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twinklix · 5 months
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hello!! is it okay to see a soft doting dom felix x sub fem reader? i do see quite a lot of weird nsfw lix imagines and i can never read them as im pretty normal and subby and it’s rare to see nsfw imagines like that! same with hyunjin tbh <333
₍ ᐢ.ˬ.ᐢ₎˚ ✧ anything for you | L.FL
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Soft Dom Lee Felix x Fem reader | wc 1.6k
an; Hi anonie! I’m sosososo sorry for the wait. the last year was hectic i've been away but i'm back to writing now! I hope you like this! i also have a way longer felix fic planned out that was originally gonna be my response to thus request ! <3
Warnings; smut, fluff, established relationship, oral (f receiving), felix is head over heels, praise, soft dom x sub, pet names (baby, angel, beautiful), unprotected sex (wrap it up!), mentions of aftercare, lmk if i forgot anything (not edited)
18+ MDNI
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"is there anything else you need?!"
He asked this like it was a life or death situation. Furrowed brows adorning his usually calm and sweet face.
"No lixie," you tried to wave his worries away with a laugh, "im fine."
His face softened as he moved to sit beside you on the bed. You turned toward him and took his face into your hands. A smile spread across his face as his eyes met yours. He got like this whenever you left for more than two days, and this time it was a month.
"i just want my baby to be happy... i missed you so much" his gaze shifted down and you released his face.
"i am happy baby! All i need to be happy is you."
A bout of relief swelled in his stomach at your reassurance. He finally let himself breathe, sighing out to try and calm himself down.
“In fact, I’ll show you how happy you make me..” His gaze, now a questioning one, drifted back to you. Before he could inquire further, you reached for his hand, leading it slowly under your skirt, eyes refusing to tear from his widening ones as you did so.
He felt his fingers brush over the fabric of your soft panties. You were wet. VERY wet.
Big doe eyes met his even bigger shocked ones.
“i missed you baby~” you practically mewled, desperation laced deep in your voice, all your neediness from every night of the past month compiled together and rested in your panties where his finger slowly began dragging up and down.
The way you squirmed at his unexpected action made his dick stir in his pants. God he missed you too.
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At some point he had moved you to lay beneath him on your shared bed as he hovered above you, admiring everything about you.
“wanna taste you angel..it’s been too long.”
His wish excited you and you nodded up at him eagerly. He sat up and watched with lust filled eyes as you spread your legs, skirt pooling at your legs and putting your panties on display. The wet spot he had felt before, visible to him now.
After a soft “fuck” was mumbled, he reached forward to pull your panties down your legs (with your help). The view in front of him was something he had dreamt about constantly for the past month and now here it was. All for him.
“please baby”
Your plea reached his ears and as much as he wanted to stare at you forever, taking in the sight of your wetness sticking to your thighs, dripping from his favourite place on earth, he wanted more to taste you, feel you and mostly make you feel good.
“anything for you, angel.”
He dove in, arms wrapping around your soft thighs to hold them open as he licked a stripe up your slit.
“taste just as sweet as i remember..” he groaned before wrapping his soft lips around your bud, sucking just the way he knew you loved. And he knew he was right when your hands reached down to thread through his blonde locks. Geez, when did his hair get this long you thought. Your soft whimpers made a beeline to his dick, making it painfully hard.
A strong feeling swirled through your stomach, one that you hadn’t felt in a month. The change in your voice and the tightening of your grip in his hair must have alerted him of your situation because he suddenly pulled his mouth away.
Your hands untangled from his hair and you pushed yourself to sit up on your arms, glaring at him with furrowed brows.
“it’s okay baby, i’ll give you want you want..” You looked at him questioningly as he sat up. “..but i want you to do it while i’m inside you.”
In a moment he had stripped you of your skirt, shirt and bra, taking in the sight of your body like it was the first time again. Red spread across your cheeks as you reached up to his pants, looking up at him for permission, feeling shy that you were the only one naked. After a nod and soft hand smoothing over your hair, you unbuckled his pants and helped him out of them. Them along with his shirt and boxers were discarded on the floor along with your clothes.
Before you even got a chance to look at him, his mouth and hands were on you, kissing you like you were the only source of oxygen in the room. His hands ran along your waist and breasts like he was trying to confirm you were really there after all this time and this wasn’t just another wet dream fuelled by his longing for you.
“Beautiful.” He mumbled into your mouth, voice somehow deeper than usual. He reluctantly pulled away from your mouth as he softly pushed you to lay down.
You were so needy for him, desperate to feel him after so long. He thought you looked so adorable with hands reached up to him trying to bring him closer. “want you lix..please..it’s been so long.”
And who was he to say no to you?
He positioned himself at your entrance, looking at you to see how you bit your lip and watched impatiently to feel him inside you. He pushed himself inside slowly, immediately letting out a deep groan at how tight you were.
“Fuck..” He breathed out as he bottomed out, burrowing his face in your neck to inhale your scent that he missed so deeply.
Having him inside you made you feel full in so many ways. On one hand you felt so complete and content to be with him in this way and to be able to express your undying love for each other in the most intimate way. But on the other hand, the way his length filled you completely made your walls clench and brain go empty, thinking only of him.
“Gonna move now baby.” He told you softly, moving to hover above you. He pulled himself back out to the tip, making your breath hitch, before pushing back inside you swiftly.
You moaned out softly as he developed a steady rhythm, instantly getting lost in the feeling of you.
His eyes shut as he leaned down, pressing his lips to yours, resting on his arms beside your head.
The kiss was filled with love and passion. It was just another way for Felix to express his upmost adoration for you.
He angled his hips slightly, repeatedly hitting that one spot inside you, making a string of moans be muffled by the kiss. He pulled away to look down at you, his pupils blown as he watched you lost in pleasure.
“fuck..” His deep voice growled out between groans. “.. s-so…fucking beautiful.” His words were coming out stuttered. That pressure already building inside him.
He leaned down again to press wet kisses and soft bites to the sensitive spot of your neck that always made you even weaker for him.
“baby..” You moaned out, reaching up to tangle a hand in his locks.
He hummer in your neck, his thrusts speeding up to bring more sounds of pleasure from your lips.
“That’s right baby…let me hear you.. just wanna make you feel good.” And after he said that, one of his hands snaked down your body, applying pressure to your swollen clit, causing you to tighten around him impossibly more.
“So close lixie!” Those words were such a relief to your boyfriend because he knew he couldn’t last much longer. Not when you felt this good around him and sounded this pretty below him.
The fingers on your clit, along with his thrusts sped up as he groaned out.
“B-baby!” You alerted him loudly that the coil inside of you was about to snap. But he already knew. he could tell by how your walls pulsated around him, practically squeezing his cock.
“i know angel.. i know. let go for me beautiful”
You didn’t need to be told twice as your orgasm washed over you with another loud moan. He couldn’t take it anymore either as he pushed himself inside you as deep as possible and released inside you, panting and groaning.
His hips rocked a few more times to help you both ride out your highs (and because he wasn’t ready yet to be apart from you). Only when overstimulation settled into him did he slowly pull out, instantly connecting his lips to yours as you wrapped your arms around him.
“i love you so much. you’re so perfect. i can’t be apart with you that long again.” The words poured out of him desperately between kisses, all emotions and love for you pouring through him.
“i love you too lixie.” The words were breathy as you slowly came down, smiling up at him warmly as he pulled away from you.
His eyes fell to where your mixed releases spilled from you. His heart swelled knowing he was finally connected with you again after all this time.
Your gaze moved to where his was as you giggled, sitting up on your arms. “i should probably clean myself up.” You giggled but felix shook his head, quickly and softly moving you to lay down comfortably again.
“Your not moving baby. You’re not lifting a single finger!” He declared dramatically making you giggle again. “I’ll do everything for you.” He informs before leaning down to kiss you once more.
“I’d do anything for you.”
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sweetestofchaos · 4 months
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you can stay | l.fl x reader
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Emotion's running high My hands planted on your thighs You feel me going up and down And round and round and round
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❅ felix x reader
❅ prompt: “I’ve decided we’re not leaving this bed.” “Okay but, what if I get hungry?” “Well, I’d feed you, then take you back to bed with me. Does that sound alright?”
