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cerulean-tea · 3 years
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happy pride month everyone!!!
cheers to my fourth year of redrawing that kl pride drawing i made in 2017 lol
here are the previous years vvvv
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garbagequeer · 4 years
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hey hello im writing a piece for laptop ensemble that involves sampling and i need the most repressed/tender/yearning quotes you got. just as gay and heart wrenching as you can. but also no pressure I know youre a stranger on the web I just feel like you post that kind of stuff a lot thank you bye
hope this isnt like too late school keeps me busy :( (also can you put a read more on asks? guess i’ll find out). i ended up choosing many quotes from the same texts cause im indecisive as shit but i’ll bold my favorites from those in case that makes it easier for you!
anyways first of all you can never go wrong w richard siken as obvious as that is. these are both from you are jeff
You’re in a car with a beautiful boy, and he won’t tell you that he loves you, but he loves you. And you feel like you’ve done something terrible, like robbed a liquor store, or swallowed pills, or shoveled yourself a grave in the dirt, and you’re tired. You’re in a car with a beautiful boy, and you’re trying not to tell him that you love him, and you’re trying to choke down the feeling, and you’re trembling, but he reaches over and he touches you, like a prayer for which no words exist, and you feel your heart taking root in your body, like you’ve discovered something you don’t even have a name for.
Let’s say you’ve swallowed a bad thing and now it’s got its hands inside you. This is the essence of love and failure. You see what I mean but you’re happy anyway, and that’s okay, it’s a love story 
this one’s from planet of love (the format got fucked bc tumblr is not actually a finctional website but :/ )
I have a megaphone and you play along,                                                                 because you want to die for love,                                                            you always have.     Imagine this:You’re pulling the car over. Somebody’s waiting.                      You’re going to die                                            in your best friend’s arms.             And you play along because it’s funny, because it’s written down,you’ve memorized it,
from litany in which certain things are crossed out 
I make you pancakes, I take you hunting, I talk to you as if you’re            really there.Are you there, sweetheart? Do you know me? Is this microphone live?                                                       Let me do it right for once,
sorry about the scene at the bottom of the stairwell                                    and how I ruined everything by saying it out loud.            Especially that, but I should have known.You see, I take the parts that I remember and stitch them back together            to make a creature that will do what I sayor love me back.
We were inside the train car when I started to cry. You were crying too,            smiling and crying in a way that made meeven more hysterical. You said I could have anything I wanted, but I                                                                                just couldn’t say it out loud.Actually, you said Love, for you,                             is larger than the usual romantic love. It’s like a religion. It’s                                                                                                 terrifying. No one                                                                        will ever want to sleep with you.
from snow and dirty rain
I had a dream about you. We were in the gold roomwhere everyone finally gets what they want.
that scene from when harry met sally where sally says:
One day I was taking Alice’s little girl fro the afternoon. I’d promised to take her to the circus, and we were in a cab playing “I spy” - you know, “I spy a lamppost”, “I spy a mailbox” - and she looked out the window and there was this man and this woman with two little kids, and the man had one of the kids on his shoulders, and Alice’s little girl said “I spy a family”, and I satrted crying, you know? I just started crying, and I went home
(like anyone else sometimes cries when u see a family doing something nice? is it because i want to participate in a sense of family of my own but have been excluded as a gay person from it’s portrayals and it makes me go :^( cause i dont feel there’s room for me there but i want there to be and i just have to long for this nuclear family heteronormative way of life that i’ve been made to believe is idylic? is it because my parents got divorced and my dad’s an ass and my mom is just a very angry lady and i want to re-do my own childhood? who knows. should we ban movies? yes we should!)
from maurice (ultimate source of tender)
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“There was something better in life than this rubbish, if only he could get to it, love, nobility, big spaces where passion clasped peace, spaces no science could reach, but they existed for ever, full of woods some of them, and arched with majestic sky and a friend”
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‘Did you ever dream you had a friend, Alec? Nothing else but just “my friend”, he trying to help you and you him. A friend’ he repeated, sentimental suddenly. ‘Someone to last your whole life and you his. I suppose such a thing can’t really happen outside sleep’
we are all so lucky i don’t actually own maurice in english this would just turn into me quoting the whole book
ee cummings voices to voices, lip to lip
the thing perhaps isto eat flowers and not to be afraid.
