips against his face, thighs beginning to tremble around his head. He moaned deep into your pussy as he felt the muscle of your inner thighs flex and pressed down tightly around him. It was glorious and exhilarating, driving So'lek to pump his fingers in and out of you, faster and faster.
"Ah~!" You jolt, hands quickly reaching down and tangling into his hair, helping you thrust your hips more closely into his face. The sounds coming from your mouth and pussy was so obscene, normally, you'd feel embarrassed, but right now you weren't even paying attention. You were more focused on grinding into So'lek's face, chasing after your own release, feeling it rise and rise as the coil begins to dangerously tighten.
"So'lek--" Your plea is abruptly cut off by a moan escaping your lips, your body trembling in response to him curling his fingers just right inside of you. It drove you into a frenzy, now grinding your hips faster as you cried out, "So'lek! Do that again-- fuck... I'm so close..."
He moans, going even faster while repeating the movements you begged him to mimic, his tongue eager to lap you up and taste everything you could give him. Your fingers tighten in his hair and the sensation nearly makes his eyes rolls back, more eager than ever to feel and see you finish.
You're unable to warn him as your climax barely had time to build up before it snapped and let go, your screams of pleasure filling up the lab as your pussy pulses and sends waves of hot ecstasy up and down your body. The whole time your orgasm clings to you, so does So'lek, his tongue and fingers still working in and out of you, riding out your high. He groans when you spill into his mouth, your thighs uncontrollably shaking all around him and your pretty little noises add to his already aching cock.
By the time you're beginning to relax and turn to jelly in his hands, he finally pulls his mouth away, gasping deeply for air only to choke and remember than he needed the breathing mask around his neck to do so. Licking his lips, he brings the mask up to his face and takes long, deep breaths, in and out, closing his eyes and moaning when his smells you on his own breath. Opening his eyes, he finds you with your eyes still closed and a small, satisfied smile on your face. It feels as though he has no choice when he leans down to kiss you, wishing to feel that sweet, irresistible smile with his own lips. You hum lightly, kissing back with your hands gently soothing his scalp where you had initially pulled his hair, a soft moan escaping his lips when the soreness is slowly massaged away. You can feel his moan on your lips, the taste of his tongue intoxicating once you realize he tasted like you. You shift underneath him, needing more as your hands move to start disrobing his chest pieces and loincloth.
"Mawey..." he moaned softly, even as his hips moved to give you better access to his tewng.
Despite not understanding him completely, you could tell by his tone that he wanted you to slow down. You had to crane your neck to peer up at him, and suddenly his reluctance immediately caves, his heart clenching with the way you stare up at him with half-lidded eyes, long eyelashes, and wet lips. He manages to unclip his vest before diving back in to kiss you, savor you, his large hands on either side of your face, fingers raking into your hair.
You sigh in content, closing your eyes while you return the passionate effort, trying not to get distracted as your hands begin to untie his loincloth. You feel him before you can see him, both of you pulling out of the kiss to gasp as your hand grabs a hold of his cock. The fact that your hand couldn't fully wrap around the width told you all you needed to know, and once you caught a glimpse of him, your mouth began to water.
Your fingertips and thumb were nearly an inch apart, unable to touch. Maybe it was your imagination, but the only thing you could compare to describe the size of So'lek's cock was your own forearm, much to your distress and excitement. There was no way he was going to fit, but by Eywa, you needed to try.
Using your free hand, you gently grab the back of So'lek's neck and pull him in for another kiss, just to be sure he didn't make any other protests. For added measure, you slowly move your other hand up and down his length, causing full body shivers to erupt across his back. You catch a bead of precum at the tip and slather it over his cock, making your movements easier on his sensitive, uncut skin.
It was easier to coherce him than you originally thought it would, moving the both of you until you were flat on your back, bean bag forgotten, with So'lek hovering above you, his hips flush between your legs. His cock stood tall between your bodies as your hand continued to move up and down the impressive length. His eyes squeeze shut, a small snarl on his lips as a growl runs through him. Both of his hands are planted on either side of your head, holding him up as he tries to regain control of himself, enjoying your touch but trying to restrain the overbearing thoughts that involve plunging deep inside of you no matter how loud you scream.
"Ma'kalin... I do not want to hurt you."
"Please..." you whimper desperately, hand moving up and down his cock faster while you arch your back to try and get closer, "I need you... I promise to tell you my limits."
He paused to consider this, opening his eyes to watch yours for anything, and all he could see was your lust and desperation for him. His ears lower, wondering what he did to deserve such a need for him, and how he could've possibly deserved it. Regardless of his inner demons, his own need for you clouds most of his usual judgments and he surrenders to you, nodding once before spitting into his hand and gently moving your hand off of his cock. You both moan as his hand rubs up and down his length, and hopefully the saliva and pre cum you had spread earlier would be enough to slip inside your tight heat with ease.
You sit up, and for a moment he's alert at the idea you are changing your mind, but you smile and grab his mask, lifting it up to his mouth, "Take a breath first."
"Curse this thing," he mutters under his breath, his tail twitching behind him at the soft sound of your laugh. He does as he's told and takes a deep breath before letting the mask fall back around his neck.
He lies you back down as your lips meet once more, tilting your head to deepen the kiss. Your movements stalled when you felt the tip of his cock press on your clit before slowly dragging down toward your entrance, making your breath hitch in anticipation.
So'lek parts from the kiss and briefly brushes his lips over your soft cheek, "Now it is your turn to take a breath."
You nod obediantly, expanding your lungs as you deeply inhale just as he began to press his cock into your pussy. Your hands immediately fly up to hang onto So'lek's hair once more when you felt your pussy begin to stretch around his cock, his movements so agonizingly slow but you appreciated it once that ring of muscle that held his length like a vice grip in your entrance began to burn. You slowly exhale, albiet a little shaky at the uncomfortable stretch. Looking down, your internally horrified that he's barely two inches inside of you. A soft whimper escapes your throat and So'lek is swift to reassure you, dipping his head into the crook of your neck while his hand reaches between your bodies to gently rub your clit to ease the pain.
"I know..." his presses a kiss into the side of your neck, "I know. You are doing so well, ma'kalin, taking my cock so well..."
You mewl beneath his praise, taking a better, deeper breath as he pushes another inch inside. The burn isn't as painful and as his thumb continues to rub your clit, the stretch almost feels arousing. You already want to move your hips up to meet his, but you remain still instead, hellbent on the idea of getting him to fit in as much as possible before doing anything else.
It's a few minutes of patience and determination, but eventually, you can feel the tip of So'lek's cock breach the top of your cervix, bumping into that special, spongy spot that makes you whimper with pleasure.
"By Eywa..." So'lek groans quietly into your neck, "Feel yourself, ma'kalin."
You do as your told and reach down to where you know his thumb is currently rubbing your clit, only to pause when you felt something unfamiliar on your body. A large protrusion beneath your skin, sticking out of your abdomen. You look down between your bodies and moan. So'lek was only able to fit his cock a little over halfway in, and whatever he could fit was now forming a large bulge in your belly. You reach and press down on the bulge, the instant response was So'lek gripping tightly onto your hips.
"You..." he sounds as though he's been punched, groaning when you unintentionally squeeze around him until he finds his words, "You are so tight. I can feel every inch of you squeezing my cock."
"Does it hurt?" You ask with a small hint of worry.
A small quiver of a smile rises in the corner of his mouth, able to hide it in your shoulder as his kisses a small freckle on your skin, "In a good way. Always a good way. Keep tightening around me and I might finish without even moving."
A staggered breath escapes your lips, closing your eyes just to feel it all. The feel of being so full, the feel of his finger on your clit, the feel of his large body on top of you, both of your bodies moulded together, despite difference in size. Your gummy walls clench, and you feel the way his cock twitches in response, followed by a small snarl that released from deep in So'lek's chest. Your hands gently card through his hair and be sure to avoid his kuru when you guide him out of the juncture of your neck to look at him. You're not disappointed by his expression, his hairless brow pinched together in blissful agony, a small bead of sweat dripping down from his forehead and over the scar on the side of his face. You find your fingers following the pattern of the scar, tracing it and catching the bead of sweat, wiping it away.
He opens his eyes at your small gesture, staring wide eyed at you as if he had made some sort of new discovery. Your stomach fluttered in response, meeting his gaze as a roar of need waves through you. Without breaking eye contact, you move your hips and it only helps his cock slip further inside you.
He nearly buckled then and there, startled to the point he needed to remember to hold himself above you so you wouldn't be crushed. He growls deep in his throat, the bridge of his muzzle scrunched up as he grit his teeth. Unbeknowst to him, his reaction made your heart skip a beat, and if he wasn't already buried deep inside you, your legs would've no doubt clenched together to relieve the heat beginning to grow. Taking your hint, So'lek begins to moves his hips, pulling out and only going as far to leave the tip inside before sliding back in, your stuttering breaths mingling together as the ridges of his cock bumps and fits in all of the grooves of your aching walls, creating the most erotic friction you knew no toy could ever recreate. The idea of this man ruining all other sexual experiences for you was both enticing and mournful, knowing you would never be able to properly get yourself off ever again. Then again, you wouldn't mind always having to go to him in order to climax from here on out. Just as long as he felt the same.