❅ wc: 1k (90 words over)
❅ warnings: fluff - smut - kissing - dirty talk - pet name (doll) - riding - needy/whiny Felix - unprotected sex - romeo & juliet reference
❅ a/n: written for Merry Chaosdays 1K Follower Event, requested by @jjungkookislife. B!!! thank you for keeping me busy. I have enjoyed your requests so much. I hope you enjoy this new year and thank you for being a friend! also, please excuse my poor attempt at humor...i'm bad at it lol
❅ lyrics from makin' good love by avant
❅ fuzzy line, bows, mdni and support dividers made by @benkeibear
❅ send in your own requests here
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It was late. A little after midnight when your phone chimed and lit up the darkness of your room. You had just turned off your laptop for the night and decided to head to bed but the chime was set for only one person. You couldn’t ignore a text from your loving boyfriend knowingly before bed. Rolling over to your side, you reached out and grabbed your phone from the nightstand beside you. As you lifted the phone, the screen lit up and you cursed as the brightness blinded you for a moment. Blinking a few times, you read the message.
Lix: U up?
You rolled your eyes and tapped the notification before you responded to his text, letting him know that you just got into bed.
Lix: Look out the window?
You raised an eyebrow at how quickly he texted you back. You were sure that Felix was out of town at an award show. Sighing, you glanced at the window in your room. You have a great view of the town you lived in and you could see rooftops all covered in snow. You shivered at the thought of the cold. You really didn’t want to get out of bed and you told Felix as much.
Lix: Please 🥺
Huffing you climbed out of bed and whined as your feet touched the plush carpet and not your house slippers. You must have left them over at your desk. Standing, you grabbed your phone and clutched it to your chest as you made your way over to the window. Peaking out, you saw nothing, just the vast whiteness of the snow and the large tree from your childhood that stood proud in the yard. You squinted and looked around, in the middle of your lawn, you saw something that wasn’t there before. A heart was carved into the snow and it made you smile for a second before you clicked your tongue. Pushing open the window, you hung halfway out as you scanned your yard.
“Ya! Get in the window, crazy!”
You looked right below your window and your eyes widened. Standing there in all his glory was your boyfriend, Felix. He looked like a prince with how he was dressed. A cream, white and gold outfit with a matching jacket thrown over his shoulders. His blond hair was parted down the middle and tucked behind his ears while his long bangs framed his face.
“O Felix, Felix! Wherefore art thou Felix?”
You heard his snickering from down below and giggled to yourself.
“Deny thy father and refuse thy name;
Or, if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love,
And I’ll no longer be a commoner.”
“Oi!” Felix shouted as you stared down at him from above. “I am in love with such a commoner!” 
You watched unblinking as Felix started to scale the tree out front of your window. It was something he had done a million times before but you never saw him do it while dressed so nicely or in the snow. As he reached the tree branch that hung close to your window, Felix grinned as he sat on top of it.
“Fair maiden, are you gonna let me in or naur?” 
You backed away from the window and held your breath and Felix climbed into your room. The moment his shoes touched the floor, the snow started to melt and form a small puddle on the floor. Felix shook his head, water droplets from the snow flying everywhere. You screamed and Felix giggled before he took his shoes and jacket off. You quickly closed the window and turned to face Felix with your arms crossed over your chest. Now standing before you in his socks, Felix wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled you close; his eyelashes dark against his beautiful freckles. 
“Hey, love.”
Warmth sank into your heart as Felix rested his forehead against yours and stared into your eyes. You unfolded your arms and draped them over his shoulders, how could you ever be mad at this man? Felix grinned and brushed his nose lightly against yours before his lips captured yours in a tender kiss. Your hands found their way to his hair and Felix groaned as you pulled at his roots, taking steps backwards towards your bed. Layer after layer was peeled from Felix and your body. Your breath came out in pants, warm and hot as Felix’s fingers dug into your skin and held you close.
Felix let you push him onto the bed, his member flushed and hard against his stomach. He licked his lips and moaned as he watched you crawl onto the bed, your eyes darkened by the need to have him underneath you. Straddling his lap, you teased the head of his leaking cock, rolling your hips and letting it slide between your wet folds.
“Oi, don’t be a tease now doll.” 
You smirked at Felix’s words and fisted the base of his cock, holding him in place as you sunk down.
“Fuuuuck!” Felix’s moan vibrated underneath you and his hands started to rub up and down your thighs, gripping your ass and squeezing your hips. “Look so pretty riding me.” He hissed as your walls tightened around him and threw his head back into the pillows. So much of his neck was exposed and your mouth started to water. What a nice canvas to work with. Leaning forward, you nipped at Felix’s throat and he smacked your ass in warning. You knew better than to leave visible marks, but it still was fun to tease him.
“I’ve decided we’re not leaving this bed.” You whispered in his ear, taking the lob between your teeth lightly.
Felix shuttered and turned his head to look at you with wide eyes. His face was flushed, his chest heaving as he tried to understand your words. Giggling, you pressed a sweet kiss to his lip and started to bounce on his dick.
“O-Okay but, what if -” Felix whimpered as your nails sunk into the skin of his chest. “I-I get hungry?”
The question caught you off guard and you stopped moving. Felix blinked up at you with wet eyes and you cooed, stroking his face with the back of your hand.  “Well…” You tap your chin in mock thought. “I’d feed you, then take you back to bed with me. Does that sound alright?”
Felix nodded his head quickly and pulled you into a heated kiss, “Yes, doll. Sounds good. N-Now fuck yourself on my cock.”
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yangkitties · 8 months
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Cookies and Crazy ✩ l.fl
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pairing: lee felix x gn!reader [established relationship] || word count: 0.9k genre: fluff || warnings: proof read but its been a while since i wrote this so it might be a shitty read sorry, mentions of food (this whole fic involves baking), you're gonna end up craving cookies so be warned synopsis: baking with your boyfriend on a free day seems fun... until he gets a little mischievous. note: yawl school has been INSANEEEE... and considering my jay fic flopped so hard i had to take a lil break :( but we're back in business baby 💪 plz feel free to send thoughts and asks mwah have fun reading :]
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You were currently sitting on the desk beside Felix’s gaming set up, spinning on a swivel chair as you watched him play games with an expression of pure focus. His eyebrows furrowed slightly together, making the slit he had gotten recently disappear. Today, his freckles were on full display, making him look much more beautiful. Looking at him could have entertained you forever, but he was so close to you, just out of reach, you couldn’t help but want him all to yourself.
After a few more minutes, his face of concentration changed to a face of frustration. You knew this face, it meant he was loosing. He dejectedly tapped away, hoping he could save himself. Soon enough he lost, a cute pout adorning his lips. Before he could start another game though, you interjected. 
“Lix.” You bumped your chair to his, only to get a small ‘hm?’ out of him. ‘Lixxiiiieeee.’ This time you poked his arm. Still just a nod. ‘LEE FELIX YONGBOK!’ You yelled, pinching his arm. 
‘Ow, ow, ow, baby what is it?’ He questioned, pausing it before the game could start. ‘I’m bored.’ You pouted knowing he wouldn’t tell you off if you used your charm. 'N/N. Baby. Darling. Love of my life. What the fuck can I do about that?' He deadpanned, swivelling into gaming position again. Before he could start the game though, you plopped yourself on his lap, shaking your head. Felix finally realised how bored you were and gave you a ‘go ahead’ gesture, so you grabbed his mic and giggled out, ‘Sorry boys, Felix has to go now, see ya later!’ Before you completely quit the call you could here the boys whining but you couldn’t care less. 
‘Now, what do you want to do baby?’ Felix questioned, all his attention finally on you. His hand snuck under your hoodie (his to be accurate), softly massaging your hips. ‘I… actually don’t know…’ you huffed out, resting your head on his chest. ‘You’re bored but you don’t know what you want to do but still interrupted my gaming?’ He picked your face up, squishing your cheeks with his tiny hands. You tried to say yes but only a semblance of the sound left your lips. Felix giggled, shaking his head before completely embracing you.
After a couple of seconds, a loud growl erupted from your stomach ‘Uh…’ you frowned looking down at your belly. ‘You hungry love?’ You nodded, not knowing what else to do.
Felix straightened up suddenly, accidentally tipping you back and hitting your back against the desk. ‘Oh shi- sorry sorry. I just had a great idea!!!’ He exclaimed as he rubbed your back, hoping he didn’t hurt you too badly. ‘Well it better be worth the spinal damage you caused-’ You rolled your eyes and stood up, stretching to make sure everything was okay- ‘And what is this amazing idea Mr. Lee?’ 