from virgina woolf’s letters to vita
7 september 1925
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january 21 1926 vita writes
I am reduced to a thing that wants Virginia. I composed a beautiful letter to you in the sleepless nightmare hours of the night, and it has all gone: I just miss you, in a quite simple desperate human way. You, with all your un-dumb letters, would never write so elementary phrase as that; perhaps you wouldn’t even feel it. And yet I believe you’ll be sensible of a little gap. But you’d clothe it in so exquisite a phrase that it would lose a little of its reality. Whereas with me it is quite stark: I miss you even more than I could have believed; and I was prepared to miss you a good deal. So this letter is just really a squeal of pain. It is incredible how essential to me you have become. I suppose you are accustomed to people saying these things. Damn you, spoilt creature; I shan’t make you love me any the more by giving myself away like this—But oh my dear, I can’t be clever and stand-offish with you: I love you too much for that. Too truly. You have no idea how stand-offish I can be with people I don’t love. I have brought it to a fine art. But you have broken down my defences. And I don’t really resent it …
and on january 26 virginia writes back
Your letter from Trieste came this morning—But why do you think I don’t feel, or that I make phrases? ‘Lovely phrases’ you say which rob things of reality. Just the opposite. Always, always, always I try to say what I feel. Will you then believe that after you went last Tuesday—exactly a week ago—out I went into the slums of Bloomsbury, to find a barrel organ. But it did not make me cheerful … And ever since, nothing important has happened—Somehow its dull and damp. I have been dull; I have missed you. I do miss you. I shall miss you. And if you don’t believe it, you’re a longeared owl and ass. Lovely phrases? … 
from virginia’s diary, about vita on december 21 1925
I like her and being with her and the splendour–she shines in the grocer’s shop in Sevenoaks with a candle lit radiance, stalking on legs like beech trees, pink glowing, grape clustered, pearl hung.
from virginia woolf’s to the light house
What device for becoming, like waters poured into one jar, inextricably the same, one with the object one adored? Could the body achieve, or the mind, subtly mingling in the intricate passages of the brain? or the heart? Could loving, as people called it, make her and Mrs Ramsay one? for it was not knowledge but unity that she desired, not inscriptions on tablets, nothing that could be written in any language known to men, but intimacy itself, which is knowledge, she had thought, leaning her head on Mrs Ramsay’s knee. Nothing happened. Nothing! Nothing! as she leant her head against Mrs Ramsay’s knee. And yet, she knew knowledge and wisdom were stored up in Mrs Ramsay’s heart.
Love had a thousand shapes. There might be lovers whose gift it was to choose out the elements of things and place them together and so, giving them a wholeness not theirs in life, make of some scene, or meeting of people (all now gone and separate), one of those globed compacted things over which thought lingers, and love plays.
there forced themselves upon her other things, her own inadequacy, her insignificance, keeping house for her father off the Brompton Road, and had much ado to control her impulse to fling herself (thank Heaven she had always resisted so far) at Mrs Ramsay’s knee and say to her—but what could one say to her? “I’m in love with you?” No, that was not true. “I’m in love with this all,” waving her hand at the hedge, at the house, at the children. It was absurd, it was impossible 
(fun fact: the spanish translation adds something that i’d translate as “one could not say what one meant / what one wanted to say”, which i really like and i was disapointed to find out isnt on the english edition)
It was love, she thought, pretending to move her canvas, distilled and filtered; love that never attempted to clutch its object; but, like the love which mathematicians bear their symbols, or poets their phrases, was meant to be spread over the world and become part of the human gain. So it was indeed. The world by all means should have shared it  
from the great gatsby
I didn’t want to go to the city. I wasn’t worth a decent stroke of work but it was more than that—I didn’t want to leave Gatsby. I missed that train, and then another, before I could get myself away (…) Just before I reached the hedge I remembered something and turned around. ‘They’re a rotten crowd,’ I shouted across the lawn. ‘You’re worth the whole damn bunch put together.’ I’ve always been glad I said that. It was the only compliment I ever gave him
from kafka’s diaries
may 27 1911: Today is your birthday, but I am not even sending you the usual book, for it would be only pretence; at bottom I am after all not in position to give you a book. I am writing only because it is so necessary for me today to be near you for a moment
parts from a from a letter he wrote to oskar pollak on february 4 1902
When we talk together the words are hard; we tread over them as if they were rough pavement. The most delicate things acquire awkward feet and we can’t help it. We’re almost in each other’s way; I bump into you and you - I don’t dare and you. When we come to things that are not exactly cobblestones or the Kunstwart, we suddenly see that we are in masquerade, acting with angular faces (especially me, I admit), and then we become sad and bored. Does anyone make you as bored as I do?
then I fall silent and you fall silent and you become bored, and I become bored and it’s all like a stupid hangover and there’s no use lifting a hand. But neither wants to say this to the other, out of shame or fear or - You see, we are afraid of each other, or I am.
