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bloodycowboyclub · 2 years
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HANGMAN PAGE BIRTHDAY WEEK
DAY 6: HANGMAN + WEBWEAVE
Take a breath, sweet cowboy, and know the truth within yourself.
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wantonlywindswept · 1 year
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me, starting my mass effect replay and hearing the music hit:
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Let's say Yuanzhi does something bad, would Shangjue betray the Gong family for him? Or would he choose family over his didi?
I think the answer to this will depend on the version of Shangjue that the situation is being posed to
Are we talking about the Shangjue that we met at the beginning of the show?
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Or are we talking about the Shangjue we met at the end?
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Because my answer will depend on that.
If we are talking about the RBF-card-that-never-declines, then I would say, No. He wouldn't betray the family for him and he wouldn't choose Yuanzhi over the family. That man is someone who doesn't see himself as anything more than just a vessel for his family's interests.
I mean. We already know he was willing to let Yuanzhi be imprisoned, though yes he did give the caveat that Yuanzhi must NOT be harmed, his exact words iirc were "if he died under suspicious means". Someone correct me coz my brain is a bit of buzz.
If we are talking about the Shangjue we met at the end of the show, we should also note that that is a version of Shangjue that has been tempered enough by purpose and drive to do this 👇🏼
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Dude deadass rocked up to essentially his clan leader's abode, straight up said bitches better let my baby bro loose or else I'm gonna huff and puff and blow your fucking house down. And every single one of the people there knew he meant it.
And I think that the Shangjue that is formed by the end of the show is someone who is more settled within himself. Less bogged down by his place in the family and how he can serve it. I do think that he is more open, or at least more open, about the idea that he does have a favourite didi; even if he wouldn't hesitate to look out for the rest of his kin (the reveal of him being the one to leave that note that helped ziyu master his moves will remain one of my favourite things about that last arc of this show)
Also, it just may be a "me" thing but gaddamn Lei Lei's face in this scene. The rage. The pure discontent. The sheer THREAT that came right from his chest because HOW DARE THEY (╬ಠ益ಠ) I would pay good money to see him level the whole of Yu residence tho. Who is with me and who do we need to bribe.
I think on some level, should it ever come to Yuanzhi doing some fucked up shit that violates the precepts of the Gong family, the first thing Shangjue -- regardless of the version -- will do is ask for Yuanzhi's reasoning because he's not about to make a judgement without knowing the cause for that action. Yuanzhi's brash and young, but he's the furthest thing from stupid. Shangjue would never tolerate stupidity.
Then, once satisfied with Yuanzhi's reasons, he would murder and bury anyone who could incriminate Yuanzhi. The next thing he would do is confine Yuanzhi to his side where he can see him (lbr that brocon would love it) and where he can't get up to mischief. Because while Shangjue may not put Yuanzhi above family, it doesn’t mean he isn’t wholly and utterly devoted to Didi.
He would keep him safe to the best of his ability. In a way that the family wouldn't be dragged into it and he wouldn't have to make a choice.
@romchat you wanna jump in on this, fam? ~ヾ(^∇^)
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i live in a fool's paradise sure but i am seeing stewy tomorrow i mean he's gonna be there it's election day how could he just not be there tomorrow he'll be there because stewy is the most character of all times and also unfair but kendall is being so whiny and unstable he needs to get laid asap and stewy has yet to undergo his much needed d-tox lbr he's never turning down that white-boy icarian pussy
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hi lu! 👋 i saw your tag in that reblog of s3 tommy gifs saying “top 5 sluttiest tommy moments” and was wondering what are the other four for you? love a “best of” list 😌
hi!! 💖 omg okay so i never really sat down and thought about what makes a “slutty moment” but i guess if i had to define it, for me at least, it wouldn’t just be any moment where he’s like blatantly slutty (for example like when he’s telling may exactly what’s gonna happen when he stays over) but more a moment where, as i was watching, in my head i was like “damn OK SLUT!!!” lmaooo ykwim? like sometimes there’s nothing inherently slutty about his actions however it’s still giving off major slut vibes and leaves me sitting there wanting to [redacted] his [redacted]
5. ngl almost all of season 3 could be on this list but this??? dressed down and freshly fucked on his wedding day??? absolutely
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4. this scene literally had me chewing on drywall like?? terrifying and poor esme but also?? okay sir threaten me next maybe???
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3. the noise i made when i saw this scene for the first time was downright embarrassing. SO unbelievably slutty for absolutely no reason like he did NOT have to do all this
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2. honestly he looks so intimidating here but the henley will always make me weak and i’m going to snap his slutty lil suspenders even if it’s the last thing i do
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honorable mentions (or other moments that felt like a personal attack):
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1. the amount of damage this scene has done to my brain is irreparable, like i realize this isn’t supposed to be hot but lbr, he’s out here manhandling this old man in leather torture gloves and i’m supposed to be invested in the story???
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Only Friends Character & Relationship Ramblings - Ep 11
Last week on Everyone (put a pin in that everyone, because I think we're having trouble with it) Here is Messy, Boeing was doing his best to mess with the reconciliation of Top and Mew. Top shut him down pretty fast because my man is smart and he doesn't want anything getting in the way of Mew forgiving him, but Mew entertained the idea a little too much for most of fandom to handle. I, however, thought it was very understandable if not entirely the best choice. Atom accused Boston of raping him and no one stopped to think that maybe that was a tiny exaggeration on the little weasel's part because apparently being a slut means one is capable of anything (okay yes also because of what he did with Top, but let's not pretend that's the only reason here) and I nearly blew a fuse. And Ray found out that his dad had hired Sand to get him off the sauce and in predictable Ray fashion flew off the handle about it, leaving Sand devastated. He later learned what we all should have guessed (although lbr some people really want to think that Sand is awful in any way they can, lol): Sand had the money practically forced on him and still returned it, because he cares more about Ray than he does about his bank account (this is wild to me as I care way more about my bag, but I repeat, that is not Sand at all. I repeat this because people seem to be having a problem getting that). Ray then actually decided to give his rehab thing a real chance and had a breakdown in front of an imaginary Sand that actually made me cry a little. I'm not made entirely of stone, people. Just mostly.
So full disclosure, the real reason this is coming so late is that I've been hoping that the longer I wait the less irritated I'll be, but unfortunately the reverse seems to be happening. So I guess we're doing this full steam ahead (ftr, the steam is coming out of my ears).
Also once again I'm not ranking because only two characters really pissed me off this week, so we'll just ramble and then I'll put the Sand part behind a cut because he's the one I have the most feelings about this ep (and also that is where you should stop reading to avoid my apparently unpopular opinions).
