#lal.exe

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one of my problems is that you genuinely cannot reduce azula and zuko's dynamic to which sibling is better. neither of them are better. they're both equally messed up in different directions. they are a venn diagram that overlaps on daddy issues and hyper competence. they are not easily quantified in terms of bad sibling/good sibling simply because they ARE siblings!!!! they hate each other and they're both perfectly valid and personally i think they should have tried to kill each other more. hope this helps <3

#like. neither of them is the good sibling mainly bc you don't GET good siblings in families!!!!!! not in ones like that!!!! #you just get fucked up and equally fucked up but in a different genre #azula #zuko #atla #lal.exe

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poor bobby hiring eddie to in part keep buck under control and then half a day after they meet they're diffusing a live grenade embedded in a man's leg together and blowing up the ambulance.

like.

bobby: i have some regrets

#911 fox #bobby nash #eddie diaz #evan buckley #it's like. the whole two halves of the same idiot thing bc eddie may LOOK like a responsible steady single dad with a mortage and a house #but put him in the same room with evan 'if i die that's honestly a bonus' buckley and he reveals himself to be equally as chaotic #buck's the obvious idiot eddie's the stealth one. no one ever sees him coming. #i may be slightly high on cold medication rn so ignore me <3 #lal.exe

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you don't understand callum nova means EVERYTHING to me

#just remembered he existed and got hit by a colossal tidal wave of feelings #he's the only half-positive representation of an afrikaaner i've ever seen in literature/entertainment and he's SO fascinating #couldn't have asked for better rep honestly (well. maybe not quite so vain considering we're not actually a very appearance-focused people) #but everything else? literally perfect #callum nova #lal.exe #the atlas six #he? geliefde #callum nova my liefde

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i swear if they make this breakup buck's fault AGAIN it's on fucking sight -

#911 fox #evan buckley #whyyyyyyyy do they always make him apologise for everything that's ever happened to him and NO ONE ever apologises to him #like. not to be an insufferable buck stan bc im NOT but every time he apologises in the show it's almost always for things that he didnt do #like!!!!! he apologised to his parents for not saving their son!!!! when he was a newborn CHILD!!!! he's their son too!!!! #i don't remember much about the whole abby situation but im pretty sure he apologises to her when she comes back as well. #and she. like. never actually takes responsibility for the pain her actions caused. which severely lessened my opinion of her but ANYWAY #if buck is the one who is made to be 'at fault' in this breakup with taylor im going to start BITING THINGS #anyway #haven't watched the episode yet but if they do breakup later on in the show it HAS to be buck's choice #lal.exe

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if billy doesn't come back in season 4.....

#i will riot. #i need this very specific portrayal of long term abuse trauma coping mechanisms on my screen again soon or i will Die #yes he's a dick. personally i think he should be more of a dick this time <3 #lal.exe #billy hargrove

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going to be away til next saturday so i probably won't be online as much (if at all) 👍

#lal.exe

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whoever invented coach rides with music should be knighted

#nothing compares to sitting in a coach with your friends screaming along to all the best songs so loud people think you're crashing <3 #lal.exe

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update: i have, unfortunately, got a twitter account.

the torture has begun

#to make this clear: i don't WANT a twitter account. i would gladly fling myself off the brink of a cliff to avoid this. #but unfortunately it is necessary for reasons. #i hate it already someone put me out of my misery with a sledgehammer #lal.exe

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dylan o'brien won't be in the teen wolf movie so jeff just lost a solid sixty percent of his audience lmao

#dylan o'brien #like. jeff mate i hate to break it to you but now your actual only hope of making this work is to give us thiam #lal.exe #teen wolf

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why am i having feelings about an ancient mythological couple.

#hades and persephone fuckin HITS DIFFERENT #ignore me i'm listening to the hadestown soundtrack and feeling things #lal.exe

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the turning earth 1.1k

He knew Arthur knew something the year the tides came in further than before and flooded the banks of the river.

#bbc merlin #my fic #merthur #this is not quite a companion piece to harvest but it is also very much a companion piece to harvest if you get what i mean #sometimes i write things and then i like to make it everyone else's problem and that's life <3 #lal.exe

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reading dark rise. expect this to take over my life.

#dark rise #what is it with pacat and absolutely SLAUGHTERING me with her books??? #as if captive prince didn't utterly rework my personality enough now there's MORE #lal.exe

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this is fun

#by fun i mean i will literally crack my own head open like a walnut if allowed to continue writing this #the atlas six #gideonico #lal.exe #my fics

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watching dune. this will become my personality as soon as i finish it i can FEEL IT

#dune (2021) #lal.exe #apologies to everyone else but timothee chalamet zendaya oscar isaacs jason momoa AND rebecca ferguson? and you expect me to survive this??

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if coach isn't in it then what is the fucking point

#coach my beloved #teen wolf #lal.exe

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okay i know it's not going to happen but personally i think freddie fox should play callum in the tv show and you can prise that facecast from my cold dead hands

#he'd be perfect don't even think about denying it #anyway!!! the one they cast better be good but i will genuinely take anyone at this point i just need to SEE HIM ON A SCREEN #callum nova #the atlas six #ta6 #lal.exe