Slick with sweat, your bodies slide together as So'lek finally starts to pick up the pace, the sound of skin slapping together filling up the lab that was your little corner of paradise. Each of his thrusts punches a moan out of you, your hands moving to get a better grip on his body, only to leave long and angry scratch marks up and down his back, your legs wrapped tightly around his hips.
The pleasant sting of your nails only encourages So'lek to rut more roughly into you, growling and snarling in your ear, an animalistic desire driving him to chase after your cervix with every thrust. The instinct to mark you all over clouded his mind, but he purposely clenched his jaw to refrain from doing so. For now, the scent he already left on you would be enough to mark his claim. It was also driving him to his climax quicker than he wanted, not when he wanted you to reach yours first. It wasn't just a want. It was a need for him.
Needing to help you reach your peak faster, he puts his hands and tongue to work. He had to hunch a little uncomfortably to reach his intended target, but it was all worth it when one hand was figioursly rubbing your clit while his tongue swirled around one of your nipples, driving the coil in your stomach to start winding up unbearably tight, already oozing out small waves of ectsasy like warm honey.
"So'-- fuck!" You gasp, your body already beginning to shake, "I'm going to come--"
"Do it," he growled out, unintentionally turning the phrase into an order as his hips stutter before returning to their previous pace, "Come on my cock, sevin 'eve. Let me... by Eywa-- hear how good I make you feel."
His cock rams right into the best spot inside of you, your screams heightened as you began to see stars, "Fuckfuckfuck!"
You grab onto the only thing you could reach, his forearms, and let yourself go. Your toes curl as the coil inside you snaps, sending wave after wave of pounding pleasure through you from head to toe, flooding all of your other senses with the rush of your high, making your head feel light. Your mouth had fallen open in a silent scream, too overwhelmed to make any other sounds.
Your pussy was clenching and unclenching around So'lek's cock as you come, and the sight of you made his own head feel dizzy. The breathy groans he lets out makes your walls clench tighter around him, and after a few more quick thrusts, he's burying his cock as deep as he could get and spilling inside your already full pussy, painting your pulsating walls in large streams of white. He has to remove his hands from your body to keep himself upright, and even then you faintly notice the way his arms shake from such intensity. You two take those few moments to remain still, basking in your shared orgasms, panting heavily and not wanting to move if it meant the high would fade faster.
You had thought he had emptied everything inside you, but when he slowly and agonizingly pulled out, he was still spilling out a few short streams of cum and they end up landing onto your stomach, his cock twitching as he watched his essence stream down your skin and leak out of your pussy. His heart was still racing and his muscles were tense, unable to relax as his cock continued to twitch as he tried to catch his breath.
You take pity on him and move your arms around his frame, manovering him until he's lying on his side next to you. His muscles finally relax once he's not holding himself up, groaning quietly once he manages to press his mask to his mouth and take another breath.
He's reaching for you tiredly even before he's letting the mask drop around his neck, "I will clean you up..."
"Not now," you reply, boldly curling up into his chest to keep warm once the air in the lab had cooled down. You close your eyes and smile to yourself, "Just take your time. I'm in no rush."
He's hesitant at first, but he eventually wraps his arms around you, trying not to think too hard about this little tawtute currently safe in his embrace, your breathing starting to slow as you're finally relaxed enough to go to sleep, using his chest to rest your head. With the cloud of lust lifting, his mind is at war while his heart is at peace. He knows he shouldn't be selfish after what just happened, but he secretly wishes to have this moment all the time. Every night with you would be marvelous... but he's not sure if that's what you want, despite having just fucked you silly.
He lets himself be selfish for a little while longer, just for tonight, his fingertips lightly following the path down your spine, creating goosebumps on your skin, and lulling you to sleep.
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Reference photos for the field lab HERE!
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nattikay · 9 months
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Hello @silverbell96​!
By “head tassel” I assume you mean this?
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It’s called the neural queue in English (kuru or tswin in Na’vi) and it’s an extension of the nervous system. It’s used to do two main things:
One is to create a direct neural bond (called tsaheylu) between individuals. This is what you see between mated pairs, parents+babies, riders+mounts, etc. While forming tsaheylu, the brains of the pair are linked, allowing them to share thoughts, emotions, memories, and physical sensations.
The other is to allow access to the Pandoran neural network by connecting at special locations such as the Tree of Voices and Tree of Souls in A1, or the underwater Spirit Tree in A2. You can think of the Pandoran neural network as kind of a massive biological computer spanning the entire moon, by which metaphor the queue is like a USB cable allowing you to plug yourself into the network and “download” information stored within it, or “upload” and store information (thoughts, memories, the like) of your own.
Your question is dealing with the first thing, of course. Theoretically, yes, a parent could transfer their traumatic memories to their child if they wanted to (we actually see Payakan do this with Lo’ak in A2), but I think it’s something they’d have to do intentionally--I don’t think the memories would accidentally slip though the bond into the baby’s mind without the parent wanting to share them, if that makes sense.
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Honestly, considering the amount of talk - both serious and silly - about Alastor that goes on here, I'm shocked that we haven't gone into the cannibalism discussion sooner.
Anyway, did you know eating brains can make you seriously sick?
Kuru!
I don't know if it applies to non-cannibalism brains though. In the southern US (including, yes, Louisiana) some people eat pork brains fried with eggs. It's still sold in stores.
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noxcaelestia · 5 months
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Huge mechanical pencil fan please tell us more (i don’t draw i just fucking love them)
Hello, thank you for your message! To love mechanical pencils is a great thing. ☺️
To get things started, I gathered up as many mechanical pencils (and mechanical erasers) as I could find and have used in the past year.
I absolutely love mechanical pencils because they’re so convenient, durable, reusable, reliable, versatile, and what I learned from using regular pencils in art especially can most certainly be replicated without worrying about many other drawbacks.
This will be a super long post so please bear with me!
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This is a set of Pentel GraphGear 1000 pencils (my favorites) which includes one of each of 0.3mm, 0.5mm, 0.7mm, and 0.9mm. The 0.4mm was a separate purchase. It comes with four boxes of Pentel HB Super lead for each size and a tube of replacement erasers for this line and many other compatible pencils.
The Pentel GraphGear 1000 series are my favorites because of their rigid design and retractable point that keeps the lead steady and prevents accidents from pokes to drops. The clip is sturdy and acts as a button to retract the point. You can also twist the barrel and always know what lead hardness you’re using whether it’s 2B, B, HB or H. These are amazing to use on good, lightly textured paper.
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The leads shown are the Uni Kuru Toga HB 0.5mm, and Pentel Ain Stein in HB 0.2mm, 0.3mm, 0.4mm and one 2B 0.3mm.
The KuruToga lead is made with the KuruToga technology in mind with a softer outer layer and a harder inner layer to maintain a more consistent thickness through the pencil’s turning mechanism.
Pentel Ain Stein leads are made specifically to write smoother than standard leads by default though they also have varying degrees of hardness/softness. These are my usual lately.
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Uni KuruToga, 0.3mm and 0.5mm (standard)
The mechanism in the Uni KuruToga is made to rotate minutely when the lead hits the surface in order to promote a more consistent line. It may be more suitable for writing but I find it helpful for quick drawings when I don’t need to swap out a different size for a certain effect.
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Pentel Orenz, 0.2mm and 0.3mm
The Pentel Orenz is meant to help with preventing lead breakage with its own gradually retractable tube (also likely better suited for writing). The lead is meant to sit mostly inside for it to prove effective. When drawing, I tend to ignore this function depending on what I’m doing (it holds up quite well if I’m careful). Plus, it’s the only mechanical pencil I’ve found commercially and affordably that used 0.2mm, the smallest commercially available lead I could find. It’s wonderful for minute details in pencil.
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Pilot AirBlanc in 0.3mm
The Pilot AirBlanc have proven indispensable in some of my language study classes years ago where smaller lines made the characters easier to write and more legible for me. The pink one was a gift from a class and I bought a second one in blue. The pencil is quite soft and comfortable and it’s quite fun to use.
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Pentel P200 series pencils in 0.5mm (two have blue and red Pentel Super 0.5mm lead respectively) and one in 0.7mm
The Pentel P200 series have been super reliable for me over the years. I’d keep them so long until the metal part lost its sheen but they were still plenty functional for years and harsh usage. (More than once did a single P205 last me for art classes over the years including drawing as large as 18x24in).
It’s a great sleek, versatile and durable option that’s relatively cheap and easy to find in most stationery sections and art stores, sometimes with additional leads and erasers. The 0.5mm was my favorite size for a long time because it’s thin enough for fine detailing in my drawing but also a comfortable size for writing finely.