‘We could bake cookies together!!’ Felix jumped up excitedly beside you, his trademark sunshine smile lighting up his entire face. ‘Bok. That’s the best idea you have ever had!’ you said laughing as you slung an arm around him and dragged him to the kitchen. 
Soon, you had soft jazzy music filling the kitchen and ingredients spread across the counter as the both of you started to make  cookies. 
As Felix set up the oven, you continue to mixed the cookie dough he had started to prepare earlier. You mixed the ingredients as fast as you could, hunger growing each second. 
Soon enough, a giggly voice bubbles up beside you, ‘No no N/n, you’re doing it all wrong!!’ Felix tsked, gently wrapping himself around you. Taking control of your arms, Felix starts to guide you. 
Goosebumps start to erupt all over you, quickly joined by a light pink dust and the feeling of warmth across your cheek. None of these developments go unnoticed to Felix, who decides to react with a deep chuckle. Low and smooth, his laughter lifts right into your ears, sending electrifying shivers down your body as your head flicks back to his shoulder. 
‘Anything wrong bub?’ Felix questions innocently, purposefully leaning over so now his face nearly directly in front of you. You huff, eliciting a deep rumbling laugh out of him as he goes back to directing you. 
Quickly you slip out of his embrace, grabbing a hand full of flour nearby and flicking it at him as revenge for getting you riled up. 
Now, there’s flour all over Felix’s apron, and an expression of shock on his face. Before you could react, Felix already has his hands full of flour and on your face, rubbing them all over. Within seconds, your face is covered in flour and the aghast expression on his face has been replaced by a cocky grin. 
‘Oh two can play this game,’ you say and grab his face, promptly kissing him all over his face and successfully transferring some of the flour from your face to his. Felix struggles to escape, sputtering as he frees himself from your grasp. 
You look each other up and down, bursting into laughter. Felix gently bumps his shoulder to yours, allowing you to rest your head on his. ‘We better finish this up.’ Felix points out, sighing. 
In silent harmony, you start to clean the flour and he starts to finish of the cookies. 
In no time you both have a fresh plate of chocolate chip cookies resting on your lap as the both of you cuddle and laugh, still trying to pick out bits of flour from each other’s faces. 
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luvvvivii · 6 months
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"i love you" — l.fl
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pairing - idol!felix x gn!reader
genre - fluff, imagine
wc - 705
warnings - not proofread (surprise surprise), a bunch of pet names used (my love, angel, dear), lmk if more
a/n - I'm back suckas!!! 😋 enjoy this small felix post whilst I start to get back into the groove of writing (also abt the writing, times next to the date is in readers time zone)
synopsis - in which your idol boyfriend sends you voice notes whilst he's away
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02.16.23 — 1:05 am
"good morning dear. actually, I think it's night for you right now? you better be asleep, alright? haha, it feels odd not being able to speak to each other how we usually would, doesn't it? but I guess this is what idol life is like? *chuckle* anyways, how was your day? did you do anything fun today? I hope you're eating good as well…I might head out for a bit with chan, so I'll talk with you later? sweet dreams angel. I love you!"
02.17.23 — 6:37 pm
"hey yn, you're asleep right? this is usually when you have your evening naps. don't be taking an all nighter again after this, though. I know you really like that show but sleep is important too you know? *chuckle*...today is day one of our concert in melbourne. I'm back in australia after so long, and I'm super excited! it's a shame I can't be here with you right now, but at least I can still update you and stuff. I can't wait to meet even more stays—oh, that's minho calling. sorry yn, got to go. I'll update you all about it after! enjoy the rest of your night, I love you."
02.18.23 — 12:53 pm
"hey dear, have you eaten yet? sorry I couldn't send any voice notes this morning, I woke up late and had to rush. day two of our concert was amazing! oh gosh, I wish you were here. hey, I don't think I told you about the dream I had last night, did I? well, we were just about to head to sydney for our tour there, and then suddenly you gave us a surprise visit! that's pretty much it, I woke up after that. haha, it seemed so real I even looked around for you whilst I was still half awake! *sigh* well, I think I'm going to go to sleep now, sorry for such a boring voice note today. have a good day, I love you angel."
02.20.23 — 3:31 pm
"yn, I'm so tired. but I can't go to sleep. *laugh* I was on my phone and got completely carried away, and now it's two am!...I think I might just start yapping about something with you, like how we always do when neither of us can sleep. that's what always helps me get tired…not that I'm saying you're boring! *chuckle* what I'm trying to say is…I just feel so at ease when I know that you're listening to me talk…let's not get depressed now, haha. how is your day going dear? doing anything fun today? make sure to send pictures, I haven't been able to see your pretty face in a while. you know, I think I might head off now, starting to feel a bit drowsy. we've got day one in sydney tomorrow, so I'll probably talk to you about it all later. goodnight my love, I love you to the moon and back."
02.21.23 — 2:01 am
"yn! it's finally day one in sydney! ah, I really wish you were here right now. you'll be cheering me on from back at home, right? I know you'll be looking for videos after the concert haha. make sure to have fun today angel! and I'll make sure to pour my heart and soul into the performances for you, like I always do. sorry for this voice note being so short, but I've got to go. I love you!"
02.22.23 — 3:19am
"sydney day 2! ah, you really don't understand how overwhelming this experience is, yn. this is absolutely crazy, but I've probably already said this a ton, right? *laugh*...you know, I hope one day we can travel to australia together, and I could show you all my favourite places to go and things to do from when I was a kid. but that's saved for the future! just wait a bit longer, my love, I'll be back home faster than you can believe. and cheer me on today as well, alright! I'll do the same for you dear. I've got to go now, an exciting concert ahead. I love you."
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trina864 · 7 months
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Taglist
So okay, we’re really doing this. Taglist people, if you want to be included into the taglist just leave a comment saying which taglist you would like to be part of. I haven’t really dived into taglist before, so excuse me if it goes wrong 😂 Thank you to @ahgasegotarmy116 for being the first, and being such a sweetheart 💜
Different Taglists:
♪ Main Taglist
♪ Seven | J.JK Series
♪ Circus | L.FL Series
♪ Oneshots
♪ If you have a wish to only be tagged in one of the three groups I write for, we can arrange that as well (: ♪
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hwangsify · 2 years
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STRAY KIDS MASTERLIST
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🖇 angst [a] :: fluff [f] :: humor [h] :: fave ♡
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HEADCANONS !
一 : OT8 — romantic gestures. | 0.8k [f] ⌕ synopisis : romantic things skz would do for you as lovers.
二 : OT8 — realizing you've fallen for them. | 3.3k [f] [a] ⌗ synopsis : moments where you realized that you were in love.
三 : OT8 — as highschool boyfriends. | 0.8k [f] [h] ♡ ⿻ synopsis : how skz would be as your highschool lover.
四 : OT8 — as cliche tropes. | 1.5k [f] [a] ᯤ synopsis : skz as overly cliche tropes bc i'm a mushball.
五 : OT8 — their ideal types. | 0.7k [f] ⭔ synopsis : skz and my interpretation of their ideal types.
六 : OT8 — domesticity. | 1.0k [f] ❒ synopsis : domestic moments with skz!
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DRABBLES !
一 : h.hj. — things you said at 1 am. | 1.2k [a] 彡 synopsis : you fuck up a dance performance. hyunjin comforts you (or tries to). terrible things are revealed in the process.
二 : l.mh. — when the party's over. | 1.1k [a] ꒦꒷ synopsis : a cloudy afternoon at the bakery leaves you reminiscing your old memories about minho. there are some things that just aren’t worth falling for, you think, and minho is not one of them.
三 : h.hj. — stale crusts of whole wheat bread. | 0.6k [a] ♡ ↺ synopsis : musings over the eccentricity of hwang hyunjin and his perfunctory habits.
四 : h.hj. + l.fl. — i've got a man (but i want you). | 0.7k [a] ⩄ synopsis : in which you like hyunjin a lot, but you like felix just a little more.
五 : l.mh. — the eight stages of falling in love with him. | 1.5k [a] ♡ ᝰ synopsis : part of you feels selfish for allowing yourself to have him like this when you are tainted on the inside, your heart spoiled and bruised like overripe fruit. but you pull him in closer all the same. 