Character Rambles
Atom & Cheum. I'm just gonna get these two out of the way because they are the ones that irritated me and since I've been banging this fucking drum for so many weeks that we're probably all very tired of it now. I do not know what the hell is up with this show when it comes to this stupid "Boston SAd me" plot, but I don't think I like it. Actually, I know I don't like it. I did say that I understood where Cheum was coming from in part last week and I stand by that, but the least Boston deserves from her is an apology for the way she came at him now that she knows it isn't true. But I doubt he'll get it. Or if he does it'll be the same bullshit he got from Nick - well what can you expect when you're like you are? The poor lad was just dickmatized, give him a break. NO. The idea that Boston needs to give someone e break for accusing him of rape boggles my mind, as does the constant implication that he's somehow earned all of this because he sleeps around. And no, I will never shut up about this.
I suppose at least Atom seems to realize that what he did was supremely fucked up, but I'm not sure it really matters when everyone is rushing to act like it's just one of those things that happens, and at least he learned something new about himself (looking at you, Cheum, because don't think I've forgotten you literally accused Boston of turning him gay last episode)!
I have said it before and I'm sure there will be a whole rant about it next ep, but the entire attitude towards Boston's promiscuity really puts me off. It's not the characters, either - a lot of people have some really fucked up ideas about sex and purity and morality - it's the show itself. There are ways to have the characters doing or believing things that the narrative explicitly disagrees with - hell, Jojo has done it before - so the fact that they really don't seem to be doing that here makes me feel like whoever wrote this agrees that Boston kind of deserves what he gets. And I am not a fan of that line of thinking. Even if Boston were truly as reprehensible as everyone thinks he is, it still doesn't make it right to do the things people keep doing to him. That line of thinking is insane to me. And honestly a lot of the problem I have here is that the show keeps explicitly conflating his promiscuity with being a bad person. Over and over again. It's never about the other shitty things he's done, it's always about him sleeping around. I hate it.
Boston. Since we're here, lol. I still love him. His journey has been the most fascinating one for me as we've gone on, mostly because it's been in increments. I said this last week, but Boston has been taking slow, steady steps to growth this entire time - and IMO it has very little to do with sex (but more on that later). This entire show has been a journey of Boston coming to terms with some of his less savory habits - breaking things because he can, not respecting or maybe not understanding that his way of doing things is not the only or best way, etc - and deciding how he wants to handle them.
This isn't me saying Boston is utterly wrong or whatever - you'll never hear that from me. He's an asshole in many ways though, and there is a part of him that has come to question why, and to maybe think that there is a better way of handling himself than he has been. He's also slowly gone from being very "I'm going to care about me and get mine" to thinking more about others - not saying he'll ever be the type of person that cares overmuch beyond a few set people and I don't think he'll ever stop putting himself first, nor do I necessarily think that's a bad thing, but he's definitely started to factor other people's feelings into his actions more. Maybe understanding more now that even if he's not necessarily wrong, he doesn't need to be quite so blunt force about everything. I think it's gone mostly unnoticed because there are others who are making changes with big displays, while Boston's have been almost entirely internal and only reflected on occasion through is discussions with Nick. It really struck me last episode and it continues to strike me as we go on, and I'm into it. Also Neo has just been killing this role. I can't get over how good he is.
Nick. Speaking of growing, this is the first ep where I really realized just how much Nick has done. I really hope that growth includes never bugging his fuck buddy's anything again, but I'm not entirely hopeful about that since his go to to catch Atom out in his lie was to entrap him via video recording. Sigh.
He was enjoyable for the most part this ep. I don't like him telling Boston not to be mad at Atom but I do completely understand Nick feeling some sort of kinship with him. Both of them fell for Boston after just one time, lol. That said, there was this look on his face when it was mentioned that Atom only fell for Boston because he was his first, and it makes me wonder if he was coming to a few realizations himself.
Top. TOP! I just loved him this episode. I have said before that he would be perfectly within his rights to tell Mew that enough was enough, and I was happy he did this episode. I thought he was very mature about it, actually - he knows he fucked up, he's known it pretty much since it happened and he owns that, but he's not wrong in saying that if Mew can't stop punishing him they will never work. It's very clear to me that he desperately wants it to - he is all in on Mew - but I liked that he said he'd walk away if Mew couldn't find it in him to forgive him.
Mew. I said that I understood his pettiness and I meant it, but I'm also glad it ended this episode. Look, I get the need to hurt someone who hurt you, and I very much get the petty urge to keep doing it until you're satisfied. The problem is that sometimes you just keep doing it, you push and hurt and hurt and push even past the point where it even feels good anymore because ultimately, you can't get over it, and it just breaks everything. Love and hurt and maybe a little bit of hate are warring inside Mew, and yeah, it feels good at first to hurt back.
But I think he came to the realization in this episode that his need to strike back at Top really wasn't worth losing him, because for better or for worse Mew loves him. He had to make a conscious choice this ep to actually forgive Top for what he did, and I think he rose well to the occasion. I really liked that he made sure to warn Top that he might bring it up again when they fight to hurt him - it's not pretty, but it's very self-aware, which I have come to expect from Mew. He might get hot headed sometimes but when he decides to reflect he doesn't fuck around. See too his acknowledgment that he probably won't be Top's last boyfriend, but that he wants to try with him anyway.
I also enjoyed how easily he dismissed Boeing and how little he let him get in his head, but to be fair Mew had Boeing sussed very quickly and was only ever going to entertain him right up until the point when he was no longer useful. Mew had less than zero emotional investment in that dude or his opinions once he stopped trying to flirt with Top, lol.
Boeing. Here is my conundrum with Boeing: I both love and loathe him. Honestly, he amuses the hell out of me. It should be impossible for one person to be so slimy and yet here he is doing the most constantly and it is very, very funny. The way he is merrily bouncing from couple to couple like some kind of video game boss (or the final endurance test in a stress challenge) amuses me so much and I desperately need someone more talented than I am to find a way to make it a meme. But I'm conflicted, because right now he's messing with Sand (yes SAND, that's his primary target and frankly I don't really care about Ray being collateral damage because one, he's actively making it worse and two, it feels like the rest of this fandom is doing that for me) and I have feelings about the way my favorite dude looks so miserable every time Boeing shows his smirky face (even if it is a pretty one).
Also he's basically got Ray doing the job of driving Sand away from him and he really didn't have to do much to get there. All the man had to do is make a few pointed comments and smirk and now he's got Ray doing the dirty work for him. It's amazing. I genuinely can't wait to see what he has in store for Boston and Nick (and I have my suspicions. More on that later).
Ray. He was absolutely adorable for like 95% of this episode. I really like him in boyfriend mode, lol. I also feel like he was mostly sober through the ep, too. I think that's great, and while I wish there were a little more about what he's doing to wean himself off of the alcohol, I have also come to the understanding that the show is not choosing to focus on it too much. I will just be glad they focused on it at all and move along. Honestly I should have expected it - if they were planning on dealing with Ray's alcohol problems in depth they would have started it earlier, lol.