Of course I understand it. It’s boring to stand for years in front of an ugly wall and it just won’t crumble away. Of course, but the wall is afraid for itself, fro the garden (if there is one), and you get out of sorts, yawn, have headaches, don’t know where to turn
You often talk with her, not only for the sake of talking. You walk around with her somewhere here or there, or in Roztok, and i sit at my desk at home. You talk with her, and in the middle of a sentence somebody jumps up and makes a bow. That is me with my untrimmed words and angular faces. That lasts only a moment, and then you go on talking. I sit at my desk at home and yawn. I’ve been trhough it already. Wouldn’t that separate us? Is that so strange? Are we enemies? I am very fond of you
from his leters to milena
Last night I dreamed about you. What happened in detail I can hardly remember, all I know is that we kept merging into one another. I was you, you were me. Finally you somehow caught fire.
jane wong. from clearing
We want to believe everything has meaning.Plums blossom over a power grid
and I am in love again. The shame of it.
from leslie harrison’s [sirens]
I’m not Penelope married to faith married to waitingbound in fine soft strands of silk dyed and stretchedin my world longing has teeth and fins has a tastefor blood longing is a room built entirely of knives
Lorde’s melodrama tour interlude
Don’t you wish you could go inside a heart, see the strings and atrium’s, everything beating and bleeding. It’s kind of funny, I spend almost every minute thinking about love. Being guided, and divided by love. But I’ve never seen it. It’s just a rumour, a comedown, an afterglow. I wanna see it, in colour. In the summer, I can almost picture it
from Andrea Long Chu’s on liking women
One day, you tell yourself, it will give you what you want. Then, one day, it doesn’t. Now it dawns on you that your object will probably never give you what you want. But this is not what’s disappointing, not really. What’s disappointing is what happens next: nothing. You keep your object. You continue to follow it around, stash it in a drawer, water it, tweet at it. It still doesn’t give you what you want—but you knew that. You have had another realization: not getting what you want has very little to do with wanting it. Knowing better usually doesn’t make it better. You don’t want something because wanting it will lead to getting it. You want it because you want it
ada limón, In a Mexican Restaurant I Recall How Much You Upset Me
But love is impossible and it goes ondespite the impossible. You’re the muscleI cut from the bone and still the boneremembers, still it wants (so much, it wants)the flesh back, the real thing,if only to rail against it, if onlyto argue and fight, if only to missa solve-able absence.
i dont think i need to get into mitski songs because you probably already know but basically pink in the night/come into the water/once more to see you/in happy when she says if you’re going take the train so i can hear it rumble one last rumble/in i want you from the first verse to the first time she goes “i just need a quiet place where i can scream how i love you” (YES the card thing is very important)/the first verse of i will (w emphasis on everything you feel is good i f you wold only let you)/abbey/strawberry blond
sufjan steven’s futile devices obviously predatory wasp of the palisades you know the drill 
was going to find some twin fantasy lyrics but i started thinking about famous prophets (minds) and like. emotionally left my body so. i wont be thinking about it or any other songs anymore it makes me too crazy
from frances ha
It’s that thing when you’re with someone and you love them and they know it and they love you and you know it but it’s a party and you’re both talking to other people and you’re laughing and shining and you look across the room and catch each other’s eyes. But not because you’re possessive, or it’s precisely sexual, but because that is your person in this life and it’s funny and sad but only because this life will end and it’s this secret world that exists right there. In public. Unnoticed. That no one else knows about. It’s sort of like how they say that other dimensions exist all around us but we don’t have the ability to perceive them. That’s what I want out of a relationship. Or just life, I guess.
from ellen lee’s notes on twin fantasy that i revisit constantly
there’s no going back to deliver these words to the ones they were really meant for. That’s how heartbreak feels, I guess. It feels like your heart in between the teeth of someone who’s looking away. When you’ve lost your loved object, what happens to all the things you have to say to them? When they’re turned away, what happens to all the things that you couldn’t, but desperately need(ed) to, say to their face? He dissociates himself from his own romance until it becomes a fantasy. You have your bleeding heart, you have a finite set of memories — when nothing new enters and you’re unwilling to let go, then you have a fantasy. The loved object enters into you and transforms.
the journey home by dermot bolger(havent read this at all dont really plan to/dont know a thing about it either i just came across this shit like 2 years ago and i still think about it)
I wanted to hurt him; I wanted just to touch him. What I wanted I’m not really sure. If he had stopped and opened his arms I would have walked towards him; I would have sat on the kerb all night with him
adam b, sweet i have a (really gay) heart
i feel like my body is the extension of a lake. i feel really badabout not telling you the truth, sometimes. i feelreally small next to you. tall boys remind me of bean stalks.i wish i had your legs. i wish i could know your handsbefore i even touch them
aaaand i think that’s all i could think of and track down, hope this is actually helpful and not too long (i am indecisive no kidding). also ksjdfg it’s nice that you thought to ask me this and i did have fun going over all these quotes so thank you 💖💖💖
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the-reverse-mermaid · 5 years
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oh? oh??? 