六 : y.jg. — things you said when you were crying. | 0.7k [f] [a] 𐑺 synopsis : you finally reunite with jeongin after spending a year apart from each other. you come to some surprising epiphanies in the process.
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ONESHOTS !
一 : h.js. — utterly lovesick (for you). | 3.1k [f] [a] [h] ♡ ᘏ synopsis : jisung has an infatuation with kisses; you refuse to humor him. or, the five times jisung attempts and fails to get you to kiss him, and the one (1) time he finally succeeds.
二 : l.mh. — hourglass. | 2.4k [a] ♡ ᜊ synopsis : “yah, lee minho,” you grin, cupping his cheeks with your hands, “what’s with the face? this is supposed to be a heroic moment of self-sacrifice. don’t make it mushy.”
三 : h.hj. — descent to hell. | 13.7k [f] [a] ♡ ᘐ synopsis : someone like minho would have told you to keep your distance from hyunjin; that he is something inhumane— dangerous and flammable. but you are already waist-deep in those dark pools of liquid glass that he has for eyes.
四 : k.sm. — the subtle art of loving you. | 4.6k [f] [a] [h] ⪩ synopsis : the 5 times seungmin tries and heroically fails to hold your hand and the one time he finally does. (or, seungmin's endeavors to overcome his innate dislike for initiating physical touch in a nutshell.)
五 : l.mh. — these illicit pleasures. | 13.3k [a] [f] જ synopsis : after ghosting you for four years, your childhood best friend lee minho comes back into your life as a world renowned idol, awakening some buried feelings you've spent four years trying to push away.
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hyukxs · 2 years
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6:54am [l.fl]
pairing: lee felix x gender neutral reader
genre/warnings: sci fi au???, non idol verse / vague bittersweet ending, just over sad vibes
wc: 410
a/n: this is for @districtninewriters writers room #55. needed to use the word yearbook. to everyone who anticipated chan…sorry LOL. also i’m trying something different? i hope this doesn’t suck. but lemme know if you enjoyed this :))
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it makes your breath catch in your throat at the thought of it. that whatever gravity is pulling the universe on its seams is pulling at your heart too. and maybe if it pulls hard enough, just a hair harder, it’ll finally make you move. more than that, it’ll make you run into his arms for what you wished wouldn’t be the last time.
you hoped you had prepared enough for this. for the pain it would cause you, but you hadn’t anticipated this. the rawness in his eyes and open arms. you hadn’t expected it at all. felix had always been vulnerable with you. he couldn’t even bear to lie to you, his throat would close up before he could even muster the words.
when it came to you, he always picked the truth.
and right now, everything that he might’ve held back from you was laid out in front of you. the smile etched onto his face feeling more like a gate to keep the tears from rushing into his eyes.
it was the last time. and you both weren’t ready.
you knew. you knew once you would let go, he would hop onto the spaceship and dive into a cryo chamber, sleeping until the next galaxy welcomed him and his crew light years away. by then you would already be long gone. nothing but a fragment of the past.
it was for the good of humanity. your species couldn’t die out and this was one of the last chances you had. despite knowing that, you couldn’t help but want to be selfish. to keep felix by your side. to just say screw it and run away with him to the cottage by the sea he promised you. when you were younger and he was just a face in your high school yearbook with a heart beside his name.
“Captain Felix, it’s time to load up. The chambers are almost ready!” chan’s voice reverberated through the corridor. it made your heart drop, the tug gravity had on you weakening.
felix’s arms, which lowered while you both were taking each other in for the last time, sprouted upwards again, his finger beckoning you towards him.
your feet reluctantly moved until you were situated against his chest. you had a million and one things to say, but as you tighten your arms around him, nothing came out. only quiet tears rolled.
maybe in another lifetime, he would be yours again.
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romanticahwi · 3 years
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Intertwined Heartbeats | l.fl
style: fluff and smut
warnings: soft dom!felix, sub!reader, cursing, oral (f receiving), fingering, dirty talk, unprotected sex (wrap it up,) love making, semi-public sex, car sex, riding, they’re sappy, let me know if I missed anything
ship: lee felix x female reader
a/n: this was meant for Valentine’s Day, but it might be a bit late due to the fact that I started this the day before, plus my power has been out for the past few days haha. enjoy!
not proof read!
minors, don’t interact.
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“Babe, get dressed, we’re going out.”
You look up from your work to see your boyfriend looking at you with a soft smile, leaning against the door frame with his arms crossed.
“What’s the occasion?” you ask playfully, knowing fully well what day it was. You see him pout, puppy eyes glistening out of sadness over what you had just said. You guys simply stare at each other, you getting more and more amused at Felix’s sad expression with every passing second. How could your boyfriend be this cute? You would never understand, but all you knew was that you felt lucky.
Eventually you let out a chuckle at his antics, finding it hilarious how he kept his childish act up for god knows how long. “Babe, do you seriously not know what today is?” you could practically hear the pout in his voice, as he walks closer to you, and seats himself on the bed. He wraps his arms around you, pulling you close to rest on his chest, and pressing a soft kiss to your exposed shoulder.
“Hmm, no?” you tease him further, loving how whiny and pouty he gets when you tease him. You expect him to whine even more, but the next thing you know, his lips are right by your ear, hot breath fanning across your skin.
“Well then how about you get ready, and I show you what day it is, hm?” he whispers lowly, his deep voice sending shivers down your spine. You could practically feel your heartbeat racing, and the slightest bit of wetness at your core. Felix knows how his voice affects you, using it to his advantage whenever he wants you to do something. All you can do it nod and ignore the uncomfortable wetness in between your thighs. Felix presses one final kiss to the back of your ear before getting up himself, and heading to the living room, of course before telling you to be ready in thirty minutes.
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You had never gotten ready so quickly, slipping on something that was comfortable yet romantic at the same time, then brushing on some light makeup. You were never really the makeup person, but you knew today was a special day for both you and Felix, so you decided it would be nice to put on a little bit. Once you finished up in your room, you step out into the living room, footsteps loud enough to make your presence known to your beautiful boyfriend, who was currently on his phone playing some sort of game. Looking up from the screen, his eyes widen at the sight of you, his jaw dropping.
“Wow.. fuck I mean... wow.” he stammers, not being able to get any other word out of his vocabulary. You giggle at his lack of vocabulary, feeling his hands wrap around your waist to pull you closer to him. He presses a soft kiss to you lips, then pulls back, and whispers, “fuck y/n. you really drive me crazy.”
-
You still had no idea where Felix was taking you, and you had probably asked him at least fifty times while in the car. You were genuinely surprised he hadn’t told you to shut up yet. The two of you had been driving for at least half an hour, and you still could t tell where you were going. Your boyfriend’s hand was on your thigh, while the other one was on the steering wheel, and you caught yourself staring at him face, letting lost in his features.
His beautiful plump lips that you loved to kiss so much. His adorable freckles that adorned his face so elegantly. His sparkling eyes that held so many shining stars. His fluffy hair that you loved to run your hands through when you two were cuddling. You were so terribly in love with him, and you couldn’t have been more grateful that you ended up with someone who loved more than anything in the world.
“You’re staring baby.” you hear a chuckle rumble out of his chest, deep voice lacing each word with class. You felt your cheeks flush at the realization that Felix had caught you staring, and so you buried your face into your hands out of embarrassment. You hear your boyfriend chuckle again, and then suddenly the car stopped. “We’re here.” he says, and you peek out between your fingers to see a beautiful sight in front of you.
A gorgeous river adorned with evergreen plants and dainty flowers, and fresh grass. And even better? You two were the only ones there. Your jaw dropped in awe, eyes wide from the beautiful sight in front of you. Felix really went above and beyond just for you?
“Angel, close your mouth, and follow me.” he whispers against your temple, kissing it gently, before grabbing your hand, and holding a picnic basket with the other. He drags you to a sunny, secluded area of the beautiful scenery, placing down the blanket, then motioning you to sit down. You watch him open up the basket, him pulling out small treats and snacks.
“I baked them myself,” he smiles proudly as he pulls out a small box of brownies. You couldn’t help but smile at how adorable your boyfriend was, interlacing your hands, and pressing gentle kisses all over the top. You here the sweet melody of his giggles, deep voice raising in pitch as his blinding smile shines beautifully.