The one quibble I have with him is at the end of the ep. While I can understand him being upset, it's pretty clear to me that so is Sand, and Ray is too focused on his own pissiness about Boeing to either see that or care if he does see it. Sorry guys I know everyone is saying it's insecurity and worry that he'll lose Sand but that just isn't what I'm getting from him at all. I don't think he thinks that Boeing is anywhere near his level or a real threat to him for Sand's affection, I think he's just pissed because Sand's not handling it the way he wants him to - which is by shutting Boeing down hard. And while I can understand and appreciate his ire, the way he's going about trying to force it is completely disrespectful to Sand. If Sand misstepped by sending Ray away to deal with Boeing on his own (which I don't really think was the horrible misstep people are making it out to be, but more on that later), then Ray is misstepping by ignoring Sand's clear wish for him not to insert himself by deliberately inserting himself and trying to provoke Sand into action.
If he's lucky it won't backfire right in his face (Ray has no fucking clue who he's playing with here, Boeing flat out does not respect Sand or his relationship and all Ray's doing here is showing his own damn belly and exposing the both of them to more mind games), but I don't think he will be.
Which brings me to the thing that has had my blood boiling since Saturday.
This is a good point to stop if you're not in the mood for half-essay, very probably half-rant.
Sand. Before I start, let me disclaim a little: I freely admit my biases here - for a ton of other people in this fandom Only Friends is The Ray Show, but for me it is and has always been All About Sand - and my own hypocrisies. I will defend Sand for things that I will not defend other characters for (although I do try hard to be as objective as possible with varied success, lol), and Ray has gotten it in the teeth from me more than once simply because he's often the character hurting my baby, possibly (probably) unfairly at times. Ray's done a lot of shit, but I admit that I see that heartbroken look on Sand's face and my objectivity tends to go out the window. It's why I understand all the posts about how much Sand sucks for the supreme crime of making Ray unhappy, but it's also why they make me furious.
I am going to pose a question here, for people that have been brave enough to read this far and who are genuinely worried that Sand and Boeing are gonna fuck: what in all the world has made you think that Sand would cheat on Ray? Is it just general fear combined with blorbo love?
Because okay I can get behind that, if so - I was utterly convinced last week that Ray and Boeing were gonna sleep together myself, and if I'm entirely honest I still expect some supreme stupidity of the Ray/Boeing kind simply because Boeing's MO seems to be going after the new boyfriend (estranged or not) after rejection - and I do NOT want to hear it about Sand not rejecting him, almost every scene that man was rolling his eyes so hard at Boeing it's a surprise that he didn't give himself a headache. He might not have been forceful enough for Ray or the fandom, but he is definitely not giving me the impression he's interested (to be fair I don't think Ray is interested either - I do, however, think he's infinitely more reactive than Sand in a lot of ways and far more likely to do some dumb, impulsive shit).
But if not that, what is it? Because there has been nothing in canon to suggest that Sand would ever, so apparently I do need it explained to me like I am five.
Maybe I'm just a little too much like Sand myself, because what I mostly saw was a guy who still has a lot of issues stemming from his previous relationship being confronted with the source of most of those emotions and doing his best to eject himself from the situation with as little conflict as possible.
And I've seen a lot of posts really taking after him for it. For being so passive, for not telling Boeing Ray's his boyfriend, for telling Ray to leave him and Boeing to talk. Hell, I've even seen people blaming him for the bullshit that is the last part of the episode, and I'm sure if Ray and Boeing do make out or (heaven forbid but I honestly won't rule it out yet) fuck, they'll find a way to make it Sand's fault, too.
And the more I read, the more annoyed I get. Not surprised, mind - I've seen too much of fandom blaming everyone else for every shitty thing Ray does (again, not saying he has no right to be upset here. I am saying, however, his way of dealing with it is likely to cause more problems) for this to be a surprise - but definitely annoyed. Because this isn't OOC for Sand, this isn't incomprehensible. This isn't some foreign, new thing that he's doing that we simply can't understand because we don't have context. This is all stuff that Sand has been doing since as early as episode two. The only difference is that this time, he's doing it for and with someone Not Ray.
Facts about Sand.
He is way way way too patient and has a tendency to bend far too often. We see this over and over and over again with Ray, well before Sand even really starts liking him much. I do think that he saw a bit of a wounded bird in Ray and wanted to help, because Sand at heart is a caretaker, a fixer, someone who needs to be needed. I'm not saying any of these are good traits - they can be, but as with anything they can be taken too far. And Sand unfortunately has a tendency to let himself be pushed well past his own limits so long as he feels like the other person needs him. I know. It sucks to realize that all that boundary pushing he let Ray do wasn't just because Ray's special. Not so cute when he's doing it with someone else, huh?
When Sand cares about someone, he does it wholly. I know a lot of people don't like to acknowledge this, but all signs point to him caring about Boeing at one point. Hell, in my opinion all signs point to him being deeply in love with him, and even though I don't believe that Sand still harbors those feelings for him, nostalgia is a hell of a drug and Boeing keeps doing his level best to bring that out in Sand. And just because he might not be in love with him anymore doesn't mean Sand can shut off his instinct to defer, to put himself aside, because that's what he does when he cares about someone. I hate to bring this up but look how much he's put up with from Ray. And while I can understand the temptation to think that Ray is the only person he'd be like that with, it was also spelled out to us in the very beginning of the episode that that's not how it is. I would wager that that's why they took the time to spell it out - so we'd understand when Boeing came along that Sand can't shut that off just because Boeing sucks.
Sand likes to operate alone, especially when it comes to his feelings. How many times has he said outright he'd handle how he feels himself? How many times have we seen him withdraw to deal with his own feelings and lick his wounds in private? Whether or not Ray wants to be there for him - and frankly I think that might be reaching, because that last scene didn't feel like it was about Sand at all to me, it was about Ray and Boeing's pissing contest - Sand has never learned to accept that kind of help. Of course he'd send Ray away to deal with Boeing's bullshit on his own. It's his mess. And to be honest, if I were Sand I'd do it too, because the last thing he needs is his sleazy ass ex on one side and Ray - who he knows can be volatile when riled up, mind, having been on the receiving end of it more than once - on the other.
And here's a fact about what went down with Boeing that everyone is choosing to ignore: he did lay down boundaries. He made zero effort to pretend to be into whatever Boeing was saying, he told him he didn't want to go to the Arctic Monkeys concert, he told him he couldn't come over and that all he could give him was friendship. He also tried to limit Boeing's access to him to YOLO only...and then Ray came in and trampled all over it. And Boeing watched him do it with a smirk, because now Ray is doing his work for him. And it looks like he'll continue doing it next episode.