1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?
2. chocolate bars or lollipops?
3. bubblegum or cotton candy?
4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you? energetic
5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups? 
6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear? 
7. earbuds or headphones?
8. movies or tv shows?
9. favorite smell in the summer? flowers
10. game you were best at in p.e.? four square
11. what you have for breakfast on an average day? eggs in some form, but it’s my breakfast AND lunch because i get home form work around 11:30am, and I’m generally not hungry at 4:30am when I leave, so.
12. name of your favorite playlist? “Current favs”
13. lanyard or key ring? 
14. favorite non-chocolate candy? hot tomales tied with sour gummy worms
15. favorite book you read as a school assignment? A Tale of Two Cities
16. most comfortable position to sit in? tummy-down on the floor
17. most frequently worn pair of shoes? VERY ratty blue converse
18. ideal weather? sunny and windy
19. sleeping position? on left side/ on back/ sometimes on tummy
20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)? 
21. obsession from childhood? Danny Phantom & mermaids
22. role model? Joan of Arc, and lotsa others
23. strange habits? fingerspelling, brushing my teeth for like 15 min
24. favorite crystal? quartz
25. first song you remember hearing? the lullaby that came out of my stuffed rabbit
26. favorite activity to do in warm weather? swim/ nap
27. favorite activity to do in cold weather? go on walks/ nap
28. five songs to describe you? Self Portrait by Stephanie Smith, Glorious by David Archuleta, Shatter Me by Lindsay Stirling, My, Myself and Time by Demi Lovato, and Paper Tigers by Owl City 
29. best way to bond with you? let me talk about my favorite things
30. places that you find sacred? LDS temples, esp the Orlando temple
31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names? My spider-man hoodie and sweats 
32. top five favorite vines? I don’t know any vines…(sweats)
33. most used phrase in your phone? K
34. advertisements you have stuck in your head? none 
35. average time you fall asleep? Like how long it takes to fall asleep? If it’s a good night, like 10 min; if it’s a bad night, several hours
36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing? oh gosh. I remember where I was when I heard the term meme for the first time. It was about rage comics, I think it was the freaking troll face in like, 2011.
37. suitcase or duffel bag? 
38. lemonade or tea?
39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?
40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school? One time I came to class a few minutes late and nobody was there and the whiteboard said “class is longboarding outside” and i was really confused…walked back out of the room, saw my whole class down the hall laughing at me…It was April Fool’s Day.
41. last person you texted? my sister and brother in law, with whom i have a text conversation solely to send them the weirdest images i can find
42. jacket pockets or pants pockets? 
43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?
44. favorite scent for soap? Christmas tree scent
45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero? 
46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in? sweats and t-shirt tho i often wake up to find i have stripped in the night
47. favorite type of cheese? mozzarella
48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be? Apple
49. what saying or quote do you live by? decisions determine destiny
50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have? it’s called the boob game and it’s what my family plays on car trips and i invented it and for some reason it was/is hilarious despite it’s immaturity; you just look around at billboards and signs and replace one word with the word ‘boob’
51. current stresses? i gotta grade some papers for my TA job and I’m procrastinating it
52. favorite font? comic sans
53. what is the current state of your hands? clipped unpainted nails (the way i like); probably need some lotion
54. what did you learn from your first job? money is nice
55. favorite fairy tale? The Boy Who Drew Cats
56. favorite tradition? decorating cookies at Christmas
57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome? ED, rejection from animation program, LDS missionary service
58. four talents you’re proud of having? drawing, writing essays, writing stories, listening
59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be? listen up buddy
60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be? mermaids/mythical creatures
61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.? From The Knife of Never Letting Go by Patrick Ness: “In this world of numbness and information overload, the ability to feel is a rare gift indeed”
62. seven characters you relate to? Hiccup (HTTYD), Kiki (Kiki’s Delivery Service), Ned (SM:Hoco), Kit (Unicorn Store), Aunt Cass (BH6), Danny (DP)
63. five songs that would play in your club? It would be an Owl City only club
64. favorite website from your childhood? neopets, baby
65. any permanent scars? In my left armpit I have a long scar from a heart surgery when I was a baby
66. favorite flower(s)? I adore the smell of daffodils 
67. good luck charms? a leaf necklace given to me by a friend 
68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried? i hate tootsie rolls
69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned? human DNA and banana DNA is 50% identical
70. left or right handed? right
71. least favorite pattern? don’t have a least fav
72. worst subject? statistics
73. favorite weird flavor combo? this is more texture than flavor, but i like eating cake in a bowl of milk 
74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen? 6
75. when did you lose your first tooth? in childhood (i don’t remember)
76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)? 