“You’re so cute Lix.” you say, scooting closer to him, wrapping your arms around his waist, and pressing gentle kisses on the exposed skin of his neck. The small rumble of his giggles roar through his chest, and you felt your heart swoon at the sweet music of your boyfriends laughter. You plan to continue your loving on his neck, but all of a sudden, you feel the smoothness of chocolate in your mouth, soon realizing it was Felix’s famous brownies.
While chewing on the chocolate treat, you threw your head back in amusement. You really were so lucky.
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The both of you spend hours at the site, smiles written across your faces, and arms around each other. You had gotten through all the food, loving how each treat and snack practically melted on your tongue. In between each bite, Felix planted a gentle kiss on your lips, sometimes even nibbling on your lip simply to rile you up. At some point, his teasing had gotten to be too much for you, so you settled yourself in his lap, surprising him, and simply planting your lips onto his, your desire already being written through.
Felix immediately kisses back, hands immediately going to wrap around your waist, as yours go to tangle in his hair. What started as a simple kiss soon turned into something more passionate, as he groans against your lips. You feel his pants tightening underneath you as you grind against him, returning the teasing.
You seriously thought you would get away with your teasing, but oh boy were you wrong. With your midstrations, Felix growls, grasp tightening on your waist, and pulling away from your lips, satisfied with the string of siliva connecting the two of you. “You’re so naughty baby. How about we take this back to the car so I can show you some real pleasure?” he says deeply in your ear. Feeling the wetness rush through your panties, you nod at his suggestion, and stand up with shaking legs.
You were in for a ride. Literally.
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The sound of you whines fill the car, Felix’s hot tongue sucking on your clit, two fingers deep inside your cunt. He runs his tongue along your folds, tasting your sweet wetness; you felt like you were in bliss. The squelching noise of his relentless pace of his fingers stretching you out made you feel like you were in cloud nine.
“You’re so wet, and all for me, hm?” you feel his deep voice resonate against you, the vibrations sending shivers up your spine. He continues to suck and lick at your wet core, eating you out like it was his last meal. You whine as you feel his teeth graze against your clit, nibbling gently, before taking it in between his lips to suck on it, all while continuing to push his fingers in and out of your heat.
Feeling the familiar knot in your stomach, you knew you couldn’t last much longer, and it was obvious to Felix by the way your walls were tightening over his fingers, and the pitch of your moans and whines were raising. “Are you close baby girl?” you hear him ask, and you mutter out a quiet ‘yes.’ You could feel your release approaching, but Felix being the little shit he was, he pulls away before you could come.
“Why?” you whine, annoyed that he didn’t allow you to come when you were so close.
“I want you to come on my cock angel, so how about you ride me like a good girl, hm?”
You nod wordlessly, not being able to respond as you clamber into your boyfriend’s lap. Hands going to his cock, the tip was bright red and leaking with precome. You line it up with you entrance, and sink down, the both of you sighing in pleasure.
“F-feels so good.” you moan out, feeling every inch of his cock filling you up beautifully. “Shit, you’re so tight for me.” he groans out, hands going to wrap around your waist tightly; that was surely going to bruise.
“Move whenever you’re ready, angel.” Felix whispers against your lips, before kissing you softly. Thighs shaking, you lift your hips, before sinking back down on him. You continue your movements, thighs slowly starting to ache as you feel yourself getting more desperate.
It didn’t help that Felix was nipping at your neck, slowly moving his lips up to your ear, before whispering lowly, knowing how riled up you get from his dirty talk.
“So good for me, yeah? Riding my dick so beautiful, like it was made for you.” he grunts out, hands traveling down to your ass to deliever a harsh slap. You moan out at the tip of his cock hitting your special bundle of nerves, throwing your head back at how good he was making you feel. Taking this as an opportunity, Felix tangles his fingers into your hair, griping it tightly to keep your head leaned back, before sucking dark marks against your neck and collarbones.
You could feel yourself getting closer to your release, walls tightening around his cock, making him groan out in ecstasy against your neck. The knot in your stomach was so close to bursting, and you knew you wouldn’t be able to last much longer.
“F-Felix please, I’m so close.” you whine out, burying your face into the crook of his neck.
“Come for me pretty. Show me how beautiful you look when you come.”
The knot pulls tight in your stomach, as you release all over Felix’s cock. Your walls tighten around him, making him groan and come deep inside of you. You both spend minutes calming down from your highs, attempting to catch your breaths. You felt his forehead rest on yours, and you feel yourself smile, feeling the love radiating from your beautiful boyfriend.
“y/n?” you hear him call you gently. You hum in question, waiting quietly for his response.
“I love you.” he simply states, sealing it with a gentle kiss. You smile against his lips, eyes gazing at him with sheer adoration.
“I love you more. Happy Valentine’s Day baby. Thank you for another year.”
-end-
- atalia
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hyuneytoast · 3 years
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The Edge of the Missed World || L.FL
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✦Tags || Zombie apocalypse AU, Lee Felix x Reader, established lovers, angst, fluff if you really squint-
✦Warnings || Fire, weapons, injuries, blood, mention of suicide and death, explicit language
✦Word Count || 2.6k
✦Synopsis || Maybe the two of you should have never walked through that door, or perhaps left when you had the discrete chance. Either way, it’s like the world is ending, which is the case for Felix and you as night arrives. Still, Felix doesn’t see the point in wasting the uncertain left time in tears.
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It burns. Literally and figuratively, physically and mentally… all of it burns like hell. The dark thick haze expands in the room, or what once was a room, and fills your eyes and lungs with a burning sensation. The strong smell of smoke lingers in your nose and the hissing of the fiery flames is all that’s audible.
You’re crawling on all fours with every bit of strength you have, making your way past wooden beams set ablaze that threaten to collapse any moment now. Your muscles ache and your skin feels like it’s melting, especially with the searing pain in your shoulder that has blood dripping from it, but that doesn’t stop you. It’s hard to catch a full breath, leaving you spiraling down into aching lungs and a dizzy mind. “Felix!” You desperately cry out, eyes frantically scanning each inch of the burning house. “Felix!” You call, voice straining at the end.
-one hour ago-
Felix and you have been treading through the tall grass field, until found upon a rather worn down house of two stories in the middle. Wood planks nailed over the windows and weeds growing like monsters all around the porch. The door was half open, the knob barely intact, giving the two of you a peek inside the house that basks in late afternoon sunlight. You two carefully approach inside the home, the wooden floor creaking at half the steps taken. Your guns are in hand, prepared for any zombies who dare to lunge out of nowhere.
The house reeks with rotting odors, items coated in dust and even dried blood stains. Furniture and other items are scattered, an escape of drama and despair made its presence quite clear. The blond male beside you takes the lead ahead, carefully peaking into each room with the gun in front of him. No sign of the living dead just yet, for now only the two of you drowning in silence. You both came in search of supplies, and survivors if any, and perhaps to even stay for the remaining day at the house. You have travelled far from your original base at dawn, so the time needed to return would last until under the moon. As to all know, wandering at night during an apocalypse is practically suicide.
“Let’s check upstairs, yeah?” Felix says low, his husky voice sending a shiver down your spine.
You give a firm nod. “There might be an overflow or leak up there, I saw water dripping from the ceiling in the kitchen.”
It’s like each step creaks louder the further you hike up, and you wonder if you were to ever fall straight down the stairs. That thought is immediately covered when you’re met with a hallway that leads to each upstairs room. Each door is closed, but an obvious streak of old blood leads to one door, water also leaking from under the crack and soaking the carpet. Muffled rustling is heard from the other side of the door when Felix and you approach it. He gives you a firm nod as his hand slowly turns the door knob, both your guns ready to fire at whatever may lurk behind.
The two of you jump at the sharp and instant lunge of a shrieking creature. What appears to be once a lady, her pale skin is now flayed and her eyes of nothing but pure white emptiness. To both your relief, the zombie has her neck tied in a rope secured to the feet of the bed. The creature’s efforts in breaking free is immediately ceased when she drops limp from the bullet you shot through her head. Felix is already scavenging through drawers for anything that might be of use. As you search the bedroom, you notice areas of the carpet puddled in water which you avoid, not wanting it to soak your worn boots.
“Oh my god, imagine if the stores were still open!” Felix gasps, holding out a stack of cash in the air he found in the nightstand.