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GraphGear 500 series in 0.9mm and 0.3mm
A more heavyweight drafting option, the GraphGear 500 is more clunky and less stylish than its successor. They do their job well for writing and drawing but the grip is not very comfortable for long periods of use but it does prevent slipping. The metal tip does not retract like the 1000 series unfortunately.
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The mechanical erasers I use are from the Tombow Mono line a 2.5x5mm, a 2.3mm and a 3.8mm. They are excellent for erasing small to fine marks and are decently durable and smooth (though a previous 3.8mm one split in half and shattered after continuous wear).
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A “how it’s started vs. how it’s going” model comparison since I began working with and completely adapting to mechanical pencils for writing and drawing.
I hope this was informative! I couldn’t help myself!
(​Fun fact: my schooling was weird in my early years and we weren’t always allowed to get up to sharpen pencils even through middle school so mechanical pencils sort of helped to bandage the problem hence my long term obsession)
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defmxl · 5 months
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ੈ✩‧₊˚'A DRY WHITE ROSE.' - Kiri
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╰┈➤ Fem - Elder Sister - OC [Raoung'ae] x Little sister Kiri
STORY SUMMARY - An unbreakable bond between sisters soon sever but not by choice.
WARNINGS - Angst, Slight gore, Hyperventilation, Night terrors
AUTHOR'S NOTE -
Finally finished... After a whole goddamn month. I love how it turned out though. To those reading...Enjoy!
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˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱
Kiri had many siblings. Four to be exact, her eldest sister, Raoung'ae, her older brother, Neteyam, her other brother, Lo'ak, then her youngest sister, Tuk. Kiri connected much more with her eldest sister, Raoung'ae. Raoung'ae embraced her human features; Kiri believed that she wasn't ashamed by them. Raoung'ae beat up anyone who made fun of her siblings or herself. She was weird and she liked it that way. Kiri loved that about her sister, she looked up to her eldest sister.
Raoung'ae decided she would be a warrior like her father. She found no interest into becoming a healer. So she started training under her father's wing. Despite being different from one another Kiri and Raoung'ae got along well. At times Kiri's elder sister would follow along on her mindless adventures in the forest. Raoung'ae was the first to find out about her connection with Eywa and she believed her, no questions asked. Both of them would spend a lot of time with each other. Especially in the labs. Raoung'ae had learned to read the human language, reading about extinct plants and animals of the planet their father came from. What Raoung'ae loved the most were Earth's flowers. She had found out each and everyone of them had meanings from life to love to death. Kiri would listen to her elder sister ramble on and on about the Earth's extinct life. Like how Raoung'ae would listen to Kiri ramble about Eywa and Pandora. They had formed an unbreakable bond.
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It was a normal day for the Sully children venturing the forest, Kiri was lying on the forest floor with her kuru connected to the grassy floor. The feeling of two pairs of hands on her body jolted her awake the first person she saw was Spider, he was smiling sheepishly. Then Raoung'ae pushed the na'vi-like human away, and a smile adorned her features. 'You alright, Kiri?'
With a nod Kiri raised herself from the floor, brushing off any remaining dirt on her blue skin. 'Look what I got for you!' Kiri turned at her sister's voice then saw the large flower in her hand. Kiri reached for it and thanked her sister, storing it in her pouch. Spider grabbed her bicep and pulled her up; Raoung'ae pushed her up as well and grabbed her by the hand. Kiri let out a loud laugh as she let them drag her.
But the small joyful moment ended after a while; now they were watching a group of avatars gather around the shack. Kiri held Tuk protectively in her embrace, turning to Raoung'ae she noticed her harsh expression. She held her bow so tightly her knuckles turned white. Lo'ak and Spider chuckled as they watched the avatars. 'Call in dad.' A demand from Raoung'ae made them go silent; Lo'ak grew silent and nodded. Their father, Jake, instructed them to get away as soon as possible so they did.
Kiri remembered how fearful she felt when the avatars grabbed a hold of their little sister. But Raoung'ae held her ground her expression hardened and her teeth bared, letting out animalistic growls. But no matter what the children tried to do they were outnumbered, Raoung'ae decided to listen to the avatar's loud protests to 'Put their weapons down.' Raoung'ae nodded towards her siblings to do as they were told; her siblings gave her questionable glances but still complied. Waiting for their parents was stressful, their kurus being pulled every once in a while; pained them. Kiri silently prayed to Eywa, wishing to be set free soon. Looking over to Raoung'ae she saw that her hands were cuffed behind her back, unlike the rest of them. Raoung'ae looked over at Kiri, giving her a nod of reassurance Kiri reluctantly nodded and turned back around.
A loud yip echoed throughout the forest to the avatars it was a random animal calling but to the children, they knew it was their mother. One minute they were in silence the next they were thrown around as bullets started flying. The children fled different directions but Raoung'ae struggled to run far away from the stray bullets that flew. Raoung'ae tripped over her feet as she tried her best to run from the bullets that flew; lucky enough not to get hit though, almost. Raoung'ae fell against a tree to keep her stable and take cover from the bullets, everything was going by so fast, leaning her head against the tree she felt a growing pain on the tip of her ear. Looking behind her at the nearby tree she noticed the imprint of the bullet. Raoung'ae silently thanked Eywa for her survival then ran deeper into the forest to avoid anymore wounds.
As their family regrouped they noticed Raoung'ae wasn't there, Neytiri was quick on her feet in search of her firstborn. But stopped when she noticed Raoung'ae fall from behind one of the trees, heavily injured. Kiri was the first to run to her elder sister with a surprising amount of strength she lifted Raoung'ae off the floor and cried onto her shoulder. That night Kiri carefully treated her elder sister's wounds.
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After being held hostage by the avatars Raoung'ae knew something was bound to happen once again. Kiri, Tuk, and Raoung'ae huddled together, leaning against the kelku's walls and listening to their parents argue. Neteyam and Lo'ak soon joining after. Kiri was shocked to hear that her mother would finally give in to their father, they had to leave the forest. Raoung'ae figured this would happen soon. Hearing their parents leaving the kelku the children fled, Raoung'ae led them to an isolated spot in the hallelujah mountains. They sat there for a while, trying to comprehend what they had just heard. Tuk held Raoung'ae's hand tightly she was the first to break the silence. 'I don't wanna leave.' Her voice came out in a small whimper, trying to find comfort in her sister's hand.
Lo'ak and Kiri both hummed out in agreement; Raoung'ae smiled solemnly, looking at her siblings she brought them closer to her. Tuk cuddled into her stomach, Lo'ak leaned on her left shoulder, Kiri hugged her right arm, and Neteyam leaned her back; completely suffocating her. Kiri looked up at her sister wondering if she was alright as well, Raoung'ae looked over at Kiri her furrowed eyebrows softened, giving her a small smile she leaned forward and kissed her temple.
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Leaving the forest was emotional to the family. They had to leave their home; one that they only knew. Watching the children's father as he got his title taken away from him. Jake Sully was no longer Olo'eyktan neither Toruk Makto. Raoung'ae walked down the path beside her sister Kiri, her head held high despite no longer being Omaticaya.
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Arriving at Awa'atlu the Sully family knew they weren't welcomed. The Tsahik humiliated them all her hands picking at them like they were rotten fruit. Tsahik rushed forward when she noticed Raoung'ae and Kiri's hands, she lifted them to the sky for the sea na'vi to see. Kiri's ears flattened to her head, ashamed. Raoung'ae huffed and roughly pulled their hands away from the Tsahik. Raoung'ae didn't care if she held power in the clan; the Tsahik was not her leader so she wouldn't allow such disrespect towards her or her family. Kiri watched her sister with pride as she held her ground against the Tsahik. After awhile the leaders of the sea clan hesitantly agreed to shelter the Sully family.
It was easy for the children to adapt but Raoung'ae. She laid back while the rest of her siblings would go diving with the leader's children. Kiri was the first to notice this she watched Raoung'ae easily slip away from the rest of the group. Kiri would ask about but Raoung'ae would shrug her off and leave her all alone. Their time living with the Metkayina Raoung'ae had managed to drift away from her family, Kiri was the only one who noticed. Even when her brothers fought with the ignorant Metkayina boy she didn't jump in. And as well as when Loa'k went missing; Raoung'ae managed to stray far from the family.
Raoung'ae wasn't there when Kiri had a dangerous seizure. She was resting on one of the sandy beaches by herself, hearing loud commotion she raised herself off the ground and walked towards the village. Heading towards her family's mauri she noticed Kiri lying on the ground with her mother panicking over her. Raoung'ae watched as her siblings huddled around Kiri as well, Jake was the first to notice her presence at the entrance of the mauri his worried expression morphed into a stern one. But he didn't move from his spot only turning away from her. Raoung'ae hesitantly stepped forward; towards Kiri unconscious body. Neytiri noticed and moved a bit to give Raoung'ae some space to let her firstborn see her sister.