I have to confess that the amount of vitriol I've seen directed at Sand for being a tiny bit messy flabbergasts me. Be honest, guys: is it because Sand is just the designated love interest to you? Because that's what it is starting to feel like. There's nothing wrong with that but knowing for sure would help my blood pressure.
Relationship Rambles
SandBoeing. I know we probably don't have time for this, but I would pay money to see a flashback of what they were like together. I already know that their relationship was very serious, at least on Sand's end and possibly on Boeing's (although I've seen enough of this man sliming around to not really buy it even if he says it, haha), but I am so so curious what their dynamic was like. Boeing's "you never yell at me" was telling, I think. But again, that's Sand all over, sigh. He'll just bottle it all up until he can't, then woe betide the person he sets his sights on.
Next ep may make me eat my words, but I say again that do not think that Sand has any lingering feelings for Boeing that would actually be a threat to his current relationship - but I do think that he has lingering feelings about what happened with Boeing that could very well threaten it. I think Boeing is mainly here to test the foundations of these couple's relationships and see how well they stand up to some huffing and puffing, but I also think (hope) that because he's so intimately tied to Sand due to their past that he will serve the same purpose as Ray and Mew's adventures in not really dating did for Ray: a way for him to get past the things keeping him from moving on with the person he wants to move on with.
I probably won't get much of this, haha. But it's a dream.
SandRay. I think I've gotten most of what I wanted to get out about these two out already. I can see this breaking really really badly. I will be disappointed if it does, but not surprised. I'm getting strong implosion vibes.
TopMew. Endgame vibes. And I am great with that because I adore them. Although them moving in together right after getting back together is a bit nuts. Slow your roll there, Topper.
BostonNIck. Saved for last because I have the most to say about them. I have to admit that they haven't been working for me as well in the past couple of episodes, and this one I was honestly really annoyed because - no points for guessing - of the monogamy stuff. One of my biggest worries as we've gone on is that the show will have Boston "redeem" himself by winding up in a monogamous relationship with Nick, and while I wasn't necessarily opposed to that if it could be done in a way that felt right for the character, I was super unsatisfied with the offer this episode.
But then I watched it again, and it hit me that Boston isn't saying forever, he's saying for now. And I can get behind that.
And then I watched it a third time because anything worth doing once is worth doing thrice. And now I've come to believe that he is mostly doing this for Nick. Because he does care for Nick a lot, but also because he's realized just how much Nick cares for him, and he's thinking to himself, "I can do this for him. I can give him this much, for now." It comes back to that whole wanting to put someone else first thing that I was talking about - it's not to pacify Nick or to make him stick around, it's genuinely (I think) because Boston cares about him and he wants to give him something he wants, something that - because it has a time limit - he thinks that he can give.
Enter Boeing.
I'm not saying that Boeing is gonna succeed in bedding Boston. I'm just saying that - fresh off of whatever happens with Sand and Ray (and regardless of what happens with the two of them as a pair, I have no doubt that it will end in Sand firmly rejecting Boeing once and for all. And unless I'm very mistaken the only interest Boeing has in Ray is to peck at Sand, so Ray will become useless to Boeing once that happens) - he's going to try it on with Boston next, and that it might make Boston and/or Nick realize a few things.
Why Nick? Because although Nick was flattered when Boston offered him the boyfriend title - flattered and pleased - he didn't accept it. I think he might, but I also can't help but wonder if they won't even get that far. Because as Nick says, he knows Boston, and maybe he knows that what Boston's offering isn't necessarily something he wants.
This is all spitballing, of course, and maybe a little bit of projection. I still think they deserve each other but I also still think Boston would do best in an open relationship and Nick...would not. One or the other of them might be able to do what the other one wants for a time, but eventually they will find themselves unable or unwilling to do it. And that would be the end.
I wouldn't mind being wrong here; this is mostly my gut speaking based on my interpretations of the characters. But if the show can convince me otherwise I'd be happy for it.
In Conclusion
My goodness, next week is the last episode. I have a nasty feeling that there will be a second season and I do not want it, nor will I be watching if it is so, so whatever happens Saturday will be how Only Friends ends for me. I'm excited and a little anxious, which is about how I've spent the majority of this show, so it's very fitting.
It feels like there's absolutely no way they have the runtime to make this work if there's no second season.
I hate it here.
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silvcrignis · 9 months
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DOSSIER CHEAT SHEET
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LEGAL NAME: Captain Jamie Guinevere Hook
NICKNAME[S]: Captain Hook to all you hoes who don't know her like that, Jamesie (Only Pan's bitch ass gets away with it), Sea bitch, Semen Demon, Open Door Policy (Devil De Vil is bad boyfriend, he's so disrespectful), JAMES! (Claude calls her James when he's drunk she doesn't mind it), Bitch (She & Ursula call each other this in friendly mildly sexually tense rivalry), My Beloved (Maleficent)
DATE OF BIRTH: 11/9/1876 (Ain't no way this bitch not a Team Scorpio Member)
GENDER: Female, Cis woman (Gendbend haters can uhhhh suck me?)
PLACE OF BIRTH: England (Google said Hook never revealed where exactly he was from & deadass Jamie wouldn't tell anyone LBR)
CURRENTLY LIVING: New Auradon when she's not... On the ocean pirating
SPOKEN LANGUAGES: English, Spanish, Faelish, French, Latin, That weird pirate garble that only other pirates understand, Demontongue & apparently she can speak the language of the Old Ones wtf Jamie???
EDUCATION: Attended Eton College as well Balliol College during her youth.
HAIR COLOR: Black
EYE COLOR: Blue
HEIGHT: 6'2
WEIGHT: 185 (Most of it goes... If you've seen Lana Parilla... You know where man...)
FAMILY INFORMATION
SIBLING[S]: Delphia Smee (Found family, Sister)
PARENT[S]: Guinevere neè Astley Hook (Deceased), Captain Tiberius Hook (Deceased)
RELATIVE[S]: None, she's a pretty solo rider in terms of extended family
CHILDREN: Harriet Hook, Henry-Conrad "Harry" Hook, @wiickedxgood Hugh Hook, (I know Descendants canon says she/Hook has more but... I don't fuckin care lmfao tbh)
PET[S]: The crazy bitch managed to tame a Kraken that follows her ship around. She also has a parrot when Iago gets bored pfft.
RELATIONSHIP INFORMATION
SEXUAL ORIENTATION: Bisexual/ Polyromantic
RELATIONSHIP STATUS: Engaged to Peter Pan (she wants him to die), dating Devil De Vil (Also wants HIM to die), dating Maleficent Faire (touch a hair on her luv's head & feel her blade's sting)
SINCE WHEN: Jamie x Devil x Maleficent have been a thing since... 18 years I wanna say. Yeah Harry's 18 & Devil is his father so yeah. Peter & Jamie have been officially engaged for a good 2 years. Peter is shit at wedding planning & keeps changing his mind she's gonna drown that man.