You chuckle. “You probably could’ve got the combat game you’ve been dying for.”
“For real, right!” He giggles, a melodic sound that makes you forget there even is an apocalypse for a split second. “Anyway, you think we could stay for the night?”
You peer out the cracked window, the sun perfectly being held on top the horizon. “It’s not like we have a choice.”
“Alright, well I don’t hear anything else either, but I’ll check the other rooms.” He gives an assuring smile and a kiss on your temple.
“I’ll be right there then.” You watch him exit to check the remaining upstairs while you scavenge through the remaining areas in the bedroom. You try your best to have your eyes land anywhere but the corpse, already knowing the sickness you’ll feel bubble up if you do. It most certainly doesn’t help that the further you stay, the stronger the rotting stench seems to grow. You curse the need to breathe in this moment. Good news, you think to yourself though, is the silence down the hall which ensures that nothing out of the ordinary has occurred. Just as you’re about to turn away from the closet, you feel a tight hold latch around you, an arm pressing your throat as well. You let out a yelp, but only to receive the grip on you grow even more suffocating.
“Shush now, we wouldn’t want you to be luring anyone else, do we now?” A raspy voice from an unfamiliar man of amusement emits in your ear.
“Felix!” You call out for your boyfriend. You let out a cry of desperation as you toss your body around in the man’s arms, then raise your leg to kick him. Just as he groans in pain and you feel yourself loosen at the slightest, you slam your head back, coming in contact with the man’s chin having his stumble aback.
“You bitch!” He growls, hand clutching the bottom of his face in pain.
You don’t wait another second to dash out of the room, calling for Felix. Unfortunately, you don’t get far as a searing pain pierces through your shoulder, forcing you to stumble forward on the floor with a cry. The man pulls the back of your top to force you on your feet, having you in his hold like not long ago. “Thought you could get—”
“Let her go!” A stern voice booms down the hall. Your eyes shoot open from pain just to land on the freckled boy who has his gun aimed in your direction, but at the man who refuses to let you go. “I said let her go!” His eyes are dark, ablaze with fury. Knowing Felix though, you know how a part of him is trembling on the inside of complete panic, just how you are but instead quite expressively.
“You all made a huge mistake. Entering here, then barging in, even killing my wife,” He cackles like a maniac. “All for what though? We all are going to die, and I’m surely not going down by myself like a fool today.” That’s when a terrorizing scent fully settles the hall. The smell of something burning, the smell of something that tells you to do nothing but leave immediately. Back there, that wasn’t water… 
Out of the blue yet much more of a suffering’s delight, a sharp impact strikes through your head before everything goes black.
Nothing but darkness…
You miss the sound of the firing gun. You miss the fire that unleashes behind as well.
-present time-
“Felix!” You feel lightheaded, your voice feels like it helplessly grows mute against the crackles of the fire.
“Y/N!” And you swear your heart leaps the moment you hear your boyfriend’s voice. He’s alive. You struggle but manage to get upon your feet, using a wall for support as you make your way towards a silhouette in the haze.
Felix stumbles towards you in sight, only wanting to pull you into his embrace, but that would only end in being burned alive. So he’s quick to pull you with his hand laced with yours, guiding you towards the downstairs. Embers are flying everywhere in the smoke that has your eyes burning. The flames penetrate through the walls, beams collapsing to your feet. Exiting the house feels like it’s taking years, and not only that, but it feels like time is only ticking just how it is. The two of you manage to stumble out the door, coughing and heaving desperately for pure air.
“Lix,” You let out a small cry as the boy beside you falls forward, his hands catching him above the ground just barely. Your eyes widen in pure horror as you see a crimson stain absorbed on the side of his shirt, blood dripping from it. “Shit, Felix.” It’s clear he’s having difficulty bringing himself to his feet, so you do it for him; having his arm wrapped around your shoulder despite it adding more pain to you. Felix only groans in agony, a few tears escaping from his eyes; tears of pain and fear, for himself and you.
After limping to a safe distance away from the fire with Felix’s weight held against you, the two of you settle down in the field. Felix still has his arm around your shoulder, resting against you as you keep him up. His eyes are drowsy, burn marks covering his skin and freckles. You wish you could kiss all of it away, you really do, but this world apparently prefers suffering to be set upon anyone in its path.
Especially for the wound that petrifies him on the left side of his torso. His tattered clothes are drowned in blood in that area.
He looks at you, a soft smile resting on his face. He’s in pain and it’s clear, but if he were to focus on that, what good would that be for the both of you? “Don’t worry so much, angel,” He says weakly.
Your bag is set in your lap, hands pulling out bandages and disinfectant for the boy. “How could you say that right now?” You ask in disbelief, a disbelief not in frustration but in sadness. He shifts his body to give you easier access in cleaning his wounds, wincing at the movement. “Don’t move, it’ll worsen,” You warn.
“Your shoulder, though! Y/N let-”
“No, I’m fine.” You stop his hand in mid-air as he reaches for the bandage in your hold. “Trust me, you need to be fixed more than I do.”
Felix always found his mind drifting off into an abyss of the actual end. He wondered how long life will allow him and you to run together, and what it will feel like when that end finally comes. He hopes that at all costs you wouldn’t get hurt, that you wouldn’t be the one taken from this world before him nor from him. Being in a zombie apocalypse is harsh survival, and he always assumed an end would be the result of gunfire from competition or the bites of starving monsters. And from all that, he made scenarios up for each disaster, scenarios where it all revolved around you. This though? Oh how he feels caught off guard.
Felix wants to cry, he wants to spill out every tear and sorry for how he can’t hold on to too much strength anymore to be there for you. Life is cut short for him, and life is cutting him from you. He wants to protect you until the end, but how can he when his and your endings are different? His heart aches of how alone you’ll be, and he doesn’t want you to suffer for his sake. Leaving you alone to fight for yourself in this world of cursed unfortunates? He can only internally tremble and drown in guilt.
He mentally curses at himself, wanting to say everything he feels and all the words to assure you, but his throat feels rather tight and voice feels too weak to even surface his mouth. So instead, he continues to have an arm holding onto you, feeling the comforting warmth of your skin. If he can’t verbally be there with you, he’ll show everything he can with his touch instead. With his eyes gazing at the sun, it too appears to be sending its farewells.
“There’s no point,” He mumbles weakly. “We’re stranded in the open, and I doubt that this wound isn’t going to spare me.”
“Don’t say shit like that,” You frown, tears pricking at the edge of your eyes. Your hands are still in the midst of patching him up, but it’s a great challenge as the wound is deeper than it appears, and there’s so much blood oozing out. “I’ll follow you,” You murmur. “I-I can’t— I won’t let you go.” You shift to get a clear glimpse of his face, seeing how he too is crying. Yet, his eyes rest on the sky that dares to fall asleep.
“I never got to tell you this, or you probably already know. I-I don’t know. But watching the sunset is my absolute favorite thing to do with you. Even way before any of this happened.”
You observe around you. The distant house is no longer illuminated by the rays of the sun but rather the fire that sources from it. It remains burning and cackling in the field, killing the grass around it and emitting a fume of black smoke above. One moment it was a home and the next it was nothing but a crash of disaster that almost took the life of Felix and you that very instance. The deep warm hues blend in with the ones displayed by the sky, the sky that holds the setting sun.
“We can make it.” An encouragement that each of you are desperate to hear.
“No, you can make it. Angel, listen, I’ll only drag us down because of my state.”
“No you listen! It doesn’t matter, we’re both going to be out here at night, so I at least want to have you here for as long as possible.” Felix grows weaker by the minute, he feels it and you sense it. God, if only… ‘If only’ can become a list of reasons to have Felix and you anywhere but this current moment. “Like I said, I’ll follow you. Even if we don’t make it out together.”
Your boyfriend feels eased from your words, greatly warmed about how you feel the way he does about you; wanting nothing more than just to stay together. The sun sets, and your minds are left unsure of the future. Unsure of how long Felix can hold out like this and if you two are to even last through the night after being put up with such vulnerability. You don’t know what to say, your mind under an overwhelming wave of emotions, so you just speak with your heart rather than your mind, telling the boy who's holding you how much he makes you feel.