When Neteyam explained to her what had happened, Raoung'ae knew why. Maybe if she were there then this wouldn't have happened. Raoung'ae spend the long night blaming herself for what had happened.
Even if she were there the same thing would've happened but Raoung'ae didn't come to accept it.
The night was dreadful for Raoung'ae as she sat next to Kiri all night long, checking to see if she would wake. Raoung'ae sobbed silently as she held onto her younger sister's hand. When morning came Raoung'ae waited for Norm and Max to come to the Awa'atlu at her sister's side. Raoung'ae noticed that when they came to try and heal Kiri they did nothing but scan her mind with the technology of theirs; completely useless. She sat by Tuk's side watching them whisper to each other as they scanned Kiri. Raoung'ae let out a loud sigh of relief when she noticed Ronal entering the mauri, the only reliable na'vi.
The procedure to heal Kiri was long but Raoung'ae still stayed. When she awoke her family filled the mauri, Raoung'ae crouched between her mother and Ronal. Kiri reached her hand forward to Raoung'ae which she held tenderly against hers. When night came Kiri slept couldn't sleep, recalling the memories of what had happened at the spirit tree. Kiri sat at the pier with her feet in the water, playing with her fingers. The five-fingered girl had been so lost in thought that she hadn't heard Raoung'ae sit beside her. They sat in comfortable silence and Kiri was glad about that; Raoung'ae never pried. Looking up from her lap she looked at her elder sister, the way her own five fingers anxiously tapped against her thigh. Her gaze shifted from her hands to her scarred ear. When Kiri was about to ask Raoung'ae only got up and urged Kiri up too. 'Let's get some sleep.' Kiri only nodded and headed into the mauri.
That night Raoung'ae laid wide awake an unpleasant feeling gnawed at her stomach. It was the same feeling she had when something bad would soon happen. But that feeling wasn't like the feelings other na'vi had; something bad does happen.
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When life brought sadness it even brought happiness.
Raoung'ae was amazed to know that Metkayina would soul-bond with Tulkun. How the Metkayina immediately swam into sea to greet their spirit-brothers or spirit-sisters, the way they swam and played together. Since their arrival to Awa'atlu, Raoung'ae never felt happiness when she stayed but the minute the Tulkun arrived she couldn't help but feel overjoyed. Raoung'ae couldn't stay miserable forever. Kiri and Tuk took Raoung'ae by both of her hands and they all dived into the sea to greet the Tulkun. It was the first time that Raoung'ae had stuck around since they have arrived and Kiri was thrilled that she got to spend time with her sister again.
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It wasn't long until that happiness faded away again.
A Tulkun has been hunted. The Sully family watched as the Metkayina stuck their tongues out furiously; loud growls and hisses emitted from them all. Raoung'ae held red tracking device in her hands; both her and Neteyam tried to calm the angered na'vi down but to their avail nothing worked. Jake ran towards his eldest daughter, taking the device from her hands he showcased it. His speech seemed to calm down the angered na'vi, calming them from doing anything irrational.
Then again the Sully children alongside the Olo'eyktan's children were put in danger. Raoung'ae pulled at the beeping device on the Tulkun's tough skin. Each of the children jumped in to help but it didn't move. Neteyam grabbed a rope and tied it around the device, immediately pulling off. Raoung'ae mounted her own ilu and she rode forward to her brother. Reaching her hand out she grabbed the device from his hand.
'I got it.' Neteyam's ears lowered when he heard, shaking his head in disagreement. Raoung'ae didn't let him protest any longer, she forcefully pulled it away from Neteyam and swam away. Raoung'ae swam far from her siblings but now the sky-people were hot on her trail. Looking behind her she noticed the sky-people seemed to stop chasing after her so she let go of the device. Rising from the water she noticed a battled has started before she can flee to safety a static beep came from her throat microphone. The voice of her father rung through her ears.
'Haunting Feline, do you copy?' His voice seemed distress.
'Yes sir, I copy.' Her fingers reach the throat microphone as she scanned the battlefield for her mother or father.
'Get your siblings, now! They're on the boat.' Raoung'ae's head shot up as she noticed the sinking boat. Removing her fingers from the throat microphone she dove forward into the ocean. It was fast getting to the boat. Even though Raoung'ae wasn't as good as riding an ilu but she knew how to fly an Ikran so she ordered it to jump as high into the air. Raoung'ae hung metal railing of the she lifted herself onto the boat. Tuk was the first to spot Raoung'ae. A huge smile adorned her face as she noticed her saviour. Raoung'ae looked at each of her siblings and was surprised to see Neteyam there. Cutting each one of them loose she ordered the Metkayina girl to take Tuk and leave. Then her brothers he couldn't help but taunt them both as she cut them loose as well.
But Lo'ak wanted to help Spider escape. Raoung'ae held a stable relationship with the human boy but she knew he was strong enough to escape by himself so she rejected his plea. As she was turning away she heard the running steps of both her brothers but it didn't seem like they were running near the boats edge but their footsteps were straying far from her. Turning around she saw both her brothers run into the danger zone of the boat. With a low hiss she followed after her brothers, ignoring the gnawing feeling in her stomach.
It was easy sneaking past the humans then rescuing Spider but the hardest part was escaping. The avatar shot at them shamelessly; Raoung'ae took the gun from Lo'ak, pushing Neteyam away from the gunfire. Pulling the trigger she aimlessly shot the gun. Turning away from the gun she yelled at her brothers to go on and they seemed to hesitate but they jumped off anyways. Then she was left alone until the barrel was finished. Raoung'ae waited until the gun fire finished and she ran forward, jumping over the railings. Holding her breath she jumped into the sea.
Raoung'ae struggled for a bit but she managed to get at the top of the water. Looking for her brother she called out to them. 'You guy's okay?' All three of them turned towards her and seemed to sigh in relief when they saw she was alright. The Metkayina girl looked back at her too in relief as she was mounted on an ilu.
'Yeah. We're good.' Spider was the one who called out. Raoung'ae swam towards her brothers, giving Spider and affectionate nudge on his mask. Then place both hands on her other brother's heads. When she was finished reuniting with her brothers; Tsireya had dreadful news.
'Raoung'ae, Tuk and Kiri are being held inside.' The siblings turned their heads at the mention of their sisters. Raoung'ae sighed in despair with a nod towards Tsireya she called for an ilu. Once it came she easily mounted it before she can swim off to rescue her sisters Neteyam grabbed the ilu's saddle.
'Let me come with you.' Neteyam looked up at his eldest sister desperately. Raoung'ae shook her head and took his hand off the saddle.
'No. You will stay with them and get them to safety, Neteyam.' Raoung'ae's voice was stern as she gritted her teeth. She knew Neteyam could rebel against orders as well so this time he had to listen. Before he could protest more she pushed him away from the ilu and swam off.
It seemed as if luck had been by her side when she was able to find Kiri and Tuk tied up on the metal railings. Raoung'ae held her hunting knife tightly as she stealthily walked towards them. It seemed easy at first but her eyes landed on her father's enemy. 'fuck.' Raoung'ae waited for a moment to see if he was distracted. Quaritch walked away from the girls and that's when Raoung'ae ran towards her sister. Risky move. Very risky. When Kiri noticed her sister she shook her head repeatedly. 'No. You shouldn't be here. Go.' Her voice came out in pleading whispers. Raoung'ae only shook her head, grabbing Tuk's restraints, readying her knife she was about to slice through the orange material but was harshly grabbed by her kuru. Kiri and Tuk both scream out as they saw their elder sister being dragged way, Tuk screamed. 'No! Raoung'ae! Let her go!' As well as Kiri.
Quaritch tried his best to disarm her from the knife she held but she waved it around crazily. He let out a hiss of frustration. 'C'mon kid! If you keep fighting it'll only get worse for you.' But Raoung'ae kept fighting against his strong hold. Quaritch managed to flip her over to face him; a mistake on his part. She threw her fist forward with a mean jab; with her other hand that held her hunting knife, she slid the sharp knife across his face. Quaritch let out a yelp of pain, dropping the Omaticaya girl. Raoung'ae fell on her face-first painfully, letting out a groan she was about to lift herself up from the ground to escape the avatar but her hopes diminished when Quaritch pulled his gun from his holster, pointing the gun directly to the back of her head her pulled the trigger. Raoung'ae suddenly fell to the ground. Immediately seeing black she went limp. A stupid mistake. Raoung'ae should've let her parents handle it.