77. best plant to grow on a windowsill? ur asking me? idk, i can’t grow stuff
78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?
79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo? 
80. earth tones or jewel tones?
81. fireflies or lightning bugs?
82. pc or console?
83. writing or drawing?
84. podcasts or talk radio?
84. barbie or polly pocket?
85. fairy tales or mythology?
86. cookies or cupcakes?
87. your greatest fear? hopelessness 
88. your greatest wish? happiness
89. who would you put before everyone else? my nephew and niece
90. luckiest mistake? tumblr…lucky bc of the homies
91. boxes or bags? 
92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?
93. nicknames? Bean/Beanie, Spoons, Good Cop
94. favorite season? Spring
95. favorite app on your phone? whichever one holds my current obsession 
96. desktop background? President Nelson on a swing (Russel M Nelson is the current prophet of the Church and he’s an adorable old man who i love)
97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized? Two, mine and my mom’s
98. favorite historical era? I don’t think I have one
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beaumontbash · 6 years
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Personal ask thingy
Thank you @moominlouu​ and @choices-ily​ for tagging me!
How long have you been on Tumblr and why did you choose your URL: I’ve been on tumblr since 2012 but I only made this blog around late November/ early December last year. I also picked my URL cause I thought it sounded cool lmao
Gender: Female
Age: 19
Where do you live: Australia
Where did you grow up: Grew up and lived in New Zealand when I was 5 until I was 9, then I moved to Sydney
Sexual Orientation: That scene in Civil War where Bucky does the flip on the motorcycle
Relationship Status: Single
Any Children: lmao no
Any Pets: I have none but I really want a dog
Dream Job: I wanna work in the film industry
Actual Occupation: I’m a full time student atm
Favorite Movie: Anything from the MCU tbh
Favorite Current TV Show: ahh idk about current, maybe Riverdale? Supernatural has always been my fave tho but I’m behind 2 seasons
Current Song Stuck In My Head: The Shrek song is always stuck in my head
Favorite Food: Pizza and churros i love food!
Early Bird or Night Owl: Depends on my mood tbh
Celebrity Crush: Tom Holland, Sebastian Stan (tbh everyone from the mcu bc they’re all finnnnnneee)
Hobbies: I  play a shit ton of video games and I read a lot
Funny fact about you that not many people know: lmao idk i cant think of any
High School Nickname: My name is too short for a nickname so I never got one lol
What do you do on Tumblr: I mostly reblog stuff, occasionally shitpost, and if i’m feeling inspired then I’ll post an edit or something (I’m such a perfectionist though so most of the edits I make never see the light of day)
Tagging: @princesskennarys​, @garlickk​, and @drakewanker (Pls ignore if you’ve done this already or don’t want to do it)
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omanu · 7 years
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i have a few tags to do, so im gonna do them all in one post so i dont keep tagging the same ppl in multiple things idk. dont worry, you dont need to do them if u dont want to ♥
i was tagged by @nashira , the angel ♥
¤ nickname: well, irl is manu, but tbh my name is manu. i have another nickname my family uses, that is budi lol
¤ zodiac sign: sagittarius 
¤ height: the best scenario here is 167cm, idk how much that is in ft or whatever lmao
¤ orientation: ….. like everyone 
¤ favourite fruit: cantaloupe 
¤ favourite season: winter and fall
¤ favourite book: i dont think i have one, but like, the last book i read was fucking amazing everyone should read, it’s gay, it’s a series of three books, and it’s called when women were warriors.
¤ favourite flower: all of them? i love flowers in general
¤ favourite scent: RAIN, and ngl the scent of matches 
¤ favourite animal: dogs and cats
¤ favourite colour: light colors and also black and blue
¤ coffee, tea or hot cocoa: hot cocoa
¤ average sleep hours: well now i sleep a lot i would say 8-12 
¤ cat or dogs: BOTH
¤ n° of blankets: just one
¤ dream trip: ANY GOOD BEACH
¤ blog created: idr well, but 2015? or maybe late 2014. but ive been on tumblr since 2009/2010 lol
¤ favourite song: ……..dude idk rn is any song of bts, but on my last fm it’s probably a song by adam, the love of my life. and i love too many songs so i cant just write them all
Rules: Use the first letter of your name to answer each question. Real answers only. If the person who tagged you has the same initial, you must give different answers. You cannot use the same word twice. Once you enter your answers, tag 10 other people! i was tagged by @superunknwn​ , another angel ♥
Your name: Manu
A four letter word: mole *looks at nashira and sara* A boy’s name: … Manu An occupation: Musician Something you can wear: mittens  A place: McDonald's  A reason for being late: … idk … Moving? Medical matter? idk i used two words but they both begin with the letter m lol Something you shout: mYLES A movie title: Moana Something you drink: Martini An animal: Monkey A type of car: Mercedes  Song title: Ma City by bts lol i was just singing this
i was tagged by @bensun​ a looooong time ago sorry, but i too love doing these so why not. this one is similar to the first tag game, but im doing it anyway
Answer the questions and tag 20 followers you would like to get to know better! —————– Name: Manu
Nicknames: budi. i want new nicknames tbh, cute ones.