“You know,” His voice soft as ever. “I always dreamed that one day we could go and see the world together. All the new experiences and sceneries, how I’d kiss you in every city and under sunsets like these.” He grabs both your occupied hands from his wound to within his. He doesn’t want to spend this time worrying, he doesn’t want it to be the last thing the two of you feel for the day. All he wants is to just hold you, talk to you about places he dreamed of going to with you. And so he does, and you give in. Like the world exists for the two of you, like nothing happened in the first place.
The world is too corrupt for constant tears that won’t change a thing anyway.
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kinzavskpop · 3 years
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MASTERLIST
GOT7 
what to expect when you’re expecting || c.yj alternatively known as: the one where youngjae gets an s/o because coco got knocked up
rings || w.js alternatively known as: the one where jackson reconnects with a childhood friend because they compete in the winter olympics
fic recs
NCT
-127-
lost in translation || a 127 series - on hiatus alternatively known as: the series where 127 finds themselves falling for someone who can’t speak their language
-DREAM-
none yet!!
-WAYV-
secrets || q.k alternatively known as: the five times that WayV unintentionally find out that kun is dating someone and the one time he actually introduces you to them
shakespeare in love || w.kh alternativeily known as: the one where hendery falls in love with his co-director while putting on romeo and juliet
moon river || l.yy - coming soon!! alternatively known as: the one where yangyang ends up falling in love with his neighbour a la breakfast at tiffany’s
nct fic recs // wayv fic recs
SKZ
fool like me || s.cb - coming soon!! alternatively known as: the one where changbin can’t stop making a fool of himself in front of his crush and chan is the only one who knows how to fix it 
monster house || s.cb - coming soon!! alternatively known as: the one where prince changbin can only be coronated after completing one final task - defeat the ‘baba yaga’
how to bake bread || l.fl - coming soon!! alternatively known as: the stages of a relationship defined by a bread recipe
future nostalgia || a skz series - on hiatus alternatively known as: the series based around dua lipa’s hit album ‘future nostalgia’
fic recs
DAY6
no longer writing for them!!
fic recs
SEVENTEEN
-HIP HOP-
the great fratsby || c.vn - coming soon!! alternatively known as: the one where vernon keeps throwing frat parties for a chance to talk to his crush
-VOCAL-
adore u || l.wz - coming soon!! alternatively known as: the one where woozi develops a crush and absolutely hates it
-PERFORMANCE-
shoot your shot || k.hs - coming soon!! alternatively known as: the one where hoshi finally kisses his crush at a frat party
fic recs
add yourself to my taglist here!!
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luvidzy · 3 years
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[1:26 am] - l.fl
Your bed did not offer the same comfort that it once had. The place that had once been your solace and your home now felt foreign and empty without the freckled boy beside you.
You rolled onto your side, eyes lingering on the spot that had once been his. It was empty, but you could still see the mold that had formed from his body. It made your heart sink, and if it was even possible, you felt even more empty than you had before.
It was your fault that Felix wasn’t beside you. You shouldn’t have said the things you did, shouldn’t have blamed him for your own insecurities. It wasn’t his fault that you couldn’t communicate, it wasn’t his fault that you bottled everything up until it finally exploded from the pressure. 
But you couldn’t take it back now. You had already spewed those hurtful words at him, already made him cry, and now you had to deal with the consequences. You felt like you were sitting in a void, falling endlessly, but in a morbid way you wanted the pain. After all, you deserved it.
Felix was the sun, he shone, but you did not deserve the light that he gave off. You itched to grab your phone, to call him or Bang Chan and explain. Explain that you didn’t mean it, explain that you were wrong, explain that Felix deserved more than you gave him and that you would do anything for him to take you back.
But you knew there were no words that could fix this. There were no words that could be said that would make everything okay, so even though you wanted nothing more than to have your star boy beside you, holding you and telling you it’d be okay, you were doomed to fall into misery by yourself, tears streaming down your face.
You could only hope Felix would know that he was the only one you wanted around, even if he wanted anyone but you.
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chaeryybomb · 4 years
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12:00 am | l.fl
boyfriend!felix chuckles as you tighten your hold on his torso. felix finds it amusing how you could fall asleep while he's gaming.
"the sounds don't bother me, lix," you once assured him. "as long as you're here, I can fall asleep anywhere."
he sighs contently when he feels your steady breathing on his neck. it feels like home, you feel like home.
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lixiefe · 4 years
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↪ get you the moon - l.fl
songs: kodaline- all i want             all my friends are fake- tate mcrae
to my bub @ruellelix​ , consider this a very much late birthday gift. Thank you for being born as such a beautiful, amazing and outstanding human being. And thank you for being my beloved moot. uwu. it isn’t really good but hey, i spent time and effort on this djhbcsj.
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You were like winter, cold but with a touch of softness. Like winter, incoming with a pretend intimidation but also with a touch of sheer kindness. And just like winter, you froze whatever was around you with chatters and emanated shivers, but also the sunlight in your presence was heavenly, warm, fresh and comforting.
It was so, so unlikely of someone like Lee Felix to be so irrevocably attracted to you. His friends would probably laugh their stomach out if he suddenly told them he liked you, the ice-cold oddity of the classroom. They wouldn’t believe him at first, would imply that he was joking instead. Because Felix preached about the kind of girl he wanted every other day. He had an ideal type, yes, and the dictionary opposite of you. He’s known to love the kind who exude warmth and positivity like a contagious virus, someone who’d compliment his sunshine with a similarly bright sunshine of theirs. Someone who smiled ear to ear on everyday basis and sought fun in the littlest of entertainment, making the best of it- with everyone. Someone he could get the moon for.
But you, no, you were not like that at all. You didn’t want the moon or anything else in that case. You were unpredictable and spoke words like you were giving out a thousand dollars per word. You were incongruous in every way, and so so mysterious- nothing surmise-able and nothing transparent. It was like you walked with a wall around you that shielded you from all possible angles and quite robustly, was immobile. You were also cruelly honest, always stating the truth with a few small-spoken words- even if that meant that the recipient could be hurt. There was no fun that could be associated with you, much less required amusement and much much less any emotions.
But one day, the Lee Felix saw you hidden behind tall bookshelves and - giggling. It intrigued him like nothing else; so he found himself very much expectantly watching you speak. You were smiling, strange and almost unimaginable, but surely, there was an apparent smile on your face. it was peculiar, yes, but so beautiful- unlike any other expressions he’s seen and any sincerity he’s felt. Thorns nipped at his guts when he thought you might be talking to your lover, or potential lover, or a crush, or just someone you were so visibly in love with.
Felix had believed to have outstanding wit, however, he was wrong. So very wrong.
“Yes mother, I will. I will take care of myself, you don’t need to worry, alright?” you spoke into the phone, eyes almost teary and a touching smile adorning your face. There was grievance, lament, and gloom but more than that, there was relief, care and love. A type of purity so rare in these days where people cared more than less about others.  
“Make sure to take your medicines properly, yeah? You cannot miss them at any chance. I have a note of which medicine to take when taped on the fridge so you remember.” You say, desperation evident in the force you grip your cellphone with.
And then you chuckle into the phone, a tear escaping your irises freely. Your hair sways along with the way you nod you head, mumbling continuous ‘hmm’s to your mother’s interrogations- as Felix could guess.
“Goodbye, mom. I’ll call you again after the night shift,” you say, attempting to cut the call. But Felix watches you bring the phone back to your ears, listening attentively to what your mother had to say next. Your brows clear up as a considerable care erupts in them, and you reply, “Alright, I will sleep today. I’ll call you tomorrow then. Bye mom. Take care!”
With that you cut the call and kept your phone on the window-side table. You then hastily wiped the dry tears away and subtly shifted your lips at the corners- as if wanting to erase any trace of the previous smiles. The compassionate, careful person Felix had seen on the phone, and the impassive, empty-eyed person he saw now are two different beings- yet merged into one.
It was established that you weren’t apathetic in the slightest- on the contrary, Felix would describe you as one of those emotional and impossibly caring people; the type who’d do and sacrifice anything for the people they cherish.
So maybe yes, you were like the winter. But not the inconveniences, you were like the security and balminess of the winter. Like the oblique sunrays of the afternoon among the chilling cold; bitter, but still adjacent with rays of warmth.
You were like the winter’s sun, one that maybe didn’t match Felix’s one but then again too much similarity is scary and refracting. He realized he didn’t want a depiction of himself in a partner, he wanted solidarity and compatibility. It was as people said, opposites attract.