Both Kiri and Tuk went quiet when they saw their sister stop moving on the ground. Her body fell limply on the metal ground with a brutal thud. Kiri felt her bottom lip quiver as she noticed the blood pool around Raoung'ae's head. No. Tuk let out a loud sob when she noticed the blood as well. Tuk screamed again. 'No! Raoung'ae! Wake up! Please Raoung'ae, wake up!' Her screams soon died down into loud sobs. Kiri stared forward at her elder sister. No, she can't be. But then the low groan came from Quaritch. His had grazed the long cut that now resided on his head and face like his old human body. Looking from her elder sister to Quaritch she felt tears stream down her face. He was truly a monster. Kiri wanted to cry but she couldn't. The sobs that came from her little sister faded from her hearing. A loud ringing rung through her ears as she let herself fall limp against the metal railings. But her hearing came back when she heard the voice of Quaritch once more.
'You just lost a daughter, Sully. I warned you.'
Looking down at Raoung'ae again Kiri started sobbing. Fat tears streamed downs her face as she cried for her sister. Soon enough her parents came to their rescue. Quaritch abandoned Raoung'ae's body, reaching for a gun he aimed towards her parents. Kiri now snapped out of her trance she wiped the snot and tears that were on her face with her shoulder. She reached toward her little sister, who was still sobbing, to comfort her; Kiri held her Tuk's hands. But Kiri was ripped away by Quaritch, Tuk screamed out for her sister. 'No! Not Kiri!' Tuk watched hopelessly as her sister was dragged away, leaving her alone with her elder sisters dead body. Passing by Raoung'ae's body was difficult, she didn't want to see. No. No. But she couldn't help it. Looking at Raoung'ae; her face looked empty, blood spilled from her nose and her mouth then to her upper face was the exit wound. She couldn't see the yellow colors of her eyes only the exit wound. A sight that would forever haunt Kiri.
Kiri didn't know what was going to happen to her. The knife held at her throat no longer scared her.
Or that's what she thought. Kiri tried to appear strong like her sister, Raoung'ae, once was. But she couldn't. She wasn't strong, she never has been.
Appearing in front of her parents once again she saw the rage that resided in their eyes. Especially her mother. How she gripped her own hunting knife against Spiders neck. No. She can't lose him too. Kiri begged but her mother wouldn't budge. The ringing in her ears came back. The images of her dead sister on the floor. The blood surrounding her head. Then she was thrown; finally out of her trance Kiri looked up at the evil man then to her mother, quickly running her way over to Spider.
Kiri swam and swam in the sea. Kiri held Spider's hand, occasionally looking back at the sinking ship. Raoung'ae's body was still on the ship, She wanted to go back; She has to. But Spider didn't allow it, he pulled her away. Spider wanted to go back himself but they'd both be in danger if they do.
When Kiri lost Spider she decided to go back to save her mother. If she couldn't save her elder sister then the least she could do was save the rest of her family. Kiri watched as the glowing fish swam into the sunken boat, swimming after them she found her mother and little sister; successfully saving them. It seemed as if the fish lead them elsewhere too. Neytiri and Tuk followed after Kiri nonetheless. That's when the fish surrounded the bottom of the ocean, looking back at her mother; Neytiri hesitantly allowed her to go. Kiri swam down and that's when she saw her.
Raoung'ae's body.
Kiri swam down to her body, the fish spread wildly around them. Grabbing her Raoung'ae's limp body she swam upwards to where her mother and youngest sister were. Once Neytiri noticed she immediately swam down to her best of abilities to Kiri. With one hand she grabbed her eldest daughter then the other she swam upwards.
Once they rose at the top of the sea Neytiri hugged her daughter. She sobbed as she held her cold body. Tuk sobbed again. The young girl's tears were never-ending. Then the rest of their family came. The brother's were shocked to see their eldest sister, now dead. They all lay on Payakan crying for their daughter/sister. But Kiri couldn't cry, she thought that Raoung'ae wouldn't want her crying.
But then came her funeral. Her mother sang Raoung'ae's part of her songcord. It was harder for Kiri to stay strong. Kiri noticed how Ronal wrapped fabric around Raoung'ae's face to cover the horrible exit wound. Kiri didn't remember how Raoung'ae looked anymore; the wound only visible in her mind like a stain.
Not only was Kiri sad but she was angry. It brought tears to her eyes, she should n't have been on that ship to save them. If she didn't go back then she'd be alive. She was so reckless.
It was harder for Kiri since she wasn't allowed to see her sister at the spirit tree. The overwhelming fear that her parents had, thinking that she might have another seizure; they can't lose another child.
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It had been months since her eldest sister's death. Even though Kiri misses her dearly she had to move on. It wasn't healthy to mourn her whole life. One day Kiri was having a eventful day. That night Kiri fell asleep wishing that Raoung'ae could've shared that day with them. Would she have been happier with the Metkayina if she were still alive?
Yes?
Probably...
Probably not.
The more Kiri thought she felt tears flood her eyes. Before she knew it she furiously wiped away her tears and shut her eyes, ignoring the thoughts of her dead sister.
Then sleep came.
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Kiri was in the forest. Looking around she breathed in the forest air she crouched down to touch the grass of the Pandoran ground. She was home. But her small joyful moment came to an abrupt stop when she heard the familiar voice of her sister.
'You finally made it.' Kiri turned in shock as she saw Raoung'ae standing far from her. The wound on her face was no longer there. For the past months Kiri's memory of Raoung'ae's face faded only being able to see the gunshot wound that took up half of her face. Kiri couldn't help but sob out, running towards her sister she enveloped her into a hug. Kiri remembers now; Raoung'ae's face.
Raoung'ae rested her hand on Kiri's head as she sobbed on her shoulder. It took a minute for her cries to fade, Kiri lifted her head to look up at Raoung'ae. 'I couldn't come to see you.' Kiri swallowed thickly as she stared up at her sister. Raoung'ae sighed softly and wiped her tears. 'I know.' She whispered softly.
Before Kiri could say anything else Raoung'ae turned from her and started to walk away from her. Kiri was stunned for a moment, watching as her sister walked away. The farther she went Kiri decided to run after her. 'Wait for me!' But Raoung'ae didn't stop. Kiri noticed how the scenery changed from the forest to the beaches of Awa'atlu. Kiri stopped running, looking around she felt disappointed that she left the forest once again. Raoung'ae finally stopped and stood down near the water; the waves touched her feet as she looked at the horizon. Kiri was about to take a step forward but something was preventing her from moving anywhere. Kiri grunted as she tried her best to move. 'Raoung'ae help! I can't move!' But Kiri's calls fell upon deaf ears. Raoung'ae simply stared forward at the sea.
Kiri no longer begged. She panted heavily as she awaited for her sister to say something. This time Raoung'ae turned around a stern look crossed her face. 'I've been trying to speak to you for months now...Eywa wants me to move on. But I just can't. I have to speak to you first then I might be ready. Come.' Raoung'ae waved her sister over and now Kiri was capable of walking forward. Kiri hesitantly walked towards her sister. Raoung'ae sat on the soft sand, waving over to Kiri. 'Sit.'
With a hum Kiri sat next to her elder sister. It had been so long since she had spent time with her sister, she had so many things to say to her but she couldn't speak right now, She felt stuck. And it seemed like Raoung'ae had nothing to say either. Before she knew it Raoung'ae sat up. 'I think I'm ready now.' Then started walking into the sea.
Kiri choked up when she heard her sister. Sitting up as well Kiri ran after Raoung'ae. 'Wait! I just saw you!' That's when Raoung'ae stopped then turned back around.
'You're right. I have something else to say.' Raoung'ae walked towards her younger sister, reaching a hand forward Kiri put her hand in Raoung'ae's. Kiri's elder sister turned her palm upward, dropping a flower into her palm. It wasn't a Pandoran flower but an Earth flower. A dry white rose. Kiri would've expected a healthy flower, something beautiful. But beauty didn't matter to Raoung'ae only the meaning. She had tried searching her mind of what Raoung'ae could've mention but she found nothing, their memories were gone. Tears rolled down her cheeks as she stared at the flower in her palm.
Then Raoung'ae wiped the tears from Kiri's face. 'I need you to listen to me, little sister.'
With a nod Kiri held the flower to her heart. 'Eywa entrusts you with her power, little sister. Promise me to get rid of those sky people.'
Impossible. Kiri's jaw dropped in shock as she studied her sister's face. 'But how can I?! I am only one person I can't get rid of the RDA by myself!'
Raoung'ae backed away from Kiri, turning her back to her sister once again, walking towards the ocean. Kiri was about to run after her but once again she couldn't move. Without turning her back Raoung'ae spoke. 'You'll find a way. You're smart and strong, Kiri. Please make sure they're gone for good.'
Kiri need to see her her sister one more time. It seemed as if Eywa had responded when Raoung'ae turned back around but this time her gunshot wound was evident. The sky grew dark and the ocean turned red. Looking back at her sister it seemed as if she were wailing. The sounds of cries pierced her ears her grip tightened on flower she had in hand, causing it to shrivel. But she couldn't save the flower; her hands clasped around her ears to mute the awful cries but it wouldn't work.