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cherienymphe · 4 months
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i never cared for madelyn LBR. her, rudy and madison all always give me the vibes that they’re better than everyone else. but i especially dont understand the craze around madelyn..shes painfully basic it hurts
Now miss Madelyn is very pretty. I'm not gonna sit up here and lie, and now that I think about it I feel a little bad for grouping her with those other 3 😭 but unfortunately she gotta get it by association. She's too closely involved with the mess. That being said, idk any of these people so I can't say what they may or may not walk around thinking. Is it possible her character being one of the biggest roles in the show and her popularity as a result gets to her head? Maybe but again idk her so who am I to say. I just know who I really gaf about and don't
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hausofmamadas · 2 years
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DINARRÓN | Or should I say Dinarellaron …
✷✷✷ (For any and all Dinarrón content, refer to disclaimer in these posts) ✷✷✷
From Narcos: Mexico, Season 2, episode 2 - Alea Iacta Est
Aka that one time all three Arellano siblings eyed Barróncito like the prime rib he is went heart eyes for Barrón.
And who can blame them? Even los Arellanos are not exempt from popping the occasional catching the occasional workplace boner crush.
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Already. I mean cmooon, given this entrance with that little shy-boy chin bop, wtf did we think was gonna happen??? They were all gonna look at him and be like, “nah?” Sksksksks no they were all fucking goners, right off the bat, like no match to the silent-but-deadly magnetism our boy is droppin here.
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Oh okay, and then this little walk he does down the stairs. Like in all seriousness (i’ve talked about this with Món/Manuel Masalva before) there’s something about his physicality, like it’s all over that legendary S3 scene at Christine too. And idk if it was the directors, or the writers, or just Bobby Soto plain being like, “So, imma walk down these steps in the sexiest way possible, hope that’s cool with you guys” no te preocupes, chulito, it’s v cool with us but like his whole physicality is just undeniably h o ttttt.
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OKAY YOU MOTHERFUCKINGXDJDKSKDJDNDNSJ GOONS. This is it. This is the first time Dina lays her gotdamn beautiful brown eyes on gotdamn beautiful Barrón. And what praytell does she look like? Tell me what she looks like????? I’ll give you a hint …….
SHE LOOKS LIKE SHE SIZING THIS BOY UP LIKE HE A SLICE OF PECAN PIE WITH A FAT SCOOP OF VANILLA ICE CREAM ON TOP. SHE SEES THAT SWEET SNACK SURPRISE AND SHE KNOWS OKAY
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And just join me, for a moment, in overanalyzing this shot bc it’s not just Dina who’s enamored. Juuuust after Barrón leans back, before Mon shakes his hand. Take in that image right there and tell me they don’t ALL look like they wanna climb him like a jungle gym. They straight look like Shenzi, Banzai, and Ed from the Lion King, bout to bust out into showtunes before making a meal of the kid sksksks. And lbr, he and Panchito were in prison for a min so his look might be “aaaah, memories.” Cuz they never really tell us like what is it that made him such a faaan of Barrón in the first place. And gorl was pushin real hard for the rest of the fam to like him, just sayin.
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There’s no logical Dinarrón reason for me to include this except that the way Ramon walks here rivals aforementioned Barrón stairwalk in terms of pure sexness sksksks like godddd he looks good🥴 OH EXCEPT, the way Barrón follows Mon to confront Chapo and Cochi. Already the work ethic. Mans means business strollin behind, already all-in with the backup even tho he just got there.
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And then we have over here Dina also surveying the scene, making sure no one pulls ANY shit, ready at a moment’s notice to fucking cut you no but like literally sksksks she will actually cut you with the champagne bottle she cracked over that putamadre’s head. SO BASICALLY, Dina and Barrón are literally doing the same damn thing, providing the saaame damn function, in case things pop off in this convo between Mon, Cochi and Chapo which I did gif and desperately wanted to include but couldnt bc of Tumblr’s stupid 10 image limit 😤😤🙄🙄
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And here, I’d like to welcome you to our next edition of Inside the Actors- no Scene overAnalysis with Your Local Space Witch, Kaybron. Wherein I will transform, before your very eyes, into the It’s Always Sunny Pepe Silva meme.
First off, Dina adorably rubbing Moncito’s head like, “yes, good job with fam protec against that scareee Chapo and scareee Cochi, big strong, prad of u.”
Second, just after the adorable sibling head rub, Barrón proceeds to PUT HIS HANDS ON PANCHITA’S SHOULDERS like a “cmon buddy it’ll be okay” gesture or “echoes of our secret prison love affair” gesture I’m not sure cause they’re bestest good frands and he don’t want his bestest good frand to be mad at his own party. SO BASICALLY Dina and Barrón YET AGAIN fulfill the same function as the resident comforting watchdogs, at the Same. Damn. Time.
And lastly, but most importantly…. And it’s crucial that you’re here with me, in this moment, because….. there is, for a millisecond …. it’s literally blink and miss it …. but there is A Look. Right after adorb sib head rub, Dina throws a look Barrón’s way and he fucking looks at her back while he’s walking by steering Panchito with adorable shoulder rub. THERES A LOOK. ITS FUCKING THERE.
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AND👏🏼FUCKING👏🏼THEN👏🏼 this pinshe tonteria.
The other Arellano sisters exiting the frame to reveal BOTH OF THEM IN THE MIDDLE mad-dogging tf out of the Sinaloa camp, THE SAME gotdamn expression on their faces, RIGHT next to each other……….
*foaming at the mouth, flips table over* LIKE ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING. IM SUPPOSED TO FUCKING THINK THEY ARENT DESTINED FOR EACH OTHER? RLY? LITERALLY SHOVING THE NARRATIVE SYMMETRY IN MY FACE BRANCATO?? AND YOU EXPECT ME TO BE REASONABLE??
Phew. *wipes sweat from forehead, gathers up red string, crumpled paper, and tacks*
And with that, your Honor, The People rest.
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destinyc1020 · 1 year
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The problem with Jamie winning is that Hollywood is racist and she’s not just a nepo baby but a legendary one so even though she’s older that Stephanie I would still say she has more chance of a future Oscar than Stephanie does since Steph is Asian and queer. And lbr she was way better than Jamie in eeaao. And if we’re going with the overdue narrative it should be Angela she should legit already have at least two Oscar’s if they’re not gonna give it to her for this they probably never will jmo
ARRRRGGGGH!!!!!!!!