Zodiac Sign: sagittarius
Height: 167cm 
Orientation: same, i like all genders but the s*x part is……. uh, idrl
Ethnicity: native brazilian (indigenous) (wow i just saw this on the internet and im using it), mixed with whi*te some time in the past. i would know better if whi*es hadnt done that
Favorite Fruit: Probably blueberries or just berries in general and I loooove smoothies …. with any fruit to be honest
Favorite Season: Fall and winter
Favorite Book: to mention another one im reading the third book of the vampire chronicles, i love the second one, i love lestat
Favorite Flowers: yeah i like flowers, but idrn their names, i just love it
Favorite Color: light colors, but also black and blue again
Favorite Animal: dogs and cats
Coffee, tea, or hot chocolate: hot chocolate
Average Sleep Hours: 8-12 ay
Cat or Dog Person: BOTh
Favorite Fictional Character: MIDNIGHTER
Number of Blankets I sleep with: just one
Ideal trip: beach!!
Blog Created: 2015 ig 
dear @superunknwn​ tagged me on this a looooooooooooooong ass time ago, sorry ily (actually she didnt tagged me but i wanted to do this so i just saved on my drafts) 
Rules: 
1. go to this site: https://www.random.org/lists/ 2. Pick 15 of your favorite characters or favorite people from your fandoms and list them 3. Tag at least 5 people 4. Have fun with it! 
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1. Mom/dad: Apollo!!!!!!!!!! yes!!!!! 2. Your sibling: jim halpert lmaoo thats fine 3. Your grandma/grandpa:  michael jackson 4. Haunts you: park seo joon 5. Your boyfriend/girlfriend: adam lambert (ok…. i would prefer jhope but ok) 6. Your ex: taystee hdsfkhfdksjh 7. Your best friend: MIDNIGHTER 8. Proposed to you: MYLES KENNEDY DHJKSHFDF 9. Your boss: slash….. thats not ideal but glad that i know him 10. The random person you met at the bar: lestat fdkslsd friend 11. Your rival: seo in guk NOOOOO he is my bf wtf 12. Gave you your first kiss: rothen skljkld 13. Drunk and singing karaoke with: lzzy hale my love 14. Played 7 minutes in heaven with:  JHOPE DFHKFSDJKSFHKJSD 15. Gave you your favorite dessert: chris traeger, my favorite dessert is not raisins
tbh im not gonna tag ppl anymore, ive already tagged everybody, yall just can do it
@lionesslindsey tagged me on this a looong time ago too, no surprise
RULES: answer all questions, add one question of your own and tag as many people as there are questions. (but that’s so many D: I’m too awkward for so many) (relatable lmao) Tagging: everyone i tagged on this long ass post Whoever wants to do this though, go ahead!
1. coke or pepsi: i dont drink soda heh 2. disney or dreamworks: I love them both, but my absolute fav movie is The Lion King. lindsey i just copied ur answer bc BITCH ME TOO, just addin Mulan here 3. coffee or tea: i dont like coffee and i never really wanted to try tea lmao 4. books or movies: Both!!!!! 5. windows or mac: only tried windows 6. dc or marvel: DC pls 7. xbox or playstation: even though i dont have and console, i like ps better 8. dragon age or mass effect: never played. dont have a console lmao 9. night owl or early riser: if those are video games…. never played i dont have a console 10. cards or chess: cards! 11. chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate 12. vans or converse: converse, never owned vans bc im poor af, so i would probably like both 13. lavellan, trevelyan, cadash, or adaar: have no idea what those are 14. fluff or angst: fluff pls 15. beach or forest: beach!!!!!!! 16. dogs or cats: BOTH 17. clear skies or rain: BOTH 18. cooking or eating out: it depends on my mood tbh 19. Spicy food or mild food: both 20. halloween/samhain or solstice/yule/christmas: what 21. would you rather forever be a little too cold or a little too hot: a little too cold 22. if you could have a superpower, what would it be: stop time 23. animation or live action: animations 24. paragon or renegade: what 25. baths or showers: baths, even though i dont own a bathtub 26. team cap or team ironman: Iron Man 27. fantasy or sci-fi: Fantasy 28. do you have three or four favourite quotes? not really 29. youtube or netflix: youtube 30. harry potter or percy jackson: hp, but pj was pretty awesome and diverse than hp.... actually I think I only like hp more bc of the movies, but pj... is very awesome too idk 31. when you feel accomplished: 6. dc or marvel: when i finish a drawing 32. star wars or star trek: star wars 33. paperback books or hardback books: as long as i have books 34. horror or rom-com: yikes rom-com 35. to live in a world without literature or music: death 36. pastel colours or dark colours: i love both!!!!!! 37. tv shows or movies: bitch everything is both here 38. city or countryside: city, but i too love contryside 39. if any other zodiac sign could describe you, what would it be: i have no idea 40. if you could only listen to one album for the rest of your life what would it be: dont ask me that omg 41. cinema or theatre: cinema 42. if you could be any fictional character’s best friend, who’d you be: midnigher’s 43. smiling or smirking: slut for both 44. are you an ‘all or nothing’ type or are you more consistent: i dont do anything so idk dude 45. playlists or your whole library on shuffle: shuffle 46. travelling or staying at home: traveling, but i would love staying at my own home 47. books or fanfiction: Both 48. If you could live in a fantasy world, what world would it be: huh, i had never thought about this, i cant answer now. but probably i would choose to live in one of my daydreaming shit 49. your favorite cartoon: idk i live irmão do jorel, a brazilian cartoon 50. name the weirdest five songs on your itunes, current or past: bruh im dont know 51. mountains or plains: both! 52. favorite anime (or tv show if you don’t watch anime): YURI ON ICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 53. which social media platform are you most like yourself on: Tumblr AND youtube 54. What are some of your passions: music 56. If you have a pet, do they do anything interesting/weird (like a cat that plays fetch, a bird that can say funny things, etc)? : not really. my cat sleeps funny sometimes hsajkdhas
