#last night she goes okay w a 1300-pc truck and 7 ppl it should take 7h13m to put it all up so theres no reason we cant finisj

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havin a cool fun sexy time at work this week /s

#the cool thing abt this job is thet i can let myself b very autistic amd theres like. not a problem #the less cool thing is that the store is getting its lights replaced and thats happening at night while i work #and the lifts and tools that the lighting crew is using are all very loud and bad to hear #and at least half the night the lights are all on the way they are when the store is open so everything is also v bright #can sort of keep myself cool by having my headphones in n music on but! were only allowed one so every time i leave an aisle #or see a manager coming #i have to pop one out which sucks bc those are the times i most need em bc out of the aisles is where its brightest and loudest #had the new manager reprimand me and then immediately ask me for help finding smth while there were 2 lifts just adjacent #w ppl on both of them playing their own music n i needed to be out for a min to toss my empty boxes and get more freight #so by the time i got back to a place i could put em both in i was beating my hands on the cart handle and couldnt move for a solid 30s #also would rlly love my chew stim but that is literally the worst possible stim to do during a fucking pandemic so :) guess ill die #like yes i know this is all for safety reasons but 1. i assure you i can still hear the power equipment thru my music #and 2 keeping these headphones in is literally the only thing allowing me to continue to function in any way #unless you think our fuckin efficiency that youre so worried abt stacie will benefit from me hiding in the dark under one of the shelves #last night she goes okay w a 1300-pc truck and 7 ppl it should take 7h13m to put it all up so theres no reason we cant finisj #okay but were starting 47 minutes late and we have 2 15m breaks and have to clean up before the store opens so. #anyway im tired and fighting a depressive episode and every day the world feels louder and brighter and harder to parse ✌ #prsnl