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I know girl...I'm disappointed too.... No offense to Jamie, since she did a great job in her film.... But yea, I was rooting for Angela also. Even Stephanie did a great job and probably should have won it tbh.
I had a feeling Angela wasn't going to get it, cuz I don't think anything is winning over EEAAO this year lol. And yea, Angela should have won an Oscars YEARS ago (let's be honest). I have faith that she will be nominated again in the future though. She's too good NOT to be. I think Angela will win one day. Look how long it took Leo to win an Oscar rotfl.
Stephanie also still has a chance. I won't ever say NEVER. 🤷🏾‍♀️
I know that Jamie is technically a Nepo Baby, but I wouldn't consider her one in the sense that we use it today. I think if you have TALENT, then yea, your parents can be famous, but people won't clown or hate on you for having famous parents as long as you're actually TALENTED. The ones I see getting clowned for being "Nepo Babies" are the ones who are getting all of these chances and aren't even talented smh.
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candy-pants · 1 year
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SORRY I WAS GONE FOREVER i kept meaning to send you something and then the days just kept ending before i could 😭 i will try to do one every day from now on. i like some of dove cameron's music!! what's your favorite song? what direction do you want to see her go in next?
also i don't know very much about international disney shows, who's diego? why do you love him so much?
all good! i went back to work this week so i'll be a little less active during the day but i'll make sure to answer your asks
i'm a HUGE fan of remember me!! it's the 🌟 vibes 🌟 like. no shoes dancing round your living room.... yeah
although her newer music isn't really my style i really like what she's been doing with bad idea and girl like me, i think they're a lot more sonically interesting than breakfast, for instance, which lbr wasn't nearly as good as boyfriend, so i'd like to see her play around with those sounds a little more and just. not try to recreate boyfriend 'cause that's not gonna happen lol
diego is this little shit right here:
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he's the main antagonist and 1/3 of the love triangle in s2 of violetta. i love him because 1) he's such a clown and never takes anything seriously but GOD he's so charismatic 2) he's so so so well written like he starts out as this womanizer jerk and as the season progresses we start really disliking him for the fucked up stuff he does, but then we find out his motivation for all that, which isn't an excuse at all, but it makes him more human and the audience can really empathize with him, plus he has a phenomenal redemption arc in the last 30-ish episodes of the season. he's BY FAR the best written character in the show and no i won't take criticism, i truly feel like he was treated so well by the writers even in s3 when he takes a bit of a back seat
also i can't not talk about how he maybe wouldn't be as convincing of a character if diego domínguez yep same first name hadn't played him because you could really tell he cared and understood him and had the acting chops to do it
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snnynatural · 13 days
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so while we haven't interacted on this blog esp bc ... i very much Don't Go Here when it comes to spn i still wanted to hop on the lumi love train & say i follow you bc you are just the cutest, sweetest lil light in this rpc!!! i love seeing you on the dash & you truly just are endlessly so kind & the way you try to spread positivity warms my heart! also you're just so damn talented at every muse you play & i want all the things with you always even if i am SLOW AF & i just utterly adore you i love all the things we do have & our ships & dynamics & i stg i'll get to all the things i owe you eventually AJSJSJSJ but yesss i love you, i adore you my sweet lumi <3 (even if i technically stanned your brother first LMAO yes i had to throw that in, that's gonna be an inside joke with us forever lbr)
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brb. currently crying in the mother fucking clurb over here. like what da fuuuccck ??? all these kind words making me into a puddle of mush!! and listen, you take your time mkay??? you know you never have to rush with me. but how dare you stan my brother. the turd ekbgkjesbr
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speak softly and carry BIG DICK ENERGY
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me, logging onto tumblr tonight after spending a blissful day avoiding anything related to current events:
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neoculturetravesty · 2 years
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‘burning in your fever’
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maybe posting a different image will work, idfk anymore.
Reposting because the poor fic never got a chance against this site’s tags. Basically gonna c/p everything from the original post.
Pairing: Vampire!Jaehyun x Reader Genre: angst, smut, vampire one shot Warnings: 18+, unprotected sex, oral (female receiving), vampirisms (blood drinking) Word Count: 2k
Summary: Jaehyun let your blood flow down the beautiful curve of your neck and drip in metallic steaks down to the swell of your breasts. He could burn this vision in his eyes, even if he might die from it.
A/N: Inspired by this meme lol. But lbr, the fic pretty much wrote itself. I needed to post something for Halloween, anyway 👻🎃
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burning in your fever
You felt your gasps freeze in the chill of the air, though it was such a misplaced conviction. Sounds could be chilling in your skin, but echoes couldn’t freeze in the air. But your gasps were icing all around you and you were sure of it, because everything else in your body was burning in a fire.
“Jaehyun...” you gasped because the ice now travelled up through the flames in a tremble along your spine, originating from your very core.
“Breathe, my love,” his voice rumbled against you as he lifted up to speak. He bowed his head against the skin of your inner thigh once more, his lips caressing. His thumb soothingly stroked your nub while his teeth bared against you. Breaking skin. Sinking deep. Feeding.
He always fed so clean. Spilling not a drop of blood, wasting not a speck of ichor from your veins. He fed till the wound ran weak, then he swept his tongue deeply over the punctures in your skin. His thumb never ceasing it’s hypnotic strumming on your nub. Making you breathless against the satin of his sheets. Making you lightheaded but aching for more. He fed from you but the hunger you felt burnt greater than desire. ’What if he fed right from there,’ the lust whispered in the depths of your curiosity. And the thought made all the blood in your body rush to your cheeks.
He smelt it.
Because his lips moved from his feeding site and pressed right into the heat of your desire. His lips captured your slick, and he mixed it with the iron of your blood that was still fresh on his tongue.
Because the more he fed, the harder it made him. His cock ached strong and his lips grew impatient. They whispered against you when they worked. It wasn't just your blood that was sweet. He needed to taste your nectar, too.
“Let go, my love,” he murmured into you.
“I need more…” you whispered.
Jaehyun inhaled. You would always need more. Humans were selfish in their thirst more so than his kind. He could give you everything this fickle world had to offer, but it would never be enough. He could love you in all the years of his life, but it wouldn’t be enough. Because he could turn you into the undead, but he couldn’t turn himself into the living.
You held him by the hair and tugged him up to your lips. You kissed him and you held him into you. You wrapped your limbs around him and kissed him in a fire that broke through the ice in his chamber. You were so close. Jaehyun felt every pump from your heart against his chest. He felt every throb in your veins against his hold. He burned in the heat just like you did and wondered if this sort of fire was fatal to him as most fires were. And if it were, what a heavenly way to die it would be.
He couldn’t stop the instinct that made him puncture the delicate skin on the side of your neck. You gasped and whimpered against him as he fed from his favorite place. How hard it was to stop every time. The essence was sweet in all its tones and stronger than any liquor he had ever known; perhaps because it was so close to the life of you. How easy it would be to let himself go.