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#80 100 QUESTIONS
Are you young at heart, or an old soul? Idk, both in different ways
What makes someone a best friend? To me, someone I can be around 24/7 and not get tired of bc I get tired of everyone normally
What Christmas (or Hanukkah) present do you remember the most? I got a GoPro this year
Tell me about a movie/song/tv show/play/book that has changed your life. Happy Feet is the reason why the emperor penguin is my favorite animal
Name one physical feature that you like about yourself, and one you dislike. I have nice hair, but I hate my face
Would you like to reconnect with any friends you’ve lost contact with? Sure, maybe a few from high school
What’s more important in a relationship: physical attraction or emotional connection? Emotional connection
Name a movie that you knew would be terrible just from reading the title. Emoji movie
What holiday do you most look forward to? Christmas
How is the relationship between you and your parents? Not perfect, but very good
You’ve got the TV on, but you’re not really watching. What channel is the TV on? Usually the news
Name a song that never fails to make you happy. Anything by Muse
You know at least one person named Michael. Tell me about him. The brother of the only guy I’ve ever kissed
Have you ever read the “missed connections” on Craigslist? Have you ever posted one, or wanted to? No
If you could pick anywhere to live the rest of your life, where would it be? Kennebunkport, Maine
Can money buy happiness? It helps, but no
Do you drink? Smoke? Do drugs? Why, or why not? Nope to both
Is there anyone close to you that you know you can’t trust? You don’t have to give names. There’s a lot of people I don’t trust
Where was your favorite place to go when you were a little kid? The bookstore
Have you ever spent a night in the hospital? No
Do you enjoy being with only one or two friends, or with a large group of people? I like being with 2-8 friends
Do you like the type of music your parents listen to? Do your parents like the type of music you listen to? Not really, and I don’t think they care for the most part but they’ve enjoyed songs I’ve showed them
Have you ever been bullied? Have you ever bullied anyone else? Yes and yes
If you could only eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be? Spaghetti
If your partner wanted to wait until marriage before having sex, would you stay in that relationship? Of course and sometimes I feel that way
Do you believe in a god? Sure
Of all the social networks in the world, why use Tumblr? I can be fully honest here, no judgment
What’s your favorite Tumblr tag to track? Any of my fandoms
Would you call yourself/your family “middle class?” Yes
Name a TV series you didn’t enjoy until after it ended. Idk I don’t watch TV that much
Have you ever bought a product from an infomercial? Yes
If you could give up your car and never have to drive again, would you? If I could find another way to get around, yes
If you go back to one point in time to give advice to yourself, when would you go and what would you say? Don’t take 6 weeks of summer intensive, get a job instead
What’s your “quirkiest” habit? I click the right side of my jaw
What is “normal?” Are you normal? You live up to society’s expectations and no one judges you or laughs at you, I am NOWHERE NEAR normal
Someone close to you is dying. You have the choice to let this person live for 10 more years, but if you do, you cause the death of 10 strangers. You don’t have to see them die. Do you take the offer? Pretty grim, but yes…
What is one thing you could never forgive? People who have used me and/or were fake to me
Would you rather be in a relationship after the honeymoon period ends, or be single? It depends on how much I care for and love the person
Is it possible for guys and girls to be just friends? Of course
Where do you and your friends go to hang out? One of our dorm rooms
Write the first paragraph of your obituary. Jesus Christ I am choosing not to go there rn
What is the best TV theme song ever? Everywhere You Go, Full House
When you were young, what would you dream you would be when you grew up? Pilot or astronaut
When you’re alone in your own home, do you walk around naked? No
What gets you out of bed in the morning? Needing to pee
Do you want to have more friends than you have right now? Yes
What part of the past year sticks out in your mind? When I got accepted to my study abroad university
You win a scratch-off lottery game that gives you $2000 a week (after taxes) for the rest of your life. Do you keep your job? Nope!