Before she knew it her dream faded then her eyes opening to the dark ceiling of the mauri. Letting out a gasp of breath Kiri sat up right. Then she felt lightheaded, her breaths grew sharper, her lungs felt like they were being suffocated, the room spun as her breaths grew louder and louder. Kiri couldn't breath. Kiri let out loud sobs as the world spun. Her hands clasped around her ears once more when the sounds of ringing came back to her ears. Everything has come back to haunt her.
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DRIED WHITE ROSE Meaning - Death preferable to the loss of innocence -Raoung'ae lost her innocence when the sky people came to invade Pandora; once more by dying at the hands of the sky-people
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lillyxrosee · 7 months
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5th October 2023 Khamis
Sedar pukul 7:45 am, tadi aku mimpi arwah ayah for the first time setelah dia pergi. Aku sangat mengantuk and cukup sedih sekarang ni. Aku mimpi yang dia dah sihat, baru pulang dari hospital. Keadaan badan dia kurus tapi sihat, kurus berisi macam zaman dia muda punya badan.
Aku pelik kenapa selalu aku mimpi kat lokasi rumah Taman Pelangi. Dan aku selalu mimpi aku masih sekolah, aku ada exam dan aku cukup cemas. Aku call kawan2 pasal exam paper yang aku tak belajar lagi. Aku msg Farah, yang reply adalah Iqbal dengan reply yang very budak2 macam “exam masuk chapter taktahu, haha! -Iqbal!” Lepastu mimpi sekolah adalah sekolah pingmeng.
Lepastu aku mimpi yang semua ni berlaku pada keadaan yang sama. Tata dah lambat pergi skolah, so dia naik bas macam mrt lalu depan rumah, aku pun lambat tapi aku santai. Walhal dah pukul 2pm lebih. Ibu macam sibuk je kena keluar hantar kakak kot. Tinggalkan aku sorang ngan ayah. Waktu tu aku sempat borak ngan ayah, dia ceria je happy dudk kat kerusi kayu tepi pintu, aku tanya ayah sakit lagi tak? Dia kata tak sakit cuma tangan je 300%. Aku kurang faham apa yang dia maksudkan 300% so aku anggap tangan dia mungkin sakit2 sengal kot. Tapi dia tunjuk jari telunjuk dia macam seolah dicucuk jarum di situ.
Tapi ayah sihat boleh diri jalan sana sini. Waktu tu dalam hati, aku sempat berkata wah camni boleh lah ajak ibu dan ayah acap datang tengok ayah. Ayah dah sihat sekarang, dan aku masih ingat yang aku dah kahwin. Cumanya aku macam trap dalam lokasi lama dimana aku dibesarkan.
Dulu waktu aku mimpi arwah uncle pun, kebanyakan berlaku macam rumah sama. Aku taktahu kenapa selalu rumah Taman Pelamgi jadi sasaran mimpi aku.
Aku mimpi aku ambil extension cord electric kat kawasan store dengan budak2 lelaki macam kawan2 aku kat bawah rumah apartment murah macam rumah dbkl. Lepastu kantoi dengan satu rumah jiran yang located sebelah store tu. Dia dengar, dia bising oi sape tu. Pastu aku dengan geng sempat lari diam2 namum dikejar dengan penduduk2 situ. Orang tu kejar aku sorang, bini dia bagitahu laki dia kot cam tok penghulu je kejar aku sampai ke seberang petronas. Dia macam orang kampung yang anti budak bandar kind of vibe. Dan geng2 aku sempat tinggalkan aku suruh lari, diorang backup dari apt tu. Aku lari kene kejar sampai skolah, naik tangga tinggi2 waktu malam. Aku gendang setiap pintu class tu suruh semua bangun. Sebab dalam tu ada penduduk, macam sedara mara aku je. Orang kekampung ni macam ada certain benda dia takut, keluar nampak dek masyarakat seperti di petronas dan diketahui orang lain. So, aku pelik nape dia berani kejar aku jauh ke bandar.
Aku balik, aku received a call dari nama dia anis, anis uitm. Dalam fon tu dia cakap, “kenapa kau bagitahu xxx yang aku dah tak wujud?” Aku ingat apa aku cakap pada xxx cuma aku cam malas layan, so aku hellooo? Hellooo? Sape ni?
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leatherbookmark · 5 months
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i had to grab another mechanical pencil (for graphite lineart) and my local art/school supplies store had a uni kuru toga in light blue, just like the one i thought of buying online! it's a little tricky in that you have to make sure the angle you're holding it at isn't too small, or else the mechanism doesn't work, but otherwise it's a fun little thing 👍
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katherine-mcnamara · 1 year
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Hey Dev! Would you be willing to share what FCs you're commissioning right now? I'm curious to see what you have in store!
This is so sweet but I honestly don't give out lists of what I'm working on anymore really. especially commissions because literally if I post anything, even a gifset, thats NOT one of the commissions I've listed in the past on my sidebar or in a post, I get not so nice messages from assholes berating me. So It's just a case of i just post packs now and don't say anything because not today satan @ that.
I will say though because I'm SO DAMN EXCITED FOR THEM these ones. But please nobody send me shit because they're pretty big and the commissioners are so chill.
Alfred Enoch - All of HTGAWM Uraz Kaygilaroglu - All of Uc Kurus Nadine Velazquez - All of My Name Is Earl Tala Ashe - All of Legends of Tomorrow
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faerielli · 9 months
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Hello, can you send me the amazon link for your handheld fan? =)
of course, here you go !
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cinnxbunni · 9 months
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kuru store $22.99 - $32.99
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magicalshopping · 8 months
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♡ Sleepy Cinnamoroll Plush from Kuru Store ♡
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mooonboy · 2 years
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My otps from the shizenverse and where they go on dates: this time it's DuryKarn going pujo shopping bevause pujo is ONLY two months away and I need to scream about that with @kaurava-apologist
• Kuru bari pujo shopping is not a joke and hence not to be taken lightly
• Dury bhai learnt that the hard way when he decided to take up the annual shopping responsibility
• It had looked so easy when baba did it he just walked into a store flipped through 3 options and chosen things that were perfect for whoever he was buying for
• And besides Dury bhai wasn't buying just clothes there was a whole ass list that included flowers and tuni lights and what not
• There is a possibility that he mightve tried to carry eleven bags in one go
• Scene cuts to Karna frantically holding his hand out to carry some of the bags
• But our dumbass yearny pinning dury bhai just thinks human sunboy karna wants to hold his hand so he takes all those bags IN ONE HAND
• Karna stares into the middle distance like pls sky daddy put some sense into this creature
• Dury bhai spends the entire afternoon tallying evrgthing with the list and karna notices that he hasn't bought anything for himself
• So naturally he takes it upon himself to get his bestestest friend something after school
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jazyjaz · 2 years
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Breakfast
Lee Felix x Reader
Bang Chan (Mentioned)
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INSPIRED BY:
Your Eyes - Stray Kids MV
WARNINGS:
This Imagine has/mentions blood, gore, murder, illegal acts, Kuru, unhealthy relationship, psychopathic behavior, normalizing anthropophagous^ ╚═════ ∘◦ ミ⛧ ◦∘ ══════╝
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We won’t get caught.. right?
Right..?
My thoughts were stopped when I felt a hand on my head. Ah yes, im in the kitchen. To my left, Felix. “You okay?” His voice was so smoothing. Damn, it’s so comfortable to hear.
“Yeah, just thinking.” I went back to making the pancakes.
It was a early Sunday morning. Felix and I were making breakfast. Pancakes. Thin yet delicious pancakes. Felix had a love for baking and cooking. He loves to make food. He would always try to change it up and experiment to see what’s good and what’s not. Because of that, I love his cooking more than anything. We hardly go to restaurants. They weren’t as tasty as his food. They wouldn’t make it good as him and they never will.
You see, Felix had a special ingredient. An ingredient that would make them extra delicious. To help us with our energy. Something that would boost us up. Something that I couldn’t live without.
“Y/n. Can you put the bag away?” He continued to wash his hands while he ordered me. To my right was a bag filled with the ingredient. Smiling, I grabbed it and made my way to the basement to store it away. As much as I want it upstairs because of the smell, I know some people wouldn’t like it. So we had to put away far away. The basement was our only option.
Coming back upstairs, Felix was already setting the table for us. He looked my way and gave me his soft bright smile.
His smile. It brought back to how we first met…
“You got the drinks too?” I asked. He nodded while I sat down across from his chair. Felix went back to counter to get our pancakes, with a beautiful smile, he set the plates down. It smelled so good. “I made them extra special. It’s more fresh and pure.” He said. My eyes locked with his as I gleamed. Fresh?“Really now?”
“Of course! Now open wide.” Lix brought his fork my way. I opened wide, already wanting to dig in-
What? Hey! “Felix!”
He pulled the fork back to his mouth and took the bite while laughing. I pout but shake off his shenanigans and picked up my fork. The moment my tastebuds touch the food, I felt like crying. How can this man make such good food that my mouth started to water before even swallowing the thing?! It was amazing! The flavors were extraordinary! With a bit of our special syrup, it really made itself taste so.. so…
So pure.