You were the winter’s sun, and Felix- he was the summer’s sun. Without you won’t be harmony, and without you won’t exist compulsory equilibrium. You were the candle and he was the fire- burning with passion and de-solidifying your pillar-like solid heart with his heat. All he needed to do was get under that adamant wall of introversion and breakthrough into your comfort zone.
And somehow, he managed to do just that after exactly six months of meandering behind you and supposedly annoying you till you told him to ‘fuck off’ in the rudest possible way. But much to Felix’s bewilderment, you grew to care for him like how he heard you in a certain conversation. You appeared worried and nagged at him when he didn’t eat his meals properly, or when he didn’t pay necessary heed to his pre-examination fevers, or when he spent money buying banana milk for you after lunch- much uncharacteristic of your natural persona.
Felix was beyond thrilled, stunned more than the depth of seas the day you proposed him to visit your sick mother with you. That time he knew the words of your heart that didn’t need to be spoken. And that was the start of your peculiar story.
Just like this- somehow- along the confusion and mismatch and ups and downs in the sky, the summer’s sun obtained that of the winters; strange, imperfect but so very beautiful.  
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updated after n entire month guys. 
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luvvvivii · 7 months
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just dance! — l.fl
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pairing - felix x gn!reader
genre - fluff, drabble
wc - 496
warnings - none, not proofread, idk I kinda trail off in the end but wtv
a/n - I'm producing too much fluff I need to post angst I swr (choose from 1 or 2 guys 😼)
synopsis - to make up for busy schedules, you decide to surprise your boyfriend with just dance
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"angel? I'm here! what was so important?" your boyfriend called from the hallway, footsteps slowly wandering around your small apartment in search of you. it took him a while, but felix finally found you sprawled across the floor of your bedroom, with what looked like a cd in your hands.
"aha, felix! you came just in time! look what I found~" you sprang up from the floor and whipped the cd in front of his eyes. however, instead of the excitement you were expecting, you received confusion instead. you cocked your head to the side and pouted ever so slightly. was he that tired after teaching?
"sorry love, I'm honestly dozing off right now. was teaching some intense choreography today, but I won't bother you with the details just yet." felix smiled as he plopped his body onto your desktop chair. "I'm alright though, don't worry. now tell me — is that just dance?" your eyes lit up at his words. he finally understood what you were trying to do! although, you couldn't help but feel bad for suggesting something so tiresome after a long day.
three hours before felix had arrived, you texted him stating he should be home as soon as possible, as something important was planned. in all honesty, you just wanted to praise felix for working so hard at his dance studio and teaching all those lovely kids what he loved to do most. that's why you had bought the newest just dance cd and decided you would both have a fun dancing session of your own.
that lead you to your current position ; sweaty, out of breath, and straight up struggling to do any of the moves you were given. on the contrary, felix was effortlessly completing all the dances with a breeze.
"you might need to teach me a thing or two lix." you huffed, giggling all the while. felix glanced over towards you, and burst into laughter at the sight. he caused a chain reaction and eventually you were both on the floor rolling around in fits of laughter. you swore you even saw a tear fall down felix's cheek.
it had been a while since you were both able to hang out like this. busy schedules and work consumed all your free time, and in due course there hadn't been much time for you to relax and enjoy quality time together. that was the main reason you wanted to play just dance with him. although it would only be for an hour or so, it would stay as a cherishable moment for both of you to remember and laugh about.
hopefully, one day you'd be able to have more times like this, where the only thing to be heard were giggles and playful remarks to each other. maybe, as your relationship grew, there'd be a moment when you can look back and say, 'I've enjoyed every second of being with you, and look forward to every day coming forward.'
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trina864 · 7 months
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WIPS
♪ All of these are just stories and drabbles I have in my drafts. I don't know if I'm ever gonna finish all of them or when. ♪
Guide: alright so, obviously I'm longer with some wips than others, so therefore a guide will be good. Draft - An idea which popped into my head, haven't started at all, may not ever get finished. Project - Have started, In actual progress. (If a series, have posted a few chapters, but still not done.) Outlining - Almost done, just finishing touches.
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♪ Seven | J.JK - Project ♪ Tongue On Tongue | J.JK - Project ♪ Friend? | P.JM - Draft ♪ Girl In New York | K.NJ - Draft
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♪ Circus | L.FL - Project (on break) ♪ Villain | H.HJ, L.MH, L.FL (Not a ship) - Draft ♪ He Doesn't Wanna Be My Baby | L. MH - Draft
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♪ Nervous | H.KAI - Draft ♪ Tomorrow But Not Together | C.BG - Draft
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hwangsify · 2 years
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H.HJ. + L.FL. — I'VE GOT A MAN (BUT I WANT YOU).
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pairing. lee felix x gn reader, hwang hyunjin x gn reader
genre. angst
warnings. cheating(?), reader is in a relationship w/ hyunjin but is in love with felix, one very, very subtle mention of child abuse
summary. in which you like hyunjin a lot, but you like felix just a little more.
length. drabble
word count. 730
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[11:37] When you first meet, he is dressed in grey sweatpants and a loose hoodie. There are dark circles underneath his eyes and messy strands of hair falling over his forehead. He stands in the middle of the kitchen, a can of Red Bull clutched in his hand.
You don't think much of him at first.
After all, when you have someone like Hyunjin by your side, everything else blurs and fades into the background. He is someone who naturally draws attention, demands it in such a way that you hardly realize you're hyperfixating on his cat-like eyes until you catch yourself staring at him like a fucking creep for increasingly frequent periods of time.
In fact, Hyunjin burns so brilliantly that Felix only comes and goes in brief flashes at first. His blurry silhouette in your peripheral vision as he goes through the choreography with Hyunjin for the hundredth time at the dance studio. His husky morning laugh when Hyunjin cracks a lame joke at breakfast, pleasantly raspy against your ears. You tolerate his presence because Hyunjin adores him to pieces and insists on bringing him along whenever he can, and you like to see Hyunjin happy.
But as the months progress, you begin to see Felix in sharper focus. You begin to perceive him a little more, begin to commit to memory the clusters of freckles across his sun-kissed cheeks, begin to notice the dusky quality of his eyes. It starts off as a simple admiration for his aesthetically pleasing facial features and deep voice, but quickly intensifies into a throbbing want.
You swear that you like Hyunjin. You really do. You like the way he rests his head against your shoulder at breakfast, and you like the way he kisses you, all velveteen lips and dark eyes. You especially like the way he leans his head back as he laughs, nose scrunching slightly, eyes crinkling.
It's just that you like Felix a little more.
But Hyunjin looks at you as if you held the entire universe in the palm of your hand, and you can't bring yourself to shatter that look of undeniable adoration written across his face.
So on the nights when he leans close to you, presses his lips to the ridge of your collarbone, looks up at you with those pretty eyes of his and asks if you love him, if you adore him, if you would tear the universe apart to pieces for him, you card your fingers through his blonde locks of hair and lean down to brush your lips against the curve of his cheekbone.
And you tell him that you would.
Because Hyunjin is someone born of his mother's greed, of her need to twist and warp him into the person she was never able to be. He is made of shattered beer bottles and cracked porcelain. And no matter how far he runs, he will always be a servant of her gluttony.
How can you bring yourself to leave someone so broken? Someone like him needs to be held gently, needs to be pieced together bit by bit until he is whole again. You are not cruel enough a person to let him go.
But you are also not good enough a person to keep from wanting Felix.
So you allow yourself to want— because you know it's no use trying to keep yourself from doing so. You allow yourself to admire him at a distance, to indulge whenever he pulls you into a friendly hug or gives your shoulder a platonic squeeze whenever he brushes past you.
In the beginning, it was easy.
Stolen glances at him from the corner of your eye. Brief eye contact from across the couch, leaving you flushed and burning.
But here is the thing about want: it grows. There are days where the monster in the pit of your stomach rears its head at the very sight of Felix, hisses and claws at the back of your throat, clouding your mind with want. And it is on those days when it is so, so hard to love Hyunjin, to want him when Felix is standing right in front of you, a vision of freckles and heart-shaped lips.
But you do so anyways. You hold Hyunjin close and love him relentlessly. You tell yourself that this is enough.
It has to be.
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