Could you be in a long-distance relationship? If you’re in one, what makes yours work? If I really really care about this person and see a future with them, then we’d figure it out!
What’s the best route to your heart? You accept me for who I am and you’re not socially tiring to be around
Have you ever met someone through the internet, then met them in real life? No
What is your favorite sport? I dance, but I enjoy watching gymnastics and figure skating
What has been troubling you lately? Stress over upcoming travel
Did you enjoy your high school prom? If you haven’t gotten there yet, do you look forward to it? If you didn’t go, why not? Lol no I hated it
What do you use more often: your intuition or logical reasoning? Logical reasoning
Do you know what makes you happy? Anything in which I can be in the moment and truly enjoy life
Tell me about the last book you read. I don’t remember
What is the nicest compliment you’ve ever been given? Someone at school told me they liked my eyeliner
Who was your first crush? A boy when I was in 3rd grade… ugh
Do you believe that there is life on other planets? Yes
Predict what your life will look like a year from now. My final semester of college!
Often, people will ask how your last relationship ended. I want to know how it began. Never been in a relationship
Where is your favorite place to go out and eat? Any Italian restaurant
What is something you want to change about your current situation? Can I just go to Australia already
Early bird or night owl? Night owl af
Are there any childhood possessions you still hold on to? Yes
Give me an unpopular opinion you have. I am not a huge fan of Harry Potter! I have a house, I definitely know things about Harry Potter, and I support people who enjoy it, but I’m not a fan!
What was the last song that was stuck in your head? The Lollipop song lol
Where do you live? Be as general or specific as you want. New England USA
Do you believe in giving kids medals and trophies for participation? I believe in giving medals and trophies for achievements, but not to define first, second, third, etc. place
What was the longest car ride you’ve ever taken? 13 hours
Have you ever taken part in a protest? No
Would you ever use an online dating service? NO
What is your ethnic heritage? Chinese
Describe a person that inspires you. Dan Howell and Phil Lester
If you earn minimum wage doing what you love, would you? No
Do you believe in luck? Yes
Describe the last time you were very angry at someone. Chances are I’m probably very upset while dealing with people I dance with the majority of the time
Do you want to live until you’re 100? Nah
Do people change? If so, how do you keep a relationship together when both of you start to change? Yes, you have to support each other and be there to help the change occur in a good way
Have you ever risked a friendship by telling someone you liked them? No
Would you rather be alone doing something you enjoy, or doing something you don’t like with your best friends? Alone doing something I enjoy
Do you practice what you preach? I try
If you take precautions to stay safe, do you ultimately act more recklessly? Nope
What do you value more in a significant other: Attractiveness or intelligence? Intelligence
Are you hard-headed? Not 100%, but yes
Have you ever laughed uncontrollably when it was socially inappropriate? Not uncontrollably, but yes I’ve laughed
When have you felt most alive? When I do something I didn’t think I could do before, and when I achieve something
Would you prefer to live? A city? The suburbs? The countryside? The mountains? Somewhere between city and suburbs
Do you often skip breakfast? No
How do you know what true love is? Never experienced it so idk
Would you want to know the exact date and time you were going to die? Not really
Where is “home” for you? The place in my current residence which I feel safest
What song best describes your life right now? Idk
Do you want to be perfect? I used to want it and I still struggle occasionally with it, but ultimately no
What have you never tried, but would really like to someday? What’s holding you back? Having an amazing job and being able to travel a lot, I am still financially and emotionally dependent on my parents lol
How do you express your creativity? Dance, photography
Describe your neighborhood. I don’t talk to anyone
Name something you only liked because it was popular. Idk, music maybe
Give me the story of your life in six words. Chinese adoptee who doesn’t know herself
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