“You won’t believe what’s in it.” I started jumping in my seat with anticipation. “You need to tell me. This is so good Felix! I can’t believe it!” He laughed and shook his head. “I had no choice. I warned them but they didn’t listen.” I licked my lips, dying to know what he put in it. “Come on, tell me the whole story then!” He nods and stood up, walking towards the refrigerator. He pulled out a container and-
Oh…
Did he..?
For me…?
I stare in shock as I looked what was in his hand.
“He came in to visit us, Y/n. He wanted to play the new games I just got. I was getting everything ready until he walk past the door to the basement. We told him before about it, but I think his curiosity got the best of him. I warned him again but when my back was behind, well, he opened it. I stopped and walked downstairs with him. The smell you love so much? He hated it. He said it stunk. Ahh Y/n, you should’ve seen his reaction when I switched the lights on.”
Oh! Felix stood up for me when that rascal made fun my ingredient! What did I do to deserve him? “I bet the color in his face faded. Did he tried to scream?” I laughed. Felix took the lid off and placed the red-shot eyes in my pancake as a topping. “He only started to shake and fell down the floor. Before he looked at me he asked me ‘Why?’ It was funny actually. However next thing I know, his body parts where all over our floor! Thankfully I was close to the syringes so it was easier to collect his blood before it all spilled. Baby, I’m sorry but I took the first bite from his leg and I knew he was perfect for our meal together!”
I look back at the pancakes.
They were filled with red stains and purple markings. Whoever he used, I felt a bit bad. But man, did he tasted amazing! From experience of 3 years with Felix, I can tell that his hands were used in my side of the pancake. His kidneys in other slice, some of his thyroid^^ was used on top as well. The appendix^^^ was in another pancake from the stack the end of it sticking out, and Felix loves livers. The milk was mixed with a dark reddish brown which I can only assume was the brain juices and gallbladder. In the container, in Felix’s hand, was none other than one his best friends. The group of high school buddies they were.
Who knew Chan was hiding all of this without telling us?
He tasted terrific!
Felix loves to keep our secret ingredient’s head in a container. Like some prize or collection. I don’t mind. I get to stare at our food and remember who we ate any ways! Chan wasn’t any special with this either. His eyes sockets out, now filled with dark holes. His top filled with cuts- oh Felix, he still can’t cut the top of the head right currently! His neck sliced.. he looks ripped actually. His mouth stitched together, his nose broken from the side and his cheeks were bruised and filled with scars. It was topped with so much of his blood.
Felix put the container away and sat back down, but before he did he reached over towards me. “Y/n, you have a little something here.” He wipes my cheek and looks back at me with a smile. I smile back and..
My body reacted on its own. We both went forward..our eyes on each other lips…
CAN THIS GET ANYMORE ROMANTIC ?
━━━━━♥♠♣♦━━━━━
^ Another word for cannabalism, man-eating
^^ A small butterfly shaped gland that sits in the base of your neck
^^^ A thin tube that is inside and connected to the large intestine
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Hi, before I explain my post, I want to say something important.
• What you see my blog has become a major overhaul. And despite the changes, I decided that my 2nd account will be now my artwork blog with a secret twist.
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#Onthisday: Jun 20th, 2014
Title: Cuteness Member - Kururin
I really missed playing Kuru Kuru Kururin and Kururin Paradise on my Visual Boy Advance emulator (of GBA), since I was in 15 years old (2008-09). 🐤🚁🧩🎮 Yeah, I'm having a good time playing two Kururin games, but I didn't finished due to difficulty. 😅 But, in my reunion of playing VBA, I've finally done playing and finished for over 6 years. Also, I've draw him, too, on several occasions. 😊📝🖌️
But anyways, this is my considered of REMAKING Kururin from Kuru kuru Kururin series on Nintendo. 🐤🚁 So, he's now a Cuteness Member, with his armored "Zephyranthes" & the "Full Burnern" pack! 😁
Zephyranthes Kururin Came from the: RX-78GP01 Gundam GP01 "Zephyranthes"
Armament(s):
• A.E.Blash XBR-L-83/Du.02 Beam Saber Made by AE Blash, a subsidiary of Anaheim Electronics. A pair were stored on the sides of the backpack. The beam saber produces high-energy Minovsky particles to form a blade-shaped I-field filled with superheated plasma that creates a deadly cutting blade. It is an effective weapon for close-quarters combat.
• BOWA XBR-M-82A-05H beam rifle w/ Mounted "Jutte" This is the standard rifle for the armored Zephyranthes, power rated at 1.5MW, charged by replaceable e-caps. This is the first rifle applying a new technology "e-pacs", which is a replaceable container of mega-particles, able to let CD armor change the e-pac in the battle when running off ammunition of the beam rifle. The beam jitte attached to the Zephyranthes' beam rifle is a specialized beam saber designed to catch enemy beam sabers, allowing to quickly counter when there is no time to draw out his main beam saber. Named after a specialized weapon used by Japanese police in the Edo period, the Jutte was a small beam saber located under the barrel of the beam rifle. This allowed the GP01 to defend itself against enemy melee weapons when holding the beam rifle.
• HFW-GMG-MG79-90mm Machine Gun The bullpup machine gun is a simple shell-firing machine gun that is based on older technologies, making it a weapon that can be cheaply produced and can be used by just about any CD armor.
• RX-VSh-023F/S-04712 Shield As with most other CD armors, the Zephyranthes carries a single physical shield for defense on its left arm. 2 e-pacs could be stored in the shield. It can withstand several direct beam hits. When not used, the top of the shield retracts to reduce inertia.
• BLASH HB-L-07/N-STD Hyper Bazooka Technically a large rocket launcher, it fires 360mm missiles to attack targets at long range. Also used by the armored GM Type C.
• Missile Launcher A hand-carried weapon originally used by the armored RAG-79 Aqua GM for amphibious combat, it contained a set of missile launchers and two large torpedoes.
Special Feature(s):
• Chobham Armor The Chobham armor was a series of add-on heavy armor plates attached to the body of the GP01. Though it enhanced the GP01's defensive capabilities, it weighs down the suit tremendously.
• Aqua Equipment The GP01 could be equipped with the Aqua equipment for combat underwater. With this equipment, the GP01 is outfitted with the shoulder and calf hydrojet units from the armored RAG-79 Aqua GM along with a new hydrojet-equipped backpack. The shoulder units each contain four torpedo pods, and the CD armor also uses the same handheld missile launcher as the Aqua GM.
Zephyrantes KururIn "Full Burnern" Came from the: RX-78GP01-Fb Gundam "Zephyranthes" Full Burnern
Armament(s):
• A.E.Blash·XBR-L-83d/Du.02 Beam Saber
• BOWA XBR-M-82A-05H beam rifle w/ Mounted "Jutte"
• HFW-GMG-MG79-90mm Machine Gun
• RX·VSh-023F/S-04712 Shield
• Blash XBR-L-83d Experimental Beam Rifle A highly inaccurate weapon, and is only used once in combat due to the unavailability of a standard beam rifle.
Kururin - Kururin Series © Nintendo ® / EIGHTING Armors (Mobile Suit Gundam 0083: Stardust Memory) - Gundam Series © SUNRISE, Sotsu
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阿弥陀佛 Daily Practice
Namo Changzu 10 Fang Fo,
Namo Changzu 10 Fang Fa,
Namo Changzu 10 Fang Shen,
Namo Ben Shi Shi Jia Moni Fo x 3 times
Wu Sharng Sen Sen Wei Miao Fa, Bai Chien Wan Jie Nan Zhou Yu, Wo Jin Jian Wen De Shou Ze, Yuan Jie Ru Lai Zhen Shi Yi.
Chan Kui Wen.
Life's Main Reason Is Suffering (Sen Ming De Benze Se Tong Ku)
Life's Main Purpose Is To Seek Liberation (Sen Ming De Mu Ti Se Jie Toh)
Life's Main Motivation Is Compassion (Sen Ming De Yi Yi Se Chi Pei)
Bao Ji Ru Lai
Start - Basic (10.30 am)
Xu kung jin, Zung sherng jin, Niet pan jin, Wo yuan nai jin.
Hui hung zhun, zhung sharng jun, nit pun jun, ngo yun nai zhun.