“Enough,” you pushed against his chest and sat up. And he let go with trepidation. He allowed himself to savor in the sight of you. He didn’t press clean, not this time. He let your blood flow down the beautiful curve of your neck and drip in metallic steaks down to the swell of your breasts. He could burn this vision in his eyes, even if he might die from it.
“Be mine,” he tugged at the hair on the base of your neck.
“I am,” you lied.
“You are,” he pulled you in and kissed the blood from his lips onto yours.
You would never be his. Jaehyun would’ve known it even if he couldn’t read your mind.
But if he were never going to see you after tonight like you had decided, he was prepared to fight the sun so it would never bring morning again. He could live in his last night with you forever.
“You are… you are,” he moaned as he undressed what remained on your body and kissed you long so you’d always know the taste of him on your lips, long after you would abandon him.
“I am…” you whispered once more. Maybe you were letting yourself believe your own lie so you could enjoy the pleasure in your loins. Jaehyun could hear from your mind as much, though he’d never tell you. It was a different kind of poison, listening to the words of love that poured from your lips against the treachery of your human mind. You hadn’t loved him in the true sense, not in a while. Not since you realized that he’d remain the undead without return or that you’d never give up your humanity for him.
“Be mine,” he begged once more, sinking his hardness into you, hoping the pleasure he gives you would make you change your mind, even if your words remained unchanged.
“I am,” you lied once more and held him tighter.
Jaehyun felt a lump in his throat that choked him. He wanted to give you the world. He wanted to give you all of his years and all of his love. But you didn’t want to take, not any of it.
He pulled you in by the knees and sank deeper into you. He moved nearly all the way out, then slammed down, earning a supplicate whine from deep within your belly. He kissed you. Was this the last time he would ever get to do that? He was almost sure. So he kissed his scent into your mouth and he fucked his impression into your womb.
“I love you and love you,” he told you with a voice that trembled and you held him tight and repeated after him,
“I love you and love you.”
Maybe you meant it this time. Maybe the pleasure in your core was making your heart true with your mind and your mind true with your words. Jaehyun closed his eyes and let himself have this moment. If this was all he could have, it was enough.
So he pressed his lips to your throat and fed from you once more. A taste fuller than wine, a delirium he couldn’t explain. You were the only one. In all his damned life, you had been the only one. He wanted to memorize the taste of you and the feel of you and the smell of you. The more he fed, the more crazed he became and he fucked you with all the strength in his body.
“Jaehyun… stop…” you pleaded and pushed against his chest. Jaehyun unlatched from your neck and began to move away from atop you, but you held him closer. This you didn’t want to stop. The pleasure you didn’t want to end. Who was he to deny you? So he fucked you hard while you wrapped yourself around him like you’d never let go. He fucked you while you moaned in pleasure on his bed for what he knew would be the last time. He fucked you till you stained his sheets as you came undone so he’d be cursed with the memory of you for as long as he existed. Your memory would exist for as long as he existed. It would poison him for all his days to come; this was the price of wanting you.
So he came undone too, deep within you. He let his skin burn against your fever and he let himself go and he fell heavy next to you. He watched as your eyes drooped and your breaths slowed. He had fed from you and fucked you and weakened you in the hopes that you’d stay with him longer, so he could have this night. And work it had. You slid over till you found yourself in his arms and over his chest. You allowed yourself to drift off in his arms like you weren’t going to leave him. But Jaehyun couldn’t sleep; every blink of an eye took away from his last moments with you.
But you had to wake eventually, and you did, just on the cusp of dawn. You rose to your feet and you dressed yourself. Even when Jaehyun held your hand and pulled you in, you turned your back to him. Because you had decided now was the time to make your words true with your mind. And you couldn’t face him.
Jaehyun turned you around by the shoulders, nearly by force to beg, “Tell me what to do to change your mind.”
And you looked up at him, “Be human.”
He shook his head and he felt the moisture in his eyes, like his body wanted to remind you that he could never be human. Even his tears were blood. They flowed to his cheeks as he whispered, “I can’t.”
“But I can. I am. I want to be,” you walked to the door and he followed you. How could he just let you go? He grabbed at your wrist to make you turn.
“Be mine,” he begged one last time, in the real meaning of the plea. But you didn’t want to be his undead beloved. You didn’t want to be his living beloved either, not anymore. Jaehyun had been existing in the sweet torture of hearing your mind fall out of love with him for a while, even if your words couldn’t say as much.
“Let me go,” you pulled your wrist away from his grip and turned. You paused at the door frame. Oh, how you looked a picture, with the blue hour stretched in the vast behind you and the door frame all around you. And the words you spoke next confirmed to him that you must have been the muse of a merciless deity, for such cruelty was always characteristic of those cursed with beauty, “I rescind your invitation.”
Jaehyun felt the chill of the words you spoke begin at his crown and creep all the way down to his toes. This wasn’t just a feeling. He was the undead and you were not, and the living could curse him with these words and damn him to a life of solitude. He could be with you when he was invited. The undead had to be invited in. And you had rescinded your invitation.
Jaehyun couldn’t move, not even a little bit as he watched you walk away from him and closer to the blooming sky. He wouldn’t have been able to move, even if the curse of the undead wasn’t keeping him in place, away from you. And when you were gone and he felt the force on him ease, he walked.
Night and day had become one in the sky, just like him. The undead feared these hues in the vast that threatened morning come. But Jaehyun couldn��t feel the fear anymore, even when the blood kept creeping down his eyes as he walked and walked.
He had thought he could fight the sun. How nescient he had been to think it was the sun that would steal you from him. How begrudged he had been to think it was the sun that took the days from his life and reduced him to a nightwalker. The sun was no foe of his. The sun had never been the mainspring of his perils or his immortal fear. The sun was an old friend, one he hadn’t met in far too long. Jaehyun stopped walking only when he found a place where there was but land and sky and the memory of you burned in his eyes. He looked up and held his arms wide open. He wasn’t afraid anymore. The sun was an old friend, and this is how one was to greet an old friend. Between the land and the sky where nothing else could come in between, and with arms wide open.
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Omg thank you so much for your posts about rinharu!! :"")) I was one of those people who were like "why are rinharu fighting again?? Did kyoani purposely seperate them /again/ just for the sake of drama ?? (And so that they have more oppurtunities to showcase other ships??)" I was really irked at first cuz i thought the first part of TFS is finally going to be a movie about rinharu being a powercouple, but! After reading your posts i realised that haru never really moved on from rin leaving, even in S3 the reason why hiyori's words affected him was because he thought he caused rin to leave (and by extension ikuya, but lbr haru wasn't as frustrated with ikuya nearly as much as he was with rin right) so i'm just here to say.. thank you so much for opening my eyes!!! Now i'm really looking forward to the second part!!