Mouth (om soli soli..), Body (om sowa..) x7
Multiplier mantra 4x108, Done 77
Om Ram (Om Ram....Svaha), x 108 (use jixiang yin, thumb at 4th finger), Done 77
Om Chrine (7 times, one protect hse, three protects whole place, seven protects the country, use jinguang yin, thumb closed by all fingers) x108, Done 78
Earth Gods of Five Directions mantra (Namo Samanta Buddhanam Om Dulu Dulu Di Wei Soha) x3 per day, Done 282
Stupa mantra x3 per day, Done 149
A va la ka kia, Done 17
Sakyamuni Buddha mantra 4x108 Done 36.75
Cundi Bodhisattva Mantra
(Namaḥ Saptānāṃ Samyaksaṃbuddha Koṭīnāṃ Tadyathā Oṃ Cale Cule Cundī) x108, Done 33.5
Oṃ Cale Cule Cundī Svāhā x 108, Done 125
Om Mani Padme Hum, A Ah Sha Sa Ma Ha 1x108 per day, Done 115
Usnisa Vijaya mantra, Om Bhrum Soha - 1x108 per day, Done 115
Om Bhrum x 108, Done 77
Part 1 (11.30 am)
Om Vasudhare Svaha x108, Done 57
Namo Samantha Buddhanam Om Mahakalaye Svaha x108, Done 17
Om Mahakalaye Svaha x1080, Done 44
(20x27x2 = 1080 or 60 x small beads)
Part 2 (12.30 am), Lunch @ 1.30 pm
(108)
Medicine Buddha long mantra, Medicine Buddha heart mantra, Done 34
Manjushri mantra, Done 11.5
Om Avira Hum Kachara Mum Soha, Done 11.5
Earth store mantra, Done 11.5
7th Past Parents mantra, Done 11.5
Long life mantra (Om sam), Done 11.5
Om ye ye nan, 32.75
Food mantra, Done 30.25
Water offering mantra, Done 30.25
Liberate small water being mantra, Done 26.75
Om Bo bo Ti li, Cher (li) To li, Dan tuo ye tuo ye, Done 24.25
Om Maiyura Krante Svaha, Done 22.5
Om Ah Hum, Done 85.5
Part 3 (3.30 pm)
Amitabha (Nian Fo) x108 (6 syllable), 2x108 (4 syllable), Done 56
Avalokiteśvara x108, Done 55
Mahasthamaprapta x108, Done 55
Ksitigarbha x108, Done 55
Yeok Yan Yuk Liew Ji, Sam (3) Sai Yat Cai Fatt, Yin Dong Yu Si Kun, Sum (heart) Zhou G Yu Loi.
Heart sutra x3 per day, Done 149
Tadyatha om gate gate paragate  parasamgate bodhi svaha x108, Done 13
Compassionate mantra x3 per day, Done 158
Om Du lin, Du lin, Jia Du lin Soha x108, Done 13
Om Ji zhi ya Soha x108, Done 11.75
7 Buddha Names x3 per day, Done 78 days
Eliminate karma by 7 buddhas mantra x108, Done 11
Pureland rebirth mantra x108, Done 11
Om Pu Kam (Pureland), Light mantra x108, Done 11
Acala Heart Mantra (Namah Samanta Vajranam Ham) x108, Done 14
Oṃ Bodhicittam Utpādayāmi, x14 per day, x108, Done 11
Part 4 End (6.50 pm), Dinner @ 7.30 pm
(108)
Tara mantras
- Green, Done 11.25
- Red, Done 11.25
- White (Om Tare Tuttare Ture Mama Ayuh Punya Jñana Pustim Kuru Svaha), Done 11.25
Setrap mantra, Done 11.25
Dorje Shugden Mantra (Om Benza Wiki Bitana Soha), Done 11.25
~ Shize
Om Benza Wiki Bitana Shanti Siddhi Hung, Done 11.25
Om Benza Wiki Bitana Ayu Siddhi Hung, Done 11.25
During pandemic, Om Benza Wiki Bitana Chintau Kuru Ye Soha, Done 11.25
~ Gyenze
(Om Benza Wiki Bitana Soha, Tseso Paljor Long Cho, Thamched Putrim Kuru Om), Done 11.25
Om Benza Satto Hung, Done 14
During 8 Kwanzai
(7x per day)
Surangama mantra, Done 439
Om Amarani Jivantiye Svaha, Done 333
Om Maitri Maha Maitri Maitriye Svaha, Done 555
Om Alolika Svaha, Done 333
Mahapratisara Bodhisattva
(Om Bhara Bhara Sambhara Sambhara Indriya Visudhani Ha Ha Ru Ru Ca Re Svaha), Done 333
Om Kurukulle Hrih Svaha, Done 333
Oṃ āḥ hūṃ vajra guru padma siddhi hūṃ, Done 333
Je Tsongkhapa/Jungkapa, Done 333
(Om Ah Guru Benzadhara Sumati Kirti Siddhi Hum Hum)
Om Garbe Ragam Soha, Done 333
Om Benza Wiki Bitana Soha
Om Benza Wiki Bitana Shanti Siddhi Hung ~ peace
Om Benza Wiki Bitana Ayu Siddhi Hung
~ health
Om Benza Wiki Bitana Punye Siddhi Hung
~ increase, done 499
Om Benza Wiki Bitana Washam Kuru Ho
~ control, done 499
Om Benza Wiki Bitana Rakya Rakya Hung
~ protection, done 499
Namkar Barzin (Om Biyada-Par Dhama-Dhara Soha), Done 499
Zambala of Five Directions (Om Zambala Gari Zanayeh Soha), Done 555
Yellow Zambala (Om Zambala Zalendraye Soha), Done 555
Om Samaya Cha, Done 333
Hum Mama Hum Ni Soha, Done 333
TADYATHA OM ANALE ANALE KHASAME KHASAME BHAYRE BHAYRE SAUMA SAUME SARVA BUDDHA ADISHTANA ADISHTITE SOHA OM SARVA TATHAGATHA USHINISHA SITATAPUTRA HUM PHAT HUM MAMA HUM NI SOHA
Medicine Buddha (3 times per day), Done 234
Namo bhagavate bhaiśajyaguru vaidūryaprabharājāya tathāgatāya arhate samyaksambuddhāya tadyathā: oṃ bhaiśajye bhaiśajye bhaiśajya-samudgate svāhā.
Makura (Buddhist Patron protector of the zodiac sign monkey), 7x per day, Done 499 Bhaisajya-guru-vaidurya-prabha-raja Tathagata
(3 times per day)
Akshobhaya (Pudong Rulai), Done 234
- Namo bhagavate Akshobhaya, tathagataya arhate samyaksambuddhaya.
Tadyatha Om kamkani kamkani, Rochani rochani, Trotani trotani, Trasani trasani, Pratihana pratihana, Sarva karma paramparanime sarva sattvanancha svaha
Target: 60 per month with 5 to 6 days of 8 kwanzai. Each time 26 to 34, each day 10 to 15 times until reached 60 or more.
Calculation:
49, 147, 343, 686, 1323, 12.25
45, 135, 315, 630, 1215, 11.25
44, 132, 308, 616, 1188, 11
43, 129, 301, 602, 1161, 10.75
41, 123, 287, 574, 1107, 10.25
40, 120, 280, 560, 1080, 10
39, 117, 273, 546, 1053, 9.75
35, 105, 245, 490, 945, 8.75
34, 102, 238, 476, 918, 8.5
33, 99, 231, 462, 891, 8.25
31, 93, 217, 434, 837, 7.75
30, 90, 210, 420, 810, 7.5
28, 84, 196, 392, 756, 7
27, 81, 189, 378, 729, 6.75
26, 78, 182, 364, 702, 6.5
25, 75, 175, 350, 675, 6.25
22, 66, 154, 308, 594, 5.5
20, 60, 140, 280, 540, 5
19, 57, 133, 266, 513, 4.75
15, 45, 105, 210, 405, 3.75
14, 42, 98, 196, 378, 3.5
13, 39, 91, 182, 351, 3.25
11, 33, 77, 154, 297, 2.75
10, 30, 70, 140, 270, 2.5
9, 27, 63, 126, 243, 2.25
8, 24, 56, 112, 216, 2
7, 21, 49, 98, 189, 1.75
6, 18, 42, 84, 162, 1.5
5, 15, 35, 70, 135, 1.25
4, 12, 28, 56, 108, 1
3, 9, 21, 42, 81, 0.75
2, 6, 14, 28, 54, 0.5
1, 3, 7, 14, 27, 0.25
Mantra of Ferocious Eating 殘食咒為(Namah samanta vajranam, trat, amogha canda, maha rosana, sphataya, hum, tramaya, hum trat ham mam), Done 3
Others:
+ Cui sui chow
Om tore tore cha tore so poho
Om Lan Soha
Om Chrine
Om Brim
Om Pu Kam (Pureland).
Om Bodhicitta, Mudaba, Dayami.
Om abichanaga
Am Bi Chanaga.
Om da de da de mohe dade svaha.
Om Mani Padme Hung A a sa sa maha
Namo bhagavate...x4
Om Amida Ayu Dadi Soha
Food Mantra
Ganlu sui zhou
Namo bo bo ti li,  cher (li) to li, dan tuo ye tuo ye
Om mani facili hum
Om Ami Dewa Hrih
Om Kurukulle Hrih Svaha
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