Awww no problem <3 tbh I've always said that free is one of those that has so many nuances left bts that it's sometimes confusing for those who aren't as invested I think. Like there's so many important things that are left out and are in additional materials, that some has no idea what's going on at times. Like back in the days when some interpreted s2 in the opposite way bc of that one thing. My point is that not everyone is even watches stuff like recaps for example (where there are in fact new easter eggs and so many important things like Rin's dad death aftermath etc), and even less read novels and checked side stories and dramas.
For example, in books this Haru's issue about him thinking he's cursed and hurts everyone with his swimming is a huge thing, when Asahi "lost his ability to swim" after seeing Haru's free. But in SD it wasn't adressed at all tbh.
And what Haru feels for Rin is such tornado of emotions, that surprised even me with all the descriptions, bc like it's real bad. Like that part I posted from the chapter when Rin leaves is at least understandable, since he leaves. But the way he reacts to him in general even when he just appears in his sight is always described as if someone tortures him for real lol. And he's always like "pls someone save me, I don't know how to deal with this, bc I've never felt such emotions before".
So basically, like yeah, he's as it is has this thing, when he thinks of himself as some bad omen, so he's very sensitive about it, but since everything Rin-related feels x100000000 for him, its just... well, it hurt for a very long time and sadly was just overlooked by a certain someone, so here we are.
I think we all at first believed that bc Rin's so shocked and in disbelief that Haru could even think that it was his fault in some way:
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that maybe they talked about it bts or smth like after the relay. But it seems like Rin either forgot or most likely I think he maybe thought that Haru understood without words? I'm just real sad still that Haru didn't get to hear this speech:
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I mean, they made it look by the end of s1 that it was about relay, which partially yeah, but for Rin it was really about Haru. You see what he said.. he said that that 1x02 race with Haru alone.. what made him want to swim again. This whole speech was not only about the fact that Haru wasn't at fault that he quit swimming in the first place, but about the fact that Haru is his lucky charm, that makes everything better. AND WE DIDN'T EVEN GET TO HEAR THAT. So like for Haru it's to this day like "after I messed him up, Rin was saved with the power of friendship and a relay". But he was saved by Haru really. Bc according to s3 info, it was basically just about Haru being on the relay team. I don't try to demean their friendships or anything, but its just what it is.
And as I've said before in one post it's just fascinating that to this day Rin for example thinks that s1 shananigans were just about him and just his problem:
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Haru thought it was about them and their problem:
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So like my point here is I also up to the end of s2 thought that maybe Rei or Rin told that to him, bc we seemed to move on to another problems, until in Kizuna we were shown that he still dreams about that scene of Rin leaving. s3 Hiyori just exposed the wound really.
But also once again see what he said there, it's not just about that one time he keeps reliving, aka his first come back, its really just about each time Rin was leaving. Like the very first one already was bad, the second was the worst, bc he thought he hurt him and thought that bc of him he quit swimming, others are just painful bc by then it was already another kind of feeling. I mean, I do think that this first Rin's return to Australia thing needs to be cleared up since it's obviously still haunting him. But again it's just part of this. Haru after the Australian trip and "I've always admired you" and "without you I have nothing to aim for" and after TYM goodbye when Rin told him that he doesn't need a surprise party and that just swimming with Haru before leaving is the greastest surprise for him, he knows already about the way Rin feels about swimming with him... I think the reason why everyone is freaking out here is that bc the way it's executed it's just really about him constantly missing him and "why am I always have to longingly watch you leave, while you seem fine." If he was in a free race, but wasn't on a relay team, he'd get the same reaction. Its just all seasons combined that brought us here. We already in 3x01 without Hiyori knew that he wasn't handling Rin being far away again good. So tbh it's logical even without any explanation really. I mean, Rin does indeed leave and come back as he pleases and does what he wants without holding back or sometimes thinking about consequences. There's no lie here.
It's like since the beginning for Rin it was like "I found the gorgeous guy I adore and I want to swim with, I'll transfer schools just to nag him into swimming with me, it's not like he's gonna care if I leave after that." (he literally in the book didn't think it was a big deal)
For Haru it was like "I lived just fine, but this guy stormed into my life, made me want things I didn't think I'd ever want, got me addicted to him and then dropped me like a hot potato".
Rin's just very passionate about life and things he wants, like Haru for example, but he's really also very unobservant and very clueless at times.
But like just bc he doesn't know about Haru's existential crisis and all the pain he's truly in when he's leaving, doesn't change the fact that he at times didn't even treat him as a simple friend (because they can't be just friends I KNOW), but still things like "you could've called" "well sorry, I guess I'm just not good at it" are probably hurtful, considering the fact that you are good at it with everyone else tho, Rin sweetie. Like thanks for avoiding us the most and holding back and visiting us the last each time, we feel real special. Haru is like the opposite, he doesn't call anyone for example, but he can call Rin in the middle of the night if needed, he always does for Rin smth that's completely out of his comfort zone.
It's like some say "Rin didn't know he wanted him to call" or "he didn't know Haru felt guilty". He did know he wanted him to call and he didn't know Haru felt guilty and stopped swimming competitively when he stopped swimming, but then Rei told him and Natsuya in 3x03 reminded him about this too. Its just the fact that he doesn't want to add 1+1 and thinks "well, there's no way I can affect Haru like that right?", "he can't be that upset about Rin Matsuoka, right?". While facts are he IS literally the only one who affects Haru in such huge way. It's like everyone else can just pass him by and it's nothing, but he walks by and it's a whole "asdfghgfdsa why my body is on fire, its just Rin who's just standing there".
And I'm also buffled by this thing that some people really say stuff like "where did this come from, they were perfectly fine" etc, as if they ever had normal "friendship" relationship. I'm like when did they ever behave themselves okay? In 3x03 Rin is dying to call Haru, but can't do it, while he's constantly texting everyone including Nagisa. First thing he says in the airport when he comes back is "I'm home, Haru" to air, but then goes to hang out with Makoto and Sousuke, desperately looking for an excuse to see the one whom he from the beginning, as it was shown wanted to see the most, but in his opinion can’t without a reason. It's only when Makoto tells him that Haru was upset about Albert he quickly rans off out of there bc "hooray, I have an excuse to see my bae”. Like we know from the airport scene that he wanted to see Haru the most. If they're so as people say were doing great, than how do you exlain all of their s2 and s3 behavior for real? It's like as if in TYM Haru didn't lose his shit from some gossip about persimmons. I mean, they never settled anything really. And Haru is constantly scared of Rin leaving again since forever.
So it's complicated, but yes, we're super excited for p2, bc asdfghjhgfds.
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